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darklinaforever · 19 days

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what makes you think i'm an "alicent stan"? i don't have to like alicent to call you out for making a rape joke (and i would do the same if it was rhaenyra or any other woman)

i love how you accuse me of trying to be morally superior when you're trying to claim moral superiority because you love rhaenyra and hate alicent

making a joke about how a woman for forced into unwanted sex is objectively a shitty thing to do. grow up.

liking or disliking a fictional character does not make you misogynistic. but making rape jokes sure does. bigot.

trust me, everyone got the message - you don't like alicent. tbh you seem to be obsessed with making hate posts about her.

and again, i'd recommend get off the internet. go outside and touch some grass. spending all your time obsessively hating on fictional characters is not good for your mental health.

You kill me. I'm in my space with the right tags.

I've done more posts on Alicent from the point of view of people sending me requests about it. On my own, I haven't really written a lot of posts about her.

And even so, I have the right, in my space, to speak and criticize what I don't like. We can just as much talk about what we hate as what we love.

You're not happy, you don't share my opinion, well move on instead of sending me anonymous requests that won't change anything.

Who is more immature ? Someone who does what they want in their space without hurting anyone, or someone who actively comes to upset that person ?

And at what point do I act like it's morally superior to prefer Rhaenyra over Alicent ?!

The only thing I've always said is that you can love the characters you want, but while being aware of their flaws as a person in the story being told and in their overall writing, instead of trying to justify everything and above all making the said character appear as something that he is not, namely a pure innocent victim who would never do this or that thing (as some Alicent stans, Aegon II stans and Green stans in general are unfortunately wont to do).

I'm the first to say that we can love good villain characters. Which, on the other hand, the HOTD version is not for all the reasons that I have already explained on this blog and that many others have also already done like @horizon-verizon @nrilliree @lizzie-queenofmeigas @kittenfangirl20, ect.

And I repeat, but it doesn't really seem to me that Alicent was actually raped by Viserys in HOTD (even if yes, what happened to Alicent is still not pleasant, I have already said that tons of times too) :

And no point, as if I spent all my time making this damn joke. This is literally the first time in my life that I've made a joke like this and it's once again related to all the bullshit I hear about Alicent, and because I specifically came across the gif that I used as illustration. That's all. I also wanted to say something stupid. It's my right (and at least I assume it's stupid bullshit and a little gross unlike some with their words).

And on the other hand, I still don't see how my other posts are misogynistic as you insinuated in your first request. What ? Just because I hate the character of Alicent Hightower portrayed in the HOTD version and I have problems with this character and his writing, does that make me a misogynist ? Because that's what I'm mainly doing with this character. And what's more, I love the Alicent of the book who is literally one of my favorite fictional villains.

And sorry to tell you, but the majority of Alicent's defenders make real misogynistic comments that are quite alarming. Just like TGs in general. That's the reality of this fandom, unless you live in a cave.

And I reassure you, it's not because I express my dissatisfaction with a fictional character on tumblr, among other things many other things that I post on this blog, that I don't have a life outside.

Also, once again, I'm on my tumblr, in my space, saying what I think. I'm not the one going to harass other accounts by sending trolls or sending tons of anonymous hateful messages. This is the type of person who should get off the internet.

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momo-de-avis · 11 months

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Absolutely lost it today at the office. A new booking came through in the morning. A couple booked through the hotel and were to pay me directly. Fine. Tour starts. They’re not there. Ok. Call the office to let them know, and they begin efforts to contact them. As I start introducing the tour, I am not focused on my phone, and as I start walking, I picked up my phone and realise the office called me back. There’s 3 messages there but instead of reading, I call them directly and tell them I didn’t see the couple and am now in Stop 1. They ask me if I can just go ahead over to that hotel (which is next door to Stop 2) and grab them.

I completely lost it. I told her, you don’t expect me to dump 11 people and tell them I’m just going to go right over there to grab two people? Her excuse? “They’re old and don’t know how to use technology”. And this was in response to me suggesting “tell them to literally walk 10m and meet me at Rossio Train stration” which literally happens often.

I don’t know what happened in this girl’s head. But she refused. She was adament she was NOT going to tell this couple to literally move from the front door of the hotel to the 10m it took them to meet me. Her excuse was simply that these were old people and they didn’t know how to use technology, which is bullshit because not only did the lady film THE ENTIRE TOUR she went on google maps several times searching for places I talked about. So for some reason, this girl insisted the clients were fucking stupid and needed to be spoonfed information (which they were not) and absolutely refused to try and get them to move to Stop 2.

Inevitably, I had to apologise to 11 people and ask them to wait and delay the tour for 20 fucking minutes because as you would expect, the clients could not be found anywhere and the office even asked me to “go around” and then spoke to me like I was throwing a tantrum as I explained that I am not going to leave 11 people stranded and waiting while I “go around” looking for someone.

I kid you not, I arrived home and started looking up jobs. I am seriously contemplating emailing our supervisor about this because this is insane. The dudes at the office are generally cool, but this one person is absolutely unbearable. Refuses to admit to a mistake and keeps doing shit like this.

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friend-crow · 2 years

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Some of these skepticism messages have me a little... irritated lmao. But I think that's bound to happen when you're literally doing the thing and see a bunch of people you don't know basically say yeah that thing is bullshit. BUT I am gaining something from reading them and that is seeing and appreciating how different we all are but that we all somehow mange to coexist (usually) on this site. At the end of the day how someone else feels doesn't mean much. It all reaffirms how I feel about my practice and what I believe unwaveringly.

Have a good day!

That's a valid and I think very normal reaction. I know that I and several other practitioners who I am familiar with on that thread had the experience of saying we're skeptical about something, and then five minutes later somebody else was saying they're skeptical about the things we're doing too. Most people handled this with grace, I feel. Most...

It's normal to feel a little uncomfortable with this, but personally I believe that having an open conversation like that helps to desensitize me to having my beliefs questioned, and makes me more comfortable with questioning them myself, which in the long run is a good thing. Obviously your mileage may vary.

But yes, I think it somewhat demonstrates the tacit agreement we have as a community to respect one another despite differences of opinion... it's just a little less tacit now.

And to anybody who saw all of that and got nothing but discomfort and irritation from it, I do apologize. It wasn't my intention to tear anyone's beliefs down (though in general my blog is not a super safe space for New Age beliefs). FWIW I don't think that anyone is stupid or less worthy of respect for believing in a different set of metaphysical concepts than me.

#skepticism #ask #anon #discussion

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toxxxic-mess · 10 months

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Mini-Rant

Incase it’s not obvious, or you didn’t read pinned post, I am not dominant. I hate being dominant and being asked to “control” you is not going to happen.

While I am happy to make you worse, it will be from a POV of a creepy perverted beta loser, because that’s what I am. I want to get creepier and more of a loser with you, not dominate you. Calling me Sir will outright stop conversation dead in the tracks. And that’s fine if you don’t want a loser to goon and get worse with, and want a strong dominant master to obey. We all what we want, and we can find what we’re all after on here somewhere. But don’t try and force someone to be what they’re not. Find someone who is what you’re after.

Sometimes, I’ll throw a curve ball if I’m on the fence when someone begs. Some people pass, and generally these people are fun to talk to. Some people fail, and the ones I continue to briefly talk to are as dull as I imagined they’d be. I’ve just had a follower beg with the any question line, then when they failed, complained about it. When gave them subtle humiliation they wrote a wall of abusive text because what I was giving them wasn’t what they had imagined asking me to control and humiliate them would be like in their head and calling it all bullshit. You may not like this, but I’m here to goon too, not cater to your imagination of how being a controlled slave would be. Ironically their pinned post is about how they refuse to pay for the service they want to be personally catered to 100% of their fantasy.

Anyway; because I got a wall of abuse, I thought I might explain WHY I do/ask certain things, even though explaining it makes it obvious what the answer is.

A) You message me saying “Please ask me ANYTHING”

I respond “Explain to me how the Observer Effect works in quantum physics when particles aren’t sentient so don’t know when they’re being watched.”

Obviously I don’t care about the answer. I just want to see how you respond when you’re giving me free reign but don’t like the outcome. But also, it’s a task without you you realising it’s a task. Even people who are ’just’ smart don’t understand quantum physics. Let alone average people or dumb people. So you’re going to have to look it up most likely. Then, you have two choices. You can copy and paste the first thing you find. Also known as doing the bare minimum approach. You do this, you’re boring. Go away. You can try your best to explain it. It’s still not what I’m after, but you at leat tried. Bonus points for pointing out sentience has nothing to do with it. You were set a task, and you may not have liked it but you did it anyway. Shows promise for the perverted tasks I will set. I’ll happily talk to you. Or, you can go the third option, and point out you’re way too stupid to ever know anything about that, you’re too brain dead to even spell any of it. It’s why I like to ask this to self proclaimed bimbos, like the person who got annoyed at me blowing him off for copy pasting an answer. If you’re a bimbo, prove it. Be all “OMg liek I dunno wat that even means?? That stuffs totes hard and like the only hard stuff I like is fun stuff like cock *giggle* At least that stuff sould get cute guys, that wheel chair guy is fugly!!!” Or tell me you were too busy staring at girls in class to concentrate. Bring it around to gooning. That’s the best option and I will 100% make you a worse person.

B) You message me saying “Please, I’ll do ANYTHING”

I respond “Start getting fit and working out. 20 squats, push ups and sit ups each day along with a 1K run. Daily.”

