#anon poetry channel

[jymwahuwu]

The yan Jing Yuan stuff made me honrt grip so hard but then the menace part of me was like who what if reader was also a menace aka the moment Jing Yuan's acting down horrendous they match his energy dbxbbf

Like sends a fluffy text to reader? Boom! Reader sends a lil voice clip of them cooing out his name and calls him a sap and this man folds like laundry.

He sends pics, bro they're gonna make him miserable and hard at work (he can't leave it's a mandatory daylong meeting, he's suffering when reader sends more pics) because he wants to blow up their phone??? Fine! Then he better be ready for the clap back

Call me 🐇 anon if it's not taken

TW: yandere, (implied) dub-con

Thank you 🐇 anon, this idea is really cute! teasing this old man (´,,•ω•,,)♡ Like the stars around the moon, everyone seeks the general's admiration and love, but he has no interest in it until-

Like, you intentionally record some short voice messages that are all muttering his name, some sexual innuendos, some teasing him about looking handsome on the space news channel. Occasionally, just a adorable kitty/bird meme with a "meow~" "tweet❤" and you even send him some pics of you wearing sheer clothes that don't cover your thighs and arms, enough to show your skin but not enough to reveal your private parts. "Guess what I'm not wearing right now?" Then you don't reply to whatever he texts you for a whole day.

You know that Jing Yuan needs to attend a mandatory daylong meeting, which is a routine meeting of Xianzhou Alliance to discuss how to deal with other space civilizations and other plans. He sent you messages before and on the way, took a photo, and claimed that "seeing this milky way reminds me of your bright smile", and even improvised a classical poetry. Jing Yuan is hundreds of years old and sending you these messages like a teenager is a bit embarrassing. Still, you have a smile on your face.

After Jing Yuan arrives at the meeting place, you want to be naughty, so you send a voice message, cooing out his name and calling him a sap. He immediately replies "?????!!!!!!" and asks you to send more.

After 2 seconds, he said you shouldn't send these because he's about to start a meeting now.

After 5 seconds, he said you should send more, he will listen after the meeting.

He tried hard to resist the urge to miss the meeting and arrive on your planet when the phone kept showing up some [photo], [voice message] reminders. Unfortunately, the rotation rate of the planet chosen for the meeting is a bit slow.

After finishing, Jing Yuan will immediately set off to your planet. You don't have any chance to defend yourself, the general won't listen. No doubt you'll have a long day on his cock.

#alani.answers #[💌.from🐇] #yandere hsr #yandere honkai star rail #yandere jing yuan #yandere hsr x reader #yandere jing yuan x reader #honkai x reader #honkai star rail x reader #honkai star rail x you

[fahye]

screaming about the lord hawthorn fan letter. channeling bram stoker and walt whitman vibes

anon I'm not sure whether to think you or not for introducing me to this masterpiece of creative gay fervour but honestly, WHAT a gem. once you dig past the wild insecure posturing you get to stuff like:

I have to thank you for many happy hours, for I have read your poems with my door locked late at night and I have read them on the seashore where I could look all round me and see no more sign of human life than the ships out at sea: and here I often found myself waking up from a reverie with the book open before me. I love all poetry, and high generous thoughts make the tears rush to my eyes, but sometimes a word or a phrase of yours takes me away from the world around me and places me in an ideal land surrounded by realities more than any poem I ever read.

who wouldn't love to receive that, as a writer? stoker was not inaccurate with the OK IF YOU DIDN'T THROW THIS LETTER IN THE FIRE BY NOW THEN I THINK YOU'LL LIKE IT!! aspect. but honestly. bram. chill.

(context: the lord hawthorn fan letter factoid. lord hawthorn was not quite as effusive as stoker. but really, who could be?)

#ask replies #the last binding

[itsdrawingmen]

Hi i really really love your artwork and your stories of zensung. But i kinda wanna ask you something. Its a sort of a request.

Recently i came across the youtube channel of Shim Gyuhyuk (Yoosung's VA) who often posts song covers. Besides this, canonically Yoosung was in a band back in his school days. And these two factors make me headcannon that Yoosung can sing and he has a sweet voice.

Besides as we know Zen who is also someone kind of involved in the music industry (ofc he is not a kpop idol per say but he does have to sing alot in his career).

This makes me imagine Zen's reaction to Yoosung's singing voice and perhaps both men eventually having jam sessions now and then

Btw for a reference this is how Shim Gyuhyuk sings

https://youtu.be/eHrSrLlRweA?si=Jn9-LJ0NJ3dEZhPn

https://youtu.be/MQZ_NzhdpbI?si=07TGjZ1JthyFe70k

https://youtu.be/KSWR1i8fj_Q?si=CiJqs1Uh7Ab61SNg

https://youtu.be/Ec3UTNUlHwE?si=rXSrsW01Y3lEGV6U

OOOOOOOOH, lovely anon, you're definitely giving me plot chickens!!!! I heard that duet you sent before, and the 'Little Kitty', and I honestly immensely enjoy Shim Gyuhyuk's voice, both speaking and singing, and isn't there a canon lullaby Yoosung sings?! I listened to it (didn't get it in game, sadly), and it makes me so unimaginably softe every time?! My mind is already running wild, and I have to stop myself to ask: do you want a fic? Or do you want a ramble and a scroll of headcanons? OR do you wanna ramble together?! I'll be proud and a little bit embarrassed to do all of them!

