#and tbh it’s always wild to read this and be like ‘oh i guess i am lucky to have these experiences
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⭑⌗ 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐑 𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐈𝐄 𝐇𝐂𝐒 + 𝐟𝐞𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫
✶ let's go ahead and clear that idea that ellie wouldn't be like. immediately obsessed with you and giving you secret discounts on the weed.
✶ she met you five seconds ago and she was like. why would she ever pay for anything?? she's literally my reason for breathing?? (ok babe 😭) so you're getting that stuff for lowest price she can possibly make it. and if you flirt a little?? she's wondering why she's not just handing you the bag for free.
✶ when you guys get closer, she notices you're kinda into pink so when she sees pink papers???? she's SLAMMING that card, best believe. when you're freaking and like HOWD YOU GET THIS she's trying to pretend to be all cool like oh idk just found 'em and thought it'd be funny but if you like 'em you can have them ... i guess 😒
✶ if you're a little inexperienced with it she's a little protective and is like oh i don't think you should try that this one's way better and gives it to you on the house like?? you're trying to pay for it and she's like noooo it's for you just take it even though that was some of her good weed and she never gives that out. but you're nice and sweet and her bestest customer so who is she to charge you??
✶ when y'all are closer she literally just starts buying shit for you. you're like oh my gosh this bracelet is literally so pretty and next time you come over she's like so.. guess what and there's the bracelet in a box under two pretty pre-rolls (that she's also not letting you pay for btw)
✶ n you're so worried about breaking her bank when she does it but she's literally living lavish because she's everyone's dealer and no one with weed isn't getting it from her. (charismatic queen tbh)
✶ plus if you think this is gonna kill her wallet just wait until you guys start actually dating. she's not even waiting for you to ask for shit, she's telling you to put your cart on public so she can surprise you all the time.
✶ you're like babe how am i gonna pay you back and she's like just .. be pretty for me, yeah? 's not hard for you at all. (just flustered myself give me a minute)
✶ and some random things i just think she'd do:
✶ texting you high out of her mind about dinosaur facts because she just knows too much and needs to get it out immediately (she's such a nerd I love it 😭)
✶ trying to shotgun with you but she sees your face lookin' all pretty n dazed, chokes on the smoke, and just simply never does it after that. (give her a week, she'll be back)
✶ reading a shit ton of sci-fi. she compulsively reads savage starlight all the time but she's actually obsessed with the whole genre n can't exist without it atp (she DEFINITELY owns a few space cowboy books and before meeting you she would always imagine she was the lead guy with the hot love interest who was definitely some kind of alien. don't question it.)
✶ if you're a plushie girlie (me fr) she's ALWAYS buying you plushies. but she always buys one that matches yours for herself so you guys are "always together" or something. idk she's a little bit of a loser.
✶ she's so bad at keeping up with skincare but now she just weaponises that and makes you do it for her. literally rolling her eyes and pouting if you do yours without her, mumbling shit like "oh yeah, just forget about ellie, huh? that's what they all do" until you're like babe what??? 😭
✶ also i know that everyone says this but she really does own some weird ass shirts 😭😭 she'll get high and buy weird shit like that shirt that just says tomatoes it's so wild going through her closet lmaoo
✶ and because of her high shopping she also has some weird ass bongs like. seriously. there's a an astronaut one with octopus legs for sure, i can feel it.
✶ high ellie tweets>> she's actually so out of pocket sometimes 😭 some of her greatest hits would probs be
✶ also she was so nervous around you and wouldn't look you in the eye for too long because she didn't wanna scare you but then she got a little bold when she found out you liked girls and then was just straight up cocky when she realised you liked her, too (that blunt flick when dina said she wanted her to kiss her .. yeah that ellie)
✶ she's just the bestest, silliest, nerdiest girl ever and the best girlfriend literally anyone could ask for 💞💞
hey guys back with another banger hope you guys enjoyed make sure to like follow and subscribe‼️ no but seriously give me opinions because i love hearing you guys have little convos and the reposts are always so wild 😭😭 thank you new jersey, and goodnight (also don't look at the tags im shy) as alwaysss creds to @ cafekitsune bc these dividers are so mf cute
#˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ — reine writes !#ellie williams#tlou2#the last of us#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams headcanons#ellie williams x you#ellie williams x female reader#poc reader#dealer!ellie#dealer!ellie williams#dealer!ellie williams x reader#ellie tlou2#ellie tlou#ellie the last of us#ellie williams the last of us#ellie williams tlou#ellie williams tlou2#and thats how sue sees it#sorry for the impromptu glee reference
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BABE, COUKD U WRITE HC ABOUT WHAT ETHANS LIKE IN BED? his kinks, and shit. i’m so desperate and i LOVE ur work. i’ve re-read all of them like a million times
Warnings: ethan in bed. that's it.
➳First things first: buddy is obsessed with your body.
➳Like seriously, right from the start he’d be groping you, gripping you and squeezing you anywhere he could.
➳And that was just when you were kissing.
➳It should come as no surprise that he is an ass man.
➳Whenever you’re on top of him or even under him his hands are tightly placed there, always.
➳His favorite position is cowgirl, obviously, as he can grip your ass while also staring at your bare front.
➳It also gives him the perfect opportunity to suck marks onto the tops of your breasts (his favorite place to mark you).
➳Another place he loves sucking is your inner thighs.
➳The sight of the purple marks littered on your skin in various places just drives him wild.
➳This man has the biggest praise kink to ever exist.
➳Whether it’s him giving the praises or receiving them, he loves them.
➳Nothing gets him off like the sound of your pretty and kind voice praising him in the middle of doing something so dirty, like getting lost between your legs and devouring his favorite taste.
➳And when you go down on him?
➳He just can’t help but comment on how pretty you look with drool covering your lips.
➳How pretty your mouth looks when it’s stuffed full of him.
➳“You’re taking me so well, baby, can hardly fit all the way in.”
➳“Fuck, just like that, I love your tight mouth so much.”
➳“You’re so pretty, fuck, I love you.”
➳He can’t help but tell you how much he loves you, how much much he loves how good you are to him, for him.
➳God, does he love you.
➳Overall he’s pretty ‘vanilla’ in bed, but that doesn’t mean it’s boring.
➳Not at all.
➳Whether he’s going down on you or in you, he loves when you tug on his hair.
➳And he loves when you really go for it and leave his head sore with the memory of your hand’s relentless pulling.
➳He’s also a fan of spitting.
➳Of any kind, really.
➳Spitting on your slit before licking it back up.
➳Spitting on his length before wrapping your mouth around it.
➳Spitting directly into your mouth then watching you swallow it.
➳Borderline breeding kink, tbh.
➳He loves the thought of filling you up so good and you taking it so well that it results in you getting knocked up.
➳You’re on the pill, of course, but the thought still turned him on tremendously.
➳One day, he was going to get you pregnant.
➳Now, his stamina is insane.
➳He refuses to get off without making you come at least twice, and even then it only took about three minutes for him to get hard again.
➳He can go for hours, whether it be with just his tongue pleasuring you or his dick, the man just doesn’t let up.
➳And the sounds you make in bed? Oh boy.
➳They drive him insane.
➳He loves how you moan his name, cry out that you’re going to come or whimper when you’re overstimulated.
➳He’s pretty vocal, as well.
➳A plethora of grunts, groans and whines leave him, too.
➳It’s pretty often you find yourself in bed with him.
➳I think it’s pretty clear that the both of you just love coaxing those sounds out of one another.
➳He is also into a fair bit of choking, but only when he is the one doing it.
➳He prefers to be in control.
➳A soft dom, if you will.
➳Ethan’s sex drive is high as fuck in his prime time.
➳Seriously, it’s like an every other day occurrence.
➳School is stressing him out? Guess who he’s taking it out on?
➳He’s really proud of something he did? Guess who he’s celebrating with?
➳Some prick in his class talked about you the wrong way? Guess who he’s marking up just to prove a point?
➳Overall, don’t expect to get much sleep when you have a boyfriend who is as sex driven as Ethan is.
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+thank you for the kind words <3
#scream 6 ethan#scream 6 imagines#ethan scream 6#ethan landry imagines#ethan landry#ethan landry x reader#scream 6 x reader#scream 6#fluff#smut#ethan landry smut
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Answer some or all, I want to know more about you 👀 that wasn’t the right emoji but oh well I’m using voice to text
Do you have freckles?
