#and yes i know its mostly my fuckin.. mental illness innit.... but damn

[cinnamon-grump]

Really hate looking up care tips for plants, and everything being like “it’s super easy! [insert minimal information]” or “this plant is so easy to take care of, you’d have to TRY to kill it!!”

Like.. im looking for help because its not doing well and none of y’all are helpful. In fact that second one makes me feel like a terrible person so thanks for that

#shut up ash #fuckin... hhhh #like nobody can tell me how to ACTUALLY keep an english ivy alive indoors #theyre all like its super easy and minimal care required uwu #and then hand me conflicting bullshit info about what it wants #and i haven’t seen anything even try to explain how it can be both crisp on edges like burn near the stem.. #but squishy and limp at the end of it #like?? what the fuck?? #then on top of all this im just doing what i think might be best n my partner be making me feel like a fucking moron #like u can be confused or tell me what you think WITHOUT using that condescending ‘...okaaaay’ tone bullshit.. #or u could just make me feel like a dumbass jerk all the time over everything idk whatevwr #and yes i know its mostly my fuckin.. mental illness innit.... but damn #and god forbid i admit that their tone hurts my feelings.. because then im attacking them i guess #im so fucking tired man #literally nothing i do is good and im sick of it #sick of trying to interact with literally anyone because it always goes bad no matter WHAT i do or don’t say #i just want to become a hermetic swamp witch and never speak to anyone ever again