#anyway when I went to a convention in the US i was so scared to take photos XD

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Scream Queen Book 1: Conventional Final Girl

Chapter 5

Chapter 4 / Chapter 6

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  “Sidney Prescott and (y/n) (l/n) both escaped a vicious attack last night but one of them is the daughter of Maurine Prescott, who was brutally murdered last year when convicted killer Cotton Weary broke into their home and savagely raped and tortured the deceased. Cotton Weary is currently awaiting an appeal for the death sentence, handed down after the young Sidney testified against him…” The reporter just went on and on through the tv screen. Tatum was rubbing Sid’s arm as a sign of everything will be okay. I held Sid’s hand to signify the same message, gently squeezing it so she knows she’s not alone. “It’s never going to stop is it?” She asked with a small chuckle. 

As Dewey sat across from us he notified, “Billy was released.”

Sidney’s face faltered once she heard this, I think she’s still afraid of it all. I on the other hand slouched back with a wave of relief. 

“His celular bill was clean, he didn’t make those calls,” Dewey said as he sat back in the chair, “We’re checking every celular account in the county. Any calls made to you two or Casey Becker are being cross referenced, it’s going to take some time but we’ll find 'em.” 

I squeezed Sid’s hand again and Tatum lightly punched her arm. “Okay,” was all Sid could really say right now. 

“We’ve got this, Sis.” I said to her with a small smile. 

  I guess pulling up to school in a patrol car was cool? Kind of gave a real “Back off” vibe when we stepped on the school grounds. “Don’t worry girls, it’s school. You’ll be safe here.” Dewey reassured us...but if there’s a possibility that the killer is another student, is it really all that safe? Reporters swarmed us once Sid and I were completely out of the car. One woman going as far as asking, “So how does it feel to be almost brutally butchered?” Seriously what thee fuck? Sid and Tatum walked ahead of me right as I was ready to hook it to another reporter like I did to Gale. Sadly enough though I was stopped by two pairs of arms holding me back while my legs went swinging.

“Let me at ‘em!” I exclaimed to my mystery captors. 

“Not a chance little Nancy Thompson,” I could hear Randy’s voice from my left. 

“Yeah these reporters are worse than any Freddy Kruger!” And then there was Stu’s cackle from the right. 

“Fine screw it, I just don’t want to see anymore of them haggling Sid again.” I said as I slightly jumped out at the flock of reporters. 

“Uh, where did Sid go anyways” I asked the two boys as I spun around. Finally seeing her talking to Weathers I tried to beeline but Stu held me back. 

“Dude, (y/n) slow your roll. Syd’s just talking to her,” Stu said as he secured me against his chest. I did my best to hide the red embarrassment all over my face. 

“Yeah probably fixing the mess you made last night,” Randy said as he rolled my eyes. 

His words struck something in me, I just calmed down and stopped fight Stu’s hold, if anything I was holding myself now. 

Stu punched Randy in the arm before said, “Way to go man.” 

“Wha- I-” Randy was about to pick his own fight with Stu again. 

I beat them to it when I turned around still in Stu’s grasp and said, “No he’s right, what I did last night was reckless and now Sidney is the one who has to clean it up.” I leaned my head on Stu’s chest. 

“C’mon (y/n), it wasn’t that bad?” Randy backpedaled on his words to try and make me feel better but lets face it, when you punch someone on national tv… it’s pretty bad. 

  At our lockers we waited around for the bell to ring. “This is a mistake, we shouldn't be here,” Sid said as she gathered her books. I’m honestly with her on that, it’s a total scare fest in the halls today. “I want you to meet me right here after class, okay Sid?” Tatum addressed my step sister but left me out of the question. Peaking my head over my locker door I arched an eyebrow. “I’ll walk you out of class (y/n),” Stu pipped in before looking at himself in a mirror. “Yeah okay Chicken Stew,” I rolled my eyes, trying not to laugh at my own pun. I thought Stu would’ve laughed but before he could Sid said, “Hey I haven’t really seen Billy around, is he really pissed?” What the fuck Sidney? I thought. “Oh after you branded him the Candyman? No, his heart’s broken!” Stu exclaimed, earning a punch from Tatum. He said “ow” as Tatum said his name in a stern frustrated manner. 

  Someone came running down the hall in what’s now been dubbed the ‘Ghostface’ costume as they screamed bloody murder while jumping out at people. I let out a squeal before grabbing hold of Stu’s tan and white over shirt. Feeling heat rise up to my face I quickly let go and lightly brushed out my hair to compose myself. Stu turned around and pinched my cheeks, “Awe is (y/n) scewed of da big bad boo-gy man?” I swatted his hands away while saying, “Given recent events, yeah obviously.” Shuffling past Stu and over to Sid I notice his expression change for a split second for playful to envious. “Come on (y/n), you punched Gale Weathers on live news, I think you’ll be fine if you get yelled at by a kid in a costume,” Tatum said as she playfully rolled her eyes with a smirk. I couldn’t take it anymore, whether it was the embarrassment, the fear, the secrets, or the regret. I just couldn’t. I ran off from the group as both Tatum and Sid shouted after me. 

  As I ran down the hall I bumped into another figure. 

“Shit!” I exclaimed as I pushed off of them. 

“Hey it’s just me,” I heard an all too familiar voice say to me.

 “Oh-oh… Billy,” I said as I backed away. 

Waving his index finger between us he asked, “You still think it’s me?” 

I reassure him I don’t by saying, “No, I don’t I was just shocked to see you.” As I fiddled with my shirt. 

“I swear it’s not me (y/n),” Billy said stepping forward. 

Looking up at him I said, “I know Billy, there was still someone in the house that night though. So can you please-” I cut myself off seeing the lack of inches in the space between Billy and I. 

“I know, I know, the cops say I scared him away. It wasn’t me (y/n).” He said as he looked down at me a little. 

“I know, he called us again when we were at Tatum’s…” 

“See! Couldn’t have been me, I was in jail,” Billy said as he turned over his hands to reveal inky fingerprints. “Remember?” 

“I’m sorry, but please understand,” I started as I looked up. 

“Understand what? My girlfriend and her little step sister would rather accuse me of being a psychopathic killer than touch me?” Billy looked back down at me, I could smell the spearmint gum roll off his breath. 

“You know that’s not true…” I said as I knitted my eyebrows together and grabbed a hold of his arm. 

“Then what is it?” He asked, hurt and confusion heard in his voice.

“Billy, Sid and I were attacked and nearly filleted last night?!” I asked, slightly appalled he’d even ask as if it weren’t clear. 

“I mean between us…” Billy said as his eyes stared down into my soul with an intensity I’ve never seen before. 

“What do you mean between us?” I asked at this point very confused as I let go of him and take a step back. 

“Isn't it obvious (y/n)? For the past five months, the smirks, the glances, the nudging, the little notes, Stu and I being practically all over you?” Billy said as he used his free hand that wasn’t on the banister to wave around. 

“No it wasn’t obvious! I mean Stu I knew about but you?! Billy, you’re my sister’s boyfriend!” I exclaimed, getting justifiably annoyed and upset. 

“Not anymore, she practically broke up with me the night at the station!” He raised his voice, making me flinch a little, he must’ve noticed since he let his body relax a little. 

“Look Billy I’ve had a crush on you and Stu for months but I know for sure this isn’t the way to go about things. Sidney didn’t say she broke up with you and I’m not going to just be a rebound to make her jealous.” I said resting my hand above his on the banister. 

Billy scoffed before saying, “(y/n), be real here Sid doesn’t want to see me anymore and like I said, the past five months…” Billy let his words trail off as he came closer to me, placing his hand on my forearm. Just like at the lockers my head was racing and everything felt so wrong, I just couldn’t take it. I just stepped away, shaking my head while I walked off letting Billy shout my name. 

Turning around to look at him I said, “I’m sorry if me having good morality for my sister’s relationship is an inconvenience to you and your perfect existence!” I exclaimed before turning back round. 

“What? What do yo- Nobody said that, (y/n)!” Billy shouted after me but it just faded out as I ran away. 

Stomping my way into the bathroom I make my way over to one of the sinks, I dig in my backpack for an aspirin or something. 

“They were never attacked, I think they made it all up,” I heard one of the bathroom stalls say. 

“Why would they lie about that?” A girl in another stall asked

“For attention, the girl and her sister have some serious issues!” The first girl replies. 

Part of me wanted to hide in the bathroom stall like the sad girls in the movies always did but then I remembered, this is life. In life you just gotta roll with the punches, so I’m doing just that, except this time I might punch back. Right when the two walk out of the stalls their faces dropped. Yeah I assumed seeing the face of one of your gossip subjects will do that to ya. I kept staring at them as they washed their hands, too scared to even look in my general direction. As they walked out I did that stupid petty way where you swish your fingers up and down. Finally I can cry in peace, I thought as I walked into an empty stall. Deciding that the short few seconds I’ve been in here were enough for me to feel refreshed I walk out, my eyes red and puffy while my lashes stick together. 

“Pathetic,” I said into the mirror. I always thought I held myself to a higher standard than this, not really with the crying thing. More so with the Stu and Billy thing… 

I don’t have time to think about it much when I hear a strange noise in the restroom. Getting low to the ground I check underneath all the stalls. Empty. Looking around I notice a loud vent in the wall, that must’ve been it. As I go back to shuffling around my bag I could’ve sworn I heard someone whisper my name. Maybe it’s better to ignore it? Slowly and carefully I get back down low to check again. This time I’m met with a pair of beat up leather work boots dropping down from the stall. “Oh shit,” I whispered to myself. 

  The stall door unlatches quickly and I try to make a run for it but I’m caught by the Ghostface. 

Thrashing around as he holds back my arms I asked, “Alright real funny, who is it? Stu, Rand, Billy? If this is some sort of pay back then it won’t work!” The man behind  the mask said nothing, but he violently jerked my face to the bathroom mirror. “What?” I ask, my face clearly showing malevolence towards whoever it is pulling the prank. That was until he pulled out an eight-inch long hunting knife. He slowly and lightly dragged the knife along my torso, from the collar of my cropped shirt all the way down to the button of my low rise jeans, applying extra pressure near my zipper. “Ya’ know if I wasn’t so skeptical about you trying to kill me right now we could probably take this in a very different direction,” I said as a more matter-of-factly sentence. I’m not sure if this shocked the masked murderer or gave him a change of heart but his grip loosen and I BOOKED IT!  I slammed the bathroom door open passing by a couple of teachers but I really just wanted to get the hell out of here. 

  After calming down a little bit I got outside of the school just quick enough to hear Principal Himbry say, “Attention now kids, due to the recent events that have occurred effective immediately, all classes are suspended until further notice,” Holy shit, “The Woodsboro police department has issued a citywide curfew beginning at nine o’clock tonight.” The whooping and hollering cheers that were so loud just a second ago died down into monotone boos. At least we’re out of school? 

“It was just some sick fuck having a laugh, sue me.” Tatum said as she rolled her eyes at me. 

“No, it was him Tatum I know it. Or else he wouldn’t have had a huge ass hunting knife!” I exclaimed in a huff. 

“Okay well, you're not to be alone anymore. If you pee, we all pee. Is that clear?” Asked Tatum

Sid and I looked each other up and now simultaneously say, “Ew, please no.”

Spooking up from behind us was Stu as he blabbered nonsensical words that most likely would’ve made sense if we were paying attention. 

“I don’t know what you did girls,” He said handing each of us flowers, “but on behalf of the entire student body we all say THANK YOU!” Stu shouted full force from his lungs.

“Stop it Stu,” Tatum said as she hit him with the little purple flower. 

I was so distracted by the two that I didn’t notice Stu change targets and come barreling towards me, hoisting me over his shoulder. 

“Stu! Oh my god asshole! I’d like to be returned to the security of my feet on the ground!” I shout at I hit his back with my palms. 

In the midst of my one sided battle Stu announces, “To celebrate this impromptu fall break, I propose we have a party. Tonight at my house!” 

Looking over to my right I see my step sister’s face contort into an emotion of unease, “Are your sure?” 

“Yeah as long as this little vixen doesn’t invite the entire world!” Stu exclaims as he motions to his girlfriend who is currently keeping me company by swinging my free hand. 

Stu goes on by saying, “Intimate gather, intimate friends,” whilst poking my thigh right below my ass. He should be glad Tatum didn’t see that one. 

“What do you say Sid? I mean pathos could have it’s perks?” Tatum piped up just as Stu let me down. Now Tatum and I have switched spots beside Stu. 

“Could totally protect you, yo I’m so buff, I got you covered bro!” Stu does a macho man impersonation as he twirls around Tatum. 

I fall a little back from the group, wondering if Billy will be there… he most likely will, won’t he? 

“I mean c'mon Sid? (Y/n), you with me? It could be fun.” Tatum says as she turns to us both. 

While the girls were focused on each other Stu looked over at me and snapped me out of my thoughts, literally. The loud noise made me look up. 

“Huh?” I asked, looking at the trio in front of me. 

