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damon-loves-pie · 1 year
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Very First Date.
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Pairing: Steve Harrington x female reader.
Word count: About 5.1k words. 
Warnings: 18+, Reader has a bad date with another guy who kept making sexual advances towards her.(Nothing detailed though.), Steve talks slightly about a fight with his father, reader mentions not having a good relationship with hers either for a moment. (Nothing really descriptive here either.) Other than that, its mostly a FLUFFYYYY PIECE. 
I DID IGNORE THE LAYOUT OF STEVE’S ROOF FOR THE ENDING BECAUSE I WANTED THEM TO LOOK AT STARS. 
Summary:  Steve and the reader are best friends after having worked at Scoops together. Reader went out on a date with a guy which ended horribly and found herself at Steve’s to tell him about it and complain about how she hadn’t had a good date in months. Steve takes matters into his own hands since he’s into the reader and takes her out for a night wanting to remind her how she should be treated by a guy. 
Author’s note: THIS IS MY FIRST STEVE HARRINGTON IMAGINE I HAVE FULLY FINISHED! Usually I would stop halfway through, worried they weren’t going to fit the image I had created in my head. I am feeling a lot better tonight, after having been in the ER the other night. And I’m surprised to be sharing something around 8pm instead of 2 am. 
I did proofread but I’m sorry if I missed something, this was overall just a fluffy imagine I did because I saw a great Steve edit on Tiktok. 
PLEASE CLICK ON MY ACCOUNT AND CHECKOUT MY OTHER WORK, I mostly write for Eddie and can’t add my writing masterlist because I’ve been having issues with being shadow banned. 
But enjoy! 
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Steve was having a horrible night.
His first Friday off in three weeks and he was at home moping alone.
First off you were out on a date with another guy. Not like it actually matters that it bothered him, because you two were just friends and that was it.
But on top of that, Robin canceled on him because Vickie asked her if she was free.
Which don't get him wrong, he was happy for his friend. But fuck did he not want to be alone tonight.
He thought about calling up Linda or Heidi, in the end deciding against it. He was tired of flings that weren't going anywhere.
Little did Steve know though, you were having as bad of night.
The date you were on had to be one of the worst you have ever been on.
You didn't even last past thirty minutes into it.
You told the boy you were heading to the ladies' room and snuck off quickly paying for a meal that wasn't even out yet before leaving.
Driving towards the Harrington home, you were ready to complain to your friends about how horrible another date went.
You felt defeated, like you were done with men.
Partially because the fact most of them were animals, and also just because they weren't the one you wanted anyway.
You wanted the boy who you were heading towards, the boy who felt like home to you when you needed someone to make you feel better.
You wanted Steve Harrington.
But you knew your friendship meant too much to you to even think about ruining it over some stupid feelings you had, so you kept them buried.
Opening the unlocked door you yell out into the home, trying to pinpoint where the two were.
"Steve? Robin?" You ask, closing the door behind you quietly hoping to not scare either of them.
From the kitchen Steve heard your voice, confused as he spread the mayo over the bread of the sandwich he was making.
"(Y/N)?" He questions, because he thought you would be on your date right now.
Steve felt his heart start beating faster as he realized you were here and not on your date, mind racing with different answers to why that might be.
Taking off your shoes and bag you respond to the boy by answering a loud,
"Yes," before leaving your items by the door.
Steve hears your muffled voice through the wall, smiling to himself. He was happy to know maybe he wouldn't be alone tonight. Even if it was just a friend, who he wish would be more.
But it still felt like a win because you were here instead of with some other guy.
"Kitchen." Steve tells you, hearing your steps coming through the hallway into the big kitchen.
You walk in to see him making a single sandwich, not sandwiches, just a sandwich.
"Is that what you're having for dinner?" You laugh confused on how that was going to fill him up. Hopping your body up, you take a seat on the counter behind him.
Steve shrugs, a light blush creeping on his face because he really wasn't expecting to see anyone tonight.
He was down and wanted something simple that didn't take much effort.
"I don't feel like making anything else." Steve says, finishing his meal.  
You giggle lightly as the boy turns around, sandwich small in his big hands. His face still a little red as he took a bite.
"You're going to be hungry again in like an hour." You tell him playfully, watching his eyes twinkle when they meet yours.
Chewing, he took in your outfit.
You were wearing a light pink plaid skirt with a low cut black top.
You looked beautiful to him, the sound of your giggling through the air making him nervous.
Steve shakes the feeling off before shrugging.
"Then I'll order take out." He tells you, chucking slightly before taking another bite.
You nod, understanding. Your eyes roamed around the room to see if you could find any remnants of Robin around.
Not seeing anything you turn your stare back towards him.
"Where's Robin?" You ask him, frowning slightly because you thought they were both off tonight.
You see Steve's body soften a little bit at your question.
"She canceled on me, Vickie asked to see her. Which good for her actually, one of us deserved to have a fun night." Steve answers, taking the last bite of his sandwich.
Steve's heart pound as he brought his eyes back up to yours.
"Are you supposed to be on a date?" He asks you, praying it was canceled and you hadn't gone.
Your body tensed while a sigh slipped your lips, yours legs automatically kicking back and forth slightly.
"That's why I'm here. I wanted to tell both of you how horrible it was, and when I say horrible Steve, I mean horrible." You tell him, shivering at the thought of earlier.
Steve's head popped up a little bit as he tried to not look excited about the fact your date hadn't gone well.
While he was happy for that, he was also wondering what could of made it so bad.
He questioned if maybe he would have to go kick the guy's ass.
"I thought you were out with that one guy from science club? Um, Jackson or whatever." Steve says, smirking internally because he knew the guy's name. But didn't want to seem like he was that important to him.
It's not like he hadn't been questioning the last few days, multiple different times, what that guy had that he didn't.
Meeting your eyes with Steve's, you tap your fingers nervously on the counter.
"Jacob, his name was Jacob." You tell him, watching him nod.
"And I had gone on the date, but god I didn't expect it to go so bad so fast." You finish, cringing as you see Steve's brow crinkle.
"What do you mean?" Steve asks you, arms crossing his chest.
Your body langue continues to be anxious, your feet still swinging as you tilt your head back before taking a deep breath.
"I mean literally not even fifteen minutes into the date he was trying to feel up my skirt. Not to mention all the sexual advances he kept making and nasty things he was saying. The whole situation just made me uncomfortable." You tell him honestly, seeing Steve grimace.
He didn't want you to go out with anyone else, but you didn't deserve that to happen.
"He always seemed so um." Steve speaks, snapping his fingers for the word.
"Innocent?" You finish, watching him nod in agreement.
"That's the word." He says, pointing out a finger.
"That's why I agreed to go out with him, I thought maybe this one wouldn't be a pervert so fast in. Not that I'm even against sleeping with someone on the first date, but fuck at least let us get through dinner." You groan, eyes rolling.
"Did you get through dinner?" He asks while you shake your head.
"No, I told him I had to go to the bathroom then went to the register to pay, leaving to come here. Didn't touch my food or anything since it wasn't out yet." You say truthfully, you didn't want to risk waiting a second longer there.
Steve rolls his eyes playfully.
"You should of left him to pay for it." Steve chuckles, lifting his gaze to yours a smile on his mouth.
"I should of, but I just wanted out of there." You shake your your head, laughing lightly.
"I just want one good date, I legit haven't been a good first date in months." You sigh, looking down at your feet.
Steve sits there for a second staring at you, idea sparking in his head.
You were dressed for a date still, and he was dressed since he was originally supposed to hang out with Robin.
"Are you hungry?" He asks, raising an eyebrow, leaning his head back slightly.  
"What?" You ask him, bringing your gaze to his.
"Are you hungry? Because you're right that sandwich didn't do anything." Steve shrugs, trying to be nonchalant.
You purse yours lips together for a moment.
"I could eat." You nod, watching him lean off the counter.
Steve smiles, nodding.
"Then lets go." He motions, holding his hand out to you.
Raising an eyebrow you take his hand, getting off the counter.
"Go where?" You ask, fixing your skirt.
You were confused on what Steve was doing, we're you two going to go out to eat? Get take out and come back here? What was on his mind, you wondered.
"Let's go show you that there are still good first dates in the world." Steve says seriously, grabbing his keys off the counter.
He decided even if he couldn't officially take you out without admitting his feelings,  he could still show you what it's like. Friends show friends a good time right?
You freeze in place, wondering if you were dreaming.
"First date?" You squeak as he laughs, turning back towards you.
"Yes, date. Come on, friends can take each other out." He smiles at you.
"Now let me show you that even though you will have some bad dates, there will be good ones waiting for you." He finishes, motioning to the front door.
Standing there you see him standing tall, muscles sticking out of his blue stripped shirt while he held the door open for you.
It wouldn't hurt to let him show you a good time you thought.
After all friends can have friend dates, right?
"I guess I'm still dressed for it." You agree, following him as he goes to lock the front door behind you two.
Steve felt himself stumbling slightly to find the key before leading you to the car.
After all he had to make it seem like this wasn't as big of deal to him as it really was.
"Just sit back and enjoy the night because you're right, I have only heard you talk about how bad your dates have been lately. And you deserve a good one." Steve tells you, opening the passenger door for you to get in.
A blush comes across your cheeks while you take a seat.
"Already starting huh?" You tease, smile on your lips.
"Like I said, I'm going to show you a good first date." He smiles, closing the door behind you.
Steve starts driving, eventually pulling into a gas station down the road.
He didn't really need gas for what he had planned, but he needed an excuse to stop to get you something he would get you if he was taking you on a real first date.
"I need to get some gas before we go anywhere." Steve says, hopping out of the car leaving you to wait nervously.
You sat there, hand tapping on your thigh, wondering where tonight was going to take you two.
You've liked him for the past couple of years since working together at Scoops, not that you didn't think he was cute before that.
Just you guys never really spoke before in high school other than some small talk here and there.
You wondered if maybe you should stop this, not wanting to confuse yourself too much by not being able to keep a straight head after this.
You didn't want to lose him over a silly crush.
But you couldn't help but wonder if you should let it play through, because it could possibly be the closest thing you'll get to a real date with Steve Harrington.
Turning your head back towards the opening gas station door, out comes a smiling Steve with an arm behind his back.  
Still smiling he opens the car door, leaning in.
Steve watched your face turn awestruck as he brought his arm around, a single red rose for you in his hands.
He tucks a piece of his hair behind his ear nervously after you take the flower from his hand.
You fingers lightly running over the petals delicately.
"Normally I would of got you flowers before hand, but this date caught me off guard." Steve chuckles, seeing you smile softly.
"Steve, you didn't have t-" You start, getting cut off by the boy protesting you to let the night just happen.
"(Y/N), like I said just sit back and relax and just enjoy the night. That way you'll remember to not settle for anyone's shit during another date you'll have." He tells you, getting out to pump the gas he bought.
Twirling the flower in your hand, you were a giddy mess.
Not even into the actual so called date yet, and it was already one of the best dates you've had.
No one had ever given you flowers on a date.
You've gotten some for a few holidays, after begging for them of course. But you had never experienced anyone willingly wanting to give you something so simple but so special.
Shaking off the butterflies in your stomach, you turn towards Steve after he gets back into the car.
"Thank you for this Steve." You tell him honestly, seeing his eyes glimmer as he starts the car.
Steve's heart exploded at how happy you were about the flower.
He would buy you all the flowers in the world if it meant to see you with that look on your face the rest of his life.
He couldn't wait for the rest of the night, knowing if you enjoyed this then you were going to have a great time tonight.
"Just wait till you see the rest of the date." Steve winks teasingly through the rearview mirror, pulling out of the gas station.
The drive was quiet besides the light humming from Steve as he listened to the music playing through the radio.
Both of you were as nervous as the other, unknowingly of course.
Steve drove out into a small town, smaller than Hawkins, about 20 minutes out.
He pulled into a little ma and pa pizzeria, the red glowing lights shining in the night as you took in the little brick building.
Steve was a gentleman as always, demanding to open the car door for you, which you gladly accepted.
