#anyway please wish me luck

[nicola-coughlan]

getting my wisdom teeth out tomorrow and i am……… extremely scared

#like ik it’s just a thing everyone goes through but im so nervous #and it’s my first like…. medical procedure like this #anyway please wish me luck #valentina.txt #cw medical talk

[latenightwestern]

someone call homeland security !

#rick and morty #morty smith #rick sanchez #art #PLEASE let this kid snap he deserves it #he deserves to beat his shitty grandpa into a pulp #signs in the latter half of the season point to yes so im hopeful (coping) #him fighting the jesus kuato guy #his high intelligence #and rick underestimating others intelligence #something bigfoot was a stand in for morty #PLEAAAASE #im like a seesaw bro i love the fluff and the cute interactions but i also want to see them hate each other #anyways ill start on my final projects NOW for REAL hahahaha wish me luck

[cata-strophes]

two babies !! two happy babies who im willing to die and kill for !!

#QUESADILLA ISLAND DO NOT HURT AND TRAUMATIZE MY KIDS CHALLENGE #anyways i have an exam tomorrow im drawing bc im extremely anxious please wish me luck im about to have an anxiety attack xoxo #my art #qsmp #qsmp fanart #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #qsmp chayanne fanart #qsmp tallulah fanart

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

me waiting for my writer’s block to fuck off and leave me alone so i can finish this chapter:

#my creativity is just so dead rn and it makes me want to crawl out of my own skin #i’ve been waiting MONTHS to finally have a little bit of free time to breathe and catch up on writing stuff #and naturally now that i have i am so mentally and emotionally drained i can barely string a sentence together #i feel so distant and detached from my characters #and yes i know it’ll pass #but i just feel so caught in this headspace rn and needed to vent #i’m SO close to finishing this chapter for good but i have well and truly fallen at the final hurdle #the perfectionism has got me #ugh #also if anyone reading this is worried about four walls being updated #please don’t #i literally circle through this headspace every single chapter #and it hasn’t stopped me yet #(and it never will either. i couldn’t give up on this fic if i tried) #but it’s just hitting me particularly hard this last week #why is writing such an agonising process sometimes #anyway #enough rambling from me for one night #i’ll drag myself back to my laptop and see if i can work some magic #wish me luck #writing stuff #lulu posts

[snickerdoodlles]

say hello to my current wip, making assumptions, aka the fic about chay's truly impressive collection of monsterfucker sex toys. i'm banging my head against my desk as i work on one of the emotional scenes, so here's a ~1k preview of the first chapter because i like validation 😂

The thing about fucking up a lot is that you get really good at identifying the little voice in your head yelling hey moron amongst all the alarm bells. It’s just that, if you’re Kim, the little voice can scream as loud as it likes, but it won’t change the fact that the stupid decision is so often the only decision available.

I, Kim thinks as he picks the lock on Chay’s door, am very bad at lying to myself.

It’s just, Kim is nosy. He doesn’t know how not to be, not with a childhood of secrets that kill and a father who lies more than he cares. So, when Kim had snooped through the family’s finance accounts and happened upon Chay’s bank statements, which showed no activity beyond Papa adding an allowance for months and then abruptly incurred multiple pages of mysterious payments totalling to several thousand baht in less than two weeks, which transactions could only be less obvious if they were plastered in neon DRUGS HERE! signs, well. What was Kim supposed to do?

…Not break into Chay’s room and scour the place for secret drug stashes is the correct answer, but Kim is so far past that now. He doesn’t even know what he’s going to do when he finds the stashes of drugs--probably throw them out, except then he’d have to tell Chay, because people rearranging your rooms and throwing out your stuff behind your back is the worst, and he won’t do that to Chay. But he’s also been trying to respect Chay’s fuck off boundary line, no matter how much it hurts, so Chay’s going to hate him twice as much for this, fuck, he’s really thrown himself into a right pickle this time--

He should turn back now. Before he makes this worse.

Then Kim thinks of Chay collapsed in his own pile of vomit, or passed out with blood dripping from his nose, or pale with a needle still sticking out of his arm, because Kim knows the shit dealers cut their products with, because Papa had wanted him to take over the gritty side of the business, and then Kim’s inside Chay’s rooms without a second’s hesitation.

