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skelliko · 6 months
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★- Tokyo revengers
-simply observing their depressed classmate
๑-featuring: kazutora, chifuyu, Baji
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°- kazutora hanemiya
• half the time he forgets that your in his class
• though when he does notice you he feels as if on some levels he understands, that you both could understand each other if you just talked
• just two little lonely soles
• sure he doesn't know anything about you but part of him wants to believe he does
• it's the little habits you do occasionally that perks his interest a little
• your lack of reaction to some topics which he can respect since no one likes someone that overreacts
• your eyes that seem so tired yet full of everything, like they're hiding almost every damned thing beautifully. either by tears or dullness.
• and then there's your smile, tired eyes but with a bright smile that some may say is fake but really it's far from that, everyone can pull a genuine smile
• can tell if your resting face is genuinely sad or just cause you have a casual sad resting face when really your calm
• your bluntness to people you don't like can humour him a little though, he just loves that
• he'd always wonder what happened to you, why you tend to do this and that, family issues? own issues?
• he won't know unless if he asks but he knows boundaries and respect, heck if someone asked him why he's the way he is he'd probably bash their head in
• and even if he did ask and got an answer, what would he gain?
• secretly he has respect for you but at the same time gets a little jealous
• like how can you deal with that situation calmly despite everything and he can't? he'd be bitter sometimes but won't ever show or say it, apart from a little eyes roll when he looks away from you
°- chifuyu matsuno
• in his eyes, your dealing with everything and can't let go
• he knows he can't do anything and he won't, but part of him wants to so that's why he observes
• your good and bad habits
• he can tell if you feel fatigued from the way you hold your pen
• or maybe even a little sick as he sees your uneasy expression trying to contain any emotion you're holding in
• would carefully watch as he sees you take your third painkiller or ibuprofen in the past 2 hours
• but he'd also notice your smile and feel a little... relieved? given the fact that it's so clear that you have certain troubles when you smile he relaxed a little
• he'd hear you talk to your friends about a certain fixation you have and could sense your hyped energy. which in some way also makes him hyped up, over nothing.
• he'd wonder a bit about you when he's in class. just why? is there something that needs to be addressed? something you need to let out so bad but can't?
• he'd be tempted in casually talking to you but what is there to talk about? so he never did
°- Baji Keisuke
• being kazutora's best mate had given him some observation of others, and his eye landed on you
• it's not his business, but sometimes he can't help but just... observe, if he can't or won't do anything about it least he'll do is watch
• hes been around and seen many people with issues so it's easy for him to pick out some things
• your relaxed yet at the same time stiff demeanour
• he'd even realise your own observation of other people that you both would catch eye contact but you'd look away
• and in that moment he'd have a good look at your eyes, part of him hates that he finds darkness under your eyes to be a good look for you
• someone being depressed isn't out of the ordinary though, at this point it's normalised and Baji knows this and hates it
• he gets agitated seeing someone that would be considered a straight up 'bitch' come up to you to annoy you
• he'd try and guess certain reasons as to why you do things, sometimes if he's too curious (which is rarely or only once) he'd straight up ask one of his friends who's mentally ill how it's like to try and get the gist
• he secretly likes it when you lightly tap your fingers on the edge of the table like beats to a song, him seeing that makes him think that you're in a good mood. without thinking that maybe it can be a coping mechanism.
 ♡----
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i-heart-hxh · 3 months
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hi! so ive been so confused/unsure abt why killua's reaction to palm saying "you are the one gon needs most" looked like he was devastated. ive thought of different reasons on why he had that reaction:
1) he got scared/devastated/stressed at the fact that he was the only one who could really help gon at that moment, but he was so sure he was useless cuz he couldn't even snap gon back to his own senses. so its like "if i—the closest help there is to gon—can't help him, then who/what else can?" and so the overwhelming thoughts of gon possibly dying haunts him.
2) he couldn't believe that he's the one gon really needs the most after assuming that palm probably placed higher than him already, and was fully convinced gon cares more about palm more than him. but then palm says she cant even compare to killua, which gave him that reaction .... i guess its like relief but portrayed in a painful way cuz of his self worth issues.
