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#anyway a friends.. dad died so.
strawbebbiesart · 1 year
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chimckens 🐓🌽
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yardsards · 10 months
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also. amber gris as a character is really important to me as an appalachian.
not just her accent or the specific type of person justin based her off of but like
the feeling of losing someone to addiction/overdose while the government does nothing to help, just criminalizes and stigmatizes and makes things worse. which obviously happens in more places than just around here, but we have one of the highest rates of overdose death in the whole country and that whole set of scenes felt like they were really informed by growing up around that
#eliot posts#taz#taz ethersea#the adventure zone#amber gris#drugs cw#death mention#i've made posts like this and deleted them cuz i never feel like i'm wording it just right but just. god.#i'm lucky enough to have never been addicted or to have a best friend or immediate family member die from it#but i've lost or nearly lost extended family to it#and it's like.#my own accent isn't that thick and neither is my immediate family's or best friends'#but i've known ppl who talked like her.#specifically a man named larry who lived with us when we were real young#for some reason especially the way amber says ''come on'' just always reminds me so strongly of larry's voice. he said that phrase a lot#he was the one who taught me to tie my shoes even after my parents lost patience with me for being 'too old' to not understand#he drank excessively like my dad did but he never got mean with us kids#he came and went a few times over the years. the final time he left was when i was in late elementary#he died of an overdose when i was in high school. i didn't feel much of anything at the time.#it had been so long since i'd seen him but also i was at a point in my life where i'd've been numb to big emotions like that anyway#so my parents got drunk about it and i did nothing. just went to school and shit as usual.#i did not expect those feelings to get dredged up by a goddamned comedy dnd podcast#but they did it well i think#even though i had to pause it to take a breather multiple times. i enjoyed it overall. cathartic i guess?
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watermelinoe · 3 months
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my niece once got upset w my dad bc he wouldn't buy her some overpriced drunk elephant skincare product. she was freaked out about getting wrinkles. at age eight. i wish her mom had never bought her that damn smartphone
#idk if my brother is dad of the year or anything but he didn't want her to have the smartphone so points for that#her mom bought it so she could track my niece whenever she's with her dad (my brother) and text her constantly#and considering she's so petty that she made my niece leave an easter gathering with a terminal family member early it's like#i'm sure she has her side of it and my brother was probably a dick somehow but girl you're punishing an eight year old about it#and i really don't think shit like ''ice age is for boys (so i won't watch it)'' came from my brother#i'm sure i'm biased bc it's my brother but genuinely i think she bought my niece that phone to spite him#and now she's just glued to it bc that's what smartphones are designed to do !!!!#you would really fuck up your own kid's attention span and self esteem just to get back at your ex???#and this isn't even the worst parenting move on her part but luckily that guy died and can't be around my niece anymore ever <3#but i just worry about her. since i moved away i don't really get to see her.#and not to be narcissistic but i feel like it's good for her to see women w short hair no makeup comfy clothes etc.#i wanna be a good example for her#i told her she should just worry about washing with soap wearing sunscreen and drinking lots of water#i just can't relate at all. at her age all my friends were boys and i was into dinosaurs and pokemon and werewolves#a lot of girls... didn't really like me 😔 i remember being upset bc one girl called me a tomboy#anyway if u read all this. secret radioactive kiss just for u. mwah 💚
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vendarkoe · 6 months
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playing slow damage rn why'd they have my beautiful genderqueer king cut off his hair at the end of his route what are we doing to our queens
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my-thoughts-and-junk · 2 months
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'yandere sebastian' 'yandere abigail' 'yandere wizard' give me yandere clint 🖐✊🖐✊