If you don't mind, may I ask, though, where is it mentioned that Yoosung was in a band??? I definitely remember him writing poetry, and him being a social butterfly, but that part I either missed somewhere, or maybe just didn't get to that (I still have a little ways to go in terms of all the content)

[cloudwhisper23]

Name:

Cloud, [REDACTED]

Language:

English

Find me on other platforms!

Ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/CloudWhisper23

Kofi: https://ko-fi.com/cloud41120

Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC2EjuNZfQKV9jq3V5cRKzxQ

Interests:

- Five Nights at Freddy’s

- Minecraft

- Miraculous Ladybug

- Six of Crows

- Ace Attorney

- Bendy and the Ink Machine/Bendy and the Dark Revival

- Rain World

- Stardew Valley

- Hollow Knight

- Supernatural

- The Cult of the Lamb

- The fantasy genre in general (dragons, magic, that sort of thing)

I swear I don't bite, and I welcome any asks you want to send. Anon is available, so even if you don't want me to know who's asking the question, you can still ask anonymously. If you have any questions, feel free to reach out!

I am looking into options for publishing a collection of short stories I wrote for work (and yes, I have the rights to them still. I asked.), so in the exciting case where that actually happens, I'll probably start blogging about it.

Important Tags:

Cloud Speaks - the talking tag! When I put out an original text post, I'll use this tag

Cloud Reblogs - everything I reblog to my main account will be tagged as this, even when it's reblogged from me

Cloud Writes - this is for fiction pieces or poetry when the mood strikes. My original writing/inspired writing (aka, someone else gave me the idea) goes here

Cloud Draws - artwork and other visual imagery that I've produced myself. If it was a collab effort, I'll be sure to tag anyone who helped!

Cloud Builds - seeing as I'm getting back into Minecraft currently, I'll be using this tag to show off things I create in Minecraft! (since that's not really drawing or writing)

Other Blogs:

@cloudthenightguard - side blog where I post one-shots and drawings (mostly related to the Heckbear's Discord Server). I should probably go back to writing on this blog with fanfic concepts, to parallel the blog I made specifically for fluff, but we'll see!

@cloudwhisper45 - my side blog for reblogging most things! I still reblog to my main account, but usually reblogs will go here.

@thereareothersfnaf - side blog for content relating to There Are Others, a fnaf AU I've been working on since May of 2022

@cloudrumble23 - side blog where I'll be posting fluff specifically, when it's not in the context of an angsty work.

Prioritized AUs:

There Are Others (Last Updated: December 17, 2023)

Through the Ballpit (Last Updated: January 5, 2024)

Misguided Protection inspired by the Silent Protector AU, courtesy of @lonelyfreddles (Completed: October 13, 2023)

#cloud speaks #I'll update this as I go

[compo67]

F/M/K: Photo Op Jensen. Back Pocket Jensen and MPM Jensen? If that one is too evil, you don't have to do it! Also, tell us three things you like that would surprise your followers (because you rarely talk about them, not necessarily because they're so outrageous!)

Dearest anon,

F/M/K these three?! Asking me to kill one of my babies? /gasp/

I just can't think of who I'd kill. ;-;

I would definitely fuck Photo Op Jensen, Marry Back Pocket Jensen, and give MPM Jensen a big, big hug (plus chin scritches).

Let's see... three things I like that would surprise y'all.

I like plain old vanilla paletas. I know. There are *so* many flavors! And sometimes I'll have a strawberry one! But plain old vanilla is where it's at for me.

I like miniature foods. They can be erasers or plastic or glass (!) or ceramic omg I don't care. I want it. I will collect it. I once owned about 150 erasers in the shape of food. I'm telling you. The way to my heart is through poetry, flowers, and miniature food. XD

I'm really struggling to find a third thing that would "surprise" y'all. I like maritime history a lot. There's this channel on YouTube that I love to listen to while I'm knitting or trying to wind down for the evening. The creator has such a soothing voice. I'm not sure why I haven't written a maritime fic. The closest I've gotten was probably lobsterman!Jensen. Hmm.

Thank you for these, anon. You really challenged me! <3

#cal answers

[fablecore]

Hi Irini! I've been wanting to improve my writing lately, so I thought I might ask for some advice from my favorite writer! Do you have any tips on pacing? And although I have a vague idea of the kinds of characters I want to write, I'm struggling to find the things that might motivate them... do you have any advice on that? Also - I want to develop my writing style, so I was hoping for some recs for authors/works that inspire you. I hope that isn't too much! I'd really appreciate any advice.

hi dear anon 🌸☕️🎍 here are two posts i love about characters/plot/romance & making characters want things.