“The party (y/n), you in?” Tatum asked as Stu kissed her neck

“Yeah fine, whatever. I’m in,” I said as I walked up in front of them. 

“Niiice,” Stu growled out, “Cool, you guys bring food, alright?” 

I don't know what it was but Stu did something which prompted me to shout, “You’re being weird Stu!” 

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[tomdayauniverse]

Girl Crush pt. VI

Fem reader! Tom and Zendaya are flirtys and the reader is a mess.

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The first clarification. Part I

Tomorrow is the premiere night.

And reader was in full hopelessness.

She missed the super secret film party they did only for the team, wich included Tobey Maguire and Andrew Garfield.

Of course she was invited but didn't went.

The crew watched all togheter the film for the first time, and reader knew because of the pictures they sent in the group chat.

She didn't watched the whole movie togheter but knew all the surprise plots, anyways.

It's not like she felt excluded for a situation that she put herself on.

It's not like she was hoping that someone might had notice her absence.

And it's not like she wondered herself why them didn't sent her a message asking why she wasn't there.

I mean, the last message they sent was in almost one month ago, it's not like she was used to it, and it's not like they even talked much.

But, they still had reader's number... right?

She was wondering for socialization reasons, of course.

But in one hand, she though that maybe not showing up would be a breath of fresh air.

For her to put her things together before the premiere night, u know.

Reader was getting a little nervous by the audience response, she honestly didn't had much dimension of the scope of her work when she's alone working on it.

She was almost all the time in home office. She could be scared sometimes of how big things in Marvel were outside her house.

So she just sighed. She was only now getting the dimension of it.

In a certain way she kinda knew she deserved the recognition. But these past feel days had been so... weird... that she kinda forgot how big this work was.

So she decided to give a break to herself :)

Her typical mornings were filled with too much caffeine and not enough sleep, as she sleepwalks around her house, trying to make herself a decent breakfest.

But today was different, and reader liked it.

The day started in an not conventional way. She woke with the sound of the bell and ran downstairs to come face to face with a delivery man at her door.

She suddenly gave him a shy look as soon as she saw the boxes in his hands. And maybe thought it was an new pc keyboard she deliverd or something.

But when she said goodbye to the delivery man and went to her desk to see what was inside that box, she couldn't contain a murmur.

It was... the dress.

Not a typical dress. She could see the name of the designer brand inside of it. It was a fancy and expensive dress.

She knew people at work said something about the company providing the clothes for big events but totally forgot.

It was not like the picture they showed her before. It was prettier.

She decided that for a dress like that, it was time to treat herself.

Doing her hair and nails? Yeah, of course, that too.

But most importantly bying herself the new headphones she wanted for while.

That made her feel refreshed, like nothing could do anything to put her down.

She instead of worring so much, went throught the day only doing things she liked to do.

She made herself some tea.

Did her nails in her favorite color.

Did her hair beautifuly.

She had a time for a book she was reading in the moment.

She even did a skin care that she didn't had done for a while.

And also went on social midia and saw people excitement for the film.

And after all the cloudy days, she was having a good one.

She was kinda ignoring tha fact that they said they wanted to meet her at the party and then disappeared.

Not texts at all.

She knew she woudn't answer anyways but yeah...

She expected something, but nothing came.

They probrably didn't even remember she would be there.

Everything was back to normal.

Thinking about the party, she decided it was time to start getting ready.

She took a look on the dress she would wear tonight and it was nothing like her ususal style.

Yeah, it was pretty and all, but she really wasn't expecting it to show so much skin.

At least it was in a silk black. She really liked the fabric of it and it was the big reason she chose it.

After she dressed, she looked in the mirror.

Well, she was feeling pretty, she really felt good. And she smiled, knowing she has to left her sneakers for today.

She went to heals, a little worried.

Because she knew damn well she could easily trip over them.

But honestly they looked so pretty she didn't care. They were in fact pretty unconfortable, but she could handle it.

The next thing was makeup. That's something she find really pretty but had no technique.

She should have hired someone tbh, but left it all to the last minute.

So she just applied what she knew that could not go wrong. A little blush here, an eyeliner and a mascara there, and that was it.

And oh she she did much better than expected.

She honestly hadn't a thing to complain about anything which was new.

So the driver just arrived her home like a kind of celebrity thing.

On her way, she coud feel a nervousness growing.

And she was like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

But then she got 'ok'.

And decided she would just get there, avoid as much people as she could and just sit on the reserved place she had, not really involving much.

And that was what she did.

I mean, she wasn't expecting she would have to walk that red carpet and having photographers taking pictures of her.

She knew she looked a little scared by all the attention.

But she handled the situation well.

Althought she spend the whole party shaking a little.

She just entered that damn event, and went to her reserved place, witch was next to Jon Watts, the director of the film.

And ignoring she was really about to throw up, she smiled at the producers too.

She thought her anxiety was enough to the adrenalin she just lived minutes ago, she was crazy for even thinking that it was bustling.

It was not even ⅓ of the screams and enthusiasm people had when she heard someone say Tom Holland and Zendaya arrived the red carpet.

Like, it was insane. All the attention, screams, crys and enthusiasm were for them.

She tryied by far to even see how they looked, but the second they entered the event, there were so many people around them.

She couldn't even catch their faces for more than two seconds before someone interrupt her vision.

And even when things got calm, it wasn't calm at all.

Because now she could she how stunning they both looked.

And how all the people around seemed to want a bite of them.

And it was kinda pushing her to go away. She didn't know why.

Like, she was getting mad because how can those people look so good?

An intrusive thought.

But the principal reason she wanted to go away is that by her vision, they didn't searched for her any time.

Like, not even with their eyes.

Not even for a second.

They said they would meet her that night, didn't they?

It's not like she really wanted anyways, but she was seeing by the dimension she had of them in that party, they problably just said that thing in the elevator by education.

Like, Zendaya was only being nice because of that awkward meeting.

She felt stupid.

A lot of things went throught her head.

And she only took the champangne on the table and drank.

Maybe one glass only to stop her nervousness.

Maybe two glasses to make her hear calm down a little bit.

Maybe three only to stop that feeling inside her.

And even with some glasses of drinks, she wasn't even close to stop that weird weird sensation.

Crazy how she kept drinking but never been so sober.

Like, what she was expecting to happen tonight? It was supposed to be the life of her big realisation but it turned out to be... it?

Her sitting alone in a table watching all the moviments of the couple by far while everyone around her have fun?

"Hey, you're the responsable by the film effects, right?" Someone asked her and her attention went to the couple for the person.

She wasn't really listening what the person was saying about her work, even tho she really apreciated the praises in the middle of random phrases.

She was really focused on keeping her eyes in the person's face, reader would, at least, don't seem rude.

But out of the corner of her eye, reader could see the famous couple talking and smiling to a beautiful girl she didn't knew.

And oh...

Like, oh...

Suddenly a punch on her stomach.

She felt a little dizzy.

"Excuse me, I need to go to the toilet" reader said, interrupting the person's monologue, and gave him a fake smile, that seemed pretty genuine by the good reaction she recieved.

Reader putted her glass on the table and went in a direction that she actually had no idea where it would take her.

She just needed air.

And maybe hide a little bit.

She just entered in a corner she could see the bustle of people coming and going, and she smiled faintly at one of them, it was a man, who smiled back.

"Sorry, where can I find the toilet?" She asked a little embarassed "I'm a little lost".

The boy gave her the information and she just went to that stupidly big bathroom.

She looked at herself in the mirror, she could see her cheeks were so red.

She washed her hands maybe thinking this could ward off the flash of whatever was happening to her, but it was like trying to hold back water.

Because she didn't knew what was worse: have Zendaya and Tom Holland giving her all the attention or completely ignoring her.

She saw them this night, she knew they were famous but...

They're untouchable.

More than that, she couldn't even see them.

The best thing reader could do to herself was stopping to look at them throught the night.

And maybe go home? If it wasn't early.

She didn't want to look rude or something.

When she went out the bathroom, she heard some steps.

And butterflys went to her stomach.

What if it was them in the corner?

What if they notice she went in that direction and followed her?

She didn't knew what she was thinking anymore.

She was just wishing something happened.

But when someone stumble with her in the corner, it was the same man she asked an information.

"Uhm hi, you didn't look fine before so I came to check if you were okay" he said kindly.

Reader couldn't help her disolate expression.

Maybe she wasn't in fact as sober as she thought.

"I'm fine" reader said, trying to recompose herself. "Thank you for checking" she tried a more friendly tone.

"It's fine, I like taking looks on strangers in partys" he said smiling and reader almost got embarassed by his answer.

She probrably didn't looked restraint and she felt ashamed.

It was definely time to go home.

"Long night, isn't it?" he asked, giving her a complacent smile.

"Yeah" reader said, automaticaly smiling back.

"Well, it seems kinda overwhelming there, I guess it's ok to feel a little... lost." the boy said and reader took a look at him.

He seemed nice. Maybe looked older than her, and didn't seemed like someone famous thank god.

When reader was about to give him a funny answer, she listened some steps at the corner.

But reader didn't looked at it because she was too entertained by the boy.

"That's how scary films start" reader joked, not really paying attention to whoever entered one of the bathrooms.

The boy got closer to her.

"Or love films" he said, and reader almost triped on her own feets.

"What kind of love films have you been watching?" She asked, a little embarassed, and smile a little bit about her own joke.

She definely wasn't as sober as she thought.

"The ones with scary endings" the other respounded and reader got serious.

Maybe it was because the conversation was getting weird.

But the remembering of all the feelings she had that night just hit her again.

"I should go home now" she said, suddenly too quiet almost whispering.

"Well, I guess we could meet again? Maybe? If you want to..." the man sentence just ran in his mounth, reader couldn't tell of he sounded flirty or confident.

Probably the two.

But a little too much for her.

Reader open her mounth to answer but any sentence she mumbles goes unhearable by the suddenly sound of a door opening and someone walking next to them.

See, it was a long corner and no one was around.

So it was almost reliever when Tom Holland just appeared out of nothing, going out the male bathroom.

He just walked close to them, and his expressions were a litte, idk, not friendly?

Reader thought it was because of her. :/

"Excuse me?" he excused himself to continue walking.

It was not like he needed because the corner was huge and he just went to walk... between them.

The boy rush himself at the moment he recognise Thomas. He even gagged a little.

Reader just avoid any eye contact.

Baby just started playing with her fingers.

As soon as Tom walks by her, acting like he didn't knew her, she felt bad.

"Can I have your number?" The man in front of her asked.

Her face went :( and wherever the boy was saying to her, she couldn't listen anymore.

She watched Tom walks away by the corner of her eyes, and she is kinda sad.

But he suddenly stops. And turns back!!!?

The man next to her just goes silent when he sees Tom getting close to them again with his cellphone on his hand.

Baby just looks at Tom a little shocked when he approaches them again.

"Excuse me Y/N" Tom says, looking a little more friendly than before.

Baby just goes red and hated on herself that he had power over that.

She was confused tho. She asked "uhm?" Not like a question, but more like a surprise.

"Jon is looking for you" he said and reader just took a breath "he wants a picture of all the producers together."

For someone looking at them from outside, it was kinda rude to see how Tom just completely ignored the man who was talking with reader.

"Oh" she said and tried to recompose. "Ok" she whispered, but Thomas didn't move.

"Uhm, sorry, I have to go now" she said to the man who was kinda getting embarassed by the whole situation. "Thank you for... you know" she said, really not wanting to extend this.

He opened his mouth like he was about to say something, but closed it again, and gave her a smile "you're welcome" he said "maybe we should stumble over there again."

But before reader even says something, Tom was alrealy placing one of his hands on reader's back and guiding her away.

Reader couldn't contain the feeling of nervousness when he did it.

But Tom noticed the fact she didn't even looked back.

Baby was just too embarassed to say or do something besides walk.

And it got worse when it was only the two of them in the other corner.

Tom just tapped something on his phone with his left hand, the right yet on her back.

He didn't say anything like their previous meetings. And reader didn't knew if it is good or bad.

She kinda wants him to make a joke about her avoiding him. But he just place his phone on his pocket and keeps walking.

The silence only gets broke when reader is about to turn the corner for the party side, but he stops her.

Confused look.

"We should come this side" he says, and reader doesn't question.

She is just too afraid to say something and it end up embarassing her even more.

So she just follows him and when opens the door of a random room, she is kinda scary.

She is a little nervous and unsure.

She is a little dizzy and shaken.

Baby is confused.

But she goes for it anyways.

And what she founds inside the door is a normal secretary office.

With a normal table in the middle, normal chairs in the back and some normal books in the closet on the side of it.

Apart from the fact that Zendaya was there inside with her cell phone in her hand, everything seemed normal.

And the fact that the couple were giving her the most serious looks was a little too hard to believe.

The fact Zendaya smiled a little and said "hi" too shyly was breathtaking.

And the fact Tom said "Let's talk" with the most raspy voice was heartstopper.

