#and to delete people's ability to here-

[20001541]

I'm actually sad that we didn't get to learn more about afo's construction business or his fake civilian name or anything about his fake civilian life besides being friends with kotaro. I also wish we got to see how their first encounter went but oh well 😞

at least we got confirmation afo is able to morph his entire appearance so he's easily able to blend in with others. it makes sense he would have this ability as it would've been suicide to walk outside during a time when he was being hunted down by all might.

#fun fact back in 2022 I actually made a theory post that a41 had this ability and it's how he's able to walk freely when posing as a #civilian as going around with his regular appearance would draw too much attention and put him at risk of being recognized by #his enemies but I thought it sounded too out there and I also got dog piled for it as people thought it was dumb so I deleted it but now #here we are :3

[detroitbecomeonline]

just letting you know if you're an artist and ive ever talked to you im shit scared of you btw because you're an artist

#i put my whole ass out on the line whenever i interact with one of you like im part of a bomb squad #im the squad my butt is not the bomb it's just me myself and my sheer terror of your drawing abilities #i converse like im catcalling out of a moving car “wow cute art!” but im not disempowering you it's the opposite ur sucking my soul #in a good way #sorry for saying sucking my soul im on mobile i cant delete it #if anyone sucks my spirit dick it will not be the artists around here #fuck i cant leave me in a room by myself otherwise i keep typing tags like im in a microphone feedback loop #the EEEEEEEEEE is getting stronger #artists i love you never stop creating #this is about 5 people btw #i love your art i love your art i love your art i love your art i love your art i love your art i lov #( #junkfeed

[ghost-t-cryptids]

A fake book cover I made for my LoZ fanfic!

(My commissions are OPEN!)

#legend of zelda #legend of zelda OC #legend of zelda AU #LoZ AU #LoZ Ganondorf #legend of zelda fanart #OC ESTRIN #this took so long to finish... #but its so good!!! #im happy with it #if i may go on a lil...tangent in the tags... #im thinking about quitting tumblr for a while #like...deleting account #i just...it feels pointless posting on here #i dont get any interaction...and its kinda making me question my abilities as an artist #as my girlfriend said...you really do need someone popular on your side...someone to get your foot in the door #even asking for money to survive and save up so we aren't homeless...a majority of people ignore me #you all suck lmao /j #i jest...i know its difficult to trust people...gods i know #some of you have been excellent friends tho...and im glad to have met you #im still slightly undecided #but im weighing in favour of leaving the internet as a whole

[thehealingsystem]

now im......not jewish, and not well educated on this subject so im not sure about how to talk about it myself, but this has been picking at my mind so......can anyone tell me if this is antisemitic or not?

oh and let me just say, the original anon this person is responding to didn't mention america or living in america AT ALL. the conversation was suddenly changed to be about the us, which is the center of the world obviously (/sar), with this additional comment

im not informed enough to combat this, though this post did NOT give me a good feeling while reading it

#also this not me asking if antizionism is antisemitism it's me asking if these specific arguments are antisemitic #i/p #israel/palestine #um how do I tag this #anti zionisim #i/p conflict #jewish #judaism #tw antisemitism #antisemitism #sorry i know I have jewish followers so im trying to make sure you don't have to see it if you don't want to #might delete later #im just looking to be informed by someone who knows more bc while I'm really raising my brow at it #I don't have the ability to really point out what's happening here #I've seen people pull statistics out of their ass before or use them in a way that's misleading so #“jews are the most loved and successful and rich religious group in america” just screams antisemitism

[thrumbo]

I wish I didn’t work such a mentally taxing job </3 I use 100% of my brain every single day bc I have to babysit everyone on shift it’s so exhausting I just want something mindless so I can think of other things on the clock or be capable of thinking of other things after the clock

#sorry about personal posting on here I just feel like I need to leave some sort of .explanation #i want to be here I want to be posting but I have no time or ability to think for myself anymore I have a wonderful ask sitting in my inbox #that i haven’t answered! i have wonderful friends I made and people I was making to be closer with who I’ve had to put on hold bc I can’t #be mentally involved in any relationships outside of my immediate irl people idk idk I might delete this later it’s too emotional sounding #my post

[bonebrokebuddy]

Aw man, just reread my document I wrote on my speculation on how the metagene works & how modern DC could rewrite it to being a result of retroviruses & transposons and man, I really wish I finished that post.

Unfortunately, the reason I stopped was explaining it all down to the point where someone with little genetic knowledge could still understand it proved to be too lengthy and long winded of a task.

