Me: i dont rlly care about minecraft rp characters having canon sexualities, I feel like most servers just go from the fantasy books logic in wich this is a place ppl just don't have labels at all and/or characters are matched by the plot and their orientation is simply malleable by plot priorities and that's fine...
Bagi, cellbit, fit, jaiden, mike and bad: here is my character that is canonicaly gay/lesbian/aroace/aro and their orientation is brought up and it makes them have even more depth when considering backstory and current storyline
Sometimes I think about the fact that both Atsushi and Aku trusted the other to the point of confessing their deepest secret.
While fighting Ivan Goncharov , Atsushi confesses seeing the headmaster of the orphanage looming near him constantly. Akutagawa was the only person he actually opened up about it. Not the ADA members, not Dazai (even though Dazai knows how much the headmaster meant to him).
While fighting Ouchi Fukuchi, Akutagawa confesses having a lung disease, which will kill him sooner than later. Atsushi is most likely the only person Akutagawa talked to about it (if we don't include Gin and maybe Dazai).
When I think about it, I start tearing up a little bit more...
i am forever thinking about the admiration hozier sings with in verse two of "abstract (psychopomp)". the way he compares the death of his relationship with the collision of hitting an animal, but is more in awe of his lover's reaction than the tragedy itself?? "the speed that you moved"?? "the screech of the cars"?? "the creature still moving that slowed in your arms"?? the way they could look death in the eye and care for it rather than run from it, and, instead of hating their acceptance of the breakup, hozier says that that is why there is "no choice but to love you"?? 'the way you are ending this is the reason i love you'?? the fact he is thankful that his lover has the strength to be the psychopomp because he knows he would have just kept flying into the sun icarian style?? how, despite how lost he feels ("the earth from a distance"), he cannot help but find the compassion his partner shows to the end of their love beautiful ("see how it shines")?? it is on my mind day in day out i can think of nothing else