You decided you were going to let yourself enjoy every minute of this, because deep down you hoped maybe he would enjoy it as much as you.
He lead you inside, both of you picking a small little booth in the corner as you waited for a waitress to arrive.
The place was small but cute.
All of the booths were hardwood with white and black checkered floor tiles underneath.
The walls were hardwood as well, red checkered table cloths giving the place a much needed pop of color.
There was even cute hanging lights above each table, giving them all a personal romantic glow.
Bringing your eyes to Steve, you smile.
"How often do you come here?" You ask him softly.
Taken aback a bit, Steve feels nervous wondering if you meant if he brough other dates here.
He wouldn't ever dare to bring anyone else here, besides Robin maybe. But other than that, no one was important enough to bring here other than you.
"By myself? Probably once a week, with anyone else? Never." Steve says honestly, watching your eyes widen a bit.
"Really? How did you find this place then?" You ask him, leaning your chin onto your hand.
Steve nods, taking a look at his hands before picking his arm to rest it on the table.
"It happened a few weeks after graduation actually." He tells you, not wanting to make eye contact.
"I uh had got in a really bad fight with my father about my future, or well lack there of according to him. And I took one of his many checkbooks, thinking about signing me a fat check and just leaving. I started to drive, not really caring about anything just being fueled by anger and ended up stopping here to breathe. Now the rest is history, and I've been coming here ever since." Steve explains, playing with his hands nervously.
He had never told anyone about that night.
Your heart aches for him, not having a good relationship with your parents either.
Not always seeing eye to eye on your future as well.  
"Tell me you at least used his checkbook to buy your dinner that night?" You ask him, placing your hand on his.  
Steve chuckles, bringing his eyes to yours.
"No, but I should have. It would of been the least he could do." Steve smiles, while you give him a light squeeze.
"Why didn't you ever tell me about that?" You say quietly,  intertwining your hand with his.
"I think because until recently, I actually thought he was right." He says honestly, both of your hearts beating fast from the electricity running between your fingers.
You could swear if you let go then lightning would hit the lamp above you.
"Steve your father wasn't right at all, and I'm happy you didn't leave because if you would have then we wouldn't be here, and I can't stand the thought that you might not have came into my life." You tell him truthfully.
If he would of left, you would of been working at Scoops with who knows instead of Steve.
That summer set the path to where you two were today.
"Really?" He asks as you nod.
"Really." You smile, seeing your waitress approaching from the side.
Reviewing the menu took forever for both of you, Steve said everything he had tried previously had been great. And on top of that it was kind of late with it being about 7:30 when you arrived, and both of you not having really ate much earlier didn't help when deciding what to order.
But you two settled on a plate of mozzarella sticks to start with and a medium house special to share with extra green peppers.
The conversation over dinner was alive, no small talk having to happen at all since you two knew each other so well. There were no awkward pauses or laughs, it was fun and energetic.
It was a great change of pace for both of you, since both of you had been on dates that were more than less boring lately.
You two were laughing loudly as you walked out of the restaurant.
The leftover pizza box hugged against your chest while Steve opened your door for you again.
"Steve thank you for sharing this place with me and what it means to you. It was truly one of the better dates I've been on." You tell him as he takes a seat.
Mentally high-fiving himself, he was happy to know you enjoyed what he had planned so far.
But was lowkey hurt you thought that this was all to his date with you.
He looks over, pouting jokingly with a hand over his heart.
"Why are you talking like it's over? We still have more to do till it's done." Steve says, glimmer in his eyes.
"What do you mean there's more?" You ask him, hint of curiosity in your voice, watching the car back out of the parking lot.  
"I mean, I don't only come here for the pizza. There's also an awesome ice cream parlor down the road that has the best malts. Which I know you love right?" He asks, already knowing the answer because you go to the ice cream shop in town every payday of yours.
"You're right, I do love a good butterscotch malt." You laugh, seeing a smile form on his face.
"Yeah so just let me do my thing and make sure you have a fun night okay? I hate to say it but you will probably be getting home late tonight because it's already almost nine." He nods, finger pointing over to the clock on the dash.
"You trying to get me to the spend the night Harrington?"  You joke teasingly, turning your body so your crossed legs were facing him.
He was right, your mom locked the door at ten because she had to be up by four am and didn't want to be awakened by the door slamming.
If you weren't home by then it was up to you to find a place to stay, especially since you got your key privileges taken away years ago because you kept losing them.
Your mom is convinced someone who finds the silver key will somehow know it belonged to your front door.  
"Hey, then it was a good first date." He says playfully, pulling into the gravel drive of what you guessed to be the ice cream shop.
"But yes, more than likely by the time we get home your mom will have the door locked. So you will probably have to crash at mine." Steve tells you truthfully, opening the door to get out of the car.
After looking over the menu you ended up ordering what you and Steve already knew you were going to, a butterscotch malt.
The girl at the window handed you two your malts before you sat down at one of the tables outside.
"So did you find this place the night you found the pizzeria?" You ask him, bringing the straw to your mouth.  
"Uh no actually, I found this a few months later. I came out here to eat one night but decided I still didn't feel like going home so I went exploring the town a little more." He tells you, watching your eyes roll back as you taste the ice cream.
"You've been holding out on me Harrington, you've been coming here for a little over a year and didn't think to tell me their malts are better than ours?" You laugh, pointing your straw at him.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He chuckles, hands and malt going to the air defensively.  
"So I am really the first girl you brought out here?" You ask teasingly, brow raised.
"You are." He nods, pulling his straw away from his lips.
"I didn't want to take you on any other date I would take anyone else. Especially since I do know you, and know what you like so it's a little easier for me to think of something you would enjoy." Steve says honestly, seeing you blush lightly.
"Steve that is honestly so sweet, and you really don't know how much that means to me." You tell him, watching him stand up.
"Which is why I have one more thing to share with you before the end of this date." He smiles, taking your hand into his to follow him.
"What is it?" You ask him, feeling your heart beat as you talk quietly towards his car.
The feeling of your fingers intertwined for the second time that night, making you want to pass out.
"I didn't tell you anything else we were doing, why do you think I'll tell you now?." Steve chuckles, lifting his face slightly as he bumps his shoulder with yours.
"You're right," you agree while he sets his malt on top of the car so he can open the door.
Both of your fingers lingering when it comes time to let go.
The car ride home felt heavy with tension while you two wondered if you were imagining the tension in the air.
Steve wanted so badly to rest his hand on your thigh, and have you place your hand on top of his to hold him while you two drove back home.
But he wasn't sure if he would be crossing a line.
So he just longed for the feeling of your skin pressed against his.
Driving through Hawkins you glanced over at Steve, confused when his house came into view.
"Just trust me." He tells you, parking the vehicle.
Steve walks past you when you're inside, placing the pizza box on the counter along with the empty malt cups before motioning for you to follow him up the stairs.
Walking up to the hallway of his bedroom, you felt yourself get shaky.
He wasn't trying to get you in bed right?
Not that you would hate to do that, you thought.
But just you thought he would put more effort into it if this was really his goal.
"Steve?" You ask him, slowing your movements behind him.
Steve turns halfway back to see you glancing between him and his bedroom.
"Oh, no no no. It's not like that (Y/N), just keep following me." He chuckles, shaking his head.
He stops at the hallway window, messing around with the screen before it pops off.
"Come on," Steve tells you, placing the screen against the wall before climbing through.
Peering out you felt your heart beat fast as you climbed out onto the flat park of the roof to see Steve leaning back on the tiled roof by the window. Taking a seat next to him you lay down, arms behind your head looking at the stars above.
You two were towards the back of the house, the trees and pool surrounding you.
The reflection of the moonlight bounced off the pool, it was all dark besides the dimmed lights under the water of the pool.
It was peaceful out here, breathing in the fresh air.
"I would come out here during high school to just think sometimes." Steve shares, glancing over.
"It's beautiful, I would of too." You nod, happy he shown you more about him today.
"Well you can come whenever you need, bad date? Come here. Bad day in general? Come here." He shrugs slightly, sighing to himself as he realized the date was soon coming to an end.
"I might take you up on it sometime." You tell him, sitting up to glance down at the pool.
"You know where the spare is, and that my door is always open to you." Steve chuckles, sitting up.
"Is this the last part of the date?" You ask him, bringing your gaze back up to meet his.
"Yeah." Steve nods.
"How about I add something and we go for a swim?" You suggest, tilting your head towards the pool, seeing him raise an eyebrow.
"Are you wanting to go for a swim?" He asks you.
"Yeah, why not? It's a nice night." You shrug, smirking slightly.
"You don't have a swimsuit." Steve reminds you.
"So what? Literally I feel like a bikini is the same thing as my bra and underwear, just different materials." You laugh, standing up to go inside down to the pool.
Pulling off your shirt, you glance down at him.
"You coming?" You ask, seeing him get flustered.
"Ye-yeah" Steve stutters, standing up.
You were right he thought, it wasn't much different besides the materials.
Both of you make it down to the pool, kicking off your shoes before you let your skirt and shirt fall onto the cement.
"Meet you in there Harrington?" You smile, running to jump into the pool.
The water surrounded you as you submerged beneath. Your fingers keeping the air trapped in your lungs while they plugged your nose.
A gasp escapes your lips when you come back to the surface.
Steve was standing there with his shoes and jeans off, nervous about getting it to the water.
"Come on take off your shirt Harrington and get in the water."  You call out teasingly.
"I'm coming, I'm coming." He laughs, reaching to pull the shirt off from behind his neck.
You start whistling and hollering as his torso becomes revealed, Steve's face turning red for the millionth time that night.
"You're been working out Steve." You tease, watching him jump into the water.
His tall frame disappearing into the water before coming back up.
"Is that way of you saying I look good?" Steve chuckles, shaking his hair like a dog, causing you to squeal from the water hitting you.
"Well duh, I have eyes. I'm not blind." You laugh watching him splash towards you.
Moving quickly, you scream at the cold water hitting your back.
"Hey, hey, hey. I said let's swim, not splash." You screech, trying to swim away.
"I think you're forgetting you're in the water with a guy who was on the swim team." He laughs, following while he splashes you more.
"Steve, stop." You laugh, turning back to splash him.  
The sounds of both of you laughing and the water moving echoes into the open air.
"Never." He jokes, going to grab your arm.
"Steve don't you dare dunk me." You scream, feeling him overpower you while he pulls you close.
The feeling of his strong arms wrapped around you distracted you as he pulls you down with him in the water before bringing both of you back to the surface.
"God I hate you Harrington." You laugh, wiping the chorine filled water off your eyes.
"No you don't." Steve smiles, arms still wrapped around you.
"Steve, don't please." You scream again, feeling him spin with you in temptation while your arms automatically wrapped around his neck in fear.
"Okay, I won't. But did you at least have fun tonight?" Steve smiles, arms still holding you as he moves in the water.
"I did. Actually, I think it was the best first date I've ever been on." You say honestly, looking up to his eyes. His wet hair framing his face as his grin widens.
"You really think so?" He asks, looking down at you.
"I do." You nod nervously, feeling your back hit the wall of the pool making you realize you were still really close together.
"I wish it could of been like an actual first date though." You laugh shyly,  one of your hands moving to rest on his chest while the other lingers on around his neck to play with his hair lightly between your fingers.
"Do you want to consider it an actual date?" Steve asks, chest moving harshly up and down under your finger tips.
"Would it be alright if I did?" You ask, biting your lip slightly.
"As long as you would let me take you out again," He smiles, his eyes twinkling while the water droplets rolled down his chest.
"On a date date right?" You ask, smirk forming.
"If I'm being honest, I was treating this as a date date." He tells you.  
"I've liked you for a while (Y/N), but I was nervous about asking you out so I thought this was the only way it would happen." Steve continues honestly, picking you up a little higher.
"I've liked you for a while too Harington, and actually thought the same thing about this date. When you offered I thought this may be my only chance to get taken out by you." You smile, wrapping your legs tighter around him.
"Well how about we make up for lost time starting tomorrow with breakfast?" He asks, bringing his face down closer to yours.
"That works for me." You tell him, grinning into the kiss as your lips connect with his.
