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#anyways that was my daily rant <3
uncanny-tranny · 10 months
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Talked about this in a tag rant, but in mental health advocacy spaces or mental health awareness spaces, it is imperative that we stop treating cognitive behavioural therapy as the Only Option or the Best Option. As a survivor, having CBT therapists coach me through ongoing abuse was very unhelpful at best. At a certain point, going to my "mind palace" did not help me go home to a place that was a threat to me.
Yes, there are good uses for CBT. No, that doesn't mean that it is the only option for helping people who are struggling. It is dangerous to prop up CBT as the only option. It is dangerous to not inform a patient about all treatment options and what would look best for them (it's also dangerous how insurance may only cover CBT therapists, too. It is extremely dangerous.)
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Advice from experience: Be VERY careful on spending money on games, especially if what you're spending money on is like, limited events and shit.
Once you're in, you're IN and it's very, very hard to get out of mostly because of guilt and not wanting to put down stuff you've spent hours grinding for.
#alt rambles#rants in tags#recently started putting down and breaking off of a game that i've been grinding on for two years#and realised how much more time i have on my hands#and how much less draining my daily life is#and that i have more energy and time to do stuff instead of spending 2-3 hours every day to grind on the game#yea i spent 2-3 sometimes 4 hours per day just playing this game on a daily basis for the last 2 years#because i spent money and a shit load of time and effort in it#so putting it down genuinely makes me feel a lot of guilt#cause i feel like its such a waste#but like idk#i got really frustrated the other day and so burned out i gave myself a few days break and hoenstly im doing so much better than before#and i actually have time to do other stuff and do more art that now im starting to like#not want to go back to playing the game anymore#lmao yea if you know me you know what game im talking about#i mean i still love the game but damn was it fucking predatory and its only gotten worse thanks to new updates imo#it was fun before and now its just endless grinding#anyways#its another reason why i dont wanna pick up playing genshit even though i really want to#cause i finally got scara (thanks friend who logs in sometimes)#cause like i know genshit will also do that to me smh#anyways idk its just been on my mind lately about how i have unhealthy relationships with a lot of video games#i think im just going to stick to games like sdv and sr that don't have event after event#so thta i can go for breaks without feeling bad or like im missing out
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mejomonster · 1 month
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Im doing the fun part of writing: just wrote my cast, the locations, now jotting down the key scenes <3
Thw hard part: knowing once im fleshing this put eaxh key scene is going to blossom into 4-8 somehow and turn into 2k minimum each but possibly 10k words and then. And THEN. Hardest of all my adhd kick my ass and ill get 20,000 words in and lose my ability to focus for several weeks and be so sad i cant fucking focus and write and like 200 words will come out after 4 hours of effort and damn it
#rant#mejo writing#i looked up over the counter options for adhd and im crushed tbh#it said caffeine was pretty much the only option that worked. i already drink 1 pot a day#i dont think more coffee will have any additional help for me. i already drink primarily coffee from 8 am to 6 pm#the other suggestion was nicotine and nope not doing that#the last was Alternate caffeine options like 5 hour energy or mountain dew. and again#im already having a pot of coffee i dont think more caffeine will do anything to help#im lucky coffee doesnt make me anxious doesnt upset my tummy doesnt really do anything to me except taste good#so if its helping focus its a win win since id drink it anyway#but it clearly aint helping enough ;-;#im very scared to even try asking my new therapist for help#cause 1 im succeeding at my job! i do ALL the fucking adhd coping strategies so yeah. im doing fine at work#exhaustsd but managing. so i doubt shed give me medicine since im managjng even if it runs me down#and then 2 i got gastroparesis that acts bad with all mental health meds ive tried#(as in my gi tract just stops moving more. even oj ones meant to speed the gi tract up like setraline and prozac#so i dont kjow if an adhd med would also freeze up my gi tract more. which. i just cannot do that#i cant deal with Worse gastroparesis again im not vomiting daily again straving for weeks again im#not willing to suffer that again. so if i had that reaction id try like 3 days)#i am so jealous of ppl with meds. id do neurofeedback for adhd again but it was exoensive and im tired 1 session a week was a lot#and it kicked up my panic attacks which. is why i stopped)
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dailyeca · 1 year
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whiteboard fox my worst enemy,,, but yet,,,
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safetybush · 2 years
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Love the change from “I care about my follower count & I would do anything for you guys” to “honestly if you follow me still that is on you. whatever you subject yourself to as a result of keeping me on your dash is entirely on you” over the years
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the545 · 4 months
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i must not text the ex. texting the ex is the mind-killer. texting the ex is the little-death that brings total obliteration--
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starsanddragonflies · 7 months
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Constantly wanting to re-watch and binge all of supernatural but realising a second later every single time that it is, in fact, not done in a weekend because there are just so. Many. SEASONS. And I just don’t feel like I have the time for that inbetween all the other shows I am currently also not watching
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milf-louis · 10 months
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druigsfavwitch · 1 year
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My Mate- Neteyam te Suli Tsyeyk’itan x Reader
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Word Count: roughly 1432
Summary: After the sky people return and Quaritch decides to mess with the wrong man and his mate
Warning: just like 3 cuss words 💁🏻‍♀️
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The one thing the na’vi really hated was the sky people. They came in their world and tried to do ewya knows what. They killed multiple of the na’vi and the creatures of pandora. To be honest, Jake was embarrassed that he used to be one of them. But, he had changed. He saw the world through Neytiri’s eyes. He saw pandora for what she really was and he loved her. 
After Jake and Neytiri had their children, they did have the lingering worry of ‘what if’. They knew the sky people would return eventually. It was bound to happen. They just didn’t realize that their war with Quaritch wasn’t over. Not yet, anyways
They had so many blissful years of peace, minus Lo’ak getting into trouble every other day. It was peaceful. They had their family. Pandora was calm, safe, beautiful. How it should always be
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Neteyam loved a lot of things about pandora. His family. Ewya. Pandora. His clan. You. You and Neteyam had been friends since your early years. He was there for you and you for him. He was there for you when your parents got killed by the sky people. You were there for him after Jakes daily rant. You guys were in love. Completely in love. So in love, the future Olo’eyktan took you to the same place parents mated at the day you turned 18. An act of love under the eye of Ewya.
It was only a few months after you had mated officially that Quaritch attacked. You had been drug along with Lo’ak, Kiri, Tuk and Spider. Quaritch was confused at who you were at first. Let’s be honest, he’s probably still confused. A random girl with the sully kids? Easy prey though. Jake and Neytiri eventually came and saved the day. Neteyam was there too but he was mainly forced to grab you guys as Neytiri and Jake fought the bad guys. He held you extra close that night.
Then, Jake made you all move. For the family. His family. The journey was long but it was worth it when you all arrived. The Metkayina we’rent welcoming at first but nothing that a little learning couldn’t fix. You learned faster then the other sully’s. They could have been a little envious but they saw it as a sign from Ewya that it would all be ok. 
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The months of peace were once again interrupted by the sky people. Quaritch, along with spider, were on the hunt for you all. And they were close. After killing Ronal’s spirit sister and her baby, it was practically war. Lo’ak tried to go warn Payakan and found out he was marked for death. You all tried to loosen the device. When it did eventually come out, you grabbed it. “I’ll lead them away. Go back.” You said jumping on your ilu. Neteyam grabbed your shoulder. “No, My Tiyawn. Let me.” He tried to plead with you. You smiled at him and leaned your forehead against his. “I’ll be back, muntxatan.” Then you made Tsaheylu and sped off, leading the sky people away. 
