#and the first two don’t count

[puppyeared]

personal character design headcanons + brainrot

Note: the re-bound!au does NOT belong to me, it belongs to @chipper-smol I’m just not normal about it lol

#I SAY PERSONAL BC ITS MY OWN SPIN ON IT. NOT CHIPPERS CANON UNLESS THEY DECIDE TO OR NOT YOU HEAR ME /LH #I made a banner and everything this time. PLWEASE send them your questions not me JAJFHDSF #I thought it would be cool if macaque has two separate forms as a shadow and inside a mindscape. like I wanted his shadow form to reflect #him in his prime and then the mindscape form as what he looked like when he died. or a more vulnerable state at least #based on LBD appearing to MK as the ivory lady when she died in the S3 special. I don’t know exactly what it was but my first thought seein #the white void was she was appearing to MK in his mindscape to talk to him. so I built on that #I wanted to give him a more ‘Smokey’ look as a shadow just based on how he manipulates them in the show like in shadow play. I hope this #makes it look cool and immaterial. and then his mindscape form would be more battered up and tangible #the last couple images are chippers ideas though since they said the monkeys are drawn to MK when macaque is possessing him lol #and the fact that macaque doesn’t have any senses unless he’s possessing someone + literally sniffing out wukong in the scroll 🤨📸 #I also have a vivid image of macaque moving from the mindscape to physical form like umm. kind of like when he passes the boundary between #physical and spirit/mind(?) it’s like the shadow covers him like ink. or pulling Saran Wrap over your face and it clings to your skin #so it kind of makes the shadow seem like a sort of shell or covering.. and I love the idea of MK meeting macaque in the mindscape for the #first time too. like the moment mac rescues him from LBD and MK sees him all battered and tired looking brooooooo #I’m not even sure if that would count as a mindscape but it rattles around in my brain like loose marbles #god I fucking love this au. gives me imagination fuel swear to god #my art #doodles #lmk #Lego Monkie kid #Monkie kid #lmk au #re-bound!au #rebound au #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #lmk macaque #lmk six eared macaque #lmk mk #lmk xiaotian

[capricioussun]

trick or treattt ꒰⁠⑅⁠ᵕ⁠༚⁠ᵕ⁠꒱⁠˖⁠♡

One month closer to spring already! 🌷

#three down six (I think) to go! #I don’t think I’ve ever drawn a version of these two 🤔 #except for ash I think. if he still counts #the first sketch of this is SO bad and honestly I still struggled a lot with the hood but. 💕 #OK ok I got the glasses fixed 👍 #snow and hail #clear sky sunset #worldofvaldis

[localbreeze]

testing new brushes (click for quality)

Dif Vers bc im so fucking proud of both

reblogs>>>>>>>>>>>>>>likes

#THIS TOOK TWO HOURS SCREAMING #MY HAND HURTSS 😭 #I should’ve took breaks tbh 🗿 #Does this count as a redraw to my first ever post on this website?? #Hell yeah 3 months improvement #Looking at you donnie #i think ur the only one who saw the old ver. We don’t talk Abt it #Ninjago #Ninjago fanart #lloyd garmadon #ninjago lloyd #nyxxart #gosh I haven’t drawn in a while tf

[some-zer0]

Archival assistants and divorce lawyers HATE these terrible, terrible men

(Individual “close-ups” under the cut)

#I listened to the entirety of the magnus archives in the span of about two weeks #and then immediately started relistening to it in order to catch everything I missed the first time around #and now I’m up to episode 58 #the magnus archives #tma #peter lukas #elias bouchard #more like elias DOUCHEard amiright #I don’t think this counts as spoilers for elias so I’m not tagging it as such atm #I did this

[incandescent-creativity]

Barbie: extremely driven narrative with clarity and focus and streamlined design that always pushes the message the director wanted to give, while making room for fun and for serious at the same time, full of diverse cast and characters

Oppenheimer: literally none of that

#one also passes the Bechdel test and one does not #three guesses which and the first two don’t count #barbie #oppenheimer #like if you’re going to make a movie about the man who made the atomic bomb #you’d think you’d at least go into it with an opinion on that man? or on the bomb?