Same as when you gave me free reign to ask anything, how you respond to being told to do something you weren’t expecting shows whether you’re gonna be interesting to talk to or not. You could whine and say that’s not what you meant. If you’re going to whine being told to do something on first interaction that isn’t going to humiliate you, then what are you going to do if you do get told to do something humiliating. And if you do it, who says it won’t BECOME humiliating? Once I know you’re fit, maybe I’ll get you dressed in pink yoga pants and sports bra and get you doing Pilates with the hot girls down the gym. If if you’re a pain slut, I’ll turn your regime into torture, making you do obscene amount of exercise with no food or sleep until you’re not fit but a skinny withered runt any girl could beat up. Just because you can’t see the humiliation yet doesn’t mean it won’t come. But if you want to be controlled then question it as soon as you get an order then what’s the point? And again, there’s the third option of saying you tried but you got scared by all the alpha girls taking their insta selfies and you end up making a mess in public and go back home to jerk to how cute they were. You’re a loser act like it, not a petulant child.

C) You beg for something humiliating at least.

You’ve worn me down and I give you something simple and humiliating. Being worn down isn’t fun though so don’t expect any effort. This is your last ditch attempt. I tell you to go buy pair of panties. It’s simple. It’s cheap. And it’s humiliating. Anyone can do it. So if you don’t, or you say you’ll do it later, can you have another task, or you pretend you did it, good bye. Sorry but I have a lot of fun losers to talk to, especially when people from old blogs re-find me. I like to spend decent time gooning with each of them. If you’re gonna waste time, then I’m not getting involved.

Sorry if got bit ranty, this was supposed to be short, but having a “submissive loser” swear and act like an incel cunt because I wont vocalise his inner fantasies like he wants because he won’t pay a femdom to do that for him has irked me.

So here’s some super hot dominant ladies I hope you all enjoy

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em-writes-stuff-sometimes · 9 months

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Hey I usually don't message people on this app but I'm just concerned because of what people have been saying/doing to you. I used to write for Game of thrones on Wattpad a long time ago before I decided to delete my book and I wanted to write on here but was always nervous of something like what you're going through happening to me because I know how people tend to get when someone is making fanfics on certain characters. I just wanted to say that you have been the best writer for Daemon on Tumblr or anywhere else in my opinion!! I feel that what you wrote about the characters and how you write them is just fine and not all that different from what George R.R Martin originally wrote. People like to point out the flaws in characters a lot but at the same time like them and it sounds like you ran into some of those people who are taking it way out of proportion. It's bothering me that other people are giving certain people shit for liking Daemon when they themselves in the past probably liked a toxic character like Ramsay, Joffery, or Jaime or someone else not even from this same fandom. Honestly those type of people are the ones who make everything toxic for everyone in the fandom and it increases when they start to encourage the bullying of other people and their works or also stealing works. Another thing I would like to say is that it's like people forget that this is set in a fantasy land that basically is set up like the hierarchy of medieval times so of course there is going to incest and other taboo subjects that come into play. Also, you aren't racist, I haven't seen any racist shit in any of your writing and whoever said that is making a huge fucking reach especially since didn't you recently stick up for POC writers and readers? I know this message is long but you're one of my favorite writers and people. I don't really interact with your blog other than hearting stuff because I am shy online just as I am in real life but when I see people being stupid towards other people it makes my blood boil especially when this is supposed to be a safe place for people to relax at after a long day of normal life shit. Another thing, if you created the server then they have no reason to get pissed for getting sent out of it or blocked because of their behaviors that they refuse to take responsibility for. Some people need to grow up and take accountability for their actions and creating a new server or whatever to still talk and trash other people after being called out on those actions is not it.

Hey! Ah, thank you so much for this - I was really low when this person turned around on me (after being caught making nasty comments about my friend, no less) and tried to vaguepost about me being a racist. It was wild. She was upset that I called her out for her bullshit, so she played the race card, which was incredibly hurtful considering how I'd tried to help her out in the past. That being said, I'm more or less fine with chalking her reaction up to knee-jerk desperation after having been caught with her pants down, essentially. No one likes being found out - it's natural to get defensive when that happens, so I've decided to just move on from it. It doesn't seem like she's made any further fuss about it, so I'm just gonna leave it in the past and move on, hopefully.

I've been lucky in my fandom journey so far not to have gotten too much flack for my love for Daemon, which is super interesting. Would've thought the flames would rain down on me by this point, but nope! I've largely been blessed with some lovely people who seem to think I'm somehow worth checking out, which is so damn nice. I definitely think there's such a problem with the way fandom in general interacts. I don't know why people feel such a need to shit all over each other for their preferences all the time. It's one of the reasons I've been so quiet on here lately; I'm just so over the bullshit. It's nonstop, it seems like, and whenever one person disappears, they're replaced by three more assholes ready to make this place even worse off than before. It's so tiring. My list of friends is growing smaller and smaller by the day. My blocked list is growing and growing. Sometimes, I wonder what the hell is wrong with some of these people.

It's sucked, not gonna lie; between the bashing, the plagiarism, the calculated hate and the comm labelling, it's just... ugh. And everyone's need to 'compete' with each other? I can't even. Forgive me for being so negative, I'm just very very sick of the shit I'm encountering. I'm barely a bigger blog, too, so the fact I'm on the receiving end of even some of this is ridiculous.

If you ever felt like giving your fanfic writing another go on here, feel free to hit me up! I will go APESHIT on anyone who tries to mess around with you. I'm so done with some of these wild animals. Will slap a B if you need me too, boo xxx

#kind comments

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crowtechs · 10 months

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hi. (long post btw)

my computers fixed yippee

however, even if its been approximately almost 3 days, ive learned a lot on what i enjoy and what brought me a lot of stress so thats a good thing

during that time, i still had a lot of fear on posting but i was mainly just on one particular site, spotify, and youtube the entire time and i had the most fun ive ever had in a long time. i wasnt upset i wasnt overthinking and wondered about things that would get me sad. i just did whatever i wanted and i had fun like a lot of fun

as well as that: i also talked to people a bit and even sent a nice message to someone :]

however there was one bad thing and it was some weird guy and he sent me a message and i panicked horribly about that so that was fun

ive also learned a lot of people just hate and cause drama for no goddamn reason other than to just spread stupid bullshit

regardless as much as that happened i had fun and i written up something and just in general had fun for once without constantly wondering what people would think of me if i did this if i did that

its so tiring and fruitless at this point

so i might just post whatever the hell i want and just do what i want more than what other people want i guess it correlates to the time i had an idc attitude and rb and posted w/e i wanted at that given moment

or i might go days not being on this site at all to just have fun for myself whatever the case may be ... i learned things about myself and that is all that matters + might make a few positive posts over the frivolous bs i saw those days

regardless. hello. hi. computers fixed. lifes been way better than i ever realised when im not constantly checking the stupid apps. will be more myself and have fun, be as cringe as you want who cares. peace and love on planet earth

#but yeah i am alright actually like way better #and having those days off really helped and showed me what i enjoyed and all that fun stuff #adding the keep reading just because why not lmao #but yeah days off of this site/app and other apps was so beneficial for my mental health #i also played mc dude i dont even play that game and i had fun while playing it #might just reconsider doing this when shit really hits the fan and i need a breather #anyway. hi. im back.#thats really all there is to say on the matter #kaden txts

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the-firebird69 · 1 year

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Watch "Men At Work - Be Good Johnny (Live 1982)" on YouTube

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This is no place to hide there's nobody left in the neighborhood and here in Florida is 80% clean at 90% your trapped. And you hear a 50% chance of being taken to Central Florida and burned so you want to sit here and bother me about having a place to stay at all there's something that doesn't sound right here you have some sort of vindictive ventana against me you too idiots here and you lost everything because of it

Zues Hera

This is what we're hearing from them it's none of your business and we have him and all this crap and say what the f*** are you talking about you're sitting there ever threaten this s*** out of you you have minutes left to escape and your mouth and off like complete losers but stuff that's not true never was it won't be. I don't see what he's saying. You too haven't lost a mark which is not true you too haven't pulled someone in have always done it and stuff like that it's not true and you're bothering this s*** out of him and us as if you quit and decide to just do that now that's what it looks like. We know what you're up to and it's not goodAnd it won't work . But you have to get out of here you people are f****** losers and I'll tell you what there's a 50% chance that you'll burn the next time they arrest you and every time they arrest you that chance goes up and we're talking about here and you're on trial for murder for like four murders and you'll escape from prison and you're blind in prison here what are you going to get the message Trump. It's like this you're sitting there d****** with him and it doesn't do nothing for you except get you hit and you won't stop doing it and it's not going to help you nobody does anything you want because of it everyone is attacking yours in a few minutes you'll be out of here or gone when I say is we should probably just throw you in the first you're so dumb and Neo is it actual different person. Cool hand Luke is you you get shot and you can burn

Thor Freya

I'm here to stay I'm here forever nothing will move me not even facts

John remillard

Bullshit you fn loser. By the way we're not going to have you do anything with the cathedral nothing you can try and build a restaurant all day and all night you're not doing a thing with us ever and put the order out last night and you're not to be giving anything from us or encouraged from us the only thing that would do is to cut your clan to nothing. So what's it going to be stupid you want to be delusional and 50% of your getting picked up half the time you could go to the furnace that's what people are saying because you're not here whoevers here being ripped out

Zues Hera

We have the town almost cleared and surrounding areas and they can try and get here and we'll just stop them he's right too we can pull you out and half the time we want to throw you into the furnace eventually it's going to happen

Mac

So I'll just sit here and wait for it to happen

Trump aka John remillard

You're a f****** loser I'm going to make you lose so I can get out of here I can't stand you you piece of s*** Trump