You had managed to lead them away and swam back to the clan when you saw them all gathered around the sky peoples ship with Jake further forward than the rest. You quickly saw that Lo’ak, Tsireya and Tuk where tied up on the ship. You swam to the group and decided to stay hidden for a few. You watched from the back as Payakan slammed into the ship. This caused an opening for Neteyam and he quickly ran in to save the three. You, however had realized you had no weapons. You quickly swam back to the pod and grabbed your bow and arrow. You stashed your knife with you as well. However, instead of taking the ilu back, you called for your ikran. It was now of never
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Meanwhile, back on the ship, Quaritch had managed to capture all of the sully’s and tie them up. He walked around them, boots crunching in the water. “Well, Jake, Looks like i won. Checkmate.” Tuk was crying and Neytiri was trying her best to comfort her but it was hard to do while tied up.
None of them were going to mention the fact he left a sully out. That he had forgotten one. The mate of The oldest son. A fierce warrior. The most important piece in this game of chess, The queen.
You flew your ikran around, surveying the area. You saw that Quaritch had them all tied up. Your family. Your mate. You were furious. The kind of rage you’ve never felt. Neytiri had told you she has felt a burning fire of a rage before. The kind that you would hate to be on the receiving end of. This had to be that rage. Regardless, Quaritch was going to pay. With his life
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You landed your ikran quietly and swiftly took out the guards outside, wether it was landing and arrow between their eyes or slicing their throat open. They were falling regardless. You made your way towards Quaritch and the Sully’s. He was completely oblivious. You wanted him to feel fear. Pain. You saw a guard standing inches in front of him. You quietly pulled the bow back and took your shot. It landed right between the fools eyes. Quaritch snapped his head around and saw the skxawng’s head fall. The sully’s were freaked out at first. Then Jake, Neytiri and Neteyam looked at the arrow and smirked. Lo’ak took a second to realize who’s arrow it was. He looked at Quaritch. “You’re screwed now, cuz.” Quaritch walked over to him and grabbed him by his queue. “Who is that?!” He screamed. Lo’ak just smirked at him. Neteyam spoke up next. “My mate.” Quaritch looked at him, clearly confused. “You forgot a Sully. A pretty important one.” Jake spoke up. Just then, you walked out of the shadows, bow in hand. The look on your face spoke for it all. Rage. Anger. Revenge. “You. I knew you were related to them somehow.” He spoke, his eyes never leaving yours. He reached down while maintaining eye contact and grabbed a gun. “Now they can watch me kill you.” He smirked. You stopped in your tracks and turned your head. “You have it confused. It’s me who’s killing you.” He threw the first punch so to speak. He pulled the trigger on the gun as you ran to the other side. He may have the training of a marine but he doesn’t have warrior training like you do. You disappeared back into the shadows. Watching. Like a predator. “Come out, bitch. We have unfinished business.” You ran out from behind him and jumped on his back. He hissed and threw you off. You, however, where not fazed. You slid across the floor and maintained  your balance. You bared your teeth at him and let out a loud hiss. He tried to hiss back. It was pathetic really. You rushed at him and started swinging your knife. The battle was pretty even. Until, somehow, he managed to uppercut you and pin you on the ground. Your knife was out of reach. He went to go plunge his through your chest and it took everything in your strength to hold him back. You were struggling and honestly it looked like you were loosing. You prayed to Ewya for something. Anything. Just then, the boat rocked a bit and your knife started falling towards you. You mustered up the courage to grab it and slam into the back of his neck. He gasped. His grip on his knife loosened and you kicked him off. You grabbed your bow and arrow from the guys skull and pulled it back. Quaritch watched, paralyzed. “Checkmate.” You said as you laid the arrow in his face. When he fell for sure, your raced and cut Jake and Neytiri out first. They freed the rest while you went and freed Neteyam.  “Ma Neteyam.” You said as you hugged him. You leaned out of the hug and kissed him. “Oel Ngati Kameie, Neteyam.” He smiled at you. “I see you too, my mate.” You smiled at him and watched at the sully’s started piling together for a hug. You dragged Neteyam and pulled you guys into the hug. Jake ruffled your head. Neytiri just gave your hand a firm squeeze. This is your family and you would protect them forever.
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a/n: ok so this is my first official fic in like over a year 😭 but i almost had a mental breakdown because i lost like 3 paragraphs 🧍🏻‍♀️
first avatar fic though so how are we feeling? :)
also:
tiyawn: love
muntxatan: husband
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enkas-illusion · 4 months
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One of Your Guys
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One of Your Guys - Part 1/3
Fandom / Pairing: Jujutsu Kaisen / Choso x f!reader
Rating: NSFW/Explicit - MINORS DO NOT INTERACT
Content Warning: Fluff, kissing, language, hurt/comfort, slight make out
Chapter Summary: You rant to your friend Choso about your crush and things take an unexpected turn when he confesses something that catches you off guard.
Author's Note: Hello, this is my first attempt at a short story. All characters are in their mid 20s. This is a pure cheesy, sappy, in-your-feelings vibe condensed into a 3-part story. If you enjoy it, feel free to like, reblog or comment; I’d love to know your thoughts. Thank you for reading! 
~ Eren's Birdie
Song Dedication: One Of Your Girls by Troye Sivan
Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3
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“I really hate to be that person but… I told you so.” 
You look at your friend with narrowed eyes, fighting the urge to roll them at him. If you knew you were in for a talking-to when you called Choso over to rant about the shit-show that you call your love life, you would’ve reconsidered it.
His face shows no sympathy for his poor heartbroken friend as he leans against your kitchen counter with his hands crossed at his chest. And rightly so, why would he anyway? Afterall, he’d told you to confess your feelings to your crush before it was too late and now here you are, admitting that ‘too late’ had arrived sooner than you’d expected.
“I know but I was scared of ruining our friendship, okay?” You sigh as your shoulders slump down. He simply shrugs at you as he walks towards the microwave when it beeps. His back is turned to you and a few seconds pass as you observe him following the usual routine.
You wonder whether making hot chocolate can be fixed into one's muscle memory. In that moment, you believe it might as well be the case for Choso as he takes the hot milk out, pulling the spoon out of the drawer while simultaneously grabbing the cocoa container from the shelf above him.
You want to laugh at how ridiculous it all seems. It’s not just the ritual of making hot chocolate, but the ranting sessions along with it that have turned into a daily occurance. How many times have you made your poor friend listen to you crib about your unrequited, unnoticed love for your best friend, Satoru?
In your defence, Choso was the one who’d initially annoyed you to death to get the info out of you. The genius that he is, Choso had figured out that you liked Satoru based on the way you interacted with the latter at a common friend’s house party. If someone were to ask Choso, he would tell them that your eyes would quite literally turn into heart shapes whenever Satoru talked to you.
“I’m sure you’d understand how I’m feeling if you were in my shoes.” you add as he stirs the spoon in the mug. He stills for a split second before continuing the movement. 
“Chosoooo say somethin-” you trail off when he turns around to look at you as if he’s fed up with your bullshit.
He walks towards you and hands you one of the mugs before making his way to the living room. You mutter a small ‘thank you’ as you follow behind him. When you’re settled on the sofa, you sit with your legs folded on the seat to face him as he leans back on the opposite end.
As he takes a few sips of his hot chocolate, he can see your brain working overtime to come up with a summary to explain all that you’re currently feeling. He almost finds your struggle to speak up adorable, when usually you always have 10 things to say and then some more.
“Fine, tell me exactly what he said.” Choso breaks the silence to give you an opening.
