#and when it ended up she was wrong she didnt apologize until i said that was mean

[sakebytheriver]

...

#looking back at that friendship and its felt like for years now that she would never take responsibility for anything #that i was gonna constantly be the bad guy and constantly have to swallow teeth because speaking up and confronting her was something #she just couldnt handle and she would see it as grounds to end the friendship entirely #and how she would compare me to her abusive ex and say that i triggefed her but then when i ask for more info when i aske her to explain #she breaks down until i just have to capitulate her and apologize without being able to have a conversation about it whatsoever #how she turned the one time i confronted her about how she hurt me into a 'im sorry you feel that way' and then made it about how i hurt her #for even being upset about her actions and that i wasnt happy for her turning it into me apologizing for even speaking up at all #how she held her friendship hostage and made me feel like i had to walk on eggshells and that any errant comment meant shed leave #how it was always about her and how she felt and that ive been feeling for so long now that i cant tell her shit about my feelings #that whenever i was with her i had to be on guard and that anything meant she wouldnt want me around #how i had to validate her every feeling and make her the center of the universe that i could never criticize her or her behavior #because her insecurity and sensitivity was so intense if i didnt constantly make her feel like she was in the right even when she was wrong #it would spell the end of the friendship #and now i said the wrong thing i made her feel bad and triggered her insecurity and her toxic positivity so after 5 years she decides #that shes 'done with second chances' as if i was the only problem in this friendship and she for sure has convinced herself of that #has convinced everyone im this bitch who couldnt help but hurt her when in reality basically anything would hurt her #there were times when i wasnt sufficiently happy enough for her and shed make it into a big thing and make me apologize for not validating #her enough shed make me overly congratulate her and capitulate her feelings while she never once reciprocated the same treatment for my shit #and its like thats not how friendship is supposed to work its not supposed to feel like im one mistake away from being left #its not supposed to feel like i have to give her everything to receive basically nothing in return #its not supposed to feel like im waiting for the moment she tells me she never wants to talk to me again (WITH ONE TEXT TOO AFTER 5 YEARS) #its not supposed to feel like i have to constantly make myself the bad guy and over apologize while she can treat me any way she wants to #without being confronted about it because she 'cant handle confrontation' #like what kind of friendship can even be built when one person has one foot out the door at all times and builds the relationship in such a #way where they can talk to you anyway they see fit and tell you anything they want but you cant talk to them the same way #i look back at so much of what she said to me how one time she said the way i treated her wasnt fair and its like the way she treated me #wasnt fair that after five years of friendship she wasnt a safe place for me at all that i had to be on my toes or else id be left #and now here we are i didnt articulate myself right i made her feel bad i tried to explain and make my point better she didnt want to talk #at all and instead ghosted me for weeks before playing phone tag for a week when all she planned to do was send one text and cut me off #i look back and i really was just fighting to keep her around just to say that someone stayed but she was never one i should have kept

[medium-rare-bimbo]

Thinking about thoughts

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MINORS DNI

May contain Dubcon, age gap, dark characters, somnophilia, stepcest

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♡ sucking steve and Billy's cocks when they've just finished their basketball practice they suffocate you in their balls

"God you're fucking disgusting bet you're getting off on this arent you?"

"Billy be nice shes too dumb to care about a little bit of sweat"

♡ eddie would bite your boobs </3 would probably make your nipples bleed then flick them through your shirt

♡ I love the whole "stuck in the washing machine" porn plot <3 maybe you hosted a small get together at your house (Nancy, robin, eddie, steve, Jonathan, billy, argyle) and you quickly decide that you need to grab something from your room. Its stored at the back of your bed so you have no other choice but to crawl underneath to get it, unfortunately your bed frame decides to fall just as you were pulling out leaving you stuck with your back arched. Thankfully your friends hear your yells and come to help you but not before they have some fun with you first, you're covered in cum and spit by the end. Your cunt all puffy swollen and sore but your night doesnt end there because they soon find out that they cant Lift the bed :((( meaning they have to call for help, big strong hopper shows up and stretches you out even more but eventually pulls you out from beneath the crushed bed.

♡ billy would 110% fuck you then take pictures of you just to show to his teammates (who tried to flirt with you) that you were his

♡ •whoever• helping there favourite cheerleader stretch, pressing your legs to you chest as they repeatedly hit that special spot that makes you feel all gooey inside

♡ rockstar! eddie fucking you on stage 👁👁

♡ billy/eddie making you cry just so they can wipe your tears and jerk off with them. They're being so mean to you, tears are streaming down your cheeks and dripping onto their cock

♡ mrs wheeler had a bad date night and comes home wine drunk, you're having a sleepover with nancy (whose already asleep) you stumble into the kitchen for a glass of water when you hear her enter. You're not sure how you ended up with her red lipstick smudged between your thighs or your swollen, juice soaked lips but you're not complaining especially when she invites you over the next day

♡ robin really likes your boobs. Almost in a obsessive kinda way. Theyre always so sore and bruised from how much she sucks on them, there are small crescent moon shaped cuts from where she squeezes them aswell as finger shaped marks. Shes always so sorry when you whine in pain as struggle to put your bra on choosing to just pull your shirt on without the wired piece of fabric, her apologies are insincere as she cant help but gawk at your chest and your hardened nipples. It's a win her book

♡ steve x bimbo! reader who loves skating !! He always sees you in your mini skirts and roller skates but can never seem to get the opportunity to talk to you that is until you come into family video looking for some elvis movie for your grandma, despite his charm and flattery you're too dumb to understand his flirting and brush him off he assumed  you were playing hard to get and Almost like clock work youd come in every week to return and rent a new movie then indirectly reject him. Steve had gotten tired of the schedule you had both fallen into when he decided to ask you directly

"Are you not interested in me or something? Am I getting the wrong signals? Because everytime i try to flirt with you, you just ignore it.  Arr you ju- just not into men? Or-"

"Oh my god! I didnt know you were flirting with me silly! like I dont think you ever said something in a flirty way. And by the way as much as I love women I also totally love men maybe not as much but that's not important. You know if I had known you were flirting I would've soo gone out with you I mean-"

He coudlnt believe his ears, you didnt know he was flirting with you? He used the most obvious pick up lines

"W-wait what do you mean you didnt know I was flirting with you?"

"Well it's not like you asked me to bend over so how was I supposed to know?"

"...I dont think that's flirting"

You felt so bad for him :((( you couldnt believe how dumb you were for not realising sooner </3 luckily for Steve his break was soon which gave you a chance to make up for it, although the storage room was not the ideal place for you to be on your knees you couldnt find a thought to care.

♡ eddie would bite your pussy. Nobody else will say it but he would be devouring your cunt then bite you

♡ breeding kink! With dark! Steve!!! Hed fuck you anytime he gets the chance, bent over the sink? Boom cock in you, in the shower? Boom filled, when you sleep? BOOM BOOM BOOM COCK

♡ sucking on man titties 👁👁

♡ hehe flayed billy making you eat ice before you suck him off because he likes the cold

♡ hopper cucking Phil!! Fucks his pretty lil wife right in front of him, hes tied up with a cock ring !!!! Hopper threatens to knock you up and claim you !!!

♡ argyle jerking off infront of you <3<3 you're getting high in the back of his van and he cant help but get turned on by the look of you, you've always been close and in the drug induced haze you cant help but let him stroke himself especially when he asks so nicely

♡ nancy has so many toys its insane, shes also very adamant about using them on you

♡ eddie in panties!!!! Eddie in panties!! MY PRETTY BOY!!! dont think this means hes going to be submissive for you if anything he gets meaner maybe he makes you wear them after he gets all his cum smeared on the inside

♡ stepdad hopper fingering you under the table at dinner !!! His thick fingers sliding against your gummy walls, he sucks off your juices playing it off as him enjoying his food

♡ billy pulls your pussy apart just to spit on it before eating, sometimes smacks your clit too just so see it swell up, likes forcing his fingers into you so he can feel how you try to push him out. Hes probably tattooed his name on to your mound

♡ eddie pretends to pray before spitting on your clit, he uses his pointer finger to move his salvia around maybe nibbles at it too. He just likes watching your hips jerk towards him, gets him worked up to know that only he can please you

♡ steve kisses your clit but not just a simple peck this man makes out with your clit !!! He sucks and swirls his tongue around it practically forces his faces as close as he can get. He loves tasting you, he loves knowing that you juices linger on him

♡ argyle loves stretching your pussy apart to watch your hole clench around nothing. He thinks your cunt is the prettiest thing hes ever seen and could spend forever looking at it. He eats you out slowly trying to prolong leaving his space between you thighs, his lips are swollen by the end and his face is covered in your juices

♡ Jonathan kisses your clit before going down on you, his mouth is all over you and hes constantly lapping up the juices that spill out of you. His fingers are buried inside of you and are moving from your hole to his mouth