Sarah

You know what we going to get out of here and just sitting here in my way he's telling us too half the time you get arrested you could go to the furnace and it's really a furnace it's a power generation plan and you started that s*** cuz you're so smart Trump. I'm going to get out of here and leave you here you get arrested that's your problem

Terry c

Don't stay here in my account you two together at worse than just the idiot who gets killed and sits there and rots all night

Zues Hera

I sort of get something this is a real situation everyone hates us and us being here is such a pain in the ass it's not even funny I mean insist on doing it at any cost and it looks so dumb that they have to get us I'm getting the hell out of here on the way out I'm saying I'm going to get your stuff and that will drag your f**** ass out

Terry c

I'm going to hold you here with me and Dan and he doesn't care about it he says this phone is all over and misleaders and I'm stupid it's not doing anything to anyone but us is what I've known the whole time

Trump

wanted to sit there and blab about hurting me thier using power to stop you and it works. It's worked for a year you're a fool

Zues Hera

I didn't tell you something I'm just going to sit here and die nobody cares and he says you're right so you're selling me that

Trump

yeah that'll be that it's a big mystery why people want you out of here you dumb f*** you're going to s*** out of me I can't find a place to stay except here and you're holding that guy here he doesn't want to be hurt like you will be and Dan doesn't want to be hurt like you will be but because you're here they have to sit here cuz you're a f****** a****** now you're a stupid person okay to start Charlie f****** douchebag Manson but these people are killers too and so am I and I'm sick of you you want to sit here in this prison like sitting with us we're going to start hitting you cuz they have to go somewhere else to be effective and I need you away from me for me to be saved not even told you don't want to listen we're going to start hitting you they're saying yeah we do it anyways and my people going to start hitting you and the max like 10 minutes ago or 20 minutes ago so you can f****** shut the f******

Zues Hera

everyday is it this moron is making the dumbest decisions I've ever seen based on his program it's just about everybody took I saw it too cuz there's a list mostly his clan and hers and the Indians just sitting there threatening people who aren't here what tommy f took it from you too and that's all that you need to know. This is if I leave it'll probably drag you two out of here that's probably true there's nowhere to go here you find out yesterday while driving around town cram packed in here. This is for the past 2 days to spend this more on a Time driving session you do it all the time but usually we can go elsewhere now I saw this happen you ruining us Trump, no you dead for it here trying to screw up again. I'm so mad it hurts I got to get you the hell out of here what kind of been friendly at least you just sit there like this f****** big fag turd I can't stand you leave the kid alone you didn't do anything near what you're saying you're a f****** loser what's wrong with you you f****** f**. His clan used you so what you know they did you're just a loser and couldn't handle the computer program. You're going to get out of here Terry cheesman says I agree if we leave that a******'s going to get pulled up with someone or leave does itevery time

Dan

Now this is how it goes we see these three entrenched in here they think that they can't be pulled out and they don't know what the status is, it's true too Dan has a hunch he wants to hear it. And here it is we're watching you guys get pulled out and it is not pretty. If only you out and yelling at you and was saying what's your main malfunction what's wrong with you you want to sit here and make sure one person doesn't have a place to live is your mission in life are you f****** nuts why you keep doing that you get nothing. They give the wrong answer they shoot him. It's extremely angry and frustrating your stupid attitude and your idiotic motif all your ganging up on one person you should be embarrassed cuz it's so stupid everyone's killing you that's the problem isn't it if it's worth dying for you going to die for it what a queer. Now Dan is checking the numbers and what we said is is people aren't here at all how's he going to get out of here in the first place. The truth is he has a way out but it's not going to be there in a few minutes and we want you out of here not trapped here. Most likely you drive around and get caught but really you three are assholes you want to f*** around and who cares she comes out he says he's going to beat you up signs of contract to leave he don't want to start s*** he's going to kick your ass you're both weak merely pieces of crap and you don't even know it. Now there's a huge problem down the street you guys can't figure it out. And it's not on the street no it's on the street and they're working this way pulling people out no cuz you're not here anymore so you can't tell what they're doing and what you want to do is sit here on our son trying to start a hostage situation and you don't have a weapon not a real one any kind of disarm each other if he wants this hostage situation cuz he's good at it. Anyways pretty soon you're going to be pulled out by cops. And you're going to be surprised but they and we have had enough of your crap and Dan is trying to check and he can't he doesn't have any people here the sun says if you can't drive around and come back does that mean that you're screwed and he says that's probably something. I just want to do that and pull people here he says pull what people here. Now I see the situation this guy Dan has nobody here and these two guys have only a few and they know about it out there yet they're still here so you're going to look into it now

Thor Freya

#Youtube

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ghostinyourbuilding · 2 years

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September 4th, Sunday. 21.47pm. Good night and buckle up, ghost.

Today's entry will probably be huge as all hell because I have so much I wanna go over in writing so I can stop thinking about it throughout the day. If anyone ever asks me for a way to deal with general life confusion I'm absolutely gonna recommend having a corny ass Tumblr diary like I do, it's incredibly therapeutic.

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My social circle is a spiral

Like I predicted, I got to become pretty close friends with Linu. We hang out very often and from that I've been meeting a lot of people that live in my area. This used to be a problem before because I moved here literally a week before lockdown so I never got to make friends and it was pretty boring.

The unfortunate part is that he is friends with Kali. I really have nothing against her and I thought we were on good terms but apparently she doesn't like me at all. While I could just not interact with her as much as possible, I really don't wanna cause drama over this. She doesn't have to like me and frankly it's absolutely fine that she doesn't, not everyone likes everyone, but the problem is that I don't wanna make her uncomfortable by going to her place when Linu or her brother invites me to, which is surprisingly often.

I only saw her once after I moved here and she wasn't rude or anything, but I know the feeling of having to be neutral to someone you dislike and fuck if I'm gonna make her uncomfortable like that in her own damn house. I figured the best approach is to not talk shit about her, not call her out or anything, just be as neutral as I can and avoid going to her place again until I know she's comfortable with me around and if that happens to be never then oh well.

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It gets more complex™

Kali has a brother named Vin, he's also a friend of Linu and usually him, Linu and Kali's boyfriend (forgot his name) hang out without her. That's why I got to see them without Kali being around since she's usually working at the time we like to meet.

Linu is into Vin but not super feely about it, more like he thinks Vin is hot, which he is. Problem is, Vin is straight and has said that he's not bicurious, tho they're both good friends.

Since I went to Kali's place with Linu for some drinks two weeks ago, Vin and I have been messaging frequently. He says he's head over heels for me, that he couldn't stop thinking about me since that night and blah blah blah. Boy thinks I'm stupid, basically. Now, while I don't fall for such bullshit, he's still a hot dude that's into me and it's not like I want a relationship with him or anything, just something casual.

I made absolute sure that Linu was okay with me shagging Vin, and he said multiple times he doesn't mind. Fuck, he even gave my number to him after I left ffs. But I still feel uncertain about it and I'm still gonna ask him one more time tomorrow if he's absolutely okay with it. If he says yes I'll just go for it.

I probably should be more hesitant since he's Kali's brother after all, but hey, maybe if I fuck her brother she's gonna consider me family yeeehaw 🤠

This shit is potentially gonna be so messy, oh lord. That's why I hate small circles.

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"""""Love"""" life

Like I said last post- I'm super into Ted. He's great. But with the way things are going at the pace of a crippled snail it'll probably be next year until we're actually a serious thing if all goes right. Nope, not exaggerating. And yeah, he is worth it, but that doesn't mean I'll lock myself up in a tower and not even gaze upon another man until he has the time to have a relationship. Quite the contrary but he doesn't have to know that hehe.

It's also good that I keep my options open and keep seeing different people so I don't blind myself with this temporary infatuation and end up losing precious months of my life if it ends up going wrong.

I put an embargo on dating app dates for the time being. They get old fast and now I'm meeting people organically which is more satisfying. I still have my reply guys around like Ollie, and some that I'm yet to meet like Remi and Timo. If I get truly bored of waiting for Ted I'll just meet them. Who knows, maybe I'll get over him sooner than expected.

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As for some scattered thoughts, I really need to work on my appearance a bit more this upcoming week. It's almost spring but the weather is colder than a stepmother's embrace still which means my skin has been dry, I'm bloated as fuck because of my period and I've been mostly in my pajamas since I stay home most days and my hair needs a touchup pronto. Even tho I'm looking like a dehydrated gremlin I still feel cute as fuck, love that for me really.

In conclusion: I feel like my life has been super chill and at the same time I feel like there's a lot going on. Nothing bad tho, I feel good about myself and what I'm doing, just excited to see where some things are gonna play out in many aspects.

#diary entry

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differentkettleoffishalltogether · 3 years

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Shut Me Up

A/N: Here’s another smutty one-shot. I felt like something a little cliche so here it is. This was so fun to write! I’m still finding my footing in this fandom as a writer but I think I wanna start taking requests, the next fic I have coming out will be a request and I’m having fun with it so shoot me a message if there’s something you wanna see. I’ve just put together my Masterlist so you can check out my other fics there :)

Pairing: Spencer Reid x Fem!Reader

Summary: Spencer and Y/N don’t exactly get on well. Will they be able to work out some of their frustration when they’re forced to share a room for the night?

Category: Pure smut baby

Warnings/Includes: smut, graphic descriptions of sex, dirty talk, oral (female receiving), penetrative sex, name calling, light choking, hair pulling, scratching, please let me know if there’s anything I’ve missed!