Your eyes soften with relief at his statement as you take a sip from your mug, “So… yesterday Satoru had invited me to a common friend’s house party but I had declined since I wanted to sleep the weekend away. And when I woke up in the morning, I opened Instagram to scroll a bit as usual and saw Satoru had added to his close friends’ story. I figured it’d be the usual party snaps… I was already feeling the fomo of not going so I clicked on it right away… and what do you know??? THE FIRST FUCKING PHOTO is of this pretty girl on his lap and he’s kissing her cheek. I swear it felt like my heart had dropped to my stomach.” you pause to take a few sips.
“Wait so based on a single snap, you assumed he’s dating her?” Choso frowns, visibly confused.
“No, of course not! Since Satoru often does get touchy like that with me as well, I did not want to assume so I replied to the story. I said something on the lines of ‘congrats on getting the girl big man, don’t forget about me though ahahaha.’”
This time you pause to observe Choso’s expressions and he’s visibly cringing hard. “Don’t say it… I’m aware how pathetic it is.” you pout as you fidget with a thread that’s sticking out of the sofa pillow. 
Choso swats your hand away to stop your fidgeting before he gently squeezes one of your feet with his free hand that isn’t holding his mug. “Poor baby,” he teases as he rubs circles over your skin, “Go on, I promise I won’t tease you.”
“Well, he read that within seconds and I got a call from him. He sounded a bit reserved at first as he broke the news to me… apparently, they’d been talking to each other for about a month… I had no idea,” you take a deep breath as it pains you to say the next sentence, “Last night, Satoru kissed her and confessed his feelings. Turns out she feels the same way for him so now they’re together. I said congratulations and cut the call… he sounded so happy.”
You turn your face to avoid Choso’s gaze, trying hard not to let the tears slip from your eyes. He moves closer to you as he places both of your mugs on the coffee table. He pulls you by your wrists, guiding your arms around his waist as his own wrap around your shoulders. As your face rests on his chest, you start sobbing silently.
“Shhh, it’s okay, it’ll pass.” he tries to console you, brushing his fingers through your hair.
“What if I don’t want it to pass? I should be happy that the man I consider to be my best friend has found such a perfect girl for himself, but here I am, wishing it were me instead. Am I a bad friend for feeling that way?” you look up at him, still teary eyed.
“No, you’re not a bad friend. Your emotions are all over the place because something unexpected has happened. You weren’t anticipating this so you’re hurt and it’s okay to feel sad. You’re here crying in front of me instead of trying to sabotage his relationship or whatever… that is proof enough that you’d rather deal with the hurt than hurt other people.” you sigh as you listen to your friend’s soothing words. 
You rest your head on his shoulder as you close your eyes. Choso rubs your back gently before adding, “You’d only be a bad friend if you refuse to wipe your tears and snot off my t-shirt later. I’m not even kidding, I want this shit washed with that soft fabric conditioner you have, all crisp and ironed to perfection!”
You slap him where your hands were resting on his lower back, causing him to let out a tiny wail. It causes you to laugh for the first time after having been sad all day long.
Choso moves away, breaking the hug to create some space between as he hands your not-so-hot chocolate back to you. His knuckles rub your cheek to wipe the wet trail that had been left behind by your tears. He opens the palm of his hand to rest it against your cheek gently.
“I know you may not feel like it now, but you’re going to be fine.” he smiles as he reassures you.
You place your hand on top of his as you lean further into his touch, finding it a little too comforting. In an attempt to take the focus away from your problems, you ask him, “Have you ever liked someone who didn’t like you back?”
“Hmm…you.” he nods. You smack his hand away as you sit up straight.
“Choso! Be serious! You never tell me anything about your love life! You’re always joking around.” you complain.
“That’s because there’s nothing there to tell! I tell you about all the other aspects of my life cause they’re much more entertaining than my love life.” he answers with a tone of sincerity. You pout, not convinced.
He rolls his eyes at your persistence and adds, “Well what do you want to hear about? Would you rather have me talk about all the Tinder dates I fuck and never see again?”
You scrunch your face at the crudeness of his words, “Nope.”
“My point exactly… anyway do you want to watch something?” he asks as he grabs the remote. You nod as you both gulp down the remaining of your drinks. You get up and take the mugs to the kitchen to wash them while Choso scrolls away on Netflix.
When you return to sit next to him, his arm grabs your waist to pull you in closer to cuddle as he presses play. You rest your head on his shoulder as it begins. When you realise what he’s playing, you tilt your head up to look at him. “Really? Bridgerton?”
“Yeah… and season 2 cause it’s the better one. We literally have the whole evening to binge” he states, unprovoked by your almost condescending tone. You decide not to tease him about it. 
Before you realise it, hours pass by and you’ve binged half of the show. As the characters were introduced, Choso filled you in on the details and it almost felt like you hadn’t missed season 1 at all. There was additional unnecessary commentary that came along with his explanation of plot points, but you weren���t complaining.
Spending time with your friend like this, where the heartache you felt this morning seemed dull in comparison to laughing at his lame jokes, is exactly what you needed to relax. You let the chatter in your brain melt away and instead focus your awareness on the present moment – a task that had almost felt impossible before you’d asked Choso to come over in the afternoon. 
Cuddling so close to him, you notice the smell of his perfume is a lot stronger. You breathe in his scent, a smoky wooden smell with just a tiny hint of something sweet to it. It’s a distinctly familiar scent you’ve grown accustomed to ever since the two of you began cuddling together during your frequent movie nights. The dynamic you shared with Choso was similar to your relationship with Satoru, minus the romantic feelings you had for the latter. 
Choso’s right arm rested around your waist while the other rubbed lazy circles on your knee, whereas your right hand was resting on his chest with your torso leaning into his side. And while there was an unspoken agreement that even cuddling with Choso was platonic; your flatmate, Mia, was certain that it was only a matter of time before something would happen between the two of you.
You’re grateful she’s not at home for the weekend to tease you about tonight. If she saw the two of you right now, the teasing you’d have to endure would be insufferable. You smile to yourself when you think about it.
When you get to the scene where Anthony goes feral over Kate’s scent, you joke about how you feel the same way about Choso’s perfume.
“You like my perfume?” he asks, surprised, making sure he heard you right.
“Always have.” you admit, “I know it’s oud, but what’s the sweet floral scent with it?”
“Jasmine.”
“Oh… I like it. It’s perfect, not too sweet, not too harsh.” you say, trying not to be too obvious as you try to sniff at his t-shirt. Before you get a chance to do so, he leans back and shifts his torso to lean in closer to your neck instead. 
“Are you wearing any right now? I never really noticed your scent.” he speaks softly and you can feel his breath on the side of your neck. You pull back instantly, feeling flustered and hot. You blink a few times before you shake your head side to side. He chuckles as he goes back to his original position, his focus shifting back to the TV. 
Is he seriously oblivious to how close you two just were or does it simply not faze him at all? 
You mentally slap yourself for misinterpreting his seemingly innocent actions. He leans back comfortably with one hand on top of the headrest and you shift back into his embrace. A few minutes pass before his hand behind you moves closer to caress your neck, you feel goosebumps rise on your lower spine as you move away from his touch.
“What?” he asks, confused.
Either this man is an idiot, or he’s fucking with you to rile you up. 
He pauses the show to hear what you have to say. “Don’t do that. It feels… ticklish.” you choose your words wisely. 
“Well, it wasn’t my intent- aww, are you ticklish?” he inquires mischievously as he raises an eyebrow. Before you can answer, he grabs one of your feet as he roughly yanks it, making your back fall flat on the sofa. You let out a shriek as he moves on top of you and cages you between his arms, ready to tickle you. 