a very very brief list of my influences (i should put a disclaimer here saying i haven't touched some of these in a while but either they were formative to me or i simply enjoyed them and i think you would too):

piranesi by susanna clarke, a gentleman in moscow by amor towles, the literature and history podcast, the manga of irie aki, wong kar-wai films, hbo’s succession, poetry (basho, mary oliver, mahmoud darwish, pablo neruda), anne carson, the pillow book by sei shonagon, beowolf translated by maria dahvana headley, the circle of magic series, richard hugo's essay "the triggering town", the webcomic kill 6 billion demons, thomas flight’s film analysis on youtube, nanette by hannah gadsby, maxfield parrish, yoshida hiroshi, matias bergera, princess arete, obligatory ghibli/fullmetal alchemist mention, the video game final fantasy x

as for pacing... i have no thoughts (because i'm no good at it and i've given up caring) so i'll channel my inner nabokov. he'd probably say something like "tell the story at the pace at which it wants to be told." don't overthink it, probably... (<- the hesitance of someone who is unsure whether to call this advice or just wishful thinking)

#letters #on writing

[danganronpasurvivoraskblog]

Rpg Anon: I've been a bit relatively moody lately and that's why I haven't done the class 77 Personas research lately. I still intend on doing it but still. Regardless, mod, if you have the time, what Personas do you imagine Makoto's class to have?

We already established Sayaka to have Miss Crane/The Crane Wife and Sakura to have Hercules but any thoughts you have of everyone else? Class 78 so far has the themes of their Personas not particularly being gods but more characters of popular stories and folklore.

P.s. if you want to give Kyoko Sherlock Holmes than you're gonna have to justify it cuz that's a bit too easy and direct.

//Hey, so I'm really sorry I got late to this. I'm sorry you've had some rough days and I apologize for not getting to this sooner.

//And then when I tried to do it last night, my internet provider went down right in the middle of it, so that pissed me off as you might imagine.

//It just took me a while to think about it, but I do think I've got some answers. Note that I'm not completely sure about all of them, I decided a lot of these based on the theme of, as you said, popular stories and characters from folklore.

//I'll try my best to explain each one.

Makoto - Antar: Antarah ibn Shaddad al-Absi, also known as Antar, was a pre-Islamic African-Arab knight and poet, famous for both his poetry and his adventurous life. I'm very wishy-washy on this one, but ultimately I focused on the fact that he started out as a slave before he became a knight, channeling his hopes and dreams to reach where he got to.

Sayaka - The Crane Wife: For reasons we have already established. However, I do wish it had a better, or more official name.

Junko - Nyarlathotep: A fictional character created by H. P. Lovecraft. The character is a malign deity in the Cthulhu Mythos, a shared universe. First appearing in Lovecraft's 1920 prose poem "Nyarlathotep", he was later mentioned in other works by Lovecraft and by other writers. He is also the main antagonist of Persona 1 and 2, and was picked for reasons already established.

Hina - Maximus: Maximus Decimus Meridius was the commander of the Armies of the North and the Felix Legions under the Roman Empire. The greatest general of Rome during the 2nd century AD, he served loyally under Emperor Marcus Aurelius during his Twelve Year Campaign against the Germanic tribes at Vindobona in Germania. I picked this one because he's also the main character of the film Gladiator, a film about warrior sports, which fits Hina's sport related talent, her competitive nature, and her determination to see things through to the end. That said, this is by far the one I am the most unsure of, and wouldn't mind a second opinion.

Chihiro - Mulan: A legendary folk heroine from the Northern and Southern dynasties era of Chinese history. According to legend, Mulan took her aged father's place in the conscription for the army by disguising herself as a man. While I do think there could be alternatives, I ultimate focused on the similarity between Mulan and Chihiro's stories, where they disguise themselves as the opposite gender. Mulan does so to protect others while Chihiro did to protect himself, but ultimate came into his own to embrace his identity.

Sakura - Hercules: For reasons established. The strongest man in history serving as the Persona of the strongest woman in the world.

Toko - Maleficent: In PToH Toko obviously has Barrow, but that's more to fit with Komaru and them being a duo. In an alternative world, this Persona is based on a fictional character who appears as the main antagonist in Walt Disney Productions' 16th animated feature film, Sleeping Beauty (1959). She is represented as an evil fairy and the self-proclaimed "Mistress of All Evil" who, after not being invited to a christening, curses the infant Princess Aurora to "prick her finger on the spindle of a spinning wheel and die" before the sun sets on Aurora's sixteenth birthday. However, more recent iterations of her character, such as her 2014 standalone movie puts the character into a much different light, revealing that she was once a kind-hearted fairy, who is deceived by the love of her life, Stefan; Aurora's father, and she places a curse on her in order to exact revenge. This is similar to how Toko spent a lot of her young childhood being kicked down, manipulated, hurt and betrayed by everyone, which led to the birth of her vengeful and psychotic alter ego, Genocide Jack.

Celeste - Jeanne d'Arc: A patron saint of France, honored as a defender of the French nation for her role in the siege of Orléans and her insistence on the coronation of Charles VII of France during the Hundred Years' War. Claiming to be acting under divine guidance, she became a military leader who transcended gender roles and gained recognition as a savior of France. Celeste (at least in the dub) poses as a French girl for the majority of her time in the game, and has a very similar empowaring, intellectual, yet also spiteful nature to Jeanne d'Arc.

