#and like my three prominent verbal tics are decently quiet but my new one is louder like by a lot

[that-was-anticlimactic]

i developed a new verbal tic due to stress and i can’t tell whether or not i like it or despise it🤪

anyways sokka has my new tic because i said so (it’s like a tongue clicking kind of thing but in patterns and if i don’t do it the exact way it’s wants to be done then my body goes into panic mode and starts to tense and be jumpy)

#i’m… #idk #like at this point I’m like yeah i have ts and there’s nothing wrong with that !!! #and then i’ll tic when it’s silent and i just get :// #or I’ll try and talk to someone and have to pause because we got a combo of tics #or everyone will sit normally but i can’t even sit in chairs I have to crouch and rock back and forth #and like my three prominent verbal tics are decently quiet but my new one is louder like by a lot #it’s not shouting but it’s enough to make me feel really self-conscious and I have the most stupid reason for being extra self-conscious #right now and that’s that ts awareness month just ended and I posted stuff on my my story every day that im pretty sure no one but #grace (ily) read and like normally everyone I follow posts all this stuff promoting equality and educating about stuff but no one cared #hat it was ts month except for me (and Grace my beloved) and I was just. sure. #it’s so dumb. like so dumb. and so petty of me. maybe it’s because Paul (my period) is here #sorry i get self conscious every time i develop a new tic so this one will be normal to me in a couple days lol just like first tic anxiety😂 #anyways I’ll stop now #I’m just nervous because I’m going camping with people for half a week starting tomorrow and none of them have heard most of my tics and #my anxiety is telling me that it’ll annoy them especially my new one hahahhahahahhaha it’s fine #sorry y’all didn’t know where else to rant to lol #grace is the only irl friend allowed to see this haha #my tags got more depressing than I anticipated but Paul is really pushing my emotions this week haha #will probably delete in the morning lol #corey rambles:)