Chay’s room is a mess. Not the type of mess Kim had liked to drop in on, back when he’d surprise Chay at home and get treated to Chay frantically tidying the place while making half a dozen excuses for why Kim couldn’t come over, despite knowing Kim was watching him clean through the front window, and then finally invite Kim in and pout at him until he did something nice to make up for his bullying. This mess isn’t small piles of debris and laundry and dirty dishes--it’s several unpacked boxes growing dust in a corner, a small hamper of clean clothes infront of an empty closet, a collection of dirty glasses atop a stack of textbooks before the nightstand. If Kim hadn’t known this is Chay’s room, hadn’t secretly triple checked the security of this wing and Chay’s position to it obsessively when Chay had first moved in, he might’ve thought this the room for one of Papa’s infrequent guests. It’s…unsettling, to see a space Chay spends so much time in be so empty of his presence.

…He’s wasting time.

The rooms in this wing are all outfitted with the same basic setup: bed in the middle, oversized nightstand between it and the corner, lamp and chair in another, entrance to a full bath and toilet in the last. Usually, long term guests customize their rooms into anything besides a soulless box, but Chay hasn’t even tacked up so much as a postcard on the wall. The only thing unique is the large wooden chest with a well-loved blanket tossed over it, so that’s where Kim starts. It’s too obvious as a hiding place, and Kim almost wants to scold Chay or give him lessons on how to hide shit he wants to stay hidden, but…it’s the one piece Chay’s chosen in this room. Chay could just grab a backpack and this chest and disappear--anything he wants safe will be in it.

…The chest isn’t even locked, and Kim returns to the urge to go find and grab Chay by his shoulders and shake him until he remembers something about situational awareness, or keeping secrets, or distrusting people, or a lot of other basic caution measures, except Kim’s one of the things Chay’s currently keeping himself safe from, so that definitely won’t do him any favors. Kim settles for closing his eyes and sighing deeply through his nose.

Then he opens the chest to reveal…tentacles. Literally dozens of plastic tentacles.

What?

Kim stares down at the chest full of…plastic octopus legs? Or, at least, the tips of several of them, in all varieties of colors, from coral pink to a deep, shimmery blue. Kim even grabs one that glistens like oil slick when he moves it in the dim sunlight. They all vary in shape too, some are more sleek with just tiny bumps and ridges in different patterns, some with thick bases and thin tips and others with thin bodies and flared heads, others with strangely realistic suckers that yield under his finger tips, and then even more underneath those that look far too strange to be called proper tentacles. Kim pulls out a deep green one with a cute flower at the base and a body that curls aggressively, another that’s mostly straight but has the look of chewed bubble gum, and yet another that’s shorter than the rest but twice as thick and covered in bulging bumps.

It’s not until Kim finally pulls out a toy covered in flared ridges, scales, and other alarming geometry, but also distinctly phallic, does his brain finally accept that all of these are dildos.

Chay…Chay has a chest of sex toys in his room.

Chay has a chest of sex toys in his room.

Chay has a chest of sex toys in his room.

Kim’s brain gives up. His face is too hot for him to think, his ears are ringing with what he’s quite sure is literal steam coming directly off his brain. He keeps pulling out more new toys, unable to stop. There’s one that looks like a tongue, with twice as many veins and a bumpy texture that is much too real for the scraps of his sanity. An alarmingly long and bendy tube with a pretty rainbow gradient and a disturbing number of knobs. A dark blue dildo that seems strangely plain until it lights up with half a dozen glittery rings when he accidentally squeezes the base too hard.

Pretty, Kim thinks, then is so startled by the sound of his own thoughts he misses the sound of the door clicking open behind him.

“Kim?”

Kim actually startles, whacking his knee on the chest of sex toys, and comes face-to-face with Chay.

…While sitting in a half-circle of monster dicks.

Chay’s eyes dart from him, to the toys on the floor, to the chest, and blushes all the way to his ears. “Kim?”

#kinnporsche #fic: making assumptions #kimchay #me: i'll write this if i think it'll stay under 10k #first chapter alone: is ~7k #draft: is well over 20k already #me: am not anywhere near done #hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha #who thought this was a good idea #anyways please wish me luck as i work thru this emotional hurdle aaaaaaaa #if i get enough of the beginning done ima start posting at the end of the month #fingers crossedddddd

[incorrect-futbol-quotes]

Messi: I have a new hoodie.

Neymar: Wrong.