Hifumi - Māui: A great culture hero and trickster in Polynesian mythology. Tales of Māui's exploits and adventures are told throughout most of Polynesia; they can be traced back as far west as islands off New Guinea. Some exploits common to most Polynesian traditions are stealing fire for humans from the underworld, fishing up islands with his magical hook, and capturing the Sun to lengthen the days. He's the kind of hero and righteous person Hifumi aspires to be, though the demigod is also a trickster, which can hint to how he can be sinister when he needs to be. Honestly not totally sure about this one either though, I'm just spitting.

Kyoko - Robin Hood: No, I didn't go for Sherlock, as obvious as it is. A famous English outlaw usually associated with the motto "Steal from the rich, give to the poor". According to legend, he was a highly skilled archer and swordsman. Robin Hood is also the initial Persona of Goro Akechi from Persona 5, who is also a detective. Though Robin Hood is a fake Persona used to mask Akechi's true sinister nature, Kyoko has no such sinister nature, and her sense of justice and nature of finding the truth and exposing the corruption, despair and lies, is genuine, and this Persona makes sense. Plus, I kind of really want to see a female version of Persona's Robin Hood, since I love it's design.

Mondo - Leonidas: a king of the Greek city-state of Sparta, and the 17th of the Agiad line, a dynasty which claimed descent from the mythical demigod Heracles. Leonidas entered myth as a hero and the leader of the 300 Spartans. The 300 Spartans and their successes served as my main reason to give this to Mondo, as they're a very similar concept to the Crazy Diamond Biker Gang that he leads.

Taka - Odysseus: In Greek and Roman mythology Odysseus is a legendary Greek king of Ithaca and the hero of Homer's epic poem the Odyssey. He was also the original creator of the infamous Trojan Horse. I picked this because it relates to Taka's desire to be a leader, a public figure, a hero, and someone people can depend on.

Byakuya - Arthur: Legendary British warlord/king said to have united the Britons against the Germanic invaders, with the support of the Knights of Camelot. He is also the protagonist of a folk tale where he pulls a sword from a stone, which decides his fate to be the newest English king. This is primarily why I picked this, as whether it was through fate or effort, Byakuya views himself as a chosen one, and that he earned the right to stand above everybody.

Leon - Siegfried: The legendary dragon-slaying hero in Nibelungenlied from German mythology. Both characters share the trait of being heroic figures who have accomplished greatness, but died as a result of their own misgivings as opposed to in battle or elsewhere better. Honestly, this one is a stretch though, so I wouldn't mind a second opinion.

Mukuro - Yog-Sothoth: A fictional cosmic entity and Outer God created by H. P. Lovecraft. He, like Nyarlathotep, Junko's Persona, is a core part of the Cthulhu Mythos (which Lovecraft would refer to facetiously as "Yog-Sothothery"). Born of the Nameless Mist, he is the progenitor of Cthulhu, Hastur the Unspeakable, and the ancestor of the Voormi. Though not siblings, both Nyarlathotep and Yog-Sothoth are offsprings of Azathoth, creating a familial connection between Junko and Mukuro's Persona's, but still having Junko be the more superior of the two.

Hiro - Twm Siôn Cati: a figure in Welsh folklore, known for being robber and trickster, nicknamed the Welsh Wizard. The character has many tall tales, and the Welsh Wizard title is in reference to both Hiro's scamming money-grubbing nature, his susceptibility to fall for traps and misadventures, and his talent of a fortune teller, which is mystical in it's own way.

//Again, a lot of these need work, I'm really unsure about most of them, but I am equally as proud of some of them.

-Mod

#mod #persona 5

[daz4i]

Honestly I'm with you that it is pretty hard not to get jealous whenever a fic gets suuuuper popular like that. Like when they write a fic, they get an entire fan base and waves upon waves of fanart; when I write a fic I get like three single sentence comments and one person listing every single thing wrong with it.

I know they don't decide to have that happen but like... What am I doing wrong? I'm trying my absolute best, I'm rereading and rewriting like ten times to make sure it's as perfect as it could possibly be, but no matter what I try, nothing works. Meanwhile they're like "yeah sorry wasn't feeling too well lately so this chapters not as good" and they get hundreds of comments, playlists for the their fic and a whole gallery worth of fan art.

Maybe I'm just bitter but it really does just crush your motivation and self esteem after a while.

