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#and nott is still in love with yeza and jester is still pining after fjord (and whoever else)
purgeshubble · 3 years
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just wrote a short analysis on polymorous jester but it was shit,,, but I do wanna say polyamorous jester rights,, that is all
#noah watches#critical role#jester lavorre#yes liek the last three cr posts have been about jester what about it huh what about it#and teh analysis/meta/whatver it was was rly bad and it also refernces shit that only exist in my head so it woudl have made No sesne to#anyone who read it but anyways jeste ri spolayrmous and i just think there s few eays cnaon codul work with that in v intersting ways#like she has such an interstingly naive veiew of love but also not and sex and jsut ugh its so good#liek au where jeste rnad nott started dating in teh firts five episodes#and that au is v easily canon readable#and nott is still in love with yeza and jester is still pining after fjord (and whoever else)#but then tehr ejester who falls in love with all her friends (romantically mostly but not cadacaous and maybe not others)#and just doenst quite reliase it bc this is all sh eknows (think the raven cycle vibes)#but then u go a bit more angsty vibes in that route#and just jester wondering if she really loves fjord if she feels that way about others and ther glass ceilings getting broken#with her mother na dthe gentleman#or her understandin polyamory but thinking that jsut teh ppl she sin loevw ith woudlnt want her#or that its normal for her and her mum but sh eunderstadns that its not for evreyone#or for her having a veiw on it where its more abotu sex and then romance is differnt and her figuring out how to seprate but also combine th#in a lot of differnt ways than a lot of pepole are grown up thinking#(this is paired with ace fjord v interestingly)#and yeah im talking a lot abt fjord/jester bc thats her canon pairing and i do liek them and just this meta is pretty cnoan based#adn it was laso prompted by the scene where jester and fjord are talkign and then enott is liek theyre into each other#but also jester confindes in everyone#so i guess here is my kidna of/half analysis but its in the tags and itmight be cut off and there is so many typos#no way am i fixing them#ty ffor reading esp if ur not used to my usual brand of typos liek my followers lmaooo
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jaggedwolf · 4 years
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Got past that Beau & Nott convo in E85, have three (3) whole thoughts.
1. Beau’s little confession, omg, I genuinely did not expect this for my fave ship, not even interest on her side. (it’s nOT A THING, she says, like a liar). Now I’m going to be satisfied regardless of how it all ultimately turns out. Because if it does happen, this is some genuine slow burn in canon. And if it doesn’t happen, we get the wonderfully iddy sadness of Beau’s unrequited pining to roll around in, and I will enjoy that too. 
....It is canon that she’s fantasized about helping a lost Jester find her way, I am still in disbelief.
2. I think the best part of Beau and Nott’s Accidental Deep Conversations™ is that their coping strategies for hiding shit are actually very similar, though how conscious they are of said strategy differs. In essence, they throw out the surface level summary of who they are early on, with little of that hidden from the group. Nott’s an alcoholic goblin who hates goblins. Beau loudly broadcasts that she has issues with her dad and also that she’s into half the women she meets. 
These aren’t exactly comfortable covers for the others to be around, so it doesn’t serve that purpose, but it does serve the purpose of making people back off on the questions for a bit. After all, it seems about right, and you don’t really want to dig into that abrasive layer. (It’s distinct, I think, from Fjord’s tight-lippedness, Jester’s utter truthfulness about the facts of her life if not the feelings or Caleb’s eagerness to spill once he decides to.)
Everyone was taken aback by the Veth reveal, and it also looks like none of the others anticipated Beau’s crush.
3. It has been fucking hilarious to watch this fandom try to react “correctly” to who Nott is, and to have Nott constantly confound those attempts. From Nott’s early strategy of calling herself a little girl to lessen how threatening she seems in disguise (”DON’T SHIP NOTT WITH ANYONE HDU!!”) to the unfurling of how much she hates being a goblin to the story of Yeza and Luke and finally now, to this attraction to Caleb too. 
I kind of love that muddledness. She was attracted to Caleb when she first met him, clearly kind of still is, and that can very much co-exist with her happy marriage, with her self-described parental protectiveness over Caleb, with all the other complicated, contradictory bits that make up Nott.
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