Do you drink tea or coffee? How do you take it?
What was the last song you listened to?
Do you sleep on your back, stomach or side?
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?
Do you prefer drawing or writing?
What’s your ideal number of blankets to sleep with?
What’s your favorite band/artist?
When is your birthday?
How tall are you?
What color are your eyes?
Who are five (or more) people you want to hug right now?
Fears?
What’s your favorite color?
What’s your favorite season?
Want any tattoos? What of?
Want any piercings? Where?
Who is the last person you texted?
Do you have a best friend? How long have you been friends?
What/who do you miss?
How was your day today?
How much sleep did you get last night?
Do you believe in aliens?
When was the last time you cried? Why?
What’s your favorite decade?
What are some seemingly childish things you like?
What’s your favorite book? Or just one you’ve read a few times?
How are you, really?
Does it take you a long time to make decisions?
What are you looking forward to in the near future?
What are you looking forward to in the distant future?
If you could go anywhere right now, where would you go?
Do you sleep with your door open or closed?
What’s your favorite flower?
Do you currently have a squish?
Do you like your middle name?
Do you prefer dogs or cats?
Do you have any phobias?
Do you stay up late?
Do you like the beach? Do you prefer it sunny or cloudy?
What’s your favorite cartoon?
Tag 5 of your favorite blogs
Do you have siblings? How many?
Who was the last person you said “I love you” to?
Is there anyone you would die for?
What do you need when you’re sad?
Have you memorized your phone number?
Who’s someone you can trust with your life?
What does your last text say?
Wild Card. Any question, ask away.
1- actually yeah but theyre super super super light so u can barely see them
2- coffee, i hate tea. i drink it with milk and sugar
3- more KDA
4- side, shrimping
5- yes:3 rook vil and my childhood plush
6- drawing
7- one, and it has to be thin
8- DONT DO THID TO ME I CANT DECIDE
9- june 19
10- 5'3 💀
11- very dark brown
12- all my mooties
13- abandonment, forests, insects, worm like things, heaven, dogs
14- blue and purple
15- winter 100%
16- yes! maybe of a deer, not realistic tho
17- i want all my piercings back my mom made me take them off so now im only left w my bites and the cheek ones😔
18- my mother
19- my lesbian irl :3 like two years?
20- peace
21- okay-ish
22- like 4 or 5?
23- i don't care for them
24- like 1 hour ago, obey me 💀
25- i don't think there are decades to be celebrated humans are evil in all of them
26- cute things, children movies and cartoons, they make me happy
27- i haven't read in LONG because books in brazil are way more expensive than i can afford
28- okay i think
29- yes😭
30- getting a job that i actually like
31- moving with my irl
32- to my irl's house :3
33- locked shut
34- oleanders!
35- nope
36- HATE IT
37- CATSSS
38- insects, worm like things..i think that's it?
39- yeah💀
40- no, but also yes, i dislike beaches because in there's always those fucking sand dollars , i prefer it sunny because the water is cold
41- GUMBALL!!!
42- I CANT I DON'T WANT TO MAKE ANYONE SAD FOR NOT BEING HERE
43- two older brothers
44- my irl
45- my irl...
46- distract myself and talk to people i like (usually my irl)
47- no i havent 😭
48- my irl <3
49- it's a fight between me and my mom id rather not, sorry
50- I have absolutely no idea what to ask tbh😭 uhmm i guess id like to ask why so many ppl like me
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Tag someone you want to get to know better.
I was tagged by @daisyishedwig and sort of by @gleefulpoppet!
favorite color: I find this question confusing. Do people really have favorite colors?
last song: Don't stop me now by Queen
last movie: vacation friends 2. Oh wait, no, it was Alfred Hitchcock's Notorious.
currently watching: the most recent thing I "watched" was The Dropout on Hulu, but the thing that is ongoing "watching" is The Librarian/s verse. (I say "watching" because I mostly listen in the background and look up occasionally while sewing.) So if we want actual watching, I guess that would be Liebes Kind/Dear Child, but again that is completed and not an ongoing thing.
other stuff I watched this year: our flag means death, what we do in the shadows seasons 4 and 5, all the seasons of only murders in the building, all the seasons and the movie of Miss Fisher's Murder mysteries (the Phryne Fisher version), the new quantum leap, Maniac, The Path... Honestly it's wild how much TV I have watched this year, I've been doing a lot of sewing.
shows I dropped this year/didn't finish: yellowjackets; that other horror show that takes place in the town outside of time and space that randomly sucks in people who are driving and then never lets them leave
currently reading: Feet of clay--a study of gurus by Anthony storr; Kingdom of nauvoo by Benjamin f Park; the Enchanted Castle by Edith nesbit; Dracula by Bram Stoker (in Dracula Daily Order); also there are lots of modern (last three decades) novels I have picked up recently and not been able to get very far in because apparently I am not in the brain space for any original fiction written after 1910. I think I should probably give up and go back to Dickens and Austen and the Bronte sisters, which I haven't read in a while. (I am pretty much always reading one thing or another by Nesbit.)
currently listening to: three of the above are audio books. My favorite recently discovered podcast is Overcoming Compulsive Hoarding. I don't have hoarding disorder but this is just a darn good mental health podcast in general. I highly recommend it. When it is no longer a new podcast to me, it will enter the realm of comfort podcast (ones I like to re-listen to). Other comfort podcasts are Coffee & Cults, Maintenance Phase, and Be Uncluttered. Today I listened to the latest episode of Oh No Ross and Carrie and most weeks I listen to Mormon Stories, except when I get sick of it and need a break.
currently working on: the same quilt I've been working on for the past year or so. And of course Mormon!Klaine (though TBH with the cat dying and migraines, not as much as I'd like).
current obsession: the quilt and mormon!klaine. Sewing reflective tape onto clothing, bags, umbrellas, etc. Also, using up as many arcane ingredients in our pantry as possible. Recently, I used the last of the orange extract and fennel seeds to make granola bars (sounds weird, tasted great!), the arrowroot powder in pumpkin bread and Filipino uraro cookies, the oat fiber to make muffins that didn't taste exactly like sawdust; and the mustard seeds to make cocoa mustard (which sounds weird but is actually yummy, if you like mustard). Next in line is Austrian poppy seed and nut cake to use up the rest of the 1-pound bag of poppy seeds. There's no wheat flour in it, you grind up the poppy seeds and the nuts to make a flour.
Tagging (no pressure): @kurtsascot @special-bc-ur-part-of-it @1908jmd @kurtmckinnon
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faithful traitor
Randvi x f!reader 🌿
[ unedited & not proof read. Very self indulgent so I had little care on if it even reads well tbh. but if someones enjoys it then Id be happy to know that ]
explicit || themes of toxic possessiveness and perhaps slight voyeurism I think?
around 4.5 k words. idk what happened. I had a lot to say I guess
-MDI-
to lust after the jarls wife is something rightfully frowned upon but a heart is not a thing you can control.
oh especially you…
you certainly couldn’t…
You once ran into her enjoying the chil morning air in the cold lake waters by a waterfall. It seemed that things deemed dangerous came like second nature to her. She wasn't afraid of catching a cold and she understood the elements of nature well enough to bathe without a care in the world
her red hair stood out like fire in the midst of blues and you stared minutes longer than intended.
she turned and smiled at you
“You are one of Eivors drengr. Come. keep me some company”
Hesitant you took off your furs and armor staying in your undergarments and joined her in the lake telling her tales of your raids, praising Eivor and SIgurd and trying to figure out if she was trying to find out your faithfulness to the clan
She seemed amused by your demeanor but didn’t try to lead the conversation anywhere. Left you wondering and speaking of anything and everything until it was finally time for you two to part ways.
The second time it was her catching you resting in the lake and while at first you got up to leave her you settled for offering her to join you which she gladly did.
It was the first time you saw her hair unbraided and her eyes dimmer. The days locked up in the map room seemed to be eating away at her.
“Tell me, what is it like out there? Beyond these fields and mountains?”