Neymar: We have a new hoodie

#SORRY FOR THE UNPLANNED HIATUS! #GOT BUSY WITH SCHOOL - CHEMISTRY IS KICKING MY ASS #ANYWAY PLEASE SUBMIT QUOTES IF YOU HAVE ANY AND WISH ME LUCK ON MY CHEMISTRY RETEST <3 #source: perchance generator #incorrect football quotes #incorrect soccer quotes #incorrrect quotes #barça #barca #barcelona #fc barcelona #fc barça #fc barca #fcb #leo messi #messi #lionel messi #lm10 #neymar #neymar junior #neymar jr #paris saint germain

[undefeatablesin]

You know what? Fuck you. *Bloodbornes your Pinnochio again*

#sin scribbles #(hi im back from finishing ng++ on lies of p and now i have nothing left to do so my vacation in krat is over) #(ive since changed my mind. now i have literally every amulet every weapon and a grand total of 420 levels LMAO MAYBE I WILL DO THE DLC!!!) #(when the dlc eventually and inevitably comes out that is) #(but for now i have returned to yharnam and thought itd be funny to do a pino run bc i am simple and easily pleased.) #(watch the joke fully be on me when i get attached to this hunter and he just becomes his own thing tho LMAO) #(ahhhh....bloodborne. i missed ye dearly) #(as much fun as i ended up having with lop once entering ng+ lmao) #(oh yeah my new adhd meds came in today so wish me luck!! i may be finally able to return to my art properly now!!!! AAAAAAA) #(should i livestream the pinnochio run 😂 i feel like that would be fun. i still mean to start streaming i just been...so waylaid) #(so much has happened!!!) #(unironically love this boi already tho tbf) #(he does have his freckles.....) #(as much as i love ruza and aloysha and as much love as i put into their profiles omg they are kitted out 2 the max) #(did you see people modding the bloodborne gear into lop tho lmao genius stuff i love mods i wish i had the pc version tbf) #(ANYWAY HI!!! OMG HOW ARE YOU ALL i feel like its been years since i was actually active here sobs) #(adhd is a hell of a curse for my hubris)

[adharastarlight]

That dangerous game of "I'll wake up and do it in the morning"

never once have i won this game.

we're trying again anyway <3

#i make such bad choices #do as i say not as i do #pls let me sleep #please let me wake up at 5 #i Cannot miss this assignment #ill have to miss school #and my attendance is so crap #i blame the anxiety #i hate anxiety #i also hate school #school sucks #anyways wish me luck #i pray i wake up #i will keep yall updated #(no one cares but you have to deal with this anyway ) #school assignment #school is hell

[gender-trash]

i think i made a post several months ago like "this is the year i finally finish reading the dark forest" --

right, backing up a bit. i bought the three-body problem (paperback) from the mit coop at the beginning of campus preview weekend 2016 and hauled it around campus everywhere in my silly little blue messenger bag i thought would Finally make me Look Cool[^1], but unfortunately it happened to rain a lot that weekend and my cheap shitty messenger bag was NOT waterproofed so not only did the book get wet and wrinkly and need to be squarshed flat again, the fore-edge is to this day stained with blue dye. but i read it and loved it and then bought the dark forest (paperback) at the coop as my Post-Finals Book Treatsie sometime in freshman year, and proceeded to NOT read it until i'd well and truly forgotten what happened in book 1. at which point i was like "hm i'd better reread three-body problem! guess i'll start that on the plane home"

longtime followers may remember the events of summer 2017, which i shan't recapitulate here; suffice it to say i didn't get a lot of reading done outside of the absolute baseline comfort rereading-every-diana-wynne-jones-book-for-the-twentieth-time, and shortly before my surgery this year i pulled three-body problem off my shelf and realized that 1) there was a bookmark 1/4 of the way through it 2) it was my fucking boarding pass from my may 2017 flight home, which really carbon-dates the last time i touched it. ANYWAY i finished it, went "cool! i will definitely read dark forest immediately!" and then......... read the first fiftyish pages and stopped, leaving it to languish on the pile AGAIN

BUT TODAY I FINISHED READING IT FOR REAL and now i have that good good scifi book hangover where i'm just kind of. staring at the wall thinking about it. might fuck around and blorbify luo ji and/or zhang beihai idk

[^1]: with time i've accepted that i'm never going to look cool, except maybe to a highly specific audience that can appreciate my rare vintage robotics startup t-shirts, and also that this particular bag was definitely not large enough for how bad i always overpack

#the trashcan speaks #i also had a little deal with myself that i couldn't buy book 3 until i finished book 2 #and i have now triumphantly ordered it #sadly not from the coop though. oh well #the new coop location has like jack shit for a fiction section anyway iirc ://// #that was my emotional support post-finals book treatsie source... #anyway please wish me luck in successfully finishing death's end sometime before 2030

[red-moon-at-night]

"Capri where have you been????"

