#angtsy

[rksses]

a pearl for your thoughts

angst/fluff ：college au , fem!reader implied , one-sided love , reader has low confidence and is really shy in the beginning

an ： i got tired in the end so this is gonna have multiple parts. this was originally written with the title amaryllis (a flower that represents one sided love I KNOW IM SUCHA GEEK) but i changed it last minute and I don’t have the energy to remove the underlying plant/flower theme

. . . 🎬 🌷 I 🌷 II 🌷 III

it was 2:09 am and there you were , sitting comfortably in your little rolly chair with a pen and paper and hundreds of unfinished and rejected drafts in your plastic trash bin.

usually at this time , you would be doing some sort of homework or writing paragraphs for school and such. tonight, you were certainly writing paragraphs. but for more.. personal reasons. you spent the past hour and a half trying to compose the perfect love letter for him. gojo satoru.

when you and satoru first met , it was the midst of summer. the humidity was probably messing with your head because at first sight , you had thought he wasn't real. i mean, he couldn't have been. he was the human embodiment of beauty. his azure gaze set on yours as your friend introduced him to you and you unintentionally confessed your “love” for him on spot. in reality , it was just your head thinking that you recognizing his beauty as instant love and just slipped out. as embarrassing as it was to have everyone hear your supposed to be inner thoughts come out of your mouth, you can't help but me grateful for that moment because that's when your friendship had begun to sprout.

summer is rough , but arguably the best part about it is that it's perfect beach weather. one of your classmates , juniper , had arranged a beach day and invited everyone in all of her classes , including you. this was one of the first ever events that you had been invited to that wasn't a family thing and you were super excited. you happily accepted this hangout invitation and went to the mall to get a new bathing suit.

bathing suit shopping was harder than you thought it would be. the stock followed the fashion trends and bikinis are totally in. the large collection of bikinis was overwhelming ( especially how revealing they were ) , but you had managed to find a modest white bikini with pink flowers printed nicely on the top and bottom.

the sun shined down upon the beautiful sandy beach and you had finally made it to the beach. you were glad you took this day to have a little beach day. you definitely needed it. you took out your towel and set it near juniper's towel , as she was really the only person you knew , even if it was just from one little interaction. "oh my gosh !!!!" a voice squealed behind you. "y/n !!! 'm so glad you could make it!!! i didn't think you'd come since you're such a loner , but i'm so glad you did." she smiled brightly. only she could be that backhanded while genuinely trying to be nice. "you need anything ? like sunscreen ... or water .. oh , and we have this new really coo-" she paused , distracted and dazed by something , or rather someone behind you. you awkwardly smiled at her ans took a glance behind you , and there he was. there stood the tall , white-haired man that you'd been dreaming about.

she dragged you over to the umbrella everyone was sharing and introduced you to her friends. "heyy !!!! guys , guys , guys! ya know that cute , quiet girl with h/c hair that i invited ?? meet y/n!" you greeted them all awkwardly with a small 'hey' or 'hi' and were returned with the same energy. you didn’t know anybody and you weren't very experienced with getting social with people so you couldn't hold a conversation very well either. however , when you went to greet another one of her friends , one specific word came to mind.

angelic.

gojo satoru was the embodiment of beauty , with charming facial features , distinctive blue eyes the color of the sky , along with a toned body , he was gorgeous. ethereal. you could already tell you would fall in love with him , hell , you already were.

but somehow , these thoughts got past your brain and instead came out of your mouth , heavily flattering the man before you .

and that was how you met your soon - to - be love of your life .

🌷 🌷 🌷

the water was perfect tempature for swimming. you dipped your foot in the water and then your leg and next thing you know , you're already shoulder deep. you're bored and everyone else was having a great time over at the umbrellas so you decided to look for shells to quell your bordem. ever since you were about 5 years old , you've always loved collecting shiny items such as keys , jewels , tin foil , coins and occasionally shells.

after a couple hundred seashells later , you find a clam and 5 seconds later , you find yourself desperately trying to pry it open , in hopes of finding a pearl.

unfortunately , due to your lack of muscle strength , the clam remained shut , unwilling to open up to the world. (sound familiar ?)

a shadow appeared above you , as well as a water droplet that fell on your nose. “y/n was it ?” a sultry voice said. you looked up at the source of the voice and low and behold it’s “gojo satoru. you can call me satoru. don’t think we’ve met before ,” he smirks. “besides you confessing your undying love for me earlier.” your cheeks turned red as you’re reminded of how you publicly embarrassed yourself in front of the whole graduating class of 2023.