“It's a beautiful place, wild and full of nature…” You trailed on and she sat on a rock close to you braiding her hair which led you to see how calloused her hands were. Small scratches coated them and as your eyes trailed further up her arms you questioned her muscles and dips.
“You fell quiet so suddenly. Something’s troubling you?” She asked and you reached out and held her hand “I’m curious how someone who claims to have never left these fields could have hands that were crafted from adventures and training. If anything I’d be interested to know about your story”
And now it was her turn to fall silent only her eyes seemed to have regained a spark, a light you were certain you have never seen in her.
Ever since then Randvi always kept you close, lucky encounters turned to scheduled ones and you were often courting her to meetings and daily tasks. Everyone seemed oblivious to your closeness, No one questioned how she eagerly waited for your arrival after every raid or how every time you had a gift for her. No…everyone just brushed it off as you being “Randvis Drengr”
——- 1 ———
“Let's go back to the longship!” you heard Eivor call and you grabbed the last of what you could before grabbing your axe and heading back to the ship. She was ready to take command when you and few other soldiers jumped and took off
Oh, you came with good news today. You were excited to tell Randvi. With today's gains you could perhaps build Valkas hut and maybe a fishing line
“Many thoughts running through your mind. You thinking of how to impress the Jarlskona ?”
thrown off guard by eivors raspy voice you turned to look at her
“aren't we all?” you tried joking but she gave you a knowing look being well aware of your feelings for the woman.
one night when you both were drunk on ale and wouldn't stop yawping she shared her pain with you.
“I hoped she would take my offer and come back to raventhorpe with me but she seemed to be eaten alive by her guilt…”
her frown deepened and her smile sank. After her trip from Ireland Eivor fell quiet for weeks and went on with her duties without sparing time for anyone. You felt warm knowing you were probably one of the few people to now know why
“All I have now is a letter…she finished her song for me. Not that I will ever get to hear it”
you hoped to comfort her and told her of your unrequited love with a woman who is spoken for and Eivor caught on quicker than you hoped she would
“although my brother is dear to me I also care for Randvi as a friend and…I can see her wither in that map room” she confessed, which caught you off guard
“I just want what's best for the people I have close to me. You being one of them”
and that was encouragement enough. So after that night you felt more at ease consulting with Eivor like a friend rather than a distant leader. She wasn't the brightest in matters like these and many innuendos seemed to fly right above her but she was honest and her clarity was helpful enough
“This Jarlskona of yours…” Tried one of the new recruits that were freshly picked up after the raid “She sounds…scary”
Eivor looked at you and you both broke into laughter. Sure she seemed stern but Randvi was truly, a sweetheart
“Nothing to worry about. She does what's necessary to hold our settlement together but beyond that she is a very gentle woman” You offered but the girl didn't seem convinced as she kept tightening her grip on her sword and her lips thinned.
“Or you can just stand behind me and I'll protect you, my little fragile princess” You said with sarcasm but the girl seemed to find very different meaning behind your words and blushed. Was heartwarming to see a soldier have softness within her
you docked the ship and started gathering your things.
You grabbed a box and hopped off the boat seeing a familiar ginger make her way to you “Gods this raid was a long one. We began to worry”
you carelessly tossed the wooden box somewhere near you and readied yourself for Randvi as she fell in your arms for an embrace
“a warm welcome as always Randvi” and she chuckled in return
you dared to tighten your grip on her for a moment as you felt her hands around your shoulders and neck
her warmth and smell engulfing you and all too soon being pulled away as she went to greet Eivor with a handshake “meet me in the map room. I'm sure you have a lot of updates for me” she said now seriously and Eivor followed her to the longhouse.
“Lusting after our Jarls wife ? No wonder you and eivor get along so well”
you turned to Dag your mood immediately sour
“I'm sorry?”
“One aiming for his throne, the other for the wife while poor sigurd is out there fighting for us”
you grabbed your things with a grunt “Dag if you want to suck the Jarls dick so bad just do it and let us rest in peace” you barked successfully making him boil with anger
You heard a soft chuckle behind you and saw the Same girl from before. Your eyes met and she timidly stopped and looked at her companions “On another note, you” and you looked at the recruits
“Guess we will have to share our huts till we make space for them” You heard Dag say with a groan and you nod “Wanna come with me?” You asked the girl feeling a little more comfortable with her since well, you did share a couple words before and that was better than nothing. SHe eagerly nod and grabbed her sword and stuff
The walk to your hut was a quiet one. You had arrived earlier than people usually woke up, giving you the chance to watch the sunrise.
“How long have you been here?” The girl asked “couple of months. We have made quite the progress, wouldn't you say so-oh!” You looked up and she looked at you surprised “Your name…I never asked” You chuckled awkwardly never being good with meetings or small talk and she returned the gesture with a soft chuckle herself
“Oh, It's Vika..”
“Nice to meet you Vika” Your eyes caught the first rays of sunlight coming through your window. You stood up “You know, make yourself comfortable here. I'll be back soon. Need to rest a bit” Not leaving much room for questioning you left your hut and climbed up the stone path above the waterfall seating yourself there and letting the breeze hit your face as you enjoyed the sunrise
“Am I interrupting?” you smiled.
“never” Randvi walked over and seated herself next to you on the rocks.
“the new recruits seemed awfully fond of you”
“Hardly. They are still scared. Apparently me and Eivor talking about you made them scared of our almighty Jarlskona that runs the settlement herself”
She laughed, the corners of her eyes crinkling and out of habit leaned her head against your shoulder
You weren't sure if such gestures were common against friends but you basked in the glory of having her this close to you. She toyed with the edges of her braided hair and asked her tone careful and shy
“WIll you join the feast tonight? Tekla made fresh ale. You could say we had a hunch you would arrive today”
“Hm” you looked off into the distance. Feasts were fun these days..now that Sigurd wasn’t here
“I might. Ah come to think of it, I brought you a gift” and she smiled and sat up to look at you “Its gift enough that you come back alive every time”
“No no, this, I’m sure you will like it” You said and got up offering your hand which she grabbed and got up with ease walking ahead of you “I like it every time, my sweet Drengr”
You’d always be fond of the retired warrior that still lived within her and only showed in small gestures like these.
Oh how you wished you could free her of her suffocating role binding her in these four walls
You quickened your pace opening the door to your hut catching Vika in her tunic only sitting on the bed with a book and you froze
“Oh?”
Randvi questioned and you looked behind you, her eyes frosty, and her whole body tense. Vika also seemed to tense on the other end of the hut and immediately shot up “Good day”
Randvi offered a very cold nod looking her up and down. It was the first time you saw the intimidating Jarlskona that everybody spoke up
“What an interesting arrangement. Didn’t peg you for the kind” and you laughed awkwardly “Dag suggested we share huts with the new recruits-“
And Randvi smiled at you “Good. Wise of him. I'll see you at the feast then”
Turning on her heel she left and you slowly closed the door behind you being very confused by the sudden tension.
You were sure Randvi didn't return your feelings so to see her act …jealous? No it couldn’t be
“That was awkward” Vika tried and you smiled at her “Indeed”
“Weird how she had to check up on you in your hut. She really is controlling” And you let out a sigh of relief. At least your cover wasn’t blown.
You pulled out one of the boxes and looked at the fabric you found. An expensive one you spotted at the trade market but perfect to draw maps on. And Randvi above all always loved drawing the maps with care and detail.
You slid the fabrics in your satchel and walked to the longhouse. You were not leaving things as they were
——-2———-
Randvi was content with keeping you close to her as a friend. She knew others feared her presence and when you got the nickname “Randvis Drengr” she was sure pests would keep away, hopefully scared enough not to mess with her and her possessions
Yet all it took was one clueless recruit from Mercia to make everything she was meticulously building fall apart.
She glanced at the note and crumbled it tossing it to the side amongst the others discarded letters with all her hidden feelings for you.
-Vika- the name feeling like a cats sandy tongue on her hand.
She grabbed her small knife and started carving another wooden statue for the map, getting rid of the bigger chunks first before shaving down the sides to give it the shape she wanted to
“Randvi?” She stopped and she hated how fast she felt heat blossom in her chest.
She didn't look up intending to distance herself properly from you this time
“I’m assuming it's not a good time, I really wanted to bring you your gift though..”
