#and you may think ''tae this is bad for you mental health'' and ik child why do you think i want to suddenly leave sometimes

[dtaegis]

be honest if i left again for like, 2 weeks or something, would you miss me talking endless about dochero

#because i think about them. a lot. every fucking day. #but there are thoughts who aren't worth share #and there are thoughts who are worth share but i just get too shy to post them #like fkdjskd the average jse enjoyer who doesn't shipp dochero/any shipp at all will scroll my blog and just see this shipp #and yeah yeah ik ik ''post what you want!! it's your blog!! you should do what you want!! why are you worrying about a hypothetical person'' #but look even if my mutuals ignore some of my posts what will the average person do?? #and YEAH i do think about it. because initially i didn't want to share my ideas specially because of this #if i talk about it with one person; it's kinda expected that person will say something #but if i post them. i can't expect to everyone to read or comment. or even reblog #and you may think ''tae this is bad for you mental health'' and ik child why do you think i want to suddenly leave sometimes #and idk i try to explain all the reasons behind these posts i do venting and i'm almost sure 90% of you don't even think about it #i'm just a teenager with social anxiety with internet what do you expect from me #WHY am i thinking this. why can't i just be normal when posting #i try to be normal about it but everytime i caught myself thinking about this and checking my notes everytime gajdksja #anyway this turned into another whole ass vent and i just keep making myself sad idk why i wrote this