#anywyas i could kill god if i had collagen

[alorz]

sometimes i get down on myself for being an "unreliable team member" due to disabilities. then i remember that i regularly go to work with joints partially dislocated and i am literally the strongest bastard alive. if i'm taking a day off it means i fuckin needed it

#pers #like obviously everyones pain is valid and take care of yourself etc etc #but like. sometimes i feel like ppl think I'm lazy or sensitive and take a day off whenever my arm hurts #and I'm like. team idk how to tell u it hurts everh second of my fuckin life. and not just my arm ♡ #like I'm fine. i just also get negative abt myself and jts like GIRL U GO TO WORK IN MORE PAIN THAN THESE PPL EVER FEEL ITS OK. YOURE NOT #YOURE NOT PATHETIC* #painblogging #anywyas i could kill god if i had collagen #EDS #HSD