♡ hopper is mean and spits on you aswell as spanks your poor cunt. He fingers you so expertly that you feel like you're in heaven, his mouth never leaves your clit and you're all sensitive the next morning from his moustache. He prolongs your orgasms until your screaming and crying for release

♡ nancy is also mean </3 she gets you on the floor and presses her foot into you covered pussy, she makes it seem like such a hassle to eat you out but her actions contradict as shes always pulling down you panties to press you against her mouth

♡ 001 is the worst of the worst that man loves watching you wither in whatever pain mixed pleasure he gives you, hes so mean and always bites and pinches your clit. You rarely get to cum when he goes down on you, only granting you permission when you're wrapped around his cock

♡ robin is in awe everytime she gets to taste you, shes constantly looking up at you as you whine and moan. Shes spent hours training herself to know your weak spots, she makes you cum so many times that you can barely keep your eyes open. She loves looking at your fucked out face and wet thighs

♡ chrissy is so sweet!! When the rest of the cheerleaders have left the locker room and have gone home you're both left alone. You're feeling bad about not perfecting a move and she has to make sure you're feeling good. She takes her time with you making sure you feel loved, she has you sat on a bench with her kneeling on the ground. Shes suffocating herself between your thighs and she wouldnt have it any other way

♡ innocent(?) Reader wants to know if cocks can get hickeys, luckily her boyfriend/bestfriend is willing to help in her experiment

♡ mean girl! Bimbo! Reader calls dark! Eddie's friendgroup "a bunch of virgin incels" he corners her and forces her into the hellfire room. He then shows her how much of a "virgin incel" he is

♡ prince! Steve,  banished! Eddie, rival! Prince! Billy, royal painter! Jonathan (no cameras so hes a painter now) royal cook! Argyle, king! hopper, princess! Nancy, royal advisor! Robin x maid! Reader (maybe not all at once but the thoughts are there)

♡ mechanic! Scumbag! Eddie who always says theres something wrong with bimbo! Readers car just so he can see her, he always gets under the car when youre wearing your infamous mini skirts. Hes so nice to you and you get him lunch when hes been working so hard <3<3 his only desired payment is your tight warm hole <3<3<3<3<3<3

♡ 001 getting obsessed with Billy's girlfriend after he possesses him <3<3 hunts you down after billy is killed, traps you in the creel house to be his housewife

♡ hopper breed me challenge, want to be his dumb personal fleshlight whose only good for being his house wife

♡ argyle hate fucking dominos worker! Reader

♡ perv! eddie has a set of dice that has been blessed by your pussy, thinking innocent! reader wanted to know how to play dnd and goes to eddie only for him to get carried away and just stuffing you with dice. Probably got bored and somehow convinced you to get on his lap, he held your down as he rubbed your clit as he forced the 20 sided die inside of you. He keeps a die on him at all times tucked away in his jeans, it's his good luck charm the rest get stored next to his bedside table where he kisses them goodbye before hellfire

♡ mrs wheeler boobs in my mouth please !!!!!! Got a vibrator pressed against eachother, she calls me her little baby and I just AEAKSBWON

♡ being Jonathan's girlfriend and coming to meet his parents only to be face first in Joyce's pussy with hoppers fat cock in your womb <3<3<3

♡ innocent(?)! Stalker! Reader takes pictures of herself naked, posed on her teddy pair, in her cotton panties, in the shower, fingers deep in her cunt just so she can give them to her favourite people. Thankfully shes always wore long skirts and baggy cardigans so nobody can trace back whose body it is

♡ I'm still not a furry but I 170% believe that eddie needs a bunny girlfriend (aka me)

♡ vampire eddie chasing down nymph! Fairy! reader to have his way with her

♡ bear! Hopper fucking bunny! Reader over fallen tree maybe it's just regular hopper and his fairy/nymph! Fuck toy

♡ AAAAA dark! Eddie coming home after a bad day finding you sleeping on the couch, he needs relief and you're the perfect thing. He climbs on top of you fucking you awake with his pierced cock.

♡ billy cums on your pussy before the day starts just so your cunt gets nice and moisturized with his seed

♡ eddie walks around the trailer with his hand down his pants he says it's to keep them warm but hes really just touching himself

♡ picnic in the woods where I just get fucked dumb and fed fruit <3 taken back to a cabin where I'm all warm and naked near the fire <3<3<3<3<3<3

♡ 👁👁 Murray keeping nymph! Reader as a pet as much as he likes his strange horny creature he cant keep up with your stamina so calls for backup from his good ol friend hopper

#stranger things x reader #eddie munson x reader #billy hargrove x reader #steve harrington x reader #jonathan byers x reader #argyle x reader #001 x reader #henry creel x reader #chrissy Cunningham x reader #nancy wheeler x reader #robin buckley x reader #joyce byers x reader #karen wheeler x reader #enzo x reader #jim hopper x reader #hopper x reader #bimbo reader #succubus reader

[letsgetrowdy43]

omg the first two parts of the hughes sister and adam is so good ur writing is so nice.

need a part where adam and reader explain to luke how they didnt know when they started going out and lukes reaction

The apology—

Au Masterlist!!

Luke and you had not talked since his tantrum in the hotel room (I would be pissed too if I was him, but I always support women's wrongs.)

Not to mention the way that he had ignored you like the plague the moment you both landed back in Michigan.

If there was one thing besides hockey Luke was good at, it was holding grudges (tell me I'm wrong. you can't. I'm always right.)

You on the other hand were distraught, over the entire last 24 hours in halifax

Not only did you have to say goodbye to all your family members and return back to Umich for the winter semester, but your best friend was no longer on speaking terms with you.

You saw Adam a handful of times in the next month, opting to put a pause on your relationship until you figured your shit out

Adam was really good at making you feel better about the guilt (which is a big reason you asked to take a break)

You needed the guilt, you needed to feel bad about it all so you could apologize to Luke for breaking his trust.

Luke Warren Hughes is a bitch for making you cry and doubt your morals like that (I keep it real)

Adam on the other hand was obviously upset about it but was more mad at Luke for being okay with letting his little sister suffer over something so stupid.

Luke and Adam definitely got into it one day at practice

They are doing drills when one of the other boys makes a comment about how Adam was being uptight (cause he's no longer getting laid 🤭)

That comment really hit a weak spot for Luke and while they were scrimmaging he and Adam got into a scrum (Adam fighting 😼)

Naurato and Nolan pulled both boys from practice and brought them into the office

Nolan absolutely ripped into them for bringing their personal issues onto the ice and spewed some (as both Luke and Adam would say) bullshit about breaking the bond of the team.

Both the boys sat in silence as they awaited their dismissal

But before they both left Adam stopped Luke in the doorway to finally address the situation

"I know you're mad, be mad at me all you want, I don't care, but don't torture your sister," he said with exhaustion filling his tone, as he walked out of the office.

Luke was definitely taken aback

So he got home to the sophomore house and gave you a call

"Lu? Is everything okay?" your voice filled with worry as he let out a sigh on the other end of the call.

"I want us to figure this out." "Can I come over to talk?" "Please."

and that's how you ended up in your brother's room, with a sad look on your face as he hugged you and shut the door behind him.

I like to picture the four other boys living in the house sitting by the door trying to listen in on the conversation (these boys live and breathe for a good drama session)

The two siblings sat there tensely for a second before you finally started to explain

"I had no idea who he was, up until the hockey party" you confessed, slight guilt about allowing it to continue after a certain point (let's be fr she's not that guilty... I mean have you seen Adam??)

Luke was still having trouble understanding why you would go after Adam, even after finding out that he was on the team, knowing the rule that middle school Luke and yourself made

"I really like him, Lu, he's the first boy I've felt a genuine connection with," you softly smiled, face turning a light shade of pink as you thought about the past few months.

"Meeting him on my own terms and him not knowing about Jacky, Quinner, or you was the best part, cause I didn't have to feel like I had something to prove"

Luke just sat there with parted lips while staring at the slight embarrassment on your face as you spilt your guts

He'd never thought of it that way

He had no idea you'd been insecure about this type of thing

"He's really worth it?" Luke joked as you bit back a smile and nodded your head, "he really is."

