#and spend my days smiling with him

[whollyjoly]

it's gon' be a long ride home tomorrow from tennessee to texas to la well if i could i'd never leave you i'd come home to stay another night from home away from you it ain't easy i know (baby, don't you want me)

the bucktommy cowboy au nobody asked for part three (parts one and two)

thinking about rancher!tommy who goes on long two-month cattle drives and dreams of the gorgeous cattle hand back home...

(song insp.)

#tommy spending long nights under the open sky dreaming of bright smiles and sparkling blue eyes #maybe worrying a little that the home he dreams about wont want him the same when he gets there after so long away #but all that goes out the window as he and the herd crest the last hill into the san fernando valley #and tommy sees a tall figure outlined in the gold rays of the sunset high atop a horse #and evan is there to welcome him home with a flask a whiskey and a warm kiss that chases away any lingering doubts #ANYWAYS I HAVE LOOOOOTS OF THOUGHTS ABOUT COWBOY BUCKTOMMY OKAY #they live in my head rent free #i just love them your honor #song is baby don't you want me by lucero #bonus lyrics: “when we first met / i'd count the days / i'd make excuses / just to say your name” #and if thats not bucktommy coded idk what is #anyways can you tell im obsessed!!!!! #bucktommy cowboy au #otp: better ways to get your attention #bucktommy #firepilot #kinkley #tevan #fireflight #evan buckley #tommy kinard #911 abc #911 on abc #911 moodboard #em's moodboard #mine #im back on my cowboy bullshit

[lcs-scar]

Happy Valentine's Day from Laois, Chilchuck, Marcille and Senshi <3

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#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #dunmeshi #laois #laois touden #chilchuck #chilchuck tims #marcille #marcille donato #senshi #💌 -- handmade postcard #//I managed to finish them in time fdhg it took me days ugh #//special love letter to all the dunmesh/chilchuck enjoyers who left cute messages in their reblogs of my older posts.. ilysm #//i wanted to make chil hold out a bouquet at first (bcs of two similar fanarts) but i wanted him to smile... not to be flustered #//but if someone asked I would do it zefzfzf #// :3c #//spending time with the comfort characters real now

[chimchiri]

Ayee it's my birthday! 🎉 I thought it'd be only fitting to draw something with a similar theme, so here's Wayne and Eddie celebrating little Ed's birthday.

I like to imagine younger Wayne got Eddie one of those amazing flower candles who spin around for his birthday cake (simple, store bought because Wayne isn't good at baking at all), which left Eddie in awe. Fast forward and it becomes somewhat their tradition as both remember the first year when Eddie joined his uncle.

#I like to imagine Wayne smiles quite a lot during Eddie's birthday #Which uses up his yearly smiling quota lol #Little Eddie is not used to any big celebration and his uncle just wants him to have a nice day even if he can't spend much money on him #(also I think I made young Wayne way too hot lmao he shouldn't look THAT different between the pictures buuut it's a sketch) #(and I don't wanna spend too much time on it) #gotta celebrate my own now! <3 #my art #stranger things #eddie munson #wayne munson #sketches

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

i just spent the last like hour going through all the lights out au stuff and im OBSESSED rn PLEASE

i'm not sure how to help you! enjoy the brainrot

#oh oh actually would you like a tidbit #a cute little Idea i had the other day perhaps! #so i had this thought of wally seeing how Down howdy is #poor man is sliding into that understim Depression yk yk. also regular depression bc life sucks for them atm #and wally remembers Oh! he found stickers a while back #so he spends some time searching for them and finds a mostly unused sheet #he unpeels a smiley face and sticks it right on howdy's nose #howdy: ??? what was that #wally - showing him a sticker sheet: we arent good at making you laugh... but you still deserve a smile #wally: you can take it off if you want #howdy - in tears: no its great im keeping it forever #rambles from the bog #wh lights out au #and then frank is sarcastically like wheres MY sticker #wally takes him seriously and gives him a butterfly right on his cheek #and then poppy gets some lil hearts on her beak #frank howdy and poppy each choose a sticker and put all three on wally #a peace sign on the back of his hand... a rainbow under his missing eye... a star on his forearm... #its a little sticker party! it cheers them all up! whenever one of them looks more unhappy then normal #BOOP have a sticker! until they run out... but they try to make the fun last #they save a couple of stickers for everyone else when they wake up #bc at this point they have hope that everyone Will! eventually... #anyway yall might see little shapes on the neighbors when i draw this au going forward #please know that they are The Stickers!

