#and they didnt wanan lose funding because they keep the station up with donations but damn that felt kike a punch to the gut

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i love how my christian radio station talks about the family friendly rating of the In The Heights movie and mentions 'brief viewing of a same sex couple' and the rates it 2.5 out of 10 stars like yes king confirm the homophobia in your station 😍😍

#man i akmost cried #like i knew to some extent theyd never mention LGBTQ+ and i was like living in denial that they accept it #and they didnt wanan lose funding because they keep the station up with donations but damn that felt kike a punch to the gut #ive been listening to the station since i was 3 and i wanna switch it but its the onky thing im allowed ro play #and i cant turn it off because sleeping in dead silence makes me stress out and paranoid #i am in the mood to complain hih #3 posts in 10 minutes about me complaining #thats a record and im sorry i wont do it again #i feel like im having a mid life crisis but im still a teen and i dont have the sudden urge to go parasailing #i feel tired and empty and my room is dirty but i dont have the energy to do anything but i feek bad for not doing anything and y e a h #like yeah i was diagnosed w depression by my doctor and they said 'Therapy solves everything!!🌹🌸🍭' but my therapist said everything was- #-my fault so i quit it and i never got meds for it like i thought i would but its judt 'covidbrain' and 'the rest of the wrld is like this' #im supposed to write 5 good things about myself every morning and night but i wrote 2 things the first day and never wrote anything again so #ranting in the tags because i can #rant #l speaks #shut up l #lmao imagine rebloggng some rainbows n ponies post and then you see one of my 'the world sucks we're gonna di anyways' posts #l complains tell them to shut tf up