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#anyway that’s my boy rant for the day
nautical-nasa · 20 days
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Y’all wanna see some quick kindergarten maths lol
1+2=3
1 (driver is experiencing a car with oversteer)
2 (driver’s car is not responding in a way he’s entirely comfortable with in a very fast, winding, NARROW, and DANGEROUS circuit with very strict track limits)
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3 (driver is antsy with the car about crashing it and costing a lot of money and risking even more of negative view of himself with a DNF than with a low finish. Driver doesn’t feel 100% confident with the car’s controls on a track that tests your ability to control the car. He is nervous and careful and cautious. He is also already undermined and under scrutiny for his performance and already has high expectations of himself that he wants to achieve. He has also showed that he will send the car to his abilities but is also anxious as he’s not a perfect human being.)
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Now that I finally got to play TWST diasomnia chapter 1 myself, I'm gonna need everyone who said Malleus was a baby throwing a tantrum for no reason to pay me 2000 dollars each
#twst#twisted wonderland#yes it did take me until the second to last day of the new chapter event to finish book 6 what of it#in my defense i had no good leona&jamil cards for chapters 66 and 67‚ i'm glad i managed to do it at all. robe malleus carried the team <3#anyways! i haven't seen this take in a while but i remember it popping up a lot earlier this year when we got diasomnia on the jp server#as a member of the malleus defense squad i can't bear all this slander and now i have proof it's baseless#his overblot is one of the most justified ones??? what do you mean no reason#He's already established to be constantly left out and lonely because of it#And now he gets hit with the triple whammy of 1) realizing his fellow students' mortality after book 6#2) learning that his father figure is dying and in one week fucking off to fantasy china to live out his retirement without him#3) his best friend the MC telling him they found a way to un-isekai themself#Maybe he could have weathered one of those‚ but all three at the same time?#Poor guy stood no chance‚ those are hits straight into the trauma#Of course he's gonna have a breakdown! It's not his fault breakdowns in twisted wonderland come with a side of destructive berserking#And to be fair from what i've heard in spoilers all he did was put the whole school to sleep he didn't even destroy all that much#like yes putting everyone to sleep so they can live forever and never leave him is not a healthy reaction#but this is Unhealthy Reactions The School it's not like he's such an outlier in that#leave my boy alone 😭#excuse my ranting i'm just insane about twisted wonderland and malleus specifically
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zomb1edude · 4 months
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Ok you've probably seen me mention it but just wanna let y'all know I'm going to Saudi Arabia today for about 10 days
It's for religious reasons and whatnot so I'm not really gonna be online, my queue is still set to run while I'm gone though
Pls feel free to spam my ask box with silly things and/or keep me updated on things while I'm gone, this trip is not going to be the easiest and I need some hope to come back to :')
#gonna rant in the tags sorry :(#tw homophobia#this trip is gonna fuckin suck bro. its gonna be okay in the end but god it sucks so bad#saudi dont exactly like queer people. and by dont really like i mesn they have the death penalty!!! which is great#(very strong sarcasm.)#so anyway your boys gotta detransition for 10 days whooo#ill be safe but ugh. at what cost#but yeah. deleting all my socials for 10 days because spiritual journey or what not#watch me find god and be like 'hey guys im no longer interested in cashism have you heard about our lord and savior jesus christ'#wrong religion but its for the meme i would never#but yeah :/ im gonna have to pretend to be cishet oh god#AND i cant even wear my punk clothes or shit i gotta be some kind of conformist 😔#never thought id say this but i love america bro land of the free fr. wish me luck#its gonna be ok and im gonna be ok i know. im not really gettin my boxers in a twist over it but like i said. its not gonna be the easiest#but if i am anything i am endlessly determined and endlessly hopeful and i am a goddamn zombie i cannot die i cannot stay dead !!!!#peace and love on the planet earth i love you all and i will see you soon!!!!!!#well im not leaving for another couple of hours but yeah#love you all#send me some nice asks over the next couple of days please#and remember it's going to get better in the end. if it's not better it's not the end. if it's not better MAKE it better.#the undead speaks#and survives#feelin weird n sappy my bad
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journey-to-the-au · 10 months
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Hello! Are you into Lmk and if so do you ship anyone? Do you like shadowpeach?
