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#and that I’ll have gained weight
horrorlesbians · 9 months
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I think working ten hour shifts is slowly eating me alive. it’s nice having three days off (since we work 10 hours we still get our 40 hours a week so we get another day off) but half the time on those days off unless I have plans I end up just laying in bed all day because I’m exhausted
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flock-talk · 1 year
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Special babby boys get to break their diet routines
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beautifel · 2 months
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theres noo way i can possibly get thru this year
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magdalenas · 4 months
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honestly i think being sick and losing weight has caused me to be sick like .. mentally
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tomhoppusdelonge · 5 months
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wannaseenirvanaa · 4 months
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as a former anorexic im still absolutely terrified to gain a substantial amount weight one day. i hate that my brain thinks like that it drives me crazy
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vanity-complex · 1 year
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dark-magical-ships · 1 year
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Y’know. As much as I love sharing f/os (like I genuinely love sharing, it is absolutely the best if jealously/anxiety of that type is not an issue for you), and as much as I enjoy writing…. You would think I would write x Reader fics for Seto, huh
#or really any of the other f/os but Seto primarily#I’ve never really tried? I didn’t even know they were a thing until I found the selfship community not even a whole year ago#imagine self shipping for 10 years and never knowing x Readers exist. I was DEPRIVED#anyway. might try that sometime idk. maybe if I can ever figure out a story I want to tell for a more generalized Reader#the closest thing I’ve ever done is 4th Wall which is in first person but the protagonist definitely has a name and her name is my name#as such it has s lot of details from my life. Amy is curvy like I was in high school right now….#but as time passes and certain medical stuff happens she’ll gain weight in college. idk how much of that will get into her diary…#since I just genuinely have never cared about my weight. but the more I see shippers talk about themselves…#the more I think I really ought yo emphasize this a bit.#since she’s me she’s also technically a masc-aligned trans person who eventually ought to be using he/she pronouns#for the sake of narrative simplicity I probably won’t be depicting this directly…#but if I think of a really cool way to sneak it in I will :P#but 4th Wall isn’t really the point here. the POINT is that I really like to share f/os but Kenna’s off the Kaiba train#and I miss the headcanon exchange :’)#anyway you’d really think I’d try writing some Y/N fic huh. maybe I’ll try it sometime… idk#I’d want it to be gender-neutral but also race-neutral and work for any body type. short ficlets are one thing but a long story#that can’t make the MC's attributes too detailed would be a challenge for sure#hmm. thoughts#🐉💙 cocoashipping 💙🐉#kinda but not exactly lol
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mostlykind · 1 year
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have a friends engagement tomorrow and I’ve been so excited this whole week and today I tried on the dress I’ve been saying I’m going to wear and I felt hideous in it. pulled out a “safe” backup option and hated that even more. then a third. settled on something completely different to the look I was going for and now I’m miserable :-)
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I’m just gonna write this here because it’s been living rent free in my mind for..*does the math* eight years. Gross eight years, I’m fucking old. Anyway, this happened when I was at the ripe age of 16. That time where your insecurities are at an all time high and everything sucks and you’re pretty sure no one will ever love you. 
For some reason, I had gotten this burst of confidence and thought: “hell yeah, I think I’ll wear a bikini for the first time this summer”. I had my own job and ordered this real cute floral one online. I also ordered a shirt I liked and waited with bated breath for my package to arrive. It came in a box, I brought it home, my mom asked “Hey, what did you get?” 
I wasn’t quite ready for everyone to know about my confidence boost so I just said “A shirt”, to which she replied “There’s no way only a shirt came in that box, you’re lying. Tell me now”. My my, quite some aggression right of the bat. My fear and anxiety skyrockets and I tell her I got a bathing suit. Well she wants to see it…great. So I show it to her…she wants me to put it on…awesome. 
This new found confidence of mine has plummeted within seconds as I put on the suit. Suddenly it’s too tight, I’m sucking in my gut, and I put on a pair of shorts to maybe hide my shame. 
“I’ll wear these shorts with it,” I tell her. She’s just…staring at me. There’s clear disgust I’m sure. I can see it in her eyes. It’s taking everything in me not to cry. She tells my sister to hand her the iPad so “I can take pictures so you can see what you look like”
She makes me turn around, gets all my bad angles. At this point I’m hoping to drop dead soon. 
After she finishes clicking away, she hands me the iPad and says “Now go look at yourself”. I shamefully rush to my room and close the door. I don’t need to look at the pictures because I already know I’m a fat, ugly pathetic mess. So once I stop crying enough to where I can breathe, what else is there to do except cut the emotions away? Cut them out. Bleed them out. Make everything go away with thin lines on my thighs. 
I’ve never spoken of this with my mom. Never brought up this event since it’s happened. In her mind, she’s justified because I lied to her so…this was an apt punishment I guess. It’s something that’s stuck with me for years. How could it not? It’s one of those defining moments you look back on when you realize why your self confidence is so fucked up. Why you’re so critical over yourself. Even now, writing it out, all those emotions are running back and I’m hating myself again. 
Just gotta fight it. I need be to nicer to that 16 year old girl. I have to show her the kindness my mother didn’t. 
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redkidblues · 1 year
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i think i may have hit a weight loss plateau? not sure though
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kittykatninja321 · 2 years
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I’m so glad west Africans collectively decided that wearing bright ass colors and loud ass patterns was cool and hot and en vogue because it is and I love to have fun
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per1shed · 1 year
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living with the knowledge that several times a day i could pass out and die from low blood sugar episodes
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mabelsguidetolife · 2 years
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i’m glad that even though i’ve lost an almost concerning amount of weight in the past couple of years, i still have a lot of strength despite practically zero exercise other than everyday activity….. i would be especially concerned if it affected my bodily performance or health but as far as i know i’m good other than being weirdly bonier than i’m used to
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alexa-crowe · 2 years
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it’s amazing how i’ve almost forgotten what it’s like to eat carefreely.
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I got given some new medication and the psychiatrist here said there was no side effects but I looked it up and there is side affects
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