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kookiecupid · 5 years

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The Color of Love

Friends to Lovers Au

Pairing: TaehyungxReader

Category: Very Fluffy :D and some attempt at comedy

Summary: It’s Valentine’s day and in an effort to comfort you after a break up, your best friend, Kim Taehyung, takes you on an mini adventure.

Word Count: I’m not sure, I know it’s more that 3000

Please enjoy the following cringe

~~ 9 years earlier during some random playdate~~

“Tae?”

“Yeah?”

“Why are there some things that like mean something and other things not?”

“That doesn’t even make any sense, Y/n-ah….”

“AHG I mean like why on valentines day everything is the color red or pink why not like BRIGHT BLUE!?”

“Because that’s weird, Y/n-ah.”

“….”

“I’m KIDDING!”

“I don’t like you, Tae.”

“Well that’s too bad.”

“Why? HMMM???”

“Because I like you.”

“Gross.”

“HAHAHA. Oh I know! On valentines day I will give you a blue valentine instead of a pink one.”

“Gross.”

“Y/N!!”

“OKAY I will make you one too, that way we can like change the world or something.”

“Okay… Bluey.”

“Heyyyy…”

~~ Present Day ~~

“Y/N! It’s been like 2 weeks since you’ve left your room!” Taehyung whined over the phone.

You sighed. Taehyung was right. Ever since you broke up with your now ex-boyfriend, you just couldn’t bring yourself to do much other than watch Netflix and make an occasional trip to the kitchen to eat something small.

“Y/N-ah,” Taehyung called. “This is our last year before Uni. Tomorrow is Valentine's day and I don't want you to be alone. Plus, once we start uni, who knows when we will actually have time to hang out! All I’m asking is that you get your butt out of bed and join me on one adventure! Maybe it will get your mind off things!”

“UUUGHHHHHH!” You groaned in reply. You paused. Taehyung was right….You didn’t want a stupid break up to get in the way of having a good time with your best friend when when next year you will be going to different schools. Not to mention you really didn't want to be alone for Valentine's day. A year ago from then would be the anniversary of when you and hour ex had gotten together. But after almost a year of dating, your ex just decided to break up with you. He had said that he had just “fallen out of love with you.” You needed a good distraction.“Fine, Tae. But ONLY because you’re my best friend and I hate you.”

Silence.

“Tae… I know you’re doing you’re stupid little victory dance.”

“Whaaaaaaaaattt….,” Taehyung replied. “Aish who am I kidding, you know me too well hahaha!” A giggle escaped you causing Taehyung to gasp dramatically. “Y/N!!”

“What is it now, Tae?”

“Nothing…. It’s just the first time I’ve heard you laugh even a little in a long time.”

Smiling you brought your phone down from your ear. He was right. But Taehyung always made you smile even if he didn’t know. “Okay, Tae. I’ll see you tomorrow then.”

~~~

The next day got off on a pretty exciting start to say the least.

“AAHHH!!! Tae!!! What the heck are you doing in my room, in my FACE and so early in the morning?!?” You had rolled over in your sleep causing you to wake up a bit when you realized a certain brown haired boy was staring at you a little too close for comfort.

“Dude, first of all it’s like 1 in the afternoon. Second of all it’s been 2 weeks since you last let me see your beautiful face AND I wanted this masterpiece to be the first thing you see on this oh so glorious day,” he said motioning to his smiling face. He continued smiling his boxy smile and wiggled his brows for effect which had you throwing a pillow directly at him. “aHHG!” You immediately hid under your blanket knowing what was coming.

“Y/NNNNNN!!!! AAAAHHHHH!!!!!” Was Taehyung’s battle cry as he tackled you. There was kicking and tickling and lots of laughing. Taehyung finally uncovered your face and grinned. “Ah, there she is! My beautiful smiling girl!”

“Tae!! Don’t say stuff like that!” You squealed covering yourself with the blanket again.

“Ah, Y/n-ah. Are you blushing now??” He teased.

“Tae, if you don’t get off me I will kill you right here and now,” you growled from under the sheets.

“HAHAHAHAHAA YOU’D HAVE TO CATCH ME FIRST LAZY BONES!!”

Rolling your eyes you laugh to yourself. There he went, bolting down the stairs and you let him go. Revenge was right around the corner.

(in the distance)

“Oh Taehyungie! You haven’t been to see Y/n in so long I almost forgot how handsome you are!”

“Thank you, Mrs. (Y/l/n).”

“Now come over here and try this Hongeo I’ve been learning to make!”

“Oh, Mrs. (Y/l/n) I didn’t know you were so capable of creating such fancy foods….”

You couldn’t help but snort at the conversation. You could practically hear Taehyung trying not to gag. That boy would do anything to make a good impression on your mom. Despite the fact that you knew he could be an absolute devil, you had to admit it was super sweet and you appreciated it.

Come to think of it, Taehyung had always been there for you and making sure everything in your life was as good as it could be as long as it was in his power to do so. For that you were always thankful for him and you tried to do the same whenever you could. You guys were inseparable to the point that even in your first year of high school people thought you two were dating. Back then you puked at the mere thought of dating your best friend, but now you knew that anyone would be lucky to have him.

Reaching the kitchen you managed to arrive just in time to save Taehyung from the dreaded hongeo dish. “Sorry, Ma!” You said motioning for Taehyung to follow your lead. “Looks like Tae doesn’t have time to try your uh… food.” You two quickly ran out the door and you slammed it shut as you heard your mom calling to you.

“YAHH! Y/N WHAT DO YOU MEAN ‘UH FOO-“

“Y/n!” Tae scolded. You stuck your tongue at him and the two of you laughed.

Getting into the car you turned to your best friend. “Thanks for doing this Tae, I know I’ve been a buzz kill lately.”

Taehyung looked at you fondly. “It’s okay, Bluey. I’m happy to.” You blushed at the old nickname.