She heard rustling and a soft scraping as some of the unplaced statues were moved on her desk to make place for a rolled fabric. Her eyes widened and she got up leaving her tools on the table and unrolling the piece
“This”
“For your maps. I noticed they are one of the few things entertaining you here”
It was true for through them, she felt like she could almost get a taste of these lands save for that one trip the two of you took a month ago
“Thank you” with that she finally looked up to you and you took a step back “Was it, Was I mistaken?”
She seemed confused until she felt a tear run down her cheek. She quickly went to wipe it off her face but it seemed like it was only the beginning of her falling apart herself
The Gods must have been punishing her by showing her what could’ve been, Giving her someone so caring by her side only to be eternally out of reach
You came close to her immediately and held her cheeks in your hands concerned “What's the matter?” And she fell quiet unsure of what to say
There was so much to say that it almost felt useless to say anything at all
“Did something happen while I was away? Is there someone you need me to take care of?” And she laughed taking a sharp inhale in an attempt to stop her tears to no avail
“Only thing that was upsetting was your lack of presence” she spoke before she could stop herself “Oh Freya I’m so shameful, I have everything I need and yet I”
She couldn’t bring herself to say, not that she had to when she felt you kiss her, and in a desperate attempt to show she felt the same she kissed back with as much force pulling you closer, her arms around your neck diving beneath the furs and feeling the hot skin
She felt your velvet tongue stroke hers as you explored and tried every variant you could pulling and tugging at her lips wanting to taste all of her and the only thing that could be heard in the empty map room were her soft moans and Barely there soft wet sounds of your kisses
Breathing never felt like more of a burden than it did now when she felt you pull away and look at her, face flushed and pupils blown
“Randvi sorry,I-“
And the realization of crossing that line hit her like stones in her stomach and a burning sensation clogging her throat . Yet she still ached to stay in your embrace as her thumbs gently caressed the skin beneath your jaw
“No I, I didn't stop you. It was my responsibility” she found herself say and immediately regretted it. She saw your heart sink in the way your face paled and your arms softened and eased out of her space.
You took one, two steps back and traced the wooden edges of the table. You smiled with a frown looking like it was your turn to cry yet your eyes were dry.
You tapped the fabrics twice “I’m eager to see what you create with these. Have a good day miss” and with a bow you left the map room. She hunched over the table and continued crying struggling to keep her voice down
——- 3 ———
The feast buff. It lifted everyone’s spirits and you could hear singing all across the village way before they even entered the longhouse, way before anyone had anything to drink at all.
Norse knew how to celebrate and usually you yourself loved these nights. But tonight they sat heavy on your shoulders and you knew as Randvis Drengr and Eivors left hand it wouldn't be wise not to attend.
Vika seemed in high spirits as she talked with her friends and fellow soldiers of how she was ready to explore the new traditions, occasionally glancing your way and straightening her back and fixing her hair.
Maybe it was time to move on you considered
“A storm looms over you. Did Randvi not like your gift after all?” You looked at Eivor walking up to you. She leaned against the wooden walls of your hut tossing her axe on the snow and crossing her arms and legs ready to listen to you
You smiled “She did. So much that I misread the situation entirely” You confessed and Eivor looked concerned “Oh…” you both let your eyes wander to the darkening skies and the new hues the snow covered roads took “Nothing a few drinks can’t fix I’m sure” She patted your back and you shook your head with a smile. If it lead to another late night of you two cry laughing about your failed love stories then yes, you were than looking forward to it
“Ill gather the new recruits and meet you there” She nod and walked down the hill the long house
You motioned for the rest to come “Come. I’m sure you will enjoy the celebration”
“WIll you be sitting with us?” Vika questioned and rested her hand on your shoulder
You smiled “What makes you think any of us stay seated?”
She was confused but then it looked like she went through a list of possible activities and chuckled “Right. Well should you want to rest your bones we could sit for a drink together”
You nod and looked up to see Randvi leaning against the door frame, her eyes piercing right through Vika in obvious distaste. Vika grip tightened on you concerned and with a polite nod aimed at Randvi you directed your attention to the girl
Time to move on
Eivor was right. There truly was little few cups of ale wouldn't fix ,for you found yourself playing orlog and joining eivor for a friendly brawl and show of power while re enacting the tales of your weeks long raid entertaining the others in the room, who would occasionally chime in with song or a spectacle of their own
You tried to ignore Randvis reactions, but when she sat with her legs raised high on the table, a cup of ale in hand,listening to your stories with a softened expression and an easy smile on her lips you felt like you were losing your mind
She was handcrafted by the Gods, you were sure
You pressed a hand on Eivors arm “Ill go sit down and rest for a bit. Clear my head from the ale”
“Sure but later let's go aim some arrows. See whose aim is better”
Agreeing to this stupid game you sat at the far back of the room looking at the others when your eyes caught Vika coming your way, clearly tipsy and bolder than ever
“You were right. There really is no time for sitting”
You laughed and watched her sit on the bench next to you letting her body weight fall against your torso
“Good to see it's up to your standards”
“Ha- what standards ? My people would benefit from learning a thing or two from you and your traditions”
You let the liquid in your cup roll as you mindlessly watched it swoosh back and forth
“Ugh, she again” you heard Vika groan with distaste and suddenly you felt alarmed.
Oh someone’s growing a little too comfortable if they already found someone they dislike in the clan
You thought and your eyes followed her line of sight to find them land on Randvi, to which you felt rage reignited within you. aggressively defending her hardly seemed proper though
“What ails you my little freeloader” You jokingly said and she laughed not sensing the bitterness in your tone. Quite the oblivious one
“She can't seem to get off my back. She keeps glaring at me. How do you all live with her in charge ?” You shook your head
“You’re drunk Vika”
“No I-“ she was interrupted by someone calling your name and you both looked up at Randvi who gracefully approached your table,arms loosely crossed the blue cloak dancing, gracing her walk.
“Yes?” Vika sat up and glared at her and with a raised hand you blocked her from advancing any further
“A moment please?” Randvi asked ignoring Vika and she left expecting you to follow.
You stood up and Vika grabbed you arm “Where are you going” you winced hating how excited you were that Randvi called for you but decided to follow your initial goal
Cut of all unnecessary ties
“I won't be long” and with that you left following her outside. You looked around and found her at the back hidden between the wooden carved columns where the shadows almost hid her save for her bright red hair
You stopped a few steps away from her and she seemed deep in thought. You looked at the little white clouds forming from your breath and let your eyes wander around contemplating what to do, giving her space to speak her mind. The cold air sure was quick to sober you up
“What in hellheim was that?” She spat and you looked up confused
“Was I just someone who entertained your sexual fantasies while you found someone else?” You found her way of speaking crude and unfitting of her character
“Randvi this is madness. What are you talking about?”
“That English woman who has been all over you from the port till now. Did you perhaps go sleep with her before visiting me in the map room today as well?” She said with a challenging half smile and your mouth fell open in shock
“Do you really think so little of me?” You were hurt, upset.
“And what if I Did Randvi ? Would it be bad if I moved on finally?”
“Yes, because you are supposed to love me!” She confessed with a raised voice which seemed to surprise her as well. Too many bottled up feelings threatening to spill
“And what will you do with my love?” You took a step closer towering over her looking into her eyes and when she tried to look away you grabbed her face and forced her to look at you
“Accept it ? Let me warm your empty bed till your beloved husband comes back and then? Discard me till I’m of use again?”
Now it was her time to look as if she bit on bitter poison, your words cutting deeper than intended. You felt bad for using her situation against her. A situation she never wanted to be in to begin with. A sacrifice she took for the peace you currently lived in
“Sorry Randvi I…”
“You have every right to feel that way” she spoke “But my feelings for you are true, and if by any chance you feel the way I do I will fight for this”
She surprised you and you considered her words. Fight for this? As in…
“Randvi you can't”
“Maybe not yet. But I will find a way to do so” She said with determination as she timidly went to caress your cheek “Maybe I wouldn't say all this but when you showed me what I could have… I tasted what a future with you would be. Watching it be stolen right beneath my feet from some new recruit who knows nothing of your character, From someone who doesn’t know you like I do, No. I wont allow that”
Her grip on your leather armor tightened as she pulled you down to her height and feverishly kissed you like it would be the last kiss you would have only she was determined this was the first of many more to come
You pressed her against the wall and slid one leg between hers which she eagerly spread for you.
