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sastiel-is-my-serotonin · 4 months

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Thinking about how Jessica pulling Sam into a kiss, and him immediately holding her face. The two holding each other closely, where the world seemingly fades away for both of them. She's everything to Sam, it's obvious and beautiful. And it was taken away all to soon, all too sudden.

#I don't talk about them much but they were such a sweet couple that didn't get enough time #Not nearly enough but she meant so much to Sam her memory carries on even in the latest seasons #And that's just #It's lovely #jessica moore #sam winchester #samjess

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milkmynk · 1 year

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Just rambling / putting my thoughts down...

I think what’s truly tragic is that KDJ might have, given enough time and love, learned to love himself. Towards the end of the novel, it was clear he was starting to accept that he’s loved, but he has not yet accepted that he’s worthy of love.

But. You can see him slowly coming around to the idea that perhaps, just perhaps, he does deserve a happy ending. You can see it in his tiny, fragile dream of living together with all his loved ones in a big house. A person with such great ambitions in tearing the Gods themselves down from their throne, and that’s literally all he wants out of life, that’s his happy ending... (Great, now I’m SUPER sad.)

But whatever amount of self-acceptance he had scraped together was completely destroyed when he found out that he was the cause of all his companions’ pain and suffering, that he caused YJH’s suffering, that he was nothing more than a hypocritical sinner.

It triggered his freefall back into self-loathing. That last act of self-sacrifice was less sacrifice, imo, and more a desperate act of atonement. He no longer dreams of his happy ending, because he thinks he doesn’t deserve it.

#orv #spoilers #I often think about that quote from Fruits Basket when I think about KDJ #'The first time I loved myself was when you loved me'#might be paraphrasing a bit but that was the gist #how does someone who has never loved themselves pull themselves out of self-loathing?#I imagine it's immeasurably difficult #the only reason KDJ started to was truly because of his companions' love for him #through their love he starts realizing that he is worthy of love #and that's just one step away from accepting he deserves love #but how does he continue accepting their love when he finds out he caused them untold suffering #his love caused their suffering #how does he forgive himself for that #he can't #that's why he freefalls again #and that's just #horribly tragic

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rainhearted-ramblings · 5 months

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Burning

Just pop a pill and move along, You don't get to lie in bed until you've sold your heart For a dream that brings you no joy. You haven't heard it all until your teeth are rotting, plucked out in another's heart. It's a dog eat dog world out there, they'll tear you apart Unless you do it first, Fangs in your arms And brains in your buccal cavity, Upturned memories sacrificed For a semblance of sanity.

"Look at how I've got my life in order" You speak through grinded bones when really, waking up takes about the same effort of it all. So pretend you're not sinking Because even musicians on the Titanic kept playing till their souls were torn apart.

Because we're all slow motion trainwreck hearts and emptied out heads Pretending to be alive. Inhaling oxygen means you're slowly burning yourself alive. That's why you're legally burnt out when you're shivering in the cold.

Because really, you don't get to sleep Until you've run yourself into the ground And when your legs are strewn across the sky You'll get to stay in and sleep for a day. And sew them back on the next.

You're not burning, it's all in your head. You're not drowning, you're just lying in bed. And really, You're not dying until you are dead.

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not12001ants · 29 days

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I love familect so much. whenever someone looks slightly uncomfortable we ask "u okie, (name)?" in a sweet little baby voice. when someone is talking to just talk we say "my dog ate a cicada". when we don't wanna share we tell the other person "you be jesus". instead of asking what happened, we say "whaaa happa" in a mickey mouse voice.

#the third one is made even funnier by the fact that I am jewish #there are so many more but my brain is blanking #just there are these people I love #I love the so much we have a language only we understand #and that's just

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jonroxton · 2 years

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jory: hi bart, long time no see :)

bart: fuck you i’m hot and rich now

#mystuff #seeds of yesterday #the dollanganger series #also! ALSO!#cathy describing each one of her kids: my god they're all so hot #oh man bart is difficult to pin down #bc technically he's being manipulated both times #first by john amos and now by joel #and it's heavily implied both john amos and joel did all those horrible things #but it's never made clear and there's enough bart's done that makes you wonder #idk maybe bc i like bart (lol as a character) i believed that he loved apple and clover #and that jory was maybe the one person he wouldn't actively (physically) hurt #even sleeping with melody is part of his warped perspective (now that jory quote-wasn't-unquote a man) on what love and comfort it #ultimately what's really sad is that #bart seeks solace and comfort from all the things that ruined cathy and chris's life #and that's just #that's tough man

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whiteshipnightjar · 3 months

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Zoozve, my beloved

#i cannot tell you how much this made me smile just bc it's so full of love #moon #venus #zoozve #long post #sorry about that it's very long but it's very entertaining i hope you enjoy this lil zoozve gem haha #astronomy #astrophysics #space

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camping-with-monsters · 10 days

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For those of you who weren’t able to get 100% of the total solar eclipse today… I gotchu <3

#THE MOON WAS OVER THE SUN THE MOON WAS OVER THE SU #we were in the 100% area like I just casually live here lmao #april 8th eclipse #total solar eclipse #solar eclipse #2024 eclipse #April #photos #eclipse photos #eclipse #2024 solar eclipse

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wizardpotions · 4 months

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Christmas as a cultural icon is starting to get really dystopian in a climate sense, december has historically been a time of year in which there would be snow in a significant portion of europe and north america, and the fact that its not even icy this time of year and all the christmas songs and decorations reference a time of year that will likely never exist in the same way again in my life time is so strange.

#for reference i live in scotland so it is weird that there is no ice or snow in december anymore #shitpost #not really but its just how i find my original content #christmas #climate change

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tothechaos · 3 months

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this is what every tiktok screenshot looks like to me

#its always a persons face and its always cropped to be like. just their eyes. its so fuckin weird #1k #5k #10k #25k #50k #100k

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kochei0 · 1 month

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I turn to Ares.

Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK

⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon

#greek mythology #ares #athena #greek gods #dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise #on some level at least #man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11 #thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful #romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it #also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now #my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming #i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one #kochei doodles

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necromimetics · 5 months

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can’t stop thinking about my friend’s cishet partner who said last night that he doesn’t think anyone is the same gender. god-tier take.

#sky.txt #we were talking about how some people conceptualize nonbinary as like a 3rd gender #rather than a huge spectrum of experience #and he just hit us with that

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butchfalin · 5 months

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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again

#yeehaw #1k #5k #10k #posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference #edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense #also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags #1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now #he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic #2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign #like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock #3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing #it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is #extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once #it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life #i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about #Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect #if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it #aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week

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cemeterything · 2 months

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it's such a bummer that losing control of your emotions only makes the entire situation worse in really embarrassing personal ways. losing control of my emotions should give me pyrokinesis.

#🐉#guess who just had another goddamn breakdown #caused by trying not to have a breakdown and failing no less

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butchdonne · 5 months

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