~~~

“Tae….”

“Wut???”

“Why did you bring me to the mall??!! You KNOW I hate the mall,” you pouted.

“Ah, c’mon, Y/n-ah!” Taehyung whined. “I promise we are gonna have so much fun!” And with that and a light ruffle of your hair, Taehyung jumped out of the car and started walking off without you.

You slumped as low as you could in your seat making a small tantrum. “This kid….”

As you approached the entrance you saw that Taehyung had waited for you.

“HAH! I knew you wouldn’t be able to resist me,” Taehyung teased leaning into your face. You looked at his stupid expression unamused… and slapped it. “Y/N!”

The two of you wandered about a bit. You forced Taehyung to buy you a pretzel first to which he rolled his eyes but indulged nonetheless. You didn’t know what he had planned, but you followed him consciously trudging along hoping he would give up on you and just take you to get ice cream instead. But Taehyung continued with the stupid, handsome grin on his face every time he faced you. Every time he did that you had to look away; it made you feel weird for some reason.

“A-HA!” Tae said stopping suddenly in front of you. “Yah, Y/n look where you’re-“

“TAE!!!!!! MY PRETZEL!!!!”

“AHH!! IT WASN”T MY FAULT!”

“IT TOTALLY WAS!”  “NO IT WASN’T, CLUMSY BUTT!”  “DON’T CALL ME A BUTT IN PUBLIC, YOU BUTT!”

“STOP YELLING BUTT!”

You two paused and looked around to find some old lady who was on the phone giving you the death stare. It was near impossible trying to control your laughter as you ran into the store you had stopped at.

“HAHAHA! Did you see that lady?!” You said a little out of breath.

“OH my god, she was horrified!” Taehyung was laughing so hard he had to wipe a tear from his eye. “Dude, that was too good.”

“I know.. damnit I missed this so much, Tae,” you admitted.

Taehyung punched you lightly in the arm. “I promised you we would have fun, didn’t I?” You rolled your eyes. “Okay, enough of this. Now it’s time for some makeovers!” He grabbed your wrist and dragged you to the back of the store.

“I present to you, the CleArAnce SecTIoN! OOOoooo!”

“I know what a clearance section is, stupid.”

“ I know you do, but this one is special,” Taehyung said as he placed a finger to the side of his nose.

“Please enlighten me, oh wise one,” you said bowing.

“ Okay, so,” he began. “This is how it’s gonna work. Each of us will choose a complete outfit for the other person that we think the other will look amazing in. Then we have to go to the bathrooms and change into them and wear them for the rest of the day. ”

You pursed your lips trying to hide your emotions. Taehyung had the best sense of style you had ever seen and you didn’t know if you were nervous because you didn’t think you could do justice to his looks or excited because you knew you were about to look great.

“Y/n.”

“What.”

“Just do it!!” He encouraged you. “I’m gonna love whatever you pick for me and I promise I won’t make you look like a clown. And even if I did, you’d still be a cute clown.” He winked.

“FINE!” You said pushing him.

“YES! Okay, so you go over there and I’ll stay here and NO PEAKING!”

“Tae, you know I would never…”

“Yeah right, Y/n. We all know you find me irresistible.”

“…,” you were blushing. “Okaydeallesgedditbye.” Turning on your heels you ran to the men’s section. Hopefully Tae didn’t see your blush. This was the third time he had flustered you today and you kept getting a weird feeling in your stomach. What the actual heck was up with you today???

