#angsty thoughts tonight

[theangiediary]

#winchester anthem <3 #angsty thoughts tonight

[welcometogrouchland]

Also I am. Constantly forgetting how fucking funny Hunter is. We never give him enough credit for how funny he is because his life is so fucked up but I swear 90% of his lines are just bit after bit after bit. He's not even trying either. Anytime he actively tries to make a joke it falls flat but if you just put him in a Scenario he'll find a way to be so over invested and yet out of touch/at odds with whatever's going on. He's so autistic

#the owl house #ramblings of a lunatic #i forget hunters character voice A Lot #plus the most recent ep is always whats most clear in my mind (so rn that's ftf) and he's obvs much more angsty in that one #idk ppl credit thanks to them as the first time Hunter was like happy and silly #but i highkey think asias was the prelude to that. like i think the events of that day are so vivid and special to hunter #precisely bc it's the first time he's interacted with witches his age in a non hostile or strained way #it's the first time on screen we see him have fun doing something that isn't deranged #yeah whatever souls are made of his and willows are the same. but more importantly her gus and the rest make him laugh #that's important for the guy canonically having the worst day of his life Every Day #part of why huntlow appealed to me initially was that it was hunters first taste of like. normal teenagedom #not the romance with willow (cause that's barely an undercurrent in asias) but flyer derby and hexside in general #and that's part of why willow and later gus r like. his safe space #and thus why it's so significant that he goes out of his way to protect (keep them safe) too #anyway enough hunter thoughts for tonight. i love him but this isn't my Brand

[pyjamacryptid]

This was always going to happen.

[He’s] been dead since the beginning.

- The Oresteia

#Merlin #Merthur #bbc merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #king arthur #Merlin bbc #merlin x arthur #merthur fanart #merlin fanart #tw blood #tw blood implied #I thought ‘idk about a background and I’m struggling with Arthur’s shirt tonight….’ #‘why don’t I do that pop art thing where you make the clothes and background the same solid colour!!!’ #and then in my scribbling I realised it could look like blood #and then the angsty pining art became ANGSTY GRIEVING PINING YEARNING G R I E F ART #akdnskdn #sorry I’m advance to the Merlin fandom this is a heavy hitter #and it was only meant to be a scribble lol #my art #fanart #fan art #illustration #art #artists on tumblr #this could be better.. also cropped better tbh #but in my defence this was scribbled. and I started at 12am. yknow. like a sane person

[blackberryandpeppermint]

so ive been playing aa4 recently and the 7yg destroyed me enough as is but I cant stop thinking about how much sadder it is when you consider everything that went down in bridge to the turnabout. Like he just got closure for Mia's death and comfort that her legacy will live on in him as a lawyer and them he immediately gets that ripped away from him? She put so must trust in him that he could continue his journey on his own and he couldn't? He must of felt like he was failing her and her legacy all over again. It just destroys me thinking about it.

#ace attorney #gay lawyer game #having lots of angsty thoughts tonight #mia fey #phoenix wright

[emry-stars-art]

Thoughts on prince Riko’s “perfect court” before anyone escaped Evermore ( @thefoxesraven pls remind me if it was you with the branding vs tagging idea on that insta live)

@snazzy-jas-z-is-a-fan-of came up with SO MUCH of the possible politics and family ties of this au, it was incredible to watch and I think I finally understand enough to post about it 😂 there’s a balance of power between the two branches of Evermore royalty, which balance is shifting slowly to the Moriyamas and by the end of the story belongs solely to them with Ichirou as king. I’ll try to explain it in a different post if there’s interest

(And lest we go a day without Abram angst: he does in fact get his brand and more, when he’s taken back to Evermore and Riko takes the chance to reclaim his property ‘like he should have done to begin with’.)

#CRIES I WROTE THIS WHOLE POST TAGS AND ALL AND LOST IT TO THE VOID #hhhhhh anyway. new designs who this #I think I’ve drawn riko maybe like. twice. and i wanted to give Jean curly hair #which 👀👀👀👀 sir #AND he gets to grow it out?? #oh but it hurts to think about why Kevin and Jean #who both are closer and spend more time with riko than Nathaniel #would want to keep their hair short while at evermore #in this the ‘long haired men’ au #TOO MANY ANGSTY THOUGHTS TONIGHT #but thank you so much jas for your thoughts and incredible world building #AND I could go on MORE about the unnecessary measure of Riko branding Jean #it was just to be cruel and mock him and cause him pain #AND I COULD GO ON ALSO ABOUT ABRAM AND BRANDING #but I WONT because I learned there’s a TAG LIMIT #so if you want to know. you know where to find me #dms are open etc #im also on discord and insta #30 tags smh #fan art #my art #aftg #all for the game #royal au #neil josten #kevin day #riko moriyama #jean moreau #perfect court

[princeanxious]

Fairy Virgil hiding in the rain, why? Well…

This piece has been years in the making for an au that i wrote a whole google doc on, made a playlist for, i even made a dif art piece involving Fairy Patton as Virgil’s adoptive fairy dad that i have no memory of posting, and then i’m pretty sure i never shared anything about the au on here. Yes theres context, but am I gonna gib? ….maybe.