[coconut530]

👁️Movie Night👁️

#6 #The Magnus Protocol #Okay Thursdays are like too hectic days for me so doodles will be posted on Fridays now hahahahha #I’m a teensy bit sad the eps have been getting shorter and shorter as the weeks go on but this one they still delivered #Very concerned (tm) for Sam like buddy everything’s okay here’s a blankie and hot chocolate mwah #Did you think Sam that the response department could Respond to you. Hm???? #Maybe don’t mess around with paperwork #Nothing’s better than hearing “welcome to my twisted mind” and “hello all you sick freaks out there” in Jonny Sim’s voice #Very perfect #“I only gave them my name how’d they get my address” YOU SHOULD BE CONCERNED TOM’S TERRORS #YOU JUST BYPASS EVERY RED FLAG #I WONDER IF THE GRAFFITI ON THE THEATRE WAS THE SAME GRAFFITI ON THE MAGNUS INSTITUTE #BC THESE BOTH SEEM LIKE “EYE” DESIRES #“It’s what’s on the inside that counts” DANGER POPCORN ALL POPCORN IS DANGER #…MOVIE NIGHT EVERYONE #Klaus sir if the computer code is German did you write it or are you in the computer beep once for first two times for second #Did Lena brutal pipe murder you #ALICE WHAT DO YOU KNOW DO YOU KNOW WE’RE LISTENING UHHHH NO WE’RE NOT #Also do you like how I made Tom the pupil of an eye shaped panel huh huh #I’m a genius #cool episode

[zerosocialskillz]

If I had a nickel every time I saw or heard of someone who thought Gabriel was a machine, then I’ll have six nickels. Which isn’t a lot, but what the fuck, man?

(If I were going to be honest, I don’t remember where the first two came from.)

#attempts at socializing #Ultrakill #Ultrakill Gabriel #blorbo talk #I remember that two of them originated from a tumblr user’s discord friends #one came from my tumblr mutual #and one came from the person who made a balloon version of Gabriel #but I can’t quite remember who were the first two who thought he was a machine #did I perhaps counted fanfics exploring the idea and mistook it as them legitemetly thinking that he is a machine? #I don’t know #shitpost

[thebirdmanhewatches]

Going feral about hinndredd and hinndredd Louie really all the hinndredd characters and versions of characters it’s where a lot of the older ideas regarding when hinndredd was on earth went along with the door lore, the Hamilton rip-off, the older version of current earth patchwork back when he was just a original patchwork reboot and not his own thing inspired mildly by bojack horseman, the older nightmare fuel reboot and associated lore, thauriel, Magnus tilby, more distilled and combined forms of characters that are sometimes somewhat demigod esc, the tower with myself at the top of it, azazel/cult on his endless quest to dig a pit, the scp characters, Magnus tilby, stuff regarding the origins of bauddalins, both types of joy(which ended up basically zombies without me noticing), every dropped plot thread that has ever existed, Magnus tilby

#hark says i #100%birdmade #ocs #<*| hinndredd #<*| bauddalins #oc lore #my oc lore is so self referential and tangled no one but me can decipher it #when you get two separate reboots of the exact same guy deep you know you’ve gone to far #when every remotely separate evolution of Louie Howard has been made into their own characters you’re in too deep #fuck I’m actually three patchwork reboots deep if I’m putting the first fully fledged form of the first proper patchwork reboot in hinndredd #hinndredd doesn’t count hinndredd doesn’t count #see having new ideas is hard so when I get bored I go back to old ideas but do them different this time #hence the fucking joshes(technically louies but Louie would be so pissed if anyone else had his name and I respect him) #I offer him a seat as a god of this world Ives made but he has no free will so he cannot take it I keep the option open for him though #oh shit there is another Louie Louie from back when they went to space but as previously stated Louie cannot think for himself so he cannot #actually be pissed at me #I could just not have louie from back when they went to space but a lot of hinndredd stuff is from just after his era and he and all the cha #racters surrounding him are so unique from their later counterparts I can’t help but include them #old Nora and Eira where fucking wild #plus like I want space travel and no one else does that except from Bob who’s lore is exclusively a David bowie animatic and becomes the god #of natural death after getting scooped by birds #aka god aka myself #so many bobs too I just don’t make a big deal out of it because they’re all from mostly irrelevant lore and I don’t like them

[more-better-words]

Girl help the silly funny thing I was writing is turning into Feelings

#can’t escape the gravitational force of Feelings #three guesses what I’m working on first two don’t count

[cowardlybean]

if i write another reigen major character death fic people will certainly think i’m nuts!