“Meet me at the restrooms in half an hour!” He called.

~~~

“This is the MOMENT OF TRUTH, Y/n!” Taehyung said clapping his hands together.

“Bro, you probably won’t ever wear what I chose you in real life, but here goes nothing,” you said as you exchanged the bags of clothes.

Once you got to the bathroom and you opened the bag you squealed in excitement. It felt more like Christmas than Valentine’s day. Taehyung had chosen simple pieces, but they were quite chic. The outfit consisted of a pair of high waisted mom jeans, a dark turquoise striped tank and beige cardigan. It matched well with the booties you were already wearing. You felt cute!

You heard a knock at the door.

“Y/n-ah! Are you ready??” Taehyung called from the other side.

“Yeah just a second!”

“YAH! I know you’re just looking at yourself in the mirror, stop being so narcissistic and let me see!!!”

“AHG! Let me LIVE, Tae!”

Silence.

“Okay, Tae. You ready?”

“I was born ready.” You scoffed and opened the door.

You were looking at the ground but when your gaze fell on a pair of sneakers in front of you, you reluctantly looked up taking in everything before you. You had chosen a pair of loose, dark jeans and an oversized white button down shirt. You couldn’t really afford more than that and at first you thought it would be underwhelming, but you were very very wrong.

“Y/n-ah…,” Taehyung said. He looked equally as flustered. “Wait- Y/n, are you checking me out??”

“WHat?! Tae, don’t be ridiculous,” you said shaking your head. Taehyung simply smirked.

“Phew, it is really hot in here suddenly, maybe I should take off the sweater for now.” You started to take your cardigan off when Taehyung suddenly stopped you with his hands on your shoulders.

“What are you doing! You can’t do that here, woman!” His face was beet red.

“Tae, it’s fine I won’t get too cold, don’t worry.”

“No… its too much…… skin.” You just looked at him.

“No one cares, it’s fine, Tae,” you said sighing.

“I care,” he replied with a concerned look on his face.

“Tae, you’ve literally even seen me in my pjs just this morning if you don’t recall being on top of me… in….. my bed……” You both paused as your faces got even redder.

“ Okay, I don’t wanna talk about this anymore,” Taehyung said hurriedly. “Time for part two of the makeovers!” Taking you by the shoulders, he turned you around and rushed you away trying to move away from the conversation.

You didn’t know why you were literally having butterflies in your stomach at this point. Why was Tae acting so flustered? Heck he’s even seen you in your swimsuit! But why today of all days is this happening? What is even happening??

The next thing you knew you two were in a beauty salon. It was the typical mall salon, but it looked really high end. Suddenly you got excited.

“OMG are we getting our makeup done??” You turned to Taehyung.

“Oh god… never, Y/n,” He said having flashbacks to the time you did his make up and he felt like a doll. He had only agreed to that because you were so cute begging him to let you, but he had other plans.

“You’re no fun,” you pouted.

Taehyung scoffed. “Excuse you, you’ve been having the time of your life, missy. Don’t give me that bs.”

You couldn’t help but laugh. “Aish, you know me too well,” you retorted, quoting him from the night before. “So what’s the plan, Tae?”

“Follow me,” he replied and you two walked up to the front desk.

“Good afternoon! How can I help you?” Greeted the lady seated there.

“Hello, Miss. I was wondering if you could take 2 walk-ins right now?” Taehyung asked her.

“Oh, of course! Today has been a bit of a slow day, so head right in, he will be out in a second and take all the time you need, sweethearts.” She smiled.

“Thank you,” you replied and the two of you went to stand by the waiting area.

“Taehyungie!!” A voice called from behind you. A tall, handsome man in all black strutted right in on hearing that he had some customers. “Oh, how rude of me. Hello, name is Jin,” he said shaking your hand. “I’m Taehyungie’s friend! You must be Y/n, right?” He elbowed Taehyung in the rib. “I’m sure he’s mentioned me before, he sure mentions you… a lot.” This time it was Taehyung’s turn to elbow him in the rib.

“Ahaha… no I can’t say that he has..” You giggled at the look of annoyance on Jin’s face.

“Well… no matter, this brat can’t be taught,” Jin replied. He was a sassy one. “So, what can I do for you guys today?”

“Well hyung, remember that idea I told you about that one time?” Taehyung said enthusiastically.

“Oh yes… that crazy insane idea that no one would do because you’re impulsive and need to be held captive for the sake of the human race?” Jin replied. “Then yes. Yes I do.”

Taehyung glared at his hung for a second before continuing. “Well, today is the day!”

“What are you talking about, Tae. This is scaring me,” you knew Taehyung was up to something crazy. Jin was probably right.

“Well, Y/n-ah,” He began turning to you. “ First we picked each other’s outfits and now we are going to choose each other’s hairstyles! It can be anything and everything, just has to look good.” He finished with a giant grin.

“OH nooo!!!” You laughed at his big dumb grin despite the anxiety that this idea imposed. “Tae, you’re insane!”

“Y/n, just do it! Break out of your comfort zone! You had fun picking out clothes didn’t you?” He asked raising an eyebrow at you.

“Ugh… yes I did.”

“See! I promise I won’t ask Jin to shave off your head or anything, but please let us do it!” He begged you.

“Fine!” You gave in. “But I’m only doing this because YOU are desperate!”

“Hehehehehhehehehehe-“

“Stop laughing like that, Tae.”

After some whispering exchanged between Taehyung and Jin, Jin sat you down at his station and got to work. He had turned you around so that you wouldn’t be able to see your own reflection in order for the final product to be a surprise which gave you lots of nerves, but you endured it. Taehyung on the other hand had opted to sit directly in front of you recording you every so often.

“Tae, stop taking videos of me! I look like an egg with a smock on right now!” You whined.

“Yah, but you look like a cute egg, Y/n-ah! Anyone would think you look delicious,” he winked.

“If you two don’t stop flirting I will literally puke on top of Y/n’s head,” Jin interrupted causing the two of you to blush once again. But Taehyung just giggled and continued to take videos of you while you hissed at him to stop.

