#and that'll be all for tonight

[royalarchivist]

Tubbo: What was wrong with the timing?!

Pac: You did it in the worst possible timing! Everything was–

Bagi: I think we ruined the kiss.

Everyone:

Pac: It– it wasn't the kiss, more– you know? It was– *mumbles*

Tubbo: IT WAS MORE?! IT WAS MORE?! ON THE FIRST DATE?!

Bagi: WE DON'T NEED THE DETAILS!

Fit: That's not what he meant!

#Pactw #FitMC #Hideduo #Tubbo #QSMP #oBagi #FitPac #Fit #Pac #Bagi #January 9 2024 #I'll see if I can add a transcript of the subtitles but that'll have to be another day #Trying to accept that I can't do it all without experiencing massive burnout #Anyways enjoy! #I don't think I can do another one of these tonight but maybe I'll find another short scene that I want to do it with #Subtitles #Edited #I tried so many different ways to keep the translations in here #but there was no way to format that in that wouldn't make it look messy #or that wouldn't require smaller text #o(-( #I hate covering up the subtitles but didn't have many options this time #Portfolio

[todayisafridaynight]

their playlist sucks

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #ryu ga gotoku 2 #ryu ga gotoku 7 #yakuza series #yakuza 2 #yakuza 7 #yakuza like a dragon #masadai #daigo dojima #masato arakawa #snap sketches #i do have an actual masadai playlist but like. i dont have to unleash those horrors onto the world #maybe one day. that'll be the day i make a spotify account and not make youtube playlists ☠️ #day long my wrist still hurts so why dont i. treat myself to the funnies :) #i have to do so much comm stuff this week this is my treat before i die #hell i might start one of them tonight since it is an aoki comm so that'll be funny #ok bye ima go make noodles i didnt eat all day

[altruistic-meme]

so i need 1600 words by tonight ;;;; oh boy;;;; wish me luck

#why do i always end up writing so much tho like once again #this is supposed to be like 50% done and im not actually anywhere near that :'))) #but it IS gonna be at least 5k #which isnt actually........ what eeds to happen... it SHOULD be 50% of whatever its gonna end up as.............. #but i have no idea what it'll end up as bc i can never predict that #so we're just gonna try and write fast and hard through dec-jan bc ill have more time off :'))))) #and try and get the story to a good point #i man i know what the ending will be but im trying to hit all of the scenes i wanna include ;;; #i think..... #maybe once we get through the beginning.... we can do a story of montage of shorter scenes??? #and then go back to another longer scene at the end ???????? #like 2-3 Long Establishing Scenes - #5-6 Short Connection Scenes - #2-3 Long Finale Scenes #???? #that #..... #that may work...... #ok so really what i need to do tonight is get through the opening introduction scenes #cus that'll at least get me to 1/3 the way done....... #it won't quite reach 50% cus that's be including some of the shorter scenes #but it'll be SOMETHING #ok #ok we can do this #i need to go back and write the first scene with Kevin #and then I'll need one with everyone....... #but we need to get a little bit more of just the one first.............. ok...... #I'm 1600 words or more. shouldnt be too big a problem..... #i ahould. move to my desk for more confortable sitting..... #shh ac

[asahicore]

guess who just aced an oral exam in GERMAN of all languages... im never shutting up about this im a whore for academic validation so im gonna be so happy for the next few days.. nothing bringing me down anymore !

#emma.txt #AND THE PROF ASKED QUESTIONS I WAS NOT EXPECTING AT ALLLL #i tried not to panic but damn she asked me about the ethics of white authors writing about minorities' experiences #which is really interesting.. #bUT THE SEMINAR IS ABOUT THE REPRESENTATION OF WHALES IN CHILDREN'S LIT #and like thats already a nuanced /complex enough discussion as it is #but to do it in german... i was so lost #got a good grade anyway so its all good lol #got an iced latte and a donut to celebrate! woo #this is turning into a diary entry but anyway i'm going out to karaoke tonight as well so that'll be fun #and i'm going to a piercing parlor next week with a friend.. #still debating what i should get pierced #im hesitating between nose.. or another ear one #if u read this help a girl out #ok bye now !!!!