3) he got pressured by the thought of being the one gon will always rely on the most. anything bad that happens to gon will always depend on what killua would do abt it. and killua always worries and sacrifices too much when it comes to gon, so pressure just added up.
aaaand this is making my brain all scrambled (TT) i wanted to ask if u have a clearer answer for this..? i trust ur judgement a lot (。-人-。)
Hello! Aw, I appreciate that you trust my judgment, that's sweet of you to say. ❤️ I'll do my best to explain my take on Killua's expression in this scene!
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So, I think his reaction of shock and looking devastated is primarily from the first set of reasons you brought up. He already tried to step in and stop Gon and got pushed away and told that the situation with Kite is none of his business essentially. Being rejected like that and being unable to change Gon's course of action (even though that's the role Gon entrusted him with) broke his heart, and made him feel like he can't change Gon's impending tragic outcome.
Bisky also told him this earlier in the arc:
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While we know his tendency to flee against a strong enemy is caused (at least in a large part) by the needle, which he's already removed at this point in the series, Bisky's words to him and the gravity of the current situation still weigh heavily on him. In this scene, he's realizing that Gon's fate rests on him--and he doesn't know what to do to save Gon at this point. There's no one else he can ask or rely on any more to save Gon, it all hinges on him. What a heavy burden that is to be entrusted with, especially with how deeply he loves Gon--to a degree where he has actively decided and even stated out loud that he'll die with him if it comes down to that.
That's why he's not happy or relieved (at least not visibly) to hear this, as much as being Gon's most important person is what he wants--to hear this at this point is a tremendously scary thing. He just broke down sobbing on the ground because he feels so helpless to do anything for Gon. This is what he needed to hear, and it's true as well, but it puts him a position of great responsibility towards someone he loves more than anything. He was previously directly told by someone he respects that he'll eventually leave Gon to die, which just adds extra fuel to the situation.
I do think both of your other ideas are things that contribute to Killua's state to a degree, but they're not the primary driving force of his reaction in this scene specifically. The situation with Palm and Gon did certainly destabilize his sense of his role in Gon's life (because he desperately wants to be Gon's most important person and, it's heavily hinted, his romantic partner) and that's why he's so fixated on whether Gon wants him at his side as his friend or his teammate. Hearing this from Palm is deeply meaningful for Killua--he even thanks her for it later (he doesn't specify what it's for, but it's obvious)--but again the timing is what makes it difficult for Killua to hear.
On your third point, I do think Killua also realizes as a result of what happens in Chimera Ant Arc that the dynamic between him and Gon can't continue as it has, hence the separation, but in this scene the situation is too urgent for him to be thinking deeply about future situations beyond the life-or-death one he and Gon are currently in. The pressure on him is absolutely a factor, though.
I hope that helps clarify this important scene for you!
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okay but modern fitzier wedding planning AU thots based on this post and @anthonymire's genius tags
sophia has finally agreed to marry francis, despite her own misgivings and those of her family (is she doing this to spite her father? abso-fucking-lutely)
she chooses jfj as their wedding planner because he's got a reputation for being meticulous and will also do rush jobs
but in this AU sophia is also like...a high powered career woman
francis is still a sad sack, perpetually unemployed, in love with the sea and sometimes hired to captain expeditions taking researchers to the arctic
point being he has more time than sophia lately and also "francis YOU are the one who wants this wedding to happen so badly, YOU can deal with planning the blasted thing"
okay
meets fitzjames. immediate hatred.
sophia is Amused. No, they cannot change wedding planners.
scenes of james dragging francis around to different venues, cake tastings, caterer tastings, stationary shops, suit fittings, etc.
becomes increasingly obvious he knows sophia not at all
but is also wildly attracted/drawn to james
they ALMOST have some heart-to-hearts about how francis is becoming less and less sure he wants to go through with this
and also a lot of lingering touches (you invent reasons to touch his skin) and near-miss kisses
eventually francis is just like 'james. PLEASE just plan the whole thing. do whatever you want with it'
it is. Carnivale themed.