Finally Jin had asked you close your eyes as he did the finishing touches and when you were done, he took a step back.

“Okay, Y/n. You’re all set! You can look now!” Jin said.

You tentatively opened one eye and then the other, not exactly sure what to expect. When you saw what he had done you couldn’t help but gush.

“Oh my gosh, guys, this is beautiful! Jin, I’ve always wanted an ombré look but I’ve always been too much of a coward to actually try it and it looks amazing!”

“Hey! I chose it, don’t I get some credit too?” Taehyung teased you.

“Yes, yes, Tae. Thank you so much,” you said sticking your tongue out at him. He was looking at you with complete and utter adoration and you couldn’t help but feel so vulnerable there. You felt the most you you’ve ever felt and you felt the most loved you’ve ever felt. Unlike your ex, Taehyung always knew who you were and always kept it in mind. It might have just come from being best friends, but you loved the fact that Taehyung never tried to change you but took you as you were. What did you do to deserve him in your life? Thinking these things, you realized you knew exactly what to ask Jin to do for Taehyung’s hair. Your spinned in your chair and turned to face Taehyung springing to your feet. “Okay, now it’s your turn!”

“Aigoooo…. I don’t know, Y/n,” Taehyung said and shrugged. “Maybe we should just go home now”

“Kim Taehyung, you dragged me out here and did all of this to me.” You motioned to yourself. “You have to do the same or else.”

“You know, Taehyungie. I actually really like this girl,” Jin said nodding his head. You laughed and turned to Taehyung.

“Okay, okay! I was just teasing!” He said. “Why is everyone against me now all of a sudden?” He took his seat and waited as you and Jin discussed his new look.

“Are you sure about this, Y/n?” Jin asked. “It’s a little…. Out of the ordinary.”

“Yes, I’m sure,” you replied confidently.

“Taehyungie, you sure you’re up to this?” He asked his friend.

Taehyung nodded. “Hyung, Y/n’s wish is now your command.”

“Okayyy…” was Jin’s response as he quickly went to work.

“Okay, Tauhyung. Are you ready?”

“As ready as I’ll every be!”

Jin turned Taehyung around to reveal a new, bright blue head of hair. At first it took him by surprise but he actually loved it. You could tell by the way he was flipping his hands through it that he was enjoying himself very much. It was so cute.

After a few strokes to his own hair, Taehyung looked up at you from in the mirror to thank you but was taken aback by the way you were smiling at him. His heart just melted to see you like that because it reminded him of the way he knew he always looked at you. He turned around to face you and sat there and smiled back at you for a second. To your surprise, he suddenly hopped out of his chair to kneel in front from where you sat. You didn’t expect such sudden moves and your heart was racing so fast and so hard, you were just praying Taehyung couldn’t hear the cacophony inside your chest.

Placing a hand on yours, Taehyung looked up at you. “You chose bright blue,” he said softly, his huge smile reaching to even the corners of his beautiful eyes.

“Mhmm,” was your only reply. He reached up and tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear and gazed into your eyes. He seemed so taken with you and at the same time, you realized you were just as taken by him.

“Did you know, that I love you?” He asked in as much as a whisper. You could only nod now, but as Taehyung may or may not have been expecting an ‘I love you’ in return, the kiss you gave him was all the response he needed.

I hope you all liked it! Even if it sucks I had fun writing it :)))

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hana1379 · 6 years

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Free Love vol.2

Summary: fic loosely based on song “Free love” by Depeche Mode. I’ve heard this song on radio and idea popped in my head

Pairing: AU!Bucky Barnes x reader

Warnings: SMUT, oral sex (m receiving), thigh riding, language, slight angst

Words: 3,5k

Notes: Finally managed to write it, let me know if tags don’t work, I’m still trying to figure out how it all works :) and again I’m not native english speaker so if you’ll see mistakes please tell me about it. Feedback is more than welcome.

!If you want to be tagged in anything please massage me cause I can’t keep up with requests in comments!

July 2017

“Hello?” your voice was tired, you were probably falling asleep when he called. He imagined you had your Minnie Mouse pajama on, the one with long sleeves and cute pink shorts. You sometimes wore fuzzy socks to bed, he remembered one time when you had them on and you slipped on bathroom’s floor landing on your ass with a loud thud, he was laughing so hard, he almost pissed himself while you were whining on the floor. He smiled at the memory, memory when he was happy because he had you.

“Hello??” you repeated getting annoyed

“Y/N! Hi! Sorry if I wake you but I was thinking about you right now and I thought to myself…” he heard you sigh, you clearly didn’t want to speak with him. He knew that.

“Bucky… I told you not to call me ever again. Look, it’s late and I have to get up early tomorrow”

“I miss you” he blurted out and it was true. He missed your smile, your scent, your stupid jokes and the way you were looking in the morning with messy hair and smile on your face. God he really missed you.

“Are you drunk?” Y/N asked and that was also true, in fact only after alcohol he could build up the courage to call you, he didn’t want to meet you, not after last time.

He told his girlfriend about you and she confronted you calling you a slut. He wanted to do what you told him to, make things right between you two, become something more but his girlfriend misunderstood. She thought he was cheating on her and she wanted to humiliate you in front of your coworkers. It worked. You stormed out of your work with tears in your eyes and you met with him. You made clear it was over and you didn’t want to see him again. It was three months ago. Three long months without you.

“I really miss you Y/N”