You start yelling at him to stop, laughing hysterically as he tickles you. You try pushing him away but fail to do so as his muscular figure leans even closer to yours. You have tears in your eyes from laughing and after a while, you’re basically begging him to stop.
When he finally stops, he looks at you with a smug smile of victory on his face as your laughter slowly dies down. There’s a moment of silence when your eyes meet and you get a strange feeling in your stomach. Maybe butterflies, but possibly anxiety for what your instinct tells you is about to happen.
You notice Choso’s gaze move down to your lips and you mimic him. He involuntarily licks his lips as your breath hitches in your chest. He lowers his head till your faces are just inches away from each other and he gently nudges your nose with his. 
His left hand moves up to the side of your neck and he caresses your jaw with his thumb. You lift your head up at the same time when he leans down and your lips meet. His lips feel plump and wet as you close your eyes. 
Who kissed who first? You wonder but all of your thoughts keep getting lost before they have a chance to rise to the surface. The only thing occupying your mind is the way his lips feel on yours, your skin burning where he’s touching you.
His right hand grips your hip to push it down further into the cushions of the sofa. His hand on your neck moves down to your throat as he chokes you slightly, as if to test the waters. He smiles into the kiss when he hears you moan.
He takes the opportunity to slide his tongue into your mouth. The way his tongue moves has you entranced. His movements feel languid, yet they contain enough force to convey an intense passion. 
Your hands move of their own accord as they make their way to hug his shoulders. He breaks the kiss as his lips leave a trail of quick pecks down your neck. Your head tilts back to give him better access. He sucks on the spot just below your ear and your palms bundle up his t-shirt, creasing the fabric. 
You moan louder than you’d intended to when he bites the spot and his fingers dig into the meat of your thigh. You feel the heat rise to your cheeks as he licks a strip up along the front of your neck. He hooks your leg that he’s holding around his lower back and presses his hips down to grind against yours.
“Fuck… Choso-,” you say, out of breath. You can feel how hard he is through his sweatpants. He lifts his head up and his hair is all messed up, the smaller strands have escaped the bounds of his hair tie and frame his face in a way you can only describe as delicious. He kisses you on the mouth once again and you have to close your eyes shut to regain your composure. 
As much as you don’t want him to stop, you know better than to let the situation escalate even further. Your hands move to his chest and you firmly place them there but don’t push him away. 
Fuck. About time you tell him to stop.
You move your head to the side as you try speaking softly, “Chos-”, but he grabs your face to turn it back to him and bites your lower lip, continuing the kiss. You’re pretty sure he can feel your wetness as he grinds his hips, pressing against you. You groan at how good it feels.
You kiss him back, pulling him impossibly closer by his t-shirt. He pulls your bottom lip with his teeth again before releasing it. “Fuck… baby, you feel so good,” he groans as his hand pulls your t-shirt down and his face moves to your collarbone to leave another hickey. 
“Ahhh… Choso, please,” you moan at his touch. He comes back up again as he stares down at your neck, proud of the light mark he knows is going to turn dark purple later. He kisses you on the lips once again.
Before your desire wins over the rational part of your brain, you press your hands firmly to his chest. He leans back a bit as he understands what you mean. He reluctantly moves away from your face but his hands still hold you in place. His eyes look hazy and full of lust. By the way he looks at you, you’re certain yours don’t look any different either.
So much for not wanting to fuck up another friendship.
“We can’t...” you mumble, but clear your throat to speak up clearly, “Choso, we can’t do this.”
“Why not?” he retorts softly, his thumb moving across your bottom lip. You sigh as you grab his wrist to remove his hand. He moves his hand through his hair to push back the stray strands as he sits back up to create space between you two.
For a split-second, you find yourself missing his warmth before you sit up straight to look at him. You envelop his hand into yours and you hold it like that as he waits for you to speak up.
“This feels strange… I don’t want to make you feel as if I’m just using your body to get over Satoru. It already feels like I’m gonna lose him as my best friend, I don’t want to lose you too…” you trail off as you lower your head with shame. 
“What if I didn't mind you using me to get over your stupid crush?” he replies. It was the last thing you’d expected him to say. Your eyes widen in surprise as you look up at him.
“I think it’s pretty evident that I have a thing for you,” he continues as he looks down at his crotch. Your eyes follow his and you can see the imprint of his hard on over his sweatpants. You look away quickly, not wanting to ogle at the sight.
“It’s just your dick talking…” you almost whisper, not wanting him to hear your accusatory tone. He pulls his hand out of your grasp before running his fingers through his hair once again in frustration. 
You know you hit a nerve when he groans slightly as he speaks up, “Far from it… I’ve liked you for a while now. But you’re so blinded by your crush for that blue-eyed snowflake fuck that you can’t see anyone else. Least someone who can treat you far better than he does. Anyone can tell that you have a crush on him… Satoru knows, your eyes tell, he just conveniently ignores it. I’m not sure why you’re so crazy over him but it hurts me more than I'd like to admit when all you care about is Satoru this, Satoru that. Fuck Satoru! What the fuck is it going to take for you to finally see me?”
You’re speechless. Your brain feels like it has stopped computing altogether. 
What the fuck?
Even if you want to say something, you fall short of the right words. Your lips part to speak but close again. Choso notices this and his jaw tightens. He mumbles a ‘be right back’ as he gets up abruptly and makes his way towards the washroom. 
You’re still sitting in your place when he returns after a few minutes. The edge of his hairline is wet but he’s dried his face. As if washing his face had washed away his agitated state of mind, he looks more composed now.
“Choso..” you get up quickly and walk to him.
“It’s getting late, I better leave. I’m sorry.” he interrupts you. He turns away from you and walks towards the apartment door. You follow behind him quickly as you call out his name again. He knows how much you hate leaving things hanging in a limbo till the next meeting.
He turns around and cups your face with both his hands. They’re cold now. His eyes meet yours as he speaks, “It’s okay… I shouldn’t have sprung that on you like that. You’re going through your own shit. I shouldn’t add more onto it.”
He smiles and leans down to kiss your forehead. You try speaking up but he interrupts you once again. He does not want to give you an opening. He wants to leave things in a limbo tonight. He wants to remember the way your lips felt and not let it be overshadowed by your rejection that came after.
“We’re okay,” he presses and you know he’s not going to listen to you tonight. “Goodnight.”
You put your hands on top of his to hold them in place when you sense him pulling them away. He moves them away regardless and instead squeezes both of your hands. His touch feels so different from how it was just a few minutes ago and you want to cry.
You can’t help but feel as if you’ve ruined your friendship and you feel him slipping away. Maybe you’re being a bit dramatic but he’s being so formal and indifferent that it almost makes you feel sick.
“Hey,” he stops your train of thought, “I’ll see you later, okay?”
No, please stay. You want to say but you don’t dare to. You can’t… not with everything that just happened.
“Goodnight.” you force a smile at him and he squeezes your hands once more before leaving.
You stand there, staring at your closed door for a good few minutes before you turn the TV off completely and retire to your bedroom. Every single scenario and all the endless outcomes play in your head but above everything else, Choso’s confession of his feelings for you plays in your head on loop like a broken record.
You’re still unsure of how you feel about it as you fall asleep an hour later, still thinking about him. You hope in desperation that come morning, you’ll be wiser at deciphering the mess of your emotions a bit better.
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directdogman · 11 days
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Is Gingi's rant about being a feral creature in chapter 3 a reference to the Irish poem Géibheann?
