#anyways i wont spiral tonight i simply do not have the ti.e

[alorz]

the fact that theres zero doctors who specifically understand my condition in my province, and almost none on my country, makes me furious ♡ the fact that i know my condition is manageable, but i dont have the TOOLS just makes me. HHHHHHH

#pers #anyways i wont spiral tonight i simply do not have the ti.e #time #theres a doctor in the country next to mine i could drive 6 hours to see 🤡 I GUESS #which might not sound bad but let me remind u that chronic pain uh. well it hurts! #painblogging