“You miss me or you miss fucking me? Guess your BAE is not as good as I huh?” he could imagine the look on your face. You probably raised your left brow, your words were bitter but he knew he was hurting you again. He shouldn’t have called you. Bucky wanted to say something but you spoke again

“I don’t really wanna know if she’s better than me or not. I don’t care. But you know what? You are a fucking gem Bucky. You have a fucking nerve to call me after three months and you’re telling me you miss me. You think I’ll run to you and we’ll live happily ever after? Play the victim somewhere else Barnes cause I’m not buying it”

Bucky’s heart dropped. He had lost you. He screwed this up and he had lost you.

“Oh and say hi to your girl, I still have a scar on my cheek from her claws” you ended the call and Bucky was speechless. He could see his reflection in the window. His drunken face. His messy hair and red eyes. A single tear dropped from his right eye, he reached his hand and wiped it harshly.

Bucky turned away from the window and went toward coffee table he grabbed vodka he was currently drinking, he collapsed on the couch and drunk with one draft sizable proportion of what was left. He didn’t mind the taste anymore and burn in his throat was barely recognizable. His eyelids became heavier and he knew he will pass out soon but then an idea popped in his head.

He still had his charm. He will go to your house and woo you. He knew where you lived, you won’t be able to resist him. He will win you back.

Bucky got up from his couch and struggled with tripping over his own feet. He was too wasted to drive, he decided to walk long enough to clear his head and then call a taxi. He grabbed his wallet, his phone, walked out the door and headed towards the elevator. As soon as he was on the first floor his head was spinning and he had to hold on to the wall otherwise he would fall on his face.

The concierge at front desk ran up to him and wrapped Bucky’s arm around his own neck.

“Mr. Barnes you should sit down. I’ll give you something to drink” the concierge said and placed Bucky on the armchair. Bucky wasn’t sure he will be able to drink anything soon. He was fighting with the urge to throw up and he started to swallow every spit his mouths’ produced.

“Oh dear! I think we should go outside” concierge managed to lift Bucky from his place and he dragged him outside

“Thank you, Bob” was the only thing Bucky could say before bending down and barfing everything he had drunk an hour ago.

“My god! Have you eat something today?”

“I was drinking since afternoon. I’m pretty impressed I didn’t pass out” Bucky looked at his shoes, they were covered in vomit just like his trousers. He didn’t want to go to your place like that. Covered in puke and he thought his breath must be deadly. So he decided to take shower and change his clothes. After thanking Bob and apologizing for the mess he headed to his apartment and once more he thought about you.

He remembered like once you had been drinking with him almost all day. That day Bucky told you, you were the most beautiful person he had ever laid eyes on. Of course, you didn’t believe him You’re only telling me that cause you want to strip me out of my clothes, you made your grumpy face and he had to plead you to even look at him. You were always stubborn.

Once again in his apartment Bucky headed towards his bathroom and he took off his shoes and clothes, he considered throwing away his covered in vomit belongings but he decided to deal with it in the morning.

It’s amazing how cold water can work wonders. He was now as sober as judge. He looked decent, smelled decent and most importantly he still got a courage to talk to you. Bucky ones more took an elevator and he did his walk of shame avoiding Bob’s gaze.

The further he got from his home the more he was getting nervous. It was almost one in the morning and he didn’t know how you will react seeing him at your door. Taxi driver annoyed Bucky, he was talking about his job and whining about his wife. Bucky only nodded to him thinking about you all the way to your place.

Speaking of which Bucky thought your house was fucking ugly. Made of red bricks, with two entrances it looked like two houses were melted together. You rented it and above you was living family with two kids, you were always complaining about the noise but didn’t do anything with it. He couldn’t understand why haven’t you move out.

He paid the driver and got out from taxi. He took in the sight of your home. Fucking ugly. In the night some may say creepy. There was a light in your kitchen’s window, that’s a good start. He went to the door and looked at the intercom, your name was still there that’s even better means you still lived here. He knew it was broken so why bother calling? He just entered the building.

The light blinded him for a moment and he ran up the stairs onto the second floor. Three. Number three on the door. You were close to him, only the wall was between you two. He knocked three times on the wooden door.

June 2012

He knocked three times on the wooden door. Bucky waited, he heard hustle on the other side of the door. He couldn’t ignore passing people gaze, they probably thought he was some kind of a hustler and honestly, he was but he didn’t get paid for what he was doing, neither did Y/N of course.

The door opened and he saw you wearing a red tank top shoved in your shorts. Your hair was tied in a messy bun. You smiled wide when you saw him

“You’re here!” you jumped over to him and straddled his waist. His hands immediately went to your ass supporting you. You kissed him as he entered the room and he closed the door with his foot still carrying you in his arms. Your hands were cupping his face. You felt he was smiling against your lips. You pulled back and looked into his eyes.

“Sorry for bringing you here. I just wanted to get away from the city” you pecked his lips

“That’s ok doll, I know you’ve always wanted to stay in a place like this” you grinned and kissed him fiercely

The place where you were staying was far from the city and it looked like any other motel across the country. It was cheap and with your broken ass and Bucky’s debt, it was a perfect place for staying for the weekend.

Bucky placed you on your feet and you headed towards the mini bar

“What did you say to your parents?” Bucky asked and you shrugged, beers in both your hand you handed him one