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To Hell With a Reputation: A Mor Playlist
Not who you were expecting? Neither was I! Mor caught me by surprise the first time I read ACOMAF. This bright, fearless, and loyal lady was the first female friend Feyre had ever had, giving her the guidance that the males in her new fae life weren't quite able to give. "Don't Let The Hard Days Win" is probably a mantra for most of us now. Beneath that bubbly exterior, you have this complex individual who has survived terrible trauma and hides a lot of herself, to her own detriment. I think she deserves more in story. Like Cassian's playlist, I gave myself a lot more leeway with the music. Much more colorful sounds, but some darker lyrics. Listen Here! And meet me behind the cut!
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PYNK-Janelle Monáe. Grimes)
Pynk like the paradise found Pynk when you're blushing inside, baby Pynk is the truth you can't hide, maybe Pynk like the folds of your brain, crazy Pynk as we all go insane
'Cause, boy, it's cool if you got blue We got the pynk
Raspberry Swirl-Tori Amos
I am not your señorita I am not from your tribe If you want inside her well Boy, you better make her raspberry swirl Things are getting desperate When all the boys can't be men Everybody knows I'm her friend Everybody knows I'm her man
Jesca Hoop-Free of the Feeling
When the ringing bell falls deaf, we go look for dark Where no flag is waving red, we look for dark Out where there's no whites of eyes, out where there's no stars Casting far and watching night, we go look for dark
To get free of the feeling Free of the feeling
Uninvited-Alanis Morissette
Like anyone would be I am flattered by your fascination with me Like any hot blooded woman I have simply wanted an object to crave But you, you're not allowed You're uninvited An unfortunate slight Must be strangely exciting To watch the stoic squirm
Same Ol' Mistakes-Rihanna
I can just hear them now "How could you let us down?" But they don't know what I found Or see it from this way around Feeling it overtake All that I used to hate Worried 'bout every trait I tried but it's way too late All the signs I don't read Two sides of me can't agree When I breathe in too deep Going with what I always longed for
Birch Tree-Foals
Come meet me by the river See how time it flows I'll meet you by the river See how time it flows And when we age Shed our skin and grow We shed our layers Spread our wings and go
Some things Cosmic-Angel Olsen
Before we draw, my dear dear friend I promise you my word If we should part, my dear dear love You know you’re in my heart And though I may be getting older Know that I'm going with you Know that I'm hanging on to the things that you said The things that you said
Laura Palmer-Bastille
Walking out into the dark, cutting out a different path Lead by a beating heart All the people of the town cast their eyes right to the ground In matters of the heart The night was all you had You ran into the night from all you had Found yourself a path up on the ground You ran into the night; you can't be found But this is your heart Can you feel it? Can you feel it?
Ocean Drive-Duke Dumont
As the sirens fill the lonely air Oh, how did we get here now, now, now, babe We see a storm is closing in Pretending we ain't scared
Don't say a word while we dance with the devil You brought a fire to a world so cold We're out of time on the highway to never Hold on (Hold on), hold on (Hold on)
Silent Machine-Cat Power
I walk on through woods and its streets every night Walk through people who walk too close Into each other they're hanging I am told there's a mother you may remember
In the name of the father but never the ghost Me I use the money for those just as hard Who hung his head for the ladies or pretended he did
The Lion's Roar-First Aid Kit
But don't you come here and say I didn't warn you About the way your world can alter And oh how you try to command it all still Every single time it all shifts one way or the other And I'm a goddamn coward, but then again so are you And the lion's roar, the lion's roar Has me evading and hollering for you And I never really knew what to do
Leave a Trace-CHVRCHES
I will show restraint Just like we said we should You think I'll apologise for things I left behind But you got it wrong And I'm as sane as I ever was You talk far too much For someone so unkind I will wipe the salt off of my skin And I'll admit that I got it wrong And there is grey between the lines
Birth in Reverse-St. Vincent
Like a birth in reverse What I saw through the blinds You could say that I'm saying Phenomenal lies On the cosmic eternity Party line
This tune will haunt me through the war Ha, ha, ha, ha ha Laugh all you want but I want more 'Cause what I'm swearing, I've never sworn before
Woman King-Iron & Wine
Blackbird claw, raven wing Under the red sunlight Long clothesline, two shirtsleeves Waving as we go by
Hundred years, hundred more Someday we may see a Woman king, wristwatch time Slowing as she goes to sleep
Rainbow-Kacey Musgraves
When it rains, it pours But you didn't even notice It ain't rainin' anymore It's hard to breathe when all you know is The struggle of stayin' above the risin' water line Well, the sky has finally opened The rain and wind stopped blowin' But you're stuck out in the same ol' storm again You hold tight to your umbrella Well, darlin', I'm just tryin' to tell ya That there's always been a rainbow Hangin' over your head
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beansnpeets · 5 months
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Trigger warning for mentions of suicide (not me, Jon's been very depressed and I'm worried)
So the tenancy branch called Jon and told him apparently he's going about this eviction of his tenant wrong. Idk if I've mentioned that he's evicting her. She keeps breaking windows and the back door has been kicked in twice and replaced and the current back door makes it look like a fucking trap house. Someone burned the garage to the ground. One of the windows has a bullet hole in it that came from inside the house. Her ex husband shot someone inside the house (separate incident to the bullet hole in the window). You get the jist.
Anyway, so he had to hand the phone off to me because he was so wound up that he couldn't understand. All he has to do is give her a warning letter and the lady suggested we give a deadline of a week and a half. And then if she hasn't made the repairs by the end of the deadline she gets served with another eviction notice and has to be out by the end of December. But now he's all worried that she's gonna trash the place so bad that he can't rent it out again.
My guy. What did you think low income tenants were going to be like?? Like you very much signed up for this.
So then he immediately goes into "everyone thinks I'm a terrible person now" and "I'm the bad guy" because his self-esteem is so shite and yeah everyone fucking hates landlords and tenancy is there to protect tenants, not landlords.
I returned his energy because he was just yelling and not listening to me and I told him to shut the fuck up and listen and sit down for a second. He takes this as me not allowing him to have his feelings, which is not what I'm trying to do and I don't think that's what I'm doing, correct me if I'm wrong, please.
Like I was just trying to bring him back to earth and get him to listen to how simple this whole thing is and that we will deal with things as they happen because we have no control over a lot of this shit now so we are just going to have to get through it. We have the tools to do this, it's not going to be the end of the fucking world. We got this. But NO. Then he gets in his truck and leaves, says he's going for a drive. But now I have to sit here and be all worried that he's not coming home. I have no idea if he's gonna go off and kill himself. I feel like I can't leave him alone because he's been so depressed for so long.
He refuses to help himself. I don't think his parents ever taught him how to, they just fixed everything for him all the time instead of letting him figure shit out. So I'm the one that has to find him a private psychiatrist and make an appointment and I'm the one that has to call his family Dr. to make appointments when he's feeling shitty and won't stop complaining about it, but also won't do anything to try to fix it.
I just want a quiet fucking life. I don't want all this drama all the time. Everything is drama with this guy. Everything is the end of the fucking world all the time. I'm over it. I'm done. I'm scared of what he might do to himself when I leave, but I'm so fucking miserable being with him at this point.
And I think he knows I'm leaving. He's been so weird lately. Trying to be clingy and touchy, even tho I don't want it, and he's been very generous paying for a lot of things lately. Which just makes me feel more guilty, but then shit like this blows up and I am reminded again and again of why I'm leaving. But I'm starting to wonder if I need to just bite the bullet and kick him out of our house and end things now. I can't keep doing this. I'm sick and tired of dealing with all of this all the time.
I don't want to have to constantly do all the hard things for him. I didn't choose this. I did not make the choice to buy rental properties. I was actually very much against this when he started. I didn't want him to, but I didn't want to stomp on his dreams, either. I tried to steer him away, I tried to get him to just move us into the first house he bought, but no. He wanted to be a landlord because he wants to be rich and he listened to too many of those finance bros online and got it into his head that it would be easy. But I'm the one expected to pick things up when it's too hard and he can't. Or he expects his parents and his brother and me to just stop and help him with this shit (for free) when he needs help. I've told him to just pay people to do it, but "Oh I can't afford to." Then you can't afford to be doing this at all bro. Like you literally signed up for this and you cannot expect your elderly parents to help you with all the cleaning and repairing when you buy another house. You can't just expect me to do your administrative work for fucking free and then also be your spouse and therapist and mother on top of it all.
I'm just so frustrated and angry and worried right now and I can't fucking wait until I'm out of this and it's done with. I want to enjoy my life without all this bullshit.