[shirogane-oushirou]

wanna draw ren so so so badly, but i'm just getting out of an awful flare-up and i'm still struggling with brainfog so bad i can barely watch youtube vids. GRAAAAH.

#i at least got good news yesterday: 1) new cardiologist is gr8 and 2) he said my heart's in great shape all things considered! #now i just need to figure out why my brain's being so difficult so i can draw my Guy as more than a doodle for the first time in... #/checks calendar/ several weeks... fuck. i miss him. :( #rn it's like all 4 versions of him are swapping places on the microwave plate and nothing's actually cooking. yknow??? #i might try doodling tonight and just posting whatever comes out. like that lugia art i did. maybe that'll get the art juices flowing again #📌 [ my posts. ] #💭 [ my thoughts. ]

[phantom-of-the-booty]

London has been amazing so far 😍

#just getting back from Camden market #so many food options #so many shops #ahhhh it was so cool there #bought a hat just like luffys #went to platform 9 and 3/4 #got some wands #the tube is great to use to get around #really wish the US would invest in it but nooo don't wanna lose money 🤦🏾‍♂️ #anyway still got a nice dinner planned tonight #that'll prolly be it for us #i know she's wore out from all of the walking

[that-starlight-prince]

Laying in bed listening to music and stretching and sprawling around and looking at what my internet friends posted today and temporarily forgetting who I am and all of the worries that go along with that

It's not happiness, it's a pretty neutral feeling, but it's peace and that's so hard for me to find and I just want to bottle this up and hold on to it

#like there's nothing abt tonight that'll be memorable a year from now #but that's not the point i know i can't be ecstatic and happy every day #it's that i wish i could just be like this all the time. just. peaceful

[austerulous]

I basically never participate in munday, but my daughter has taken to carrying around an old, dog-eared photograph of me and my husband. So here you go, Puffin c. 2007:

#we are babies 😭 #anyway! i thought i'd be on last night but i crashed and fell asleep early #the perils of getting old #i'm here to make mischief today though #i'll be focusing on threads rather than dms or asks #might try to catch up with some ooc stuff tonight #i'll also be clearing out my follower list #that'll include folks who haven't shown much interest in interacting #or who i don't feel gel well with me and my gaggle of characters #it's nothing personal #anyway i hope you all have a good day and aren't feeling the monday blues ♡ #◈ — ooc; puffin speaks

[daz4i]

suicide and general negativity ig

i hate that english doesn't have a good word for מיואש (filled with despair. hopeless? ig) bc this is how i'm feeling fr

there is just. nothing good. and there is so much bad - both BAD bad bc of the war but also mundane bad bc yknow, Life - that i'm getting so overwhelmed i can't handle anything

my whole month is filled with medical shit and there's probably gonna be even more bc i need more tests and they're all just. such a pain to do (it sounds whiny but genuinely i can't handle them. just thinking abt them makes me so anxious bc they all require lots of painful preparation, sometimes for a few days, and they're so gross and require being poked with needles which my medical trauma certainly isn't helping with. and even tho i did so many already they can't find shit and i'm so tired i'm so done with this body

and like. it'd be one thing if i wanted to live. if i wanted to make my life better or thought it was possible. but by now i know it's not and i know i won't so it just becomes infinitely harder. like if i compare life to being in prison, it feels like the warden decided to torture me just for fun to make it even worse

but there is nothing good there is nothing to look forward to bc everything is shit and nothing's worth it and i hate when ppl tell me to enjoy the little things bc there is nothing to enjoy about them either. i can't have most of them anyway. i wish i could. but this shitty ass body and fucked up brain won't let me