“I told them I’m with friends. They weren’t happy with that but they can’t keep me on a leash” you handed Bucky your bottle for him to open it.

“How're your finals?” he opened bottles and handed you yours

“I passed everything” you took a sip of beer “That’s good” Bucky said and suddenly you jumped

“I have a gift for you!” Bucky’s brow raised. Gift? For him? You were now searching for something in your bag. You apparently found it as you straightened and you placed your hands behind your back, hiding something.

“It’s kinda our first anniversary and I know we’re not together, no strings attached and all but I thought you could make good use of it and of course I could benefit from that too” your hand made its way from behind you and you handed Bucky package. A box of condoms with a silver bow on top of it. Bucky couldn’t help but laugh

“These are not normal condoms, they have little dots on and it can make your partner come sooner” you declared with a serious face, Bucky frowned

“So you’re saying that I don’t make you come? That you faked most of your orgasms?” Bucky wasn’t sure if he wanted to know your answer

“No, of course not. I saw them in a shop and my friend recommended it and I just wanted to try them” you looked at him and you were kicking yourself for making him doubt in his skills.

“You’re crazy” he gently covered your lips with his own “But I don’t think it’s enough in the box, you know with your libido…”

You slapped his arm and shoved him onto the couch. He was smirking, he knew what was coming.

You dropped to your knees and hands. Crawling towards him you kept eye contact and smirked. Bucky shifted on the couch spreading his legs further.

“I’ll show you how high my libido is” you were now between his legs. You rested your hands on his thighs and you began to rub them up and down. Bucky’s breath hitched as your head lowered, still keeping an eye contact you stopped, your face only inches from his visible bulge.

“Someone’s got excited” you teased and pecked him through his jeans. Bucky groaned and he reached his hand to your hair

“Hands on the couch! Don’t you dare touch my hair, do you know how long it takes to make this hairdo?” you ordered and Bucky narrowed his eyes in annoyance but he obeyed and placed his arms on the back of the couch.

“Good boy” you got up from your place and kissed him on the cheek, near his lips. You were kissing him slowly making your way from his lips to his jaw and his neck. You nipped at his skin and you palmed him through his jeans squeezing lightly.

You heard him murmur a simple “Fuck” and you giggled enjoying your control over him. Once again you were on your knees between his thighs and you reached out to unzip his pants.

“Your going commando often?” you kissed his swollen head and his cock twitched

“Y/N stop teasing” Bucky moaned and you decided not to torture him more. You placed your hand on his shaft and began to stroke him slowly before wrapping your lips around his tip. You started sucking hard and swirling your tongue on his cock.

“Holy fuck Y/N!” he bucked his hips and fought with the urge to grab your hair. You moaned sending vibrations through his now full erection.

Pre-cum was leaking from his tip and you willingly collected it. You started to move your head, taking as much as you could in your mouth. God, he was huge. He twitched in your mouth and you felt his thick veins rubbing up against your throat.

“Someone’s been practicing” he smirked and you felt your pants were getting more and more soaked. The thought about taking his dick in your cunt and him fucking you till you can’t breath aroused you. Even more than giving him a head.

You pulled back and started to stroke him with your hand in rapid motion “I haven’t. I just want to take as much as my throat allows, that’s all” you smirked at him and again you took his cock into your mouth sucking hard. He started to pant heavily, his chest raising up and down. He was close.

“Ok, I think that’s enough, Y/N” Bucky said but you didn’t stop your movements, you wanted him to end in your mouth. Bucky groaned and his head fell back onto the back of the couch. Your hand reached to his balls and you began massaging, you squeezed tightly and he bucked his hips once more.

“Fuckk… Y/N! I’m gonna cum… Shit!” his gaze again shoot to your eyes and he spilled inside you. Ribbon after ribbon of his semen filled your mouth. You swallowed as much you could but some of it managed to escape in corner of your mouth. You pulled him from your mouth and you dragged your finger on a string of his come from your chin up against your mouth, sucking on your digit.

Bucky was panting, his eyes locked at yous as you banded over once more and you started to lick him clean.

“Your sure that you haven’t been practicing?” Bucky asked and you got up from your knees, your face now inches from his

“You jealous?” you asked looking into his lustful eyes

“I’m not jealous, just curious” he said and he leaned towards you even more

“I must brush my teeth. Your sperm cells got stuck between them” Bucky laughed as you straightened and headed towards bathroom swaying your hips. Bucky looked at you, admiring the way your body moved. He got up from the couch and made his way to the bathroom. The night was still young after all.

July 2017

He knocked three times on the wooden door. To say that he was nervous would be an understatement. Bucky was fucking terrified but he was telling himself it will work, everything will be alright. Maybe it wasn’t too late to turn and run. No. He has to sacrifice his pride and let you yell at him and then he will tell he loves you and everything will be alright.

“Who is it?” your voice was muflfed and Bucky was pulled from his thoughts by it.

“It’s me doll. I need to talk to you” he heard you cursing but you opened your door.

And he was right, you had your Minnie Mouse pj’s on. He saw you were still wearing your “D” necklace, that was a good sign. You had murderous look on your face and you clenched door handle tightly, your knuckles were turning white.

“The fuck you want to talk about Barnes?”

“Can we come inside? I don’t want to talk in a hallway” Bucky rubbed the back of his neck. Suddenly all his courage left him. He felt so small in front of you, like a child waiting to get scolded.

