#and theyre all shocked that they can do that

[arospecsyourblockdudes]

the thing abt being a transhet dude is like i get actually upset at jokes like making fun of straight dudes sometimes which i Know is like kinda lame but like. being who i am i never know how to interpret it as anything other than that queer people would see me as like better/more queer/more human if i closeted myself and identified as a cis lesbian again. which would make me miserable. and it is stupid cuz ik no one ever thinks about it w transhet people in mind but like idk maybe they should. cuz what the hell do you want from me like i just dont want to be seen as deserving of mockery cuz im a dude who likes girls

#transhet #bad explanation cuz it doesnt really make that much sense to me even but i know how it is in my head #we all have those things #anyway theres certain ppl who can make fun of me for being straight and theyre my best friends hwo i love sm #but its like idk i feel like whenever im friends w a queer person and they find out im straight #its like they need to redefine me in their minds or something like that #esp when theyre like kinda shocked im not gay or stopped being gay like #th ehell do u want

[gayfour]

im normal about this guy (lying)

#jeeves and wooster #reginald jeeves #digital painting #my art #okay actually posting this one for real this time #i tried to post this before but then realised that the colours were all weird but ive fixed them now #also a few other times when ive posted one of these paintings people have apparently assumed theyre edits #its not an edited photo its a digital painting that ive painted by hand #and i dont even have stylus thingy its just my finger 😭😭 #also while im talking about it #this was on my laptop because for once i remembered to charge it #but when ive mentioned that i do some of them on my phone people are always so weirdly shocked #its the same program that i use on both (ibis paint) #its almost the exact same to me except i can also do it in the car on the way to sainsburys

[headphonemouse]

Ch. 427

Shin Yoosung pulling out premature grey hair on my head tackled the boy immediately.

I can't believe I forgot about kdj's premature grey hairs. Post epilogue dokjoong bald4bald

#leon rereads orv #orv spoilers #did he always have the grey hairs or was that the result of. of you know. i dont think i can even list it all #the last time he died was when he went to the demon realm soooo hes gotten electrocuted a couple times‚ fought several hard battles #almost died many times‚ uhh most recently there was the bfndnsnx #i was gonna say the battle with the apocalypse dragon and defending against its tail flick but like thats not even the most recent thing #the most recent thing was being bullied by the outer gods in N'Gai's Forest #which was more stressful enduring the torment of outer gods or being surrounded by small yjhs because only one of those things made #him pass out #do you think subconsiously he felt it was safe to pass out in front of the kkomas because theyre all yjh? because on several occasions he's #struggled really hard and succeeded in not losing consciousness because he felt he was in great danger #like he sorta knew he got kidnapped by the number 1 outer god but in that situation since cjsjfndmw #what am i saying #'he recognized yjh so he felt safe to let the shock of the situation take away his consciousness' how can you be comfortable enough #to pass out #makes no sense #still though...

[taikanyohou]

VEGAS + PETE | KinnPorsche (2022). TEAM + WIN | Between Us (2022).

#vegaspete #teamwin #kinnporsche #between us #asianlgbtqdramas #* #faiza gifs #tw suicide #i just find it .... flabbergasting that some people really truly do not know just how fucked up and intertwined in trauma teamwin #actually are #like most people i think assume that team's trauma /isn't that deep/. oh my god yall are gonna be in for a SHOCK. #the other day i made post loosely paralleling teamwin and vegaspete and someone said in the notes #'are you actually comparing these 2 op .... lemme get this right' .... and i was like uhhhhhhh YA i am. #bc there ARE similarities that you CAN dig out from them both even though theyre 2 such completely different couples #like this isnt me even REACHING here. this is just. IN PLAIN SIGHT. #both team and vegas are extremely suicidal people that think a LOT about death and ending all the pain they have in them through death. #they both have shitty absent fathers. #vegas' dad blames him for all this misfortunes #whilst team's dad blames him for ... well i wont spoil it but if the show goes according to the novel then /its THAT/. #i just. yeah. *HOLDS MY 2 BELOVED COUPLES IN EITHER HANDS* they have so MUCH trauma trauma trauma. #and its not like their other halves - pete and win - are trauma free. hell. THEY HAVE THEIR OWN TRAUMA. #and vegaspete and teamwin are TRULY CODEPENDENT in their own ways. vegaspete are moreso more obviously. #but teamwin are in their own subtle way too. team gives win the VALIDATION he CRAVES. he gets HOOKED onto it. #like. idk man yeah teamwin aren't toxic. but they're not ~healthy~ either. so yaaaa.

