#and that shit hurted 😔

[shima-draws]

Actually genuinely started crying when Luffy almost said he wanted Usopp off the ship and then Sanji interrupted and yelled at him. What the hell. This shit is so sad what the FUCK bro

#In TEARS rn. Esp bc they’re really driving it in hard how MUCH the entire crew cares about Usopp #Even Sanji and Zoro who aren’t overly affectionate with him #My heart is BREAKING my kokoro is brokoro!! THAT SHIT HURTED!!!! #When Luffy and Usopp started arguing that’s when the waterworks started. I was sitting there like 🥺😭 my sweet darling boys pls don’t fight #The boys are fighting 😔 #Also it’s understandable why Usopp’s in denial and doesn’t want to let the Merry go but it’s also SO frustrating #Bc he’s clearly making it out to be that Luffy doesn’t care about the Merry #When in fact Luffy was probably the MOST upset at having to let her go #And he fucking AGONIZED over the decision to get a new ship #It’s a burden as the captain and he accepted everything that came with it #But Usopp just. Doesn’t get that. Bc he’s got too much of his own personal shit going on #And Luffy is upset that Usopp would even think he didn’t take the time and consideration to think over what to do with the Merry…… #ZERO trust there. Usopp’s majorly disrespecting Luffy. I bet Zoro in particular is Not happy about that #God this arc is written so well. I’m so upset. I’m SO upset #Lies down #One Piece #Shima speaks

[wolvertooth]

LOOK AT THIS ALT COVER LIKE..UHM.......hellooooooooo gorgeous🙋‍♀️

#sabretooth #victor creed #also we're in the fuckin dark timeline cuz of this shit being co-written by victor lavalle and not greg pak😔 #vic fans we are NOT gonna win this one.......maybe next time.... #ok. like. i DO like him being violent. im not saying i dont. #but he has the ability to CARE about others and they keep stripping him of that. hes multifaceted. hes way more than that. #like Yes he Does have the ability to formulate plans to hurt people emotionally..but he doesnt have to #at this point they better have an actual reason for him hating logan this much cuz its been almost 40 years and its getting olddddd #*lays down on the floor* sighhhhhh....i would treat him well if i was allowed to make my own v_v

[mokeonn]

One of my favorite things about being in my early 20s is that I'm starting to understand that I can use things not for their intended purpose. When you're growing up, you get told what an object is and what its intended purpose is, and as a kid/teen, I just accepted all of it at face value. As a young adult it's finally clicking that I can simply do things a different way if it makes me happier. Sure, I was taught that you stand to take a shower, but there's nothing stopping me from just sitting if I don't feel like it, ya know? I might have always had my medication in the kitchen, but if I'm no longer remembering to take it, I can just move it somewhere where I can remember. You don't have to specifically store all food in the kitchen, you can have a little snack cart or snack station in another room.

The downside to finding out the various ways you can use objects is that you develop habits that would probably go on an r/relationships post where everyone says you're a little freak.