there is no future for me i know i'm never gonna amount to anything when i can't even do the most basic shit about being human, literally how am i gonna be able to fulfill my """"potential"""" when i can't even do stuff like eat or sleep normally. when i can't go outside. when i can't handle being around people. when my body crashes and burns after standing for a few minutes or walking for more than a couple hundred meters. what even IS there for me to achieve in such a state. the only win i can have is getting out of bed and it doesn't feel like a win because i don't. want. to live. i have fucking professionals, people getting paid to help me do at least some of these things, and i can't bring myself to even take the first step bc just thinking about it makes me clam up so bad i can't move or talk and everything starts hurting so much more

there's not even. mundane fun. or joy. bc no one i know has time or energy for that. bc that's just what being an adult is ig. not that there's much to do in order to have fun anyway. like i said nothing to look forward to everything is so shit and nothing actually brings me joy anyway and it's not like i can handle being around people enough to help with that

i was not meant to be alive i am not designed to exist and like at this point I'd assume my who knows how many near death experiences may have been the universe trying to correct the mistake that is my existence and for some reason not managing to pull through the final stretch

i'm so tired i'm so done with this i wish i could be killed in some certain quick way bc i can't. i can't handle any of this. this is too much

#vent #a very long one. because. i am doing very bad rn 👍 #i am in the trenches as they say. #suicide // #what if i take a bunch of pills. ik i'm just more likely to throw up then get hospitalized but man :/ #my body is so fragile yet so resilient at the same time. it can't handle anything but it survives through everything #man i'd ask for help rn but idk what even could help me rn. other than being killed i mean #already took a clonex and i can feel it fighting for its life to calm me down but unfortunately. my shitty brain's shittiness is stronger #anyway sorry for all the negative bullshit it's been a bad week and it's gonna be a bad month #january usually is honestly. #i mean last year i met [redacted] and they did make me want to live but! that lasted a month. so. no more will to live for me 👍 #sorry for the even more negativity #trying to keep it contained to one post at least to spare your dashboard more bullshit later tonight #...i want to know ppl don't want me gone tho. maybe. idk if that'll help. but. ugh idk how to ask for things sorry

[violetsareblue-selfships]

good morning!! <3

#gonna finish out what i can for the underwater section (got to 78% yesterday :3) #but it seems this region is supposed to be done alongside a world quest so oops? it'll be fine i have teleports now i can use lol #but i wonder if i wanna start that world quest or if i wanna go do the other region first... #that'll probably be decided tomorrow unless i'm done ridiculously early today #but yeah #those are the plans for today #i'd love to write tonight (bc again i haven't yet this month and it feels odd) but we'll see~ #anyways i hope you all have a good day/night!! <3 #morning rambles

[lessthanimpressedlesbian]

Since they have 8 potions of possibility among the party, I wouldn't be surprised at all if the group uses 2 or 3 of them for the ritual. I can see the group holding off on using them until after the first contribution, just to see what happens. But I have no doubt in my mind that Imogen will use hers for her contribution. She so desperately wants Laudna back, and I don't think Laura Bailey would risk failing at her part of the resurrection. They have such a high chance of bringing Laudna back if they can roll up to 6 times! Really, the only barriers are the state of Laudna's soul and Delilah (that I can see, anyway. I don't think VM will refuse to help).

I'm just really hopeful for tonight, and I hope the dice gods are kind to us all.

#critical role #laudna #imogen temult #i really miss laudna #and i want her back #i dont care how they do it #but i hope imogen gets really defensive about her use of the potion of possibility #i think it would be interesting if she suggests they all use one but someone asks if thats a smart thing to do #since they would be down from 8 to 5 potions #i can see imogen fighting back #but anyway #i want laudna to come back tonight #and if we get an imodna confession then that'll just be like a mountain of cherries on top of an already huge sundae

[desperatepleasures]

ugh having another allergy attack only 2 days after my last one and I'm like. blowing through my benadryl stash at an alarming rate