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[wonpiris]

list eight shows for your followers to get to know you! thank u for tagging me lovely juliaaaaa @raplinenthusiasts 🥰 will be adding comments hence 'read more' cut incoming!

BREAKING BAD (2008-2013) / BETTER CALL SAUL (2015-2022): i'm nOT TRYING TO CHEAT with the first entry but brba literally changed my life. (met one of my best friends EVER through that show for instance!!) and later on bcs somehow managed to flip that blueprint while being in the same universe of the original show. vince gilligan and peter gould created masterful, succulent narratives that don't simply hold up upon rewatch too - they get better and better the more details you glean between the frames.

THE HAUNTING OF HILL HOUSE (2018): mike flanagan projects hit different for me, but none more so than hill house. it is an adaptation in every sense of the word (you'll get a different yet equally fulfilling experience reading the shirley jackson source material) but the differences lead us to a heartbreaking story that is unflinchingly real. it really showcases that "horror" isn't confined to certain genre conventions. rather, it thematically threads through every facet of life. accepting that and coming to terms with what scares us most can provide the healing we need.

MARVEL'S DAREDEVIL (2015-2018): i admit to being a sucker for the ~gritty superhero aesthetic. also found families. then the melodrama of losing/regaining them. go ahead and emotionally scar me with erstwhile religious guilt and it scratches a narrative itch i love to indulge in.

THE NEWSROOM (2012-2014): on the flip side, aaron sorkin bombast - all the heartrending swell that comes with it - is also wildly entertaining to me. this series in particular came out when i was toying with the idea of being a broadcast journalist myself (went to school for it and everything) and it was fascinating to hinge some of my hopes of what newsrooms could be. this show has one of my favorite pilots ever.

SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS (2018-2019): the only good thing facebook watch ever did and they went ahead and canceled it... this underrated rumination on what it means to move on after a loved one's death once again falls into the Too Real™ category. it's heavy so i will provide fair warning before recommending it to anyone. but if like me you garner comfort from seeing hard topics depicted in fictional form, you'll understand why i wanted, more than anything, for this show to continue til a satisfying close.

IT'S ALWAYS SUNNY IN PHILADELPHIA (2005-present): my white idiots. that is all.

THE OA (2016-2019): this was too ahead of its time which pisses me off to no end because MORE PEOPLE NEEDED TO APPRECIATE BRIT AND ZAL'S ARTISTRY. their commitment to testing the boundaries of our beliefs and understanding about humanity as a whole is unrivaled. through sci-fi/fantasy tropes they encourage us to be there and care for each other despite unanswerable questions. there are things we simply cannot know about the power of human connection, and that's okay. love anyway.

LODGE 49 (2018-2019): these two years in particular seems to have provided me with the best, most impactful television and i am not complaining. everything i love surrounds death and how to deal with it. moreover, in the case of lodge 49, we're expressly told again and again that being where we are is enough. despite living in the shadow of sorrow and loss, we deserve tranquility and acceptance just as we are. aaand now i just convinced myself to do a rewatch.

tagging @satellitemp4 @tbelchers @cordiallyfuturedwight @captainbobbiedraper @garethsedwards @girlpash @ellargent @betharmon 🤍

#tag games #about me #i hardly talk about tv anymore!! i miss it!!! #tv tag

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Disc World Book Club Thoughts- Monstrous Regiment

Pages 28-32

Hey @anna-neko! Hi…. I’m not dead! Look! I- Finales week happened, and then I went on a road-trip… could I have read on the road-trip… yes. Did I… no. BUT- just cause you fuck up doesn’t mean you just throw everything away. I’M BACK ON THE READING… Did I read much this week, NO! But, I DID read sooo yah, look I told you it’s hard for me read. Which like it’s so weird cause when I’m reading, I’m having so much fun. It’s just actually picking up the book (or opening the app) that my brain has so much resistance too. Anyways, yah here are my thoughts on what I read!

NOT PAUL! MY FUCKING HEART

Paul would’ve loved to learn birds are dinos.(totally protecting this rn cause I learned this recently and it’s mine boggling to me. I mean this IS fantasy so evolution shit may different but yah, now I’m just talking birds)

Also yah, very autism coded. Also something something people using religion to for harm and coming up with shit that isn’t even backed up in the religion, but then everyone else agrees that these is the new rule. AAAAAAAAAH.

AAH POLLY CAUGHT SOMEONE

BRO SHE’S ONLY SAYING THAT NOW. Like yah I do get what she means but it’s that thing of like transphobes who claim “they can tell.” Like NAAAAH. But yah interesting commentary on how society views gender and what not

Also, either Lofty and Tonkers are dating(gay), or they are NOT dating. Imagin they’re siblings 🧍. Or maybe they’re JUST friends. Anyways I know tonker’s also a girl so like GIRLY YOU’RE SO WRONG. SAYING YOU CAN TELL. NAH, YOU’RE JUST SCARED CAUSE YOU ALSO GOT CAUGHT, SO YOU’RE SAYING THAT LOFTY IS BAD A HIDING IT CAUSE YOU’RE PROJECTING. (Not mad a polly, just calling her out.)

Fuck this book is good

Also yah, mystery dude is definitely Jackrum. It has to be him.

I love maladict so much

Okay no more screenshots for these next few bullet points, just thoughts in order of book.

Fucking hate Strappi, he’s almost like TOO dislikable to the point that I was tempted to say unrealistic so… but nah, some people really ARE just THAT nationalistic and sadistic. Plus, he totally loves that he has a position of power that he gets to abuse with the regeiment.

NOT SEKTOBOR!!! HE DIDN’T EVEN TRY WITH THAT ONE 😭😭😭 *cut to someone explaining the lore behind the month naming conventions in disc world*

Polly read the news paper, and started to create chaos. Love her. Also I’m so conflicted, cause it’s not like they got drafted or anything. Yah Polly wants to find Paul, but like, Boragravia is like so obviously the bad guys. I mean, I know making broad statements like that is bad, and like this is supposed to make a statment about how on both sides of war, the individuals are people. But like, I don’t know if I’m making myself clear. I mean I guess this is a war book so like, obviously things aren’t gonna be black and white(almost nothing is). But yah.

SEE NOW SARGENT TRIED TO ARREST TONKER(even tho Polly started it but whatever) LIKE HE’S SO POWER HUNGRY

BRO THE DOUBLE MEANING. AAAAAAAH. *everyone collectively shitting their pants*

Also I’ve been meaning to bring it up but

Dicks(or I guess penises is the more accurate term) are SUPPER tied to masculinity and what it means to be a man

Polly got told to pack to pass a guy

So like, it’s this interesting thing of Polly so focused on the sock since it’s the thing that got her caught as a woman, but also she’s SO focused on trying to be a man. So it makes sense for the book to come back to Polly thinking about her sock and tying the sock to masculinity. I mean in this scene she’s in her head telling Strappi that’s she passing and he doesn’t even realize she’s a girl, but like yah. Maybe when I’m not writing these super deliriously could I make a more eloquently/ better expressed observation on sock=masculinity symbolism but yah.

Anyways very tired

I PROMISE TO READ MORE NEXT WEEK

BACK ON THAT GRIND

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[positivexcellence]

Jared Padalecki Looks Back on ‘Walker’ Season 2 & Ahead to ‘Independence’

Until then, we have this chat with Mr. Padalecki, who offers a little bit of insight into what is coming next, as well as a lot of laughs about this past season, the show’s Independence spinoff and, of course, a certain former costar’s current (and cheeky) gig.

Sir! How is it going?!

Jared Padalecki: Oh, it’s going. I’m here. Been here, there and everywhere. I have a big birthday next month but we’re gonna be out of the country, so [Padelecki’s wife] Gen had a bunch of our friends fly in…I had a pretty overwhelming weekend of seeing friends from like my high school days, my Gilmore Girl days, my Supernatural days, my Walker days and everything in between. It was awesome.

Nice. And now you’re finished filming everything, right?

We finished about a month ago. And we don’t go back to Season 3 of Walker until August, but I think Independence — I don’t know if it’s set in stone yet — but I think it’s gonna be towards the end of next month that we start in Santa Fe.

Are you gonna back-and-forth it?

I’m gonna try and go to Santa Fe as much as I can, but you know how busy it gets with Walker in Austin during the season, so I might not be able to get out there a whole lot. I hope I do. I’m not in Independence obviously, so I don’t have to be there a whole bunch, but I’d love to be there as a producer and as a friend to the cast and crew and what-not.

It helps that Cordi has been kidnapped because you could be missing for a couple episodes while you’re down in Santa Fe

[Laughs] You know? I’ve been trying to pitch that for months now. I’m like, “Hey, maybe I don’t really resurface until like episode five.” And then I’m gonna be Instagramming me, like, from Spain, having a good old time, you know? Eating prosciutto. And then come home with my pants three sizes bigger.

Oh please, you would just sweat it all off in that Texas heat…that final shot of you guys running, I was like “Mother of God, the cruelty.”

We kinda laugh sometimes, looking at the little weather app on our iPhones and it’ll be like, “Oh, it’s only 101…but the heat index is 106!” And that was just a couple of weeks after I was in that big car accident [in Texas, when Padalecki was a passenger in a car that went over a retaining wall and into a utility pole].

Oh my God. That’s right.

And so I hadn’t really moved around and that scene had already been written long before that. So I was like, “Okay, well I’m gonna give it a shot. I haven’t moved my legs in a while but here we go.” I was really sweating and was not used to running; that was the longest I’ve gone without running in my adult life. So yeah, the sweat was real. That wasn’t makeup. [Laughs]

How are you feeling now from the accident?

I feel great, thank you. Yeah. I feel, I feel great. I was a little banged up up but got up and at it, got through the last three episodes. I probably, I dunno if I’ve really talked about this but, unbeknownst to I think a lot of the viewing audience, they had to rewrite a lot of the scenes in episodes 19 and 20 because I couldn’t film for a couple of weeks. I was kind of bedridden, so yeah. Even with episode 218, which Austin Nichols—our beloved Clint West and my dear friend—directed, they had to kind of take me outta some stuff. It was a beautiful episode and a lot of it luckily happened anyways with the hiking and climbing that Stella and Colton were doing.

You gave us a bit of a scare when Jensen revealed the news.

Yeah, I know. Jensen called me before all of that, because it happened on Easter and then he was at the New York convention the following weekend, which I was supposed to be at, too. But you know, I was on medication that makes you loopy so you don’t want to be trying to do appearances like that. And I also didn’t wanna be tweeting to people, because I don’t think I was making much sense. It might have just even been more frightening to people if I had come out and said like, “Hey, so the other day…I blah blargh blech.” [Laughs] But I am all good now.

Thank God. So you got to close out the season with another great curveball. It was like 45 minutes into the hour, and the Davidson situation is settled, so I started to think “Ok, what is happening now?” And then you give us this nice resolution and then the kidnapping twist! I did not see that coming. I was thinking you were all gonna like run up onto a body somewhere.

That would’ve been great also!

How early into Season 3 will we find out who’s got Cordi?

Very early. Certainly in the Season 3 premiere, we’ll get a glimpse of just how much trouble Cord is in, if there’s any way for him to get out or if he’s gonna need help…and how help would even get to him or find him. We find out quick, much to my chagrin. I kind of pitched that like, “Hey, maybe I’m just kidnapped for like 10 episodes and I have a really long summer.” And they’re like, “No, that’s not really gonna work. The show’s called Walker, so we’re gonna need you.” [Laughs]

Yeah, he needs to be back on duty now that Trey is becoming a Ranger.

If he chooses to follow through with it.

And Liam is becoming a rancher. So we’ll get a scruffy Keegan Allen and Jeff Pierre in uniform. You are really giving the people what they want, you understand?

Right?! [Laughs] With Trey having done so many great heroic, wonderful things, like in Season 1’s tornado and just recently in Season 2, seeing him hop outta helicopters and what-not, it’s clear that he has great skills. We did some research and there is precedent of the Department of Public Safety making allowances for [Rangers]. Usually, you have to be in the DPS for seven years before even being eligible to be a Ranger, but they have made exceptions for special circumstances. And I think we’ve all seen over the last two seasons that the character of Trey Barnett would clearly be a fantastic Ranger. And I wanna see him in the outfit. I wanna see if he can fit all those muscles into the uniform. [Laughs]

And I’m guessing Geri needed to break off things with Cordi because Odette needs to go and be pregnant?

[Laughs] Maybe? I think, outside of O’s personal situation and giving birth, the storyline just seemed to make sense that Geri—who’s been so independent for so long—would go on a personal journey of her own. Finding out that her father wasn’t really her father and that her father kind of killed her father and that she’s kind of a Davidson, but kind of a Walker, like she needs to get her head set on straight. Like when she sold the Side Step and drove off last season? Geri is kind of a lone wolf. As much a she’s loved and as much as she’s part of both the Walker and Davidson families, she is also a strong human being who just needs to reset and approach things with a clean slate. And so we’re gonna see her character take a reset, take a hard reset, and then figure out what she wants to do with the rest of her life.