I frequently rambled to my friends about how similar the dialogue is to the poem
And anyway, since i found out that you're Irish- i've only become more certain that it's a nod to it
Sorry if you've already stated this before somewhere
Anyway AH i adore Dialtown, it rots my brain daily and i sing praise to it whenever i can lol
Hello! You are dead on the money, it IS a reference to Géibheann! The dialogue you mentioned is more or less a direct translation of the poem! And no, I've never mentioned this before as you are (to my knowledge anyway), the very first person to catch this!
I love adding stupid little references to things in my work, the new DLC being no exception (there's a really odd hodgepodge of one-liner nods in it, from the sopranos, to breaking bad to even references to my older work!)
Anyway, really glad to hear you've enjoyed Dialtown! It was a labour of love and I'm pleased to hear it's left a positive impact on you :)
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sugawarassoulmate · 1 year
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okok im back with incel!kenma
whats even worse is if you really can’t tell if you’re a guy or a girl, the type of person that gives gender envy. if you have longer hair he just assumes your like him and can’t be bothered to cut it.
OKAY THIS THOUGHT JUST HIT ME MID TYPING! YOU’RE THE BITCH NERD!/LOSER!KURO CANT STOP TALKING ABOUT. THERES TWO MAYBE THREE WAYS HE CAN FIND OUT ITS YOU.
also ik this isn’t one of your hcs for kuro but nerd/loser!kuro x mean!goth!gf but maybe you’re not mean to him but everyone else, people even look at him the wrong way and you have them absolutely terrified. and during your face chats with him you never have your makeup or you daily clothes on. normally just bare faced and in something of kuros. surpising how he didn’t pick up kuros old nekoma jersey
number one: maybe kuro posts a picture of you on his story possibly at your pc playing with incel!kenma. or it could be one of the spicy mirror pictures you made him post because why the hell is the dumb bitch from class feeling up on your man for. maybe you even rant to kenma about this dumb bitch who can’t keep her hands to herself, and why the fuck is she touching a taken man. (okay i think incel!kenma is misogynistic but not homophobic because why the fuck would anyone want to deal with some needy whore constantly.) but that rant solidifies the thought that you are infact a guy maybe not one who hates women on the same level as he does but a man nonetheless. but once kuro posted that picture he figured it out and was disgusted.
number 2: kuro is at your house studying, so to keep your boredom at bay you hop online with kenma, it’s about two hours in when he hears a knock shuffling in the back ground followed by the sound of someone falling onto your bed when he asked about it your response is casual “oh its just my boyfriend.” and he doesn’t pick at it anymore. but then the mic catches a familiar voice in the background. “pretty girl when are you gonna be done, i want to take a nap with you” you give a hum in response to his question. “alright bro gotta leave after this round, so we have to win don’t wanna lose the last match of the day.” obviously you land up losing because kenma can’t get his pretty little head around the fact that he couldn’t tell you were some fucking bitch, you never told him either so that makes you a fucking liar (even tho he didn’t ask). when the game disconnects he’s seething.
number three: this is the worst option really kuro begs him to come hang out with him at his girlfriend, he swears up and down that she’s not the type of woman he’d hate. promises that they have a lot of the same interests. maybe he sends a picture of you cosplaying as one of his favorite characters but that just lowers his opinion, in the photo he can’t even tell its you though. so he’s even more confused when he meets you guys at the arcade. he cautiously calls you by your in game name and you respond with a smile and respond with your irl name. he’s genuinely not sure how to react. not just bc you’re the person he’s been gaming with for almost a year, but with your thick ass platforms you’re just as talk as kuro if not taller. you literally look down at him, can he even talk shit about a bitch like you with out getting his as beat.
anyway this drug out for way longer than intended. but yeah incel!kenma making assumptions and being totally wrong. how funny would it be if he had a crush on kuros gf
bestie.....my beloved......all of the options just sound so amazing to me omg *kisses u*
the absolute torture incel!kenma has to go through upon finding out that 1) his favorite gaming buddy is a disgusting female, 2) she's dating his best friend and somehow he never knew, and 3) she's so fucking hot that kenma can't stop picturing her face every time he rubs one out.
and you just won't let him live you're so fucking mean to him that kenma can't even get a word in when you're roasting him. the only thing that reels you in is kuroo's soft, pleading voice asking you to be nice.
kenma's embarrassed that his friend has become such a simp but fuck if he didn't wish he was on the receiving end of your sweet words.
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kirans-wonderland · 1 year
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Malleus Birthday Special~
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"Cmon Lilia pleaseeee. You gotta tell me" you pleaded trailing behind the older fae. "ah ah ah i'm afraid i cannot help you dearie. Why don't you ask him yourself?" You groaned. "You think I haven't tried that!? Every time i ask him what he would want he just avoids the question. I'm desperate Lils. D e s p e r a t e." The fae chuckled "I wouldn't concern yourself too much with this matter" he teased before disappearing from your line of sight.
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
And thats how you ended up here... listening to Sebek... rant about Malleus. "IN CONCLUSION, I PERSONALLY WOULD BESTOW MASTER MALLEUS WITH A RECOUNTING OF HIS ACHIEVEMENTS AND WONDEROUS QUALITIES AS A GIFT ON THE DAY OF HIS BIRTH-" "SEBEK- I got it thanks. I'll keep that in mind." you sighed, rubbing your ringing ear. "I AM GLAD I COULD BE OF SUCH ASSISTANCE!!" You pursed you lips and patted his shoulder before leaving. And there's the end of the quick list.
Silver sleeping
Lilia enigmatic unhelpful grandpa
Sebek he tried, he really did <3
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And so the day arrived, still without a gift for Malleus. This really shouldn't be so hard but what do you get for a dragon let alone a prince?? You're borderline frantic at his point. "Cmon henchhuman it's not thaaaat bad, it's not like he'll kill you... right?" "Grimmmm you're not helpi-" Knocking at the door cut you off. Exchanging a wide eyed look with Grim you moved to the door, wishing to the Great Seven that the one behind the door wasn't Malleus. The one time you'd be excited for Adeuce to come tumbling through your doorstep.
The door opened with a deafening creak. Oil hinges.. right, added to the list. And there Malleus stood. "Greetings Child of Man" "Hey Mal" "I was wondering if you would be willing to advance our daily stroll." He offered holding out his arm. You nodded putting your arm through his as you set off. You couldn't bring yourself to stop getting lost in the thought about your lack of gift. "-N... y/n? Are you alright?" You snapping out of your daze "h-huh? Oh yeah. Don't worry I'm listening."