Word count: 3850 words

The hotel is somehow worse than usual. It’s got so few rooms that they just narrowly grab enough for the whole team. But few enough that they have to bunk. Y/N didn't love sharing a room but it was better than having nowhere to sleep at all.

Prentiss tosses her a key, “That’s you and Reid” she says it so nonchalant that Y/N almost doesn’t notice it. Once in clicks in her head though she races down the hall.

“Hey, hey wait!” She calls out, a little too desperate, “Emily you can’t put me with Reid. We’ll kill each other.”

She laughs at that, it was on open secret amongst the team that Y/N and Spencer had something of a rivalry going. Bitter sworn enemies apparently. No one really bought it though. People who really truly hated each other would be a lot better at avoiding one another. But Y/N and Spencer could never seem to keep apart for very long.

“I’m sure you’ll be able to put your differences aside for a night.” she waves Y/N off as she heads into her own room, leaving her stranded in the hallway. Contemplating if the reception area might let her crash on the couch, she could even spend the night in one of the SUVs, the seats reclined far enough.

But that was stupid, why should she be the one who had to be uncomfortable, why not Spencer.

When she arrived at the door of her own room Spencer was slumped up against it, he stood up straight once he saw her coming.

“Took you long enough” he spat, reaching to take the key from her but she pulled it back before he had the chance.

“I was on the hunt for alternative sleeping arrangements” she huffs, unlocking the door.

“To no avail I presume?” he jokes but he’s just met with an eye roll.

“I’m taking the bed by the window” she stakes her claim before they even get through the door. Once they’re inside he lets out a chuckle.

“You’re welcome to the side of the bed by the window?” he jokes.

This was infinitely worse than she thought it was going to be. Where there were usually two generally uncomfortable twin beds in these standard small-town motels, instead there was a queen sized bed, staring at them as they stood at the foot of it.

“I get the bed” she says like she’s calling shotgun.

“Bullshit you get the bed, there’s nowhere else to sleep!” he complains.

She takes a second to scan the room, no sofa, no arm chair, the floor is a scratchy carpet. There’s no real option here. “You can sleep on the desk?” she suggests, and she’s not serious about it, but she wouldn’t say no if he agreed.

“Are you kidding me?” he almost shouts.

“Soft mattresses are bad for your back! Maybe it’ll sort out your posture?” she adds.

“There’s nothing wrong with my posture” he groans, massaging his temple.

“Okay sure, you tell yourself that”

They don’t say anything more about it as they unpack. Showering and changing for bed in silence. When Y/N comes out from he bathroom, Spencer is sitting up on one side of the bed, reading through case files by the light of the bedside lamp.

“Are you serious?” she whines.

“Look, we both need rest, just shut up and get over yourself” he says it without looking up from the file in his hand, his finger running over the lines at speed.

She doesn’t respond, she just climbs in on the other side, keeping herself as close to the edge of the mattress as possible to keep the distance in between them.

She lies like that for about 45 minutes but sleep’s just not coming.

“Are you ever gonna turn off that fucking light, I thought we ‘needed rest’” she mocks, turning over to look at him, still combing through the files, mumbling to himself every once in a while.

“We’ll both be useless tomorrow if we don’t get any sleep” she tries to convince him with a slightly more sincere tone.

This case wasn’t easy, the unsub had been abducting victims he’d met in online BDSM chatrooms. Bodies had been turning up murdered in ways that the victims had previously expressed were turn-ons. Suffocated, whipped, tied up in peculiar ways. There wasn’t much information to go on now, they just had to wait for the next body to turn up but that didn’t keep Spencer from pouring over everything a hundred times.

When he wasn’t being purposefully irritating Y/N honestly admired his work ethic. Just not when it was interfering with her much needed sleep.

“The bare minimum of sleep most humans need to live is just 4 hours in a 24 hour period” he blurts out, still not looking up.

“Well I’m not most humans, so knock it off”

He finally concedes, chucking his files onto the bedside table and shutting off the lamp. It’s now eerily quiet, and all she can hear is the steady breathing coming from the other side of the bed.

Enough time passes that she really should be asleep but it’s still not happening. So she’s already beyond irritated when she feels a slight shove against her shoulder.

“Hey, you still awake?” he sounds mischievous, she knows that tone of his voice and she doesn't like it.

“God! I am now! What do you want?” she mumbles into her pillow.

“I’ve just got a question” he says defensively.

She hums and rolls over to face him, he’s wide awake, “Well? Out with it” she encourages, the sooner this is over with the better.

His mouth twists into a smirk as he takes a minute to study her face, “What turns you on?” he asks it sincere, and she has no idea what to do with that.

Rolling her eyes on instinct she groans, “Ugh, are you serious? I was so close to getting to sleep, goodnight asshole.” she turns back around to end the conversation but he can’t leave it there.

“I’m serious actually, just all the talk about it earlier, I wanna know”

She doesn’t move as she speaks, remaining with her back to him in a bid not to engage, “You couldn’t handle that information.” She deadpans.

“Try me” he antagonizes, and that’s enough to set her off. He just didn’t know when to quit.

This could be a fun new way to tease him, is her first thought. Turn him on, leave him wanting, yet another game to add to their repertoire of spite.

“Fine I’ll give.” she turns back to him, staring intently this time, “Here’s one, I really get off on having my hair pulled” she scoots closer so she can lean in and whisper the next part, “like when I’m getting fucked from behind, or I’ve got someone’s cock down my throat. I love having my hair pulled, just the short sharp pain of it.” she sort of moans the last little bit right by his ear before settling back on her own pillow.

“That good enough?” she asks, and she can practically see his breath catch in his chest.

He takes a steady gulp, “Yeah, that was, informative” he breathes.

“And what about you?” she poses, he’s not getting out of this one so easy. He looks shocked, like he didn’t see this coming a mile off.

“Me? Uh—” he stutters, “My back, I get really— I get turned on when someone digs their nails into my back, like scratching and marking” something about seeing him flustered like this is almost endearing.

“I guess we’re both suckers for pain” she winks as she says it, making a move to turn around again in a bid to let the conversation die but he doesn’t give her the chance.

“Tell me another” he pleads, and she’s not sure what his expression means but she might just draw this out, see how far she can can tease this.

“Hmm, nosy aren't we?” she smirks, he doesn't respond, just waits for an answer. She thinks for a moment, “Have you ever choked anyone Dr. Reid?”

His breath hitches, and he shakes his head. She likes this new Spencer, the one that doesn’t seem to have some quip for her every two seconds.

“Well I think you might like it, you’ve got nice strong hands, long fingers too. I feel like they might make it the whole way round my neck if you tried?” her voice is soft like velvet as she speaks. He lets out a short pant, and she can see his eyes flicker down to her exposed throat before quickly coming back to her eyes.

“Does the idea of that turn you on Doc?” she teases.

“I— um—” he’s at a loss for words yet again.

“That’s not an answer now is it?” She taunts him, and moves to turn around once again. Feeling accomplished in her goal, finally about to get some sleep. But she’s barely closed her eyes when she can feel him move. He’s so close behind her that she can feel the heat radiating from him. His hand slowly reaches around and grasps her throat gently, she moves herself further into his grip on instinct and he runs with it. Using the leverage to pull himself right up behind her, and she can feel it. He’s hard, and she can feel him pushing himself right up against her ass.

“Is this a satisfactory answer?” he moves in close and whispers against her ear. She’s changed her mind, maybe this is her favorite Spencer.

“Mmhmm” she hums in response, and his fingers tighten around her neck. She pushes her ass further back, moving it up and down slightly to create some friction and she can feel him twitching through the thin layer of her nightdress. He starts to move with her, grinding against her, his other hand resting on her hip, fingertips digging in so that he can pull her closer.

She tries to moan when she feels his nails dig into her but it gets stifled in her throat.

“You sound pathetic” he whispers, “I’ve barely even touched you and you’re whining like a little slut” her hips buck involuntarily at that. “You like it when I call you names?” he teases.

The hand on her hip starts to pull at her nightdress, inching it up higher and higher until his fingers are on her bare skin. He digs his nails in just slightly and drags them around her thigh, letting them settle right at the hem of her panties.

“I bet if I put my fingers in here I’d find you soaking wet for me already?” When she doesn’t answer he tightens the hand around her throat so that it’s almost cutting off the air supply, then loosens immediately. “Answer me” he demands.

“Yes! Yes!” she moans, anything to get his hands to move where she wanted them.

“That’s what I thought” he laughs and lets go of her completely. Her dress hiked up, breathing ragged. She snaps back around to look at him and he’s already curled up on his side of the bed as though nothing’s happened. Left in shock she sits upright, crossing her arms across her chest.

“What the fuck was that?” she has to stop herself from outright shouting at him.

He turns back to look at her, taking in her sullen expression, “Disappointed are we?” he teases with a smirk. And that look makes her want to kill him.

“You’re such a dick” she huffs, and he sits upright next to her.

“You say that like I didn’t just beat you at your own game?” he tries to fight back.

“You didn’t beat me!” she protests

“Oh really, and how’s that?”

“I could feel you, you were rock hard before you even touched me” she spits it out, because if she turned him on first then somehow this didn’t feel as embarrassing.

“Yeah! Because you were teasing me!” he looks frustrated now,

“Exactly! Because I was teasing you, and you fucking liked it” he just rolls his eyes at that, pretending like it’s somehow not true.

“Shut the fuck up” he groans, running his hands through his hair and letting his head fall back against the headboard.

She quirks an eyebrow and looks straight into his sleepy eyes, “Make me.”