#random thoughts#stardew valley#love the idea of a clint who slowly loses interest in emily and starts fixating on the farmer#it wouldn't get violent so not REALLY a yandere he just gets kinda stalker-y and really passive-aggressive#about you talking to and romancing other people#i just wish more stardew mods kept the original kind of asshole-y personalities of the nonromancable characters#don't make morris a sympathetic guy whose dad died and he's 'just following orders' give me reasons WHY he thinks pelican town sucks#and make me be able to kiss him anyway#a character doesn't need to be morally good for me to understand their motivations!!!#GIVE ME ASSHOLE WIZARD!!!#actually you know what i love the idea of clint killing someone and immediately regretting it#like in a heat of the moment 'my crush's spouse is arguing with me while im forging and well.'#'i got mad and i had a hammer'#immediately freaks out but OBVIOUSLY he can't go to harvey about this!!!#so he takes the body (were they still breathing? he was so freaked out he can't remember anymore and he hates it)#and buries it in the grove of trees behind his house where you get that one statue#goes inside and cries himself to sleep or smth#gets all jumpy for a while until you trigger his next heart event#when you go to his shop while he's visibly upset and he's like#'would you still like me even if i did something really wrong? would we still be friends?'#and depending on how you answer he either gets moderately back to normal or kills himself#the ghost of your spouse starts haunting him btw. visible only to him#you can see inside his house before you enter during the cutscene and you (the player) can see the ghost#but when you go inside it's gone#if he kills himself you find a note saying to check out back to see what he did#my guilty pleasure is really fucking edgy character mods can you tell#anyway if you get married and have a kid after this the kid has your deceased spouse's name by default <3
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ace-the-fox · 1 year
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Why has my English lit class given me a new obsession? Why is Victor Frankenstein residing in my brain? Why can't I get him out??
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sadly my tmnt playlists are not ready for sharing soooo heres one of my gym playlists i go to for whenever i need energy! Also doubles as a great house cleaning playlist since you can tune out to the repetition.
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oh shit ok personal lore that i haven't posted about. might put this one in the tags bc cw child abuse?
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vine. everything from vine. if it went viral, i probably know it and will laugh. that or sometimes i just go "BANNED" (but say it like a half time buzzer) when my husband and i mention something that's silly or "not ok". we both laugh at that one.
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i would jump on a grenade for people who post stream of consciousness or quote lines from the fic with their thoughts (ive started returning this energy bc i know it feels so so good to read)
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for a long while now i've been thinking about friendships. i was always a friendly kid and made friends easily but as a teenager this became harder to do. now as an adult it's so hard to make and maintain friendships. i'm really lucky to have my husband who is my bestie in every sense, since i know there's people who don't have that luxury, but i still really love the idea of having best friends that i can talk to about things i post about here i.e. turtle shenanigans/insert reader etc.. so i'm insanely grateful to have you and everyone in the discord to scream with over these things. as much as i wish i could teleport and be with you guys in person, i'm still so so grateful to even know you at all online. especially since, before i became mutuals with you guys, i was just lowkey sad and wishing i had friends to talk about fanfiction and tmnt (there's only so much my husband is willing to hear y'know and licking cloaca's is not on that list hahahah)
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you sneakyyyy i was between writing ciw and this other rise leo project soooo here (it's actually uhhhhh 75 words but oh well)
rise leo x f!reader after a pov swap
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#thejudiciousneurotic rambling#ok so personal lore i guess lol#as i said i was a generally happy child. my teachers loved me. i was a bit of a teachers pet throughout primary school. my home life was#pretty normal up until that point. at least. i thought it was normal. until i started having sleepovers with friends and learnt that my#family was actually pretty far from normal. apparently it wasn't normal for your parents to beat you with a closed fist if you cried#and it wasn't normal for them to lock you in the dark or verbally abuse you. throw things at you to “teach you a lesson”.