[dairyfreenugget]

(Going insane boinkinh one AU in my head)

Hey hey hey

May I interest you in

(Slowly slides my FaaF AU towards you but void just Disappears without a trace one day before the accolade)

Teehee

#thylacines can talk #faaf au #i love this au very yummy. a very fun twist on how Flower's dynamic with their parents would progress afterwards #the vessels live but the void exits their bodies in quite a violent manner (extreme pain and literally throwing up an entire person worth of #void). Flower was on guard duty and theyre found barely conscious in a pool of rapidly evaporating void. passes out seconds later #PK also had the displeasure of experiencing extene pain and burning as void forced its way out through his skin <3 And his moulds all melted #and evaporated. after the initial shock wears off theyre hit with “Oh No #the vessel“ and rush to find them. Well somebody else was already looking for the royal pair about this #Flower wakes up dazed and in pain in their father's workshop. their stomach hurts their throat burns and they feel lightheaded. the entire #place is considerably brighter than they remember and in they can hear two faint voices in the background but theyre too preoccupied with #examining their now pure white hand in shock to focus on anything else. until they hear their mother say “My wyrm they're awake” and #suddenly their parents are by their side. Now the two have no idea what void leaving their body might have done to them. Are they still #hollow? are they still dead? do they understand anything are they sentient? or was what was done pernament even without the void? do they #have the mind of a child if their sentience was restored? or do they remember anything? So WL stays by their side and helps them sit up #while their father goes to grab his tools. She's trying to keep them calm and comfort them but theyre still too disoriented to pay her much #attention. Until their father checks their breathing and they yelp audibly from the cool metal contacting their skin and suddenly they seem #much more alert. theyve never experienced true coldness before. PK quickly apologises and tries to be gentler with them. Theyre breathing #properly and they have a heartbeat. And he just pauses for a long while just. listening to their heart beating. Many emotions to be had #after the exam's over he asks them point blank how theyre feeling. And Flower looks up at him still seeming a little disoriented. and then #they lower their hand to their stomach and mutter 'My tummy hurts...a-and my throat burns'. It's to be expected after the way the void #left their body. so he goes to grab them some water and meds and they also ask for food and a mirror. And after he returns they just stare #at themself in the mirror and pull on their bangs for a while then blurt out 'I have your eyes' when PK asks if everything's okay. And he #and he almost chokes up as he replies 'Yeah...Yeah you do'. Flower eventually spins a lie that they remember everything but its all distant #and blurry. Like they were not aware until now. They figured it'd be better to not break their hearts #And now the three have to figure out how to be a family while PK is also scrambling to find a new solution to the infection #oops i meant to only give a brief rundown in the tags which is why it was in the tags. but i got too invested KDHDKFB

[perenlop]

this definitely feels like a nitpick but i dont really care for the dinner jokes w the expedition society overall

#i think its bc most of them are centered around swirlix and like eve said she comes across like a fatphobic stereotype #like. shes not actually fat shes a ball but the joke is probably intended that way nonetheless #the one time it made me laugh was when the expedition society learned hero was human and were shocked for a second #before immediately turning away to continue eating without a word #and like i see what theyre trying to go for with swirlix being turned to stone like- she wasnt doing anything or fighting back #but all i can think is like…. really? we cant even let off the food jokes for a second with her? #echoed voice #pmd posting

[moodr1ng]