#simon says #i just developed a new habit (it's too tmi to put here) and I just know that it's some weird shit #it works and it makes me feel better so I'm gonna keep doing it #but it's some shit that would end up viral where everyone would go 'yo op you should break up with them thats weird' 😔 #i was just thinking about this though because every week or so I learn that I can just do what I want #because there's no fucking object use police I can do what I want #i HIGHLY suggest getting into this habit. if you find something annoying or frustrating you can just do it differently #'I hate washing the dishes because my legs hurt from standing for so long' you can bring a chair and sit or you can break it up into chunks #like on the one hand I'm learning this because I have autism and a plethora of other mental disorders #and it's FINALLY clicking that I can self accommodate whenever and however I so please #I'm just sorta learning that if doing something makes me feel better/happy/gets the job done to do that thing #even if it requires using an object in an odd way #hell there's even some little things I've been playing with #for example: my whole life we sorta just lifted blinds only about halfway up #just sorta how we did it ya know #well recently I decided I wanted more natural light in the sunroom/my office so I wouldn't have to turn on the lamp #and I lifted the blinds all the way up to the very top #and honestly?? it fucking rules. the room looks nicer; i get natural light; i can see the forest out back and it's quite calming and nice #like for ages I just never thought about doing that because it just never occurred to me that I could #i just always put blinds about halfway up because that's about how high blinds do in my household #another little one I learned is that I can just... wash my hair #sometimes when I get too depressed or if my body doesn't need a shower but my hair is greasy #I just shove my head under the bathtub facet and wash my hair #it's just a small thing but for years if my hair needed to be washed I would just take a full shower #now I just fix my greasy hair. bc greasy hair is a huge ick for me but sometimes my body is still clean or im too tired to fully shower #like there's nothing stopping me from doing that and it doesn't hurt anyone. it's just a way of bathing that I wasn't taught #but yeah those are some recent examples of me learning I can just... do stuff differently #the free will is kicking in babes and it has decided I love finding ways to use things differently #it's why im doing a bg3 run where I just press loot all no matter what and use whatever I can in odd ways #anyways I might delete this later might not who knows

[camgoloud]

you ever just. become overwhelmed by a sudden out-of-nowhere wave of tenderness and affection and longing for reconnection directed towards someone to whom you no longer speak for Very Good Reasons

#‘out of nowhere’ she says like she hasn’t been doing a lot of reading/thinking recently about various tragic messy breakups #and the later regrets of the parties involved #anyway. tell me not to text her #it’s been over two years since the last time we talked… absolutely no reason to break that streak now. lord give me strength #she was really fucking mean to me! like objectively intentionally unwarrantedly cruel! it ruined an entire year of my life #and fundamentally changed me as a person on a deep level! there’s a lot of things i used to like about myself that i don’t think i’m ever #going to get back #and yet every once in a while we have to do the whole ‘maybe i could make things right’ song and dance 😔 #the thing is most of the time i’m not even really angry with her anymore like enough time has passed since all the shit went down that #really i just sort of look at her behavior and feel sad. both because of the impact on me but also because of the ‘that’s really how you #felt you needed to act towards someone who cared about you? you couldn’t have just expressed your feelings in an honest and productive way #instead of just lashing out in the cruelest possible way and ruining the entire relationship beyond hope of repair?’ #and i feel bad and sorry that it went that way and honestly i kind of pity her and hope she’s gotten some of her shit worked out #so i’m not like. actively pissed off at her anymore. but also i can’t think about her without thinking about the worst year of my life so 🙃 #i don’t actually feel that trying to reopen that door would be very healthy for me at least #we did try a Reconciliation of sorts a couple of months after the initial falling-out and while it was kind of helpful for me in that she #like. apologized lmao. and affirmed that i wasn’t crazy and she did in fact On Purpose say the most hurtful things she possibly could have #said to me given the information she had at her disposal. and that i really had not done anything to her that could warrant that. etc. #it also left a sour enough taste in my mouth that i just don’t see a future where the two of us spending time together is enjoyable for me #and yet… the regret will always live inside me i think. maybe if i were a stronger person… #caseyposting

[tweedstoat]

Wellness culture will tell you that you don't "deserve" extremely common human experiences like romantic relationships until you optimise yourself for efficiency and perfection like you're a Grand Prix racecar instead of a human being.

#anti-wellness culture #alternatively hilarious way to sidestep getting asked out on a date #me @ some poor sap: sorry im not rlly dating at the moment #guy: oh no did someone hurt you :/ #me: no i just often forget to eat salad with my lunch so i cant 😔 #when i say wellness -> neofash/white supremacy pipeline this is the shit i mean #because the logical conclusion is that if for whatever reason you cant ever achieve these things #you just dont deserve to date or have romantic relationships #i wonder what usually results from romantic relationships? families and kids ofc!!!