#sanders sides #virgil sanders #fairy virgil #luka’s aus #luka draws #haha ya’ll thought the cute doodles were all i had in store tonight? #nah #i’d lowkey bee;craving some hard angst lately for venting purposes so uh be warned #if i post more in the future it will likely be extremely angsty or extremely sappy #or both #idk #but yeah no this au is so old that remus and janus werent even characters yet #and i only ever designed virgil and patton #hense why u get a blob for roman in the background w/ just a hint of his TM.Extra Wings

[bucksangel]

should i torture myself by re watching the x factor diaries??

#it’ll kill me i know it will #but i’m in an angsty mood tonight #𓆩♡𓆪 angel's thoughts 𓆩♡𓆪

[your-local-uwu-artist]

sleepover~

had a lot of fun with this, I wanted to practice poses, character interaction, and composition: + I wanted to try out a softer color scheme ...well as soft as my endless love for super saturated colors allows

#south park #stan marsh #eric cartman #kenny mccormick #kyle broflovski #kyukyudraws #what if i shared some drawing notes in the tags :o #dnfjka #okay well for starters the video game cases are supposed to be mario kart 8 deluxe cooking mama 2 and pokemon sun #I was gonna do the dinosaur pjs for cartman but then i was like “what if cats” #considered having kyle's book be one of those unofficial minecraft novels but then i remembered now they have official ones and that stunte #my thought process so instead he just gets vague purple book #kenny gets a loz shirt because of princess kenny's resemblance to zelda #sketches had like at least 5 different kenny pose ideas sketched out #some abadened kenny poses include: having him upside down : having him sideways laying on top of everyone else #anyways i evuentually found the pose i settled on #i had to adjust stan's pose slightly to balance it out #before kenny's was decided stans just had it so his spread out leg didn't go sideways #hope you know that while i drew those uno cards that one audio played in my head the entire time #the 1 where it's the angsty 'in the back of my mind' song then 'hey you guys wanna play uno real quick so i can make that my upload tonight #i saw a version where it was count bleck and nastasia for the back of my mind than mimi and mr.L for the uno bit #mr.l was the one with the oldest xbox known to man btw #i actually referenced that before on that mimi and mr.L doodles post

[eggmode]

the tragedy of my existence is borne in my womanhood

#having complicated feelings abt being born a girl tonight folks! #this post is inherently transgender btw #my writing #original writing #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #my poetry #poetry #original poetry #writeblr #poetblr #idk if this counts as poetry but i’m deciding it does as an angsty 17 yr old #with no qualifications 💜 #writemode

[f1-stuff]

Austrian GP ‘22 // Post-sprint press con

Not a lot of smiles today...

#save them #I thought this gifset was gonna be angsty since the boys aren't smiling and this presser was extremely uncomfy to watch... #but it kinda just looks pretty with the colors lmao #anyway who else feels angsty in this chilis tonight? #charles leclerc #carlos sainz jr #charlos #Austria GP '22 #gifs #mine #formula one #f1 #ferrari #austrian grand prix #2022

[fissions-chips]

Two enemies meeting in which the playing field has drastically shifted and one is in a bad way is underrated.

“Come to gloat?” and “Just get it over with…”?

Delightful.

#thinking about a lot of angsty things tonight and got to thinking about that train of thought ft. Butler begrudgingly rescuing Jon after #- he’s kidnapped by Valentine post-‘bad karma’. it’s so. good. #Jon looking his old enemy dead in the eye with this tired sort of anger. it’s nowhere like the hate from before. Jon looks too tired to be #- truly angry. at most he’s… embarrassed. humiliated at being in this position and being found by his worst enemy’s bodyguard. #he doesn’t expect help- he expects hurt. so he curls his lip and asks if Butler’s here to gloat? when the bodyguard doesn’t answer he just #- slumps back. turns his head away and angrily grits out for Butler to ‘get it over with’. because certainly he’s here for revenge right? #- at this point it’d probably be a mercy. #idk! angst. feels.

[godsfavoritescientist]

my god im so so sorry for this one but imagine if bill *did* come back from the dead. imagine that the “different form in a different time” was the kindest possible interpretation and he got to keep all his memories and got to come back to the same dimension his ford lives in, just a few months or years after he got erased from existence.

imagine bill feeling remorse. imagine bill regretting all the ways he hurt ford, and wanting to be better. imagine that all of these things lined up perfectly, giving bill the best second chance he could have ever asked for.

and then, imagine bill watching ford from afar for the rest of ford’s life without ever interacting with him. imagine him keeping his distance, and vowing to himself that he’ll never re-enter ford’s life ever again, so he can be absolutely certain that he’ll never hurt ford again. but he still can’t help but watch ford from afar, feeling torn to shreds inside with guilt about their past, and about how bright and incredible of a person he destroyed his chances of ever being with again, and he is endeared and surprised and delighted by ford over and over again, even after so many years of knowing him, even when only watching him from far away, and the one small solace bill has is that ford looks so happy now, and bill loves getting to have the knowledge that ford is doing alright, and is happier day by day, in this new world that he thinks doesn’t have bill in it anymore.