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memelleity · 2 years
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the haunted mansion sentence starters
❝ it’s love, isn’t it? ❞
❝ would you like a divorce? ❞
❝ i’m looking forward to tonight. ❞
❝ let’s sign some papers. ❞
❝ this is such a big deal for us. we have to celebrate! ❞
❝ my name’s teddy. your husband told me to tell you he loves you very much, but sometimes he loses track of the time…. i’m sorry i’m late. ❞
❝ hey, come on, ____. don’t be like that. ❞
❝ there’s a spider in my room! ❞
❝ you’re making a big deal out of nothing. ❞
❝ i was trying to make a point about how it’s important to whack your own spiders! ❞
❝ it’s just a little detour. no more than 20 minutes. ❞
❝ are we still in america? ❞
❝ how are we gonna get in..? what if you give me a boost, and i’ll go around the back? ❞
❝ you give up too easy. you’ve got to be more patient. ❞
❝ now, that’s something you don’t see every day… ❞
❝ did you know they have, uh, dead people in the backyard? ❞
❝ hello? is anybody home? ❞
❝ please accept this waterproof calendar as a token of my appreciation. ❞
❝ i’ve never seen anything like this. ❞
❝ my grandfather spared no expense when he built this mansion. ❞
❝ you have very beautiful children, ____. ❞
❝ you never see houses like this. or at least i don’t. ❞
❝ this house is my inheritance. my birthright… but lately it’s become too much to bear. ❞
❝ do you believe in ghosts? ❞
❝ people love bathrooms. ❞
❝ the storm has flooded the road. i’m afraid there will be no leaving the mansion tonight. ❞
❝ of course you are more than welcome to spend the night here. ❞
❝ what’s the problem? ❞
❝ the only thing you seem to care about anymore is work. ❞
❝ i didn’t mean to say that, okay? ❞
❝ you scared me. ❞
❝ let’s go talk some turkey. ❞
❝ i was just wondering. have you ever been to a tanning salon? i’ve got a friend who’s got a really great place. you can get a really smooth tan. do something about that ashy white look. i’m sure the ladies would love it. ❞
❝ would you care for a drink, while you’re waiting? ❞
❝ that’s what i need to do. get a big picture of myself|to put on the living room wall. adds a touch of elegance to the room. ❞
❝ you don’t believe in ghosts? ❞
❝ the way i see it, you only go around the track once. so you do it full-out all the way around. ❞
❝ may i confide in you? ❞
❝ do you think it’s gonna stop raining soon? ❞
❝ i wonder where this leads to. ❞
❝ it’s a ghost ball. i think it wants us to follow it. ❞
❝ ____ hates it when i leave things lying about. ❞
❝ these walls are filled with so many memories. some of them painful. ❞
❝ where’s your sense of adventure? ❞
❝ what are you doing here? you’re not supposed to be here! ❞
❝ does anybody want a cookie? ❞
❝ trespassers don’t get cookies! ❞
❝ if i had to listen to another word from that insufferable fool, i think i would have burst. ❞
❝ is it really too much to ask for a little cooperation? ❞
❝ i am madame ____, seer of all, voice to the spirits. whom do you seek? ❞
❝ i don’t want to look within. i want to look without. ❞
❝ there is great evil in this house. a devil’s curse. it seeks to destroy you. ❞
❝ why would something seek to destroy me? ❞
❝ hey, i’d really like to stay on the ground. ❞
❝ your family is at stake. your very life is at stake. ❞
❝ if i could tell you, i would. but i can’t, so i won’t, okay? ❞
❝ you can’t help the dead. they’re beyond help. ❞
❝ everyone should keep their noses in their own business. ❞
❝ how did she die? ❞
❝ do not be deceived. all things are not as they appear. ❞
❝ how do we get out of here? ❞
❝ i thought you said you could drive this thing! ❞
❝ why are all these ghosts still hanging around here? ❞
❝ to love someone so much and then lose them so suddenly… i can’t imagine how awful that must be. ❞
❝ if you truly love someone, they never leave you. they remain in your heart forever. ❞
❝ thanks for nothing. ❞
❝ i studied latin for three years. you thought it was dumb, remember? you said it was a dead language. ❞
❝ i didn’t know you had a bad childhood. ❞
❝ i didn’t have a bad childhood. ❞
❝ now, that wasn’t hard, was it? ❞
❝ relax. i have everything under control. i have everything completely under control. ❞
❝ it’s okay to be scared. everybody gets scared sometimes. i’m scared right now.❞
❝ open the door, or i’ll kill you! ❞
❝ everybody gets scared now and then. you just can’t let it stop you. ❞
❝ you got the key? ❞
❝ look, i don’t make the rules. i just work here. ❞
❝ hey, what are you doing?! put me down! ❞
❝ this is bad luck! this is very bad luck! ❞
❝ i’m getting nauseous! ❞
❝ don’t talk to me about being fragile. i’m the one that’s feeling fragile right now. ❞
❝ how do i know what to look for? this thing is full of junk. ❞
❝ the butler did it? you gotta be kidding me. ❞
❝ why’d you kill her? ❞
❝ what she sees in you, i’ll never know. ❞
❝ life, i’m afraid, is such a delicate state. ❞
❝ how wonderful. you’re going to kill a ghost. ❞
❝ do you believe that love is about second chances? about forgiveness? ❞
❝ don’t you remember? ❞
❝ don’t you recognize me at all? ❞
❝ ____, you’re scaring me. ❞
❝ now you’ve returned to me. and at long last, we can be together. ❞
❝ why do you not remember? ❞
❝ leave me alone! get away from me! ❞
❝ you haven’t put on your dress yet. ❞
❝ there are worse things than purgatory, i can assure you. ❞
❝ what are you doing? ❞
❝ oh, i see. you’re just gonna sit there, feeling sorry for yourself. ❞
❝ it’s never too late. ❞
❝ you try. you fail. but the only true failure|is when you stop trying. ❞
❝ what do you want me to do? ❞
❝ i lost you once. i don’t intend to let it happen again. ❞
❝ if you’re gonna kill me, kill me. but on the other side, i’m gonna be whipping your ass for all eternity. ❞
❝ what’s the meaning of this? ❞
❝ was love my mistake? ❞
❝ all these years i’ve sacrificed for you. but what would you understand of sacrifice, duty, or honor? ❞
❝ damn you. damn you all to hell! ❞
❝ ____, please. i love you so much. ❞
❝ i have waited so long for this moment. ❞
❝ hey. that’s my wife. ❞
❝ i thought i lost you. ❞
❝ can you ever forgive me? ❞
❝ are we there yet? ❞
❝ nothing takes 20 minutes. ❞
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threewaywithdelusion · 6 months
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I’m re-reading Lady Midnight and I just rediscovered a playlist I made for Emma and Julian back when I first read the book and it actually slaps. (Note: I made this is 2016, so there are no newer songs on there. Also no Taylor Swift, because I didn’t listen to her back then)
Playlist:
Drive by Halsey
Your laugh echoes down the hallway / crawls into my hollow chest, spreads over the emptiness / it’s bliss / it’s so simple but we can’t stay / overanalyse again / would it really kill you if we kissed?
All we do is drive / all we do is think about the feelings that we hide
Sad by Maroon 5
Oh, but I’m scared to death that there may not be another one like this / and I confess that I’m only holding on by a thin, thin thread
Somebody to Die For by Hurts
I could drag you from the ocean / I could pull you from the fire / and when you’re standing in the shadows, I could open up the sky / and I could give you my devotion / until the end of time / you will never be forgotten with me by your side
Story of My Life by One Direction (Jules POV)
Written in these walls are the stories that I can’t explain / I leave my heart open but it stays right here empty for days / she told me in the morning she don’t feel the same about us in her bones / it seems to me that when I die these words will be written on my stones
The way I’ve been holding on so tight, with nothing in between
The story of my life / I take her home / I drive all night to keep her warm / and time is frozen
Under the Water by The Pretty Reckless
Don’t let me drown / don’t let me drown in the waves, oh / I could be found, I could be what you had saved
Lay my head under the water / Lord, I pray for calmer seas / and when I wake from this dream with chains all around me / no, I’ve never been, I’ve never been free
Say Something by A Great Big World
I am feeling so small / it was over my head / I know nothing at all / and I will stumble and fall / I’m still learning to love / just starting to crawl
Say something, I’m giving up on you / I’ll be the one if you want me to / anywhere, I would’ve followed you / say something, I’m giving up on you
You Found Me by The Fray
Lost and insecure / you found me, you found me / lying on the floor / surrounded, surrounded / why’d you have to wait? / where were you? Where were you? / just a little late / you found me
In the end, everyone ends up alone / losing her, the only one who’s ever known / who I am, who I’m not, and who I wanna be
Crawl by Superchick
How long will this take? / how much can I go through? / my heart, my soul aches / I don’t know what to do / I bend, but don’t break / and somehow I get through / cause I have you
And if I had to crawl / will you crawl too? / I stumble and I fall, carry me through / the wonder of it all is you
When everything I was is lost / I have forgot but you have not / when I am lost, you have not lost me
Goodbye to You by Michelle Branch (Emma POV at the end of book 1)
I still get lost in your eyes / and it seems that I can’t live a day without you / closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away / to a place where I am blinded by the light / but it’s not right
Goodbye to you / goodbye to everything that I knew / you were the one I loved / the one thing that I tried to hold onto
Head is Not My Home by MS MR
Your heart understood mine / found in forbidden nights / sharp as glass and twice as bright / ignore the promises we made / forgotten now, we’ll never get our way
secrets lie in our wake / your kiss tastes better outside the light of day
I reveal nothing, we’ll both play it fake / pretend not to worry / our hearts are hearts at stake
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Write me a poem about the Trojan War, except in this version it's about toothpaste
This is the story
of how a brave lad called Achilles lived
With his friend called Patroclus.
But as he went for war
They had some trouble.
The gods were very angry,
Because the Greeks wanted to go to Troy,
And the Trojans had some fun
On the way to the sea.
They called up Zeus from the sky,
To save the Greeks or die.
As he went up to his throne,
'Come down and take your throne!
Come down and take your throne!'
His daughter came to him,
And said,
'Take me instead,
I've never been so scared.
What will you give me, daddy dear?'
'I'll give you whatever you ask for!'
'It's not fair.
Don't tell me what I want!
Take some money, father dear
And a little gold,
And a big house,
And ten little horses
With shiny brass bits,
And some jewels to throw in.
And a car to drive, too,
And a motorbike, and a dog,
Or a cat,
And any toy you'd like!
But give me the palace
Where the beautiful young ladies are
And my old father
And his new son-in-law!'
'I don't want your silly palace
Any more than you want your toys!
Take some bread, some fish,
Some figs, some apples,
Some fruit,
Some nuts, and some olives.
Take a little bread
And a few apples,
And a good handful of nuts
And some olives, and then we'll play!'
Zeus sent a cloud to cover the sun.
But he was all-powerful.
When he saw her all covered in dust and grime,
'Oh, it's only a cloud.
She doesn't mind being dirty!'
'Come out of the water,
The dust is getting into it!
Come out of the water,
'Cause the dust is getting into it!'
'I haven't gone in there.
Where would I go?
I haven't got any skin left.'
'Come out of the water,
The dust is getting into it,
Come out of the water,
The dust is getting into it.'
'There's just a little water there.
Oh, come out of the water!
The dust is getting into it.'
'I'll come out soon enough.
I am all made of water.
I just have to keep my hands and face out
And I'll come out quite all right!'
Then she went up to the King of the Sea
And said, 'Tell me, daddy dear!
You have a big fish.
It has a big fin,
And the King of the Sea said:
'Here is a thing
That the boy might like.
That is all you have ever wanted.'
But his daughter didn't want any more!
'Now listen to me, daddy dear!'
'Yes, go on, little one.
Tell me now, what is it?'
'It is a magic carpet with golden wheels,
And as soon as you sit down on it,
You will be going to the bottom of the sea,
And the King of the Deep will give you a house.'
'I would rather live
In your nice old palace.
I have never been so scared
I'd go to sleep one night,
With the windows
And then the floors would be wet.
And when I got up next day
All the house would be dry.'
'Yes, the carpet will come,
I am a great magician.
With the golden wheels,
And all the other things.'
'But my girl is old enough now
To take care of things like that,
And she's grown up quite right.'
'But you said, "Take the magic carpet,
And the King of the Deep will give you anything you want!"'
'I said it to please your daughter!'
'Then why haven't you told her?'
'Because of the dust.'
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maginxlia · 2 years
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Starring Incubus! Chōsō in the Hidden Treasure
Rated R
Contains Suggestive Themes
Trigger Warning ⚠️ Mentions of blood
No pronouns in this bih
Summary ❃ Never in your wildest dreams did you ever think you would ever get tied to a Incubus especially not because a Jewellery box bought from a thrift shop……
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❃ The day started like any other. You went to work, had a nice lunch and your boss let you off early without pulling overtime?? Damn scratch that, This day was too good to be true
❃ Before heading home your interest was grabbed by a small thrift shop that you never paid attention to before. Odd but you love a good deal and vintage clothes
❃ Walking in you were greeted by friendly older lady who eyes told tales even when she was silent
❃ The clothes in the store were beautiful but what captivated you was a Old Ebony jewellery box that had intricate carvings on the top
❃ The price was twenty five dollars, a little steep but you couldn’t pass up the opportunity to have such a work of art for yourself
❃ As you paid for the Jewellery box the Older lady started to explain how the jewellery box was built in Japan sometime in the 1800s, “the original craftsman lost but the beauty remains” she said softly as she gave your change to you
❃ after bidding her farewell you begin the drive Home, your attention was on the road but whenever your eyes went to the Jewellery box that sat on the passenger side floor for just a split second a warm pleasant feeling enveloped you
❃ Finally arriving home you carried the Jewellery box in and gently placed it on your dining room table, It would be a lie if I said you had forgotten it; even while you bathed, Ate and prepared yourself for bed thoughts of the jewelry box danced in your mind
❃ Your curiosity was way too strong, you just have to see what’s inside. As your fingers glide over the carvings the urge to open the box grew
❃ As you tried to open the lid a needle pricked your finger, scaring the absolute Fuck out of you; You watched as the small drop of blood spread throughout the carving of the lid. It amazed you how a small drop did all that.
❃ The box opened before your very eyes; exposing a beautiful mirror you stared back at yourself…. Wow you looked beautiful
❃ Closing the box, You went and disinfect your finger before heading to bed
❃ It was weird you fell asleep so peacefully and quickly, while you slept your dreams was so pleasant but you was awaken from them
❃ There on your bed sat the most handsomest man your eyes had ever seen but wait handsome or not this fool Is a intruder but your body was oddly calm; You didn’t feel the need to scream, it was like you known him for years
❃ The man's violet glowing eyes gently laid upon your figure before he cleared his throat and began speaking: I know your body is betraying you right now, you probably would be trying to fight me if it wasn’t. My Name is Chōsō , I am an Incubus and you ❃ my dear broke the seal that contained me. I mean you no harm but I am now tied to you and forever in your debt.
❃ You had heard about incubuses Demons of passion who prey up the sleeping and feed off the essences of intimate pleasure, but now you have one tied to you
❃ Maybe Chōsō is different, he moves calmly and he hasn’t tried anything funny…… yet
❃ You: First of all, Why were you sealed away? Aren’t you hungry? Don't you need to feed?