Maybe one day I’ll pour myself back into research & finish that speculative paper. Bc I had a whole fun idea that relied on that background information that was about the Daily Planet reporting on the discovery of an entire city of metas with similar meta abilities. The town faced such high levels of radiation and contamination, only the population with the meta gene survived:(

#The meta ability was just super perfect cell replication. #No changes outward. They appear perfectly normal #to be clear. ppl still age. the power is just that their cells are super good at replicating the way they’re meant to #Zero chance of tumors or damaged DNA due to the radiation because their meta ability just resumes them to their previous state. #the city blows up afterward in the news cycle due to people trying to go there so they don’t die from cancer. #and don’t have a risk of cancer BUT THE CITY IS STILL IRRADIATED AS HELL AND THE PPL THAT ENTER CANNOT LEAVE #DUE TO THEM BECOMING SO RADIOACTIVE THEYRE A HAZARD TO BE CLOSE TO WITHOUT PPE #i just thought it was such a fun idea and me being me I overthink the shit outta things & made it super long and overcomplicated #because I wanted people to also learn what retroviruses & transposons were bc they’re cool as hell #and by the time I wrote 5K words on it #I didn’t want to take the shortcut and just embed other ppl’s videos explaining it bc I had already put too much effort into it #for me to delete that research #bones speaks #the cause? the city was built ontop a large kryptonite meteor. #and someone (cough cough LexCorp. but no one actually has enough legal proof to say it’s them) #and when it’s investigated. it appears that someone (cough cough LexCorp. there’s not any legal proof that can pin it on them. #so lexcorp once again escapes scott free without evidence of villany) #has been digging tunnels under the city and excavating it. the excavation not following proper mining protocols caused the city’s ground #and water supply to become extremely irradiated to the point where it’s like when ppl were just eating & drinking uranium products. #actually imma stop myself here & make this it’s own post #anyways. the radioactive bit gets figured out due to the poorly constructed tunnels collapsing and the city conducting an investigation #leading to a ‘oh shit. the Geiger counter is saying this sinkhole is Super radioactive.’ #to ‘HOLY SHIT THATS THE ENTIRE TOWN’ #to ‘wait fuck how are we still alive? to ‘a weirdly high percentage of folks in the town had metagenes so not a super significant amount #of ppl has died from abnormal lookin cancer.’ to ‘oh my god everyone that doesn’t have the meta gene here is slowly dying get them Out Now’ #bones writes in the tags #anyways. that’s kinda the story #I’ll rewrite the tags into a proper post and see if I can revise it so my paper isn’t needed to make some plot points work #bc it’s a Far simpler explanation than the one I wrote in the doc so I’ll base it off of this version instead

[enslaughts]

claire tried to be carmy's pete bla bla she doesn't even know who pete IS.... she literally just fell in love with the worst person anyone could ever fall in love with at age like fourteen. it's not that deep i promise

#out. #literally just type in claire the bear and watch me lose the ability to think straight past the haze of red #it's not even. it's not like half the people are even saying anything that bad they're literally just making shit up #like i PROMISE it's not that deep #did you think for a second that her only plot function was to show that CARMY is incapable of choosing not to self sabotage #it has nothing to do with which ship you should ship or who's better for carmy it's not a syd vs claire equation!!! #if he and syd tried to get together in season 2 it would have gone EXACTLY the same if not WORSE #because carmy has a one way ticket to complete and total desolation if he doesn't switch gears #that is the POINT. how did you miss it am i insane. am i losing my mind over fictional women fandoms overhate for no reason #jean shut up....... it's fine ur fine u are on tumblr dot com they can't touch claire..... #she is safely tucked away in your hollow brain it's fine <3 #literally didn't even wanna get into it i went into the tag to find cute gifsets of her but 90% of it is just hate #it's brutal out here #anyway if randos like this post i'm instakilling it delete style

[applejuiz]

If you or a loved one was asexual on tumblr between the years of 2016 and 2019, you maybe be entitled to financial compensation.

#one day we’re gonna have to unpack how a lot of people on here acted #bc I have not forgotten #and I do fear it maybe be sneaking it’s way onto tiktok as well #ace tag #asexual #to you it’s ‘ace discourse’ #to me it’s lasting damage to my ability to talk about or explore my own identity #I should probably delete this later

[bunnyb34r]

Idk why people underestimate my stubborness/willingness to stick to my guns ab something like you're gonna find out and you will not be happy bitch. Don't play chicken with me, I'll take you out. I'll take us both out before I even THINK ab conceding.