Are the Davidsons sticking around?

I hope so. Obviously, we’ve seen a lot of sparks between Colton and Stella, we’ve seen Dan (Dave Annable) have redemption of sorts. And Denise and Gale have their own sort of redemption, you know. I think part of the whole [theme] of the series Walker, this one, is that no one’s perfect, right? Everyone makes mistakes and everyone can take steps to try and make things better, make things right. So I love the idea of the Davidsons sticking around and us seeing their journey to redemption.

And now Cassie…love her.

Love her. Amazing.

Ashley Reyes is so great. I wanna see you guys work more together.

Me too! And Ashley, as a human being, I just love the shit out of her. She is just an awesome young actress.When we were casting the character, we had seen God knows how many audition tapes. These days in Covid, it’s done via Zoom or you log in to watch test auditions. Finally, when we were getting towards the very end of the casting process, we had a call and they’re like, “Hey, we really like this actress. We haven’t sent her to y’all yet because she’s five-two and Jared’s six-five, but give her a look because we love her.” And so we watched her tape and we were like, ” Damn it, she’s it!” Then we had a Zoom read, Ashley, me and a bunch of the other execs and they were like, “Yep, that’s it. Let’s get her to Texas.”

She’s charming and she’s funny and she brings a nice lighthearted aspect. Ashley, along with Matt Pascua, who plays her brother, are just wonderful people, wonderful actors…they really flesh out the entire Walker world.

That’s what I really love, the way the show’s universe really did expand this season. The way we saw connections among the characters develop…Bonham (Mitch Pileggi) and Abby having that connection with the Davidsons and having that history. It’s like they could have had their own show that would’ve aired 20 years ago and this season was almost like the recap of that.

That’s an amazing way to put it. And yeah, I would watch the Bonham and Abby show, all day, every day. All they’ve been through, their acceptance of each other, their forgiveness and their frustrations. When you have actors like Mitch and Molly, you can have ’em read a phone book and it would be compelling, so what they’ve done, alongside the writers, has just been a special joy to me. And another thing, you know, watching the show in my capacity as executive producer — I’ll watch the dailies and what-not — but a lot of the scenes that take place between Bonham and Abby Walker, I’m not there on set for, you know? I’ve read the script obviously and know they’re shooting that scene that day, but I don’t see it until later when I see it on camera and I’m always like, “Holy s–t, this is good….they’re so good.”

Oh we totally ‘ship them. Now, are you ready to be the lead of a show and the executive producer of that show and launch a second show? Are you ready to juggle it all?

As you ask that question, I started profusely sweating.

Sorry!

[Laughs] No, I can’t wait. Fortunately for me, a lot of the load goes to Anna Fricke and Seamus Kevin Fahey, who’s running Independence. So I just have to kind of be there to go like, “Guys, this is badass. And guys, this is badass, too.” I can’t wait and I’m so thrilled for that cast and crew.

Kat McNamara is an absolute delight.

You know how I was mentioning before, because these days during Covid, that you can’t really cast people in person? So when you’re casting No. 1 of the call sheet, that is who’s gonna to be the person that’s there every day and that’s doing interviews on the weekends and doing photo shoots in between takes and this and that. Well, we did our research. We called other shows she had worked on, other actors she had worked with, other producers and writers and — to a person — they all just sang her praises. They were all like, “Oh my God, she’s wonderful.” And like, in that way of “Please don’t hire her because we want her,” [Laughs]

I just spoke to one of your friends, Mr. Eric Kripke over at The Boys and he said that you have an open invitation to come over and make a cameo.

No s–t! Oh my God, I would love to. I’d have to start doing some squats though so I would be ready to show my naked ass.

Yeah, how about that?! But if it’s a cameo, you probably won’t have to go that bare, but you never know with that show.

[Laughs] Well, I mean, if I’m gonna do it, I’ll have to do it right, you know? I can’t just show up and have a suit on.

You can’t let Jensen be the only one showing off his butt.

Correct. I mean they all get it, so if I’m gonna fly all the way up to Toronto, then I may as well make it count.

Exactly. Again, giving the people what they want.

[Laughs] Well, we’ll see. It’ll be my 40-year-old ass!

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[safyresky]

Smile Shots: Clawfoot Tub

Was thinking of what Diteline Valentine's Day probably looks like, given it is Dite's BUSIEST day of work and often one of the COLDEST days of the year. This was what I thought up! I was a little torn on how it would end up, but I knew for sure they would be chillin in a hot bath together after their long ass day lmao. Please enjoy what I was originally calling A Very Diteline Valentine's Day aka, "Two girls, chillin' in a hot bath, thigh to thigh because they're SO gay". For each other, lmao.

UM ALSO Killian belongs to @lmelodie. I very much enjoy stealing him for a quick mention in situations >:). This is some time in the future (hence diteline marriage! in theory, Dite should be going by Donnie rn but in practise, I entered a fugue state when writing this and went with the present naming conventions), but to clarify: I imagine that blackice plans involve another attempt at reconciliation that devolves into a fistfight 😂😂😂. my GOD their dynamic is EVERYTHING to me 😍😍😍

ANYWAY, formalities out of the way, enjoy! And ah, Happy BELATED Valentine's Day, in all the ways love exists! :)

(would've had this out sooner but I got very distracted by my own romantic shenanigans which involved a lot of Puss in Boots. The last Wish SLAPPED and the first movie was ALSO very good! :D)

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"This is either a Valentine's Day surprise, OR you have had a very long day."

"Would you believe that it was both?"

Dite giggled, gently shutting the washroom door behind her. She looked down at her wife, up to her shoulders in bubbles, cucumbers on her eyes, fruity face mask all over her face, and kissed the top of her half-thawed head.

"I think I would, yes. But definitely mostly the latter," Dite said, unravelling her chiton. "Wanna talk about it?"

"I drew the SHORT STRAW, DITE," Jacqueline said, her tone of voice reminding Dite of the pouting emoji as she pulled off the cucumbers, throwing her hands in the air and her head back. The wet brown tendrils of hair stuck to her shoulders; above it, the still frozen white strands bounced a little bit, the steam slowly dissipating the snow. "The SHORT STRAW!"

"Oh no," Dite said, folding her chiton and placing it on the weird ledge behind the toilet, her heart shaped fibulae gently placed on top.

"Oh YES! Can you believe it, babe? Even JACK had plans!"

"Oh, cute!" Dite said, tossing undergarments into the laundry. "What are the two of them up to today?"

"I don't know, probably fist fighting in an alley way? I don't get those two."

"Well, love is love," Dite said, gently testing the water with a finger. "And your brother and Killian have a special way of showing it."

"That's a...polite way of putting it," Jacqueline said, eating one of the cucumber slices. "Here, lemme get some hot water back in here for you."

Dragging her leg off of the rim of the tub, Jacqueline leaned forward, turning the hot water tap. She frowned, moving her hand away from the stream that came pouring out of the faucet, looking up at her wife. "Maybe you should test the water. I know it's usually too hot whenever I do it," she said with a small sideways smile, slightly flushed—and Dite knew that it wasn't from the steam.

The goddess smiled, sliding into the bath, and placing her hand under the tap. "It cooled off fast, and you're nowhere near done melting," she said, twirling the cool water tap a smidgen.

"Yeah, it's a cold one today. Very cold. Fucking freezing even. I think parts of Northern Ontario are hitting forty below. Same with the Midwest. There's like two polar vortexes, several flurries on the west coast, so Vancouver is, of course, freaking out," she said with a snicker. "I figured California could use a good scare and flurried there too, since, you know, I got SADDLED with all the WORK! Figured I may as well have some fun, y'know? Goddess of the Springs, I can't believe I got the short straw," Jacqueline said, once again doing a stellar impression of the pouty emoji. "I'm not unconvinced that Mom and Jack didn't cheat."

Dite smiled, sliding down the porcelain wall of the tub, leaning back with a happy sigh. Her wings unfurled, seemingly breathing a sigh of relief and drooping over the tub as the goddess got comfortable, the steam doing wonders to her muscles. "Well, you did an amazing job, blue eyes. There are going to be cuddles ALL OVER THE GLOBE tonight."

"I aim to please AND freeze, brown eyes," Jacqueline said with a grin, eating the other cucumber. "Anyway," she said, still chewing on the slice. "Are you done for the day? Or is this a siesta to see lil' old me? I wasn't sure how late you'd be working so timing the bath was a little bit of a challenge."

Dite laughed, sinking deeper into the tub. The bubbles went up to her neck as she sought out Jacqueline's legs, resting hers against them. She sighed, happily. "In theory, I'm done for the day! In practise, it's hard to say! Mom kidnapped Dad halfway through the morning shift."

"Does Psyche has some fun plans?"

"I guess so! She seemed excited! Anyway, I told them not to worry, I could handle the day. I mean, it's my favourite day of the year after all! Dad said he'd take the evening shift, which starts now, but I haven't heard from him yet so we'll see how it goes," Dite said, chipper.

Jacqueline sighed, sliding deeper into the water.

"What's really bugging you, babe?" Dite asked, shutting off the tap. Water sloshed out of the tub, soaking the stone floor below them. Whoops, Dite thought, watching bubbles float up from the floor.

"I had big plans for today," she admitted with a sigh. "I spent all of last week looking at ancient battle grounds to find some monsters for us to fight together today. I had two perfect locations picked out and everything! Then I was gonna make reservations at the new steak place in the South Province back at home, and then I was gonna book us one of those nice little over water beach cabins nearby so we could sit and spend the evening watching the stars and the icebergs drifting by! But then I drew the SHORT STRAW!" She said with a huff, droplets of water following her arms up into the air, the bath sloshing around her and over the rim when she crossed her arms with a splash, sinking low enough to blow bubbles in the water with her nose.

Dite sniffled. "Awwh."

Jacqueline popped out of the bubbles, looking at the blonde with concern. "Are you—are you crying?!"

"It's just. That's very very sweet of you," Dite said, with a HUGE smile, eyes tearing up.

Jacqueline flushed. "Well, it's your favourite day of the year, after all. And more importantly, I love you! Of course I'd plan something special! Shame loving your partners runs in the family."

Dite laughed. "That's not a bad thing!"

"It is when I don't get to bring my WIFE to the BEACH!"

"How about we rain cheque that?" Dite said. "For my birthday? Or yours, since that's like, around the corner."

"We can do it for yours," Jacqueline said. "After all, I planned it for you and I'm sure you already have plans for mine."

"I do indeed!" Dite said. "Thankfully, I am a planner, and I have a little plan for us this evening given that we both worked late today," she said, watching as Jacqueline's eyebrow quirked up, curious. "I stopped by that place you like in Canada, the one with the really good general tso's chicken?"

Jacqueline perked up, her back straightening. More water sloshed onto the floor. "You got us take out? From the Prosperous Lizard?"

"I did! Extra saucy and extra spicy for you! And, I stopped by all of the random little altars that pop up for me around this time and grabbed ALL of the deserts people left for offerings."

"DESSERTS?!"

"Mhmm," Dite said, nodding. "Lots of cupcakes this year! The usual chocolates, a BUNCH of roses, and, someone left us this," she said. she lifted her hand out of the water, suds drifting off as it glowed a bright pink. In front of her, a plate of chocolate dipped strawberries appeared. "Your favourite!"

"AhhhHHH! Oh my god, you were spoiled this year!"

Dite laughed. "I sure was! Which means that I get to spoil you," she said, leaning forward and booping Jacqueline's nose. "And the people who gave us these? Yeah, they get extra Hedone blessings tonight," she said with the hint of a suggestive smile.

Jacqueline sloshed forward, grabbing a strawberry and devouring it. "Mmm. This is the best," she said, sliding back down in the tub. "You're the best. I love you so goddess damned much," she said, the strawberries drifting closer to her.

"I know!" Dite said, chipper, helping herself to one of the strawberries. "And," she said, her voice sultry. "You'll love what I did with the roses."

"What you did to the. Sorry, WITH the roses?" Jacqueline quite literally squeaked, her voice cracking on the last word. Her flush deepened; the snow in her hair melting a tad bit faster. Dite's lips quirked up, a knowing little smile.

"Oh, you know," Dite said, coy, slowly sliding forward in the tub. "I spread them around the house in all the cozy spots for...ambience," she said, nose to nose with her very red wife. "Around the couch...the bed...and also, here," she said, her voice low as her hand shot up, her fingers fluttering.

Rose petals exploded, landing on the slightly runny floor and floating in the little pools of water caught in the uneven crevices of the stones. Some landed in the tub, the bubbles gently caressing the pink and red petals. A handful landed on the top of Jacqueline's head.

"Holy Hedone," Jacqueline said, flushed.

"That's my name," Hedone replied, her voice heavy and her smile. Well. Cheekily successful.

"Did you—are you. Are WE. Uh. Do you. Are you."

"You're so cute when you're all flustered," the goddess said, rubbing the face mask off of her nose and kissing the very tip.

Jacqueline smiled, this cute, warm, corkscrew-y grin that Dite had only ever seen on her when they were together. She cupped her hands, splashing water on her face and rinsing off the face mask.