this is an understandable reaction tbh 😔

for what it's worth, i don't think you're doing anything wrong. i can't say for sure bc none of my fics ever reached wild popularity or smth but i assume in their case it's a combination of

popular ship in an already popular fandom (also, gen usually doesn't catch on unless you're VERY lucky)

existing following. i noticed a lot of popular fic writers usually have a bunch of followers from stuff like art already

luck. ofc

common tropes. easily digestible stuff that is kind of familiar

length and consistent long term updates usually help (like, spreading it out as multiple updates keeps you at the top of tags when ppl click them)

this isn't for all of them. but like. one thing i noticed. and i mean this nicely. is smth i wanna call wattpad-style writing? kind of an underlying edgy vibe like more swears and ppl reacting to things in kind of extreme ways at times. every most-popular-fic-in-the-fandom i read fit that description, so. (i assume it's bc a big part of any fandom is teenagers, and this, well, fits a teen mindset)

if you don't wanna fall into common tropes and stick only to popular ships, it's better to stick to writing for fun, as hard as it is sometimes with no external validation 😔

i see why this would be very discouraging. i think ik who you are off-anon, and if I'm right then i saw comments you got on fics before, and yeah i would definitely get discouraged by these too

i think if you don't gain any joy from writing, it may be good to find an additional hobby, or try a different type of writing for now maybe :? (like if fics aren't working, try original work. or dabble in poetry. or switch up the genres etc. doesn't even have to be a long term thing, just to scratch the creative itch for now, and maybe get inspired to write what you're used to again)

i imagine you're probably tired of hearing that you should write for you and don't have to post it. bc i get wanting to get validation. so instead I'll tell you this is an extremely valid feeling, including the jealousy part. this is a very normal reaction honestly, and i could never blame you for having it

i will say tho! you should channel that feeling somewhere. not for others, but for your own sake. don't let bitterness eat at you or you'll always be miserable, and you deserve better than that :(

finding a new hobby can help with self-esteem (like, for example, baking smth and enjoying how it tastes, and feeling proud of yourself for making smth that tastes good) and is a good way to let out creative energy! it will take time, but maybe slowly you'll be able to lay out building blocks that will eventually make you feel confident enough in your own creation to not need external validation :0!

(ofc, you don't have to listen to any of this. please make sure to go at your own pace as well! either way i hope things turn out well for you, and i thank you for sharing your honest feelings with me!!)

#I'm sorry for the long and messy reply but i hope at least some of it helps!

[number5theboy]

Not anon, but this is what blackman said about ben :)

Oh, thank you, that's very helpful! Good for Sparrow Ben to channel his inner frustrations into poetry, love that for him :)

#also 'everything we see has meaning' hbkjgfhbjdfgbhjdfghj don't make me laugh steve #please stop reminding me of st*ven m*ffat as a showrunner there are too many parallels if i think too hard about it #Replies #xjustonemoremiraclex

[sprout-fics]

Aaa so I myself have never struggled with writer’s block but I have struggled with creative block since I’m a visual artist. Usually when I’m in art block switching mediums can help, for example I do most of my work digitally but if I’m particularly stumped switching to traditional mediums like oil or charcoal can help get me out of that rut! So maybe channeling your creative writing into a different “kind” of writing (not sure how to phrase it sorry) could help you! Like trying poetry or screenplay writing for a while instead!!

I’m sorry if this isn’t very helpful,, I know creative block is the absolute worst so I wanted to help but I have no idea what works for writer’s block. I do hope it doesn’t last long, though, and you get I inspiration again!!

—🍓

Thank you strawberry anon!

I have a hard time concentrating during the day on writing unless I'm very focused on my project. It takes either a massive hit of inspiration or serious dedication to try and keep the flow going. In the evening I tend to hit peak creative time. I often joke that once the sun goes down my creativity goes straight up. Perks of being a night owl I suppose.

So when I thought I had writer's block yesterday it was just me waiting for my brain to come online once sunset rolled around haha. I'm now working on an update, but fingers crossed I'm able to keep the work flow going!

#strawberry anon

[arijensineink]

230101 to-do! あけましておめてどう！

Ah, it felt so good to type that! I was really ready for 2022 to close and get on to the next thing.　ヤバイ！！！！

This is a casual to-do today and honestly kind of like a to-do list to create a to-do list with? It's been 10 days now I just have noT been able to get my sh*t straight and it's wearing on me and I truly believe it's all this little picky stuff holding me back.

So without further ado, the to-do:

Post writeblr intro (it's written FINALLY)(HOLY CRAP I FINALLY POSTED IT OMG CHECK MY PINNED)

Set up AO3, anon poetry tumblr (ran out of time)

Comb ALL trello boards, delete irrelevant stuff and prioritize forgotten things (ran out of time)

Post Writing Wrapped onto Medium (DONE and I posted it to my blog and newsletter fuck yes??)

Discord server rules + channel descriptions (let me know if you wanna join the Common Ink server it's AMAZING) (ummmm half done)

Fix my developmental editing packages on my website (new images, new prices) (DONEEEE)

Take new pics for pfps/website because I look like a hetero in my current one and i hate it. (didn't swing this one--will try again)

That's all for now.

I do this thing that I hate, where I store great ideas for articles or blogs in Trello. And then I sit there trying to think of an article write. Even though I have an entire basket of ideas right there. And I literally forget about the basket???

Maybe I'll print off all my headline ideas and cross them off in analog as I use them.

Anyway, I'm sure most people are resting today, but feel free to share you to-do or what you're getting up to!