"this social psychology experiment proves humans are inherently cruel and domineering!" "no this other social psychology experiment proves humans are inherently kind and cooperative!" everyone learn that singular experiments cannot be taken as conclusive proof of anything + consider that perhaps literally no amount of social psychology studies will ever "prove" any kind of inherent, all-encompassing moral truth about all of humanity and will only ever be an example of possible group conduct in certain conditions, in a certain culture and time, among certain people

#97 #sorry for the occasional random complaining about psych experiments #but truly theyre soooo irritating #bc theyre flashy and kinda fun to learn about so people know abt them quite a bit #but theyre never presented with like. #the necessary understanding of the scientific method or proper balancing of their claims to qualify what exactly they supposedly show. #so instead people are just encouraged to draw the simplest conclusions. #often misanthropic ones bc of how badly done many of these so-called experiments are (and i do not recognize many of these as experiments #due to the lack of application of the scientific method eg researcher intervention lack of control group etc) #(and not being reproducible quite often as well) #(imo shit like for example most infamous stanford prison experiment but also many others are just demonstrations.) #(not a scientific experiment. did not involve the scientific method. just some guy doing ethical misconduct in a basement.) #not hating on psych research as a field btw i literally would like to do psych research #however the way cherrypicked flashy and impressive or shocking isolated experiments are placed front and center in the popular understandin #of psych imo just misinforms the public greatly and often about like. yknow stuff you probably dont want to ingrain into people? #like. for example if you want to talk about the way perceived authority can lead many people to commit acts they morally dont agree with? #yes the milgram experiment is like a good thing to learn about imo. #however that experiment is like.. almost coupled in the popular consciousness w again the stanford prison scientific mishandling #and its conclusion is broadened to 'if given the chance all people will brutalize and abuse other people' #when the kindest possible interpretation of that mess is that if you take milgrams experiment but the researchers are in denial that #they are also inducing obedience to authority and also theyre using real people as the abused subject instead of an actor #and also every subject selected is a college aged white man whos interested in prison environments #then yes it turns pretty fucking bad. #but its not about the nature of humanity. its about an event of that obedience to authority leading some very specific subjects #who are not representative of the general population whatsoever #into behaviors which should never have been allowed to take place in an ethical research environment

[dreamsy990]

wait can you explain to me the difference between roxas and sora i thought they were the same person

OKAY SO SORRY TO ANYONE WHO UNDERSTANDS KH LORE IF I GET SOMETHING WRONG BUT I WILL DO MY BEST

so in kh when you lose your heart your heart becomes a heartless and your empty husk becomes a nobody. if you have a strong will (morality is irrelevant) your nobody is basically just a person.

so in kh1 sora temporarily releases his own heart for plot reasons (dont worry about it) and so he became a heartless briefly WHICH ALSO CREATED A NOBODY!!!!!!!!!!! and that nobody is ROXAS.

they are separate entities who are connected. as namine puts it, roxas "holds half of what sora is". whatever the fuck thats supposed to mean. they share some memories i think? and by that i mean roxas has flashbacks to sora through dreams and sora gets deja vu after he and roxas reunite (and by that i mean sora eats him like a twin in the womb but dont worry about that). but theyre different people!!! also they have slightly different personalities but you can just read their wiki descriptions because i do not feel like describing them in detail

sora and all his sortas are all different people. also ventus and roxas are not the same person despite being identical. dont worry about it its fine i totally know whats going on <- (lying)

#kingdom hearts #keep in mind im currently playing kh2 and have only finished kh1 and recom #honestly i think yen sid explained what nobodys are pretty well if you can find his exposition dump #also sidenote nobodies dont have hearts so they dont have emotion SORT OF #but its pretty inconsistent tbh #like they get frustrated and angry and also i think kh3 retconned it to say roxas does have a heart? #which makes no sense #also the names heartless and nobodies are stupid because heartless have hearts and nobodies have bodies but whatever #and axel at one point in com is SHOCKED to realize hes enjoying causing problems #which is really funny i think #anyways kh lore is inconsistent especially when it comes to nobodies #also i think sora and roxas are a weird case w the memory sharing thing #i think theyre the only ones to do that #besides maybe namine? not sure though dont quote me on that #oh btw a quick and easy way to tell if somebody is a nobody is if they have an x in their names #not all them do (see: namine) and not all the people who do are nobodies (see: xion i think) #xion might be a nobody actually #i dont know #and i dont wanna check the wiki because im excited for days #but yeah #also the names are anagrams!! i didnt know that until now #theyre anagrams plus an x. again minus namine and xion i think

[lesbians-all-the-way-down]

Cryptic pregnancy with complications. Send tweet.