[hailsatanacab]

new chap new chap new chap 👻🎉

#dpxdc #batpham #dcxdp #dpxdc fic #my LORD this chapter my GUYS #there was such a different ending to this you would not BELIEVE #i cut so much out i am RUTHLESS #and really tired lmao #danny was meant to destroy his phone in front of bruce and bruce would have done that double take 'good lord' gif #hey guys can i hold a poll for what should happen to the fentons because i am honestly stumped #i know how everything else is going to happen but i have no idea what a satisfying resolution for them would be #perhaps there is none #is that the ultimate tragedy? the people who hurt you just get to go on being normal #nothing has changed in their life at all #and nothing about you will ever be the same again #man poor danny 😔🤚 #love you my boy. despite all the shit i'm putting you through #cetbwa #FUCK i forgot to tag it #ah well #UGH someone talk to me about motivations before i FUCKING LOSE IT #guys i have work tomorrow i'm going to cry. i have to sleep early rather than lose my shit on the internet. #girl woes #anyway! #goodnight my bugs my loves and my sweet turtle doves #i'm so tired #night

[aejeonghae]

So you tried to kiss me?

#zenra meshi #naked dining #全ラ飯 #kondo shori #yutaro #souta x mahiro #mahiro saying 最低... that shit hurted 😔 #edits #drama: japan

[mqstermindswift]

#it hurt but i really needed that reality check #nicky shit talks #😔 #taylor swift #folklore #Spotify

[deers-doodles]

Here's some late night low quality kallamar doodles (low quality because my phone sucks ass at taking pictures of my sketch book and I dont have a scanner XDD)

#cult of the lamb #cotl #deersdoodles #cotl kallamar #bishop kallamar #he emotes with his ears #he still kinda does even after nari's shit show but it hurts when he does it and its not as obvious with how little he has left of his ears #also excuse my handwriting #i write too fast for my own good 💔😔 #yknow i just realized how little i post kally on here- #that *might* change? #dunno tho #depends on how often i end up drawing him

[takitori67]

I HAVE DONE IT FELLAS.

#i screeched so hard my throat hurt 😔 #unfortunately he said i was asking too much so he didnt come the sixth time #but fortunately he appreciated my hyping and unintelligible pleading. even though it was embarrassing him #now the next target is... :D you know the drill!!!!!!! #rambling and talking #anw i got nezha. casgil. and lanling as well #my king does have a fondness for me..... 🥺 i mean hes actually np6 now holy shit....

[p-p-panda]

Random art vent lol

I get tired of constantly pouring my heart out when asked about my stuff only for it to fall flat. Like why did they even ask me to begin with??? Just to tease me??? 😭 bruh

#this is very different than what I usually post #I don’t really like doing it but tbh this has been bothering me for the past couple of months in different places I’m active in #and it’s starting to become annoying #i listen to everyone’s lore and ocs or whatever the convo is only to end up with like one reply and they die on me. AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING #IN DIFFERENT Group chats #man I’m just so tired of even lore dumping all the time at this point 💀 #it seems like when I actually have the motivation to finally open up that’s when I get ignored the most :/ #I’m probably being a sensitive baby rn so I might delete this later. only wanted to get it off my chest #i can listen to other people talk for hours then the second I speak it feels like bore everyone 😔 #i only have like 1 or 2 people that actually listen to me when it’s my turn but most of the time I’m always listening. which isn’t bad but #man #it hurts and kinda makes me wanna cry lmao #and it makes me just half ass shit at this point when people ask about my ocs/lore since I don’t know if they want a tiny bit of info or #if they’re actually intrigued :/ I just give up now #ok I’m done this is way too long ahaha #vent #it’s not that I constantly want atteion because I don’t and I love listening to other people and sometimes when I ask they don’t talk to me #but will to someone els even when I’m super invested so idk at this point #😞 #i admit I have times when I’m shy but it mostly due to not wanting to wast peoples time anymore #ok I will shut to the up #gn #it’s like 1am for me #and I really don’t want people to ask only because of this post. trust me that’s not what I’m trying to do i swear. only getting out feels

[plutoeyes]

batshit insane favour to ask my mutuals—

plz dont unfollow and forget me because i’m on a hiatus 🤗🤗 ok bye!!! ily !!!