"So that's a, that's a yes then?" the sprite asked, her voice going high once more.

Dite laughed, choosing to answer not with words but with a kiss.

Her lips were soft, and warm, and welcoming, and Jacqueline melted into her arms with a sigh, the rest of the snow in her hair falling right off in one go.

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Later that evening, curled up on each other on the soft couch surrounded by all sorts of romantic flowers, a plethora of desserts laid out on the coffee table, Jacqueline glanced up at Dite.

"You know," she began, "I'm really glad we got that bigass claw foot tub," she said, pecking the underside of Dite's chin. "That was a good investment, one hundred percent."

"Oh my god, right?! I love that we both fit into it comfortably," Dite replied brightly, kissing Jacqueline's forehead. "Sitting in the hot water just being with you is," Dite sighed, happily. "Super nice."

"Hey. I love you," Jacqueline said, burying her head in Dite's shoulder. "Thanks for coming in clutch for Valentine's Day."

Dite scooped Jacqueline up, hugging her very, very tightly. "I love you too! And I hope this was a good one for you," she added with a soft smile. "Even with the short straw and the long work day."

"Easily one of my top three," Jacqueline said, snuggling even closer to Dite with a happy sigh.

"Me too," Dite said, with a soft smile filled with love. She kissed Jacqueline's messy brown head of hair. "Me too."

#dite is ACE yes but very much sex positive! like i've said before. she's my PERSONAL ace mood lmao #so on occasion she will happily have some fun time with her wifey >:). #after all. she IS the goddess of pleasure! and giving pleasure gives HER pleasure! that and violence and extreme sports #and also baking #anyway plz enjoy this smile shot!!! diteline valentine edition! #smile shots #dani speaks #dani writes #diteline #crystal springs #was really torn on if i should add the lil steamy bits that DONT involve the hot bathwater #and yes. on valentine's day. the frosts draw straws on who takes care of the cold weather shit #because of plans for the day lmao #but anyway. need to keep reminding myself that the ace spectrum is a thing that EXISTS and it is OKAY to be anywhere ON it #which can be very hard when most of the ace interactions i have are on the ABSOLUTELY NOT side of the scale! #also have to keep reminding myself that myles and xander and fino are all on there too and are on different parts of the slider TOO #AH. #okokok this is late enough as is lmao. Enjoy!

[undertheknightwing]

Hiiii, @bilingual-beast-boy sneaking back into ur ask box to bother you again :3

I adore what you said about Crazy Jane's personas being similar to Titans Gar's 'connection' to all the animals inside him. I've been thinking about that still. I'm not sure if it was ever put in canon or not, but I think it'd be cool if, like Jane's personas, Gar's animals all wanted to protect him (but they don't always go about it in the conventional or the right way).

And that got me to thinking about how a lot more of Gar's animals have started surfacing ever since the Church of Blood cropped up, like maybe they can sense what's going on and don't want to leave Gar and the Tiger to handle it on their own (okay, the real reason is bad and inconsistent writing in terms of Gar's understanding and control of his powers, but whatever).

And maybe the reason his animals went berserk when he went to the Red for the first time in STAR Labs is they thought he was in danger. Maybe they think the Red itself is dangerous for Gar (which could be so if, unlike every other animal themed superhero, he wasn't specifically chosen by the Red). Or maybe the Red has been infected with some 'disease' or, as Gar put it in 4.03, some 'evil' that makes it dangerous. Maybe the Church of Blood is poisoning the Red to bring Trigon back, or maybe they're gonna bring him back inside the Red itself.

Anyway, there's no real point or question here; I just wanted to rant about this thought and figured I should leave it in ur ask box since you're what directly inspired it

Hii! I love hearing your thoughts!

I think you're absolutely right about Gar's animals trying to protect him but since they're wild animals, they're gonna act like wild animals no matter what. If an animal feels threatened, like its life is in danger, it's going to attack, do whatever it can to eliminate its target, even kill it because that's what animals do, especially carnivores like the Tiger.

In "Asylum" the Tiger didn't kill the doctor (or whoever he was) for fun, it and Gar were danger so it did what it had to. It saw the doctor as a threat and got rid of it for their safety, which could be why Gar was able to shapeshift back into Gar after it was done. The Tiger killed the threat, Gar is safe now, so let him return.

Same goes for the animals in STAR Labs. Of course they thought they and Gar were in danger, THEY WERE IN A LAB. Besides more than likely remembering what Niles did to them, CADMUS happened only three months ago in canon. That memory is still fresh in their and Gar's mind, and when Gar's scared or feels threatened, they fight for him. I think when Gar transported into The Red, it scared him so his fear triggered his animals protection instincts and when they saw they were in a lab, they assumed that was the problem so they tore the lab apart.

I also think they have something to do with his enhanced healing. It's interesting to me that not only did Gar need to shapeshift to bring himself back to life but he shifted into a snake of all animals. Snakes are sometimes used to symbolize healing.. just something I think about.

And for The Church of Blood sensing Gar's connection to The Red, that's correct but in a flipped way . In the comics it was actually Gar (through his connection to The Red) who could sense the pure evil in Sebastian, and I think that's what's going with The Red since it's giving Gar visions of danger. I'm very interested to see if we'll see Gar acting suspicious around Sebastian because his connection to The Red is telling him stay on guard.

As for what The Red's purpose truly is in Titans. Whether it's good, bad, somewhere in between, I don't know. Like you said, Titans is lacking on any sort of detail in Gar's story when it's not directly tied to the CoB/Trigon plot. I don't think the comics really went into depth of what it was either, besides saying it's a connection to animals. Though I do think it's magical in some way since it can open portals and has been called "an extra-dimensional source of power".

Ryan was very subtle about it but he mentioned something about Gar going through changes because of his connection to the animal kingdom and since The Red is the thing at connects Gar to animals, I think he had to say "animal kingdom" instead of "The Red" so he didn't spoil anything since this the video was recorded before the season released. I know The Red changes Beast Boy from green to red so I wonder if we'll get Gar with red hair further into the season, if he taps into The Red to battle The Church of Blood.

and one last thing I thought about, the episode "Dude, Where's My Gar" I know has to do with Gar disappearing (hence the name) and the episode after has do with another universe where Dick and Kory are Ted and Carol instead. And it made me wonder, with The Red's ability to open portals to other worlds, if Gar would accidentally sends the whole team into a different world because of an un-controllable burst of Red power when he's panicking and is scared the Titans will be harmed by the Church of Blood, or The Red opens a portal all on its own to keep Gar protected and drags him through it but Dick and Kory end up there as well because they were trying to save him. OR Church of Blood members kidnap Gar and use him to open a portal, and the Titans get taken into the world the cult opened up; leaving Gar in their world, alone with the Church of Blood.

I love all three of those ideas, they'd all make great episodes but since this is Titans were talking about, the episode won't go in any of those directions since it'd mean Gar would have to be the true focus of the episode lol

Again, thank you for sharing your thoughts! I loved writing this!

#cods.talkin #gar logan

[this-world-of-beautiful-monsters]

calls and cries unendingly

Title taken from the poem Lost by Carl Sandburg.

Prompt: Stranded

TMNT 2012.

(tw near death experiences, oxygen deprivation, hyperventilation)

Inspired by this amazing art by anomale.

You can find the whole collection on AO3 here.

"Mikey!"

"Mikey, wake up!"

"Mikey, can you hear us?"

"Fuckin' hell, Mike, open your eyes!"

"Mikey, listen to us!"

"Mmmph...double anchovies..."

"MIKEY!"

"Hmmm, what--AAUGH!"

"He's awa--"

"AAAAUGGGHH---"

"Mikey! Shut up and listen!"

"Ohgodohshitohfuckfuckfuck--"

"All of you, get away from there. Mikey, sweetheart, listen to my voice. It's me, it's Leo. You need to listen to me, okay? Take deep, slow, breaths, like we practiced. It's okay. You're okay. You're alive."

"I--Leo, Leo, I can't see the ship out here, I'm alone, and the cord, oh god--"

"Mikey, what do you remember?"

"There--there was a battle, r-right? A gnarly o-one, and I..."

"You were caught outside of the ship while helping Donnie with repairs."

"I, I saw you get hit. I couldn't stop it. I'm so sorry, Mikey."

"It's okay, dude. It--it happens, right?"

"You were knocked off the ship and went spinning. We've got a tracker on you and we're undoubtedly moving faster than you are, but it's going to take time, okay?"

"You'll be back stealing my food and cheating at video games in no time, runt."

"I d-don't cheat. I...Leo?"

"Yes, Mikey?"

"It's dark here. So dark. I think there's something wrong with my helmet, I can barely see the stars...and there's nothing under me. There's nothing, Leo. I can't feel anything!"

"You're going to be fine, Mikey. We're going to be there any minute, okay?"

"O-okay--"

BEEEP BEEEP BEEEP BEEEP

"W-what's that?"

"Donnie, what the fuck is that?"

"Oh shit--"

"April, what's wrong?"

"Sensors are saying...oh god--"

"G-guys? It....it's saying that, that my ox-oxygen supply is l-low. It's saying that m-my oxygen supply is, is, is--I can't breathe, I can't--"

"Mikey, listen to me, you're hyperventilating. You should have enough oxygen for us to find you if we move fast enough."

"I--I can't breathe, I--"

"Donnie, Raph, go help Fugitoid with the ship--just go, okay! Mikey, listen to me. I need you to breathe with me, okay? Can you do that for me, sweetheart?"

"I..."

"In, out. In. Out. In. Out. In. Out. In. Out. In. Out. In. Out."

"Aaahh..."

"Are you breathing, Mikey?"

"Y--yeah. Breathing better, anyway."

"That's really good, Mikey, I'm so proud of you. So, so proud of you. I love you so much."

"L-Leo?"

"Yes, sweetheart?

"I...I'm scared. I'm so scared. I'm sorry."

"Why are you sorry, Mikey?"

"Cause we're supposed to be heroes and heroes don't get scared, do they? Batman doesn't get scared."

"Everybody gets scared, Mikey darling. I get scared all the time, and so does Batman."

"R-really?"

"Yes. It's okay to be scared, even when you know everything's going to be alright. Because everything is going to be alright."

"Leo, uh....a-are the others there?"

"No, not right now. Why?"

"I, um, I went to the b-bathroom in my s-suit. Just a little. I'm sorry."

"It's okay, Mikey. It happens."

"I-it does?"

“Yeah, it’s fine, Mikey. Really, it is.”

“O-okay. But...can you not l-let the others see? When they find m-me, I mean?”

“I will, I promise. Nobody’s going to tease you, Mikey. We love you so much and we’re all so proud of you.”

"But I messed up--I got knocked off the ship. I'm so sorry, Leo."

"No, no, it's not your fault. None of this was your fault. You did the best you could, you always did. You don't have to apologize for everything, okay? That's my job."

"N-no it's not."

"We'll have to agree to disagree, then."

BEEP BEEP BEEP BEEP

"The bar's getting l-lower now."

"We're almost there, okay? We're almost there. You're going to be fine."

"I d-don't want to die."

"You're not going to die, Mikey."

"There are things I have to do. There are things I have to do, Leo."

"I know, Mikey. You will."

"I, I, I want to try Chicago Pizza. I want to try out my She-Ra cosplay at a convention. I want to tell Leatherhead how I feel. I want to have sex--shit; I shouldn't say that to you."

"It's okay, Mikey. I don’t care, really.”

"I..I want Karai to be my sister. I want to see Father again. I want to go to the woods again when things aren't trying to kill us. I want to have a garden. I want to paint a sunset and a sunrise. I want, I want, I want--"

"Mikey. Mikey, listen to me. Stop and take a deep breath, okay? You're going to start hyperventilating again."

"I, aah, yeah. I'm--"

"Don't say you're sorry."

"Of course n-not, dude."

"That's good, Mikey, that's really good. We're almost there."

"I c-can't see you...and my h-head hurts."

"Okay, Donnie thinks you should probably stop talking right now, before you give too much oxygen."

"But I w-want to keep talking to you!"

"I'll keep talking, okay? I can talk enough for both of us."

"O-okay..."

"I can see you on the screen, Mikey. You're like a little star up there, getting closer and closer with every second. You're doing so well, Mikey, so good. You've always been so good. You're the best of us, Mikey, you always will be.

"I'm sorry things have been so hard on you lately. I'm sorry for the times we've been hard on you. You deserve so much, Mikey, you deserve the world, and you're going to get it, I promise. Just hold on for us a little longer, okay? Hold on just a little bit longer. You can do that for you, can't you?

"Of course you can. You've always been so good at everything you put your mind to. I was jealous of that for so long--I still am, sometimes. You burn so bright and you light up our world, you always have. You always will."

"Dude? I-I know you didn't want me to t-talk, but my, my head's getting light..."

BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP

"Stay awake! You have to stay awake, Mikey, do you hear me!"

"'M sorry..."