“Randvi-“ you whispered between kisses never thinking the day would come where you would have her like this
You said her name again and again between kisses like a prayer, worshipping her like she deserved your hands running up and down her waist, bothered by her layered attire yet still feeling her plush chest, her curves and toned arms.
You tugged at her blue cloak revealing her collar bones and trailed kisses from her neck down to her shoulder which she welcomed by holding your head close to her, her fingers diving in your braided hair
She opened her eyes for a second and looked behind you at the new recruit, the girl staring at the two of you in shock and she felt victorious in the way she softly and sensually called out your name claiming you, showing that you were entirely hers now
Vika ran back to the longhouse distraught and Randvi quickly forgot of her presence when she felt you caress and fondle her chest
She whimpered and you pulled away slightly, pleased to find that small bit of information that this was a very sensitive spot for her.
With one hand on her hips you started grinding her crotch against your thigh and with the other you found her nipple above her clothes and toyed with her hearing the soft pleased hums and gasps that escaped her
You could feel her grow more confident as she picked up the pace on your thigh eager to chase her release and now you supported her weight with both hands wrapped around her ass
You could feel her wetness dampen the fabric of your pants and that was a compliment in itself to know how eager she was, how much she craved you.
You dove back into her neck nibbling on the flash and biting
“I've been waiting so long for this” you confessed and gently softened the pace that earned a pained whine from her “Shall we take this to your chambers?” And she smirked
“Hm, no need” and she came back for a kiss as you let your hand dive in her pants beneath her undergarment. Your fingers found her wet folds and trailed a soft line which would’ve made her scream save for the hand you place on her mouth in time
She’s been craving this as much as you had. Knowing this alone made your own cunt ache and drip into the fabric
You started fondling small circles around her puffy clit and whispered in her ear soft praises, asking her to be quiet “If we get caught you don't get to cum” and you felt a new wave of wetness coat your fingers which slowly found her entrance. You tested the waters soon realizing she wasn’t patient enough to take it slow and you quickened your pace.
Her legs started to give in and you wrapped an arm around her shoulders holding her close to you and her grip on your clothes tightened trying to balance herself.
She called out your name, pleading to let her cum and you kept your pace steady, the way she liked and instructed you to until you felt her bite down on your neck harshly to swallow a scream,coming completely undone in your embrace to which you let out an audible moan yourself mixed with pleasure and pain
Unwilling to pull out, you kept thrusting your fingers in a more gentle pace now till you found fit to withdraw your hands and bring them up to your lips, cleaning them off her slick, enjoying the sour sweet taste.
You let her catch her breath enjoying how she clung to you not really wanting to widen the distance between the two of you
“Randvi” You whispered to her and kissed the top of her head affectionately.
You felt her smile in your neck “I love you” and she nod whispering the same and finally looking up to give you one more weak kiss still in the heights of her release
“I expect that Ill start seeing you more often now?” She asked suddenly insecure on if I this was just a one night thing and you smiled
“Certainly. The clan would start growing suspicious if Randvis Drengr wasn’t by her side anymore”
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20 questions challenge!
I was tagged by @tideswept and I wish I was making this tipsy too but sadly I'm not
1.) How many works do you have on ao3?
13, not many, but they feel like a lot hah
2.) What's your ao3 word count?
263,623 words which are... quite a lot tbh
3.) What fandoms do you write for?
Right now just Star Wars. I'm a bit of a hyperfixation kind of girl and, even if I have more ship I enjoy reading, I can't bring myself to write for them idk
4.) What are your top five fics by kudos?
I'll be there for you: 1,399 kudos (Yoonmin)
Keep me safe: 777 kudos (Yoonmin)
Sea & memories: 502 kudos (Hyungwonho)
The light in you: 462 kudos (Hyungwonho)
Returning Hope: 238 kudos (Obikin)
Damn. Lots of kpop here, I've assumed I'll never get as many kudos as I did then, but I don't really mind. Now I don't know how I dealt with so many people reading my stuff hah.
5.) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
There was a time when I didn't really but now I always try to respond, if I don't it's because I'm horrible at keeping track and I'll think oh I'll answerlater but then forget and by the time I remember I think it's been too long and it'll just be too awkward. But I love when writers answer so I try to do my best.
6.) What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
I don't write angsty endings, for the same reason I don't ususally read fics with angsty or ambiuous endings. When I read/write fics I want my characters to be happy by the end.
7.) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
For the same reason as before, all my fics have happy endings. But maybe the happiest is the obikin physiotheray au?
8.) Do you get hate on fics?
Nope, and that's wild becasue I've seen some awful things both in the kpop fandom and in obikin. I think I've been lucky, only a couple slightly mean comments that I just ignore.
9.) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
I don't write like pwp, but a couple of my fics have smut. What kind? hmm the loving one. I read so many very questionable and kinky stuff but I can't write it. Like, I would love to, but I can't make it work. For example I wanted the physiotherapy au to be much more kinky and horny but it just didn't happen. And if I was braver I would have writen welcome to out castle with a older obi-wan and younger Anakin.
10.) Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
Hmmm nope, no crossovers. (Unless you count mixinxg different kpop bands but otherwise no)
11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of :S
12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?
A couple of girls once asked me if they could translate a fic of mine, but I think they never posted it.
13.) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
Nope, but I'm open to try.
14.) What's your all time favorite ship?
This is impossible to answer, I appeal to my right to remain silent.
15.) What's a WIP you'd like to finish, but doubt you ever will?
The modern jedi one. I would LOVE to make it exist but I doubt I ever will.
16.) What are your writing strengths?
DIalogue?? I think??
17.) What are your writing weaknesses?
Descriptions. I don't know how to write descriptions and feelings. I'm better at showing those through actions.
18.) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Hmm I've never done it. Guess it would be okay if it makes sense in the story?? And it's important to distinguish between, does the POV character understand what they are saying or not?
19.) First fandom you wrote for?
I think it may be a cody simpson self insert fic I wrote in a notebook when I was like 13 lmao
20.) Favorite fic you've ever written?
I'm very biased with this. Right now I'm loving writing the castle au. But also, writing The light in you was very important to me becasue it got me going through a very dark time in my life. It's not my favourite, it's not the best, but it has a special part in my heart.
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UTM AU IDEA?
OKAY SO WHAT IF THERE WAS AN AU WHERE ROBBIE FINALLY STANDS UP FOR HERSELF TO BLUSTER AND LEAVES TO FIND SOMEWHERE ELSE TO LIVE WHERE SHE CAN FINALLY MAKE THE RULES FOR HERSELF.
BUT SHE DOESN'T GO TO THE CARE BEARS FOR HELP AND REFUSES THE HELP TOO, BUT INSTEAD GOES TO HIDE IN THE SILVER LINING FOREST TO BECOME ONE WITH IT'S NATURE AND CREATE A HOME FOR HERSELF FROM SCRATCH, WITH THE WHIFFLES HELP, BY USING HER INTELLIGENCE AND BLUEPRINTS.
AND OVER TIME, SHE FINALLY HAS A HOME TO CALL HER OWN, WHICH IS MOSTLY DESIGNED BY HERSELF AND SHE BECOMES A SCIENTIST / INVENTOR.
SHE STOPS TRYING TO DESTROY THE SILVERLINING AND BECOMES VERY FACINATED INTO IT, AS SHE NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO LOOK INTO IT BEFORE WHEN LIVING WITH BLUSTER. THEN STARTS CREATING INVENTIONS TO HELP THE WHIFFLES, AND ALSO FOR HERSELF OF COURSE, ONES SHE HAS BEEN DYING TO CREATE FOR AGES BUT COULDN'T BACK IN THE BAD CROWD.
AND INSTEAD OF WEARING A BLACK LEATHER JACKET, SHE WEARS A WHITE LABCOAT INSTEAD, THE CRACK IN HER GOGGLES HAVE BEEN FIXED, AND SHE GROWS A BIT MORE HAIR.
