#anu rambles

[with-love-anu]

me on insta today.

#anu rambles #i like to think i people wouldn't realise I stole my shoelaces from the president

[merrystar]

Not me currently losing my mind over LDR Moon.

HE’S SO FRIEND SHAPED I LOAF HIM SMMM AAAAA

I have work in the morning 😞

#merry rambles #ldr #love death and Rollerskates #I see u Anu /pos X)

[thatotherman001]

I don’t remember if I said this or not but

The reason why I call my goofs, “goofs” is bc I came up with/drew them by accident

I was going through some heavy stuff at the time and decided to doodle random garbage for a bit to clear my mind, then at some point I drew Marbs and Omar

Best accident of my life fr

#lore lmao #World aNu #rambles #ramblings #text post #text

[betasuppe]

Hi, I often see your posts where you express the urge to delete your works off the internet. I really like your style, it is very clean and recognizable (although it's not the point of this ask). I'd like to share a situation that happened to me several days ago. I have some fandom works on the web, which are around ten years old, some older and some newer (they are, admittedly, very low quality, I abstain from reading them because of cringe). There is a counter on the site, it shows daily views. I used to check it maniacally back than, so much it is still in my top viewed sites. So when I was feeling bad - when I AM feeling bad, I usually check this counter. And you know what? Even after 10 years. Even in a fandom that is wayyyyy less active than before. I get 1-2 views a day. Sometimes someone comes and binges half of my works, even, leaving thumbs ups in their wake. That is to say. There are always cake lovers in the internet (there are also cake haters, but we don't have a negative like button do we?) So even the works you consider cringe may find their audience, in several years EASILY (but probably even less). Yes, some of the things are history, but it is always a pleasure to receive a like or a comment, even on older works. Maybe if you think your art gets less recognition than it deserves, you may switch social media platforms and have them up on a more specialized site or archive (although I currently don't know any better platform for that than tumblr). To sum it all up, give your art a little time and it will certainly find its lover. You may derive some pleasurable emotions from that as well. You are cool, keep it up 👍

Hey thanks so much♡ I truly appreciate your kindness & suggestion here as well.

I don't think I can find a decent way to rationalize my thought process [beyond: depressed with having impossibly high standards at all times ha ha] but it's like.

When I get realization how god awful or disappointing a drawing is, it's as tho I haven't registered anything beyond that it needs to be destroyed. It's like a sickness & shame & disgust I can't explain, but can only be relieved by destroying whatever I've just created.

I wish I could make sense of it. I wish I could think further in the long term besides "god, this drawing sucks, I need to obliterate it so it's like it never existed in the first place" but.

When you are unwillingly consumed by your own insurmountable flaws, it's impossible to argue with & destruction is the only path at hand.

& sure, someone somewhere down the line might see one of my drawings later & love it, but the desperate need to be invisible & just vanish in shame of myself is. A lot.

#asks #sorry if i sound like a fucking downer but #i cant seem to stop myself from going delete crazy #its like the only thing that scratches the itch in needing to hide away & fucking vanish #& truthfully i dont want to be famous or popular #i truly dont care but #i just would appreciate some kind words & support & when its hard to get anything like that #id rather just kill the offending piece & keep it offline where the only fool who ever saw it #ie: me #already hates it & wont make it anu worse i guess #i dunno #sorry if this rambling makes no sense #im just #barely adequate at drawing & need to stop pretending it matters

[fly-sky-high-bug-games]

Since I'm guilty for not noticing I was rebloging a repost, here is an original artists and their work, please check it out if active on twitter! <:3

#sky rambles #hollow knight #see this whole repost thing wasn't as frequent before #or maybe I was lucky that within hk community here I didn't run into anu #*any #only until recently #and it catches me off guard to learn that I ended up rebloging a repost #i dont like that it happned few times only recently #i dont want these weird intagram or pintrest rando repost vibes on tumblr #i know best way for folks to know about this is reblogs but #i also don't want notes on it i just want folks to know the artist...

[with-love-anu]

i swear to god i will punch someone and it will be a sight to see

#anu rambles

[lunapdf]

Not @magicalstellar making me squeal and blush the first thing in the morning

LIKE MA'AM-

#WIOERJADUOEWJF ILY STEP ON ME #kheer rambles #Anu my beloved #lovely moots 💕

[thatotherman001]

It’s an extremely slow day at work today (snowing), so I have some time to draw and stuff

If you guys have questions about my goofs, feel free to ask, I’ll try and answer them or have my goofs answer for me :p

It’s either that or I fall sleep… so…

#text #text post #i’m bored #drawing requests #rambles #ramblings #artists on tumblr #World aNu

[theygender]

Working on a project for work where I have to make a slide about myself and being forced to come to terms with the fact that all I do is play video games, listen to music, and read one (1) book series

#i need one more logo to put on there but i dont want it to be another game or band #and im realizing that im really not interested in anything else 😭 #theres some shows i like but not enough to make them the Final Thing on my slide #the only other thing i do is watch videos about deep time so im including some prehistoric animals on there for fun #i still need One More Thing tho #....the only other thing i can think of is unus annus? but how do i explain what the logo is for without saying the name lmao #bc i know my coworkers would be like .....anus??? #help #rambling