“You have five minutes and then you can get the fuck out” you turned and walked away, Bucky closed the door behind him and followed you to your living room. Your place was small and cozy, it looked like his previous flat but he wasn’t sure he would like to live here even with you, he was used to his lavish life and enormous penthouse. Bucky noted to himself to make you move in with him. But first things first.

“I broke up with her” he said and you were sitting on your armchair next to the couch with folded arms and your legs crossed.

“Great. You wanna medal? I can give a card with congratulations as well”

“Y/N please let me talk” you scoffed and he took it as a permission to continue “I know I should’ve told you about her but it happened so fast… she was nice and you were away at your brother’s and, and I’ve missed you so much, and she took the opportunity and she asked me out and before I realized we started dating and I wanted to tell you but I was afraid I’ll lose you but I was also afraid to tell you how I feel, I was afraid you won’t have me, reject me and we’ll never see each other again”

You looked at the clock and slightly yawned stretching yourself

“Well, that’s a great story, you should sell it or write it down, you can get rich, but unfortunately your time is up so…” you got up from your place and now you were standing in front of him

“Y/N, I love you” Bucky said and your heart stopped. Maybe you didn’t hear correctly. You looked at him with disbelief on your face he must have seen that because he repeated I love you and you in an instant rushed to him and grabbed him by his collar pressing your lips to his. Your head was spinning and you began melting in his embrace. His arms wrapped around your waist bringing you closer to him.

“Why haven’t you tell me this sooner?” you asked him as you pulled away, your eyes hooded, locked on his blue ones

“Have you not heard what I just said?” Bucky asked, his brow frowned. He thought it was obvious.

“What normal person would understand your gibberish?” he chuckled and leaned to kiss you gently. You whimpered and you dragged your hands to his neck, holding him in place. Bucky moaned when he felt your tongue brushing along his bottom lip. You took the opportunity and you slid your tongue into his mouth, fighting for dominance with his, of course, his tongue winning, he always wanted to be in charge.

Bucky collapsed on your couch dragging you along and he placed you on his thigh that you were straddling it. Still kissing him feverishly you started to grind your pussy on his thigh automatically. He placed his hands on your hips encouraging you to move, his lips found their way to the sweet spot on your neck. You moaned loudly.

“Come on baby, move your pretty little pussy on my thigh. I want to feel you get off”

You started to move faster and you placed your forehead on his. You couldn’t hold back your moans and your back arched, your head falling back. You heard him cursing under his breath and you came to your previous position to look at him. Bucky was looking straight into your eyes making you shiver. You saw something strange in his eyes. It wasn’t lust, you were used to seeing lust in his eyes. It was adoration. Pure passion.

He saw you were holding back “Come on Y/N come for me. You’re fucking gorgeous. I love you so much” and with this word you cried out, Bucky crashed your lips together swallowing your moans and cries. He was saying how you are perfect to him as you were coming down from your high. Your hands reached to his belt, wanting him deep inside in you in a few minutes but he stopped you.

“No baby, not tonight. It’s late and you said you have to get up early” he took your hand and intertwined your fingers “Besides, we have all the time in the world for this later” he smirked and he brought your hand to his lips. Bucky kissed your knuckles sweetly maintaining eye contact. You almost came again from the sight of him.

You nodded and you led him to your bedroom. Bucky began undressing as you were lying on the bed watching him

“You know, I’d like to suck your dick right now” you said smirking when he was climbing on your bed “I know you would doll” he replied and kissed your forehead.

Bucky laid down and you place your head on his chest. Like for the first time, his heartbeat was steady and it lulled you. He wrapped you tightly bringing you closer to him.

“I love you Bucky” you said, your eyes closed, you looked peaceful. Bucky smiled and finally, he was he was full. He was happy.

“I love you too doll. Always”

The sun was shinning brutally and Bucky couldn’t manage to open his eyes, he had hungover and it was a big one. He couldn’t feel you beside him so he assumed you probably left to your job or wherever you had to be without waking him.

Bucky opened his eyes and he was looking at the ceiling but something was odd. Something was not right. He straightened to look around and what he saw made his heart drop and stomach clench.

Bucky was lying on his couch in his penthouse. He couldn’t believe it. It was just a dream, he dreamed of you. In fact, he didn’t even leave his place at all, he was wearing clothes from yesterday. Bucky couldn’t stop tears from falling and second, later he was crying like a baby.

He dreamed you. It was just a dream.

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Z’s Vegas Birthday in 2010

Z. was not seated next to me on our trip to Las Vegas. She was stuck in coach; while I got upgraded to first class, obtained from my frequent flier miles. The lush and roomy seat where rested my ass came with the guilt of knowing that my wife was getting a lesser experience.

With that said however, I felt like I did not belong. I felt like Forrest Gump in a Jeopardy tournament. The guy seated next to me looked like he traveled first class exclusively. He was a loudly posh black man wearing a well-pressed suit while his rolex watch and golden cufflinks sparkled with a shameless swank . I was wearing faded jeans and a hoodie. He looked like a million bucks while I looked like minimum wage.

After picking up our one piece of shared luggage from the luggage claim, Z and I took a taxi. Perhaps our cab driver used a quicker route than a scenic route, but I remember not being that awed by the famous Las Vegas lights. Unlike our Anniversary in New York, thankfully, I did not puke.