#marquilla #my moms niece has been bouncing around who's address she sends her mail to (without asking) bc she doesnt have an address #(it's voluntary homelessness. she is perfectly able to obtain an actual place to live but she gets gofundme money from scammers this way) #anwyay im firm ab her not sending it here so im sending back everything to the post office with a 'return to sender. adressee does not live #here' written on it and im going to be doing it IMMEDIATELY after getting the mail so my mom can't take it and enable her #like im not fucking joking idc if it's bills if it's w-2s or whatever i did not give consent for you to use my address. get a po box #fuck around and find out you fucking murderer. i do not enable nor associate with the people who are responsible for the death of 3 #of my closest family members. i do not reward them i do not enage with them. i dont fuck around #and i get home before mom so i have the full ability to do this too. i told her to tell her she is not allowed to do this. im following #through. #ive done this at work when FGM wanted to change my shift. when he wanted me to work another area. when he decided to fuck with me. #him and bratboy learned real quick not to mess with me. #im probably gonna delete this later im just mad #i know mom isnt happy with my plan but well if you allowed her then YOU did not ask me and I do not consent to this. #malicious compliance too bc she does NOT live at my address so im not lying. im merely stating a fact. im merely returning mail that should #not have been sent to me. #fuck around and find out bitch. ill burn us both before i even think ab helping you. get fucked #just bc im quiet and nice does not mean im passive

[pepprs]

resenting my mom thought of the day: why should we have to accept that this is how life is gonna be and she’s never gonna change. like girl go to therapy stop fucking bullying your kids 😭😭😭😭

#purrs #like why is it on US to always have to be the ones to be nice and kind and learn the coping mechanisms. maybe stop giving us reasons to #cope. maybe learn basic human compassion. maybe understand how your actions and reactions impact other people. like this fucking sucks #delete later #mothers tw #also thinking abt that one time she said how i have book smarts but not common sense (bc i push for independence and autonomy and have to #fight her tooth and nail to make my own decisions) and my sister (who has a fucking learning disability and anxiety and ocd and depression #that impacts her ability to be independent and make her own choices) has common sense but not book smarts (DID I MENTION SHE HAS A LEARNING #DISABILITY!) and implied later on in the convo that our brother has both and that’s why she loves him. LOL!!! what a normal family what a #healthy relationship between her mother and her kids! awesome and cool and epic and wonderful. we have got to get out of here #like the way i feel so fucking helpless. LOL!

[alldarkling]

Our guideline had already said this, but, we still want to provide a gentle reminder that we have ongoing / continuous amnesia, which means " a perpetual long-term memory loss as a form of dissociative amnesia where the individual will forget each new occurring event over time " . Basically, we always forget about every knowledge and experiences that we would gain recently as time moves on. While Antiphisto is fleshed out more as an original character, given its initial canon sources of Faust, we may not always share the accurate details of it in terms of its themes, character details timelines, etcetera; and it is often draining to constantly re-check the sources in order to try adjusting our portrayal accuracy, so we hope that those who sees our portrayals of characters who have / had canon sources can understand that.

#AMNESIA CW #TO BE DELETED . #/// #// #/ #[ we are confident in our ability to share rich and strong stories and metas with our canon muses just as with our original muses ] #[ while we are usually quite content with how we portray them ] #[ though it is important for us to emphasize the fact that our memories are constantly being lost if not at least only blurred altogether ] #[ so our portrayal or how we share canon details may sometimes be disorganized ] #[ obviously we shouldn't have to say but please respect us if we happen to forget anything important for roleplay or in real life ] #[ or if we happen to forget to reply get back icly or oocly ] #[ or even use our amnesia to manipulate us as it did happen here prior to having to take a 4+ month hiatus ] #[ anyways what's written on the post is something people should really know ] #[ it's one of main reasons why we rarely write canon muses due to the expectations of having to remember everything in their canons ] #[ when it's even impossible to remember any or much of ( about ) everything in general for amnesiac individuals like us ] #[ thank you for reading this and may you have a lovely day! much love ♡ ]

[bearsizedant]

and the days keep coming and they don't stop coming and they don't stop coming

#listen here mediocre dating app. #no one is going to pay you $50/mo for the ability to like more than 100 people in a day. #does someone from tumblr wanna fall in love w me so i can delete the dating apps 😳😳 #bearsizedant speaks some words #delete later

[elytrafemme]

i think a part of the process is that nobody is ever going to believe me. and the idea is to just. live with that. which i think is fine but also. what other option do you have? there’s no solidarity. there’s no explanation or diagnosis. nobody can be compassionate anymore because there’s no solidarity or explanation. so what do you do? asking for answers doesn’t work. go to these two specialists, follow up in three months, hold off on meds, keep a diary. these aren’t symptoms, they’re experiences. the answer is in a time period you don’t want to remember but i can’t do anything until then. this sounds like x condition, or y condition, but if it’s neither than i have no clue. i get what you mean but what i have is worse. you seem too functional for that diagnosis, nothing you’ve done has been actually life-threatening, right? at least you aren’t dying but we can’t take you outside, we can’t leave you unsupervised, we can’t help you. no medicine will work and no doctor will get it. no person will try. 

but that’s absolutely fine. because US healthcare is shit and there’s only so many doctors and therapists in this state, and i’ve run through so many. and i’ll run the next city dry, and the next city, and the fucking internet, but nothing will change. you’re like the dream patient.