However.

#I HAVE. UM. what like threeee? unfinished drafts? where he’s erm. kicked the bucket? #and i know that makes me sound absolutely insane but two entirely rely on it as the concept and one it’s fake so does it really count #like for example (this wouldn’t be a spoiler bc it’s the first chapter) ritsu has an accident with his powers and. oh! reigen’s a spirit no #and the whole fic is his guilt and reigen trying to hide it #SO. YOU SEE. IM NOT BATSHIT FOR KILLING REIGEN AGAIN #i also like analyzing other character’s responses to tragedy like a lot a lot #my last big fandom had MCD as a big angst trope and even before that i was a sucker for it maybe i am a little crazy #um. if you read all this. hello i hope i don’t sound absolutely insane i swear i’m a normal human being #COUGH anyway #cowardly speaks

[jennycalendar]

had a cup of coffee last night — i do not usually drink coffee, not for any big reason, just because deviations from my routine have to be planned and when other drinks are on offer i default to the one i am most familiar with, and because i don’t usually drink coffee i didn’t realize that the caffeine would actually make my brain function the way that i am now certain my brain should be functioning. like i usually take an entire day to shower or cook or whatever it is but i cleaned the entire apartment and made my salad as well, and there was none of the “lying down for 3 hours for no reason doing nothing” in between? and now i am feeling very tangled and sad because i honestly did not realize my brain full on does work different on a lot of levels, and will need accommodations for things

#musings #lately for whatever reason i have been seeing a lot of posts across platforms #about how people are appropriating and co-opting certain mental health conditions when they don’t really have it #which is 80 percent of the reason i have not talked directly to most about my experiences here in the first place! #but like two therapists and multiple people in my life have been like ‘’hey this is probably a thing with you’’ #and essentially my entire family has one or the other or some combination of both #i guess i just sorta feel like i have found so many workarounds that at this point it doesn’t count? #like if it is not stopping me from living my life then why should it be a thing i think about? #but yesterday i experienced what it could be like in general #and realized how hard it has been across the board #to an extent i don’t usually think about #so yeah. maybe today is a bummer now that i am not Experiencing Caffeine

[ironwoodprotectionsquad]

I am seeing a lot of comparisons between The Owl House and RW//BY and it is tempting me to make a post discussing why everything RW//BY tries to do that TOH does is far worse compared to TOH.

#rwde #depression arc? TOH wins #main character death? TOH again #mc guilt over horrific events? two guesses first two don’t count #you get the point #lolz

[moltengoldveins]

. old bones .

(Went for a dig and found another old notes app poem. It’s about dysphoria, so heads up.💜)

.

There is a little girl I’ve hid beneath my bed in boxes, dressed in big clothes.

She’s tucked away within the stacks of old unfolded letters, pressed and tied closed. 

(And there are things I wish someone had known to tell her.) 

She shrieks and rattles the bed frame most nights, she’s a loud one. 

She knows she wasn’t right when she walked the world, she was a proud one. 

(She knows she was not made a cavern-dweller.) 

She did not like her name then, when called aloud. It hurt her senses,

To feel the world bear down and roar like thunderclouds. She was defenseless. 

She did not like the way her body felt lit from without, under the sunlight. 

Within she begged for something else, a name for times of drought, a tougher birthright. 

(It felt absurd to live set up beside the walking dead.) 

But I could live life alive like she was not allowed, her plan backfired.

She gets quiet quickly now, the raving stops and starts. She’s growing tired. 

(‘Take over, just for a little while’ is what she always said) 

I stole this from her, the body lit without, the sunlit road. 

I put her beneath my bed, I stuffed her skin, my fingers borrowed. 

(She was the first one here. She has always owned this head) 

I crawl down there to meet her there some nights when she is quiet, I tell her stories. 