Luke nodded slowly and pulled you in for another hug, the tears that you had been holding in let themselves go as you began hugging him back

At that moment he made a silent promise to never ignore you again, not like the way he had, not to let you suffer

"You're really sure he's okay? Cause I have no problem fighting him in your honour"

A laugh passed your lips, "I already heard about your little scrum this morning"

Luke is a softie for his little sister (confirmed)

#tinydancerau!! #adam fantilli #adam fantilli x reader #adam fantilli imagine #luca fantilli #luke hughes #quinn hughes #umich hockey #jack hughes #umich imagine

[joeys-babe]

Someday We’ll Be Together

Chapter 6: Realizations

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(joe's pov)

yesterday, i came to a realization. the feelings i had for y/n back in college never truly went away. i didnt admit to y/n's mom that she was right that i still liked y/n, but in my head i knew she was right.

she's why i finally broke up with lexie. i knew she treated me like shit and still stayed with her, but y/n being there to comfort me just made me want to end things. i wanted my attention to just be on her after all the shit i did to her while we were living in different states.

that's why i'm so jealous of her and tee. i wanted to be in the spot he was in; i wanted to be taking her on dates, i wanted her to watch me at practice, and hang out with the other girls because she was with me.

now that i've excepted the fact that i still have feelings for her, i need to come up with a plan. this time im not gonna chicken out, im gonna confess to her what i've wanted to tell her for a very long time.

the first step in that direction is actually talking to her, because i haven't been doing that the past couple of days.

come over?

that's the first text i sent to y/n. i've been an unreasonable jerk to her the past couple days so i'd be surprised if she answered

why? you've been ignoring me and now you want to hang out?

fair enough.

i want to apologize. thought it'd be better in person.

i'll be over in ten.

thank god she's not mad enough to refuse to see me.

the next ten minutes seem to go on forever. i sat on my bed just staring at the ceiling and waiting for a knock on the door or a ring from the doorbell.

i picked up my phone to see that had been 11 minutes, and i lost hope until there was a knock on the door followed by the doorbell.

i practically sprinted down the stairs, through the living room, and up to the door.

i took a deep breath before i opened the door, she had a pissed off look on her face.

"hey" - joe

"hey" - you

"come in" - joe moved to the side and let you in

she sat down on the couch, i followed and sat a couple feet away from her.

it was silent for a few moments, i was trying to collect my thoughts and perfect my apology. when i was ready i cleared my throat, causing y/n to look at me.

"i'm really sorry y/n. i shouldn't have ignored you like that.." - joe

she scoffed at my apology, and that's when i realized this was going to be a lot harder than i thought.

"why'd you do that?" - you

"i- i was just kind of annoyed that you were going on a date with one of my teammates." - joe

"what's so wrong with me going on a date with your teammate? wouldn't you rather i like someone you know rather than someone you don't?" - you

"it's just that if it didn't work out between you too i don't want it to be awkward at practice and at games. it's my job, and i can't have stuff like that messing with it." - joe

"that's not a good excuse. i'm confused because you call me your best friend but you don't want me to be happy." - you

"i do want you to be happy-" - joe

"no you don't!" - you raised your voice

"don't yell at me." - joe

"i can do whatever the hell i want! including going on dates with your teammates!" - you

"i'm just trying to protect you y/n!" - joe

"says the guy that dated a girl that was using him for 6 months. you can't even protect yourself, let alone protect me!" - you

i stayed silent for a second, that was a really low blow.

"do what makes you happy, and if tee makes you happy then go date him. i dont care anymore!"

- joe stood up from the couch and started walking towards the stairs

"wait joe! im sorry i shouldn't have said that- that was uncalled for.." - you

i ignored her comment and kept walking up the stairs, so much for apologizing.

"joe don't walk away, im sorry.." - you

"y/n i asked you to come over here to apologize to you for being such a dick and instead you yelled at me and brought up my shitty ex that i'm trying to get over." - joe yelled from the top of the stage

"i know, and i'm sorry." - you

i didn't reply and walked into my room, loudly

slamming the door and flopping onto my bed.

(y/n's pov)

of course this happens.

after what tee told me last night, i couldn't sleep.

i tossed and turned, replaying his words in my head over and over again.

the fact that you still have feelings for joe.

after losing hours of sleep i came to a realization.

tee was right. i still liked joe, i don’t think i ever really stopped.

but of course now that the very rare occasion that joe and i are both single is happening.. we’re fighting.

it’s honestly my fault, instead of excepting joes apology i accused him of him not wanting me to be happy and shoved his toxic past relationship in his face. not the ideal way to drop hints to your life long best friend that you have feelings for him.

“sweetheart.. you okay?” - your mom knocked on your bedroom door

it was now a few hours since my incident with joe, and i was feeling increasingly guilty. this was probably the third time my mom had come up here to check on me, one of the times being to tell me dinner was done but i didn’t leave my bed.

“no mom, i’m not okay” - you sniffled

“can i come in?” - your mom

“yeah..” - you

when my mom walked in to see me sprawled out on my bed with my face covered up with a blanket she sighed and let out a “oh honey” before sitting on the edge of my bed.

“wanna talk about it?” - your mom

“not really. but i know i probably need to.” - you leaned up

“so how’d this all start?” - your mom

“joe wasn’t exactly happy about my date with tee. so much so that he had been ignoring my calls and texts, and ignoring tee at practice.” - you

god these kids are so clueless, your mom thought.

“mhm” - your mom

“he asked me to come over today so he could apologize.. but i messed up.” - you

“what happened?” - your mom

“he told me he was sorry but i just kept arguing with everything he said. i yelled at him, and accused him of not wanting me to be happy. then i did something super bitchy mom..” - you

“oh lord, what’d you do?” - your mom

“he said he just wanted to protect me.. and i said says the guy that dated a girl that was using him for 6 months. you can't even protect yourself, let alone protect me.” - you

“y/n!” - your mom

“i know, i can’t believe i talked to him like that.”

- you

“i see why you’re upset.. what’s he do after that?” - your mom

“he started walking upstairs, saying that i should go do what makes me happy and if tee made me happy to go date him because he didn’t care anymore. i told him i was sorry and that i shouldn’t have said that, but he just went to his room and slammed the door.” - you

“oh honey.. i’m sorry but you really shouldn’t have said that.” - your mom

“i know.” - you

“so are you going to go out with tee again?” - your mom

“no. he said we’d be better off as friends.” - you

“that stinks, i knew you liked him.” - your mom

“that’s not even the worst part though mom.”

- you

“what’s the worst part?” - your mom

“earlier that night tee had asked me if i ever had feelings for joe, i told him only in college. well after tee told me that we’d be better off as friends he said there was something i wasn’t realizing, and when i asked him what that was he said i still had feelings for joe.” - you

“do you?” - your mom

“yeah.. i think i do.” - you sniffled and wiped your eyes

“y/n…” - your mom pulled you into a hug

“i realized it last night at like 3 am. it’s always just been joe. all along it’s just been him, ever since damn high school. i’ve been on so many dates, had boyfriends, failed talking stages. there have been some really nice great guys, but i just end up comparing them to joe. no guy compares to him, mom. he’s so sweet, genuine, protective, down to earth, one of the most hardworking people ever, he’s always been there for me, and i mean he’s the most handsome boy i’ve ever laid eyes on.” - you

“are you saying what i think you’re saying?”

- your mom smiled

“yeah.. i’m in love with joe.” - you grinned

“oh thank god! i was starting to think you were actually blind. i’ve known this since you guys were in middle school, i always knew you’d fall in love with him.” - your mom

“how do i fix this? i’m telling him how i feel this time, i’m not gonna chicken out. can’t really do that in this mess.” - you

“we’ll figure that out tomorrow, you need to go to bed and sleep. it’s been a long day for you.” - your mom stood up and walked up to the door, turning the light off and walking out of the room

it felt really good to finally get that off my chest and tell someone.

im in love with joe.

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authors note: the motivation i have to write rn is insane.

hope you enjoyed ❤️

#bengals #joe burrow #joe burrow imagine #joe burrow x reader #joe burrow series

[myfanstories]

Where's Bob?! (part 1)

read part 2 here

Read part 3 here

Pairing: Bradley (Rooster) Bradshaw x fem!reader, Dagger Squad x platonic!reader

Summary: A very unexpected night takes a very unexpected twist when your ever so loving boyfriend convinces you to go out with him. The next day some of the dagger squad wake up in a hotelroom with little to no memory of the night before. But they soon realise they’re missing a man… because where the hell is Bob??!!!

A/N: my first series iiii I'm excited! I've had this idea for a while now so let me know what you guys think! The italics are referencing to the past :) reader is also an aviator but I havent decided on her callsign yet but I will next chapter! Enjoy and feedback is always welcome xx

Trigger warning for alcohol, some swear words, alluding to smut, smoking // English is not my first language so I apologize for any mistakes

“Lets just go out for one drink and call it a night, what could go wrong?”