#nothing hurts me more then coming back and all my bbgs have abandoned me like an abandoned children’s toy #srly why do y’all do that shit??? very picky stuff on this blogging app #if this happens to me again istg im going to make it personal #cause like bestie???? what happened man #😧😔

[xamaxenta]

Bc i never plan my art unless its for a zine idk how to further proceed w that gym piece i never intended for it to have a background but i felt called out by the post that mentioned the things artists who dont draw bgs/dont often draw bgs do and i didnt wanna just post another Ace art of him standing in a void but now i have to adjust the colours and most modern gyms are like greyscale with one highlight colour and its driving me insaneeeee

#like the bg will stoll be blurred to shit but im just fuuuck i already chose Ace’s colours and i like them but #😔😔😔😔😔😔😔 maybe im over thinking it too hard #bc i take so long to do lineart in general i never think abt backgrounds bc thats gonna be even more lineart which pains me further #to think about but #i do want to stage characters more and do better lighting #but im just gettin stressed bc i didnt intend for this particular piece to have a bg and now it does and its #i have to make them work now which is a nightmare #maybe i should just scrap the bg fuck #finish the shading at least on Ace move on to other stuff #i tried a ton of methods last night but nothing lmao #maybe i was tired maybe i was distracted by ear pain #hoping to get it checked today bc my jaw hurts now 😭 #and im still so tiredddd #i slept nine hours wtf #whiny xam hours im sorry #shut UP xam

[monogramsalarm]

tee hee *kicking my feet in the air*

#m.txt #covid test was negative thank god #but also other illness exists so that doesn’t mean shit #i got into bed at 9 am and it is 1pm and i have not been able to sleep at all bc of my cough 😔 #i’m definitely calling out of work tonight cuz FUCK dude everything hurts

[minty-bubblegum]

There's no cheezy moon to my minty bubblegum dramatic sigh I'm so bored 😔

#moony 🌕 #But my cramps were so bad this morning I was crying 😭😭 #And also I can barely move out of bed 😔😔 #Smg #I HATE THIS SHIT #plus puberty weird asl so no I'm just 10x more aggressive 😢😢 #I DON'T LIKE BEING MEAN BUT I'M PROBABLY GOING TO BE SO BITCHY UGH #I WANT TO RIP MY BODY APART LIMB BY LIMB AND THEN REARRANGE MY ORGANS #MY BACK HURTS SO BADD TOOOOO 😭😭😭 #WAHHHHHHH #god knew I'd be too powerful with a dick #😾😾 #Any moots up 🥺🥺 #Y'all wanna uh idk 🥺🥺 #PUNCHES school in the face #I know it's gonna suck when I go back tomorrow 😭😭 #At least I don't have to be near those weirdos called my classmates for a day #Only a select few I actually like #I miss Kate 😔😔 #She's the only one who keeps me going thru every day bc she's in all my classes #Also we're married too so like 😋 #I miss you moon even tho las night you exploded my inbox with “no maidens” bc I used up all my posts. 😔 #So bored :3

[spotsupstuff]

on the topic of overseers, have you ever seen this video? https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-Vy_c_KO6BM

yep! great animation and honestly how i imagine overseers move around n all that, but i'mma be real with u chief, RW is one of few things that can actually like.. legit make me distraught and Moon getting her neurons eaten is the main one so the end of the vid always leaves me sad

#spot says stuff #rw #i dunno what it is about RW!!! i dont feckin know! #but i cant handle the thought of hurting moon like that. like if a new player eats a neuron cuz they didnt know thats okay but anything- #-else fucks me up. im not usually like that with media! RW just does shit to me i guess #this one time i watched a streamer quite literally sadistically eat the neurons- like he was giggling about her screaming and stuff n i- #-legit got sick. cant even handle the jokes about it i hate those jokes sm 😔 #spot lil feefees bitch moments i guess idk #other than that boppin impressive vid. 5 minutes of animation dear stars above......... i cant even get thru a 30 second animatic