I can't quite convey how shocking it is to see a mainstream British newspaper publish an article like this. quoting Karl Marx and essentially calling for a rebellion against landlords - this is one of the most radical things I've ever seen a British newspaper publish, and this is a newspaper sold in shops. you'd expect this in an obscure news outlet that nobody really knows about, not the guardian. they snapped. this is beautiful.
When are UEFA and FIFA going to protect women in football??? Instead of letting women push open doors, how about close the doors for men like Rubiales and Vilda?!
Reading back on some of my old nevermore stuff and I gave will a spine because I really hoped he'd get to keep a bit of an attitude on his own even without monty
Ye!!! i commissioned Si for a chibi pic of my lil sona and it came out so cute! This is the full size version (unfortunately I had to crop the piggy slippers, but they're adorable and I wish they were real)
(also it still has commissions slots open everyone go look)
Apologies for this blog being inactive, I've been caught up with school :> (if anyone's curious, I'm majoring in Aerospace Engineering, so there's a lot of classes I have to do lol)
I've also been improving my art behind the scenes, I really want this game to look good so please bear with me <3
i dedicate myself to game design because it's my only talent that i'm actually decent at. i'm too slow for visual art, too emotionally challenged for writing, and not educated enough for music.
most of this i've accepted, i've known my whole life handiwork isn't my strong suit, and i'm okay just noodling around on the piano not knowing how to play a melody. but not being able to write hurts. because on some level, writing feels like one of the truest forms of expression. to write is to put a piece of yourself into the world. for lack of a better word, it is deeply human. and i have always, ALWAYS struggled to write compelling fiction, even though i've wanted to for so long. what do you think this tells me about myself? i feel genuinely defective, emotionally, for not being able to express myself in this way. it feels like the self that i would even be expressing, it's just worse in some way. i see posts about common writing problems and think "oh, i do that, must be because i'm a defective human." like the thing i just reblogged.
i feel like flaws in my writing reflect flaws in my character, which is why i don't even bother to write anymore. i flee into the realm of game mechanics, the kind of thing that is an artistic expression, but one where i can much more easily lean into the realm of craftsmanship and mechanical shine. what angie nyx's rock paper scissors 2 says about me is a bit more difficult to make out, and it generally leans inoffensive. in truth i'm scared to express myself in a way that makes genuine art. i'm afraid to put my heart on display, because my heart simply sucks real bad.
me when i finally hyperfixate on something normal that isn’t an niche thing/character/dynamic/ship in a game/show: finally! im normal again!(<-was never normal)
Israel's bombing Rafah on a holy day because they're fucking sickos whose ethnostate was built on genocide and apartheid. Quit focusing on the Oscars and call for a free Palestine.
Being seen as a safe place for people's kiddos to learn art from has been the most healing experience that I didn't know I needed.
Unsurprisingly, I was the “weird” and distracted, daydreaming child. Teachers tried to make me fit into a mold that I'm sure they knew I wouldn't be able to sustain. I had few outlets that made me feel seen as someone who deserved space to grow.
Art was what saved me. I wanna share that and will be soon 💕🫶🏽