LMK isn't my favourite interpretation of JTTW; it's a show with a lot of passion and good animation and great voice acting - it's just not MY favourite so all these opinions are my own biases.
So anyway I'm not a huge fan of the show so I don't really think I have a basis to ship anyone in the show, it would've been funny to see some tension between Pigsy and Wukong since Zhuhou has a little place in my heart.
And uhhhhhhh.....
I don't like shadowpeach at all, I've made it no secret that how they write Wukong as a bumbling old fool with the flavour of a store-brand DB/Z Goku and Macaque as some brooding hurt edgelord with a 'good heart' really gives me cognitive whiplash given how much I love the novel.
I'm all up for interpretations and changes and I love seeing different views - I personally think the best Wukong and Macaque relationship ever written was in the Monkey King 2009 cartoon where they pretty much grew up together and stuck closer to the book to show how Liu'er Mihou grew steadily more jealous of Wukong's powers and popularity and what lengths he would go to one up the Monkey King whilst trying to desperately cling to and preserve what little of their friendship they had left.
I've always interpreted them as two sides of the coin as that was the intention of the book, the Macaque was the violent, heartless side of Wukong that didn't care for anyone's feelings and emotions and focused more on the glory that came with Wukong's name - thus why he tried to take over his life. (OH AND SUBSEQUENTLY WHY HE REALLY MISTREATED THE MONKEYS ON HUAGUO, TO THE POINT OF MAKING THEM EAT THEIR DEAD FRIEND, WONDER WHY THEY REWROTE HIM FOR A KID'S SHOW EVEN THOUGH THEY'RE FINE TELLING KIDS IN CHINA THAT, HMM) They're the two halves battling one another and subsequently that's why Wukong wins because in the novel that's the point, it's an allegory for the journey to Buddhism as well as a heroic tale; Macaque is the bad guy, Wukong is the good guy, even if Wukong fumbles and foils some of the time he will inevitably win.
I have no personal idea how they've written these two, but the ship makes me uncomfortable; it makes me think of that 'Would you fuck your evil clone?' question. But that's why I have it blacklisted and probably why I won't tag it in this post so people who enjoy it don't see it and get sour over it.
People are allowed to enjoy things even if I don't enjoy them after all so if you enjoy shadowpeach? Good for you, create, have fun, don't be weird about it to people who have reasons not to like it and live a good life in your lane and I'll enjoy my life in my lane.
Have a great day.
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uglierdaikon · 3 months
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You know, people joke a lot about the OCs you come up with as a 13 year old, but I personally think that there's something to be said about the ideas that a person can come up with when "fun" is their primary motivation to create and they're not held back by any fear of being cringe/unclever/etc.
Every few years I revisit this set of characters I came up with as a 13 year old and plug them into new scenarios to see if I can make something better of them with all the experience I've gained as a writer. Over the years, they've (predictably) changed a lot, but today I was thinking about one of them in particular as he was when I first dreamt him up.
Stripping away superficial details of appearance/personality for the sake of clarity, he's like... a cool character! A profoundly sad character! He's a young shapeshifter who is deeply troubled and isolated by what he is. People distrust him automatically when they know what he is, and he wants so desperately to prove that he's good and worthy of trust! Beyond that, he has this fear of having no *real* sense of identity because he's inherently so malleable. Does he even KNOW what he really looks like? Would he have blue eyes if he wasn't a shapeshifter, or did he at some point in his early childhood *decide* to have blue eyes because his mother does? Would he have freckles if he hadn't seen them on his brother's face and decided he liked them? Is he growing and developing naturally in his "true" form, or is he subconsciously developing in the way he wants to/thinks he should? And between these two fears, he ends up driven to dig scars into his hands over the course of months, opening the healing wounds again and again until one day they just. Stay. No matter what form he takes. So that there can be one aspect of his appearance that he CAN'T change, that he can be recognized by and rooted in.