[demons-i-get]

WAIT BIG BRAINED THOUGHT:

Sam does smth stupid hoping Dean won't find out.

Someone rats Sam out to Dean.

Sam gets in trouble and a lecture from Dean (bc Dean is a parent and he is Sam's parent I will not accept criticism on this matter).

Later, Sam makes a group chat consisting of everyone who could have told on him to Dean and just sends this video:

#supernatural #spn #dean winchester #sam winchester #dean winchester is sam winchester's parent #and i will be accepting NO criticism on this matter!!!! #dean raised sam and in my heart i just know that its smth they dont really talk abt but they both 100% know and acknowledge it #and sam (the annoying little brother/kid) that he is to dean definitely calls dean 'mom' sometimes especially when hes being a little shit #but sam also loves his big brother and appreciates everything deans done and given up for him #so every year dean gets a pie and a little homemade card on mother's day and father's day from sam #when they were younger sam would give dean the card and actually say 'happy mother's/father's day dean' but once theyre older sam starts #sneaking the pie and card into dean's room or leaving them somewhere he knows dean will find them and neither of them say anything but dean #always gives sam a soft smile and usually a hug too before they continue w/ their day like its any other #the year dean spends w/ lisa and ben while sam's in hell/running around soulless ben makes dean a father's day card and dean gets all teary #and thanks him but then later when hes alone he just breaks down sobbing bc it just remimds him that sammy is gone #even when sam was at stanford and not really talking to dean he still sent dean a short message (text email voicemail whatever) on mother's #and father's day but now hes gone and dean wont even get that #btw dean def saves all of the cards sam's made him over the years and once theyre in the bunker he keeps them all in a special box that he #hides under his bed and he'll pull it out and look through them when hes having a bad day alongside the box of pictures <3 #i did not mean to go insane in the tags here but oh well #enjoy my silly post and unhinged rambling ig

[goldiipond]

he is the only thing inthe world. that matters

#skye's ramblings #hes got some of the best smiles in the series <3 #pre timeskip don is skrunkly incarnate i feel like he has one of the most noticeable differences despite not actually. changing much #like some of the other kids get hairstyle changes don gets an artstyle change. his power #no i cant pick which design i like better theyre both perfect. this is true #ive been gone all day and im going to be gone almost if not the entire day tomorrow due to traveling so take these dons as my parting gift #you look at him and think of me. ok you dont have to think about me but you have to look at him and think abt him. for me <3 #i know im gonna be. i may have to spend hours in the flying anxiety tube (aired plane) but at least i have my. my anime boys <3

[oatbugs]

. anyway after writing the tags 4 this post i told my research partner i will no longer follow his dreams lmao. still helping w it but i need to engage in research that i find satisfying

#i think ive been waiting for something for a while and i will spend the next year waiting for it too #i thought i felt panic but i have decided to read it as anticipation. the thrill of rejection or of moving forward or the latter as #a result of the former. i left you with your backpack unattended in the cafe because on fridays i am done #putting my life on hold for another whim-without-a-warning #this cross country service is delayed by 26 minutes so i will grab a bucket and start shovelling the water away from the tracks #everyone is moving on in some different way and im sorry if you think im mean for telling you getting so drunk will disable you from #recording your brainwaves effectively but it seems like you think i owe you an awful lot. one year ago in four days my friend got me hegel's #science of logic for my birthday and i thanked him for proving to me the existence of things this is what i do he said #and then he will spend the rest of his life breathing philosophy and i dont want to spend the rest of my life #breathing someone elses dreams i wait for the moment of realisation. this is now a 30 minute delay. i was supposed to worship beautiful #things and that is what i will do. i think i have a best friend and i know i have a lover and i know to #restrict my love the way you have. im sorry. i hope you understand when i tell you. i am now sitting on the floor in the luggage section of #this incredibly busy train and i saw a photo of her with her boyfriend and her hair in braids smiling like a fool this is the #except a week ago you told me you almost took too much this time to live. you are a beautiful girl with a beautiful soul and you know you #have already changed the world and it somehow was not enough. now you are smiling without any makeup on next to him #and yesterday you cried in an airport in the states when you were too full of love. this is the most extraordinary human being i have met. #tomorrow he heads off to princeton while his best friend heads to harvard. he goes there to make the world a better place. he is the most #extraordinary person i have ever met. the issue with human beings is that we are incredibly good at almost dying and keeping going. #you try to kill yourself and publish a paper and give a talk. you negotiate the seperation between your own parents and submit another #phd application. i am surrounded by extraordinary people with extraordinary minds and incredibly broken happy hearts. #i only see you smile when you talk about robotics. i still dont know how manifolds work and i love the concept anyway. i dont know. #i do know that i refuse to live unsatisfied. #you can keep drinking. im going to drink this reality up #i think i was a horrible person and i refuse to engage with that mentality again no matter what it takes.