"I told you not to apologize, Mikey! Just stay awake, you have to--"

"So dark, Leo...so empty...."

"Mikey, Mikey, open your eyes! Mikey, it's not empty, we're coming! We'll always come, please--"

"Love you guys, so much. You're, you're the best..."

"D-don't you dare! Don't y-you DARE fall asleep on me, Hamato Michelangelo!

"Love..."

"Mikey!

"Mikey wake the fuck up!

"Mikey, don't you dare, don't you dare do this to us!

"I won't let you do this to us!

"We'll go crazy, Mikey, please, we can't do this without you, we can't!

"Mikey!

"Mikey?

"Mikey, please..."

BUZZ

BUZZ

BUZZ

BUZZ

BUZZ

BUZZ

BUZZ

"Mikey?"

"Mikey, oh god..."

"Mikey, you need to breathe for me, okay?"

"You need to breathe for Donnie, Mikey--"

"You need to breathe for us, you need to--"

"You have to--"

"Oh, oh fuck."

"Fucking hell, Mikey..."

"Hnnnhh!"

"Mikey! Mikey, can you hear us?"

"Just breathe for us, baby, just breathe. Eyes on me. You don't have to let go, sweetheart, you never have to let go."

"....guys?"

"Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. It's okay..."

"It's okay, Mikey, Mikey--"

"Welcome back."

#tmnt #tmnt 2012 #tmnt 2k12 #lost in space #near death experience #oxygen deprivation #teenage mutant ninja turtles #michelangelo #mikey #angst #angstpril2022 #angstpril #stranded #fear #hyperventilating #running out of time #leonardo #leo #donatello #donnie #raphael #raph #dialogue heavy #angst with a happy ending #tmnt fanfiction #tmnt space arc #space arc #space #outer space #spacesuit

[the-hotel-chronicles]

Hellooo!!! I'm another lightbulb from another universe ^^ and I'm telling you my story! Oh yeah by the way... in my universe for some reason OJ is British and a Tequila addict, Steve cobs is a dolphin (for some reason), Marshmallow works at Walmart, OJ is married to Paper(OJ YOUR GAY DON'T DENY IT), Ballon is a zaza addict and baseball is a divorce lawyer!!!

Anyways here's my story

Me, OJ, Paper, balloon, baseball and Sliver Spoon were driving out from Walmart as we finished shopping and we were gonna drive home until I jumped out the car and everyone else died in the car crash... good thing Marshmallow works at Walmart, She used a Mephone that Dolphin Cobs was selling after his failed attempt on capturing us Marshmallow used the Mephone to revive us back then as we were using a helicopter to get home we all got trapped on a island since I could only use so much of my electric ability as I can to power the helicopter. I found a gun (specifically a Aka 47) at the back of the helicopter and Oj killed balloon! Then Sliver used his inner flame to kill everyone which killed himself in the process because it takes a lot of energy. A few days later OJ started seeing RBG oliver Jackson after eating too much crack. The doctor who was a tequila bottle hooked OJ up to a mental asylum. Oj thought the doctor was sexy which made paper depressed and ran away. I chased after them and balloon said that when he was driving the car to the mental asylum OJ took the wheel, pushed Balloon out of the car and ran him over. After Mephone4 revived us We had a convention which led to OJ and paper getting a divorce. A few weeks later thanksgiving rolled around and we all said what we were thankful for, OJ, Ballon and paper started to fight again... which led up to paper and OJ breaking up. Yet just yesterday they got married again! (I know it's such a toxic relationship) They went to Relationship therapy which made OJ stop inhaling zaza. So yea! I mean everything is fine, but Oj still scares me a bit.

..wonderful?

#oj answers!! #osc #ii #im not a homosexual #stop

[anothersuicidesunday]

Another week, another lonely struggle.

And we know i've found the whole experience so far to be extremely depressing in the lonliness of ways.

Where to begin...?

So week 26, 14 to go. I still have alot to do alot to be scared of.

Part One - Opinions Wont Keep You Warm At Night

I obviously have some female trauma as previously mentioned. So while for years I always knew if I had a baby boy he'd be named "Oliver Jensen" now my compromise when you add a father into the scenario became "Oliver Joseph" and that was okay but girls names I only ever considered Max. It wasnt a girls name and it didnt remind me of anything bad. It's what I could live with. Now this came up for discussion and I still hated everything so Max become Maxie because I do not like Maxine as a name and again Maxie I can live with. Middle names where a struggle i was even going to leave it blank but I decided fuck public opinion my guy is Gary Payton II and she can be "Maxie Payton" so thats the name. And I'm already sick of the court of public opinions on the subject.

My aunt made a maxi pad joke immediately.

My partners grandmother turnt her nose up and asked what the other opinions are as if it was going up for vote. Didnt like being told there were no other options.

My own grandmother true to form first got upset that my mother did a gender reveal in a family group chat. Then called the baby Maxine anyway and got pissed off when my mother corrected her and went on a tangent how we all name our children names we never intend to use and then couldnt accept that "maxine" is not going to be used at all, the birth certificate will say Maxie and be her legal name. And this was just another of her arguments for arguments sake cos at Christmas when she tried to look great in front of her friends she decided to announce she'd already brought soaps. And I said "thanks but I wish you'd have asked me because we've decided we would use a certain type of soap and lotion considering the skin conditions that run in the families." Which turnt into her losing her marbles about being ridiculous to wish that on your child (i certainly dont wish for it but i'd rather spend an extra few bucks on safe options than deal with an uncomfortable baby if they do happen to have sensitive skin.) And that my generation is ungrateful. So shes not speaking to me at all.

Which brings us to Part Two - the UNgrateful dead.

I'm definately grateful that people want to buy so much stuff for us. But sometimes it feels like you dont get to pick anything your child is going to have. Like people buy so much clothes that you feel like you cant buy anything that you like cos you have so many already or someone brought a baby bouncer that you feel like you now had to use even though you'd seen one you would have preferred. Or like my grandmothers argument over soap and feeling like you cant even have an opinion on goddamn soap! Its so overwhelming. Sometimes you really just want to say no thanks and get what you actually like but social convention bullies you into taking things and smiling through it. I get it you're excited but I used to be too before you all crushed my spirit.

Part Three: Give Me Novocaine

There's no 'one size fits all option' for pregnancy. But everyone still wants to tell you to do as they did and you'll be fine. It very clearly does not work that way and quite honestly my body and pregnancy just don't seem to gel. I've been sick since week 6. Its week 26 and I sometimes am still running off to vomit. So you get all the people who tell you what you should be doing instead as if you havent googled it yourself and tried the whole damn list. Some people just have to suffer through. There's no magic trick for them to fix it. Its absolutely okay to just say sorry it sucks for you without trying to demand your trick is the greatest trick of all tricks. I get alot of pains. Leg pains, back pains, hip pains, vaginal pains, ive never carried this much weight before pains. Again, i'm trying things to feel better, i walk around, do weird stretches, compression aids but you still have people who wanna tell you you're wrong and they are right and it grinds my fucking gears. Here's reality, if I walk around too much i get exhausted and sore, if I sit too much? Exhausted and sore. If i stretch something hurts. There's no winning in this game and I cry alot when I'm alone.

So the sickness thing improved, I've still never had a craving, i still dont have a good relationship with food all I know is that this baby in fact hates things.

Bread thats not white, bread crust, salad, cheesymite scrolls, anything deep fried.

Honestly quite alot of the things i normally would eat, plus the things doctors tell you not to eat. Its hard for me to eat these days and i have no passion for it now. So to face the high possibility to have gestational diabetes was crushingly devastating. To take even more food choices away from me is fucking hard.

So i'm completely alone again to feel defeated. No one gets it again. You just quietly go through the motions and it's hard fucking work. You're not supposed to sit in your scrappy nursery crying by yourself.

[eirian-houpe]

TMI Tuesday question based on current events: Have you ever met one of the celebrities of your fandom (actor/writer/creator)? How did it go? Did it have any effect on your fannish-ness? If you haven't, who would you want to meet?

Hey, thanks for the ask and so sorry it's taken me so long to get to answering it. I love this question, so here's an answer that I hope you'll find entertaining.

I've met quite a few celebrities of my various fandoms. Emilie and Giles for example from Once. They were both delightful, and I cherish the memories, especially the ones of Giles and I winding each other up about the performance of our respective (UK) football teams the one time. Emilie's just a sweetheart all round.

I've met a few Trek actors as well, because I go to many conventions and the cruises with @peacehopeandrats. That's always fun and usually quite cerebral, as most of the folks we tend to run into are from DS9, and the majority of those actors are classically trained, and besides have some serious interests to talk about and share.

Speaking of conventions, I was at a con in the UK for Stargate Atlantis. It was a tiny con by US standards, with maybe three or four actors there, so it was very intimate, and there I was able to spend a good deal of time speaking with Christopher Heyerdahl. (He played the Wraith Todd, and also the Athosian, Halling.) He was very gracious, and kind... I mean, to give you an example of his kindness, a friend who couldn't make the con had asked if we could ask him to say hi, and he told us to get her on messenger and he spent a good many minutes typing with her. He signed one of my fanfiction episodes that I had printed out, "Glad to be a muse."

My earliest encounter with a celebrities with from one of my fandoms was when I was in my teens. I was a huge fan of a show from the UK called Robin of Sherwood. My favorite character in that show was the Saracen, Nazir; a role played by the actor Mark Ryan (who these days has various roles in the Transformers movies, was in Black Sails, and has worked as a swordmaster on many projects, e.g. the movie King Arthur.).

Now, and then...

Anyway... at the convention he was demonstrating the use of his scimitars, and offered to teach some basics to people at the workshop. It was one of those situations where everyone was shy, or maybe scared to make a fool of ourselves, but something made me volunteer.

For several long minutes that also went past in the blink of an eye, I found myself living that cliche where the teacher 'puppets' the student. He stood behind me, guiding my movements through some basic routines, and... aside from the fact that it was a TOTAL fangirl moment, the actual techniques, the moves and such stuck in my memory, and though I still find writing fight scenes really hard - I still draw upon that experience - especially when writing sword fights, which I do quite a lot in my Tolkien fictions.

Thanks for the ask, and the stroll down memory lane!

#TMI Tuesday #asks answered #fandom #kelyon

[stregacorvina]

2022 recap - Part 2

And here we are with the second part of this 2022 recap! I hope it will be shorter than the first half XD

- In July I got the results from the exams and I PASSED THEM ALL! I was so happy that all the sacrifices, the stress and the time took from sewing finally had a meaning but I was also really scared because that means that In september my life will drastically change...I will be a teacher OMG! I was hoping to pass but I really wasn’t expecting it... But it was finally time to go back sewing full time, I had a lot of backlogs and some delayed commissions to deliver so I made the final rush for Emma Swan and Regina Mills cosplays from Once upon a time along with other commissions from My Etsy shop (another Todoroki Fantasy cosplay, another Momo Yaoyorozu hero suit and a season 1 version of Bakugo shirt...it was really a month dedicated to My Hero Academia XD)

Also I managed to finish on time one of the biggest embroidery project since 2B in 2021, a yukata covered in leaf embroideries. I enjoyed this project so much and I really was so upset that I cannot use my embroidery machine in all the ways I planned at the beginning of the year!

I also sewed the last Princess Serenity gown of the year, for a 1/4 BJD.

- In August we finally went back to travel and after few days on the mountains we finally flyed again to Norway and it was one of the best holiday in a while! I took almost 15/20 days off to try to recover my health but the season of the biggest conventions here in Italy was about to start so I needed to resume sewing as soon as I can.

During August I also decided to close my Etsy shop for a while (it’s still closed right now) because I received a very big order when we were on holyday and it really stressed me out because as a matter of fact, I didn’t have the time to make it at all....but I maneged anyway! It was a groom outfit based on the Dracula cosplay I did few years ago.

The cosplays due for this month (for a convention at the beginning of September) were a quite easy summer kimono (or yukaya) and again a very big embroidery project! Rapunzel dress based on the doll version, one of my favourite of the year for sure! I was also really happy to sew a male version of Lucy Heartfilia from Fairy Tail (even if I don’t like her character so much the anime is one of my favorite at the moment !)

Also at the end of August I received the news that I was officially a teacher in a Fashion and Graphic Design High School here in Milan and starting from the 1st of September I had to go to school everyday! So to celebrate this event I bought another Smartdoll XD This time the head only (I will buy the body around December as a birthday gift from a very nice girl from Finland) so here it is Moment, or Sonhora, as Violaine sister.

- September was starting and so my high school career, but also I need to deliver some cosplays until December (i’ve orders until February if I have to be honest XD) so again no rest at all...School in the morning and sewing like crazy in the evening/night! Even with this crazy schedule I manage to deliver quite a few cosplays...while I was getting used to my new schedule I sewed some “easy” projects: a Ravenclaw Quidditch robe and one of the outfit Arshes Nei wore in the Bastard reboot serie

Meanwhile I made some friends at school among my colleagues and it was really nice meeting new people after so long time. Also the girls I have to teach were slowly starting to open up to me and with the majority of them I have a really good relationship right now.

