#and that fucking sucks lol idk my mum kinda said the same thing but theres literally nothing i want more right now than my own space

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#just asked out the guy ive been talking to for a couple of weeks #he said yes and agreed to a covid safe picnic which i was nervous about #I've been putting off meeting him cause i was worried putting boundaries up and being comfortable yk #proud of myself even if it'll suck and won't go anywhere #he seems really nice so far tho #so yeah #personal #just gonna edit this one cause i dont feel like making a new post #this has nothing to do with the guy the date is tonight i don't wanna go but its fine #i really feel like i need to move out asap but I'm terrified about not having a job i guess #like i do have savings and it can totally pay for 6 months or so and hopefully I'll be able to find a job by then #but i had a talk with a friend last night and she said it's not really enough and that she wouldn't do that if she was me #and that fucking sucks lol idk my mum kinda said the same thing but theres literally nothing i want more right now than my own space #i feel caged and stuck here like i can't do anything because i dont have any space for anything #a normal person would start looking for a job but I feel like i need a break first #idk what to do #if i could I'd fly to see my brother and take a breather but that's not gonna happen anytime soon #ugh someone hold my hand pls