Of college classes, Waffle House, our latest book, those little glories. 

She likes them. She’s not sure how she feels about the way we dress, 

But that sick uneasy swoop that came with skirts is there with her. It’s laid to rest. 

(There are so many things I’ll have to build and learn and witness in her stead.) 

#Hm yes three guesses as to whether I have borderline personality disorder #The first two guesses don’t count #Do I have a gender? Yes. Is my relationship with that gender really rocky? Also yes #Do I fundamentally believe I was beautifully and wonderfully made? Yeah #Has it taken me two decades to wrestle my way to a passable acceptance of that fact? Very much so yes #Just because I love the Church (Bible edition) does not mean I always support the Church (fandom edition) #I’ve got more trauma than a tied bag of wet cats fished from a river #Poetry #Bpd #gender dysphoria

[elendsessor]

still can’t believe those goddamn libtards have been using atlus to poison the youth after taking it over

i mean??? smt 5 protag, seraph, naoto, and izuma? all using those dang pronouns and that they/them bullshit? the gaming industry has fallen to the wokes 😔

#i don’t think i need to say this but. this post is a joke. #many megaten characters are very gender tho #seraph is literally two people but also not really so the they/them #5 protag disregarding the nahobino stuff is a he/they icon #i think the naoto gender debate is stupid and pointless n people should shut up about it #but i hc naoto as using any pronouns. it makes sense to me shhh #first time i saw izuma i just. they’re a they/them i stg #this isn’t counting like. 20+ other characters btw #and how i swear almost no megaten protag is straight #shantien rambles #megaten

[ribcageteeth]

idk how to explain this in a polite way, but just because you saw a cis boy on tiktok wearing a skirt and thigh highs, that doesn’t mean that the “pastel space prince uwu soft boy” subgenre of trans guy has been, like, accepted by mainstream society

#every day i see ‘positivity posts’ that go like ‘enough support for the pastel softboys shoutout to REAL trans men’ like shut up lmao #as someone who was largely bullied out of the pastel softboy thing you know who i never see positivity for? first two guesses don’t count.

[exopelagic]

okay facing consequences of my actions

#I thought I’d gotten away with it this time #okay it’s 3am and I may have discovered something that completely ruins me #everyone is asleep so I can’t tell if this is me being sleep deprived or not! #so I need to sleep now but I haven’t cleaned my code up or written my answers #I do Not have time #if I don’t sleep now I’m gonna be having a bad time tomorrow morning and I am significantly less productive rn than I could be #with other people around I kinda need that y #so I should go to bed. but also. this code needs cleaning. but also. even if I fall asleep now I’m only getting like 5 hours MAX #I need a good few hours tomorrow morning to have a shot at doing this properly #so it would be more useful to sleep now and wake up as early as possible than keep going tonight bc I’m not going to finish tonight #okay. fuck. I hate this #if I could think straight I’d be able to fix this easy which is probably a good reason to sleep #it’s just an annoying logical problem that I gotta follow through bc currently I’m stuck between three possibilities and there might be more #I have these two rasters and I gotta calculate the area overlap #the first method counts the number of presence points in each (probably) and then counts the number in overlap raster w manually set values #the second counts total predicted points and points where they’re predicted to be alone and does a calculation with that for each species #that one with all points from both species + pseudoabsence. vs method 3 which does that with just individual species coordinates #method 1&2 are now homologous now I JUST caught the logical error but method 3 is what he gave us #but actually he might have fucked up in not including pseudoabsence #i don’t know if method 3 works for two different species either honestly #it gives me results I like much more (my overlap is 100% for one of the species and that shoooouldnt rlly happen even if it’s possible) but #I think it might actually just be wrong because it can’t account for #wait so the line is taking the prediction for all coordinates for each species for each species’ initial coordinates. and not pseudoabsence #and that set of predictions for each species coordinate set is then taken and yeah it’s no longer comparable you can’t count each alone #not with two different species bc you need an overlapping dataset to do that OKAY I have solved that logical problem my initial method works #which is annoying bc the result sucks but whatever I checked the rasters and it’s actually identical so #okay now I’ve figured that out. twenty minutes later. sleep I think it’ll help most #luke.txt