[backroadboy]

guys is it weird to call a guy you never even met after your girlfriend broke up with you?

#yes this is about my stanford fic #it's all about finding comfort in a person you never met #because it feels like you've known them your whole life #and you're in your twenties and you're spending most of your days alone #and you want to form connections but your hunting buddy couldn't handle your life and neither could your girlfriend #but there is this guy who listens to you and doesn't think you're crazy and he has a kind voice and you wonder if he looks just like you #imagine him and he hosts a music show on the radio even tho he doesn't know shit about music #and he tells you stories so fantastic and strange and he is way too serious sometimes but when he laughs you wonder what it would be like #to see him smile. to see his eyes narrow with an expression of joy on his face. and you wonder if his lips are as soft and as sweet as his #voice sounds #and suddenly you wonder what happened to you in the last few month since you first talked to this guy. maybe there is something wrong #with you because when you lay down on the backseat of your car. covered by a leather jacket that is way too big for you.... #yeah that's when you start to think 'what did this bastard do to me.' #we met at the end of eden fic #txt.

[love-killed-the-superstar]

I've got the zoomies in my brain . Want to put the lads in some situations.

#how do i show just how down bad this guy is for the mutant turtle who spent a whole day pissing him off #i spend all my time writing mikey being a thirsty mfer instead of writing theo being 10000% smitten and then annoyed at how smitten he is #like this guy broke ur tech and almost crushed ur dreams. yet ur gonna smile at him like that...... #a at eedgjkgystsewtwearafnbfee (sound of me flatlining)

[whenthegoldrays]

🏮

#i mean it's not like i spend my days thinking about Nice Smile Guy or specifically caring about when i'm going to see him again #but like yeah i have been known to check the schedule and see if he's assigned with or near me either this month or the next #and he's not which is a bit disappointing #but no matter! i'm in my nun era anyway after my mom told me to take a chill pill #elly's posts

[bloodcoveredgf]

beating the not having a life and only watching movies allegations by missing a day of watching movies because i went shopping in town and then called and watched videos with my bf for the rest of the night <3 & today was a beautiful good day full of love and laughter :)

#i walked around and hung out in town with my mom (it was sooooo hot and i am still very sore and tired from it but it was good to get out) #and got many cool lil things and trinkets today from the thrift store and came home to my light my joy and got to laugh and smile all night #the only person in the world who has ever made my cheeks hurt from laughing and smiling so much over the coarse of a few hours #in literal tears in the best way and happens almost every time... twice i thought id throw up from laughing so hard hes my joy <3 #sawryyyy i know im corny but i love him he makes my days brighter and is still my favorite part of my days full of other favorite things #also the person i always wanna come home to and make time for and spend time with even after a long tiring day... Im a dyke

[mrs-kelly]

Heehee remembering back when I was in college and I’d wear f/o stuff out and when people would ask me where I got it I’d say ‘it’s my boyfriend’s’ ahdjfl hope I get an opportunity like that with the Charlie shirt ❤️