LIVING MY DREAM LIFE WITH MY DREAM WIFE THANK YOU VERY MUCH

finally living my lesbian farmer life to the fullest and I couldn't be happier tbh

#capri talks #story of seasons a wonderful life #MUFFY... I finally did it. my gay childhood crush... she is HERE (i know her name is now molly but shhhh it's fine) #I bought this game like a week ago and I can't put it down... so so happy to be able to play the remake of a game I've always wanted to try #AND now we can be queer canonically. devs thank you for being the coolest im so pleased uAHFHGJG #forgotten valley is a very fruity place (it already was and now its even fruiter mwah 💜) #I'm trying to steer my kid towards being an academic bc muffy wished for it and now I'm out here trying to make my jock of a daughter-- #--who literally runs everywhere on her own all day into some intellectual brainy little einstein. wish me luck ITS NOT BEEN EASY #anyway hi all i'm doing well right now and i hope you've all been doing good too TwT seasons greetings!! happy holidays!! 💜 #I will respond to messages and things once I muster up the spoons and energy (it's been a busy few months omg I'm knackered)

[sleepinginmygrave]

m going to die during my harp class omg omg someone save me.... i'm so so scared rn and my teacher is not even mean or bad wtf

#i'm the most emotional person on this planet (i hate it sm) #and i could (i already did) cry if i'm spoken to badly #like i literally cried bc my teacher said ''yeah i can see you didn't practiced enough you must start to work it's not very serious'' #it wasn't even that bad and i CRIED #in front of my TEACHER #god #urghhhhh #why am i like this #anyway wish me luck pretty please #its in 2 mins now #i'll update later #well i did had exams this week so maybe i could use it as an excuse #ONE MINUTE #moi #harpist rambles

[stellorc]

i was holding myself back from sharing this until it was Actually Finished, but it's been Weeks and the urge to prove that i wasn't just crying rewatching old barbie movies and doing commissions is too strong. please have this snippet of a piece that's actually not fanart! i'm trying my hand at the 'painting your problems' concept. As someone who has used art as an escape since childhood it's been pretty wild. Staring at my thoughts can be scary but drawing menacing looking ladies gives me courage.

#the process for this piece has been so chaotic #i know it's basic and the composition isn't ground breaking but it pleases my monkey brain #and it did make me like the art process again #feeling like an artist while painting is the best feeling and god i missed it #there's still a lot to be done but i'm taking my sweet time #i had so much fun doing fabric folds #i did went a bit overboard but my fav part is the silk dress that you can't see here #also the white sleeve looks like a wrinkly mess bc the unfinished linen shift that i used as a reference looked just like that #the side effects of being shoved down my sewing box #anyway i'll go back at studying traffic signs and legislation for my written (is this the word?) driving exam this friday wish me luck

[karinyosa]

guy who needs emotional support to get stamps from the usps building

#me.txt #im guy #literally i am petrified. IVE VEEN TO THE USPS BEFORE IVE SENT PACKAGES WHY AM I #i have never gotten stamps from the usps in person before is why BUT LIKE I GO THERE ALL THE TIME LFMAOAO? #i will do it but im so disproportionately anxious rn?? #anyway im gonna go fucking get 2 sheets of forever stamps wish me luck. please #this will also be far faster than delivering a package my god i need to get a grip #this is very that post about what if the barber kills me or whatever do you guys remember that banger

[imagineacoolusername]

@carryon-countdown day 20: fangs

simon keeps drawing baz during the summer and when he realises he's made him look really pretty he comes to his senses and draws fangs on him to make it clear that he's evil.

he draws baz to remember what he looks like in case he sees him during the summer. not because he likes him or anything.

#i don't even know #also i've got a pretty important presentation tomorrow please wish me luck #anyway #carry on countdown #coc 2022

[bowofbalance]

Apparently my insurance is straight up refusing to cover my prescription right now so after spending an hour at CVS trying to negotiate, I need to call them and spend three hours trying to negotiate. Wish me luck because I do in fact need this stuff to function in any way at all.

#i SWEAR this country needs better healthcare #and by better i mean cover my prescriptions please 🥺 #anyway. wish me luck #literally ignore me

[daz4i]

seeing dazai call chuuya "princess" in a fic, even like to insult him, is ooc to me. dazai would NEVER let someone else be the princess. especially not chuuya

#this is a joke no one take me seriously please. #i just saw a moment like this in a fic and it stood out to me bc i like that term in their context. for obvious reasons #anyway this fic has like soooo many dan rights tags but it's 10k words and I'm sleepy so wish me luck with that 🫡