#apparently you can do custom emojis in discord somehow so it's not a stretch

[anyu-blue]

I wonder if I should develop the emoji that would encompass how I feel most of the time...

#personal #random #ignore me #life in general #apparently you can do custom emojis in discord somehow so it's not a stretch #even if i don't know how to do it atm I'm sure i can learn #i want ine with like... severe eyebags lol #just... so tired... #there's not really a time that goes by that im not learning something... and I'm learning a lot about myself #one thing is... sure. my music taste night not be what most people like... and it's hard for me to see #why people don't like what i do... but at the same time i understand how i hear or see them #is a lot different than most people i know... and this leads into my newest mote of confidence... #I am NOT deaf.. and in fact.. i can and do pick up problems based on things even I don't understand #that I'm hearing.. i figured out a water heater busted based on something SOUNDING different #it was completely subconscious. but it led me to it and THEN it made sense when i saw it #before that there was the furnace. i KNEW is sounded wrong. but the damn expert didn't LISTEN to me #and what happened? IT FUCKING BROKE LIKE I SAID IT WOULD... 🤬 #a few months ago i knew the car started sounding different and pushed tevs to get it in and REALLY looked at #told her i thought it was the transmission... GUESS WHO'S GD RIGHT AND DOESN'T KNOW #IF THE POOR CAR WILL /MAKE/ IT TO THURSDAY????!!! #... i know my hearing isn't grear. especially in my right ear from the damage all those ear infections #caused when i was little... but even if i can't quiiiite hear exactly thw problem... or realize i am... #i can hear the subtle changes that tells me something is wrong... it's not a gut feeling... #i hear something... maybe thats also why Lon freaked me out so much sometimes though I was supposed to be safe #doesn't matter now but SERIOUSLY... I'm.. so tired.. of people telling me im crazy when i tell them #Something sounds off.. or good... or bad... i hear things and process them differently... #it would be nice if people listened to me in return... #*insert eye bags emoji*