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#and thats only scratching the surface of just these three not even includinh the other two
chisatowo · 3 years
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I wanna talk more abt my pastel*palletes hcs but I'd have to explain my hced dynamics between everyone and hoo boy would that take a while
#rat rambles#band posting#long story short; they all care abt each other a lot but they also have a lot of issues and very different ideas on how to help everyone#chisato and maya especially tend to frustrate the other a lot in that regard#chisato and aya's dynamic is also very complicated because although it is unintentional chisato really feeds into a lot of ayas issues#and like aya rly doesnt do a good job at hiding it but chisato tries very hard to ignore how her words may hurt him or the others#they have had jt drilled into their head that things have to be like this. sacrifices must be made to make it in these fields.#which is why I think they sort of unknowingly hold a grudge against maya#Im not gonna write a whole essay on my hcs for her but basically she very much has her limits and boundaries to what shes willing to change#and/or hide abt herself and that high key freaks chisato out a bit#just... theyve had to sacrifice so much and here maya is doing just fine for himself while not doing that.#thats not to say I think things are going perfectly smootly for maya. because theyre super not.#but shes still managing to have a decently successful career as an idol despite being decently open abt her identities#and that freaks out both chisato and aya quite a bit#aya has been pretty aware of his gender and sexuality for a while now but had long ago accepted that coming out wasnt an option for him#and chisato has basically been dodging thinking abt that shit for years by simply telling themself that they couldnt be not cishet because#thatd ruin their career so even considering it cant be an option#and thats only scratching the surface of just these three not even includinh the other two#is all of this definitely more deep and serious than was ever intended in canon? absolutely. will that stop me? absolutely not.
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