The loud pounding in your head was a quick reminder that if you ever heard Rooster speak those words again, you should turn around and run. A light groan escaped your lips as you tried to open your eyes, the mascara from the night before sticking them together making it harder for you to do so. Once you got them open you blinked rapidly, scanning your surroundings which made you realise…. you did not recognize the bed you were currently laying in. Your brain was doing overtime as you tried to figure out where the hell you were as something moved at the bottom of your feet “what the-“ you whispered, up until that moment you didnt even realize you were laying in between two people until the person on your left softly groaned “ShhhHHH” the person to your right whisper-yelled “Brad?” You questioned, voice very hoarse “Why are you so loud” he mumbled as you started sitting up straight, you stomach protesting with every movement and it was then you saw the person laying at the bottom of your feet “Jake...I’m so confused?” the room was spinning with every little movement as you moved to lay on your back again “Did we die? Am I dead? Is this hell? I’m in so much pain” Coyote - the person you realised was on your left side - said and you swallowed hard, clearing your throat “I need water” Rooster reached over to the bedside table “I gotchu” but missed the glass full of water by an inch making it fall to the floor “No-ah son of a bitch I’m sorry” he whimpered, eyes still closed. A person emerged from the floor which you quickly recognized as Phoenix as she stumbled to the bathroom mumbling a “I’m gonna throw up” under her breath and loudly closing the door behind her. A soft handed landed on your head, patting it “Baby” Rooster mumbled “Baby?” He asked again and you groaned “Baby help me up” you pushed him with all the strength you could possibly muster, but failing miserably as Rooster made no attempt to get up himself and you quickly gave up "Get up by yourself"

Suddenly a phone rang, very loudly, making the squad in the room groan and Jake shot up from the end of the bed “Make it stop” Coyote yelled “I’m still drunk” Jake yelled as he reached for his phone with shaky hands “I’m still so drunk-hello?” His voice barely above a whisper “Hangman? Where are you guys?” Payback’s voice echoed through the phone “We’re in uh, we’re in… where are we?” Jake questioned, finally looking around to his surroundings “Baby” Rooster whined and you groaned “what?!” You snapped “where are we?” “Rooster I dont fucking know” you covered your face with the blanket as you tried to make yourself as small as possible, hitting Coyote in the process, he groaned and Brad spoke up “Coyote if you touch my girlfriend you’ll catch these hands” he said raising his fists, voice slurred “I aint afraid of you” Coyote slurred back and suddenly a hand flung over your body, a weak slap landing on Coyote’s face “I’m gonna hit you back so hard watch me” Coyote managed to have his eyes closed for the entire altercation as he too slapped Rooster in the face “Oh its on” and before you knew it you were in the center of a very weak, kinda pathetic bitch slap fight “Oh my-guys, why are we in the Gran Miramar Hotel?” this made the two boys next to you pause their bitch fight and Jake looked up at Phoenix and her extremely pale exterior while still on the phone with Payback “What did we do last night?” He questioned “Oh god…Where’s BOB?!”

The evening started of slow. It was Phoenix who send a last minute text in the dagger squad groupchat asking if anyone was up for a drink. Coyote and Jake quickly agreed, Bob also replying he down but you on the otherhand weren’t really feeling it. Your boyfriend on the otherhand, who surprisingly still had a lot of energy at this hour, wanted to go “Babe just go” you smiled “Not without you” he pouted as he made its way over to you since you were already in bed, a book open in your lap. He crawled into the bed with you as you moved your book to the side, making room for him as he planted himself right on top of you. Head on your chest, his arms snaked its way around your waist, reaching under your back to pull you closer to him “We see each other at work almost everyday and if we dont, we see each other outside of work also almost everyday.. one evening without me wont kill you” you said as you played with his hair “It will” he replied and you soon realized he wasnt taking no for an answer “Lets just go out for one drink and call it a night, what could go wrong?” You sighed and paused, really thinking about it before speaking up “Fine, let me get dressed”

“How do you lose Bob?!” As the gang was very slowly starting to come back alive again, panic was starting to set in regarding the Bob situation “Nix, have you met the guy?! He’s like a Ninja” Coyote argued, struggling to put on his button up shirt “And why is my shirt wet?”You looked over at him and noticed he completely missed 2 buttons in the middle making it fit weird and you pointed at it wordlessly, a chuckle leaving your lips “Guys, why am I the only one freaking out about this?! We lost Bob” Phoenix’s attempts to get a reaction from the group went unnoticed by you as you were looking for your shirt since you woke up in your bra and boxer shorts that definitely belonged to your boyfriend. You quickly realized they were his when he stood up and gave a full peep show in the process. “Y/N” you looked up to see Rooster holding your shirt and threw it at you. You quickly put it on and felt a wave of emotions hit you all at once “Baby no” Rooster warned but the lip quivering already started “I would have never found my shirt without you” you sniffed and Jake looked at you with a confused look on his face “What’s happening right now” you sniffed, covering your face “She gets very emotional when extremely hungover” Rooster said, making its way over to you. Just as he was about to reach you he felt something crack under his foot. He looked down, picking up the item he just stepped up and paled at the sight of it “Oh god” “Are those-“ You felt the tears fall on your cheeks as the emotional hangover reached a high “Bob’s glasses”

Soft laughs echoed at the bar as Penny approached the group of slightly intoxicated Aviators “Guys, I love you… you know that but this is last call” She patted Jake’s shoulder as he boo’d lightly making Penny roll her eyes in amusement “I have to say, I didn’t really wanna go out tonight but I’m glad I did” You spoke, Roosters arm locked firmly around your waist “I agree, it was a very good night” Phoenix leaned against the pool table behind her, her head tilted slightly to the side with a smile on her face “Guys, who said the evening has to come to an end already? Lets go downtown, see what the youths are up to at this hour” it might have been the alcohol coursing through everyone’s veins at the moment, but nobody seemed to disagree at the idea. Coyote scanned everyone’s faces, waiting for someone to protest and when nobody did he clapped his hand “Lets go then!”

“Whats the last thing you guys remember?” Ever since finding Bobs - now broken - glasses panic was starting to set in with the group “Nothing, literally nothing” You said, taking a sip from your much needed coffee as your left leg bounced up and down “There must be something! Guys think” Coyote’s head suddenly shot up and he walked towards a bag on the bed “We went to La Bamba first” he said, pulling out a funky looking cocktail glass from the bag as a memory suddenly flooted into your brain “Oh my god, I stole that” you laughed softly

The sound of Beyonce’s voice filled the room as you grinded your ass on Phoenix who had her hands on your waist. Laughing loudly you looked at your boyfriend who was currently so low to the ground you thought he might not be able to get back up again. Bob was sipping from his drink, eyes closed swaying his head to the beat of the song as Jake and Javy made their way through the crowd to you guys holding new drinks from the bar. “Here” Javy yelled as he handed you your drink, you gasped looking at the funky glass in your hand as you thought of one thing and one thing only… that glass was going home with you. After you quickly downed the cocktail you swiftly looked around before opening the tote bag you were supporting around your shoulder and dropping the glass in there “What are you doing?” Rooster yelled with an amused tone as he watched the whole thing play out in front of him “I’m thinking ahead” you yelled back, pointing to the side of your head “When we move in together we need to have cool drinking glasses you know” his right hand made its way around your neck as the other was placed around your waist and he pulled you close “You wanna move in together?” He asked and you looked into his eyes, a tiny blush forming on your cheek as his eyes roamed your face. Even after 2 years of dating, he never felt to make you blush with just a simple look “I mean yeah, we spend basically everyday together already.. why not make it official” Rooster’s smile grew wide “I would love that” As he leaned in to kiss you, Jake threw his hands around the both of you “Guys lets move! The club next door is doing free shots right now”

Phoenix was walking back and forth in the room, making you nauseous just looking at her “Nix, sit down or I will throw up on you” Jake commented while rubbing his head and supporting your sunglasses he stole from you bag to cover his eyes. Phoenix sighed, sitting down on the bed. Coyote sipped from his water bottle, hands shaking as he looked at you “I also remember me and you wrestling in the parking lot of a McDonalds because I said you couldnt fight me if you tried” looking down at your open and scraped up kneecaps you chuckled “So thats why they’re bleeding. I cant remember tho, who won?” Coyote laughed, seemingly unsure of himself “I did“ “No he didnt, I remember and you dragged him to the ground first try” Phoenix said and the guys in the room let out a low whistle and clapped for you as Coyote rolled his eyes “Okay okay, back to the Bob situation please.. has anyone tried calling him?” He asked and you perked up, grabbing your phone “Why didnt we think of that?” Unlocking your phone, you quickly pressed Bob’s contact and waited for it to ring “Its going” you said, but what you didnt expect was a loud ringing noise filling the room the second you pressed ‘call’ on your phone “No way” Rooster mumbled and the squad quickly stood up, trying to figure out where the noise was coming from. The ringing kept going, but nobody seemed to find where it was coming from until Rooster paused in front of the mini refrigerator under the TV. Opening it slowly, he felt as if his eyes were betraying him. He picked up the phone which was still ringing and showed it to the rest of the squad. “Guys… I’m starting to think we actually fucked up. Like fucked up real bad”

To be continued...