#it’s a pretty cool shirt!! #but I think more than likely if people comment on it they’ll know what it is AHDJFL #that’d be a problem tho; if one more person asks me ‘so you like Charlie huh’ I’m gonna burst into a gush fest AHDJFFLL #it’s already so hard when my friends do it #they’ll be like ‘Charlie’s really your favorite huh?’ #and I have to act mostly normal you know ahdjfl #I have to just be like ‘YEAH HES SO FUNNY AND THE LEAST CRAZY ONE RIGHT HAHA’ #instead of going ‘’like him? LIKE HIM? I LOVE him!! he’s the love of my life! spend all day thinking about him! he’s the best! and if you- #ever wanna see me smile all you gotta do is say his name! he’s my EVERYTHING’ #it’s so tough to act normal abt him bc I am decidedly not normal about him ahfkfl #ren speaks #renlie

[k0kichiimagines]

saerans "i get to be a father ill be a father who'll love his wife" ☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️☹️❤️❤️❤️

#no because i grew up listening to my parents fight in case i needed to go and protect my mum when i tell you that call made me sob #a father who loves his wife :((( <333 #its so sweet he'd be such a good parent he's an amazing s/o already #i love when men love their gfs / wives i hate the i hate my wife jokes i love men like saeran who love their wives #i can picture just lying in his arms with your small child flopped out on both of you #or the baby sleeping on him ☹️❤️ #he has big hands too they'd look so tiny #imagine having a baby and seeing they have saerans smile waa #him teaching them how to bake cookies #him listening to their every word while they tell him all about their toys for the thirtieth time #he'd be so good when they're having a tantrum too i feel like while some days he may find it harder to deal with and ask you most of the #time he's able to calm them down so quickly #hes rlly good at reading emotions #i think he'd be able to be protective and yk like tell them not to do things firmly but also be so sweet #it's like with you hes so weak to the both of you but in a lighthearted way #i hope the babyd first word is baba or similar because could you imagine his eyes lighting up at hearing it #it makes my heart feel so full i love dad saeran #hes young too i think you and him would spend a few yesrs travelling and doing this and that and then have a child / children #like look you could spend a decade / almost a decade together if you wanted and then have children saeran would only be in late twenties

[agallimaufryofoddments]

Hypothetically Heckling Hyperbolically

Scene: If Huey had been a couple years younger and able to overhear Ronny and Elmer’s peri-drowning conversation...

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(TL;DR)

Ronny: Magic mirror of the sea, who is the unlikeliest to smile besides me?

Huey: Me.

Elmer: True that. Psyche! It’s me.

Ronny: Shit.

Elmer: Cope. I do. Anyway, you’re going to make Maiza smile, and you’re gonna like it. You’ll like it till you drop dead from smiling!

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Ronny: Mortal, I can grant you power beyond your wildest dreams. Perfect immortality. Freezing time. Extreme farsightedness. Command over the human race. Money go brr. Anything. Anything! Think big. Bigger. BIGGER. Think deep.

“After thinking for a little while...”

Elmer: s m i l e

Ronny: Elaborate.

Elmer: Laugh from the bottom of your heart, at the top of your lungs, like you’re having fun, like you’re overjoyed. Woo me like one of your French girls, bright-eyed, rosy-cheeked, lips parted just so in the latest fashion of joie de vivre. Tell me how you smile, you who are called a demon, and what makes you really and truly happy.

Ronny: What? No. Who are you.

Huey: Addict. Smile Junkie. Joyster.

Ronny: Listen. Before you are two buttons. The red one can get you permanently clean on the spot. The blue one gets you a one-time BSOD except the :( is a :). Choose wisely.

Elmer: :)

Ronny:

Ronny: This is the most difficult, most challenging, most unfeasible wish ever asked of me. You ask for what is impossible now, nigh impossible in the near future, and forever the unlikeliest of the unlikely to occur.

Huey: Oh, God, don’t encourage him.

Elmer: so what I’m hearing is that there’s a chance

Huey: Elmer, remember when I asked you “would a man who had no personal experience with happy smiles be able to give them to others?” and you went ‘point taken?’ Think carefully.