In less than a second his hands are on her again, grabbing and pulling her into his lap. One hand is firmly on her back, holding her tight against his chest, the other is tangled in her hair already. Grabbing fistfuls as their lips work against each other.

It’s heated, and ferocious, full of pent up aggression, or tension, or both.

As his tongue works against hers, she lets her own hands wander over him, finally coming to rest at the back of his head, tangling in his curls. When she grinds down into his lap she can feel his cock still hard beneath her, straining against the fabric of his boxers. She thought it was impossible but it felt harder than it had been earlier.

He breaks apart the kiss and they both take in wrecked breaths, chests heaving. He pulls at the hem of her nightdress, pushing it further up her thighs, grabbing a rough handful of her ass as his hands find the exposed skin there.

“We gotta get this off” he whispers, and she nods, pulling it off over her head so that she’s exposed now. Perched in his lap in nothing but her panties. “Fuck” he moans at the sight. His hands come straight up to grab her tits, rough and exited for a moment before easing up, kneading them, getting used to the weight of them in his hands. He brings his mouth down, leaning in so that he can place sloppy open mouthed kisses along her neck and collar bones, trailing down to the valley between her breasts. He takes one of her nipples in his mouth, sucking on it gently then teasing the bud with his teeth. When he releases it and looks up at her his eyes almost look glazed over, dreamy.

“I’ve always had a thing for your tits” he confesses, his lips coming down to repeat the action on the other nipple.

“Your turn to take your shirt off” she whines as he removes his lips, the cold air hardening her nipples now that he’d teased them. He drags his eyes away from her for a second so that he can peel his shirt off over his head.

On pure instinct she rakes her nails across his now bare chest, leaning in close to place kisses into the crook of his neck, moving up painfully slow, kissing along the column of his throat, landing on the soft skin beneath his ear. She can feel the moans rippling in his throat against her lips. While he’s stilled beneath her she takes the opportunity to tuck her hands in behind him, digging her nails into his back and dragging them across the skin with force. Certainly leaving harsh red lines in their wake. The noises that escape him might be the best thing she’s ever heard.

“You like it when I mark you up?” she moans into his ear, “When I make you mine?” she can feel wetness pooling between her own legs as she says the words. The very thought of it turning her on more than she ever thought it could.

Clearly he feels the same, something erupts in him and the hands that had been resting on her hips were now lifting her up and laying her down on the bed. He was on top of her now, his hair framing his face as he looked down at her, and she was biting her fucking lip in anticipation.

He almost can’t even look directly at her so he snakes down her body, littering her torso with kisses and licks. Once he lands at her hips he takes the elastic of her panties between his teeth, pulling it up and letting it go so that it snaps against her stomach. She lets out a low moan.

“Let’s see if I was right earlier, how wet are you for me?” his voice is low as he places small kisses over the cotton, making his way right in between her legs. He pulls back for a second to inspect the fabric, there’s a damp patch covering the majority of the area, as if he didn't know already. “You’re fucking soaked Y/N” he groans and presses his fingers right up against it, forcing the fabric between her folds so that it soaks up even more, “Such a needy little thing aren’t you?”

She can only let out a small whine in response, her teeth biting into her lip so hard she was afraid she might start bleeding.

“Better get rid of these, don’t you think?” he hooks his fingers into either side of her panties, sliding them down her legs. He takes them and places them on his pillow before returning to his position between her legs.

He’s slow and deliberate in his actions, teasing painfully as he places sloppy kisses on the delicate skin inside of her thighs. Stopping right at the top to nip and suck enough to leave a bruise. Taking the time to stop and leave a matching bruise on the other thigh.

She was starting to grow restless, she felt like she was literally aching for any stimulation at all.

“Spencer” she whines, “Please, I’m so fucking turned on already”. She can feel him chuckle, his exhale sends a burst of cold air right against her pussy.

“So impatient” he chastises, but gives in anyway. Laying his tongue flat against her, taking a moment to taste her before he starts to move. Licking deft strokes along her folds, alternating with sucking softly on her clit.

“Spencer, fuck, oh my god” is all she can muster as her back arches up off the bed, her hips squirming as he pins them down. “You feel so fucking good”

He takes the encouragement and brings a finger to her entrance, pushing it in at an agonizing pace, curling it upwards against her once it’s fully inside. “You’re so fucking tight Y/N, do you think you could even handle another finger?” he has to take his mouth off of her to speak but it’s worth it for the downright filthy sounds she makes in response. He takes that as a yes and slowly pushes two fingers in this time. Bringing his lips back down to wrap around her clit and suck.

Her hands fly down to his curls as he works his fingers in and out of her at a relentless pace. She grabs handfuls of his hair and pulls them harshly, not knowing where else to put the energy. “Fuck Spencer, feels so good, don’t stop” she mutters between gasps.

He continues his ministrations and he would be lying if he said the feeling of her hands pulling at his hair weren’t doing something for him.

A moment later and she’s barely able to control her movements, thrashing in the bed as he continues to work his fingers in and out of her, relishing the feeling of her walls tightening around him. Once she’s relaxed again he takes his fingers out, bringing them up to her lips, without telling her to she opens her mouth, taking the two fingers in, letting her tongue move around them to taste herself.

It’s one of the many memories from tonight he knows he wont forget anytime soon. Or ever.

“I can see why you like it” he says, leaning over her, talking into the crook of her neck, “having your hair pulled, feels fucking amazing” she lets out a weak laugh, regaining her strength.

“Told you you liked pain” she reaches down between them, grabbing his cock through his boxers, “You must’ve really liked it” she teases, squeezing as his eyes flutter shut and he nods.

He maneuvers a little so that he can take off his boxers, and finally she gets to see it. It’s perfect, bigger than she expected, it looks painfully hard, precum leaking from the tip. He moves back to hover over her, lingering for a minute to take her in. She thinks there might be something almost sweet behind his expression.

“Just fuck me already” she smirks up at him and he rolls his eyes without even meaning to.

“Will you ever stop antagonizing me?”

“If you fuck me maybe?”

With that he leans down to capture her lips in a heated kiss, she can taste herself on his tongue as it tangles with hers. She can feel him push up against her, the head of his cock just teasing at her entrance before sinking in so slowly she was almost angry.

“Fuck Y/N, you feel so good, so fucking tight, so fucking wet for me” he’s whispering right into her hear and she can barely string together a sentence.

“Spencer, you’re so big, fill me up so good with your fingers, with your cock, fuck” as he starts to move they both start to lose it, her hands digging into his back, her nails sinking into his shoulders leaving small half-moons in his skin. He finally starts to build a steady rhythm, thrusting in and out of her, filling the room with the pornographic sounds of skin on skin, coupled with their moans.

Once she can feel the familiar feeling building within her again she starts to lose control completely, her nails scratching marks into the expanse of Spencer’s back, hearing the little breathy gasps he lets out each time she does might be enough to make her cum all on their own.

“I’m close” she mewls, letting her head fall back against the pillow, exposing her neck, eyes screwing shut.

“Fuck, me too” he takes the opportunity presented to him, and wraps one of his hands around her neck, squeezing ever so slightly.

“Ahh, fuck” she breathes out with the little air that she has, “gonna cum” and she does, he can feel her tighten around his cock, her body writhing beneath his and arching up off he bed as he continues to fuck into her.

He’s following behind just a second later, spilling into her as he collapses back down, releasing his grip on her throat completely and settling on her chest.

They both take a moment. Melting into one another, steading out their breathing.

It’s Y/N who breaks the silence, “So you’ve always had a thing for my tits then?”

He cranes his neck up to look at her, “Shut up” he breathes, laying his head back down on her chest. She cards her fingers through his hair, smoothing it back down.

“Now you know how to make me.”

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Whats actually happened between you and taemaknae? I read about it on the tea blog and still confused

This is an insanely long story so I'm going to put it below the cut so for anyone interested in this absolute shit show, continue on.

Essentially, I posted these headers about a month ago:

It was a set of like 8 colours and it was the first time I had ever posted any headers or anything. The issue nic had with these, was the ripped paper bottom. Because apparently you can trademark that. I had asked a (now ex) “friend” of mine if she knew where I could find the ripped paper effect because I had seen the effect on the header of her network blog and I had been trying to find a similar thing for months and google images never gave me anything good. She ended up referring me to google images anyways and after like an hour of dedicated searching, I found this ripped paper effect and used it. This ex “friend” went on to tell another friend of mine that I had "asked where nicole gets her resources for her headers" and then screenshotted my dm as "proof", which still confuses me because I never mentioned nicole there lmao. I've seen the screenshot.

Tell me where I said nicole. It was literally just a question born from seeing the header they had on their network lmao. I feel it’s important to mention I didn’t know this person ran said network at that time, which is why i said “these people”.

This other friend then came to me and just said my headers "may be seen as similar to nic's” and said she noticed it on her own and never mentioned my other “friend” approaching her. I was confused because other than that ripped paper effect that I know many people on tumblr use, I saw no similarities. Nic's headers are usually more complex and more than just a coloured background with a little effect in it. I just wanted to make some simple headers for fun because I was bored. But, regardless, I messaged nic about it to make sure she didn't feel the same way. I told her a friend of mine was worried nic might think my headers are similar to her's and I assured her that if she found them similar I would take them down, no questions asked. Nic told me she was surprised this friend brought it up and told me that it was entirely up to me if I found the headers similar. She never once told me she felt they were the same, never mentioned anything about them, she insisted it was up to me to do as I pleased. So, since I genuinely found no similarities, I left them up.