#writing this down for my If/then AU #i dont usually get to use cryptic pregnancies bc they're all lesbians #but just think about it #it's before theyre married. before theyve talked about having kids #i like to think theyre pretty young. I want to dat early 20s #not feasible if theu have a realistic school timeline but they don't have that in canon so idk why id do that now #theyre like 24 #Remus is home from deployment. they live together but its pretty new #especially when remus is gone so much with work #one day shes at home and Matthew is at work and she can feel that sonething is wrong #she has no idea what it is but something is very very very wrong and shes concerned. she probably calls Matthew #she ends up giving birth (shocking since she was still perfectky skinny had no symptoms and didny jnow she was pregnant) #(obviously y'knoe a cryptic pregnancy) #it's probably on the toilet because thats incredibly common #he gets home immediately after the birth and finds her holding this bloody newborn with the cord still snaking into her #and remus just says that something still feels wrong and slumps against him barely conscious due to blood loss #she hemorrhages bad #but Matthew manages to save her <3 #and now they have TWO daughters (Remus's daughter Tessa and then this one together) #idk drama. pregnancy complications. love. #james is rambling again #ocs #rambling #thoughts #writer #writing #original character

[loud-whistling-yes]

Are all dudes who are both history and economics nerds just. Like That (derogatory).

#fweeet #like just saying the vibes of theoretical peiple like that are already off #but now that ive actually met one (and have been stuck with him for months in the same classroom😭) i can officially say #HOLY FUCKING SHIT WHY IS HE LIKE THAT #like you know the type of people who dont actually do asshole-ish stuff #like by all social means from the outside theyre perfectly fine #BUT SOMETHING ABOUT TALKING WITH THEM IS SO MENTALLY DRAINING #LIKE WHY DOES HE TALK LIKE HES ALWAYS DEBATING OR ARGUING WITH YOU 24/7 #ITS NOT AGGRESSIVE OR SOMETHING THERES SOEMTHING IN HIS TONE OR SHIT THAT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE A CHILD BEING BABYTALKED BY HIM #literally those type of assholes who are normal until you talk to them and you realise this fucker thinks hes superior than you 😭 #BITCH ONE OF US IS THE ONE WHO FLUNKED ECONOMICS AFTER BEING SO CONFIDENT IN ACING IT AND ITS NOT ME #AFTER EVEY MATH TEST HELL COME AND DISCUSS (READ: ARGUE) ANSWERS WITH ME AND ALMOST EVERY TIME HELL CONFIDENTLY TELL ME THE WRONG ANSWERS #AND HE STILL TALKS LIKE HES BETTER THAN THE REST OF US #AGAIN MOTHERFUCKER ONE OF US SLAMS THE DOOR CAUSE THEY THINK ITS COOL AND TIES SHOELACES BY STEPPING ON OTHER PEOPLES TABLES #AND THAT MOTHERFUCKER IS NOT ME #history classmates have also told me he has an odd fascination on nazis out of all fucking things and OH LOOK AT HOW SURPRISED I AM #THE ASSHOLE THINKS NAZIS ARE COOL. WHAT A SHOCKING DEVELOPMENT.