Elmer: So, what you want to do, Ron, what you do in this sort of situations is you attach yourself to someone else in similar smileless straits, straits sans smiles to quote your French girls, and you make them your pet—pet project, yeah, and you just, you know, do what it takes until they give you a laugh right from the gut. Ron, I betcha anything you’ll be able to smile after that, I mean, we’re talking my tried and true methods here. And partner, if we reunite, smile then, because you owe me—I love ya, Ron, but I’ll find you, and you’d better be glad that you met me again. ‘I can smile now! How d’ya like them apples?!’ …I’ll even take a reason like that, so please, show me your smile.

Ronny: Methods?

Huey: His only one.

Ronny: Has it ever worked?

Huey: No.

Elmer: It worked on you.

Huey: You know which party he meant.

Elmer: Look, I was going to suggest that Ronny stick close to Maiza, what with the dead brother and other dead so-and-sos being a real bummer and all, but... I guess I could wish for Ronny to tag alone with me until I smile for real instead...

Ronny: Wait. Hold on. Wait, demon, there’s still time to change my wish—I hadn’t pressed it y—Maiza! I wish for Maiza! My mind is made up.

Elmer: Ah, you’ve chosen the blue button after all. I figured you would. 

Huey: Dare I ask why you didn’t wish for my smile?

Elmer: Well... When weighing my options, I like to choose the one that has the highest chance of succeeding.

Huey: So that’s why you didn’t wish for a genuine smile to call your own, Mr. Empty Ending?!

Elmer: Words can’t hurt me :). Not if I’m empty, right? You should try it sometime oh wait you are. What was that about failed methods, again? Cheer up! You know you want to you. You’ll never best me in the sans émotions racket, so you may as well give up and smile. Come on. Give up. Embrace failure. It’s futile to grieve the dead, but to be so delusional as to try and Lazarus-Frankenstein your wife when not even Ronny can? Move on. Smile for me like your French mother.

Ronny: Mortal, heed me as I literally drown out your words via an ocean of hurt.

Elmer: Huey’s mom :) would know  :) a thing or two about that :). Hey, Huey, look to your right, I think I can see Monica from here! Smile and wave!

Huey: The line is breaking up—sounds—gargling?—can’t hear—

Elmer: Remember, demon, that with but a smile you summon meeeee!

#Baccano! #Baccano #Ronny Schiatto #Huey Laforet #Elmer C. Albatross #Frankenstein won't be written for another 107 years of course. #I know my comedic exchanges are not -uh- funny (see those immortals superlatives reblogs) but I couldn't resist writing this one out. #I was jotting down some thoughts about Elmer not taking advantage of B!'s three Ds of insta-rewards (devouring / demon's wish / drugs) okay #and when I was reviewing the nitty-gritty of the wish itself—where Ronny can't smile on command #so Elmer gives him the hang with and help out Maiza condition with the reasoning that Ronny will smile at the end of it— #I realized :Oh. Elmer you absolute cad. That's your thing. The only thing you ever seem to try these days AND HOW'S THAT WORKED OUT? #Then there's Ronny (making the mistake of) admitting the wish is uniquely difficult. Uh oh. #Elmer *thrives* off the challenging cases. The worst of the problem children. Why? Because *he* is The Most Challenging Case of All. #I have thousands of words of notes/draft fragments for a write-up about how Elmer is drawn to and fixates on the series' mini-Elmers. #Anyway I reread Ronny's 'it's too difficult' objection and could HEAR Huey say you poor stupid fool you've encouraged him #next thing you know I abandon the notes-jotting to spend way too much time writing this post #disclaimer: Huey and his mother are never said to be living in a French village.

[mobbothetrue]

i’m struggling to get to sleep a little, so i’m going back over childhood memories and stumbled across one that was almost a one hit KO.

I read a lot as a kid. My parents encouraged this, and got me a lot of books. Enough that, at one point, early in the morning and the only one awake, I was able to cover nearly every square inch of our living room in books. This probably led my parents to the realization that I, perhaps, had too many books, and we should get rid of some.

I was fine with that. I didn’t like to read books twice, you see, because I already knew where they were going and they didn’t entertain me anymore. That’s a philosophy that has changed, somewhat, with age, but that’s besides the point— there were a few books I wanted to keep. Strawberry Shortcake and something to do with mermaids. The few issues of the Beano I had. The Tin Soldier.

My parents boxed up a ton of books, and handed them in to my first grade classroom. Multiple large boxes of books. A comical amount of books. My teacher, Mrs. B, was very appreciative, But.