#rooster imagine #rooster x you #rooster x female reader #top gun imagine #bradley bradshaw x reader #jake seresin imagine #bob floyd x reader #bob floyd imagine #rooster bradshaw fic

[annabethfiles]

a ramble on the dragon prince: characters and morals

(bear with me for this first paragraph I wrote it very poorly before getting into my thoughts.)

the reason I love the dragon prince so much is because they are characters who I resonate with and become everything ive tried to be- everything good ive tried to be and bad ive tried to fix. they set the example of learning from mistakes and redeeming relationships and choosing the right thing even when its hard. especially s2 callum was important to me bc the episodes and of his panic attack dream was everything I felt and a representation I needed in those moments. a character who felt he didnt belong in anything he tried, but against all odds found his place. and in the moment he had to abandon the one thing he found for himself in order to save others (smashing the primal stone), he did it in a heartbeat. he always puts others before himself even if it means he has to do the wrong thing, he is loyal to a fault. he loves and trusts unconditionally. he is 100% genuine with everything he says and he is always there to lift up his friends and especially his brother. everything he says is from the heart; I especially keep thinking about how he comforted rayla at the oasis and gave ezran the same speech about changes that harrow told him. and at the same time, despite acting as the voice of reason, reassurance, and rights, he has no idea where he fits in and so desperately wants to find it (at least in the beginning seasons). and that's where I find I connect to him the most. despite having no clue where I fit in the world or even with those around me, I know I want to be there to be a voice of comfort and genuineness.

and soren, he has one of my favorite character arcs in all tv/cinema. he begins cocky and pretentious, yet doesn't understand why he does everything he does. but it's to earn his father's approval. he would do anything for his father's approval. but by the end of s3, he does a full 180. when he's injured, he's relieved. that he can't do anything evil because he can't do anything at all. over my young life ive had many moments of realization that things ive said and done in the past were selfish and wrong. I look up to sorens ability to come out of his experiences and apologize for his poor behavior and does so through actions. he goes from seeking his father's approval to understanding his own values and worth and would go as far to kill his own father bc it's the morally right thing to do. few people have such good in their heart to put pure morals above any selfish desires.

in the dragon prince, the biggest conflict is family. everything viren does is for his family: to keep them safe, to give them what he never had. granted, many of virens actions are selfish and quite the opposite of helpful to his family, namely when he would continuously choose power (the egg) over his own son and lie about his loved ones' wishes to benefit himself. claudia too acts out of the love for her family: viren and soren. her first act into evil is to bring soren back to feeling and though not evil in nature, she goes beyond the natural and causes havoc in reversing natural events, giving her the first white streak of hair. the rest come from reviving her father. claudia acts entirely in love for her family and would cross the border of morals to keep them safe. up until season 4 (and maybe further), her acts can be justified by the trauma and conflicts of her childhood, constantly having to pick sides, beginning with her parents' divorce. she refuses to leave any of her remaining family behind and would do anything for them. she crosses the line into morally evil when terry points out how cruel it is that she tricked rayla with the gold coins, and it becomes clear that she does not carry any empathy for those outside of her immediate loved ones. this is where her actions can be compared to callum's in season 5. when faced with the danger that rayla will be fed to the ocean creatures, callum has no choice but to use dark magic to release himself from the chains and save her. in this situation, there really was no other option than for callum to release himself in order to save the others. dark magic has always been regarded as evil under any circumstance, yet this situation creates nuance between using dark magic for good, and what is considered "good." it could be argued that claudia is using her magic for good, to save the ones she loves, just as callum is saving the ones he loves. what makes one cause more justified than the other, and is there a situation where dark magic is considered good? it makes it difficult to understand where I stand on my opinions of claudia, especially after this recent season. this show makes me think about morals, my place in the world, and how these characters have guided me in my own philosophies. though it's become much darker in the recent seasons, one thing I do enjoy is how much it makes me think. when it comes to storytelling, the dragon prince is extremely open-world. even if unintentional, I'd like to think the vastness of the tdp world is supposed to make us question what is right and what is possible even moreso.

#the dragon prince #tdp fandom #tdp spoilers #tdp season 5

[webbyweeb]

Characters: Genya, Suma, Hinatsuru Tanjiro,

Summery: you get isekai’d into your brothers favorite anime and end up in a game of tag with one of the most underrated characters.

Warnings for cussing and odd humor.

You’re it!

“I won’t die, thanks Suma-sama.” “Suma! She’s already promised you she won’t die 3 times let go!” “I CANNTT!! YOURE TOO YOUNG FOR THIS [NAME]! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WHILE YOU’RE GONE?!” Hinatsuru finally freed you from Suma’s grip “[name], run!” “I PROMISE I’LL BE BACK IN 7 DAYS!” Around 5 hours ago you left the Uzui household for final selection, and somehow you already miss your adoptive household. It was chaotic sure, but it came with reassurance. Here it’s just… Quiet. Oddly enough, you seem to miss them. You thought you’d do anything for a break from their flamboyance, but their flamboyance came with the comfort of not needing to think of much else. Like how you and your brother got pulled into his favorite anime that you know close to nothing about. This final selection thing was really hyped up so you hope it has to do with the plot so that you can find him, but he’s nowhere to be seen. You doubt yourself more with each passing second until you bump into someone, you bow immediately and he mutters an apology under his breath before walking off before you could apologize yourself. Processing the new information you think ‘Did he not have eyebrows?’ The two girls started talking and so you assume the main character has arrived, you celebrate internally. ‘Yes! I’m so smart! Or intuitive? Maybe I’m not that smart… Maroon eyes and crimson hair... remember that. Where is everyone going? Oh shit it started?!’ You didn’t hear what the girls said and all you could do is hope it was monologue, not life or death information. You ran through the forest and tried to find somewhere relatively cleared out where you could see things coming and run away easily. 7 days, You only could bring food for 3. You find a nice spot and start picking up leaves and debris, getting more and more worried as the area keeps getting quiet at certain intervals. Apparently it was for nothing because you made it to the day without a demon encounter. ‘Now that it’s safe I’ll go look for remanence of examinee’s, maybe I’ll find [brothers name..]’ You start off in the clearest direction heading towards a river that you hear. You pick up a few hanten’s that you found along the way, got some river rocks and refilled your bottle. Going back you picked up your campsite of everything that fell during the night and started making sound traps to trigger incase a demon or person sneak up on you. You used your hori hori to dig out a platform and starting weaving wood to create a door. You can sleep in a two foot hole, if there’s a door it’s a home right? No. You didn’t compensate for your poor attention span and ended up getting lost until afternoon. Unfortunate… You took a nap in your Minecraft dirt shack laughing to memes from your own world.

You woke up when a rabid animal tried to attack you. That rabid animal was your idiot brother. “[Brothers Name?!] What the hell?!” “I KNOW YOU’RE HAPPY TO SEE ME SHUT UP!” “YOU WERE LIKE RUNNING ACROSS THE WORLD TRYING TO AVOID ME OR SOMETHING! WHERE WERE YOU WHEN WE STARTED?!” “I climbed the wrong side of the mountain okay!!” “That seems like something you would do.” “WHAT?!” *roar* “Oh! So that’s what happened to jeremiah hart!” “You didn’t even watch that movie!” “MEME BREATHING SECOND FORM! PERFECTLY CUT SCREAM!” Your brother chopped off a demons head and you just stood there, unable to understand why that’s his breathing form. “Really?” “$100,000 game of tag, I call dibs on sapnap!” “BUT HE WON?!” “HAHA GOOD LUCK JIMMY!” “NO [BROTHERS NAME] WE JUST REUNITED!” You went after your brother and found him rather quickly. “TAG! YOU’RE IT!” You jumped up to the canopy and realized, ‘Oh wait that’s the dude I bumped into earlier… HE LOOKS SO CONFUSED I HOPE HE DIDNT SEE ME!’ “TAG!” “YOU’RE NOT EVEN IT!” “Oh I forgot.” “You tried to scare me and couldn’t.” “….” “You’re so annoying.” You hopped back to your campsite and started eating with your brother, mostly you making fun of him for not bringing any food to which he justifies with “They didn’t bring any in the anime!” So you call him a liar because hey, he can’t take advantage of you for not watching the anime! “TAG!” “…Eeh? WHERE DID THAT SUCKER GO?! HE DIDNT EVEN USE A BREATHING STYLE!” “HOLY SHIT IS THAT GENYA FREAKING SHINAZUGAWA!?! What did you do?!” “IM BLIND OKAY!” “Don’t tell me you mistook him for me…” “…” “[name]…” you look away “FRICK YOU!” “Hahaha!” “SHUT!” “And that kids is how I meet your father.” “NOT ON MY WATCH! THAT IS AN S CLASS PSYCHO!” “Oh yeah, cuz psycho’s play tag.” *roar* “MEME BREATHING, FUCK THE FORM! RICK ROLL!” “Dude, you’re luring all the demons out with your phat ass” “NO U- wait wait never-mind I like that” “gross.” “IM A NINE COURSE MEAL!~” “Yeah you are marechi..” “Ayo did that one just talk-“ “AAAAAHH!” “AAAAAAHHAHA OWWW!” “IT BIT MY DICK OFF!” “First time?” [In the near distance] “…idiots” “HEUEHA OW MY DICK AH FUCK!” Genya watched as the crazy person from before ran past his hiding spot. “TAG BITCH!” And how the weird girl from before found him and ran off with the crazy person. ‘Are they taking this seriously?’