I ALSO WANT PLUNK TO COME BACK, AND HE BECOMES ROBBIE'S LITTLE SCIENTIST SIDEKICK, BUT HE ISN'T TREATED LIKE CRAP BY HER. ROBBIE IS FINALLY THE ONE IN CONTROL, BUT MAKES SURE NOT THE REPEAT WHAT BLUSTER DID WITH HER AND THE CROWD. (Plunk doesn't rly live with her, since he's got his own home, but he works with her as co-workers and visits her the most. They become besties.)
I'D ALSO LIKE TO THINK THE CARE BEARS VISIT SOMETIMES FROM CARE-A-LOT TO CHECK UP ON HER, BUT ONLY ON SPECIAL OCCASIONS BECAUSE SHE LIKES HER OWN SPACE AND SHE DOES THINGS A LOT DIFFERENT FROM THE CARE BEARS. BUT SHE WELCOMES THEM IN AND THEY SEE HOW HAPPIER SHE IS WITHOUT BLUSTER, AND SHE FINALLY KEEPS HER ROOM CLEAN CUZ SHE'S NO LONGER MENTALLY ILL. I ALSO WANT HER TO GET CLOSER WITH GRUMPY, SINCE GRUMPY IS THE ONLY CARE BEAR SHE CAN PROLLY FULLY TOLERATE SINCE HE DOESN'T PESTER HER ABOUT SUNSHINE, CUPCAKES AND RAINBOWS. HE FULLY UNDERSTANDS HER WAY OF LIVING, RESPECTS IT AND LEAVES HER TO IT. THEY CAN ALSO SHARE GADGET / INVENTION IDEAS TOO MWAHAHA
I am a huge enthusiast for mad scientists so she'd prolly have her own laboratory in the basement of her home and work on experiments / gadgets.
Also I'd like to think Bluster is homeless with barely nothing so he can't destroy the Silverlining again. He's probably living in a cave and eating wild plants or something. HE DOES TRY TO BEG ON HIS KNEES TO ROBBIE TO LET HIM LIVE WITH HER, BUT SHE'S LIKE: ''Naw bruh, you'll only boss me around again and mooch off my stuff. Here's some materials, go make your own home, squirt!''. SHE PROLLY LETS HIM VISIT SOMETIMES, BUT HE HAS TO GO BY HER HOUSE RULES, NOT HIS BUT SHE ISN'T MEAN ABOUT IT. THEY BOTH KINDA GET ON GOOD TERMS WITH EACHOTHER AGAIN, BUT NOT TO WHERE THEY WERE IN THE BEGUINNING, THEY BECOME MORE LIKE MUTUALS AND SHE REFUSES TO LET HIM LIVE WITH HER. BLUSTER HAS RUININED THEIR FRIENDSHIP TO EVER HAVE IT STRONG AGAIN. But that's prolly a few months or a year after she leaves the bad crew cuz he eventually finds out where she's living at.
And Malcom, I'm gonna give him the funniest future story ever. He's gonna have a wife and children and owns a huge company that makes something rly dumb, prolly like tooth brushes or massage chairs and he gets into co-operate greed in the care bears universe equivalent of New York. And Robbie's like: ''Lol, I saw that coming tbh. His eyes were always on the prize. Good for him I guess?'', whilst reading a news paper.
I'M PROLLY GONNA NAME THIS AU, Care Bears Beyond The Silverlining (Care Bears BTS for short)........ Uh oh... BTS... PFTYDFSUTGGJ BYE (Or maybe Care Bears BTSL)...
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hello eris !! i saw your post about losing feelings for a blorbo and read you saying the fandom ruined blade for you? can i ask why? because honestly i dont know if i‘m into hsr that much either 😭 like in the beginning its been nice but i recently saw a big decrease in players and fic writers (accept the usual ones that i still love reading from btw!!) but its not the same anymore🥲🙇🏽♀️
ofc you can! for starters, a LOT of writers in the fandom i shouldn’t say are exclusive but i definitely felt excluded by who i tried to become friends with. it felt really cliquey? that’s always bothered me bc i didn’t do anything to them but oh well i guess 💀 (ider who they were now bc it was months ago and i have depression brain) on top of that some of these creators were not subtle with being competitive and idk writing isn’t a competition? so while i have ofc my friends to talk ab him with, i didn’t have like a mutual blade lover to also gush ab him with.
but another thing was renfeng shippers– twitter majorly i dont think ive seen anyone here but i remember when people were saying baiheng was the beloved (before it was confirmed) and they were literally being attacked for it and being called homophobic when it turns out they were right. i’ve even seen people being dragged for shipping kafblade (and as a kafblade shipper it was very 🥲 for me to see). im not even really a shipper so when i do find a ship i like, its rare. there’s context there for every ship yet people run wild with any possible renfeng crumb. idk why we cant let people ship what they want in peace especially bc multi-shipping is a thing. like i said though, thats a twitter thing but it still kills the vibe
the final thing that i think really sealed it though was the grip wriothesley from genshin has me in NSISKSKA. tbh thats the biggest part of it but instead of just putting him to the side all the other things literally made me look at him the other day and just go “:/”. and that’s very different for me bc i can still go from talking about wriothesley to kaeya to itto to dainsleif without any issues
#this is so long im sorry 😭#just my own experience tbh not everyone’s is the same#i do now have mooties who also love blade!!#but at first it was seriously rough#tumblr shippers are honestly ao much better than twt#so*#however#if you want to get more into hsr do it!#the game is super fun and the lore is very intriguing#personally i may wait to hit genshin burnout again before going back#so im not waiting every month for new content that i can get through in an hour#•. asks
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I always forget to do these things, so I am terribly sorry if you tag me and I never respond, my brain goes; oh, hey, fun, let me just- oh wait, first I have to- and yeah anyway okay, I was tagged by @synindoodles! thank you :)
rules: bold the ones that are true and tag 15 people to do it. (wait, what, 15 people? uhhhh)
APPEARANCE
i’m over 5’5” // i wear glasses/contacts // i have blonde hair // i prefer loose clothing to tight clothing // i have one or more piercings // i have at least one tattoo (13?? shit when did that happen?) // i have blue eyes // i have dyed or highlighted my hair (these black locks ain't natural) // i have gotten plastic surgery // i have or had braces // i sunburn easily // i have freckles // i paint my nails // i typically wear make-up // i don’t often smile // i am pleased with how i look // i prefer nike to adidas // i wear baseball hats backwards
HOBBIES AND TALENTS
i play a sport (spare time kickboxing at home counts?) // i can play an instrument (drums. yeehaw) // i am artistic (I guess???) // i know more than one language // i have won a trophy in some sort of competition // i can cook or bake without a recipe // i know how to swim // i enjoy writing // i can do origami // i prefer movies to tv shows // i can execute a perfect somersault // i enjoy singing // i could survive in the wild on my own // i have read a new book series this year // i enjoy spending time with friends (sometimes, I just prefer to be on my own/with partner tbh) // i travel during school or work breaks // i can do a handstand
RELATIONSHIP
i am in a relationship // i have been single for over a year // i have a crush (Sihtric???????) // i have a best friend i have known for ten years // my parents are together // i have dated my best friend // i am adopted // my crush has confessed to me // i have a long distance relationship // i am an only child // i give advice to my friends // i have made an online friend // i met up with someone i have met online (had the best times in Sweden, Denmark and Germany for real)
AESTHETIC
i have heard the ocean in a conch shell // i have watched the sun rise // i enjoy rainy days // i have slept under the stars // i meditate outside (sometimes, in my own way!) // the sound of chirping calms me // i enjoy the smell of the beach // i know what snow tastes like // i listen to music to fall asleep // i enjoy thunderstorms // i enjoy cloud watching // i have attended a bonfire // i pay close attention to colours // i find mystery in the ocean (look, the ocean scares me, I do not enter) // i enjoy hiking on nature paths // autumn is my favourite season
MISCELLANEOUS
i can fall asleep in a moving vehicle (only in a car and I have to be really fucking knackered) // i am the mom friend // i live by a certain quote // i like the smell of sharpies // i am involved in extracurricular activities // i enjoy mexican food // i can drive a stick-shift // i believe in true love (deep rooted love that is simply unexplainable is 100% it) // i make up scenarios to fall asleep // i sing in the shower // i wish i lived in a video game // i have a canopy above my bed (yes and no, we attach it sometimes!) // i am multiracial // i am a redhead // i own at least three dogs
tags: @neonhairspray @gemini-mama @thediablerieswaltz @willowbrookesblog @andakth I am too lazy to tag 15 people sorry
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Volume 2 thoughts, otherwise known as Disorganized Simping On Main. No i will not add pictures i think the lack of context makes it funny
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Oh fucking hell is it legato time already? It’s so EARLY. I mean we’d get to the cool stuff faster but SHIT.