oh no
francis is gonna go through with it, he and sophia are at the alter, and then someone sets the fucking place on fire???? and they all have to evacuate and like. sitting on the steps afterwards covered in soot. he and sophia are like..."are you kind of...relieved? Oh thank god, me too, let's not do this, let's just stay friends"
anyway james thinks francis must be crushed and offers to take him for a drink (francis doesn't drink, but dinner would be lovely. the catering is all basically bricks of coal at this point and he's hungry)
so they go to dinner
and there is HEAVY flirting and suddenly they're like why the FUCK are we in a restaurant?????
and take a cab back to james' and fuck like animals
and live happily ever after
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tfp-enthusiast · 8 months
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Can I get Megatron, starscream, knockout, Optimus, and smokescreen's reaction to a new young decepticon recruit joining them. One with the same fresh and go get e'm personality as smokescreen except this bot isn’t inexperienced, and has a sassy egotistical, but justifiable attitude because of how well they fight. You can make up how they arrived.
Megatron, Optimus, Knockout, Starscream, Smokescreen x GN!Teen!Bot!Reader
[Hey guys! Firstly I'm sorry for not answering requests for quite some time but now I'm back and can do that again!]
[Secondly, I just wrote that it's the recruit joining the fraction they're in (like reader joining the Autobots when I write for OP and Smokescreen and the same way for the cons) so sorry if it's not like you wanted it to be]
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>Megatron<
>Starscream<
He doesn't know how to feel about you
He's glad to have a capable warrior on his ship, especially a young one because there are like none new Con's since eons, but he's also annoyed that you act so sassy
He does find it amusing though when you and Starscream start one of your sass 'fights' again
And don't even dare try to tell him how much of a great warrior you are, he will destroy your storys by telling what great of a warrior he is and that he was and still is the champion
He mostly let's you go on solo missions but sometimes he let's you lead an mission for mining energon
He kind of sees himself when he was still a young bot when he sees you
Probably the reason he allows you around him and doesn't rage when you tell about yourself for the 7th time this cycle
>Knockout<
He does not like you
At first he actually despised you
You two have often an argument about who is better but you mostly stop because he still is the SIC of the ship
He is kind of jealous that you are so young and talented already
Makes him a little self-conscious tbh
Doesn't let that show of course
Has tried to get you to eliminate someone for him on multiple occasions
He hates but at the same time loves going on missions with you because you just fight the enemy for him mostly
Fears that one day someone will say something about that
But you seem to enjoy being the one battling too so he knows that wouldn't happen
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Oh he loves you!
Likes that you have sass but don't ever think about using it on him
He hopes that you two get on missions because he thinks you look fabulous while fighting those annoying Autobots!
Gets bored of your storys about your battles relatively quickly but when he has nothing better to do he just listens to you while buffing himself
Sometimes tries to get you to buff him with words like 'Are you as good as buffing as you are at battling?' but that's mostly just teasing from his side
Thinks that you could at least try to look a little better because, why can't you look good and be dangerous, look at him! He's both of it in one body!
>Optimus<
>Smokescreen<
He internally sighed when he saw you acted almost exactly like Smokescreen
Like he has nothing against either of you but he was worried that you two would cause trouble
But when he saw that you had a lot more experience than Smokescreen he was relieved
But then he sees you and Smokescreen trying to take on hords of Decepticons on your own and feels like his spark stopped beating
Why can't you just stop trying to show off??
He tries to let you know that he thinks you are a great warrior because he thinks that it will make you turn your adventures down a little
But it somehow makes it worse and he tries to hold you back from going on missions on your own/with Smokescreen because it will end in chaos
The only way to distract you from going through that groundbridge is trying to get you to talk about yourself
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You two are an absolute menace
Like you two have so much in common!