The next day was a ton of crying and laughing and eventually passing out. Until late afternoon. “Tag!” You jumped awake, it was the guy from before. “DAMNIT!” You run after him. “HOW ARE YOU SO FAST?! YOU’RE NOT EVEN USING A BREATHING STYLE!” he jumps and you fall into the river. “NOOOOOO” you swear you hear snickering and you curse this weird boy. You decided not to get up because hey, you’re tired. “Are you alright miss?” ‘Is that main character energy I’m sensing?!’ “Fuck that no eyebrows idiot.” “Eeh?” “[NAME] ARE YOU DEAD OR SOMETHING?!” “I WISH I WAS!” You throw a tantrum and end up splashing the boy with maroon eyes, and your brother. “Sorry about my little sister! She’s a handful. My name is [brothers name], what’s your name?” ‘this is definitely the main character. He wouldn’t act like that normally.’ You glared into your brothers soul. “Ah! No need to apologize. My name is Kamado tanjiro! It’s nice to meet you!” “IM GONNA KILL HIM!” You run after the now identified as “Genya” in the direction you saw him run. “[NAME] NO!” “[L/N] SAN!” “WHERE THE HELL DID HE GO?!” “Right here!” “ALRIGHT YOU STUPID IDOIT PREPARE TO-“ “NOOOO” Genya got away. Again. And now you have your brother on your back. “Take more interest in kamado-san! He’s not crazy! Someone has to balance you out!” “IM ENRAGED NOT INTERESTED GET OFF ME YOU FAT FUCK!” “For that, I don’t think I will!” “Tag!” “YOU TAGGED ME WHILE IM DOWN?! CMON MAN YOU DONT HAVE TO RUB IT IN!” “WHATS EVEN HAPPENING?!” “C-calm down [L/N]-san!”

I ran out of time again but I plan to continue this. I’d love some suggestions!

#genya x reader #demon slayer x reader #kny x reader #demon slayer fluff #isekai #kimitsu no yaiba

[ellevandersneed]

ok dream time. had a dream where i was legally required to apologize to an old professor i had in person because i apparently talked shit about her online and i felt super bad about it. my psychiatrist was the legal counsel and it all took place in my grandmothers house. the whole dream was me dreading the meeting but when the professor and her husband finally showed up i basically just said i was sorry and i didnt really know why i was mean. she was also british for some reason and either her or her husband had said that this is just how things are done in the UK, but they were both pretty understanding.

I wake up and fall back asleep.

Now I'm back in my childhood home, I'm turning 25. My parents and some extended family is there, telling me to get packed with whatever I can because I need to leave right away. I slip on a jacket someone gives me and put two small knives in my back pocket. The guests suddenly disperse and I'm alone, but only for a moment. I exit through the backdoor just as armed soldiers storm the house. I run, they give chase. I quickly zigzag past trashcans, slip between houses, barrel down streets until finally I arrive at my destination: Club Disney.

I enter a room filled with maybe eight or so people. On one end of the room sits a bench that stretches from wall to wall. Upon closer inspection it seems to be an extended piece of the back wall itself. Most of the people on the room are sitting on it. On the opposite side is a large projected screen depicting the Mickey Mouse logo, and on either side stand two somberly dressed guards. I sit on the bench between two patrons and glue my eyes to the screen. The logo begins to talk. I don't remember what it says at first.

Mickey Mouse shows us a series of clips of different video games. Some sort of puzzle platformer, a Kirby(?) fighting game, and something else. After the show has ended, Mickey reappears onscreen to awkwardly point out that I'd only been here a few days prior, and I look down to realize that, under my jacket, I've been wearing a Mickey Mouse clubhouse t-shirt thats exactly two sizes two small. I pull at its hem to try and make it fit, hoping that too much of my stomache isn't exposed. I get up and leave.

The next bit is sort of foggy, but I remember having a laptop open at or near the airport. I was trying to edit a picture of Colm Meaney by cropping a rabbit off of his red sweater, Colm was with me as I did this. Suddenly, I get a call from Chuck McGill, who is suddenly berating me, telling me this is no time to play games because I'm such a screw up. I knew instantly that he was the one who sent those hitmen to my house. I shout at him, calling him a sycophant and a freak, that there was something seriously wrong with him. Colm just gets embarassed. I slam the laptop shut and storm off.

Suddenly I'm in a sort of gallery, trying to keep my hand steady as I paint lines onto a sheet of paper. An older woman who reminds me a lot of Michelle Yeoh was up to me. She's tearful and wishes me a happy birthday. She seems really sorry about Chuck. I think she worked for him, because I'm suddenly struck with a vision of Chuck in his house being helped my staffers I've never seen before. The house is different too, it reminds me of someplace but I can't put my finger on what. The image fades away as this woman in front of me starts talking again. I can tell she really loves me in a motherly sort of way. She tells me she made the jacket I was wearing, and I realize its designed the same as hers. She hands me a birthday envelope and tells me I should get going. This is a tearful goodbye. We hug. I feel weird. I feel lonely, like this person is important to me somehow and I might never see her again. I feel like the past is always there was completely unobtainable, impossible to restore, always in the minds eye. I leave hurriedly. I do not want to be here anymore.

I'm now walking in a space outside. Its one of those dumping grounds for materials and trash you sometimes find behind big stores in America. Grass grows in patches up out of wherever concrete hasn't eaten the landscape. Gravel is strewn haphazardly down a short slope, as if spilled there years ago by a dumptruck, a half assed attempt at cheap parking space. I'm walking with a friend, telling them about the dream I just had. I'm saying something about how I must have been the main character from Better Call Saul in my dream, and that I didn't want to say too much in case previous events would spoil the rest of the show for them. I reach into my back pocket and find the two knives I put there earlier.

I wake up.

#my dreams #better call saul

[sakurathreads]

❀ Collision ❀

❀parings: childe x fem!reader

❀warnings: slight angst, fluff

part 2

❀a/n: you work alongside the traveler(lumine) the time comes for you and the traveler to go to liyue what happens when you both happen to develop a crush for a certain ginger. you both make a bet to see who can get his attention first. let the games begin.

as much as you wanted to forgive lumine there was a nagging part in you saying she would only hurt you. the last time you were to see lumine again would have been the event that changed your relationship with childe forever. it was a nice afternoon but you couldn't say you enjoyed it with your mood having been soured.

you haven't talked to lumine in weeks to even know how her search for her sibling was going despite you two sharing a home but if you were being honest with yourself it was better then the constant feeling of being silently judged all the time by your only friend.

it was like a unspoken thing between you two, you knew she felt as though she was better than you before she even said it that day. you decided you would no longer let her plague your mind as you sought out childe waiting for him by northland bank. you started to think he wouldn't be here today ready to stand up and go home, until you heard a familiar cheerful voice call out to you.

"y/n? what are you doing here" he calls out with a confused look in his dull eyes. i was hoping i'd find you here, you say while not meeting his eyes subconsciously fearing some type of rejection but you push through it enough to give him a answer. i wanted to apologize for running off on you the other day. listen what i'm trying to say is i like you childe and i don't know if you feel the same way but i thought you should know.

"y/n.. i'm sorry but i'm dating lumine" he suddenly looks sort of embarrassed. oh.. i see i'm sorry for bothering you, can we still be friends?. " i dont think that would be a good idea after what happened yesterday. im sorry". oh.. i see, feeling tears collecting in your eyes you make a excuse to leave early. what you didnt know though was what was going on behind the scenes.

"did you tell her to scram?" lumine comes out from behind the shadows. "yes i did, but was that really necessary? im sure you could have gotten your plan done without having me lie to her" childe pulling a annoyed expression " you belong to me until i get what i want. besides what she doesn't know wont hurt her" lumine grinning sinisterly.

what you didn't know was childe wasn't really dating childe she was blackmailing him shortly after finding out he was a harbinger she was threating to tell you knowing you hated the fatui for killing your mom.

what lumine wasn't counting on however was his involvement with the golden house.

shortly after lumine briefing you on the situation you decided to put the beef behind you and fight along side her. thinking you were only going against some random threat at the golden house. oh how wrong you were. not only was it not some random person but it was the ginger you had just confessed to a few days prior.

"ahh lumine and y/n what a pleasant surprise too bad it had to end this way" he takes a few steps towards you two " im surprised your even speaking to lumine considering she's the one who knew i was a harbinger the entire time" seemingly amused by the entire situation it would seem he's ignoring lumine to get to you. what? i thought you and lumine were together this doesn't even make sense you say while pinching the skin between your eyebrows confused about the entire thing.

"y/n we were never together in the first place i was after you from the start.

❀ anywayss whew part 2 is now finished see yall at the last part please don't be afraid to request your ideas!!

#genshin impact #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact scenarios #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact headcanons #genshin childe x reader #childe x reader #genshin Childe #.