❃ Chōsō only smally smiled at you: I would be worried if I was you too if a strange being told me they are demon and they were sealed away but in truth I was sealed away for being different, I fell in love with a human and their family forbade us from being together. My own Brethren helped my love’s father trap me in that box that became my prison for over two hundred years. I am aware humans don’t live long and that my love is long gone, I was aware of that for a long time. No, I am not hungry, my brethren would feed off of humans in a more carnal way but I am just interested in the ways of humanity that hunger no longer drives me. I mean no harm to anything or anyone. Now please let me see your hand
❃ With his words you were reassured but still skeptical as you laid your hand into his, you watched as he healed your finger with a gentle touch
❃ “Maybe he wasn’t lying” you thought to yourself or Maybe you were being naïve but you trusted him
❃ You laid out the ground rules of your home and explained to him what you expected of him and he happily agreed to everything you were saying
❃ It was amazing how quickly you adjusted to having him around. He didn’t eat nor sleep and all he asked from you were some pens and paper so he could write down his notes on humanity
❃ Months flew by but Chōsō stayed kind to you and he never left the walls of your home, whenever you would go out you did feel his presence like he was protecting you from harm but that was it
❃ He kept your house clean, prepared your meals for you and he never overstepped the boundaries you made for him, He’s truly a dream.
❃ As you watched a old movie with him, your head laid on his shoulder you noticed how much you had fallen for him
❃ He had been in love with a human before, are you being ignorant for feeling this way?? For days after your realization you fought internally with yourself, could you push these feelings aside??
❃ One night you got brave, you laid in bed feigning sleep As Chōsō sat At the foot of your bed writing and observing your breathing; He knew you wasn’t asleep but he didn’t say anything
❃ You quietly: Chōsō?? I have feelings for you that I never felt before, I’ve gotten to know you these past months and I realized how deep my feelings are for you. I’m not trying to be insensitive to your past love but I had to clear my heart of this.
❃ Once your words was finished Chōsō slowly and gently crawled over to your body, he hovered over your form his violet eyes glowing down at you
❃ Chōsō gently held your chin looking into your eyes like he was studying their appearance before laying a delicate kiss upon your lips, you were the one to deepen it as your tongue danced with his you enjoyed the flavor of his lips and how they taste like plums ripen by the heavens
❃ He slowly trailed down kisses onto you chin stopping at your neck as he gently sucked and kissed the delicate vein there
❃ As your eyes rolled back in pleasure all you could think about is the pure passion that the Incubus and you will share tonight…
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Heath’s Home Ick Notebook - Entry 3
So after I vulcanized our cooking project yesterday, Abbey called me and totally asked me out on a date! Yes! "The Heathster's still got it," is what I was thinking, but it turned out that's not what Abbey was thinking. She told me to meet her at Headmistress Bloodgood's house, which I thought was kind of lame even if Abbey does live there during the school year. I said we should meet at the Maul, but Abbey said I had to meet her there. I got my cousin Jackson to give me a ride cause I didn't want to show up for a date on my bike. Jackson drives like an old monster lady, but it's way better than riding with Holt. One time I got in the car with Jackson, and without thinking...natch...turned on the radio. Oh man, his driving just about scared the ashes out of me. I didn't make the same mistake today. When we got there, Abbey was waiting for me, along with several ice statues. I told Jackson that he didn't have to wait, but he said he wanted to stick around and see this. Abbey asked why I was dressed up. It didn't take me long to figure out this was not a date. It was her idea of how to help both of us out in Home Ick. Frozen inside each of the statues was an apple. I thought this was like some kind of kung fu movie, so I totally melted the first two statues, turning them into a puddle of water and a smoking apple. I started to melt the third one when Abbey yelled, "Heath Burns, stop!" I stopped. She said the goal was to melt the ice without cooking the apple. If I could do this, then she had an idea for a dish that would knock Ms. Kindergrubber's gingerbread socks off. No problem, I said. Except three hours and many apples later, Abbey finally gave up. "Is no use, I am failing first Monster High class ever, and you will never learn self-control." There was one statue left, and maybe for the first time, I felt more sorry for Abbey than I did for myself. So I concentrated all my fire into one finger and carved out the apple without singeing the stem. I held up the apple and showed it to Abbey. "Excellent work, Heath Burns—how about we go see a movie now?" I burned the apple to a crisp, but we went to the movie anyway.
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Semper Meus
Part 7
Scotty
It was a nice walk to Jim’s cafe. They chatted about the plans for the wedding. Keenser had already talked to his mother. The old lady was over the moon that there would be a big party in her mansion. It was everything she had ever dreamt of. And since her son hadn’t married, she only now saw the chance.
He was surprised to find not only Leonard but Leah sitting at a table. They were chatting happily but waved the engineers over when they saw them entering.
“Hi Leah; didn’t expect to see you.”
She smiled back at Scotty, shrugging her shoulders.
“Well, I’m full of surprises.” She looked at the others. “So, who do we have here?”
While Scott introduced Keenser, the man just gave a polite nod. He still wasn’t the guy for many words.
“And I’m Chris, Scotty’s nephew. It’s a pleasure to meet ye, ma’am.”
Chris stretched out his hand but Leah just waved it off.
“Oh please, ma’am is my mother. Just call me Leah.”
Chris gratefully accepted the offer and he looked quite happy about this sudden first meeting.
“Hey guys, the usual?”
Jim put a hand on Scott’s back and placed Leonard’s food in front of the doctor.
“Hey Jim, aye. For me it’s the usual.”
Keenser nodded and Chris agreed.
Wow, Scotty hadn’t even realized how much he had missed all of this during their time in Scotland.
Seeing his friends happy together made him feel great.
“I can wait,” Leonard offered, looking down on his plate, but Scotty shook his head.
“Don’t. It’s fine with us. Ye must be hungry.”
Leah grinned sheepishly at hearing these words.
“Oh yes, he is. But judging by his look, he’s more hungry for you.”
Scott’s cheeks blushed red when everybody laughed and McCoy rolled his eyes.
However, Scotty had to agree with Leah somehow. Even after all this time, Leonard still managed to stare at him like when they first met. It still made his heart flutter. And it was exciting.
“Well, I’m gonna eat my wrap now.”
McCoy started eating and soon enough they all had their lunch. They chatted about all kinds of stuff. Chris asked Leah tons of questions. About her hometown. About her work at the hospital. About her interests.
Time flew by way too fast and when Jim reminded them that their breaks were almost over, they had to hurry to get back.
It was worth it.
Part 8
McCoy
McCoy and Leah parted with the engineers as they turned the other way to walk back to the shipyard. He looked in surprise at his sister as she continued to walk with him instead of heading for her rental car.
“What are you doing?” he asked.
“Thought I’d walk you back to work; look around, see what shops I might want to pop in.”
“Alright.”
“Maybe I’ll go drive up and see this mansion this afternoon too. Keenser said that’d be fine,” said Leah thoughtfully.
“It’s really beautiful,” McCoy responded. “I’m really grateful Keenser said we could use it.”
“I can’t believe he’s one of the Roylan’s.”
“I know,” McCoy agreed. “I was surprised at that the first time Scotty told me. But even though he’s pretty quiet, he’s been a really good friend to Scotty through everything.”
Leah was quiet for a few minutes.
“There was more going on than what you told us, wasn’t there?” she asked quietly.
“Yes. But I’m not planning on telling you anything that Scotty doesn’t want to.” McCoy felt himself frown and he tried to keep his voice neutral.
“I’m not trying to invade his privacy,” Leah said, “I respect that. Just picking up on little things here and there. How are you doing? All healed?”
“It’s been months,” he rolled his eyes, but his hand still automatically rubbed over the place he had been shot, “of course it’s healed.”
“Ma was really scared when we got that call.”
“I know,” McCoy said softly. “I was too.”
“I couldn’t believe you’d put yourself in danger for someone like that, but seeing you now… you’re stupidly in love with him aren’t you?”
A surprised chuckle came out of McCoy.
“God you’re an ass,” he said. “Yes, I am ‘stupidly in love with him.’ Have been since the first time I saw him,” he admitted. “Can’t believe I told you that.” McCoy rolled his eyes. “Happy now?”
“Yes,” Leah grinned. “But for real Leo,” she put her hand on his arm, “I am really happy for you. I never, ever saw you look at Jocelyn the way you look at Scotty.”
McCoy raised his eyebrows and opened his mouth, but he didn’t know what to say. It was true. He had loved Jocelyn after all, when they had gotten together, when they had married, but it was nothing compared to what he felt with Scotty. Scotty made him complete in a way he hadn’t known he was lacking.
“I feel whole when I’m with him,” he finally said.
“Ugh, that’s so sappy,” Leah groaned. “But also really sweet.”
“Someday maybe you’ll find that and stop flirting with all my friends,” McCoy said. He laughed as his sister took a swing at him.
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they say hypersexuality can be a response to assault. it's a complex feeling to process—that i feel so betrayed every time people objectify me while also being complicit in sexualizing myself.
during my manic episodes, i'm both suggestible and vulnerable. i will numbly go along with whatever people ask of me. i've spent so many nights getting high in random stranger's apartments. men have followed me to the ladies' room while i was drunk. thinking about the amount of harassment i went through during those months fills me with so much turmoil. but despite all the dangerous situations i put myself in, what stings the most is how men i've trusted for years, who i confided in, still encouraged me to have sex with them the first chance they got.
men treated me so carelessly. i just told you five minutes ago that i wanted to kill myself, i am in no state of mind to be making the decisions that i am, and yet here you are trying to take my shirt off. never mind that i was egregiously reeling from grief and heartache, i was still an object to them. a mouth to fuck! their desire of me goes above whatever regard they have for my wellbeing.
i remember how one guy pursued me sexually without telling me he had a girlfriend. when i called him out, he left me alone in my apartment while i was high out of my mind and scared, but not before telling me to keep my mouth shut.
another time, i was (shamelessly) begging a guy not to end things with me. he asked me if i could be fuck buddies with him while he was pursuing other girls. when i told his current girl about this, he told her it was because i was forcing him to have sex with me. now that's a big accusation to throw around! i would spend so much time apologizing only to find out he lied to me about not seeing other people the entire time we were together.
did i ever deserve this? i did say yes to most things that happened to me. i know i sound like a hypocrite for talking about how violated i feel, and i can't fault strangers for not knowing i was not well.
but being manic also feels like i'm a passenger in a car that someone else is driving. when i reach the end, i'm the only one left in the car. having to deal with the aftermath of situations that feel like someone else got into is so depressing. i don't even remember their names. i want to scream, that wasn't me! that wasn't me!
i am a shell of the person i used to be, and i have never felt more alone. all i'm left with is guilt, shame, and humiliation. maybe for the first time in my life, i admit defeat.
i wish i could free myself from every man that has ever laid their hands on me.
i wish i could light my skin on fire to erase the remnants of their touch.
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Days pass and Yoongi contacts you and you smile sadly because you are missing someone dearly. You sigh as you talk to him, he asked if you were alright to do the music video, and if not take as much time you need.
You smile at his understanding and state “Suga-oppa I am not really in the head game right now. I miss someone very dear to me.”
Yoongi understood and told you to not give up and keep going. You both hang up the phone as you really wanted to dial Jungkook, you wonder what’s going on.
So with a heavy heart you go to Jiah and Chaeyoung and ask them “Hey have you both seen Jungkook lately?” Your face clearly says you miss them as they look at each other and nod their head
Jiah says “Sweetheart let’s sit down, we have been meaning to tell you this.”
You heart starts to skyrocket due to them sitting you down. Chaeyoung gets you some water as you feel tears in your eyes when she says Jungkook resign to focus on his marriage with his childhood best friend and pregnancy. Your heart ached and you felt dizzy. Something felt wrong once they said that as if they are hiding something.
Jiah also says “He stalked you before he became your bodyguard. Uhm.. if you don’t believe us, go to BangPDnim because he has the pictures.”
You look at them in shock because he hasn’t scared you. He is like a friend to you, maybe something more because you may have developed something but now he has someone and he deserves to be happy.
