#and that's only in 4 months... i'm just still peeved abt the 'ok but what's there for u.' like

[leetm]

ok so. to go more in depth in comments LOL

#what's there for u at home besides ur dad..... #ive been down here for almost 4 months in georgia. def not happy 2 be here anymore #like im not ungrateful or anything but like i said in my last post #i feel like i cant talk to anyone thats back at home or anything bc she like. gets mad or wtv #just blows up n literally Explodes and it's draining and i'm looking for ways to get back #im not the same person i was when i was there and i don't like it #like i cant go back to her all i can do is be better . and ummmm yea #like... our convos r not the same whatsoever . and it's weird as hell #they're just so morally different n i dont want any parts of it like. At All #i just need to get back at home n she was my ride but nowwwww she's not going back #so im like 😐😐 nigga.... this is daunting #like! she claims she doesn't wanna keep me here but they also say stuff like. ????? #who CARES! #u mean my life my heart n my soul being at home? besides that? bye! 👋🏾 #i'm sick......... it rly is weighing on me. HAHA losing my mind #it's sickening LOL..... i just wanna b back home already i'm just so 😐 abt going back on a plane. SIGH #n my sister seems so disinterested whenever i talk abt it like. she's blown up at me uhhh i wanna say the 2-3 times i've mentioned it? #and that's only in 4 months... i'm just still peeved abt the 'ok but what's there for u.' like #SJSNSM #sorry abt the beginning tags i meant that's what they say n it's frustrating lol #negative / #dl