He furrowed his brows, leading you to sit down together on a fallen tree. "What is the matter?" You sighed and pinched the bridge of your nose. "I'm sorry. I just- I really wanted to get you something special for your birthday.. i just couldn't think of anything. i'm sorry Malleus." You finished putting your head in your hands. He stared ay your hunched figure with slight bewilderment. He paused before laying his hand on your back. "This." You looked at him. "What?" "This. This is what I wanted." He smiled, moving a lock of hair out of your face. "I cannot fathom a gift I would desire more today than you darling." He kissed your forehead. It was your turn to smile feeling like you were going to cry over how wholesome he is. "I have an idea now" He raised his eyebrows "Oh? reall-" You cut him off pressing a kiss to his lips. He moved his hand to run through the hair at the nape of your neck keeping you close. You pulled away leaning your forehead to his. Letting out an airy chuckle you wished him a happy birthday. "It definitely is my dear~"
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YES I GOT IT OUT BEFORE MIDNIGHT (well, my time)
I ALMOST THREW UP WRITING THIS OMG IMAGINE IF MEN WERE MALLEUS.
anyways, sweet dreams all~
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Ascendant in Composite
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Aries ASC in Composite usually indicates a couple that can favor each other a lot. Like not physically, favor each other’s personalities. These couples share a lot in common, and are more likely to last, or look like the couple to last a long time. Also the couple that is very touchy feely around each other, like I feel like Aries Rising is another add on to the couples Venus LMFAO 😭 Like literally, I haven’t met not one Aries Rising couple that isn’t clingy towards each other. Could be mean asf to everyone else but their relationship is their soft spot. This is the type of couple you see blocking the hallways in school, constantly in each other’s face. If you see one of them, and don’t see the other, they’re most likely right behind them just not in your sight 🤣 These couples also are more likely to mirror each other, I would say this about Cancer ASC which we’ll get to later but I just wanna make that correlation so I’ll remember to. You’d also probably think of this couple as one identity now that they’re official, you’ll see one of them and be like “where’s the other one?” something just will not feel right about the person of the other one isn’t around and vice versa ( Also depends on synastry between the two ). Aries Rising couples can be seen as the couples who are bound to stay young together, not physically more mentally together. Like the old couples you see at fairs, still acting like kids together. ( Ima tell ya now, just know I will make a correlation from this observation towards Gemini Rising couples too 💀 ). Aries Rising couples can somewhat be seen as the ideal relationship almost ( Like Leo ASC and Libra ASC in Composite 😏😏.. Except Libra ASC more intimidating heheh, we’ll get into why I say this later... ). I feel like Aries ASC is more common in couples where both are bound to get out of their comfort zone together & experience things together that isn’t in their typical interests. I had this placement with a guy before and whew let me tell youuuuuu 💀… Anyways so for the first meeting, I’d say Aries rising couples are more likely to meet during a in person activity, if the Aries rising couple met online, one probably commented on the others picture or complimented them. In general is more common for Aries rising couples first meet to had been in person.
Taurus ASC in Composite indicates a couple that is typically seen by society as very comfortable with each other. Usually when you spot a Taurus rising couple out in public, you can also see them arguing in public, like them making a scene in public together isn’t relevant or important to them at all, because when they’re together is like they’re in a air bubble, nobody else exists when they’re with each other. Now what I mean by “arguing in public”, not literally ( although literally 💀 it isn’t rare at all ). Taurus is naturally stubborn. Don’t wanna listen to what no one else has to say, just don’t care period. So when I think of Taurus rising couples, I think of the couples that would argue on social media, putting their business all out there, just a couple that does too much to begin with, a couple that looks irritating to be around, have you ever felt just uncomfortable around a couple in general? Cause if you have they most likely have this placement 🤣 Like Taurus rising couples why do ya act like that? I feel like Taurus rising couples are also the couples that is very touchy feely in public too, use puppy names in public, type of couple to make their friends feel like they’re third wheeling, and not even realize it. Depending on the degree, the degree may or may not help this ASC placement tone down a little. I feel like Taurus rising couples would also be the one couple that is very distant w their peers once this relationship blooms, like wanting not even wanting just by chance being around each other 24/8. So Taurus rising couples I hope you got something out of this interpretation <3 Please make sure you aren’t making your friends uncomfortable, and if you can’t seem to keep your hands off of each other around other people, please be like Scorpio rising couples and go ghost together 💀 As far as meeting each other at first, by the sign placement is self, I’d say you both were more likely to meet each other by force, or “by chance”. Maybe bumping into each other by accident, or having to work w each other on a project, etc. Check degree for more info.
Gemini ASC in Composite has two different types of couples. The first type of Gemini rising couple is the type that just “looks together”. Like have you ever heard someone say that two people would look good together? That just looks physically compatible? Or the two people everyone ships for no reason? Cause that’s literally this type of Gemini ASC. This type of Gemini rising couple could also be inspiring to those around. I feel like you’d think you could learn a lot from this type of Gemini rising couple, like they give off very wise vibes. The old couple that has been together for decades you’d go to for relationship advice. The grandparent relationship. A little similar to Cancer rising couples. The second type of Gemini rising couple is the type that looks weird together, like they don’t look like they’re each other’s type or they just don’t look good together, can be a different ethnicity/race, or look like they differ from each others cultural background, could clash each other’s aesthetic as well. Do you guys know that one couple on tiktok that is Goth and the other one a completely different aesthetic 💀 Cause I bet they share a Gemini rising and are this type of Gemini rising in Composite. Also this type of Gemini rising couple could lots of stares in public, the relationship no one expected. When you see this type of Gemini rising couple, you could ask yourself “Why am I still single” , “What am I doing wrong” LMFAOOOOOOOO😭😭😭 There are similarities to both of these types of Gemini rising in Composite. With both types, you can easily tell when something is off about the relationship, like if the couple breaks up, and doesn’t tell anyone a thing about the breakup, people can still tell the relationship is over, people would still find out eventually they broke up. Which is why I’m so grateful I have never experienced a romantic relationship sharing a Gemini rising with someone 😮‍💨🙏🏼🙏🏼. Oh you could also say both types of Gemini risings are the type of couple you would of never expected to be together. As far as first meet, ima say Gemini rising couples were more likely to first meet through a normal conversation and just picked up interest in each other from there.
Cancer ASC in Composite is the exact opposite of Taurus rising couples. Cancer rising couples are a natural comfort to those around. Almost like parents to those around them. I feel like Cancer risings couples are seen by society as the couple that has everything, not wealthy more like a couple that is, okay so let me break this down more so ya can understand me 💀😭 So what I am trying to say is that Cancer rising couples are seen as parents to those around them, and w parents you know how you’ll look up to parents as a provider/ someone you are comfortable w asking for things? That’s how it is w Cancer rising couples. Cancer rising couple are also prone to having lots of mutual friends, or even being in a friend group together. That’s most likely why people are so comfortable around them because they aren’t all lovely dovey and touchy feely around each other in public, they act like friends, not like the relationship isn’t known or anything they just are the type of couple that are best friends too. I feel like Cancer risings in Natal can also be related to the “Mom friend” which is also what I was getting to via last sentences. Alright so with first meeting, Cancer rising couples are more likely to meet through family ( specifically from their family being friends, not referring incest I promise bestie 🥲🥲 ) through friends, moving into a new neighborhood and meeting them that way, or being neighbors. Oh and Cancer rising couples could look like each other a little. In conclusion the relationship is seen by society as the standard, something society accepts automatically, could seem like a very basic relationship. Cancer ASC causes how the relationship is going to affect how them separately is doing. So if the relationship is in a bad place, and vice versa if both outside of the relationship would be in a bad place or just look like they’re in a bad place or one is in a bad place, the relationship will be or look like it is.
Leo ASC in Composite indicates a couple that society can see as the “power couple”. Leo rising couples can also find themselves attracting a lot of jealousy towards their relationship. Leo rising is similar to Libra rising & Gemini rising couples. A lot of people could also think that Leo rising couples aren’t as serious as they say they are with the relationship. People could think Leo rising couples are more seen as a short term relationship, like a on and off relationship. Some could see Leo rising couples as a relationship with more negative attributes than positive. When you’re around Leo rising couples you could probably feel a “high” , if you haven’t been around a Leo rising couple before you won’t know what I’m talking about but if you do, you know 😭 Anyways this would cause Leo risings to feel like no one else understands their relationship but them. Leo rising couples could also share the same humor or style. I don’t think Leo rising couples would be as clingy as Taurus rising couples, but since it is Leo, they could be, I just never really saw that side of a Leo rising couple. I’d say these couples are more likely to meet from a dating app, through a friend hooking them up together, caught each other’s eye and approached each other, or during a double date ( randomly channeled that, so won’t resonated with every Leo rising couple ). OH ALSO Leo rising couples could come off as cocky to others like Capricorn rising, very confident in the relationship.