#writeblr #writing blog #creative writing #to do list #to do #writing community #female writers #queery writers

[incarnateirony]

the term “mistress” is making my eye twitch. there are no mistresses in polyamorous relationships, and misha and vicki aren’t married anymore so he can, and has clearly been able to in the past, date whoever he wants. most cockles perceivers would want that kind of happiness for misha anyway? jensen has danneel, maybe even others who knows, why should misha be just by himself??

regardless, the leap from potentially good friends to fucking is still pretty flawed, imo. like damn, poetry is literally meant to be self interpreted and resonate with those who connect to it.

claiming you’ve found misha’s secret girlfriend of apparently years based on him liking her poetry and probably knowing her through ra relevant interests (similar social circles and all that) is a tenuous thread at best. they could just be living similar circumstances and that’s why there’s appreciation there from misha?

anyway, ~secret girlfriend~ is a theory for sure. not fact, though. for all we know he sent her some of his poetry to post, much like she might’ve sent that screenshot to someone and they in turn posted it to alma’s stories.

all guesses. ideas. theories. headcanons. 🤷‍♀️ pick whatever one soothes your brain, i guess, because chances are none of us will ever fully be certain.

yeah exactly. but really all this affirms just how broken their supposed intel pipe is. They don't understand what counts as hard data, and what is the information they're filling in with imagination or assumption in the gaps.

Mistress in a poly relationship is. unlikely. Vicki and Misha had a long marriage, that could split for a million reasons. Maybe he got too flighty. Maybe the're just tired and wanted to step back before they hate each other so they can be friendly. Maybe Misha peed the bed one night. We could make a lot of wild theories as to the Why, and they don't seem to realize like. The theory they apply to weak "evidence" (which they didn't inspect closely enough to see the flaws in it as proof).

But yeah. Alma could be a friend. They could have related social rings. Maybe they're fucking. Maybe they're not. As comical as the HAH HAH U THINK UR ITK WHAT THEN U STUPID COCKLES SHIPPER or whatever their crazytrain is like.... cuz I said they were friends. The reason I missed this being discussed over a month ago is I mute the cockles channel from lack of interest, only head in to throw a headless fish to my feral cats, and leave unless I'm tagged. And, as the proof was weak and the resolution was lacking, nobody bothered to tag me, because people know better than to report absolute nonsense to me or I'll punch holes through it like this. Yeah. such a wild cockles shipper I mute the channel and don't read it back if I wander in. Much ship very wow. Also very relevant, obviously, to how tv is made.

[rubs temples]

I just wanna figure out what blender brain logic it takes to go "you didn't stalk some anon poet's account to figure out where they are at all times in coordination with another person that we supposedly hate like we did, we counted his trashcan condoms and you didn't, you're a fake TV leaker!" Like genuinely what the fuck. How does being a peeping tom on someone's kinks help me figure out the plot of episode 11.

[heyjude19-writing]

Who or what are your romantic inspirations??

I love this ask, wow, ok. 

For the “what’ I’ve read a good deal, but no romantic quote has ever stuck with me like this one from Jane Eyre: 

“I had not intended to love him; the reader knows I had wrought hard to extirpate from my soul the germs of love there detected; and now, at the first renewed view of him, they spontaneously revived, great and strong! He made me love him without looking at me.”

God it’s that last bit for me. I still have my original copy of the book where I put a star next to that line. Adolescent jude was struck forcibly by all the painful yearning in that quote. To love someone for just existing, and to fight so hard against such a feeling. To struggle in this way, with loving the minutiae of a person, gets me every time. 

Clearly I’m still not over it. 

More on the “what”: I think I find more romantic inspiration from music and lyrics than books/poetry actually. For me, it’s because you have more concise phrases trying to convey very big, abstract concepts to the listener. And other factors like the instrumentation or lack thereof, the singer’s voice and emphasis, whether it’s a major or minor key, create this whole atmosphere for the words. I always, always have music playing when I write. 

As for the “who”: I’ve been lucky in love and tend to feel things intensely. It’s rare that i pull exact situations from my own relationship but rather i channel these emotions and force characters to experience them too. Suffer with me!

I love asks that make me think about my writing, thank you anon!

#thoughts on writing #fic writing #writing #romance

[bi-disaster-yn]

I loved your Female Rage fic. As a woman I often find myself crying and screaming at the thought of it, of being a woman, of how I love it and hate it at the same time and how the world treats us. I hiperfixate on topics to research, and in Spain there’s this very famous Instagram influencer called ‘Bebi fernandez’, she’s anonymous and works destroying women trafficking rings. She has written books and novels, two poetry books, two novels, one book of tales. The poetry books are extracts from her diaries from 16-21 years. And the novel, Memorias de una salvaje, I wish it was an English version and you could read it, it’s about a girl who’s father was in a prostitution mafia and when he’s killed she has to work as a receptionist in one of the buildings they sex traffic women to pay debts. It’s raw, visceral, enraging. It’s also real. The story of every single woman in that book, they are inspired in real life. And there’s millions out there, everywhere, women being kidnapped, orphans being stolen, baby girls taken from their mothers. This world is a continuation of crimes, terrible crimes committed against women and it doesn’t change. It never changes. I can’t help but scream, yell, cry desperately. Sometimes I write in my diary about it but I end up getting frustrated and ripping off the page, throwing the notebook against the wall and crying my eyes out. I feel useless most of the time. But in a very spiritual way, I wouldn’t want to be anything else but a woman. I love women, so so much.