- October as per usual is my busiest month as here in Italy we have the Lucca Comics and Games convention, one of the biggest in Italy and in Europe and I always have a lot of big works to deliver. This yeas was no exception and I had three big projects! I started a bit of each of them during the previous months so I didn’t start from scratch but it was soooo exausting anyway

The projects were Shionne from Tales of Arise, Merida from Brave in an alternative outfit and Kadaj from Final Tantasy 7 AC. I was really excited to sew all of them but at this point I was so exausted to sew that I didn’t enjoy them as much as I expected and that really sadden me a lot. 

I also manage to sew just in time a new Halloween outfit for my dolls to take some pictures in the Halloween weekend. 

- I really don’t remember at all what I did in November, even if it’s so close in time. I think i just rested and cleaned my sewing lab and trying to get hold of my life again XD Also during this month I decided to put cosplay commissions on hiatus because even doing quotations was becoming a real struggle for me and I still don’t know right now when I will be able to resume taking them.

- Between November and December I worked on some old works that needed mending or alterations (I will deliver the last one in a few days) and started to rest in a proper way. Right now I am still on holyday (only for a couple of days alas!) and before this week on the Mountains I was at my parents’ house for Christmas. Of course I brought Violaine to sew some new clothes and take new pictures.

And as December is also the month of my Birthday I really make use of my new paycheck and bought a lot of gifts for myself XD Two girls from the new Shadow High serie (Natasha and Shanelle) and as I said before a second hand body for my second Smartdoll Sonhora. I know, a lot of dolls, but this was supposed to be my "dolls year".. (I also gifted myself an iPad for Christmas XD)

What a year! It happened a lot and it was quite difficult to remember everything to write this entry (it took me more than 5 days to finish it!) A lot of good things happened so I really cannot complain but I was hoping for a different year this time after the 2020 and the 2021...

Who knows that 2023 will bring, I think I will finally adjust to my new life as a teacher but at the same time I will do my best to start sewing again, but with a slower pace...and for a while I will focus more on the things I enjoy making (dolls clothes, embroideries, developing new skills....) until I will be mentally and physically ready to start taking commissions again.

So as we’re almost a week in the 2023 (I started writing this entry on the 2nd of January) I was glad I was able to look back at my last year and see how much I’ve accomplished. It was such a frantic year that I didn’t realize how many things I’ve sewed while studying like crazy for almost half of the year and starting a new job. I also bought a lot of gifts for myself ahahah...next year I have to limit myself a bit!

As for New Year Resolutions, I really don’t have much planned: on a personal level I just want to be healty again (resume my daily yoga and pilates lessons and eat better) and spend more quality time with my family (my boyfriend and my cat here in Milan and the rest of my family in Rome as well). And also finally try to catch up with all the tv series I’ve lost these years I was so busy (Stranger Things, House of Dragon, Dark, the Boys...just to name a few - and I’ve already started as I’ve binge watched Wednesday during these holidays and I’ve almost done with Mirai Nikki (it passed so long that I almost don't remember when I started watching it) On a working/hobby level I just wanted to be back to enjoy what I sew again and to finally be able to re-open my Etsy shops (at least for cosplay sewing patterns and the dolls one), to sew a lot of items in my whishlist and to start using my stash materials more instead of buying new things! I also really wanted to start again learining new thigs, I hope to be able to commit more to Skillshare courses this year (the first thing I wanna learn is how to use Procreate properly now that finally I have an iPad XD) and maybe open the Youtube Channel I was talking about at the end of 2021!

And this was my 2022, how about yours? Did your year went as planned or like mine went totally downhill? XD I hope to be more consistent here on my blog too this year and to post at least one entry per month!

I really wish you all a wonderfull 2023 and let’s work hard together to have the best year in a while! ❤️

Chiara (StregaCorvina)

#end of the year #new year resolutions #2022 recap #2022 review #cosplay review #cosplays of 2022 #all I did in 2022 #last year recap #cosplay #cosplay commission #handmadecostume #handmadecosplay #sewing for cosplayers #sewing for cosplay #sewing for dolls #cosplay seamstress #dolls seamstress #cosmaker #stregacorvina

[letters-into-the-endless-void]

Letters to Fabi Alonso #18

August 06, 2022

Good day Fabi! How are you doing? Better, I hope.

It’s been a month since I started writing these, huh?

Yesterday I dreamt about you again. You messaged me on discord to tell me to stop writing these letters, and that I should know you wouldn’t talk to me ever again. But you were talking to me, and that was a bonus. I was so happy. I remember checking again and again to make sure I wasn’t dreaming, and I came to the conclusion that I wasn’t.

Ah, well, I guess I was.

2 days ago I opened sanhuan again, and guess who’s been added!!! Cao Zhang and Cao Zhi!!! I won’t say anything about Cao Zhang, but Zijian, our boy, he’s so pretty!!! 

I only opened the game because I wanted to heed the psychiatrist’s words of getting back into history, so I opened sanhuan. The moment I saw Cao Zhi I got very close to closing the app, though, and if it was me 2 weeks ago I would’ve. But I made myself stay in there. Progress, right?

Anyways, apparently him running through baimai gates were to help pi’er get the taizi position, so that they could be brothers again and stop fighting.

Sanhuan writing, when it’s good, is fucking evil.

I haven’t looked at Cao Zhang’s yet. I got busy, because there’s an anime convention.

You know, I actually haven’t been to one since grade 8, and that was a small scale one in winter. Because every summer I happened to be out of town, or away, or whatever, and then there was COVID, so this is my first con, actually.

.......I’ve spent 260 dollars there in the past few days.

But holy shit, guess what, there was a qinshi Zhang Liang nendoroid doll???? I’m not into nendos but I almost impulse bought it, because I did not expect!!! To see your zifang in public, like that!!!!

There was also the wangzhe sun shangxiang, lololol.

Anyways I’ve still been very down these past few days, but with the power of leaving the house, I’ve managed to not feel so bad.

Except my mother went to Vancouver again, and she’s going to be there for 8 days. Hm. Last time she went to Taiwan for nearly half an year and I didn’t miss her, but now I’m scared of her going. My fragile mental health is barely keeping itself together as is.

I, fuck. I’m reading the letter over and realizing I’m talking in a different way than I would with you. How did I use to talk to you, again. I don’t remember.

I’ve been wondering how people actually manage to leave their parents’ and live on their own. An year ago, the idea wouldn’t have bothered me. I would’ve planned to live by myself somewhere else.

Now, well, that seems terrifying. Coming home to an empty house and no one on hand to talk to in emergencies? Not being able to just, well, stay at home and show your parents the new thing you spent too much money on? Scary.

To be honest I think the psychiatrist thing is going well. That’s good right, I suppose?

Well, I miss you still. 

- Your Ex-Zhiji, Avro Lanca

#fabi alonso #letters to fabi alonso #letters to fabi alonso 18

[felix-the-creature]

Diner California, a killjoy AU

Chapter 7

Party stares themselves down in the dimly lit bathroom mirror, door cracked enough to let a little light into the room. They sigh, running their hands through their hair. The dye from a few days ago hasn't stuck well, already fading to a darker red. They rest their head face down on the counter, hunched and unhappy.

Everything feels in shambles. Ghoul is one of their very best friends, and now he doesn't even want to be in the same room as them. Kobra.. Kobra is scared of them. To be fair, Kobra is nervous around both Party and Ghoul right now, but it stings Party more. The youngest killjoy now mainly hangs out with Jet, who has remained neutral to the whole argument.

They glare at their dim reflection, and it glares back.

How can they fix this?

The trans am is parked next to the diner. Jet had been doing some maintenance on it earlier, but retreated when the sun went down. Party walks through the dusty evening gloom to the car. They plop down in the driver's seat, but instead of taking the car anywhere they twist the knob on the dashboard that connects to the car's cb radio.

They clear their throat, then talk into the evening air. "Show pony, are you there? It's Party"

They wait, staring out at the first stars of the night. It's sort of cloudy. They try again.

"Pony, I need help"

Maybe Show pony's out in the desert somewhere, skateboarding the evening away as they often do. They won't pick up, Party decides. He opens the car door.

Shhhk

"Wazzup?"

Shhhk

Party let's out a breath of relief.

"I need your advice. I got into a fight with Ghoul and now everything's messed up"

Shhhk

"Tell me about it"

Shhhk

So he tells them about it. When he gets to the part where Kobra doesn't want to be with him anymore his voice cracks, and he has to take a breath to stop from crying.

Shhhk

"Yeah, that's a mess"

Shhhk

"So what do you think I should do?"

There was silence for a moment. Party nervously fidgets with a couple of pebbles that had somehow gotten in their back pocket.

Shhhk

"they think you're no fun anymore, yeah?"

Shhhk

"Yeah... its like they're treating me like a controlling adult. Like they can't do anything with me anymore"

Another voice cuts through the line, this one deeper than Show pony's.

"Heyy hey, don't just say controlling adult like all adults are like that. SOME of us have morale codes"

Party smiles at the teasing tone. "Hi Cherri, how's it going?"

"Fine, fine. Pony's cussing at me to leave the line though, I'll leave you two to it"

There's a bit of static, and then Show pony's voice is back on the speaker.

"Anyways, I'm sorry they're treating you like that. You only overreacted a little bit. But I think you need to prove them wrong"

"How?"

"Hmmm... lemme think"

The line goes silent. Party drums his fingers on the steering wheel. Finally Pony picks back up.

"Let's throw a party, Party. Get them having fun, prove you're still the same fun loving killjoy. I can get Cherri to chaperone, If you're worried about them doing dumb shit again"

Party leans back in the seat. "That, that sounds like a great idea. Your place or mine?"

The line is fuzzy for a bit. Then Pony's annoyed voice cuts back in.

"Dang interference, I hate static. It almost feels like something else is cutting in.

Let's have it over here. And you don't have to tell them we came up with it together. Let's say you found out I was throwing a party and inviting every crash queen and motor baby in the zone, and you thought it'd be fun to go?"

"Sounds fun as hell. I like the way you talk. But what about Dr D? Isn't he gonna object? Every killjoy in the zone?"

"As many as I can get ahold of. Might even be zones, plural. And don't worry about D. He's off at some convention for eccentric radio show hosts, won't be back for awhile. Let's do next week... Friday sound good?"

"Deal"

The two conspirators hang up. Party gets out of the car and leans against the door, looking up at the evening sky. There hadn't been a proper party in ages. They'll have to find their shenanigans mask, the blue and white fuzzy abomination christened Mousekat.

Party poison walks back inside, a little more confidence in their step.

#mcr #my chemical romance #danger days #party poison #fun ghoul #jet star #kobra kid #killjoys #gerard way #mcrmy #danger days the true lives of the fabulous killjoys

[snarkyship-main]

I took these photos years apart, but they fit together so well! I couldn’t find the cosplayers, so I made a fanart out of them.

#loki #tony stark #hela #frostiron #ironfrost #i always have doubts with photos of cosplayers #like there are whole galleries and video about this convention with uncredited cosplayers #but there are no complains #people seem fine?? #anyway when I went to a convention in the US i was so scared to take photos XD #my friend was anxious too #like 'ALWAYS ASK FOR PHOTO! ALWAYS! THEY WILL GET MAD' #when like here in Italy yeah sure I always ask because I like when people pose #but if I snatch some photos of some cosplayer that's far apart it's fine too #there are some pretty photos around of people in costume taken when they were 'at rest' #anyway for the next convention I'm going to make a card with a link where I'll put the photos #and give them to cosplayers #so when I take the pictures I can ask for permission and #they know where I'll put them and they can ask for credits/removal if they change mind

[amazingphilza]

twitchcon :: cc!multiple x reader

fluff , platonic , gender neutral ! some mcyt headcanons if you were to attend twitchcon w them

cc’s included in order: tommyinnit , tubbo , ranboo , wilbur soot , philza , technoblade

cw: kinda lengthy for the minors (i think), not as much for the hags LMAO /hj

tommyinnit

this man is so excited to be at his first twitchcon & being able to hang out with all his best friends makes it a hundred times better

when he isn’t at a panel or doing meet & greets, he’s dragging you everywhere to see the whole convention center (clingyinnit)

he is just so at awe despite this not being his first convention to attend

you’d be surprised he gets tired pretty quickly & stops over to the partner lounge

you both rest for a bit against a wall in a pretty packed hallway despite it being an exclusive area to twitch partners

every time a famous streamer walks by he will yell it out and record it then vlog your reaction, even if they’re surrounded with bodyguards & trying to get to another place quickly

he’d zoom in his camera to their face at a horrible angle and be like

“oh my god it is THE ninja. ninja famous fortnite player, HELLO.”

but he gets completely ignored

then the camera pans out to you, still really zoomed in that the capture is blurry

“ninjainnit?”