Virgo ASC in Composite… ya already know what I’m about to say and when I say it ya gonna be mad 💀 Naur but fr Virgo rising couples are more likely to be seen by society as a relationship that took a long time to make it official or tell anyone they’re official. Like have you ever seen two people flirt so much, and claim they aren’t together or like each other romantically, like bro be together already 😭 So when they finally make it official you’re just likely FINALLYYYYYY, like we already knew this though 🙄Virgo rising couples could also be seen as the people that never breaks up, like a couple that you would never suspect to break up. The scary thing is you never know what goes on behind closed doors with these couples, their relationship is completely private, exclusive to them only. Like with Gemini rising type one, Virgo rising couples could also compliment each other’s style, look better together, Virgo risings when they are together, could experience a glo up together, their style could completely change when they’re get together. I feel like with sharing a Virgo ASC with someone, your aesthetic could brighten up, like say if you’re Goth you’d just be naturally more attracted to different colors or shades when you get with this person. Virgo risings are also the couples that has potential to make a couples YouTube channel. These couples could also be seen as people that share a lot of things, like for example food, clothes, etc. “What’s mine is yours, what’s yours is mine” vibe. Virgo rising couples could also do similar things like use each other’s slang or walk the same etc. So far this is honestly my favorite ASC placement in Composite. For the first meet, I’d say Virgo rising couples are more likely to meet through a friend or from the For you page, like on social media or through school, I feel like Virgo rising couples could’ve met before having interest in each other and never knew it.
Libra ASC in Composite is a big indication of a couple that is more likely to give off the vibes of “friend - enemies” more than lovers that would be seen as desirable. Usually you’d think Libra in any placement would be seen as desirable and romantic, except in Composite, especially in this placement, the standard viewpoint is completely different. I feel like there can be two types of Libra rising couples. The first type being the couple that gives off friend enemy vibes more than lovers, most likely the couple people wouldn’t see as a relationship they’d enjoy. This type of Libra rising couple is more prone to backlash regarding the relationship like with Libra ASC in the Natal chart, I notice Libra rising are naturally prone to people not liking them at first impression, not accepting it, and I notice this observation is able to apply is self to Libra ASC in Composite as well. The second type of Libra rising couple is the one that is most desirable, similar to Gemini and Leo. I don’t have much information on this type of Libra rising but I do notice this type could often be seen as gruesome, leave a more positive mark on others. Make you think “Wow, this relationship has a lot of attributes I’m looking for”. As for first meet, Libra rising couples are more likely to first meet through drama, or through friends. Overall Libra rising couples can be seen by society as a couple that doesn’t understand how to keep others out of the relationship, could constantly be taking criticism from others just because.
Scorpio ASC in Composite is literally one of my least favorite Composite placements. Ya already know how I feel about Scorpio placements in general but in this placement especially in Composite, is just not ideal for me. I say this because Scorpio rising is the one placement that makes a person naturally unknown, like a person you barely notice in the corner of your eye. So in Composite this is a indication of a couple no one expected, no one really knows of, depending on the degree this placement does have potential to be more than just this, except the chances are just really low. These couples can be seen as unpredictable, a couple no one ACTUALLY knows behind all of the extra layers of the relationship that the couple puts off. You only know what these couples ALLOW you to know about the relationship. One way to know you’ve encountered a Scorpio rising couple is how private they make the relationship, and the area/location you spot the couple at. Scorpio rising couples don’t really like to go on dates, makes them feel out of place, OH people could also think Scorpio rising couples look out of place. As far as the first meet together, how the relationship began, I’d say these couples were more likely to meet not really meet, maybe by eye contact, I feel like Scorpio risings couples accidentally meet, not expecting the relationship to go anywhere, or when one or both are going through a hard time. Again check degrees for more info on this placement. Oh and Scorpio rising couples have the possibility of being the couple that leaves a impact or “mark” on others around. Like teach them something new about what they’re actually looking for in a relationship, change others around perspective. Can also be the couple who’s presence together makes others get chills or feel some type of way. Scorpio risings also bring the darker side out of each other.
Sagittarius ASC in Composite is similar to Scorpio rising couples, society doesn’t really have a set viewpoint on Sagittarius rising couples has a natural private relationship, people could see these couples as a couple that barely takes pictures together or the couple that is barely together in public, not seen as a couple that is very romantic in public, have people wondering why they don’t show affection together 😭 People could get the wrong impression of what the relationship is, like some could think these couples aren’t actually couples. Sagittarius rising couples could also be long distance, physically or mentally, like the couple that has different viewpoints on the world, also the couple you wouldn’t really expect together, or rather more picture together, like the couple that doesn’t look like they fit. These couples could share different facial features as well, have different aesthetics. For the first meet, I’d say Sagittarius rising couples are more likely to meet through online, a game, social circle/through friends, (I randomly channeled this so don’t expect it to resonate with all ya Sagittarius rising couples).
Capricorn ASC in Composite indicates a couple that is seen by society as the couple that no one really knows, people are more likely to see these couples as more platonic than romantic. Capricorn rising couples are VERY private with their relationship, this ASC is the most private in Composite. Capricorn rising couples will tell you one thing that’s happening in the relationship and that one thing will be completely different than what they originally told you 💀 Capricorn ASC couples are the type to show out in public, like but expensive things for each other in public, not even meaning to be cocky or anything, is just something that comes natural for these couples. To spoil each other and make it known. Also overdressing with each other, try to match outfits with each other. I feel like Capricorn rising couples are the type to intimidate other couples, like when you’re around a Capricorn rising couple you may just get the feeling to show off your relationship more, like be more romantic with your partner, be more touchy feely, talk about your accomplishments you’ve made together, etc. Capricorn rising couples are also the couple everyone swears they know. Like you could barely even know a Capricorn rising couple and immediately think of them as stuck up or a show off or just have a random assumption about the relationship you’re very confident of thinking. You’d also think Capricorn rising couples have EVERYTHING going for them as a couple, for the relationship is self, like the relationship is perfect with no flaws, you kind of forget that the couple is actual human beings, you could idolize these couples in a way. This could also cause Capricorn rising couples attracting a lot of jealousy or backlash for the relationship simply just existing. People could think Capricorn rising couples don’t even have to try to be relationship goals or didn’t even have to try for the relationship to work. Capricorn rising couples are like a pop out relationship, something you didn’t expect, a relationship you’re like “Wow, they doing all this?”. Just have you amazed. So now for the first meet, I’d say Capricorn rising couples are more likely to meet through business work. (I’m getting a strong channel for a business deal, so this could be how one of ya Capricorn rising couples met) Or through work, school, or simply sharing common interest for a hobby and meeting through that, a group chat, social media, social work, or just having a interest in each other.
Aquarius ASC in Composite isn’t a ideal placement you’d want with someone you’re romantically interested in. Now ima take that back because not everyone is looking for the same thing in love. I only said that because to others outside of the relationship is more prone to seeing these couples as people who are more on a platonic level than romance level. Like with Scorpio and Sagittarius ASC. Aquarius ASC is a indication of a relationship that is unknown, like people don’t really know the chisme about these couples. This placement is also a indication of a long distance relationship. Aquarius rising couples could also experience change in their environment or social status or friend group or just their vibe in general with the influence of the relationship, their beliefs could also change. Aquarius rising couples could also share the same facial features, like a lot of people could think Aquarius rising couples look A LOT like, some could think they’re even siblings or related in some way ( check aspects to ASC ). Something funny is that I share a Aquarius ASC with my ex and I remember I posted him on my Instagram story and someone replied to the story asking if I was a stud now LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOO😭😭😭😭 Like bro imagine 💀 So first meet, I’d say Aquarius rising couples are more likely to meet through a group chat, friends, social media, just in general online. Aquarius rising couples could be seen as awkward in public with each other.