About a week went by and things between nic and I were fine, or so I thought, based off the fact that she was interacting with my posts, sending me cute asks and replying to a lot of my comments and stuff being kind and whatnot. Then, I decided to post a small list of my creations and the series I had running at the time.

After that, all of a sudden I got an influx of rude hate anons:

To anyone I mentioned the anons to, they agreed with me, you cannot trademark circular icons. This anon also accused me saying “just the fact that you had an anxiety attack about it proves you copied them” Like no sweetie, it’s called three strangers walked into my house and I got anxious.

Despite me not seeing the issue, I messaged nic, assuming she wouldn't care about the icons (it wasn't like I was taking her exact work and copying and pasting them as my own) and that made her very upset. When she responded to me, she was incredibly heated and gave off the vibe she was waiting for me to message her about it.

She said things like "this has actually been bothering me for a while", "i expected you to be able to read between the lines and delete the headers", "i don't know who that anon was but clearly they recognize my style". For starters, she never told me that she was annoyed with me, she was being very kind to me publicly. And I have no idea how I was meant to “read between the lines” of what she said especially considering how kind she was to me the following days. I also never accused her of knowing this anon, she just insisted it wasn't her and she didn't know them right off the bat. She also insinuated that I copied my gifs from others as well, which ticked me off because I made my 100+ layer psd myself thank you very much. But I kept my cool, and I told her I had no idea she felt the way she did, and I told her I would delete the headers (which i did as the conversation was going on), and that I would stop posting my icons and bringing attention to them because no one ever paid it any mind before that point. And I asked her “please tell me straight up the next time you have an issue with me because I am generally pretty dumb with social cues”, I have my adhd to thank for that. And instead of replying, she just blocked me. And conveniently, the hate anons stopped dead right after we blocked each other and I haven't received any since.

Also, these are the kinds of icons I posted:

Looks pretty generic and idk, universal, right?

Then, as I've recently found out today, she was in an "anti-loverjimin" groupchat with at least 2 other bloggers.

Which explains why this all went and fell into place. I know who the two other bloggers are because of what happened two days later but I won't name them just yet, but these two people had been "friends" with me for several months. So, a day or two after nic blocked me, all of a sudden some good friends of mine were blocking me and not talking to me when I asked what was going on. I found out soon after it was because nicole and those two now ex “friends” of mine had taken old dms I sent them and were showing them to people. And I will go into detail about them but I won't name the people they are about for privacy reasons.

Before I move on, to clarify some lies nic has been spreading about me, I never once shit talked nicole to my friends. One of these ex friends also said I was trying to get people on my side. I would have reacted to this all very very differently if that were the case. I would be dragging everyone through the fucking dirt but I don't get off on drama or micromanaging what my mutuals do. My issues are with these people, if you're still friends with them that's your decision i could not care less. So, back to it, the only thing I said about nic was that she and I had a stupid small fight over icons and that she was spreading lies about me, based off of what nic said to jordan.

That exact message, or slight variations of it, was sent to anyone I interacted with because I didn't know if nic was going to stop at jordan or try and get to everyone I fucking knew lmao. Some of the people I messaged this to told ME nic had done this kind of thing before, that she has sent hate anons, launched hate campaigns, cancelled people, etc. Over stupid shit like icons lmao.

Here are some responses I received after I mentioned nicole:

And nic or one of her friends also took it upon themselves to send anons to that tea blog to blow shit up and named everyone and made it an even bigger mess when they saw no one was actively trying to fight me after the dms got out.

I also love that in this following ask, they named my two “friends” that were behind the whole dm drama and backstabbed me, as well as two other people I never badmouthed, that story was twisted. But we’ll get into those details shortly.

And she also told people I clout chased big blogs and only cared about notes. At one point, yes, I did care a lot about my statistics. However, never once did I think clout chasing was worth my fucking time or energy, Nic is the biggest clout chaser on this damn site and there are receipts of that, ask jordan lmao. And I couldn’t give two shits about my statistics anymore lmao, much less anxiety that way. Do I still crave validation sometimes? Sure. But it's not a driving force of my tumblr experience like it used to be.

But, moving on to the dms, the first one was sent when I first came back to tumblr full-time and didn't understand why people self reblogged things, I found the pretence of self reblogging annoying and greedy and I complained about it and it was a comment fuelled by two bloggers that i would see sr a lot on my dash. But I never thought THEY were annoying, as these people are saying I did, it was self reblogging I found annoying and as you can see I have come to understand why people sr and I do it myself too. I didn't even know these two bloggers at this time either. That dm was cropped to hide the fact that this "friend" agreed with me and hid the date as well so it seemed recent, and was sent to one of the bloggers I mentioned as an example, someone I had since become good friends with.

I didn’t befriend one of the people I mentioned there until mid to late June. That friendship is now over thanks to this drama and all the lies. The second friend of mine they went after was never spoken about in dms, they went and turned her against me through lies and manipulation so that friendship has ended too. And while those two were doing that, nic went off to try and turn jordan against me.

There was a particular user on here that I did say some nasty things about but we weren't friends, as many people have been made to believe. I was particularly mad at this person in those dms and was hurtful, I admit, and I have since apologized and owned up to all of it to these people. I did call them fake and/or two-faced.

And what in the gassing me up bullshit was their response though lmao. I also sent this following dm before I even talked about the issue with this person. They urged me to continue and to name drop the person, and I stupidly thought they were trustworthy.

My reasoning for what I said wasn't unwarranted though, I don't make a habit of going around shit-talking people, unless they do something to me first. I vent when I am upset and this person had sent me a passive aggressive ask and then denied sending it when I asked and I thought that was just very fake, especially since she was so kind to me in dms before the ask came in. But all of these dms were cropped too to hide timestamps and responses, and in most cases, like those screenshots prove, these "friends" either gassed me up or egged me on to continue ranting or to name the people i was mad at and they had agreed with me on several, several occasions. Turns out they were trying to get dirt on me to use in their cancel campaign. But the point is, nic has made me out to be this horrible person that befriends "big blogs" (an overrated statement) and then shit talks them behind their back without remorse. Yet it was one person I said rude things about and I, again, owned up to it all and apologized to them the first day. I would've done it sooner had I a) remembered feeling the way I did all those months ago or remembered the dms themselves or b) felt that way still after meeting them. But neither is the case.

I find it really amusing though that these people wanted things to be kept quiet and didn’t want anyone they spoke to to talk to me about it because I was going to “out them on my blog” and “make a big scene”, then they three went and made it a big fucking scene and ruined my friendships. I’m familiar with this pattern of manipulation as it has happened to me in real life before and it’s the most childish bullshit to witness.

Before this callout day for nic, I had never once been directly rude to or about her, same goes for those ex “friends” that betrayed my trust and friendship. The fact that they plotted against me in a group chat while still actively talking to me and being all buddy buddy is just disgusting. Both of them were talking to me that day at the same time they were sharing the dms and shit-talking me to my friends. But yeah, that's my side, the untwisted side, of the whole story. I tried to be mature and talk to nic and when I didn't do what she wanted me to do, she blocked me and launched the hate campaign with dms and the power of photoshop. I’ve been hesitant to make any of this public because it was meant to be a silent ordeal but I’ve grown tired of her constantly publicizing everything without consequence while I remain silent like I promised.

#anon #replied💌#tw:negativity #drama #long post #read at your own risk aha #its a shit show #idc if you rb it #pinning temporarily for the next day(sih)#ish*#edited with screenshots and whatnot that i forgot i had on my phone lmao

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Ok so actually my biggest problem with the whole “Daenerys will burn KL” theory—not even the Mad Queen Dany theory, which is of course very sexist for obvious reasons, but just like, the idea that Dany will ~accidentally~ ignite the wildfire in the city, burning it all to the ground. That, at first, doesn’t sound that bad, but the longer I think about it the more I hate it because tbh it doesn’t do anything for her character? And also… that fate for her is just down right cruel.

Like, the most frequent argument I see on why this would be at all satisfactory for Dany’s arc is basically that it would be a sort of lesson for her about the dangers of unchecked power and the real threat the Dragons can pose on humans and that she shouldn’t use them to fight against other people. And that’s all well and good, excellent message… except that’s not something Dany’s ever really needed to learn? Not anymore that her fellow rulers, which I will touch on more detail later, but in general Dany has seen what the abuse of power can do. Starting with her conflicting feelings regarding Viserys and how she recognizes that even though he was her brother and she loved him, he also abused his power over her as her older brother, her only family and her king; she feels guilt about the atrocities Drogo committed to the lhazarene and tries to help them; she feels so much guilt about not handling things correctly in Astapor that she decides to throw away all her plans to go to Westeros and instead stays in Meereen.

And about not knowing the true danger that her dragons can pose? I mean, this is the same girl that literally agonizes across several of her ADWD chapters because Drogon killed a child, and then takes the extreme measure of caging Rhaegal and Viserion to prevent that from ever happening again. I think she’s at least a little bit aware that the dragons can be dangerous, thank you very much.

Ok so this got long...

Anyways, the only time Dany legit uses Drogon to harm someone and not just as bluff was at the house of the Undying, where she was being attacked, and in Astapor… and like, lmao, that asshole Kraznys mo Nakloz and the rest of his slaver buddies deserved it. Don’t at me. Also, Dany’s hardly the only one with a big magical and deadly beast at her disposal, why didn’t Robb had to go through some horrifying traumatic incident to learn he shouldn’t use Grey Wind in battle to tear his enemies’ throats. Bran will be learning about the dangers of abusing power, but that’s linked to his magic powers and an actual reprehensible thing he’s doing, not the use of his glorified prehistoric dog to kill, which he’s done, just like Robb. By all means let the narrative hold Dany accountable for her mistakes… but her actual mistakes and not shit she has no control over, because she doesn’t have much control over Drogon or the other dragons even though she’s trying to, and that’s very obvious in her last ADWD chapter where she’s delirious and Drogon could kill her at any moment, and she knows that.