Goofiest vash panel spotted
What that mouth d- *gets shot*
Holy shit he’s really different here huh. The depression is seriously obvious; it's wild.
That and he’s like. Extra pretty when he’s angry. Might be because those panels get more love and care put into them because there’s less of them so far.
We’re decapitating people now. DAMN that’s fucking heavy. We’re not even to maximum yet.
Tonally the manga is so much darker but I’m kind of eating it right the fuck up.
I wonder if there’s any significance to the one dollar coins? Those are impossible to find now, let alone however many centuries in the future they are (I think it was something like 400 years? Maybe that was just stampede.)
2-
EY YO COLORED PAGES???
Girl what the fuck-
I want to color this whole goddamn chapter but i have RESPONSIBILITIES and shit (<- unemployed and taking one (1) summer class)
The fucking smile. The switch. I yelled out loud. God they are so fucked up.
The fangs make an appearance. Lovely. Horrible circumstances though.
3-
He looks so fucking tired. Angry, too, but so tired. I love the simmering rage we get here, it’s missing from every other version tbh.
I always forget how absurdly capable he is. That’s the point, I guess, but man. Man.
OH SHIT THE ARM
Knives is so… wrong. In such a fascinating way though. The way he seems happy that Rem managed to save everyone, not for the people but for her- that’s so fucked and i am enamored with his specific brand of bullshit.
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I have so many questions about his scars. Like rule of cool or whatever but I need specifics. Why do they look like that in particular? What purpose do the implants serve etc etc?
I didn’t even register that they don’t know it’s a prosthetic. That had to freak them out so bad
His reasoning is interesting here. It’s not about his love for humanity at all, that comes later. He’s doing this for Rem. His vibes here are more like someone struggling to hold himself to what she believed in instead of actually, truly believing in it. It makes him more real, I think.
Maybe it’s the nature of the medium, but everybody seems much more introspective. Meryl specifically sticks out to me.
God he takes it so personally when people are all Dog Eat Dog. I can’t blame him.
Woah. Panty shot. (Side note i can’t WAIT to see him without the coat.)
Hunting he says. What’s he gonna do when he catches him? (Rhetorical)
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i read this in class so i didn’t take notes oops
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legato is unironically terrifying in the worst way.
I have never been a Huge Wolfwood Enjoyer. However i am charmed by his silly faces.
If i didn’t know better i’d call him a loser (affectionate)
GAY. HOLY SHIT
“come, let’s take ibuprofen together”
I love how 98, if anything, toned this interaction down.
Why the FUCK is midvalley built like a damn brick wall
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Vash is so. So fucking cute. My god i am the gayest mf alive.
I guess everyone is on this page but i'm fixated on confused vash he’s got me enamored
“DO NOT ENGAGE. I REPEAT, DO NOT FUCKING ENGAGE.”
I totally didn’t register that his arm was still gone until just now oops
Oh this is perspective porn. Love that shit
I hate to admit this but there’s something about seeing Vash freaked out that makes me grin. It might be like “WOAH SOMETHING IS HAPPENING.” Or i’ve just gone off the deep end.
Is. Is he blushing. Oh my god is he embarrassed-
I have to wonder why the bible is so popular here. Just based on the circumstances? I was never really sure if the events were literal in the trigun universe or not
VASHUSSY!!!!!!!!!!!!! (I am normal about him)
(It is NOT my fault he’s in those pants)
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I have a whole essay to write on vash and bodily autonomy but i'm gonna finish reading the manga first- other people have probably said it earlier and better than me.
Oh. Shit. That sure didn’t happen in 98 huh.
I find that every character has gotten more interesting in the manga. This might be because i’m already familiar with their anime counterparts. Wolfwood though, im starting to understand why trimax people like him so much.
The plants are so freaky here fr
CREATURE VASH
this is all kinds of fucked up and based on other posts i’ve seen this week it literally only gets worse from here
I hate how easy it is to empathize with everyone in this situation. I do appreciate Vash pretty much dropping the mask here, like this is what’s under all of the antics and his reputation.
He looks way too good in that top for the situation at hand smh i am SO distracted
Tbh had i not already committed to what i did i would’ve done these pages they’re so pretty
Does wolfwood know anything about this or is it all news to him???
God you can see the actual chunk of shoulder he’s missing from this angle
I do wonder how much of Knives’ concern is him genuinely feeling bad and how much is just like. Manipulation.
God this is so fucked up
On a lighter note the belts bursting from his arm are kind of a cool visual. Shit’s gotta hurt though.
MAN. FUCKING HELL.
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Day in day out- This made me laugh out loud. It also made me sad. No notes.
Pilot- Different vash definitely. My mans would not upskirt a girl like that.
I love seeing concept shit this is wonderful.
Time for trimax now i guess shit fuck goddamn
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So the new Glass chapter. No time for a proper analysis so have my immediate thoughts:
Crime boys fight! I love your fights. They’re always set up so well. The first time crimeboys fight is when they are stuck in their little co-dependent bubble and know each other well enough to have serious ammunition to hurt. I am still obsessed with the way you allow characters to dig and get bloody down to the bones. (I also really love the words as knives and actually cutting open Wilbur’s mouth as he draws blood methapoheres.) I wish I’d known there would be a fight, I would have gotten popcorn. Several of these lines made me winch.
Also, Wilbur’s whole, I’m not a person vs. Tommy caring about him and seeing how much it’s hurting him is very on point this chapter. Same with the co-dependency. Wilbur has spent very little time apart from Tommy. This shows especially in the entire market scene. On both sides btw. Wilbur is very overwhelmed and Tommy helps clam him down just by being there and holding his hand. Wilbur gets more stressed when Tommy is gone.
Also, Tommy’s idea to go out is very stupid, but his plan to prove that Wilbur wants to stay is even dumber and putting them both through so much stress. Like Tommy was very sure of himself, but as he actually left Wilbur alone the anxiety probably kicked on cuz of Wilhur had left, Tommy would be in some much trouble and Wilbur would end up back in his cage. Also, Foolish noticed (and recognised?) Wilbur and might be able to get that info back to Eret. The question is what happens then. Also it was way to risky either way. Also, Charlie finally getting a tooth as bribery.
I’m ignoring a lot for now, but I do want to talk a bit about Tubbo cuz I totally forget Wilbur didn’t clock him as hard-hearing and it made me laugh. Also, Tubbo hops on the bandwagon of “doesn’t fully understand or trust Wilbur, but knows he will keep Tommy safe and is grateful for that’. Also, I like him forgetting his clothes, it makes him feel more human despite the fact that we’ve mostly seen the worst of him.
One more detail, after the fight, Wilbur takes off his blindfold and the narration reverts to just pronouns again. He goes back to being nothing. And that, with the context that he just screams that he’s empty at the top of his lungs, hurts so, so, so much. This chapter really came for our throats, damn. I just remembered Wilbur there’s also the Wilbur (not) deserving better comment. Bee, what are you doing to this poor man.
Actual last comment for tonight: We get vicious Wilbur again! Yeay! I missed him! He’s fun when he’s got bite!
