#anxiety things

[lanaknowsitried0]

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[that-was-a-bit-stupid-of-you]

people should really stop joking about mental disorders

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[passionate-stalker]

Do you just be sitting peacefully and then your monkey brain goes like, "Oh remember that cringey, awkward, embarrassing thing you said to that person you don't talk to anymore, 1200 years ago? I'm sure they still think about it. You should kill yourself." 😭😭😭

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[fml-im-done]

ORDINARY

I have realised that I am the catalyst that makes situations explode

I am the part of the equation that starts the rifts in my home.

I am the disappointment that haunts my  mother,

I am the shame that weighs on my father.

But then I  realise that I am not.

I am simply a girl trying.

A girl who does not know what she is trying for

Does not see what alluring future she is living for.

Maybe my mother can birth me again and maybe this time I'd make her proud of who I would become.

Or maybe I won't.

For that is the nature of ordinary people;

They live their lives as a mere blemish on the face of this planet and that is what I'm afraid my life will become.

A mere blemish that will be remembered by no one.

And on days I want to end it all I remind myself that I am an ordinary coward too.

An ordinary average coward too scared to end her pointless existence because she hopes against hope that it will get better.

That the fog in my brain will clear and I will see tomorrow not as something to be endured but as something worth living for.

#poetry #desiblr #desi academia #desi tumblr #anxiety things #college #desi shit posting #desi culture #this is me trying

[rosehipandroots]

if i have to make one more decision in the next 24 hours i am going to commit arson and then cry

#i hate it here #anxiety things #girl help i have to make spur of the moment decisions #decision paralysis

[jedibinx]

Gentle reminder that any time past 9pm you shouldn't listen to yourself. Past 9pm is when the brain goblin wakes up and eats all your nice thoughts and farts out shitty thoughts.

If you have a shitty thoughts just remember it came from the brain goblins ass and nobody should take ass noises seriously.

#anxiety things #anxiety problems #brain goblin #depressing shit #depression thoughts #mental health #mental health tag

[rainreads]

90% of my problems will solve if I learn public speaking. Somedays I deeply feel like the society is in favour of the extroverts or the ones who can easily fit and flow with every given circumstance. And not us, who have to rehearse even the tiniest social interaction like saying "present ma'am" during roll call. And the thing is, it sounds bizzare to others. It sounds absurd to others that some people really feel this anxious around people. But it's a fact, a reality, sometimes painful and sometimes pleasureable, for hoomans like us. At times I feel depressed when I see others of my age delivering speeches with utmost confidence during events, grabbing every opportunity they get, hanging out with friends, etc.

One has to walk a mile in our shoes, before coming into any conclusion regarding this matter. And and, it has nothing to do with ignorance. Some ignorant people are highly confident, not feeling even the slightest bit of anxiety when they talk. It's just.. unexplainable and exhausting. Don't know why I'm writing this. Ugh. Forget it.

#confessions of a shy introvert #introvert problems #introvert thoughts #introvert things #bookworm #anxiety thoughts #anxiety things #infp t #infp thoughts #infp personality #infp girl #infpproblems #infp things #infp t thoughts #books & libraries #books and literature #life quotes #lonerquotes #loner life #tumblr text post #tumblr aesthetic

[valmare]

you think you’re abnormal? I get anxiety about my friends talking to other people because traumatic past experiences tell me they’ll forget about me and I’m not as cool as these new friends. It’s ok guys I’m fine

#anxiety things #it’s ok I’m fine #why am i like this 😅 #anyway 😅 #oops oops oops

[lanaknowsitried0]

Never comfortable

#girlblogging #coquette #hyper feminine #pinterest #it girl #dollette #girly aesthetic #lana del rey #dollete aesthetic #current mood #anxiety things

[yearningsaphic]

dear brain,

it’s just a man having a slightly annoyed tone with you. you’re not being chased by a bear. please calm down and stop making my heart beat so fast. please and thank you

#c ptsd #c-ptsd things #anxiety #anxiety things #willow talks #misc.text #miscellaneous

[sebcosmothetransguy]

you ever be listening to a song on loop that’s been stuck in your head for a while, so that it can get OUT of your head, and you’re vibing to it and just chilling with it, and then suddenly

you feel, like, triggered by it???

even though it’s not sad or relatable in any bad way???

but if you don’t turn it off right now, you’re gonna end up on the floor in a ball having an anxiety attack???

or is that just me?

#idk man #i have no idea what’s up with that #a frequent experience for me though #it’s frustrating #especially when i like the song #but then i have to immediately replace that stimuli with another stimuli that isn’t gonna make me feel like having an anxiety attack #i have to find the GOOD stimuli then #that’s always a fun game to play #figuring out which one #usually i’ll have a good sense of which one my mind is craving though #so that’s good #neurodivergent #confused #i want some answers for this #anybody else feel the same way? #neurodivergent community #neurodiverse #neurodiverse community #anxiety #anxiety things #anxiety problems #do you think it’s overstimulation? #and then immediate understimulation when it’s removed? #or what? #am i insane?

[miss-saytr]

Life is rough. I sit in my tight little room and cry because I compare myself to others. I know who’s better than me and who deserves more than I do.

I know they don’t like me. Well, to be fair, it’s the anxiety talking, but I said something that was out of touch and got confronted on it, and I took it well, but I believe you let in linger in yourself because you haven’t reached out to me since. For that I apologize.

I’ve been told not to compare myself to others by my friends. However I’ve been told to compare myself to others by older adults because life is unfortunately a competition for some reason. So I sit and trust no one that is Gen X (except Tommy, who I owe my life to) and try to find out if I’m being too sensitive or if I’m actually asking for some damn respect around here.

I have some privileges that others don’t have, but I also have some struggles that not a lot have. I wonder if I can ever truly find out where my place is. I don’t want to be petty. I don’t want to say “oh woe is me.” But I don’t want to be a tyrant. I don’t want to be selfish.

I rip my own flesh off trying to find out how to be perfect. I found out I wasn’t perfect and I figured that I need to be punished if I hurt someone’s feelings, so I hurt myself. Now I feel like everyone stares at me with those glowing eyes a predator has.

I want you to tell me what I did wrong. Not just so I can improve, but I can make up for it. What do you wish from me? For me to stab my eye out? To cut off a toe? Maybe a finger? Go on. I don’t live for myself because I have anxiety. I live for others.

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[agaybitchwithashittonofattitude]

Listening to Stone Temple Pilots and crying rn

#mental illness #anxiety things #i am not well #i hate this #i hate everything #relatable #stone temple pilots #sad thoughts #what the fuck #mentally fucked #mental health #music

[gorgeousgreymatter-x]

me in every single message i write to anyone including my own twin sister: if i use enough lmaos and lols they'll never know i have actual feelings lmao

#anxiety #anxiety things #crohns lyfe #me in my mind : this means i uhhh win the human game right haha right??? #neurodivergent #the heat is making me flare horribly and i'm wibble about it rn!!!!!!!!!

[murderofcrow]

have an appointment tomorrow and i actually need to do something for that but i have been procrastinating the whole day and this appointment is looming over me and i can already feel the anxiety rising. i feel sick and i want to cry and i know i won't sleep today and will have a complete meltdown over it. why can't i be normal?

#can i trade my mental illness for mental stability? #anxiety things #personal shit