You guys start doing your work and you felt on edge ever since this morning, why the heck do you feel like he is in danger. Mmmmm you can’t believe you are about to plan something. You go to BangPDnim and ask if you actually have a sasaeng. He shows you the pictures Jungkook took before he knew you, and you felt sick.
Debating on what you need to do, you look at him and ask if there could be a police tracker on you, for safety. You are planning to see Jungkook, because you do not believe that he would take those creepy photos.
He looked at you and handed you a tracker thinking that was a excellent and marvelous idea. You get up and go back to your regular routine. Night came quickly and you wanted to take a thirty minute nap before going outside.
In your dream you see flashes of someone being beaten and someone yelling “You should love me and not her.” Your eyes snap open at the same time your alarm went off. You right a check for one million dollars, you want to give it to Eunchae and Jungkook. Since he was a staff here you should pay your respect to them, him.
You start to walk out of the building until you see Jake look at you sternly and you look at him, and urgently tell him something is going on, and you want to pay tribute to Eunchae and Jungkook with a check to a honeymoon and their child.
The night time was quiet with you and Jake going together to see if Jungkook was out in a gas station. You feel like a stalker but right now you do not care. Jake is pulling up old records to see if Jungkook still lives at the area. You are in disguise because you want to look as normal and creepy as possible, like no one would expect you to be out here with what happened to you a year ago.
Jake was about to get your attention when you see Jungkook with his taker. You slowly walk towards them but Jake stopped you and said quietly “No, if you are thinking what I’m thinking. Then we should wait until they are home, you will need evidence of him being abused by a pregnant lady, who obviously looks crazy and dominate.”
Jake was always making sure you don’t do anything stupid, thank God for Jake. You thought as you both are in an alleyway side-eyeing the store. Jake also thought of taking a car that Jungkook wouldn’t recognize, because he knew Jungkook would feel even more creeped out.
Once they are out of the store, you both book it to this old looking truck. Jake is driving at a distance, and makes sure to never loose the car. Once you two arrive you both wait a mile away, and a good thirty minutes.
Jake knows how the cops are so he starts calling them while you are slowly getting out of the car, and of course start acting all creepy like. You look at the decorated door for St. Patrick’s day, and you knock on the door. Eunchae looking like a crazed beast answers the door.
You are not in disguise as you say “Hello, I am here to congratulate you on your marriage and your baby.” You look at her and ask “Are you ok, Mrs. Jeon Eunchae?”
You were buttering her up making her get excited, you tell her that you have a check for them, and since you were kidnapped or invited in the wedding you wanted to give them something.
Eunchae looks at the handwriting and the check and her jaw drops and she feels tears. She says “Oh oh, let us go see Kookie! I want you to give him this.”
She hands it back you and you know it is time to act like you do not care. She gives you the creeps as she leads you down to a basement, you feel like you were the one who was going to die.
Jungkook breathing heavily looks up in shock to see you and you say something that breaks his heart and makes him angry. He thought you were here for him but Eunchae’s words of you not loving him are echoing in his head.
You knew he was hurting and you had to act accordingly, so you say, “I got proposed to, Yoongi proposed and I said yes.” You smile and it reaches you eyes and then you look in his eyes and all you see is pain and that breaks your heart.
You were about to back away until you get stabbed multiple times by Eunchae saying “YOU SHOULD LOVE ME AND NOT HER! YOUR MINE MINE MINE!”
You all but backed away but Eunchae was not leaving you that is until you felt the woman being lifted off of you by a police officer.
Jake runs to you and was about to help you up until you got up yourself and looked at him signaling for him to help Jungkook. You both get him to the ambulance and reassure him “Thank you for believing I was engaged, but no I’m not. I am goal oriented not whore oriented.”
-🐣
(I am sorry, I got carried away with this one)
He cannot believe that you saved him from his evil fucking wife- jungkook feels himself falling for you all over again and it’s the best feeling in the world because he’s now safe in your territory.
Even though he’s concerned about the baby in her belly, but if she needs help and she’s gonna go to an institute of some kind she’s just done him a favor because he will be getting custody of the child after she’s done with the breast-feeding phase.. if that even allowed for people like her
He will get a lawyer to prepare the divorce papers so he can divorce her and he’s learned a lot of lessons throughout these few months that stockings, someone or being obsessed with them it’s not worth it. especially ever since he’s experienced that for himself he would never do all of that torture to you
“What? Yn.. so you’re not gonna marry that bastard rapper?? oh my God this is the best news ever!!” He cries out- even though he’s a little injured, but it doesn’t even hurt right now, because he said your smiling face, and he feels himself healing all over again.
Suddenly he wants to live again now.
“ Thank you so much for saving me. You have no idea what you have done… I couldn’t have saved myself because I would have to hurt her and she’s pregnant and I couldn’t do that..” he sighs, tears welling up in his eyes.
You are such an angel, and finally feels like you two will be together soon, even though he has a lot of explanation to do with you
“Yn… I’m sorry I just got so infatuated with you, but I didn’t know that it was going to bite me in the ass when I found out about eunchae’s obsession… I feel so bad for you, and I feel so ashamed of myself… but the truth is, I’m not scared to admit it anymore.”
He looks into your eyes.
“I’m in love with you and I always was.”
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Thanksgiving with The Hendersons
Chapter 12
Word count : 2013
Eddies pov
"Son why are you so nervous ?we are only going to the Henderson's ." Well Wayne Dustin's sister is my girlfriend and I'm about to have Thanksgiving dinner with her family even though they don't know who i am.Thats why I’m nervous .Thats what I wanted to tell him but I couldn’t yet .I knew he was going to
Figure out everything the moment he asked Dani what she did ..
"You know I'm not good with people ." I was the only thing I said, Wayne just chuckled and left the room to finish making the green bean casserole he was taking to the Henderson's thanksgiving dinner .
I was surprised he even knows how to cook .
I decided to wear black dressed pants with a white button shirt and my usual chain on the pants and black high top converse. I also put my hair in a low bun .
I think I look nice.
Dani thinks im handsome so I'm starting to believe her .
Dani had texted me wanting a picture of what I was gonna wear so we can match I just told her I was wearing black and white I wonder what she is gonna wear for tonight ?
E:"Hey sweetheart."
…….💬
D:"Hey baby are you guys coming already ?"
……..💬
E:"Yes about to hop on the van ."
……..💬
D:"ok see you here baby I love you ."
……..💬
E"love you too."
"And who you might be texting that you have a big smile on your face ?"uncle Wayne asked, scaring me I didn't know he was standing right next to me .
"Is Dani ."I said softly feeling my cheeks turn red.
"When am I meeting her ?" He ask
"Soon." That's all i reply and he will be meeting sooner than he thought like in a few minutes .
"Are you ready ?" Uncle Wayne ask me .
"Yes lets go ." I grab my keys and headed to my van and drove off to Dani's house .
The whole drive was like an intervention my uncle kept asking about what was Dani doing today and how come I wasn’t spending this holiday we her or how come he couldn’t meet her ?He even said that maybe I just made her up .
“She is so fucking real.” I scoffed making my uncle chuckled I honestly didn’t find anything funny .
“What’s so funny ?” I asked him
“Nothing ,nothing.”
Ok now that I turned into The street where Dani’s mom leave I knew I wasn't actually ready at all I was nervous as fuck I didn't know how to act in front of Dani knowing she was mine but had to pretend as if she was nothing to me I hate it so much I wish things were different but they weren’t.
When we arrived I got down from the van fixing my hair and my clothes .
"Son you look good stop worrying is not like Dani is gonna be there ." He chuckles
Only if knew he was finally gonna meet Dani the love of my life my fucking history teacher .
Jesus Christ!! what did i get myself into ?
Before we even knock the door burst open .
"Eddie im glad you made it ." A cheerful
Dustin greeted us and leads us inside the house .
Even thought it was a cold night I felt like I was burning ,my hands were sweating I was sweating I felt like I was suffocating in
This clothes .
I heard Dani's voice coming from upstairs
Shouting something to her mom .
"Mom ! Eddie and his uncle are here ! !!" Dustin shouts to his mom.
We heard shuffling in the kitchen and Dustin told us to follow him there to leave the green bean casserole
"Hi Sweet Eddie ." Dustin mom gives me a big hug and a kiss on the cheek and I just smile At her nervous as fuck .
I mean I met her before so many times but this time it felt different .
"Hi wayne how are you ."
"Doing great ,here we brought this ." He says placing the casserole on the table
"Oh you shouldn't have too but thank you so much ." Dani's mom is the sweetest lady I've ever met but too overprotective but the nicest .
"Come on take a seat turkey is ready we are just Waiting on my daughter who went to change really fast ."
“That girl change like 5 times today.” She chuckles .
20 minutes must have passed before Dani came down to the kitchen and she left me speechless. She looked beautiful. I think I was falling in love all over again .
(Dani's pov)
"Hello Mr.Munson ." I shake Eddie's uncles
hand And look at Eddie who was standing next to his uncle not saying a word .
But ogling at me .
I smile at him,but I felt like my heart stop I die and went to heaven and came back in a second because Eddie look so fucking handsome,well he always did but tonight he look more attractive if that was even possible .
"Hello Edward."I extend my arm for him to shake it but he looks flabbergasted and is stuck in place not able to move or say anything he just stood there speechless staring at me .
I giggle at his dorkiness .
His uncle slightly hits his arm for him to shake my hand and takes him out of whatever trance he was in.
"Hi ,Miss.Henderson ." He says softly, not taking his eyes off me .
"Miss.Henderson?" Wayne asks, confused, he looks at me then at Eddie.
"Yes umm she is My History teacher ." Eddie tells him.
Wayne almost choked on his saliva when Eddie told him that .
He pointed at me then at Eddie ,I didn't know what was going on and why was his uncle acting this way .
"Oh my god are you ok Wayne ?" My mom asked worriedly running over to us.
"Yes im fine ."he said
After that awkward encounter We all sat down at the table my mom taking a seat at the head of the table ,Dustin to her left and uncle Wayne next to Dustin
My mother told Eddie to sit next to me and I sat on the right side of my mom with Eddie next to me. This was the most awkward dinner I ever had in my life .
I just wanted this to be over so I can head home and lay down in bed with Eddie.
Before eating we said a prayer ,I felt Eddie's hand squeeze my thigh making me jump a little and thank God know-one saw cause they all had there eyes close .
"Ok dig in ."my mom said excitedly after she finished her prayer.
Eddie served me my plate but I was too nervous to eat. I felt the butterflies in my stomach going crazy as if they were having a party inside my stomach and I wasn't invited .
I don't know why I felt like this if Eddie and I had been together already for a month going on two.
He still made blushed like crazy and in-front of my mother and Dustin this was torturous .
"So you Two know each other ?" My mom ask Eddie and I.
We both nod our heads yes
"She is his teacher ."
Dustin says with his mouth full of food
"Oh what a disappointment sweetheart I really wanted you to meet Eddie you two are so much alike ."my mother was trying to set me up with Eddie Jesus Christ if only she knew.
"So does my nephew give you any trouble ?" Uncle Wayne ask
Eddie's hand goes back to my thigh gently caressing it I try not to turn to look at him
And kiss him right there and then .
"Oh no he is great student and he is actually passing my class"I responded uncle Wayne almost choke on his drink then look at Eddie with wide eyes .
I turn to look at Eddie but he was mouthing something to his uncle didn't pay too much attention to it .
I heard Dustin say something under his breath but couldn't quite make what he said
The whole dinner was so awkward my mother saying that Eddie and I would make such a cute couple.
But it was a shame I was his teacher .
She argue that Eddie was 20 already and that it shouldn't matter anymore .
I just wanted this night to be over I wanted to head home sleep in my bed .
After dinner was over Eddie and I were washing dishes while mom and Wayne had a smoke outside .
"You look beautiful ." Eddie whispers to me
"Thank you ,You don't look bad yourself Munson ." I say shyly
"So my uncle and your mom had this planned out already to set us up ." He chuckles
"Yup apparently."I reply washing the last plate and passing it to Eddie for him to dry
The front door open and I heard Will,Lucas,mike ,El and max walk in .