[kychocoru]

Natasha

Before Natasha become part of House Ramses, she was a slave in human trade/ black market. She was get sell by her own mother cuz Natasha was a nightdancer by forced for money (ofc her mom forced Natasha) until Natasha slash a man's throat cuz he touch her.

Mr. Lateef found her because someone told him about human trade . And immediantly Mr. Lateef brought Natasha for make her as another lady of House Ramses. After that Natasha saw how Drew greet Mr. Lateef and Natasha, Drew took her hand then kissed it.

"Nice to meet you, Miss Natasha. Im Drew the Head Butler of House Ramses. I will be your personal butler"

"N-nice to meet you too, Mr. Drew..."

- then Ollie was act like himself, who doesnt care about anything and just do his own stuff/things. Natasha wasnt close to anyone before after she become part of House Ramses. Laura introduce herself to Natasha then they have some talk.

- Natasha tried to talk with Ollie but its not easy cuz shes scared of Ollie flat face like "i will kill you in your sleep and i will be your worst nightmare". Well took some time for make Natasha can talk with him.

- when Natasha finally become closer to Ollie and Laura. they do afternoon tea, theres Mirammon come try to attacked Ollie. Natasha quickly grab her daggers as protect Ollie, the Miracle choose her as an esper, Anput.

-Natasha was in hard time after being an esper, especially her jackals ears kinda bothered her. Drew come to help Natasha, cuz Drew was experience the same thing happen to him before.

-in side story the Lone Star, Nicole was get caught by Natasha about "Guardians" will used in wrong way. Then Natasha told Nicole about everything about Mr. Lateef's project for help and protect his people from any danger. But Nicole wont listen as the result both in fight, Natasha won the fight.

- Natasha told about Nicole to Mr. Lateef and Ollie, but the result its put Natasha in the danger. But one day Mr. Lateef get killed in front of Natasha when she tried fight Freddy and Leon. Ended up Natasha in defeat and taken away by Leon and Freddy.

-In Shadow Decree, Natasha get brainwash and become Aniesidora and Sander's Assassin. Natasha quite a little stronger since she can revived teammates back.

Sander was said "If Union have one Jackal then Shadow Decree have one jackal too! Its fair enough"

Then how about Drew's reaction when he finally met Natasha as Assassin of Shadow Decree? Drew was shock and didnt believe about Natasha is still alive, because Shadow Decree was tricked Drew with fake proof... Natasha died. Drew was in depression after Natasha is gone by Shadow Decree.

Drew ofc wanna take her back from Shadow Decree. He was fight her and he apologize to hurt her because its only the way to knock her down. As the result she finally snap out from brainwash.

Wait my brain is dead as hell rn 😭😭😭😭🙏

#dislyte #oc x canon #dislyte oc #drew dislyte

[laylaleela]

I wish i had a lovely family,and sweet mother who cares about her daughter not only her two sons and a brother who protect his littlesister.

My mother has that hatred towards me and idk why , im very obedient child and its part of my religion so i need to obey my parents and be good them no matter what, but i do also know that even the parents should be kind and good to their children and my mother keep preferring my two other brothers ovet me , defend them even if they wrong and be sexist and i cant say anything back why? Because they r my brother,ill need them one day and since im a girl they have the right to be rude to me, hit me , even they r wrong and i always forgive them no matter what they do thats she always says to me.

And let me tell you my older brother is my nightmare,

When i was in middle school, iwas nice , kind,extroverted, thoughtful girl i care about my family, about people in general, although i almost got raped when i was 8 years and so many times old men SA me when i was young but like it didnt affect me like that one year , 2018

When my older brother became my nightmare.

I remember one day my older brother and i had a fight then suddenly he started to hitting me, punching me so hard that i couldnt feel my arms nor my face and i kept screaming for help but my parents weren't at home so there was nobody to help me or to save me from him and when he stopped and i stood up i tried to hit him back with a lil table and in instant of time my conscience said to me " u cant hit him he's your brother" so i put the table down and kept crying until my parents came back and when i told them my father talked with my brother and my mom didnt say a word like she didnt care

And then after months

When i go to shower and finish i always notice that the door is slightly open and one time i remember i had the shampoo over my head and on my eyes too i heard the door's sound but i kept saying it was just in my head

Until that one day

I got out from the shower and start to put my clothes on and while i was putting my shirt i had my head up and look up and see my brother's phone above my door ( my door has thin glass)

I immediately adjusted my shirt and opened the door and i found my older brother with a chair in his hand so he really was in the chair and was filming when i was naked...

I felt like someone raped me , a member of the family raped me...

Iwas just a 14 years old

I was in my own house

His my brother

My own brother was filming while i was naked

And the worst in all of this , when i said everything to my mom , she saw how iwas in shock and i pain like i was literally traumatized by that, she told me dont worry im gonna talk to him... after he came to apologize many time and everytime i tell him to get the fuch away from me... after 15 days my mom came to me and told me go talk to you brother and forgive and when i said no she said "who tf do you think you are ? If god can forgive anybody, who tf r you to not forgive ur own brother? And i couldn't speak or reply to her cuz she was about to hit me in my face...

And so many things my older brother has done to me but the most traumatized thing is this

Like now i cant trust my family, like really i dont trust people, im scared of men, i cant stay in one room with a man , i hate physical touch, i became so cold with everybody, im very distant, idont talk with people that much even with my family now.

Its true that im cold with my family because of what happened but i still care about them, i listen to them, im very obedient child but im just cold and it hurts me cuz everytime my parents ask me why im so cold why im not sweet like before and i changed...

my mom who herself traumatized me asking me this and then she will that ill end up alone, ill day alone , nobody gonna loves with that heart its a shame to have a daughter like me and two brothes they r better than me and they r always sweet to her knowing they only bring her problems and they do shit in the house and the only one who study who help her with house, when they r sick, when they need something im always here even to my older brother and her knowing about every single thing...and everytime i bring up what happend i start shaking and crying she goes "ooh shut up u just exaggerating so just stop"

im really traumatized but my mom doesn't want to understand or wont , she doesn't cafe what i think or about what i fee or care, she only care about her two sons.

Iwish u go to a therapist but i cant in my country if someone goes to a therapist so hes a crazy, and

I wish i could say everything to my dad but icant because if i tell him my mom will kick me out from the house and i have no where to go, so i just stfu and keeping it all to myself , and accept everything and tbh idk if i can forget everything and forgive them.

#trauma dump #mommy issues #childhood trauma

[cagcd]

Johnny Cage.   What an individual. Raiden had made many new friends since joining the monks and he was certainly one of the most- amusing of them! Still, Fujin couldnt quite ignore the itch in her head every time she saw him by his lonesome.. It almost felt like a natural contradiction! He hadn't- SAID anything was wrong.. but then again Raiden didnt tell her about interdimensional martial arts fighting with lightning and an Actual God but it still happened. Still she didnt want to accidentally be rude if she pried and found nothing- so she opted for the simple approach! That evening as they turned in for the day Fujin made a note to pay Johnny a visit before he went to bed, taping her hand to Johnny's arm twice as a courtesy, letting the man know she was there before she moved again, this time wrapping her arms around him in a gentle but firm embrace. " Thanks for the saves out there, I dunno what we'd do without you! Try and get some sleep, yeah? I'll be up for a few more hours if something keeps you up and you wanna chat, okay? " ( Johnny appreciating Hours! >=3 )

     It's funny,   to think he feels most at home in the presence of dimensional horrors and entities beyond imagination of the human mind,   despite each revelation and new development to catch the star off guard,   it was in fighting that he realised he was at his element,   and he had missed it,   the earlier days when sweat and blood were the sole prize for hard work,   but each loss and victory had a weight of their own that spoke of accomplishments,   not the dazzled and false tokens of an actor's life he had watched their glow fade quicker than a dying flame.   When memory regresses back to the simpler times,   he can't help but think of her,   the one who loved him when he was a nobody,   shared every loss and win with similar emotions as though they were her own.   He remembers the delight on her expression when he had told her about his first acting gig,   cheered him on through every step of the way until that smile became forced and touched by sadness.   He only has himself to blame for what happened,   for losing sight of what's important   &.   worry about his career instead of her.   Their last fight still played in his head on repeat during the quiet moments,   he had hoped to make it right when all of this was done and over with                only to receive a text from her informing him of her wish to divorce,   no closure,   no chance for an apology,   but a greedy lawyer that had encouraged her to suck him dry of his wealth,   it was bitter,   cruel,   it tore him apart.   They were once so in love,   and for half a lifetime together to end in this manner ?   He can't fathom it.