#i think i have some hydroxyzine left maybe??? might try that #+ might have to take sleepy meds tonight bc if i take the amount of benadryl it'll take to reduce the itching enough that i can sleep #then I'll feel groggy and shitty tomorrow like i did on sunday :/ #ok so I'm thinking like. 1 hydroxyzine + 2 benadryl + either melatonin or thc. hopefully that'll be enough #i made sure to shower and to put all my work clothes right in the wash tho. so there's that #hopefully tomorrow i can call & try to schedule an appt with an allergist #cause i simply Cannot live like this forever

[byanyan]

tonight we're debating the possibility of byan having at least once been sent to one of those nasty boot camps for troubled teens

#but at the same time would any foster family have been willing to expend the money to 'fix them' when they could just get rid of them? #hmmmmm 🤔 #something that'll require more research before i make a decision but i am Thinking about it #okok trying to finish those scar prompts tonight sorry for all the ooc #━━ ˟ ⊰ ✰ ooc ⋮ don't @ me.

[rillette]

Another panel redraw wip :J

#wip #this one is specifically for me and the three other transfem hal truthers #anyways I've been doing most of these in like one day but this one has THREE panels so I will not be finishing it tonight #Panel dialogue composition is so fun also like genuinely #fitting all of the peices together so the bubbles guide ur eye from panel to panel <3 #I got impatient and drew the shadows in the first panel on the same layer.... #that'll be fun to clean around later </3

[todayisafridaynight]

NOOOO RIGHT 'CAUSE LIKE... the way the Arakawa Family specialize in faking deaths already, I'm sure Jo was so on top of everything. And who better to walk Masato through it right... flight's the perfect time to get started if it's gonna take like fourteen hours...

BUT YES. YEAH. Like The Day Of he's just paralyzed with worry and caught between wanting to do something and not wanting to go against Aoki... maybe at most he chances calling Arakawa telling him to be careful, because that's not too conspicuous given his role in the dissolution, but Arakawa just gives him the old I'll Be Fine Worry About Yourself... and, you know, why shouldn't he; they've always had their enemies and he's Arakawa the Assassin, he can handle himself... he can let himself have that fleeting hope, but deep down... and THEN he finds out and has to act like he didn't mean anything to him and has to go back to his duties like nothing happened... OUGH

Can I just say. Literally such an insane fucking series of scenes in Coin Locker Baby. Because you get Jo's despondence when he's saying he might have killed Arakawa--he's being a bitch to provoke Ichiban into a fight, but it's also an admission his inaction played a part, isn't it... and then you get him expressing that he's familiar with Ichiban's need to protect Arakawa... and then you get the sheer desperation and insistence in his voice when he says he could never kill him... and then you get--I'm not totally sure how clear it is in English--but you get him actively saying his feelings go deeper than Ichiban's without really explaining how... and then you get the tinge of fondness when he's thinking back on the old days when Arakawa lived up to his name... Like. Why Did They Do That. Any Of That.

ALSO. GOD. I've gotten so much shit the past couple days because I said I want to lock Jo, Kume, and Tendo in a room for five minutes For My Entertainment. Reading those tags felt like coming home honestly 😭 Like, even Ichi was ready to kill someone over Arakawa, and Jo was out here threatening to disembowel people [in the dub]. And I Think They Should Be Allowed To. As A Treat. So FOR REAL the biggest "I'm so glad we get to talk" 😭😭😭

On that note genuinely so funny that I took an extra ten minutes re-rendering the video because I forgot to put the "flashback" part in Arakawa's subtitles at first but then nobody read it 😭

But it's also something I've been mulling over because I'm delusional. Getting actors as high-profile as Nakai and Takei back for just A Flashback is kinda crazy to me because Arakawa and Jo's screen-time took up a full four percent of the entire game [over ten percent of the cutscenes] originally. But then if it's multiple flashbacks equivalent to that... what exactly is going on here that the past is so intertwined...