[nerosdayinanime]

wanna make my own kny httyd au

#httyd movies are good but. theyre kid plots yk? #not a bad thing but i wanna use the wolrdbuilding more. like cmon its fucking DRAGONS man #so far giyuu & tsutako live in a little seaside village that regularly gets raided by dragons mostly stealing their livestock (and anyone #caught in surprise undefended) one night hes out doing errands he forgot to do during the day (doesnt want to dissapoint tsutako) #and gets caught out in a raid. hes running for cover and comes across a juvenile dragon. hes scared shitless and frozen as it creeps closer #and closer until he can feel its hot breath sniffing at him. curious purple eyes stare into his own. a loud fireball explodes near them #and the dragon nudges him away from the carnage. tsutako sees a dragon near him and flips her shit. ready to die trying to keep #her baby brother alive. he screams at her to stop- shoving the dragon away as she screams for him to get away from it #dragon flees and tsutako drags him home stressed out her gourd but thankful hes alive. #later on hes out walking in the woods to get away from it all (the other kids dont like him very much) and comes across the dragon again #he ends up making friends with it and names it sabito ('rust' for his orange-red coloration & 'rabbit' for the little hops he does) #comes across all the little dragon quirks as he hangs out- meanwhile back in the village they need more warriors to fight off the dragons #giyuu gets forced into training for it despite his (& tsutako's) protests. time comes to training against actual dragons and he miraculousl #survives using his knowledge of quirks hes learned from sabito- it astonishes /everyone/ bc hes a wimpy little fuck #yadda yadda he accidentally becomes top student just trying to avoid actually hurting the dragons and gets assigned to kill the Big Bad One #they release the beast and it crawls around the top chain netting for a bit before it notices giyuu. it drops to the floor and slowly #advances towards him. giyuu intentionally drops his weapon & shield and steps towards it with big wet scared eyes. everyone's shocked and #tsutakos screaming for them to call it off. the dragon stops posturing and sniffs at him- lets him gently pet its nose. he quietly pleads #with it to go back into its cell as guards are hurrying to get into the arena with them. the dragon looks around at them & at the sky befor #looking back at giyuu's sad eyes promising theyll both be safer if it goes back in. it hesitantly does so and giyuu locks the doors back as #the guards get to him and drag him to the village leader's hall to get the scolding of his life #he tries to reason with them that the dragons arent bad but they hit back with 'so what are we supposed to do boy. starve as we let the #dragons take all of our food? grow up. /we cant live in harmony with them.'/ #hes fucked up over it & everyone starts treating him as even more of an outcast than before. #one night while tsutako's doing dishes 'tako-nee?' quietly called out. 'what giyuu?' she doesnt even turn to glance at him. #she /always/ stops to give her full attention when he calls for her like that. his heart sinks to the floor. 'goodnight' barely keeping #the crack of his voice away. 'goodnight giyuu' #she awakes the next morning to no response. an empty house. she finds a red shirt of hers missing & a note #giyuu's neat writing shakey & slowly delving into a messy scrawl as it furthers along. one- two odd dried spots on the letters turned to #countless (/27/) blotches in the ink before it fully dried. 'im sorry' left pristine atop the worst of it at the very bottom.

[petrichoraline]

it feels like every single idol I follow is doing brand deals rn, I've been seeing an insane amount of promo posts and SO. MANY. BRAND GIFTS WITH PRETTY CARDS. like so many. and everyone is traveling and I can't keep track of who's where, sometimes I'm like oh wait is this singer in the same city as this actor? and then completely out of left field I get ni-ki and win metawin sitting together at an event and it's like okay! sure!

#as if victor ma and jeff werent a shock to my system enough #i know theyre all celebrities i know they do these events but #yamaken and jeonghan still has be shaking #its like taking my barbies smashing their heads together and yelling KISS #but nah im happy my men are getting their coin its just very useless to promote them to me. personally #like ive been looking at saint laurent stuff for the past week both from joong and jeonghan and who knows who elses account #i am not buying saint laurent!! that aint some nivea micellar water i can try out from the drugstore!!