  He never allowed his troubles to show through however,   confidant smile and nonchalant attitude remained as they were on the surface,   [  always the actor,    wether on or off stage.  ]   He had never been one for vulnerability despite his tendency for honesty,   he had never dug deep into that well of emotions,   lest the flood gates open wide and dreaded weaknesses come to show.   He took it silently,   feeling that wave of melancholy wash over him at times when most find peace,   phone in hand,   her last texts read over and over again   ...   he should delete her pictures,   but he hadn't the heart to erase a full life's worth of memories as though they had meant nothing,   they might as well be to her.   The urge to call someone had tugged on his mind on a few occasions,   scrolling through a long list of contacts he finds no sense of closeness to any of them.   His family was out of the question as well,   his brother,   his sister,   non that ever cared or wished him well.   As for his mother,   well,   that was a complicated issue of its own but he intends on apologising properly for never listening to her,   and hope he could salvage that connection at the very least.   With a sigh to himself he had willingly dragged himself out of his mind in attempt to ease the storm that raged within his mind.    Although he doubts he could get a shut eye,   he still followed suit,   intending to lie down at the very least,   this was a growing headache an endless state of dwelling would certainly not fix.   He had scarcely reached the door when a light touch tapped against his arm a couple of times.   Johnny turned,   and saw Fujin standing there.   It was never not pleasant to cross paths with her,   they had on several occasions stayed up until dawn just talking,   first because of a fight she had with Raiden then a habit a need for company.

       ❛❛   Hey,   what's up ?   ❜❜        he asked,   an easy smile on his expression at the sight of her,   always a refreshing air to him.   The answer comes in the form of an embrace,   firm,   gentle   &.   kind.   Quick wit doesn't qualify him to deal with such instances of spontaneity,   as he found himself nearly frozen at first,   hands stuck in the air as he tried to understand her purpose behind it.   There was none beside the intention to cheer him up,   whether fully intended or not,   he felt the load pressing on his chest lighten a tad,   not realising how much he needed the hug until it came,   and even better when it was from a friend   ...   no,   a sister.   Johnny relaxed then and returned the embrace tightly,   eyes closing momentarily as he allowed himself to take it in,        ❛❛   Mhm,   no promises,   but the offer goes right back to you,                 don't take it as an excuse to pick a fight with Raiden,   'kay ?   ❜❜        he jokes,   giving her a playful squeeze.        ❛❛   ...   Thanks.   ❜❜        I needed it.

@axrsinal // ASCREAMING CRYING WEEPING --

#axrsinal #☆.⠀⠀⠀here's johnny⠀⠀⠀⎯⎯⎯⠀⠀⠀⠀(⠀answered !⠀) #// WE LOVE FUJIN IN EVERY TIMELINEE #// augh but i'm so emo about the thought of them always picking up on it when one of them is down #// so whoelsome ... #// and yes mortal or no it's wind metaphors for u uwu

[byuqi]

im back~ so school ended a couple days ago but BOY LEMME TELL YOU I GOT TEA. okay well i honestly don’t know the full story but tea is tea so lemme spill 😋

okay so basically my two friends who imma call 🦶and🫄 are best friends but 🫄 used to be my best friend until 🦶 stole her from me last year

so they’re like those friends where if 🦶is mad at someone then automatically 🫄has to be mad at that person too or else 🦶 will get mad at 🫄

AND FOR SOME REASON 🦶 GOT MAD AT ME⁉️⁉️ like imma be fr i dont even know why she’s mad at me bc the last time i talked to her was on May 19th and we were perfectly fine but then i sprained my ankle and didnt come back until like a week and a half later and then suddenly shes mad at me?

so the way i found out 🦶was mad at me was because i was tryna talk to her but she was just ignoring me so my other friend who imma call (N) was like “hey 🦶 bambi is tryna talk to you” and then 🦶 is just like “oh i know” LIKE TF⁉️⁉️ so then (N) and i just look at each other and shrug our shoulders cause we don’t know wtf is going on with 🦶

now fast forward like a week later i still dont know why 🦶 is mad at me and now 🫄 is ignoring me too and none of our other friends know why they’re mad at me. and even tho they’re mad at me they still hang out with me and the rest of our friends at lunch they just dont talk to me and then 🦶 offers some chips to (N) and our other friend (B) and she sees me looking because i was sitting next to (N) and she says “Y a que te mires?” which means “what are you looking at?” so i just said “nothing” and she rolled her eyes then called me a bitch 😭 AND WE HAVE THIRD PERIOD TOGETHER SO I HAD TO SEE HER THERE AND SHE KEPT GLARING AT ME DURING THE WHOLE CLASS LIKE⁉️⁉️ also whenever she gets mad she doesnt tell people why shes mad and just expects them to figure it out?? like shes done this before and i’ve had to apologize even tho i didnt do anything wrong

so now lets go to the last day of school so im hanging out with (N) and (B) again and ofc 🦶 and 🫄 are there too with our other friend (M). (M) and i have always been close so i was talking to (M) and she was standing next to 🦶 and then when im talking i hear 🦶 say “no vale verga” which is kinda like “i dont care” but in a mean way so then (M) just looks at me and is like “i dont know why she’s acting like that just ignore her” so i did and then when i get home i decide to check (B)’s location bc she was supposed to come over and i notice 🫄 turned off her location and she only does that when she doesnt want to be friends anymore so im like oh shit because even tho shes not my best friend anymore like we were still friends so yeah now 🫄 isnt friends with me anymore 🧍

anyway thats all and i’ll update if i find out anything else but thats all for now

-🦌

HI BAMBI MY LOVE❤️❤️❤️❤️

well said!! tea is tea and if has to be spilled one way or another 🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️🤷🏽‍♀️

OMG NO BC I LITERALLY HAD THE SAME THING HAPPEN TO ME THIS YEAR WHAT. 💞 and i were bsfs bc 💞 was new in the school. then ☠️ came along and they became friends and 💞 left me like i was nothing. im talking like i was literally the person who made her who she is rn in the school like bffr girl🤨🤨🤨🤨

lets be real here? we all know stinky feet tryna be you fr🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄on a real note they’re both fucked up in the head. yes i get that thing of “if shes mad at you im mad at you” BUT ATLEAST HAVE A REASON TOO??? like it doesn’t make sense to me at all. shes a real bitch for ignoring you straight up like that and still saying “i know shes talking to me” BFFR?????? see me personally i would immediately remove myself from them two as soon as possible. you know why i think stinky feet is mad at you? bc she knows you could have ms preggo back whenever you wanted to bc you two were bsf. I SWEAR ITS ALSAYS LIKE THAT TELL ME IM WRONG🤣

but at the end of the day, remove yourself from them 2. fuck what they think and fuck what other people think, its your life and youre not gonna let 2 dumbass bitches ruin it for you bc they “dont like you” MAN STFU😭😭😭also FUCK MS PREGGO🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕🖕

neways, thanks for the tea bambi😘😘😘i love listening (reading) drama!! ily and stay safe❤️

#★ ei chats #★ ei’s anons #★ ‘ 🦌 anon

[monster-mashed]

i jumped out of a moving car on monday because mentally i am like really really really bad. my mom fucking was taking me to the train station but I was gonna be late so I was frustrated and screamed in the car when i was inside alone. she decided to berate me for doing so, saying its annoying to other people, and i decided I didnt wanna hear that. i do not need to hear that i am annoying. so i asked her to stop the car, we were only a house away, i would just find a way to join my class online or not go at all. i was feeling awful anyways. she said no! she wanted to force me to listen to her. i opened the door, by then she had slowed down like, really really slow so I only ended up straining my hand but i jumped out. i had to get the fuck away from her. 

afterwards i went to my room. this was after crying a lot and pacing a lot because i was in crisis mode. i went to my room because it is my only safe space. i do not have a lock on my door because my mother fucking doesnt know how to install door knobs and the locks don’t work. if i locked it i wouldn’t be able to unlock it. so my mom decided to come into my room. i didn’t even answer her when she knocked, she just came in. and when i didn’t talk to her she came closer to me. angrily demanding i talk to her about what just happened. i told her i didn’t want to talk to her. she didn’t want to hear me. it was really really triggering. i was still in crisis mode. and she was set on forcing me to talk about what i had just done. i started screaming. begging her to get the fuck out of my room. telling her that she’s triggering me, telling her that since i am going to school for therapy, i would know when it is and is not a good time to talk to someone, and this is not it. all screaming, but very clearly because again, im in distress. i told her i didn’t want to talk to her because she makes everything worse. I told her she’s my problem. i told her that her constantly violating my boundaries is why i am screaming at her. she told me that wasn’t what was wrong with me. she told me it was something else. i ended up throwing very light objects at her, hoping it would get her to leave, but she didn’t go anywhere. she stood in front of my door. i had to push her out of the way to leave my room. i wasnt nice afterwards. told her to shut the fuck up and that she was a fucking idiot. i don’t care. shes a fucking idiot. 

i hate that she cannot take accountability. now she’s brought my father into this. i don’t know what she expects to happen. i don’t know what he expects to happen. she wants to have a conversation with me about what happened this weekend. i dont want to talk to her until she’s apologized. it’s been an exhausting fucking week. 

#a personal post