"Dani !!" I heard mike shout ,I think that boy has a crush on me .
"In the kitchen !!" I shouted back
They seem To be arguing about something.
"Wow Dani you look beautiful." Mike said and turn to look at Will "yes she looks beautiful." Will said as well blushing
"Thank you guys ,you Two look so handsome too ."I give them both a kiss on the cheek making them blush ,Eddie clears his throat and trows the towel that he was drying the dishes with at mikes face.And mimicked what Mike told me making me chuckle .
"Hey!!!what was that for ??"
I turn back to look at Eddie and hit him in his arm
"Ouch !"he winced in pain overreacting like he always does i didn't even hit him
That hard .
Eventually Eddie left to drop off his uncle home telling me he would meet me at the apartment .
I stay with the kids for a bit longer talking about stupid things and about D&D I always had good
Times with them I really missed hangin out with them.
I should really make more
Time for them .
But with working and going home to grade papers then hiding with Eddie in my apartment every day I never had time but I needed to make some time hopefully during the Christmas break I can make some time for them,before I leave for vacation .
I have something plan for Eddie and I well it was his Christmas gift he always told me how he wanted to visit New York on Christmas and celebrate New Year's Day over there so I got us both tickets to go to New York and we where leaving on the 26th to spend New Year's Day over there .
Hopefully he like my present .
And that’s when I was going to tell
Him my secret hopefully he would take it well.
I said my Goodbyes to everyone apparently the kids were spending the night with Dustin and I'm glad he wasn't gonna be alone tonight.
I headed home finally I was exhausted from helping my mom the whole day preparing food I just wanted to get home and rest .
I was so sleepy that my eyes kept closing by themselves but I had to keep myself awake because I was driving and it started snowing .
Not a good combination.My eyes kept closing by themselves and I kept swerving .
As I was driving I lost control of the wheel and almost hit the car on the next lane but that woke me up and stayed awake the whole drive home .
Once I got home I changed into my pjs. Eddie was already in my apartment waiting for me watching tv .He had already showered and changed into his pjs his pjs being just his boxer .
“Hi baby .” I yawned
“Hi .”he smiles
“I’m gonna go shower real quick .” I tell
Him ..
After the quick shower I took We both cuddle on the sofa after a long day I finally was able to be with Eddie and wasn't gonna leave his side until we went back to school on Monday .
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Da-da, da-da Yo, I can't sing, but I feel like singing I wanna fuckin' sing 'Cause I'm happy Yeah, I'm happy I got my baby back Yo, check it out Some days I sit starin' out the window Watchin' this world pass me by Sometimes I think there's nothin' to live for I almost break down and cry Sometimes I think I'm crazy, I'm crazy, oh, so crazy Why am I here? Am I just wastin' my time? But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes, oh, no 'Cause sometimes (Fuck) it feels like (I was scared) the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin' on me 'Cause sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me My baby girl keeps gettin' older I watch her grow up with pride People make jokes 'cause they don't understand me They just don't see my real side I act like shit don't faze me, inside it drives me crazy My insecurities could eat me alive But then I see my baby, suddenly I'm not crazy It all makes sense when I look into her eyes, oh, no 'Cause sometimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin' on me 'Cause sometimes it feels like the world's almost over But then she comes back to me Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singin' this song to my daughter If I could hit the notes, I'd blow somethin' as long as my father To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mom didn't ['want her' backwards] Now, you probably get this picture from my public persona That I'm a pistol-packin' drug addict who bags on his momma But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest 'Cause there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside of my soul And just know that I grow colder the older I grow This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold And this load is like the weight of the world and I think my neck is breakin' Should I just give up or try to live up to these expectations? Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin' hell But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else But the years that I've wasted is nothin' to the tears that I've tasted So here's what I'm facin': three felonies, six years of probation I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman I've taken bats to people's backs, bent over backwards for this woman Man, I shoulda seen it comin', what'd I stick my penis up in? Wouldn't have ripped the prenup up if I'da seen what she was fuckin' But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more I got my baby, maybe, the only lady that I adore Hailie! So sayonara, try tomorrow, nice to know ya Our baby's traveled back to the arms of her rightful owner And suddenly it seems like my shoulder blades have just shifted It's like the greatest gift you can get, the weight has been lifted, and— Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders Everyone's leanin' on me 'Cause my baby knows that her daddy's a soldier Nothin' can take her from me Wooo! Told you I can't sing Oh, well—I tried Hailie, 'member when I said If you ever need anything, Daddy would be right there? Guess what—Daddy's here And I ain't goin' nowhere, baby I love you [*smooch*]
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live-blogging the hell flight (on the hellsite)
ugh i take all of that back. now that we're in the air he's pulled the thing back down. fucko 😐
why have both of the flight attendants today been like "since this is SUCH a short flight" "welcome to your teensy weensy 30 second flight pussy" "why didn't you just fucking drive? now i have to deal with you fuckers more than i should ever be forced to" ok not those last two but STILL. WHY ARE YOU BEING PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE :(
NAURRRRRRRRRR THERE'S A THUNDERSTORM IN MY AREA SO WE'RE REDIRECTING TO AN AIRPORT AN HOUR AWAY AND THERES CRAZY TURBULENCE IDK HOW I'M SUPPOSED TO GET HOME GIRL WHATTTT
thank god i enjoy turbulence otherwise right now i'd be in living hell
MY HEART IS POUNDING THIS IS THE WORST ROLLERCOASTER EVER I WANNA GO HOME
we just dropped so much i actually thought i was about to die i am so scared
btw the lady next to me is named becky and she's fear texting someone named carla. she kinda reminds me of captain puffy and that's comforting so now i'm going to pretend like i'm sitting next to captain puffy and maybe that'll help me breathe normally
oh holy shit that was awful and my music wouldn't even load yuck
ok we're abt to touch down on land now thatnk god
AUHHHHHH WE'RE ON LAND WE MADE IT WE'RE ALIVE
I NEED TO CALL MY FAMILY THEYRE PROBABLY SO CONFUSED OH GOD
ok i told my family and they were chill abt it but whatever
PFFFFFTTTTT I WAS ABT TO LISTEN TO LAST GOODBYES BY DERIVAKAT BUT I REALIZED HOW IRONIC THAT WOULDVE BEEN
becky missed her son's play rip
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Some Like It Rough
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18+ fic. SMUT SMUT AND MORE SMUT.
Taglist @ackles-nhl. @cbouvier23.
Hope everyone enjoys it.
Happy reading dollies
"I needed you. Where were you tonight"? Kayce sat on the edge of the bed holding his ribs.
"I was out with Beth". You leaned over and grabbed the medical bag.
"For six hours"!? Kayce hissed when you pressed on his side.
"We talked, she drank...a lot. Then we played some pool at the bar". You tell him wrapping his ribs up.
"Meet any guys"? Kayce nibbled on his lip, looking up at you.
"Not this again. I didn't talk to anyone except Beth and the bartender".
"Was he a guy"!? Kayce grunted as he tried to lay down on the bed. You huffed and put the medical bag back in the bathroom.
"Yes, he was. We hooked up in the bathroom while Beth table danced. He also has a wife and a kid on the way". You lied about two things but Kayce didnt care even if you joked. He was jealous.
"I think you should go stay with your parents. We need some time". Kayce sighed, getting comfortable in the bed.
"Why? So you can go fuck every girl you see? Thats what you want? Go for it". You aggressively grabbed your duffel bag and started stuffing your clothes inside. "You wanna know something, the whole time we talked we talked about you and I. Like I couldn't shut up about you. Beth was there ask her. Because I know she wont lie for me". You scoffed and grabbed your keys.
"Y/N, I'm sorry".
"I'm tired of your sorrys. You start a fight and then apologize. We never solve anything. I'm sick of it. That's all we do, since you got back. You need to grow up and figure out what you want whether it has me in it or not. Figure out your shit". You slammed the door behind you. Kayce had a lot to think about. First he hated being alone when he was hurt. He needed comfort. So he went to his big sister.
"So what was this fight about this time"? Beth lit up a cigarette.
"What happened at the bar"? Kayce relaxed in his rocking chair with a groan holding his side.
"We talked and I got a drink. What's all this about? I thought you two were good"?
"We were but I guess my jealousy took over. She came home looking good. Guys must have talked to her. Drooling over her and shit".
"The only guy we talked to was the bartender. He was nice. But married".
"So you didn't table dance"? Kayce chuckled when he figured out he was an asshole.
"Hell no. I'm not that drunk". Beth laughed.
"I think you owe her more than just a shit I'm sorry. You need to fuck her brains out". Beth looked at Kayce seriously.
"I'm not talking about this with you". Kayce gasped getting up from the rocking chair.
"I'm a girl. I know what we want. We want a hard rough fuck and a man that knows what the hell he wants. Not some chicken shit. So grow up and tell that girl you love her. And fuck her brains out". Beth sat back in her chair proudly. She knew her shit.
"Well, it'll have to be a slow fuck cause I'm banged up". Kayce laughed with a hiss.
"Just give her that dick good and she'll know you love her".
"Oh my god. I'm leaving. My sister just said good dick in the same sentence. Have a good night. Thanks". Kayce struggled as he tried leaning over to kiss Beth's head.
"That was the pg version. I could've gone graphic. You know me". She laughed as Kayce shook his head and limped down to his car.
Kayce knew what he wanted. He wanted you. He needed you. Kayce called your cell and nothing. He called your parents, nothing. He was starting to get worried. But he knew you wouldn't go stay with friends cause they would tell so he searched at the hotels around. Only two near the house. One was a nice place and the other was a hole in the wall.
"Is there a Y/N Dutton registered here"? Kayce asked the night clerk at the front desk of the nice place.
The lady typed on the computer. "Sorry no ones named that here".
"Can you try Y/N Y/L/N"? Kayce knew if you didnt use the Dutton last name then you would use your last name.
"She's here. Room 204. But am I allowed to give you her number? You a serial killer or something"? She was hesitant on giving Kayce the key.
This made Kayce chuckle. "No ma'am, I'm her boyfriend. We're in a long distance relationship right now but she's thinking about moving here". Kayce made up something so she would give him the key.
"Alright but if I find her in the morning dead, I saw your face and I will identify you. I'm not scared of you". The clerk pulled out a shotgun.
"Yes, ma'am. That's not going to happen though. You may hear some screaming and moaning but that's not from what you're thinking of". Kayce blushed a little but was honest, he didnt want her busting in and pointing that shotgun at him.
"You do you, boo. Go get your girl". She smiled and patted his hand as she passed him the key. Kayce snickered and started up the what felt like a hundred stairs. He groaned and grunted as he walked up holding his side. In his mind he was just hoping he was able to make you moan and not pass out at your feet.
Kayce knocked on the door. "Who is it"? Kayce heard your voice and smirked.
"Room service". Kayce disguised his voice.
The door opened and his eyes went wide, you cracked the door open in a towel. You had just got out of the shower.
"Kayce, what are you doing here"?
"Um, I, god you're beautiful". Kayce stepped in, licking his lips. He grabbed you by the waist and captured your lips with his. He closed the door behind him with his boot and your towel fell to the floor.
"Kayce"? You gasped when Kayce lifted you up, your legs immediately went around his waist. His calloused hands dug into your back as he kissed you.
Kayces knees hit the bed and he slowly laid you down. He released your lips and stood back.
You closed your legs and covered your chest.  "Don't hide from me". Kayces husky voice made you tremble. Your inner thighs became wet. The heat from your center was radiating off of you.
Kayce smirked as he brought his shirt over his head and threw it across the room. He kicked off his boots and unbuckled his pants, letting them fall to the floor. When he first came he was hurting but as soon as he saw you. What pain?
He was already so hard. He could have hammered a nail with his hard on.
"Open your legs, baby. Let daddy see". Only a few times has Kayce went daddy and every time the night was amazing so you hardly ever done it so it could be special.
You let out a squeak, your legs falling open. Kayce smirked to himself when he saw how wet you were already. He took his middle  finger and touched your clit. You thought you could have came right there. You bit your lip to quiet your moans.