Anyways, this is a long ass rant just to pat my 13 year old self on the back, but for real! What a cool character! And (in hindsight) kind of an interesting look at a young teenager's feelings and fears about change and development at an age when those things are very much in flux both in terms of personal identity and physical appearance.
Anyways anyways, we should all cut our 13 year old selves some slack and give those old OCs the credit they deserve! Just because teenagers lack writing experience and intentional insight doesn't mean they're lacking in creativity and cool fucking ideas
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dirtytransmasc · 4 months
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self indulgent got concept.
Ned brings Jon home, Cat hates the boy, everything stays the same... until Robert Baratheon is charging through the halls of Winterfell looking for the babe, ready to butcher the poor thing where he lay helpless in his cradle.
in a matter of moments Catelyn learns three things:
The babe was never a bastard, Ned had only lied to her to protect Jon, and that she would die before she let Robert lay a finger on the babe she'd previously wished death upon.
cue Catelyn Stark snatching Jon from his cradle, holding him, protecting him, loving him as she would her own son, risking it all to keep him safe, all care for herself thrown to the wind.
like they say, what a mother's love holds no bounds, and what it makes her capable of had no limits.
#listen listen listen#I just want Catelyn to love Jon Snow and I don't care what I ahve to do to make it happen#(plus the angst is delicious)#I was rewatching old kids movies and ended up watching ice age and idk why but the mom sacrificing herself for her babe gave me ideas#I just imagine young Cat holding onto the boy she hated and wished death on for being bastard (only to find out he wasn't one) as tightly-#as she could. knowing Robert and his men were coming. knowing they would slaughter the boy in front of her. knwoing she'd wished for this-#and deciding she'd give her own life to protect him if thats what it came to.#and in my mind she jumped from the window of the nursery knowing the halls will be filled with the kings men and leave little chance for-#escape. before fleeing on injured legs to hide the babe and herself knowing Robert would be right behind her. she's in agony. but she'll-#going for the babes sake. she won't stop until her heart is dead in her chest. even if it hurts to move and breath and think he keeps going#maybe she takes a horse and flees wintefell all together. maybe she hides somewhere in/around the castle. maybe Robert catches her?#if she runs with him she'd have nothing but the clothes on her back. she'd have to feed him and keep him warm. she'd have left her own son-#behind. the potential angst and hurt/comfort as Cat misses her own son and learns to love another. feeding him and keeping him warm from-#her own body while she's injured and lost and at the will of the elements of the strange new place she now considered calling home#idk I just think it'd be an interesting concept#there's something about a mother and her child being cornered by 'wolves' (in this case a stag). this has the added spice of Cat and Jon's-#dynamic. just earlier that day she could barely look at him and now she's willing to die for him. the change happened in seconds.#that was a lot of ranting in the tags. oops. anyway...#catelyn stark#jon snow#I love putting these two in harrowing. life altering. and/or traumatic situations so they can finally just be mother and son#I live for the angsty family feels#got#game of thrones#asoiaf
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cangrellesteponme · 11 months
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hehe i drew him >:]
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Hippolyte Honoré de Laclos, created by @anawkwardlady ofc
ota-to-english translation for my shit handwriting below:
Hippolyte Honoré de Laclos
not a single thought behind those eyes. hair's getting too long - can't be bothered to get it cut, too busy with ze art ! dry lips (pls drink water) Les Fleurs du Mal, Beaudelaire poorly painted nails (some are straight up cracked)
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c1nn4-bunny · 4 months
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In case anyone wanted an update on my mental state atm
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I'm so normal and okay about him (I'm in the Anger stage of grief, okay.)
I've always really hated reading x reader stuff (I'm a trans guy... who ends up interested in male characters... I'm sure you can assume why I'd be a bit miffed about the gender ratio on those, right. And how some/most gn!reader ones are just straight up lies or afterthoughts for what was very clearly meant to be a x female!reader — apart from the fact gn!reader fics in general are rare to see) but istg I'll fuckin do it. I WILL force myself to mentally correct everything if I have to !!!