The other big argument people make for Dany burning KL (even if it’s by accident!) is that it will teach her about the price of war, that someone as young as her shouldn’t be leading armies and conquering kingdoms, and that fighting for the Iron Throne is not a worthy cause, and I feel like that misses the actual point of her story by a mile. First of all because a) Dany is hardly the only teenage ruler in the story and b) this is a fantasy medieval story, a lot of the characters shouldn’t be doing the things they do, aaaand yet. Also speaking of other teenage rulers with far more power that they should have—Robb and Jon, being the biggest examples.

Granted, Robb and Jon aren’t exactly successful during their time as rulers, they’re literally betrayed and killed by their own men (even if Jon will technically come back for round 2 of bullshit he’s too tired for). But the moral of their stories is not that they lost because theirs was an unworthy cause and they were stupid kids wholly unprepared for their roles. And I actually partially agree! They are just kids, including Dany, and they shouldn’t be responsible for looking after so many others and going to battle, but their cause is still just and worthy, even with all the mistakes they make along the way. Robb didn’t loose because he was wrong in demanding justice for his family or trying to protect the riverlands from the Lannisters and their minions, he lost because Tywin Lannister was a giant coward who couldn’t take him out in a fair fight.

Likewise, it isn’t wrong of Jon to try to incorporate refugees from beyond the Wall into Westeros. He’s not too stupid and honorable to do politics like his father (how I hate when people insult Jon and Ned like that), and while he did some very obvious mistakes that inevitably ended in a coup and in him dying, this is more connected to his inability to let go of his ties with his family (mainly Arya or who he believes to be her), and in isolating himself from his friends and the people he could actually trust.

I’ve always thought that Dany and Jon share a parallel narrative within the story, so while Jon is struggling with that Dany is faced with similar problems. She cages her dragons, that to her represent the only family she has left, and she tries to compromise with the slavers, marry a man she doesn’t love, pretend she’s ok with reopening the fighting pit. While she tries her best to rule wisely in Meereen, it all comes at the cost of betraying herself and her beliefs, so it’s no surprise when it all crashes around her and she’s betrayed and nearly killed. Ironically, it is Drogon who comes to rescue her.

If they are monsters, so am I.—Daenerys II, ADWD.

This is hands down one of my favorite Dany quotes from the whole series, and I hate that it’s been given such a negative connotation in the fandom, when for me it represents Dany’s humanity and compassion at the fullest.

GRRM has a knack for humanizing the ‘monsters’ of his story, for showing the good in the outcasts and the ugly and the scary. He embraces their ‘otherness’ and makes them the heroes of his stories; Arya, Bran, Brienne, Dany, Tyrion, Jon, Theon and many others are all compared to monsters or beasts at one point or another in the books.

Dany sees herself in her dragons, literal monsters in every sense of the word. Later on she faces Drogon inside the pit, and in that moment you could say that she accepts that ‘monstrous’ part of her, and in doing so she’s saved from her fate of dying at the hands of the men who would crucify innocent children and gleefully profit off of the suffering of their fellow human beings while watching them fight each other to the death for their own amusement. Now tell me who’s the real monster in this situation.

But shortly before that happens, Dany is able to see the humanity in Tyrion, an outcast who has been branded as monstrous and unlovable due to his disability all his life, a man who has come to believe in his abusers’ rhetoric about him so strongly that he’s started to act cruel and detached. She saves his life. She sees value in his life when few others would, because she cares.

I’ve always find it funny that the “dragons plant no trees” is—another—example fans use to argue in favor of Dany’s descent into Darkness™ because the actual scene goes like this:

You are a queen, her bear said. In Westeros.

"It is such a long way," she complained. "I was tired, Jorah. I was weary of war. I wanted to rest, to laugh, to plant trees and see them grow. I am only a young girl."

No. You are the blood of the dragon. The whispering was growing fainter, as if Ser Jorah were falling farther behind. Dragons plant no trees. Remember that. Remember who you are, what you were made to be. Remember your words.—Daenerys X, ADWD.

Now am I the only one who finds it at least a bit relevant that it’s freaking Jorah Mormont aka Jorah the Enslaver whom Dany’s subconscious, at her literal lowest moment, utilizes to represent this particular thought, which btw I’ve always interpreted as Dany’s own self-loathing manifesting in her, and this is something she’s actually always struggled with—the idea that she’s not enough and she’s failing. Because above all things, even Westeros or the Iron Throne, what Dany wants is peace, she wants to plant trees.

When Dany made her descent, Reznak and Skahaz dropped to their knees. "Your Worship shines so brightly, you will blind every man who dares to look upon you," said Reznak. […] This match will save our city, you will see."

"So we pray. I want to plant my olive trees and see them fruit." Does it matter that Hizdahr's kisses do not please me? Peace will please me. Am I a queen or just a woman?—Daenerys VII, ADWD.

But of course the world doesn’t work like that, and so long as there’s Jorahs and Tywins and Eurons out there, men who would take the freedom of humans and submit them to their will, Dany can’t have the luxury of peace, just like Jon can’t have the luxury of belonging and family so long as there’s people still beyond the Wall who need his protection.

And I think that’s fine. It’s fine that Dany failed, it will help her develop as a character and realize that there’s no room to compromise with slavers, the metaphorical monsters of the story who do far more harm than the other more literal ‘monsters’ of the story. So that when she has to face down Euron Greyjoy—who btw, there’s a high chance he will end up stealing one of Dany’s dragons via Victarion using Dragonbinder… y’know, as in enslaving one of her children and using said dragon to inflict god knows what horrors, yet not many people ever consider this for some reason?—she will know. When she has to face down the Others, the magical ice fairies with no regard for human life, she will know.

That’s why I believe that it would make absolutely no sense for Dany to have to go through such a tragic and traumatic experience like burning a whole city even by pure accident, over something that’s either never been a problem with her character or she’s well into her way of learning anyways, so it would just feel repetitive. As I have pointed out, she’s already reached one of the lowest moments of her arc. Not saying there will be no other blows for her, and probably the destruction of KL will be one of them, and knowing Dany she will feel responsibility over it no matter what, but that doesn’t mean she has to be the culprit, intentional or otherwise.

#yes i wrote this whole thing because i actually love the ‘if they are monsters so am i’ quote and i’m trying to push my agenda on others #jk i spend like half a minute in an anti dany blog and i was like. war #but i don’t regret it so #daenerys targaryen #stormborn #pro daenerys #asoiaf #asoiaf meta #a song of ice and fire #valyrianscrolls #meta #my meta

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Sugar, Honey, Ice and Tea - Matthew Tkachuk (9)

all parts in the master list

It was obvious that you’d been reading far too much into the way Matthew had been treating you and acting around you.

It was obvious that he just really fucking liked your cat and that was it.

It was obvious to you now that you’d never have Matthew Tkachuk in any capacity so you needed to get over your stupid feelings and attraction and go back to treating him the way you did before the roadie.

So you did.

He had no idea what he had done to make her revert back to her old behaviors. He thought they were starting to finally get along and maybe, actually become friends. They spent small amounts of time together in their respective apartments and they were civil—bordering on friendly—at work.

“Hey!”

Matthew gave her a big smile and pulled up in front of her to bump her fist but instead of greeting him a similar fashion, she rolled her eyes and pushed past him without a word.

It was like that for two weeks and it wasn’t just at work. When they happened to run into each other in their shared building, she barely spoke to him and almost completely avoided eye contact.

He had no fucking clue what he had done to make her hate him again. Before all this started, he thought maybe they were getting somewhere, in some way he didn’t even know how to explain.

Everything came to a head after a home game and a huge loss to the Oilers.

Someone was knocking, no, pounding on your door and you were in no mood to deal with anyone’s bullshit. You had just arrived home from the arena after a devastating loss to the Oilers and you were in a shit mood. All you wanted to do was sleep and whoever was slamming their fist into your door clearly didn’t care you had a skincare routine to get through before you went to sleep.

You didn’t bother looking through the peephole, instead opting to rip the door open and tear apart whoever was on the other side.

“What the fuck?!”

He wasn’t who you expected to see, though if you thought about it, you weren’t sure who else it would be.

Matthew was still in his suit but his curls were more disheveled than earlier, indicating that he’d been running his fingers through them. He bit his lip as he looked down at you and the expression on his face was unreadable.

“Fucking, what, Matthew? I need to sleep.”

“Why aren’t you nice to me anymore?”

“Because I don’t fucking like you.”

You weren’t prepared to see his face drop the way it did and but you refused to feel bad for.

“Since when?”

“Since always, Matthew, we don’t get along. We don’t like each other, we aren’t friends.”

He literally shrank into himself at the sound of your words but it was only for a second before he was back up and on the defense.

“I’m so annoyed with myself that I thought we could even attempt to get along,” you didn’t see it coming but as soon as it hit you, you felt it hard and heavy, “you’re a miserable fucking bitch that can’t play nice with anyone. I’m not sure why I even fucking tried.”

It was enough.

It was enough for you to put your hands up on both of his shoulders and shove him hard, sending him crashing into the wall behind him.

It was enough for you to unleash hell on Matthew Tkachuk and scream the most hurtful things you could think of, not caring at all if the entire building heard it.