Thank you so much 🥹 the raw anger you clearly feel is exactly how I feel all the time and tried to channel it all into Female Rage. I think it’s the one I’m most proud of. I get that about wanting to rip the page out - at one point during the fic my eyes were streaming with tears but I kept going. Sending you big big big love anon <3

And I really wish there was an English version as well, that sounds brilliant!

#elle answers

[fieurissons]

long ask (AGAIN) hey its seoksoonhoon anon (so you can put a name to words)

i just needed ur input on this. (not limited to seoksoonhoon but i probably will eventually make this about seoksoonhoon especially because i had this new discovery where im convinced japanese is their love language (see: soonyoung asking jihoon to live in japan with him. see: seokmin going "i love you jihoon" in japanese and soonyoung saying "i love him too". seoksoon wooahaeing behind woozi in japan behind film.)

i just cant help but think about soonyoung and him wanting to just hold someone's hand 25/8. the moment he stands beside someone (coughs SEOKMIN) he has a tendency to always hold their hand or bump his shoulder against said person or grab some part of their body etc. hand on shoulder. wanting someone's hand on shoulder. wanting head pats and stomach rubs (also because seokmin gets stomach rub privileges which he thinks is very unfair.) grabbing jihoon's wrist after he finishes peeling a prawn for seokmin and licking off the sauce on his fingers because Leave No Sauce Behind but also jihoon is fond and lets him do it but also because it's familiar and comforting. his presence and all. and also i just feel like man needs something to channel all his overflowing energy into at any given moment.

movement to me is hoshi's love language?? how he expresses feelings?? in a way. like it's the way he works (i said vision is jihoon's and sound is seokmin's) (just. jihoon not looking at soonyoung sometimes because he's the brightest star in the sky and maybe. maybe jihoon is undeserving of this beauty but also he's so so deserving and he knows that when soonyoung lifts his face so they look each other in the eye and they break out into fits of laughter or something.) (and also how seokmin feels so deeply and greatly for music through his covers, through hearing woozi's guide audios like "this is how i should portray the emotion of this line" and "the emotion in the singing of this line" and also hearing soonyoung hum or himself hum random melodies in the middle of the night)

movement i think is about naturalness and familiarity. and getting so much enjoyment out of it. and it shows. like he'll creep up behind wonwoo while he's gaming (for the snwuists ily yall are very cool too) and knows how important it is and will merely put a supportive hand on his shoulder and when he loses the match there's a backhug because it's familiar. he dances and breathes and loves and hugs and touches because it's familiar. he also goes to the gym with jihoon and wonwoo (soonwonhoon is not a bad concept at all) or hits seok's butt or grabs seok's thigh or lies down beside seok naked because it's familiar. et cetera.

feelings feel realer when on text and paper because i just know its not as big of a deal as i ever make it out to be. for all i know (i do know) this could be all the members but i just feel it a lot more for hoshi with his passion for dance and general antics aka vibrating & jumping on the floor when he gets excited

(if i was a stronger person i would be able to resist the temptation of my beloved seoksoonhoon. alas i am not enough to stand on my own against this. uhm. here we go.)

seoksoonhoon in japan. i want to see seokmin grilling meat for jihoon and soonyoung and soonyoung yelling SEXY HAN NAMJA again because we all know it is very important. i want soonyoung and seokmin to do the dramatic grab-each-other-by-the-neck-and-lean-in-teasingly thing under sakura trees while jihoon takes a picture. i want jihoon belting to anime OSTs while watching anime on his phone with seoksoon pulling a soonwoo when they were watching vocal unit hug live performance. hand on chest and all. i want jihoon reciting his attempts at japanese lyrics (poetry) to seokmin at night in bed while stomach rubs (jihoon stomach rubs are a frequent seokmin-exclusive occurance by the way). i want so badly for soonyoung to purse his lips to look like the taiyaki (fish red bean pancake) and jihoon keeled over from laughing while seokmin poses with his own taiyaki. i want seokmin to smooch soonyoung's taiyaki and soonyoung whining about "give me a kiss too!". i want jihoon to get a polaroid camera and learn all the photography tricks from seokmin so he too can capture the beauty of life in its visual form and paste them in a collage. i want them to come back from japan and get tackled by the rest of the members going "when is it our turn" "be our tour guides" "ok deal room service next japan concert we split into 4-5 groups so everyone can take advantage of the member who knows japanese")

..... these night time thoughts should belong in a google doc or blog post some time. not now though i spent too long typing this. my impulse control is daytime + shining (diamond) responsibilities. it is not daytime.

oh my! honestly, I still owe you a reply on the ask you reblogged. but let me respond to this first.

omg the "I love him" and "I love him too" public declaration lives forever rent-free in my mind! soonyoung just finding it absolutely necessary to be a part of the "we love jihoon" discussion is truly something so soonyoung. and him asking jihoon to spend a year in Japan with him -- I have definitely incorporated this bit into a fic that is how obsessed I am.