#i have such a hatred toward x reader fics you have no idea okay#like its a rational one considering my circumstances but eugh#horrible that hes making me genuinely consider... r e a d i n g#> Crushes on bookworm boy who likes reading > Mad that he has to read#my time being a Wheatley simp did nothing but teach me that the only way to get ANY sort of#male or gender neutral reader fics was to literally sell my sould to satan or scroll for days on end to the tiniest caverns of a page#addition to the clearly not disguised gn!reader ones: last minute change from very obviously a ship fic#yeah hi i see you and your barely disguised ship-fic masquerading as an x reader. im strangling you actually <3#mini-mae was always so pissed off about it again ESPECIALLY during the wheatley simp era because come the fuck ON#the only expection ive made for gn! clearly being female is that Nigel smut fic I have saved simply because it's so funny to me#its so old and the creator only made it because a friend asked and I love that. so many typos and grammatical errors and. I love it#i want to remaster it as an homage because it's simply that funny. HELL MY SILLY SELFSHIP NIGEL IS BASED ON THEIR DESCRIPTION FOR HIM!#with added details ofc. the original draft of him is meh. i like my decision to accidentally make his hair longer with each drawing#BUT YEAH ive been joking about rewriting for a year now. ill do it eventually lmao <333#anyway uh rant over Cashew is ruining my brain im going to go scroll some tags now... and maybe check some sites...#c1nn4bunny.txt
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star---burner · 6 months
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love (hate) when im Thinking about my childhhod and im like "yeah it was pretty normal and good ithink" and then i fuckingg Rember
#like oh that one wasnt very good !#personal#<- ish#<- but boy are these tags about to be#this is about the time i didnt respond to my dad's text when i was in the middle of a highschool tour with my sibling#(<- they came with cause why the hell not)#and on the drive back home he went on this rant about how we dont know what money's worth (completely unrelated !)#and he literally told us To Our Faces that it wouldve been better if we werent born ! like sir whose fault is that one !!#and theres definitely more but for once im thankful for my head blocking shit out of my memories#and how hed yell at me for making Basic Fucking MIstakes (once when i was EIGHT i spilt water down the stairs and#he yelled at me for .i forgot how long but too fukcing long#and made me get him to bring my cups downstairs for a month after and then he forgot and yelled at me AGAIN#for asking him to bring my cup down AFTER TELLING ME I HAD TO#and so so much more like . the yelling got so bad that when i twisted my ankle#(only real ones remember)#i was scared of telling him cause i KNEW he'd be like 'do you have any clue how much the doctor's gonna cost blah blah'#and i just . didnt tell him#we used to have money issues and he'd always make me feel like shit for asking for anything that costed money ever#so i just didnt tell him when i was sick or injured or when i needed something cause he would get mad at ME like . hello#AnyWay ! so yeah thats the rundown of some of my severe trauma that still affects me to this day
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gongedtornado · 8 months
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help girl i got too silly <\3 (overthought every interaction ever)
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admin-pipes · 9 months
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when you’re excited and or talking about your favorite / comfort characters to someone and they respond with how much they hate them or think they’re ugly.
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decisiondomes · 2 months
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that one didn't mean anything it literally didn't wdym it meant nothing it was all fake all fake that was nothing nothing happened huh. anyways bad news again
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silverskye13 · 1 year
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You know what's frustrating? When 80% of your job hinges on one piece of paper, and it is the one piece of paper no one wants to give you.
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rinofwater · 7 months
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Guess who unlocked a new dysphoria trigger at work today (yay!)
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daughterofsarenrae · 5 months
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fajsdlkfjslkfjsdlkfj my dad is upset with my bc he just discovered kill la kill and i told him i watched it in like high school and apparently i should've recommended it to him back then
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woahajimes · 6 months
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i hate tumblr new format. alsooo whatd i miss
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