[transmascnepetaleijon]

god. why are you guys so weird about bisexuals

#its either the flirty sexy sexually skilled heart-throb that gets all the girls and guys they want is a homewrecker and cheater #or its treated like this other flavor of gay to add ''''spiciness'' #when i tell someone im bi they look at me and go ''damn ok! lol'' and its like. god man idk #im not even talking about fandom im just talking about Life #it gets me pissed that making a bi person emotional and the such is actually a big subversion of the Bisexual Character #also back to real life with that thing: yes i have had people be actually shocked that i dont have much dating experience while being bi #theyre like '? i thought you were bi tho!' and i am. i dont need to kiss a girl and then kiss a guy to sit and be like #''hm which one to choose'' i can decided things because i want to #i used to have the idea that you *had* to be sure to choose a label but like? man #im just living now like im not even sure if i really like women im not even sure if im allo im just existing doing my thing #i dunno i hate labels i hate stereotypes i want to kill everyone and the next person to decide a character is bi just because theyre flirty #will have each one of their teeth pulled out by yours truly #txt

[yutadori]

..................... i quit my job.............................................

#i feel so . uoagh #idk what happened idk why but after my shift yesterday i was spiraling on the way home #it was my second day of training and towards the end of my shift my manager talked to me #and she said that my coworker said that im a fast learner (?????) and that she'll be bumping my hours from 2 to 4 #and then next week she wanted me to try doing six hours #and she also wanted me to have two closing shifts #which would have me going home at ELEVEN pm #and the city is sooooo dangerous and scary and a lyft would cost possibly 30+ dollars u__u #and idk just all of that coming together made me feel so overwhelmed i guess #i dont know why my coworker said that about me and its not a bad thing im actually v shocked and flattered but i guess it made me #scared that if i didnt live up to those expectations then theyd be disappointed or mad idk #idk and like . the thought of meeting more coworkers and worryint about upsetting them with ny mistakes and trying to guess if theyre #upset wjth me or not is so overwhelming to think about diddhdksjdk #idk and i also just feel really tired i still havent been sleeping well and im just . augh #but now im unemployed again and its so dumb i should be able to do this #uagh . well . i just hope i can find somewhere closer to me this time .__. #sun texts

[lilgynt]

okayyyyyyyyyy got lost for 3 plus hours with half a tank of gas trying to find the closet rest stop to my work with shitty directions printed at the libaryyyyy staying with a friend tonight and then probably heading home to be talked into moving back tomorrow but aha i am the devil 

#dont reblog im on a computer and cant figure this shit out #personal #assuming of course i didnt burn that bridge today #so my brother texted me asking like hey mom wants you to print this for her #and i was like you understand she kicked me out right. does she understand that #blow up on him and reveal how i feel like no one in the family actually loves me and while im not gonna do anything i wish i was never born #bc every aspect of life is so horrible and just keeps getting worse #dramatic but also look at my personal tag thats true. thats documented proof for like 10 years worth of data #i mean def better in some way worse in others despite it being one of the worst times of my life also doesnt feel that bad #my friend im staying with is telling to stay flat out #and like going into it and my other friends are enouchaging me to do so too but hehe imma victimize myself #unless of course theyre all done with me #but anyway go there dont print it bc internet is down and my mom is home and starts swinging verbally #even tho i said dont tell dad or the lady living with us but whatever. anyway so im like hey. no on forced you to kick me out thats on you #and shes like i said you can stay and im like after kicking me out #no one forced you to do any of this and gave her the phone and shes like keep it and iim like no you just asked for it #not to me but she was telling my brother she was gonna cut the line so i told her im returning it and she didnt correct me #anyway so i go to my room to grab some stuff and she follows me and is like you at least have to listen to me you owe me that much #im like i dont you owe you anything actually but god i feel awful #she blocked the door so i wouldnt leave and i was so angry i shoved her out of the way and she looked so genuinely shocked and ill be honest #ill be drinking tonight about that specifically #i ran out of there like a coward all angry with her yelling at me to listen #ii ended up coming back twice bc i left mail and two needed to contact my friend so i could stay over and dang she dont answer random s #just barely missed her but saw that she said lets talk when i get home and my brother begging me for a way to contact me bc hes worried #weeeeeeeeee this all over me calling out with hours