#or make you do almost every chore in the house for the total living occupants of 12... my dad was often away for work for months at a time#but even when he was home he wasn't *there*. and my mum was slowly declining from a brain injury so as i got older the abuse just got worse#she was obsessed with babies. hence why i have 9 siblings (plus 5 that died before birth). the older each of us got the more she hated us#honestly don't know how my dad never saw it because he's a doctor. maybe because he was always away at work or locked in a study at home id#but anyways- the abuse was the worst when i was a teenager. like. i would be locked out of my own room some nights and not allowed to sleep#or locked out of the house when it was cold. some nights i was pushed out of the car and left on a street somewhere in the dark because i#upset her. it was sometimes physical. sometimes psychological. lots of verbal abuse. anyways. it did make me want to un-alive myself when i#got so bad i couldn't tolerate it. but when i told her this and she encouraged me to do it i realised i wanted to live out of spite instead#so that one day i could be happy. i got kicked out of home finally at 18. moved in with my best friend of 4 years. Now 7 years later#im happily married to him. i haven't felt the same way i did since that day i left home and im so so grateful i never will again. :D#yike that got long sorry
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deeisace · 1 day
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This bullshit better be capped at a year's worth of nonsense, istg
If anything awful continues to happen I'm going to riot omg
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ef-1 · 7 months
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idolatry | august '23
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the-faultofdaedalus · 10 months
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every day i think about howard and maria’s deaths in the 2004 draft script
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theodore-lasso · 3 months
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So like certified bad day. My grandma died this morning and now I'm sick???? Bro come on
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Like just single dad space cowboy Lance au, that keeps rotating in my head, absolute bullshit but just know it is inspired by Smokin Joe Rudeboy by Tom Cardy
#It is such a funny au (to me) nothing makes sense#Basically it starts with s2 Shiro survives Zarkon dies but Black Lion is also VERY damaged=>#This leads to the war to be in bit of a standstill for few years=>#Keith still does his whole went with BoM missions thing =>#At some point with more years later there is a major fight that breaks up the team =>#Lance runs away and gets stuck in what is essentially the Mid Western Cowboy theme part of the universe =>#(It is a very big part of the universe btw) =>#He lives a few more years as an outlaw travelling from one yeehaw planet to another yeehaw planet =>#And then meets this very feral 11 year old who is on a hunt to fight her shitty ass dead beat dad=>#Lance who hasnt seen any of his friends or family in years is like 'is anyone gonna adopt this child?' and didnt wait for an answer =>#But yeah this girl is familiar and Hang On!! =>#Yeah so her dead beat dad turns out to be Keith. Now she cld be a clone (makes more sense) or result of a one night stand (funnier) =>#But point is she really wants to fucking fight him and Lance is like 'ok how about you just tell him to fuck off instead?' =>#Also Kuron is there. Lance found him and Kuron was like 'Lance you found me! It has been years dont you remember i am Shiro!!'#And Lance who has been ghosting Shiro for years is like 'no you are not?' clone revealations. Not fun. Anyway the au isnt even about that#It is about Keith's pre teen daughter who wants to kick his ass and Lance who is like please calm down kid and Kuron who is just so confuse#and they are all cowboys#lance mcclain#lance voltron#lance serrano#takashi shirogane#keith kogane#keith voltron#kuron#voltron kuron#voltron#voltron legendary defender#empty thoughts
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metagalacticx · 2 years
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-Colleen McCullough, The Thorn Birds
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unxpctedlygreat · 11 months
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Why do people want Rodrigue to be Lonato so bad 😔 "Favors his dead son over his living one" is something Lonato does, not Rodrigue
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thschei · 1 month
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Btw uh I think it's kind of obvious, but if anyone's wondering
I've been putting my URL over photos because I don't want any gimmick blogs to save and repost them. It's one thing for a low quality picture of a bunny I saw in the yard, but if any of my pet pics were reposted I'd find it really disrespectful
We only have a really short time with our pets, so anyone who wants to get clout by reposting a picture of an animal I view as family should at least ask permission or have a watermark in their way
I know there's methods to remove watermarks, but at least this way it takes more effort than 3 clicks to repost one of my photos
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uzumakisasuke · 11 months
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oooouuugghh it's almost 5am but i'm thinking about a world where half of kurama was sealed back into kushina (saving her life) and the other half went into naruto like in canon and kushina raised naruto on her own 😵
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