He didn’t retaliate in any way, choosing to lean against the wall and take your cutting insults while giving you no response at all. Your voice was hoarse by the time you were done screaming at him as you shrank to the floor just outside your apartment and watched his back head toward the elevator without a word.

Awkward, weird, uncomfortable.

Those words were the only way to describe the following morning as you sat directly in front of Matthew, doing a health check after he received a hard hit to the head in the last game.

“Are you feeling any dizziness?”

“No.”

“Any lightheadedness?”

“No.”

“Anything just generally weird or out of place?”

“Hm,” he chuckled slightly, “yes.”

“Tell me how you’re feeling.”

“I’m kind of exhausted, actually, but it doesn’t have anything do with my hit. I invited Ashley over last night and, holy fuck, she is incredible in bed. Like, really fucking good, so tight and ready for me.”

“This has nothing to do with your head injury.”

“You asked me if I was feeling off, I responded honestly.”

“This is inappropriate.”

“Is it? I’ve talked to other staffers about my off the ice situations before.”

He was trying to get a rise out of you and, so far, it was working. Your hands were sweating and you were irritated by his stupid smile and his comments about sleeping with someone pissed you off.

At that point, you didn’t care what happened to you.

“I say that because I feel like I can’t give you adequate advice about your bedroom activity. I have no doubt you enjoyed your evening with Ashley, but as a woman, I can’t pretend to know how she felt after your night of bliss but I can guess.”

You leaned over the table, your chin resting in your palms as you gave him your best look of innocence, “she wasted her time with someone who claimed they could deliver and she definitely didn’t cum.”

His entire face went fire engine red to match his hair and you politely excused yourself from the room.

Matthew Tkachuk was not going to make a fool out of you and get away with it.

Determined to take control of your strange situation with Matthew, you opened Instagram and sent a direct message you never thought you’d send, to Brady Tkachuk.

He was recently single, so why not?

#Matthew Tkachuk #matt tkachuk #Matthew Tkachuk imagine #nhl imagine #hockey imagine

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is shigaraki a bad bf? would he cheat?

Yes and No.

Would he be a bad boyfriend? Absolutely. Would he cheat? Absolutely not. Shigaraki is many things, but a cheater, he is not. Not because of some sense of morality or right and wrong, but because he won’t throw his lot around with just anyone and he won’t waste his time. If he’s not happy with you or he’s lusting after someone else more, he’s not going to play pretend to placate you. He’ll break things off immediately.

The chances of that happening, however, are pretty much nil. if you haven’t noticed, it took Shigaraki forever to warm up to his friends. Can you imagine how sure about you he’d have to be to make you his significant other? Sure, you can sleep with just about anyone, but he’s going to make it known that that’s all it is. If you’re nothing but a quick, cheap fuck, you’re going to be aware of that fact.

On the ‘bad boyfriend’ front, there’s really nothing for it. He doesn’t do it to hurt you or to purposefully be malicious most times. he’s just... bad at it. It’s just not in his nature, and he’s still learning how to care about other people.

He sees his lovers as an ‘Oh, you belong to me now’ thing rather than a joint relationship. He’s going to get very irritated when you get busy and aren’t around all the time, but he’s not going to understand that it goes both ways. If he calls or messages you, you had better pick up and answer. He’s prone to overreact when you don’t. Partially because he wants you accessible at all times, but also because of fear. He knows being with him is bound to put a target on your back, both from heroes and other villains. He’s not shy about making sure it’s known who you ‘belong’ to, so he needs to stay vigilant to keep you safe. He starts overthinking things when you aren’t where he wants you to be the second he wants you there, and even the tiniest of occurrences become a big deal.

He wants what he wants when he wants it. In his mind, your body is his now and if he wants you to give it up, you will. He doesn’t take rejection well and doesn’t really understand that not being in the mood isn’t a personal snub, it’s just a thing that happens. Welcome to men, though. He’s not above getting a little rough and handsy so if you’re into that, it’s great unless you’re really not having it that day. He’s going to turn into an impudent child when you tell him to get lost, so be ready for that. He’s very bad with emotions in general, so he finds other ways to express himself, and when he’s denied access to those other ways, he tends to explode. It’s not fair, but such is life with a super villain. Sometimes it’s possible to distract him with other avenues, it just takes a bit of know how.

He’s not going to care about shit like anniversaries or birthdays, because truthfully, there’s not a romantic bone in this mans body. He doesn’t really understand the difference between dates and just ‘hanging out’. Gifts from him usually consist of a new video game that he wants or the head of some hero that he’s been raving about for literal months. He’s either all about PDA or hates it and there’s no way to tell unless he initiates it. He’s very childish when it comes to jealousy and has no problem trying some voyeuristic shit to drive a point home, no matter how you feel about it or how valid the concerns are. He can be irrational and rude and insulting for no reason, and he thinks you’re overreacting or being stupid when you’re offended. He’s very straight forward and sometimes that can lead to problems.

All this being said, it’s hard to ignore the fact that he genuinely loves you. Believe me, he’s tried not to. Love sort of throws a wrench in his whole “I hate every living thing and I’ll kill everyone” vibe, but you can only fight the tide for so long. Eventually he’s going to come to terms with the fact this his mind refuses to operate cleanly without you around and he’s going to do whatever it takes to keep you by his side. Amazingly, that even includes apologizing (crazy, I know.) He wants you to be happy and comfortable by his side, so he’ll do what he needs to to ensure that it happens. This man does not do well with intense emotions like love or hate, so he’s got a bit of a flair for the dramatic. It can be cute, but it can also be utterly horrifying.

He’s a creature of habit and a prideful being, though, you have to love him for him and not try to change him into some bullshit or things are going to take a more macabre turn.

#Shigaraki #shigaraki x reader #morgana and friends #Anonymous

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Good morning good morning.

This is like, my third attempt at writing this because Tumblr keeps fucking me over lol. Happy Friday the 13th.

When the drama in late-June happened I mostly ignored it, choosing instead to focus excitement on the prequel and what it would mean by having Robbie Thompson there and just having new content added to this SCU [SPN cinematic universe lol].

However it’s a month and a half later and this New York Times article got me a little miffed. It reads as an attempt to save face, a hollow attempt at PR redemption, and, as usual with PR, gaslighting and tone-deafness up the ass.

Going to start with this paragraph first:

This is why I’m so annoyed and frustrated. Either Jarpad is the most tactless and clueless guy when it comes to his own words and statements, in which Jesus Christ why are you having him do press by himself — OR he’s the smartest guy out there which would also make him the biggest asshole.

[should state now for the record I don’t hate this man, I’m just frustrated and exasperated at this point]

This bullshit “uwu it’s hard to convey tone over social media’ and ‘uwu i just wanted to let people know I wasn’t keeping secrets from them’ attempt to gloss over what happened is, in my opinion, such blatant gaslighting that I couldn’t believe I was actually reading that.

Let’s take a look at these two tweets [screenshots taken from here]:

That’s not someone who’s struggling for the right words, that’s someone who got angry and fired off tweets before his brain could catch up and tell him it wasn’t a good idea. And this time it’s not some Delta worker or a random person at a restaurant, it’s his former co-workers.

Like this tweet to Robbie especially is not someone who is concerned about tone. If anything, he’s thinking exactly about tone because he’s choosing specific words and even hashtagging them:

And yeah sure he deleted that Robbie tweet but we remembered it, and we also remembered how there wasn’t any public apology for it.

Speaking of apologies, his apologies after were PR-based and stupid, first telling us not to attack anyone, so basically standing by his words, and then the real PR apology that felt really manufactured.

Another thing that irritates me is that if he read the damn article he would have seen it was a script commitment. According to him, Jensen told him the next morning that nothing had even been shot yet, when, duh it’s a script commitment. Jarpad should know what those are — he’s the EP for his own fucking show.

Gutted, coward, etc etc — that’s not someone who’s thinking about how to keep things civil — and indeed — if he was trying to do that he would have messaged these people privately before taking to twitter. This was a cry baby hissy fit, nothing less.

Moving on from that fun trip to Gaslight Land —

This part of the article also pissed me off:

Like — does he listen to himself or anything? That’s what you made. You are a white male in a law enforcement position on this show. Sure there are more family elements to it but it’s still a cop show. It’s not a procedural cop show but a cop show nonetheless.

And I dislike the origin story he keeps peddling in these PR interviews about the show. Seeing an article in 2018 of a border guard who questioned himself after seeing children in prison does not lead to a cop show reboot from a pop culture classic. Where’s the connection, other than “cop guy feels bad”.

It’s just such a tone-deaf thing to say, really, that you weren’t interested in making a tall, white, straight law enforcement character kicking minorities in the face. I haven’t watched it in detail, so IDK if he does ever roundhouse a person of color in the face, but you still made a show about a white man who’s a Texas Ranger. A group, I may add, that’s had some controversial history (like all of law enforcement really but still).

You could have actually done something with a border crossing guard having a crisis of faith. Maybe make the guard a third-generation Mexican immigrant, or really the son or daughter of any immigrant from Central/South America who’s wrestling with identity or something. Something other than a stale reboot of a pop culture show from back in the day that has nothing to do with the origin story you keep repeating in all these interviews.

I’m not going to go into every line about the article, those two bits just really stood out to me the most.

#wank bl #sorry i just hated reading that and just how it's just a continued hollow PR run for the season finale #i usually don't care about PR articles but this one really irked e #*me #i'm probably missing pooints but i'm not really that awake right now akwjeflakwjef #ETA the first paragraph i was talking about

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