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SPRUCEEEE <33
YEAHHH the fight was so wild to write because, um, well here's a fun fact about the chapter.
the fight wasn't planned literally at ALL. there wasn't supposed to be a fight in this chapter! it just happened!
literally wilbur and tommy were supposed to just talk about going to the night market and that was it. no arguing. no disagreements even. but the dialogue just ran away from me and next thing I knew they were in the middle of a very intense argument and I was like "well okay I guess we're going with this now" and i had to sit back and rethink my entire chapter plan to see if i could still do it because it was a huge tone shift from what I originally had in store. tbh though it works so much better this way and I'm so glad you enjoyed reading the fight. I love writing fights. it's a constant balancing act of "how far can these two characters push each other before things move past the point of no return?"
oh yeah they're so codependent at this point. wilbur was overwhelmed in general from the night market because he literally hasn't been in public spaces like that for basically a decade at this point. like yes the palace held balls, but those weren't super frequent, and that was just about the only time he was around more than a handful of people at any given moment. so he was going to be anxious no matter what, but the separation from tommy really got to him.
and also yes the second tommy left wilbur to go get the food he was like "what the fuck did I do what did I do I'm so goddamn stupid fuck shit-" because he was terrified wilbur was really going to leave. he'd been acting confident, but their argument shook him way more than he let on. so yeah it was really stupid of him, but it worked!
the funny thing about wilbur is that he's so absorbed in his own problems half the time he won't notice the most obvious shit like tubbo being hoh. tbf both times he witnessed people signing at tubbo or tubbo signing at others he was stressed out about various other things, but still dude c'mon.
the reason I included tubbo forgetting his clothes was bc i realized i had already described him folding his arms over his chest and stuff which he wouldn't have been able to do with clothes in his arms, but I didn't want to go back and rewrite wilbur initially seeing him to say he had clothes in his arms either. plus, I needed something he could say as he left, so I just ended up throwing in the line about him forgetting his clothes bc I thought it was funny lol
:) I have a great time deciding when to just use pronouns for wilbur vs when to call him the pythia. it's something I'm always aware of when I'm writing this fic and it's so fun to play around with. poor guy :)
YES VICIOUS WILBUR I loved writing him being a dick again I've also missed him
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1, 3, 12, 17, 22 for the ask game (feel free to not answer all if you don't want!)
the character everyone gets wrong
I think the obvious answer here for me is George, just because I think he has a deceptively complex character that people don't always pick up on or misunderstand? I think a lot of people see him as some kind of 1 dimensional 'posh boy' and actually I think there's a lot of light and shade in there. I think people are starting to write a lot more 'tortured' George which kind of touches on some of the nuances but yeah... I've seen a lot (and definitely written some too) where I'm like... This doesn't capture everything because there's SO many intriguing facets!
I also don't think I've ever read a Lewis characterisation that I love? I think people tend to... woobify him too much and he ends up nearly always being written as too passive and chill in fics?
3. screenshot or description of the worst take you've seen on tumblr
Hmmm this is a tough one. I can’t think of any stand out terrible takes. I think tumblr (and all fandom) can be a bit black and white when it comes to discourse and fail to address the nuances at times. I think people are a bit reactionary when it comes to real life age gap discourse for example, especially considering how many people will ship something with a similar age gap, if that makes sense?
Oh! That one account who kept insisted MV was the biggest victim of online abuse in all of F1 was a WILD ride for certain!
12. the unpopular character that you actually like and why more people should like them
Idk that I particularly like anyone that's especially 'unpopular'? I guess loads of people hate George but tbh they're just wrong. I'm still not entirely sure why he seems to rile people more than others? Some people seem to think he's Satan and it's hilarious really, he's just an awkward guy who tries too hard?!
17. there should be more of this type of fic/art
Im not sure that there's a specific type of fic I think is underrepresented? I like au probably more than canon and I'm a sucker for when the au is particularly mundane? So everyone's a student or they just... go to work like normal people? I've always sucked at writing them because normality doesn't give you a plot so you kind of need to come up with something meatier to tie it all together but I've read some great ones! Also for some unknown reason, I'm a sucker for single parent fics. The added dynamic of added well written child oc just always seems to hit right for some reason and I don't read much of it these days!
22. your favorite part of canon that everyone else ignores
I feel like the galex bike accident story is severely underrated (as are loads of other parts of galex lore, as I found out when I did that poll) but can you imagine nowadays if an f3 driver had to take an f2 driver to hospital because he’d had a bike accident when they were hanging out outside of racing, the absolute feral online reaction everyone would have to that news? So many parts of that story are just the stuff of fanfic… so much of their canon friendship is the stuff of fanfics and yet….!
#I started these this morning and have been doing them during my quiet moments at work today 😂#ask game
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thank you bestie @cajolions for the tag!!
Tag someone you want to get to know better! Or just check in with. Fall's a busy time of year.
Favorite color: red!! this is because i was obsessed with cirque du freak as a kid and mr. crepsley's favorite color is red so i said mine was too but genuinely i do like it a lot lol
Last song: umm i really only listen to music when i'm driving (i just got a "new" car and bluetooth is a game changer tbh. yes i am ten years late to any technology advancement)...i wanna say it was poor child from the wild party
Last movie: i almost never watch movies so i have been wracking my memory to try to figure this out. i'm pretty sure it was titanic a few months ago when my roommates were trying to find it online. so i lent them my dvd and stuck around to watch with them
Currently watching: star trek lower decks, call the midwife s11 (and apparently s12 just hit netflix so i'm really behind now oops), and i'm about to start the new taskmaster season while i have lunch! (or not, apparently it's not on youtube until 4pm and my usual alternate site isn't working. tragic.) oh, and my covid-induced saddle club rewatch that i need to go back to LOL
Other stuff I watched this year: i have not been super on the ball with media this year to be honest- i just haven't had much motivation for it. i'm always watching star trek so i guess strange new worlds and picard were both airing this year? i don't remember when the last taskmaster season was out? i've definitely watched assorted stuff on disney+ too (strange world and howard are the major ones i remember)
Shows I dropped this year: i don't think i've dropped any because i haven't really...started any...although dr who is making a return soon i guess and i'm genuinely not sure if i'll bother to watch it or not (though rtd2 has me so intrigued...what kind of trainwreck will we get and will it be funny)
Currently reading: i've actually been reading more than watching stuff this year! feels good. currently i'm on a gathering of shadows which is from some new adult series a coworker recommended- definitely not high art (and i'm annoyed that book 2 is starting to push the het romance that i was so relieved never went anywhere in book 1) but it's a fun magical world to read about without having to put too much thought into. i've also been reading the heart of our cities insanely slowly for the last year and i'm partway through a chronicles of narnia (re)read because i never read all of them in order as a kid. and technically i was reading game of thrones book 2 but it's just so fucking long i could not summon the willpower to continue, but i might go back to it eventually
i'm tagging @hot-cocoa-daydream and if anyone else reads all this and wants to pretend i tagged you feel free lmao
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👻,🦋, 💭 & ✍️ for the fanfic writer ask game. Please & thank you!
Thank you for sending these over! (post) Really appreciate it. You might have guessed some of the hard ones, haha. I'm putting it under a cut because there were quite a few of them... And I inevitably rambled.
👻 What is your wildest headcanon?
Oh, boy. I don't know if I have wild headcanons... They can be weird or farfetched but not much. Generally, it's an additional kid for any of my OTPs, lol. (It's Christmas and my brain is fried. I can't remember some others atm, for the life of me.) A wild headcanon I've had these days is that CJ and Danny have two kids (either both surprise, or one conceived naturally and another adopted) – and it'd be wild because of their ages, but whatever. I'd usually think of the one (their little girl), but I can't help but think of a second one from time to time. I'm blaming @miabicicletta's wonderful story because thinking about it is how I started thinking about it once again. Also, read Mia's stuff. It's so good.
🦋 Which character is your favorite to write?
TBH, any of the regular ones these days! It also depends on the story. Outside observers are always interesting, and allow you to explore a different perspective. But otherwise? CJ is a good default one currently.
💭 What inspires you and your writing?
Many things! Sometimes it's a song, some lyric, some scene or moment in a TV show. Sometimes it's looking around at people and twisting it into something else. Sometimes it's just chatting with fandom friends and being inspired by conversations.
My stories are very much "no plot, just vibes" (with many beats that I come up with that I'd like to hit) but I think the ones with plot are triggered by a combination of these things. I'm not a v good writer, lbr here, but this is just to have fun
✍️ What’s your ideal writing setup?
My preferred one is definitely laptop + keyboard. My most common one has become my phone and Google Docs (or the Notes app) 😬 I can write during train commutes (if I don't get sick) or at random times during the day from it. Even right before bed, about to fall asleep! (This is the most common one, actually. Trying to make sense of some things the following morning is fun.)
Thank you again for asking!
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