And Because My Brain Is Evil there is the fact that technically speaking, Yokoyama only said that line was from a flashback, and specified Arakawa wouldn't be appearing in the main story. Now of course a normal person would interpret that as him reassuring the audience he won't appear in any present-day scenes, but part of me was like. Oh So A Side Story Is On The Table [<- it's not it's fucking not it will not be in a million years]

JUST. WHAT ARE YOU GUYS COOKING WHY IS THE KITCHEN DOOR CLOSED WHY ARE THE WINDOWS BLACKED OUT

ANYWAYS that's enough from me for today I am [as always] glad you enjoyed One Missed Call and Kyouen, ABSOLUTE bangers

YAYA THATS WHAT IM SAYIN YOU GET IT. UNSURPRISINGLY BUT YOU GET IT ಥ▽ಥ

no but thats what i MEAN like i already was jokin with myself like 'jo and arakawa probably had A Thing right lmao' BUT THEN THE WAY JO TALKED BOUT ARAKAWA AND OBVI THE GENERAL FACT HE COULDNT KILL HIM REALLY JUST MADE ME (。・∀・??) AND REAALLLY LOOK AT EM CLOSER THE SECOND TIME AROUND like genuinely for what. it will fuck me up until i'm dead and gone SOOO unnecessary and yet they did it..

wack that people wouldnt want to see kume and tendo stuck in a room with jo like. from what i know everyone is a part of the We Hate Kume gang so. cmon. kume will be shredded into candy floss within five minutes. it'll be fun (๑❛ᴗ❛๑)

OK BUT NAKAI AND TSUTSUMI'S STATUS WAS A BIG REASON WHY I DIDNT THINK ARAKAWA NOR JO WOULD BE BACK FOR LAD8 THAT'S SO VALID TO CONSIDER THAT its that idea that just has me especially wondering what the plan is. im not expecting them to have MAJOR parts (or in arakawa's case too many flashback segments) but they MUST have a SUBSTANTIAL amount to warrant bringing them back right..

#long post #snap chats #when it comes to Famous Persons Coming Back i was also just like 'theres no way they could get george takei back right' #LISTEN i know the eng dub is not to be spoken of but it exists and it cant be denied takei's REALLY prolific in the states yeah #so i HAD to ask it was WORTH asking myself. unless they decide to swap arakawa's eng VA but w/e its not overly important #moving on. its ok most people dont read anyway no worries about missing a subtitle </3 a painful reality but. we take W's where we can. #OH BUT TO END /MY/ NIGHT THO i LOVED One Missed Call UGH such a good horror movie #i wanna watch it with my dad so bad he loves horror/suspenseful movies and we used to watch em whenever id visit him #KYOUEN'S A DARLING OF A SHOW SO FAR I THINK IVE SAID THAT ENOUGH but yeah......... BIG love........ #i'm almost done with it. if i said i finished it earlier i think i lied i cant remember POINT IS I JUST HAVE THREE EPS #i plan on watching them before stream time tomorrow so that'll be cute :] #buuuut speaking of finishing watching things i Just finished watching the first We Make Antiques movie and UGH #love. love love love it was so silly but also really fascinating to watch... team of forgers thats WILD and i loved it.. #i wish i had access to the sequels tho like PLEAASE i wanna watch these two be losers more.... #they became domestic with each other so quickly like goddamn.. money can do anything #it can make two dudes trying to con each other work together.. its beautiful..... #ok now thats all from ME for tonight. id talk more on the jo and aoki bits but theres a good chance ill do that during stream #or. ill draw it during stream. me drawing is the same as me talking now innit Let My Bullshit Speak For Me etc etc #ok thats all from me fr this time BYE

[h-i-raeth]

some The Sum Of Our Parts for wip wednesday please?

(for WIP Wednesday)(On AO3 here)

“Kevin had some information I wasn’t aware of. It… Changes things. This is now my best option.”

“Okay,” Wymack says, easy as that. Just as unwilling as Kevin to look the gift horse in the mouth. Or, more likely, experienced enough to know that questioning Neil further would just push him in another direction.

#wip wednesday #the sum of our parts #& that'll be the last of what I'll answer for tonight (though I always accept late asks) #the rest of my inbox is all Shadow which is still mostly editing so it'll keep for a bit. might tackle them on sunday.