“yes , you’re right , it’s y/n” you politely reply. “sorry for that , by the way. i didn’t mean to say that.” you smile awkwardly. “no reason to apologize ! and don’t worry about it , i get it all the time darling.” he cockily stated. “need a hand ?” you looked back down at your hands , still holding the clam. you had long forgotten about this calm , as you were enamored by his unique lavender scent. after all , smelling good is one of the best ways to instantly be more attractive.

“actually , yeah. i could use a hand.” you passed the shut clam to gojo and without a sweat , he opens it. inside is a pearl. a pink pearl to symbolize love.

autumn had arrrived. it was a few months into this friendship , you couldn't help but notice these small things he did for you that he didn't used to before , such as opening the door for you , playfully teasing you about small compliments and such. he had gotten more comfortable with you , and of course , so had you. he had given you support as a friend and had helped you gain some confidence and a crush from his compliments and unnecessary affection. you didn't think much of your newly developed crush yet , because although you two were good friends, you were miles away from him in social status , in beauty , in... everything , really. painful it was to have a crush on someone who could never like you back , he was still your friend and that would suffice for you. plus, you should get over this silly crush in a week or two, right ?

wrong. in the next month , your feelings seemed to grow even stronger than before. he had plucked the delicate petals of your heart just right and made you fall for him unknowingly. you were like putty in his hands , easily swayed by his flirtatious persona and handsome looks. he was the definition of beautiful and he knew it. you would never admit it to his face but , he was the most attractive person you'd ever seen. and it definitely didn’t help that people often mistook you for a couple.

you didn't even remember it yourself but today was your birthday and surprisingly enough , gojo had put on the sweetest ( figuratively and literally ) and most minimal birthday party ever, just the way you liked it. he got in by using the extra key underneath the doormat and sneakily set everything up.

when you got home , your 'best friend' was awaiting you near a bountifully filled dessert table, decorated with lavender scented candles (gojo’s signature scent) and soft pink chocolate pearls adorning the tiny cupcakes. your cheeks stain with shades of red and pink as you excitedly smile , in thought of how much effort gojo had put into trying to make your birthday a special day.

you and gojo went on to grow even closer. by september , he had become apart of your daily life at this point. every single day he showered you in love and affection and everyday, you fell twice as hard as the last. at this point , your so-called 'crush' had developed into something more and somewhere deep underneath your barricaded heart, you knew it.

first love was not something you had ever experienced until you met him. he constantly watered your starved heart and unknowingly blossomed something inside of you.

🌷 🌷 🌷

part two is in the making xx 💋 !

#[ nia’s works ] #gojo x y/n #gojo fluff #gojo satoru #satoru #gojo angst #angtsy #jjk #jjk x you #gojo x you

[ohbluesky]

HII here’s a lil something for @thominho-week-2023!!! 

- Day 2: Road Trip

- Day 3: “I really thought I lost you”

#The Maze Runner #tmr #thominho #tmr thomas #tmr minho #thominho week 2023 #tmwd2 #tmwd3 #myart #YES i'm so happy that i had time to draw something this year!!! #kinda imagining jorge popping his head outta the window giving a few taps on the car like HEY for the last time BERTHA ISN'T A DATING SPOT #OH i should add Jorge to tags damn #tmr jorge #there #anyway yes those are also #canon compliant #minho deserves to be hugged #i like that he's just like. holding his Emotions in as thomas wakes up from the dead and the hug just. opens the Fucking Dam #if you think i've had enough of angtsy safe haven thominho you are DEAD WRONG and guess what i got MORE coming #(someday) #(eventually)

[pinacoladamatata]

you could have it all... my empire of dirt

yes i just finished killing cazador, why do you ask? on an unrelated note i think neil newbon deserves a fucking award

#astarion #astarion ancunin #astarion baldur's gate #bg3 #bg3 spoilers #i have so many thoughts. so many. #on a less angtsy note; he is now the eldest sibling of 7000 vampire spawn #of all the outcomes i thought we'd get for astarion. big vampire brother wasn't one of them #but damn if i wont defend this choice with my life now #eldest sibling astarion is very important to me and i am not projecting at all #pina art

[strngrsongs]

I’ve always thought it’d be funny if El has her “what painting” moment with Mike while Will is also in the room in the background or something so he hears her say that and starts silently gesturing with his hands for El to stop talking but because El doesn’t understand all the social cues yet she’s like “why is Will waving his hands like that” and Mike whips around like 🤨 and then Will stops and tries to pretend he wasn’t doing anything but it’s obvious he was and now it’s real awkward