Kayce chuckled, his slipped his fingers through your slit with ease, massaging your with his palm. "You like when daddy does this, dont you"? Kayce evil chuckled. You nodded.
Kayce bent down and got on his knees, he grabbed you by the hips and pulled you to the edge of the bed. He started kissing your inner thighs. His beard tickled, but you loved it.
"Mmm". You started to buck your hips but Kayce held you down with his strong hands.
"Someone's eager". Kayce was inches away from your clit, you felt his hot break on your pussy lips. You felt yourself get wetter.
Kayce took the tip of his tongue and flicked your clit. Making you whimper to be touched.
He flattened out his tongue and pressed hard against your clit and started wiggling his tongue.
"Fuck". You gasped, your hand went to his hair.
He sucked on your clit, his middle and index finger teasing your entrance then slowly pushing in. It was driving you crazy for him not to be rough on you.
"Daddy". You moaned his name and he went faster. It encouraged him to go rougher. His fingers went in deep and rough. His middle finger pushing against your g-spot. "Oh fuck". One hand tangled in his hair and the other one holding on to the sheets.
"I'm gonna cum". Kayce sucked you clit as he looked up at you, his fingers never losing their pace. "I'm cumming. I'm cumming". You screamed over and over as you felt your first orgasm take over your body. It trembled and shaked as he kept fingering. He let go of your clit with a pop. Your hand reached down and stopped his. You couldnt take it.
"Such a good girl for daddy". Kayce grinned smacking his lips as he climbed up your body. He helped you scoot up the bed. His eyes never leaving yours. You let out a giggle, a blush upon your face.
"I just wanted to say...". You cut Kayce off by a kiss to the lips.
"Shut up and fuck me". You pulled Kayce on top of you. Wrapping your legs around him, a knot tied with your legs so he couldnt go anywhere.
"Yes, ma'am". Kayce gladly did as he was told.  He lined himself up and pushed in. God, he stretched you in all the right places.
"Fuck, baby". Kayce mumbled into your skin of your chest. He started kissing along your collarbone, kissing your neck.
Kayce picked up his pace and his  thrusts were deep and long. His hands resting on your back.
"I love you. I'm sorry for being jealous". Kayce spoke between kisses and thrusts.
"I forgive you". You kissed his chest and nibbled at his ear lobe. "I love you so much. Fuck". You threw your head back into the bed when Kayce thrusted in the right angle. God, did he know your body or what.
"You gonna cum again"? Kayce chuckled as he felt you start to squeeze his cock. You let out a whimper and a nod.
"Cum for daddy". Those words sent you straight to the stars. Your orgasm exploded around Kayce. His cock still thrusting as your orgasm still fired away. He was close. So close. Your walls were milking him.
"Fuck". Kayce grunted, his head fell to your chest as he came. His hot seed covered your walls. You wrapped your arms around him and held him as both your orgasms exhausted both of you. You laid there until he went soft and he pulled out of you. Getting under the covers, Kayce pulled you into his arms with a kiss to your sweaty forehead.
"I'm truly sorry that I always let my jealousy get in the way of our relationship. I'm going to work on that. Because I know you would never cheat on me". Kayce said as he cuddled you in more.
"I would never cheat on you, ever. Especially after that. Holy fuck that was amazing. You definitely out did yourself there Mr. Dutton". You giggled, moving a piece of hair from his face.
Kayce chuckled. "You'll have my sister to thank for that. She told me what you wanted".
"So you did talk to Beth and found out that I'm a good girl". You teased.
"I know that's a lie. But I know that you want me and I want you. I was just being bullheaded. I'm sorry".
"I forgive you. Now". You cleared your throat. "How bad are your ribs hurting"?
"Not to bad. Why"? Kayce eyed you.
"I want a ride again, cowboy". You pushed him on his back and climbed aboard the Kayce train. You were never getting off no matter how jealous Kayce was or how angry you were about it. You both loved each other and that wasn't going to change.
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WORK FOR THAT
Prompt: Requested, by a lovely anon. Hope you’ll like it, sweetie
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Word Count: Long-ish
Pairings: Rhea Ripley x Reader
Warnings: +18, smut, oral sex, dirty talk
Editor: @thenightmareismyreality
Tag: @sassymox , @waywardwrestlewritingwaif , @yungbludjazz360 , @placeoffreedom
Notes: If you’d like to check out my previous works, you can find them on my Masterlist 😉
“I think she’s into you” Asuka smirked, as she stared at Rhea, who was sitting down in one of the catering tables behind me “You should’ve seen the way she was eating you up with her eyes when you were interviewing Drew earlier” She giggled
“She is something! But also seems like trouble, so uh, no thanks” I laughed
“Come on, Y/N, how much trouble could a one night stand cause?”
“A lot when you know that it probably wouldn’t be a one time thing!”
“Oh” She smirked “And why is that?”
“Do you know me at all? If you think I could ride that face only one time and that’s it, then you don’t know me as much as I thought you did! Have you seen her? She looks like she knows exactly how to eat a pussy, ok?”
“I sure can” Rhea whispered in my ear “And if you ever want a free test drive” She slid a piece of paper on top of the table “Let me know, so I can prove it to you”
She stepped back towards the door, when she reached the doorway, she turned around and mischievously stuck her tongue out at me, the piercing in the middle catching the light
“I fucking hate you” I slapped Asuka’s arm
“Ouch” She dramatically screamed “You’re welcome! And let me know if she means it” She laughed when I got up from the table to go to the bathroom, so I could splash some water on my now burning face
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My phone buzzed on top of the hotel bedroom’s nightstand
Rhea 😈: Good morning, gorgeous. When will you stop being so stubborn and come here to get that free test drive? 👅
Y/N 🍑: In your dreams, Ripley
Rhea 😈: C’mon, princess… Don’t pretend like you don’t want to 😏
Y/N 🍑: It’s not a matter of wanting, it’s a matter of doing what’s right
Rhea 😈: Exactly! And what’s right is for you to come to room 635 right now and ride my face 👅💦
Y/N 🍑: 🤦‍♀️ You’re no good...I gotta go now, I need to shower
Rhea 😈: Can I join you? You know, just in case you need some help of course 😇
Y/N 🍑: Yeah, that’s exactly why you want to join me 🤥
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Later that day as I was heading to hair and makeup, I heard someone wolf whistling at me. I turned around to find the blonde and female version of the Devil, right behind me
“You scared me”
“Sorry, princess” Rhea leaned against the wall “I just had the perfect view of your ass and fuck, it looks so good that I couldn’t help myself” She smiled
“You are so filthy” I tried to hold back my laugh
“But you love it, don’t you?” She roamed closer “I know you wanna laugh” She teased “Or at least giggle”
She dipped her head down towards my neck, nuzzling her nose against my skin
“You drive me crazy” She mumbled
“Rhea...” My words died on my lips when her arms circled around my waist and her hands rested against my ass, pulling me even closer to her
“I know you’re playing hard to get, but I’m reaching my limit here” Her hands caressed my ass “I’m starting to wonder if I’m doing the right thing, because it feels like I’m pushing you into wanting something you’re not in the mood for”
“You’re not doing anything wrong” I caressed the back of her neck and let my nails lightly scratch her scalp, which made her growl
“So I’m not overstepping here?” She asked
“No, you’re not”
She lifted her head up, and tightened her grip around my waist
“So you won’t mind if I do this?” She leaned down, brushing her lips against mine, testing the waters but also giving me a chance to pull back if I wanted to.
When she realized I wasn’t going to stop her, she fully captured my lips in a breathtaking kiss. Biting my bottom lip, until it slid out of her teeth. I opened my eyes to find a dumb smile glued to her lips
“Oh, you like me” She teased, kissing my lips once more “You like me a lot” She smirked
“You’re so childish” I cackled, as an intense pink shade took over my cheeks
“And you’re blushing?” She hugged me tightly “You really like me” She attacked my neck with several nips, making me squirm and laugh loudly
“You’re so cute together” We heard Asuka say, as she passed by our side in the hallway
We both startled when we heard her voice “Fuck, I thought it was boss lady” Rhea chuckled
“I know, I almost shit in my pants thinking I was going to be fired” I laughed along with her
“Come get dinner with me tonight?”
“I don’t know, Ree...I don’t like to think someone can take a picture of us together and put it on the internet, just so then people can say that I got this job because of you”
“But you didn’t!”
“Yes, but you know how people are, they just assume things, and suddenly fiction becomes truth, even when it’s the farthest thing from it
“Ok...my hotel room then? We can order some room service, have a chit chat, make out” She growled playfully
“That’s all you want me for?” I teased
“No” She giggled “But I’m not gonna sit here and lie to you either! I feel very attracted to you and would love if we had sex, but that’s not the main reason why I like you”
One of the things I loved the most about Rhea was her raw honesty, she’s always one to tell you the truth, no matter how harsh or sappy it is
“Ok, I accept your invitation”
“Really?” She smiled widely, spinning me around the hallway
“Rhea, you’re gonna make us fall!” I laughed
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“It looks fine, Y/N!” Asuka said, chewing on a handful of popcorn
“Right” I rolled my eyes in annoyance, staring at the full length mirror in front of me “It displays my pouch beautifully” I poked my belly
“First of all, you’re beautiful! Stop putting yourself down like that!” She stood up from her bed and stopped by my side “Secondly, you could be wearing a trash bag and Rhea still would think you are the most beautiful woman on the earth! Trust me, I know what I’m saying” She smirked
“You heard her say something?” I asked, hopeful
“I heard a thing or two” She smiled wickedly “But I’m not telling you anything!” She laughed when I scowled
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I knocked on her door, already regretting my choice for an outfit (which basically consisted of a pair of yoga pants, with a loose crop top shirt and some sneakers), but before I could run back to my room and change outfits, she opened the door and her whistle was what made me get out of my self deprecation daydream.
“Fuck, you look hot” She smirked
See what I meant about the raw honesty?
Shaking my head while chuckling, I said “Thanks”
She offered me her hand, pulled me inside her bedroom and pressed me against the closed door, kissing me as if her life depended on it
“What happened with the ‘food first, sex later’ rule?” I laughed, as she pulled me towards her
“That was before you showed up at my door looking like this” She smacked my ass “This is your fault, princess, not mine” She hugged me tightly
I stepped away from her, turned around and walked towards the bed, giving her the perfect view of my ass in the light grey yoga pants
Do I know my ass looks insanely good in those pants? Yes!
Did I do it on purpose? Hell yes!
When I reached the bed, I placed myself in all fours on top of it, wiggled my ass in the air and looked over my shoulder at her
“Come, Rhea” I purred, and cackled at the low growl she made
She ran towards the bed, grabbed my hips and pushed me down on the mattress, locking me there with her body weight
“You’re in some big trouble, missy”
“Am I? What did I do?” I batted my lashes innocently
She chuckled “You’re no good, woman!” Her hands dipped underneath my crop top, and grabbed my breasts through the bra “And to think I was worried about corrupting you, when in fact you’re as dirty as I am” Her tongue traced patterns along my neck
“Rhea, please” I moaned
She pushed my pants down, but suddenly stopped to sit up
“Where are your panties?” She smirked
“Oh damn it! I knew I was forgetting something” I smiled devilishly
“Fuck” She panted, dipping her head down to my core
I sighed deeply in content, when her tongue met my clit “You’re so fucking good” I looked down and she winked. My hand quickly grabbed her short blonde locks at the same time she pushed two fingers in
“Oh my fucking -” I pulled on her hair when her fingers inside of me curled and her lips began to suck on my clit
I looked down to find her gaze glued to my face “I’m gonna cum” I moaned “Fuck you’re gonna make me cum so good” I bit my lip in order to control my moans
The next touch of her tongue piercing against my bundle of nerves was what made me explode around her fingers.
Rhea’s fingers and tongue actions became softer and softer as I came down from my high. Smiling, she made her way up, towards my lips and kissing me softly
“Why are you so good at this?” I asked, completely mind blown
“Told you I could eat pussy” She chuckled
“Fuck, I think you ruined me” I panted
“Oh no, princess” She grinned “I’m not even close to ruining you yet”
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