We checked into our hotel, the Aria, which at the time was less than a year old. The lobby was both luxurious but also very modern. From what I could tell, instead of using traditional computers to look up your reservation, everything was done with a touch screen tablet.

When we got up to our room, that’s when Z. and I got excited. Our large window overlooked the city at night. Vegas was indeed the Disneyland for adults. We both washed up and headed out to experience the Vegas nightlife.

Having only pretzels and a fruit cup on the airplane, Z. and I were both hungry. Not knowing where to go, we looked for something fast and cheap. In my mind, I was looking for an In-and-Out burger since we didn’t have those in the midwest.

We hit the strip, skipping along and taking pictures in between, only to be interrupted on occasion by men handing out fliers for escorts.

While walking across the many arching bridges that let you travel from one side of the strip to the other, we saw a Pink’s hot dog stand. Prior to going on this trip, Z. and I watched a lot of Travel Channel, where Pink’s was once featured. We were aware Pink’s in Hollywood, but we were unaware of the one in Las Vegas. We sat down and ate the most decadent of hot dogs. I ordered the Planet Hollywood dog with melted cheese, onions and bacon. While Z. ordered the Vegas Strip dog with bacon, relish, tomatoes, onions, and chilli.

After humbling our rumbling stomachs, we headed back to the hotel. Yet, with her ever predictable sweet tooth, Z. suggested we get coffee and dessert at the Cafe Vettro located in the lobby area of the Aria.

We sat down and the friendly waiter asked if we were here for a special occasion. I told him that her birthday was tomorrow. Confession, while I did enjoy the hot dogs at Pink’s, the particular order I had also acted like a laxative...

After coming back from the bathroom, I saw Z. smiling and staring at what looked like a brown sphere in front of her. It was a cheesecake with a birthday candle in front.

***

The morning after, I opened the window and saw something I did not expect-- a large mountain over the horizon; the contrast between night and day in Las Vegas astounded me.

Our breakfast that morning was at the buffet downstairs.

After our filling breakfast, we strolled on the strip, stopping by all the famous hotels--The Excalibur, The Luxor, Caesar's Palace, The MGM Grand, etc.

When we got the Venetian, we took the the gondola ride around the artificial canal. To be fair, I remember visiting Venice when I was studying abroad and it had a distinct odor that this artificial canal lacked.

For lunch, we took a cab off the strip to find some crawfish. Again, taking the advice of Adam Richman of the Travel Channel, we sought out this crawfish place mentioned on his show. Z., being a seafood lover, ate an entire pound of crawfish.

We finished up the afternoon by stopping by Serendipity to share an order of Frozen Hot Chocolate.

Once we got back to our hotel room we took a quick nap and showered. Around 7:00-8:00 in the evening we went over to the Bellagio to dine at their world famous buffet.

Tackling an $85 all-you-can eat buffet was something I was really looking forward to this trip. Was $85 worth it? Well, just like anything in life, it really depended on your priorities. Z. hardly ate any main dishes and saved all of her room for dessert. Whereas, I spent the bulk of my belly filling up with the various game meats. In the end, even though Z. and I had packed our plates differently, we both left nearly comatose with food.

***

We woke up early to catch a bus ride to the Grand Canyon. Admittedly, I’m not much of a nature person. However, having spent most of my life in the midwest, I was really looking forward to seeing the desert. The bus that picked us up was small and our group for the day had three other couples of various ages; Z. and I were the youngest. Our driver took us on a very scenic route, stopping by these small towns like Chloride, where it felt like I was in 60’s western with Clint Eastwood.

When we got to the Grand Canyon, our driver/tour guide let us explore on our own while he took on nap on the bus. Which was perfectly understandable since he hardly let a moment go by our ride without giving us some trivial facts about the desert and the the history of Nevada and Arizona.

Z. enjoyed taking pictures, while I stood back, afraid I might be one of the three people--on an annual average--who die falling into the canyon.

Driving back to Vegas from the desert was great, since the night had fallen and the lights went up. Even though we were as far as 10 miles away, the city lights could be viewed from our bus.

Once back in Sin City, Z. and I headed to Planet Hollywood for dinner. Z. had some garlic noodles and I had lasagna with a Los Angeles twist. For dessert, we shared a Ghirardelli Double Chocolate Brownie topped with ice cream. We enjoyed our meal while “Magic” by B.o.B featuring Rivers Cuomo played in the background.

***

Our last day in Las Vegas, just consisted of breakfast at the Hash House A-Go Go. This was and still is, the most indulgent of breakfast orders. Both our orders could have fed a village in Ethiopia. Z ordered the sausage gravy and biscuits with mash potatoes and eggs and I ordered the fried chicken Benedict.

After breakfast, we went back to the hotel and packed our bags. Our time in Las Vegas was at an end.

Thinking back on it, I’m really glad Z. and I did our Las Vegas vacation during our first year in our marriage. We never had a “dating” period nor did we have a getaway vacation prior to this one. Unlike New York and Paris, this was my first time in Las Vegas so I was experiencing something altogether new with my wife. I look back on those three days fondly since everything to Z. was still new (after being married to me for 7 years, she’ll admit, she’s become more cynical). At the time she was still getting accustomed to living in America. She had no driver’s license or full time employment. And, of course, we didn’t have Xavier. While Las Vegas was sinfully indulgent--although we didn’t gamble--it was just a great time to fully experience life with Z.

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