#byler #byler endgame #lmao I think about this concept a lot like it’d be so funny and cringy #there’s a lot of angtsy scenarios where the painting lie is revealed and I do love and adore those #but I think we should also consider that it could be hilarious lmao #stranger things

[rouge-the-bat]

"shadows a teen! haha, teen angst edgelord" shadow was literally drinking at a bar with rouge in sonic x

#shadow #shadow the hedgehog #sth #it wouldnt bother me so bad if ppl just simply headcanoned him at a young age #and it wasnt a hugely popular fanon that it was treated and SPREAD like it was fact #when hes literally CANONICALLY ageless and immortal #im just sooooo tired of the teen shadow hesdcanon #not to mention the fact that his trauma is often treated as teen angst for some fucking reason ??? #when he witnessed his sister get murdered right in front of him #and proceeded to have his memories altered then be horribly manipulated and had amnesia ????? #god i fucking HATE how people see and treat shadow #its always grumpy old grandpa shadow or angtsy emo teen shadow 🙄 #he is not physically or mentally 15 he is not physically or mentally 50. jfc #and it drives me up a wall when ppl use his headcanoned age as a ''''reason'''' why its bad to ship him with rouge #i deserve 100 dollars every time someone spouts this bullshit

[fantomette22]

Slow dance through the years…

I wanted to draw this idea since some times and i’m glad to have finally done it!

Those characters really means a lot to me so gotta hit right in the feels ;-; I’m not crying you’re crying. And you wanna know what is going on exactly here? Well i guess you can figure it out but ask me separately if you wish for more details.

With the drafts then the drawings in themselves it took me few days and i’m quite happy with the results!

(Btw i see doll/ Gehrman relationship as platonic thank you)

Also, a while ago a friend of mine share with me a music playlist that made they think of Bloodborne & especially Gehrman. One of them especially inspire me for those :

#bloodborne #bloodborne art #gehrmaria #fantomette22art #gehrman the first hunter #lady maria of the astral clocktower #the doll #my art #‘​fantomette why you always do angtsy things?!’ well because? #SoundCloud

[lemeblogs]

Batman #138

STAB ME. GUT ME. CURSE MY PILLOWS, THROW A DEER AT ME. IM NOT OK. DO YOU UNDERSTAND? I AM NOT OK RN. Y’KNOW WHY? I MAKE A POST TALKING ABOUT WHAT I WANT TO SEE IMPROVED FROM DC, ONLY A FEW WEEKS AGO, ONE OF THOSE THINGS BEING, GUESS WHAT, BRUCE NOT BEING A SHIT DAD? IKR? SO FUNNY?? HAHA HA??

AND DO YOU KNOW HOW DC RESPONDS?

FUCKING BATMAN 138.

WHAT IS HAPPENING. BRUCE. EXPLAIN YOURSELF. WTF ARE YOU DOING TO JASON.

IM SOBBING. IM SNIVELING. I CANT DO THIS. WHY WOULD THEY DO THIS TO US??????

#batfamily #bruce wayne #batman #jason todd #red hood #batman 138 #gotham war #I’m going to throw up #I’m physically gagging #I BETTER BE SEEING A HUNDRED DELECTABLE ANGTSY FANFICS OUT OF THIS. #AUTHORS IM LOOKING AT YOU #DONT LET JASON SUFFER FOR NOTHING

[karoo-o]

As a French person (and a stupid weeb) , I'm so happy that Pomme love Hunter x Hunter and Rwby 🥺🥺🍎

#Pomme my love angtsy egg #qsmp pomme #Qsmp #Qsmp eggs

[doberbutts]

Planning to get Baldur's Gate when I have top surgery so I can do nothing but have fun with videogames for 2 weeks and

Planning to romance Astarion and Karlach on two seperate runs and realizing that about sums up my taste in men and women

#angtsy bad boys with sad backstories ✅ #precious himbo women who are possibly the most important thing to my psyche ✅

[arson-09]

tamsand. goodnight

#THIS IS TAMLINS POV OBVIOUSLY #acotar #a court of thorns and roses #tamlin #pro tamlin #tamsand #I love angtsy doomed ships #i love the thought of them being fucking exes. it makes the rest of the series 1000% more entertaining #imagining rhysand and tamlin as exes makes it somewhat better #tamlin saving rhysand life??? because he loved feyre ??? and loved rhysand ???