That’s why THIS month, I’m partnering with Archive of Our Own to write the most coping fanfiction of all time titled 

#nightmare.personal #nightmare.vent #do NOT reblog this post; i'll delete it later #negative #the irony here is that i actually lost the ability to write coping fanfiction due to certain unfavorable encounters #so cough syrup doesn't help me very much #sorry I've been. bottling this up for a bit lol. #I should post it onto my spam or maybe just not post it at all but. whatever the hell #genuinely do i give much of a shit about that anymore #If you think this is childish or naive then I don't. Really care honestly #It's fucking exhausting. It's exhausting that nobody knows. #All I've ever been diagnosed with is anxiety depression and uneven shoulders #For over a year of recurring pain in several different parts of my body #And several life ruining circumstances of something that people are too scared to acknowledge #So I don't know what the fuck anybody wants from me anymore

[moenmomentsthemoe-en]

actually i think id be fucked if i ever get in a romantic relationship. i can have the homoerotic dance and tension of physically playfighting with people (they take my stuff and we fight for fun and i can literally get up in their face and restrain their hands or do that rivalry teasing [WITH CONSENT WITH CONSENT I ALWAYS CHECK BEFORE AND AFTERWARDS]) . i can literally cuddle the fuck out with my friends and flirt and maybe even kiss them on the cheek or forehead in some cases. but if a relationship is ever communicated as romantic i cant even be in the same room as a partner without combusting anyways this is why I Am The Number One Loser Pathetic Man

#SORRY I WANNA DRAW THIS LATER putting this here for reference before i go rest or else itll haunt me until i write/draw it somewhere #god gave me the ability to get beaten up and beat up people homoerotically but i am not allowed a single skill to receive romantic affectio #. I MIGHT DELETE LATER IDK ITS KINDA EMBARRASSING i think its mostly funny . i hope

[todayisafridaynight]

#ANYWAY LET ME COOK. im not a good chef but i can at least cook an egg lemme see what i got...

This is leagues ahead of Jo as per Substitute Father so I'm sure you'll do great <3 NOT TO SET THE BAR LOW... Arakawa POV part of that was sooooooo cute but I am of course VERY MUCH LOOKING FORWARD regardless of what you've got in the oven :] I think it's funny we always end up with roughly the same concepts but I just shoehorn RGGJo into it instead

DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN THOUGH WITH HOW THE MARKETING FOR YLAD KEPT HAMMERING IN THE SON THING ONE WAY OR ANOTHER... BUT THE SCENE YOU WERE TALKING ABOUT IS FUNNY and honestly half of the things Westerners [<- counting myself just this once] find funny in RGG apparently aren't intentional so what's one more

Substitute Father haunts me since i really don't like it but i also know that One (1) person really enjoyed it so i don't want to delete it SOOO the most i can do at this point is try to write something better as an apology and try to forget.. and hopefully let arakawa FPOV in a better fic..

BUT YEAH LMAO they really werent subtle bout it in retrospect.... teehee..

#snap chats #i dont like saying hate but I Do Hate a lot of things i make and i do go back to delete a sum of them #even if its like. Fine or whatever i'll just become overburdened with shame or embarrassment and i'll want it gone #i wanted to delete that fic before you saw it so im sorry you happened upon it #i wouldve deleted it sometime later but. then i saw people like it and i know i always go Aw Man when i cant find a thing anymore so.. #here's to.trying to do better. even if i have no faith in my ability to write #its why i do comics and w/e..... less thinking involved... it comes easier to me... #if i sit here thinking about it anymore ill give myself an Actual Real Stroke LMAO so moving on #funny we have similar ideas :) idk what you have in mind but still lmao..... small world.. or something like that.. #in any case... crying at the specification that This Once you're a westerner #sorry to sully you with such a heinous title 😩 no one likes it tbf... #i try to find comedy in like. Everything but maybe that is a Westerner thing who's to say not me #it's how i cope.... speaking of tho i checked my blood pressure Correctly this time :) it as 150 ☠️ sooo i MIGHT die... #we can only hope right LMAOO my chest hurt a lil.... oh noo here it comes... #jk i have to stare at this google doc for another two hours and do nothing as i feel ineptitude overcome me #also it's my sister's birthday :) it just became my sister's birthday as i was typing this LMAO #ok im done now bye