“EH?”

tommy is so confused, forgetting the bit ninja did on his twitter where he renamed himself ‘ninjainnit’ for a split second

okay tommy isn’t that athletic but he will chase you and the rest of your group down a hallway if he had to

he’d probably find a toy gun from the artist alley/seller booths and shoot you and wilbur with it

but if tommy stumbles across any of the dream team, it’s about to be minecraft manhunt but irl

and he will def play his stream music while walking or smth when he’s bored (or trying to jump dream & sapnap)

** DO DO DO DO MANHUNT MUSIC **

oh my god,, now thinking about it he’s probably the one to open like random doors of empty rooms and steal stuff while you film him

like he will take a random empty glass, a bunch of pens, a freebie t-shirt, everything he sees he takes with him and you’re just panic

“tommy we’re literally not supposed to be here, and i’m stuck here filming you. it’s surely a felony in action”

“well, it’s their fault for leaving the doors open! plus this is great content. who’s the dirty crime boy now, HM?”

you’d tell wilbur about this and he’d scold tommy and threaten him with the same pen tommy stole

tommy probably would also drag you some weird event happening outside twitchcon along with tubbo and ranboo

“pokimane is giving out free pizza to everyone if we go to this one restaurant down the street!”

“we are literally gonna get bombarded. have you forgot you’re like three of twitch’s top streamers? i’d rather pay for all of our meals than try getting free pizza from pokimane against all her other fans”

“DEAL! let’s go to five guys then!”

you unfortunately end up paying for all 3 of their meals and picking on their food instead of buying your own

even with all of them making way more money than you, they still happen to be cheapskates

OR tommy will end up getting a burrito from a taco truck, immediately making a mess of himself, then proceed to complain how messy the food is to eat despite knowing what he was getting himself into before even ordering

“shit my clothes are all ruined now!”

“well that’s your fault you got a burrito, as if it’s your first time having one”

“i mean the food is good, i’m not complaining about that but i don’t think it’s that good that it’s worth costing my red and white shirt, im just saying”

tubbo

same with tommy, he is so excited

i don’t know why but i imagine him overpacking his suitcase and you making fun of him for it

anyway tubbo has his irl backpack on and streaming EVERYTHING

probably spends a lot of time at a bunch of different booths, checking out all the pointless gadgets he could buy for his stream

you’re the one to stop him from doing so

“TUBBO IT’S LITERALLY OVER TEN THOUSAND DOLLARS, STOP. DONT GET IT.”

“WHY NOT?? IT WILL BE COOL FOR MY STREAM AND I WILL USE IT EVERYDAY”

“okay theoretically speaking, how the hell are you going to even bring it home? which—let me remind you—is across the country for you and not to mention the giant ocean separating america and the uk”

“free ship-pang!!!”

“i hate to break it to you tubbo but there is no way you can get free shipping on a FIVE FOOT PC. it’s nearly as tall as you! what are you even gonna do on it, hack the government???”

the arguments are all lighthearted but eventually you give in and let him splurge over a thousand dollars in different devices he claimed he “needed”

i could honestly see him visiting the beaches in san diego and going for a swim or even renting out a boat to use for a bit :D

also he’d bring benson along with him and taking a bunch of scenic photos with it in them

i have a feeling he’s the type to schedule a spontaneous meet & greet because he was bored & gets in trouble for causing a mob in a certain part of the convention

he’s like “oh god, i did not expect this many of the bois to show up AHAHAH oops”

tubbo would def pull a lilypichu and bring his melodica or ukulele and play themes while following random people/cosplayers

at the end of the day, you’d find his bag just stuffed with crap he either got for free or bought in the convention

“how did you get all that stuff? i was with you all day??? and it’s only the first day of the convention, hello?? it looks like you’ve been collecting as if twitchcon has went on for a week already!”

“HA i have my ways, do not underestimate my powers”

lani would probably tag along for the vacation honestly

like whenever someone comes up to her giving her gifts/asking for pics, you and tubbo would tease her about how famous she is

and i dunno but something about tubbo just gives me this amusement park energy and going to legoland and spending the whole day there since it’s near by and because he can

ranboo

he is like a beacon in a sea of people, that’s it .

i honestly just see him causing as much chaos as the other two

ranboo would probably like take someone’s camera whether if they’re streaming or if it’s for the vlog, hold it up high, and point the camera directly above someone’s face

it did not matter how tall you were and if you had platform shoes on, ranboo was a skyscraper next to you

“HAHAH this is how i see you from this height, this is funny”

then he shows you the vid of the recording of him getting like an aerial view of your face

like you see your nose and all your pores and just overall a bad angle to be captured in

“OH GOD RANBOO DELETE THAT, ITS HORRIFIC”

i dunno why but i feel like he’d jump scare every person that was cosplaying as his minecraft character from behind for some reason

“BOO!”

“ranboo i’m not even remotely dressed as your skin—”

“don’t worry i’m practicing it’s fineee”

“you’re like the height of 2 people combined, i think you will be fine as is. you even intimidated the security at the front”

i feel like if he had his own panel he’d like pull up some undertale song in the middle of it and scare all the people in the crowd

“lore but in real life”

probably would get some matching keepsake with you from artist alley/the booths!

i could imagine like a cute keychain or smth :D

i feel like he’s the type to like randomly volunteer as a participant for those mini events in a booth thinking it would be funny but regrets it the moment he’s on stage

after introductions the presenter is like “okay ranboo, you will be given a random meme prompt above your head you won’t be able to see until after and you will have to make a random face to compliment it!”

and you can just tell by his facial expression he’s just thinking

oh god what have i gotten myself into

what is this game? who came up with this idea?

you’d laugh at him the whole time, even after he’s off the stage and finished with that small fiasco

“that was horrible. never again.”

“AHAHAH IT LOOKED SO AWKWARD YOU DID GREAT”

“I CROSSED MY EYES AND PUFFED MY CHEEKS BECAUSE I COULDNT THINK OF ANY OTHER FACIAL EXPRESSION. THE PROMPT ENDING UP BEING ‘WHEN TWITTER CANCELS YOU FOR USING PLASTIC STRAWS.’ AND WHEN I SAW WHAT IT WAS—LITERALLY WHAT KIND OF GAME–”

“I GOT PICTURES AND EVERYTHING ITS PERFECT AHAHAHAH”

wilbur soot

honestly with wilbur it’s slightly more chill

he already experienced twitchcon before so he’s just glad to see his friends again after so long

insists that you explore the convention yourself rather than sticking with him the whole time but you do anyway!

wilbur would probably have like a mini concert and gets you front row seats with the rest of the group

but that doesn’t mean before it that you’re not helping him set up

“y/n please– my amp is so heavy, i can carry it”

“don’t worry! i’m strong” :D

and musically talented or not, he will probably bring you and the rest of his friends up to stage to just vibe and sing a bunch of random acoustic songs

it’s not like some big concert hall stage,, i imagine more like a casual thing w a slightly higher platform from the ground yk?

after spending a long day at the convention he’d also bring everyone across the city to la jolla or smth !

you’d all probably have dinner there and chill, watching the pretty sunset

“this place is really pretty but oh my god im gonna lose my breath hiking up this stupid hill, please slow down”

and wilbur is like ??? because he’s completely fine with his long legs and everything

“just walk faster”

“no, you walk slower”

AHAHAH and for context traversing through la jolla by walking around the town is a bit hard since it’s basically on a bunch of hills (walking up from the beach to a restaurant actually is actually sm work, trust me ive been there)

wilbur honestly doesn’t spend that much time in the actual convention center, he’s probably sightseeing a bit of san diego with you instead

but i could imagine him staying at the tabletop games area playing dnd or smth

“c’mon y/n, come join!”

“uhh i’m not sure, i’m not the best at roleplay and...”

“it’s fine don’t worry!”

he’d pull you in with him and end up enjoying yourself even if it was your first time

and if you’re of age, you’d be wilbur’s +1 at the twitch partner party and make sure mans doesn’t too drunk

if it’s not too late in the night, you two would chill at the beach after the party

it’s just a nice, calming moment after all the loud music mixed with hundreds of conversations at the party

also something about like taking polaroids pictures with wilbur just seems to go hand in hand for me

i’m not sure why but you will be taking lots of pics with wilbur for sure (not necessarily you both in the photo, but of sceneries as well while you’re together!)

philza

literally a dad on vacation with his children, it doesn’t matter how old you are

need sunscreen? surprisingly has it

want a snack? probably has a small granola bar somewhere in his bag

but same with wilbur, he’s more chill like this isn’t his first time at twitchcon

omg he’d def bring you to the artist alley and just buy a bunch of fanart and stuff tho

“oh wow look phil, someone made a giant poster of the dream smp and shit!”

“holy shit that’s so good what the fuck!”

and he’s like rushing to that artist’s stall to buy a poster or print

idk why but phil seems like the person to know where he’s going all over the convention center

he probably had a copy of the directory map but yk

you just have trouble reading it bc all the signs seem to be misleading to you

nothing really crazy screams out to me of what phil would do at twitchcon besides like go to a few events, spend a bunch of time w his friends, etc

HOWEVER i could see him wasting a lot of his time at the gaming area and testing new games that are currently on the works of being developed

like “woah y/n, this vr game is sick, you should try it out!”

ngl i feel like phil would plan a visit to disneyland for everyone, like he gets the tickets and everything but once you’re at the park it’s free reign, y’all go everywhere with not much of a plan

the minors would try to cheap out phil and pay less than the others even though everyone else fully paid phil back and everything LMAO

ok but if he’s feeling nice, phil will buy everyone cotton candy/pretzels :D

and if you’re not hungry, he’d at least get you a mickey balloon

HE WILL HAVE MATCHING MICKEY EARS WITH MUMZA YES .

ALSO STAYING FOR THE FIREWORKS THOUGH OMG

just in general, best idea phil had for taking everyone to disneyland :D

technoblade

surprisingly techno is really calm despite this being like one of his first conventions

but when he finally settles in and gets comfortable, he’s showing the same energy

if you’re playfully yelling, he will yell back

however there’s still those awkward moments that are unavoidable

idk why but something about him makes me think that if you feel tired and want to go back to your hotel room, he’d go with you just to make sure you get there safe

he probably also needs a break from being around everyone else for a moment too LMAO

i could also see him searching far and wide in the artist alley for fanart of himself AHAHAH

walking around with him in the convention consists of someone yelling “BLOOD FOR THE BLOOD GOD” every 5 minutes but you don’t really mind

something about him makes me think he’ll be forced into playing minecraft twitch rivals along with the rest of sbi or smth

and he’s like “oh god, i’m going to be on stage? and people will see my face while i play minecraft?”

“i’m sure it will be fun!”

“i mean i like being competitive and feeding my ego, but i’m not that desperate.. well”

do i imagine techno getting easily tired of being surrounded by a bunch of people and just going back to his hotel room with phil and watching some anime with him? yes

and will you watch even if you have no idea what’s going on? also yes

i feel like after a while of you guys hanging out in techno’s room, the rest of the gang will just slowly join you guys

like eventually everyone is there; you, techno, phil, wilbur, niki, tommy, tubbo, ranboo, etc

and techno is like “wha– where did you guys come from?” because his room is basically packed

and niki could be like “oh we can go if you want!”

then techno just insists that she’s fine “but who let the child get in?” clearly implying tommy’s presence

“OI!!”

eventually techno gives in with the company and someone gets a bunch of board games to play from the front desk

lots of yelling and laughing for sure

when it becomes late at night, techno is like half conscious, you’re on your phone, wilbur is staring out the window & enjoying the night view, tommy is passed out on the couch from tiredness, tubbo & ranboo is still wide awake quietly talking, and phil & niki are helping clean up the giant mess

eventually everyone brings themselves to go back to their own room except tommy who won’t budge

you give techno a look and he immediately understands what you were thinking

he rushes to the bathroom to fill up two cups with ice cold water and handed one to you

“on three?”

“okay.. one”

“two”

“three!”

then both of you pour the water on the poor child’s face

he jolts awake and saying a string of curses

“what the fuck techno? y/n too?”

“get out” is the only think techno says that before tommy rushes out with his stuff and you leave right after

a/n: i honestly can’t wait until conventions open up again though,, phil and ranboo were talking about vidcon earlier and omg.

also i kinda want to take in tommy requests but i’m not sure??? it would be both cc! and c! x gn!reader for sure tho. i love writing him to bits but who knows, maybe i’ll only stick to my ideas,, or not. send in a tommy x reader request, might do it, might not, but he’s my fav cc if you can’t tell so! :D (i dunno if i will keep it strictly platonic, but unrequited crushes and stuff are fun to write hehe,,)

edit: let’s hope i fixed all the grammar mistakes LMAO we love writing late at night :) /s /hj

#tommyinnit #tubbo #ranboo #wilbur soot #technoblade #philza #dream smp #sbi #dsmp #mcyt #dream smp imagines #dream smp x reader #dream smp x you #dream smp x y/n #dream smp headcannon #sbi imagine #sbi x reader #sbi headcanons #mcyt imagine #mcyt x reader #mcyt x you #mcyt x y/n #mcyt headcanons