Pisces ASC in Composite is a indication of a couple that is seen by society that is a relationship no one gets, like a relationship a lot of people misinterpret. Friends of the people who are close to Pisces rising couples can see this relationship as something that brings out a lot of attributes of their friend they never knew about. Pisces rising couples can find themselves, well the relationship being very misunderstood by others, like they only get the relationship. People could often see these relationships very dark, like a relationship that is kept private. Um I feel some could see themselves in these relationships, feel like they’re kind of apart of the relationship, like being around them makes you feel like you’re included, Pisces rising couples aren’t the type of couples to distance themselves from everyone and everything else when they’re together, they include their friends in everything, and are more likely to have double dates, you never feel like you’re third wheeling around Pisces rising couples. Pisces rising couples often leave a mark on those around, leaving a mark on those around, their relationship or love life in general. To be honest Pisces ASC doesn’t really give off a vibe on is self so I suggest checking degree of ASC and aspects to ASC to get more information on how others initially see your relationship. For how Pisces rising couples first met I’d say Pisces rising couples are more likely to meet through a spiritual advance, by chance, like honestly you’d have to check aspects towards ASC and the degree of the ASC to get a better interpretation. You could also sometimes feel uncomfortable or feel out of place around Pisces rising couples like you’re interrupting something. Kinda cheesy, you could also think these two are a great match for each other, like meant to be almost.
I hope you guys enjoyed <3
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masshysteri4 · 7 months
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GOOD OLD FASHIONED LOVER BOY
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How would the housewardens feel with an overly affectionate S/O
Housewardens x reader, GN reader
Riddle Rosehearts
Would take some time getting used to, he grew up in an environment that was not very affectionate. Don't get him wrong! He loooooves your affection, but definitely ease him into it, don't immediately jump into kisses and cuddle seshes, start small with locking pinkies and patting shoulders in private
"WOAH, I-I mean... Let's settle down a bit strawberry.!"
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Leona Kingscholar
Doesn't care, like, literally. Most of his time is spent sleeping or lazing around and you best believe he would pull you down with him anyways, he can either be your best dream or your worst nightmare, I daresay he's even more affectionate then you. Imagine laying down all day with the person you love, one of you lazed on top of the other, that's you and him most of the time.
"You have classes? Nuh uh."
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Azul Ashengrotto
Bro would die 💀 since he's really self conscious he would immediately pass out at any physical attention, but he wouldnt go off on some self deprecating spiral (idia) No he's to prideful for that, like riddle it would take a little bit of time but would come around to love your affection, even longer to initiate it, throw in some praise and he's putty in your hands.
"I hope Im not bothering you starfish..."
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Kalim Al Asim
This could not be better! His love language is a physical touch, so expect to be tackled, bit, poked, kicked, punched, hugged, etc etc all hours of the day, not that he would hurt you tho its affectionate ♡ Jamils pour soul has to deal with him AND you now as he's attached to your hip all hours of the day. He just loves you too much and finally has someone to match his love energy >_<
"HIIIIII اميرتي" *tackles you*
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Vil Schoenheit
Not very affectionate sorry, At LEAST not in public anyway, he has a reputation to uphold! He'll let you lay on him as he sleeps, or cuddle his lap while he's doing his makeup, and anything else in private but in public is a big no-no, he love you an will meet you halfway but he's more of a words of affirmation guy, please praise him in return o((*^▽^*))o
"Not here leibling, but rest assured tonight I'm all yours~"
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Idia Shroud
Would pass out 2.0, he's been lonely for a while and yknow hasn't been outside in a while 💀 He likes you hugging him while he's gaming, and while he getting his 2 hours of sleep cuddle up to his "I paused my game to be here" clad chest 😍 honestly id say physical touch is his love language underneath gift giving, but in public he'd DIE
"y-y-y-you wannnnna hug m-m-m-m-me?!"
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Malleus Draconia
(Oh boy my favorite)
PLEASE! Touch him, kick him, bite him ANYTHING! HE'S DESPERATE! Ultimate definition of touch starved, I'd say physical affection is like #3 on his list of love languages so imagine how the other 2 are. My boy is giggling and kicking his feet, writing in his dairy about how you held his hand today like a schoolgirl, he definitely wants to recreate fairy tale scenes, be the princess to his frog 😍he's legit sad if you dont at least grab his hand daily
"YES ahem I mean yes, I will lock pinkies with you while you rant to me about the..." FNaF" lore *giggles*"
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FIRST FIC DONE! PLEEEEEASE GIVE ME CRITICISM I NEED IT!!!
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arammies · 10 months
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pac: what you should focus on this week
especially for people juggling with different things
ू take a breath and focus on the question. then pick a pile that stands out the most to you. you may pick more than one pile. if nothing catches your attention, then there is simply no message for you here at the current moment.
ू many many thanks to my guides and your guides for helping with these messages :)
ू deck used; the weird cat tarot
ू these are meant for guidance more than reassurances so not everything's sweet here :) i specifically asked for your guides to not be so vague lmao but since this is still for the collective, it's not that specific but i hope it somehow helps
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pile 1
[ ace of cups, five of swords, queen of cups ]
i will not sugarcoat but this week might comes off very overwhelming to you. so your guides are telling you to look after your emotions and find ways to regulate them; crying is a very big theme here. cry, cry and cry if that makes you feel even a little bit better. be graceful to yourself pile one. try not to think about the things that you've done and focus on the present and future, you've got this pile one, one thing at a time. this week, be a little more selfish. listen to your emotions and inner voice, don't take more than what you can bear, and let it out or rant to someone you trust. again, regulate your emotions so it doesn't get to the best of you because then, you might throw your temper around to people you don't mean to hurt. i feel like that's another thing you're working on but for now, this week, focus on regulating your emotions okay pile one. i know it's stressful but you have your loved ones with you, you can do this slowly pile one.
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pile 2
[ two of wands, two of pentacles ]
your guides are so cheery pile two, i feel so silly right now. anyway, it seems that you've just started something or planning to start something. your focus this week is to grow the seeds of the thing that you're cultivating, whatever that is. i'm hearing businesses, hobbies or even working on implementing new healthy daily habits. pile two, you're more than ready for this. it might seem hard at first because you're just starting but remember, you've already done half the moment you start. manage your time and resources wisely and your seeds will ought to flourish and bloom! oh and you might have a headache currently or in this week, so take care of yourself well, pile two.
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pile 3
[ wheel of fortune, ace of wands ]
these two cards are very, very highlighting your upcoming offers. similar to pile two, something positive is on your horizon if you decide to pursue anything in the moment. but differently than pile two, your energy is more calming and soothing. the cards in general are talking about actions, but they're here to remind you that observing is also a big part of taking the action. observe the field that you're working on and gain enough intellect before making any big decisions. eyes are very prominent here and i'm getting either you have your eyes on the prize already and your guides are saying "go! yes!!" (reminds me of when a cat stares at something and you can see their eager stance and tail wag before they leap), and or there's already people watching you to come forward to you with a positive offer. either way, your guides are here to tell you that although you already know what you're getting into, observe for a bit more this week so you don't make any rushed actions.
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