#billford angst #bill angst #would ford still be happy if bill revealed himself to him? who knows! #if i was bill i would be too scared to find out. #cant imagine a more fitting punishment than giving bill all the tools to give him the chance to try to make amends #bill can torture Himself. idk coming back from the dead changes a person #really puts things into perspective. makes taking over all of reality seem less important y'know #makes a person have time to think. time to start taking accountability and feeling guilt. #or maybe the axolotl is even like 'if you apologize to ford i will give you *all* your powers back' #and bill still never talks to ford again #heartwrenching thoughts tonight. what the Fuck #its not about if bill deserves this or not its about me going 'hey wouldnt this be angsty' #*bill* thinks he deserves it and thats all i know. we are sharing wavelengths we are exchanging thoughts we are looking at ford together #and going 'augh that poor man' #godsficideas

[lookbluesoup]

a touch in the heat of the moment. (khanah'to/lyrha, please?)

"Gods, Khan, it's not as if I've proposed t'ye." I'lyrha huffed, arms crossed, tail whipping.

What she had thought sounded like a great bloody adventure was apparently nothing of the sort. I'lyrha neither asked for nor expected devotion from him, but she'd thought they were close enough to enjoy a bit of Valentione's revelry.

"It's not a commitment. I know yer allergic to 'em." She tilted her head, slit eyes honed to each subtle shift of his... quite attractive... figure. "Just a little bit'a fun. Better 'an spendin' the holiday alone, innit? An' don' tell me yer allergic t'fun, 'cause I know tat ain't true."

A bit of her chest clenched over the idea of this, of all things, ending what had so far been an amusing diversion.

He started to turn, and in a rush of fear that perhaps he was leaving, I'lyrha's impatience got the better of her. She reached for his arm.

--

Touch Prompts

#THOUGHT ABOUT making this spicy spicy #but i'm in an angsty mood tonight #so we get to watch lyrha be stupid #touch prompts #ffxiv #lyrha #khanah'to

[cringefailgirlfriendjohnnycage]

god,,, cageblade divorce era but no children - mountain goats

#mortal kombat #johnny cage #sonya blade #cageblade #I'm having angsty thoughts in this chillis tonight

[a-tale-of-legends]

Like I can't stop thinking about Kenji and Aiko growing out their hair. Aiko does it willingly, wanting to experiment more with her presentation ( and she kinda missed having longer hair). Meanwhile Kenji grew out only because he had no time to really cut it. Especially when he was under mind control. He does not like his hair longer than his neck and it bothers him so much but now he's too depressed to really care about it anymore.

#:( #angsty Kenji thoughts tonight lol #oc: kenji hino #legendverse #there's a lot of things i can say about Kenji #like how he's very cautious about physical touch. that he feels weak and pathetic for not living up to his own standard #that tlh fucking traumatized him- possible even more than the team rocket revival #he needs a hug- but i even feel he's very cautious about that now too :(

[dragongeek1]

So playing DA, doing the Sacred Ashes quest, and I started frantically writing because inspiration struck like lightning after that bit with the Guardian and he talks about the Warden’s past

because Mahariel’s “My answer is my own” just. JUST. I can’t even. (There’s plenty of good material/inspiration/etc in this conversation and this interaction with the Guardian, but that response in particular is just perfect for Silea and also just leaves a WONDERFUL opening for a scene where she later confesses to Alistair what her actual thoughts are) so I opened a document and Went to Work (and it felt so good to just write, to have the words just flow-- it’s been awhile since they’ve flowed like that)

and it’s pretty good honestly! I was gonna finish it up and post it and everything--

but I’d got distracted, scrolled through tumblr, that’s okay breaks are fine, lost the flow so thought I’d just go back to DA to get the inspiration back, right? Continue on the Gauntlet

and I fucking forgot that you actually see Tamlen

I thought the Guardian just asking about Tamlen would be enough to fuck up my OC but I’d forgotten you actually see him

you see him and talk to him

needless to say, Silea is Not Having a Good Time

#this post started because i was like FUCK NOW THIS WHOLE DOCUMENT GOES OUT THE WINDOW #and then halfway through i realized no it doesn't IT JUST BECOMES EVEN MORE ANGSTY #which is saying something #i'm just having So Many Thoughts tonight lads #started with this and then the hawke in inquisition and carver as the warden contact and telling fenris thing and that rabbit hole #and now back to this again i mean #just so many thoughts #Cassie rambles #dragon age origins