I don’t remember how this was uncovered. I don’t remember how I realized it, but… the tin soldier had been given away too. I didn’t mention it a paragraph ago, but it was my favourite book. I loved that book. It was about a tin soldier, missing a leg, in love with a princess or a ballerina. He got lost, or dropped, or maybe went on an adventure, I don’t recall, but in the end found his way back to the princess and was happy.

We did look through those boxes. Didn’t find it.

In sixth grade, I moved.

Well— technically, it was the summer between fifth and sixth grade that I moved. Still. In the years between, we never found that book. I had honestly forgotten about it. Sure, I had cried, but I did eventually find other books.

I guess word got around that I was moving. It was… something like the last day of school— not quite the end, but close. I remember snow on the ground, grey and slushy and mostly gone. I was just getting on the school bus to go home when Mrs. B came bustling out of the school.

She caught my backpack handle to get my attention, and I stopped on the steps of the school bus, looking down at her for what may well have been the last time I ever saw her. She had a book in her frail hands. The Tin Soldier.

She had never forgotten. She kept looking for that book. There was an apple sticky note on the front, addressed to me. It said some incredibly kind things, though most of the words are lost to memory. Encourage your creativity, I think, was the gist of it.

I just. Four years. She kept looking for that book for me for four years. I still have it, now, over a decade later. She must have had other, more important things to do. Four years! Where on earth had it been? I still don’t know, can’t imagine what could have possibly happened to it in the interim short of it slipping into a dimensional pocket. I loved that teacher.

#mobbtalks #not really a story with a point I suppose #my parents dd find another copy of the tin soldier for me after accidentally giving mine away #but the art was different and the story was slightly changed #other memories in this cycle include: spending recess stored away in a corner making an entire city out of little wooden blocks #attempting to do so again another recess only to have the teacher assign me as the buddy to the special needs kid. by which I mean she put #him in the same corner as me and told me to look after him #I remember being annoyed at having to share my city but he actually brought some really neat ideas to it #never really interacted again afterwards though. #I hated the teacher who was supposed to look after him though. she was an ass #like one day I came into school smiling and happy and kicked the snow off my boots Onto the Kick Snow Off Your Boots Mat #after like 30-40 other children had already done so- I was in the back of the line #and she came up to me and honest to god went ‘Why are you smiling.’ #so I said ‘today’s my birthday!’ because it was. I was probably turning seven #but that’s just a guess #and she said ‘I don’t care. do you think just because it’s your birthday you can get snow all over? I don’t want you to come to class until #you pick this all up’ and she like gestured at All the Snow tracked in by (again) 30-40 children (a lot of snow) #I remember scooping a couple handfuls outside and then shoving the rest under the mat because I’d be in trouble if I was late to class #went from smiling to tear streaked #… well that’s a sour spot to leave off a post about good memories on #uhhh what else can I recall #I used to get up super early but I’d get up even earlier for Christmas #one year I got up so early. I don’t know how early but I do know it was like WAY earlier than I had ever gotten up before #stared at the tree and the gifts underneath. considered if I could open one (just one!) secretly. decided against because my parents would #be so sad to miss any. stare at tree. stare at tree. vents make weird noise. oh shit the house is haunted and the ghost is gonna get me #ended up on the other side of the house wedges under a lawn chair (???? lawn chair = safety apparently) on top of a vent #(!?? the thing scaring me?!?) #and all three of our cats came out of the woodwork to square up around me. snooks who was honestly just the best no notes 10/10 cat #simba who’d wake me up on other days to beg for pets and then follow me around the house until other people got up #and Missy who Hated me and Hated Children and probably Hated Simba too (but not snooks because snooks was an Angel)

[halinski]

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#one day you're sitting in your room barely surviving #and the next you're sitting in your psychiatrists room smiling and telling him you're fine #in and out in literally 2 mins #you passed your 3y vocational school #no matter you forgot your excolleagues name #no matter you might already be in the process of sabotage #😬 #anyway #off to get my shoulder checked for possible impingement syndrome this afternoon #and maybe spend some money in the city later bc why not #i didnt get my tattoo thisnweekend so like whatever #ignore me