[hastalavistabyebye]

Let characters be angry. Let them be mad. Let them make mistakes and be wrong. They're people, make them be that. Even if it's awful, especially when it's awful and all wrong and terrible. It's not because they're sunshine and rainbows that they can't fuck things up by doing something stupid (all possibilities of stupid here). I love it when a character loose it, when they become even for just a moment that ugly thing that is just so human. They're people ! It's not always the pretty hurt and broken we love so much here. Make them terrible, even for just a moment. Make them shout and loose their shit and cry all bloated and red. Make them unfair and distrustful. Let them be wrong.

#it's so terrible when you see a character like that #but it's only terrible because of how close to home it hits #of how true it rings #which make it absolutely brilliant #we read and create these characters to feel right? #and because we love those characters that are so real for us #so make them be people #if it's super angtsy or cathartic is up to you #but don't trap your characters with that clean pretty behavior we are used to #regardless of their trope #hasta rambles #world building #fanfic #writing

[drunk-on-starlight]

Rey with two lightsabers is sexy already but think about every time she'd look in a mirror and think about how that was Palpatine's prefered style too.

#Misc star wars #Star wars #rey skywalker #The most disappointing part of the past few years is how limited media has been about Rey #She deserves to have more angtsy parallels to palps

[my-jokes-are-my-armour]

Friend

I never understood why you came to me in the first place. Why your weren't afraid. Nor why you stayed that long by my side.

I so often wished to be left alone. I pushed you out so many times. You never listened. You were too much. You were problems I didn't need.

So... why this empty space and this blessed silence now hurt more than anything else.

Where are you ? ...My friend.

#geraskier #here some angtsy geralt #realising he had a friend #my potato edits #my fanfictions #microfiction

[olde-scratch]

saiki k tokyo ghoul au bc of that one post comparing nishiki and kuniharu by @herdecisions (i havent read tg in years idc if i get anything wrong)

- possibility of kuniharu and nishiki being the same person OR twin brothers

- if theyre the same person kurumi is the gf whatever her name was, if theyre not then theyre not (idc if she died canonically she can be alive if i wantbyer to be)

- kuniharu is a ghoul and kurumi is human but threatening as fuck (kuniharu is either a weak bitch ghoul or hes soft for her)

- kuusuke was born a one eye. saiki was too but that pales in comparison to the fact that hes still psychic (dont ask why hes psychic its saiki ofc hes psychic)

- the govnt baby kusuo destroyed was the ccg, but he mightve given his family a different last name before that as witness protection, or after to avoid the govnt coming after them

- the grandparents are human bc theyre on kurumis side, know but dont care abt kuniharu being a ghoul (well grandpa does but he doesnt like kuniharu anyways)

- kusuo probably ended the stigma around ghouls and developed safe alternatives for them to eat OR he made it so ghouls can just eat normal food

- angstier idea is that he didnt and his familys still in hiding, but tbh anything to make his life easier yk

#ending it here bc i wanna see if anyone else wants to add anything #cmon follow ex angtsy 13 yos who looked up 'goriest anime ever list' and watched tokyo ghoul dont fail me now #i dont remember anything abt tg even tho im literally still writing another crossover fic thats been going on for 3 almost 4 years now #saiki k #saiki kusuo #saiki no psi nan #the disasterous life of saiki k #might write a fic on this if it gets enough traction (please say it wont /j) #formatted it like this to mimic all the cool kids with their own aus #sorry my brain only works in crossovers :( i apologize deeply that my first major contribution is this #also sorry for the tag i realized after posting that i should probablt credit u for this

[silverdragonreads]

Chapters: 9/9 Fandom: Skyfall (2012) - Fandom, James Bond (Craig Movies) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: James Bond/Q Characters: James Bond, Q (Bond - Craig movies) Additional Tags: Soulmates, Soulmate-Identifying Marks, First Time, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Developing Relationship, Angst Summary:

When they meet for the first time at the National Gallery, Bond has a strange sense of deja vu.

 For the 00QNewYearParty as a gift for missMHO.

#fics read in 2023 #00q #james bond #20k to 30k words #This was so angtsy and lovely #definitely rereadable

[aashiyancha]

Part 22

Masterpost

#rune factory 5 #rune factory #aashi doodles #me trying to make a light hearted game more angtsy lol #i mean thats what it felt like the ppl trying to make this game were doing too so meh #me just joinjng in on the bandwagon XD