I'm with you on the hand-holding there. 100%. also he wants to link arms soooooooo badly. when he stands next to anybody and sees an opening he'd just slip his arm around theirs like. the man has Touchy Disease. and yes of course who doesn't envy seokhoon belly rubs when the one time we get soonhoon on top of each other (in the soop) jihoon practically kicked soonyoung away? lol. no I have to acknowledge they had a moment where their heads were put together watching something on soonyoung's phone and that was. sweet. and intimate. (let's not forget "jagiya" and "you're back?")

wow -- you assigning a sense to each one of them is so. brilliant! soonyoung being tactile / jihoon visual / seokmin auditory... perfect. thinking about bumzu sharing the story of how they created highlight, soonyoung explaining the gist of the song he wants through movements. also how excited he was to tell jihoon when he wrapped up the choreography for spider. oftentimes there i's something deliberate about the way he moves and touch. paying attention to angles is one, only reserving his lips for his members even when he's drunk another. but then you see him vibrating on his feet whenever he gets excited (refer to power of love when jihoon did wooahae and he just absolutely lost it)...hm I need to lie down.

headcanon: jihoon sometimes asks seokmin to sing him a lullaby and its both a privilege and an honour seokmin treasures the most. the reward is obviously infinite belly rubs <3

!!!!! sexy han namja !!!!! is crazy when you think about soonyoung falling in love with a local chef because "he looked so handsome" and him wanting to be a chef because of that. @ God, the men you put on this earth to hunt for food and build homes are falling to their knees at the sight of a capable mate providing nutrition LMAOOO. and nooo imagine them acting out the grandpa grandma skit again with pink leaves falling around them and jihoon's just! completely endeared! I honestly think that whenever jihoon starts singing, seoksoon would just drop everything they're doing to listen to him because that's their man! and they want to hear what he has to say, even if that means watching a 6-hr live on the tooniverse :<

the collage would be so cute because I do think jihoon would be a fan of hand-crafted or personalised gifts. he made a song for seungkwan's birthday and treasures the ones given to him a lot: mic from soonyoung, which he used to record, may I remind you, versace on the floor kljshdlkghdlksjhfg (we need a full cover holyshit) and hoodie from wonwoo.

HAHAHA lol well if it helps I'll tag our asks as seoksoonhoon so if you ever want an archive you can find them easily on my blog. p.s. best pairing thoughts often come after 9 PM when you're avoiding thinking about real life and just wants to indulge yourself in some fantasies. <3

#q #seoksoonhoon

[terrence-silver]

Damn anon, now I can’t get rid of the concept of Regina Silver, Regina means queen that means she’s going to be the reigning monarch in school or anywhere really as long as her father holds onto the silver throne soon to be passed down to her no matter if she is the eldest,middle, or youngest she still surpassed all of her siblings. Just thinking about it makes me scared not of her but FOR the characters that cross her since she seems to be the type that takes action before her father even plans it

Regina Silver, with a great many middle names, all more regal and royal than the other, running whatever exclusive Californian prep school she attends with impunity.

Typical rich Valley Girl; she prides herself on that stereotype and cultivates it to excess. Runs the cheerleading team. Runs the poetry club. The literature class. Sports. Extracurriculars. Is a valedictorian. Is to be Prom Queen a whole semester before prom (and whoever else she chooses as King...or Queen) --- it is simply known she has no competition, so why bother? She does it all. It is her school. Other kids are just in it by happenstance as props. Terry probably donates a hefty sum annually for this sort of preferential treatment to be possible. Teachers (and even the principal) often tell her to 'send their warmest regards to dad'. It is treated like a normal, casual thing.

Comes to class in a vehicle chauffeured by a private driver.

Harvard isn't good enough for her.

Neither is Yale.

She'll go to a University overseas, in Europe. Pa' promised.

Wears silver Cartier love bracelets, 6000 USD a piece, like they're a casual throwaway item --- they are to her, anyway. Has several of them on each on arm, charms included, and she jiggles a little as she walks down the hallway with grand purpose and distinction every morning, alerting the other students that 'Oh, god, she's coming. Lets move out of the way in advance.'

It is a common occurrence for her to arrive on campus wearing a color-coordinated, matching Channel checkered skirt and blazer, or a cute little cashmere sweater. Screams old money, just by the way she looks, acts and presents herself. She doesn't care. She is not ashamed of who she is. She flaunts it. Embraces it. Isn’t a hypocrite about it. She is an absolute heiress and trust fund kid and it shows.

Plays mental games with her friends constantly. With her enemies even more so. Very cliquey. Very materialistic. Capricious. Spoiled rotten (people are just jealous, she claims, because there was nobody to spoil them rotten the way she was --- someone spoiling you rotten is a sign of love). Plays into her ditsy bimbo persona because it gets people off guard when it comes to her, but truth is, she is fiercely astute, awfully well read, power hungry, cunning, clever and intelligent, never forgets a grudge or a face even though she doesn't let on immediately. Devoted to the teeth, to her legacy, her parents, her family, her siblings.

Signs her name with R. Silver.

Surname in the forefront. So people would never ever dare forget.

#this is actually pretty cool!!! #love it #loved writing this #regina silver? #hey not bad at all #silver!daughter #terry silver #kk3 #cobra kai #yandere #terry silver as a parent