Doesn't even understand it when you scoff at his babbeling about how you two are like two peas out of one pod
He just fuels that you talk about your battles and what you saw out there
When you two are on a mission together it ends most times with a big disaster and a scolding from both Ratchet and Optimus
Arcee has to literally drag you two back to base because no, you can't just march into that mine guns a blazing
Smokescreen demands to learn how to fight from you
Smokescreen often tries to be better than you or tell his own storys but you somehow always seem to have a story thats way more awesome
Btw. Miko is not allowed in the same room as you and Smokescreen
It will not end good
Like that one time where you decided it would be a good idea to raid that mine and try to blow up Starscream
You did make it out in one piece tho
[P.S How do you like the new writing style I tried to go for? I thought it would be looking better this way (:]
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nightwanderers12081 · 8 months
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Been talking with some friends and i have another dp au(void help me)
Danny Phantom Phasmophobia au
Sam and Tucker decide they want to go to this creepy house in this small town outside Amity Park, Danny hesitantly tags along
When he enters the house, He feels this oppressive aura, and his core is screaming at him to leave(He does not, But hes really wary and on edge)
Eventually someone in their trio has to go in alone, Danny reluctantly goes in(He doesn't want Sam or Tucker to get hurt)
The aura from before is more intense now
Eventually the ghost would appear(I imagine they're pissed that humans are disturbing their haunt), and they cant tell Danny's a ghost at first until they get close
When they do, Danny cant move or speak, the feeling from before is overwhelming and hes fucking terrified
His core is telling him to look away, not to appear as a threat, so he does
The ghost realizes that Danny's a young ghost, and a halfa at that, so they take pity and calm Danny down, and explain to them a few things(that i'll explain in a second), and let him go with a light warning not to disturb another's Haunt
On the other side of this, Sam and Tucker are terrified for Danny when the ghsot started hunting, and then after when Danny's Radio suddenly stops working, They try to break into the house but cant manage to get in
They're so relieved when Danny walked through the door, visably shaken up but other then that, completely fine
They decide to leave after that, and Later Danny fills them in on what happened afterwards(They apologize to him for pushing him into that situation in the first place)
NOW FOR SOME HC AND LORE STUFF OF THIS WORLD
Theres a difference between Haunts in the Ghost Zone(Lairs), and in the human world
Amity park is an exception and i'll explain that in a bit
All Haunts should be treated with respect, Ghosts dont enter a haunt uninvited, attack someone in their own haunt, etc. Thats the extent of it for Lairs, Since ghosts are really the only beings in the infinite realms, theres no need for any protection
In the human world however, Humans and other creatures disturb haunts quite frequently, to counter act this, Ghosts who reside in the human realm have a oppressive/protective aura to chase away anyone unwanted, and by extention, any curious ghosts looking to claim the haunt as their own. Sometimes, Ghosts will fight eachother for a haunt in the human world, hence why the aura affects them aswell
Amity Park is an odd case. The entire city is considered Phantom's haunt, which is pretty big for a haunt. Whats stranger is that Phantom is much more welcoming then other ghosts, allowing other ghosts to reside in Amity as long as they dont cause any trouble
His aura is still protective, and intimidating to new ghosts entering, but it isn't as intense or intimidating as other ghosts.
Another thing is that a ghost's aura depends on age of the ghost, along with how long they've had/how close they are to their haunt.
Halfa's are also a fun topic, They get the same instincts ghosts do, but they dont get any information when it comes to ghost taboo, rules, traditions, etc. Danny in this didn't know the rules about human haunts, but his instincts acted up anyways, which is why he was on edge and reacted to the aura
Alot of Phasmophobia/Danny Phantom idea's ive seen where danny wasn't completely dead seemed to have Danny as confident and unphased by other ghosts, so I thought this would be a nice different take on the idea ~ Ender/Whisper
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bbu-fan-blog · 6 months
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Is there any kind of facts that you found about Aristotle?
I have some, yes!
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Aristotle is Billie's mentor: decided to take up this task amazed on how much she is like her father, and out of the desire to relieve the glory days.
Aristotle goes by he/him and they/them, and is gay.
He and Arthur, for all intents and purposes, were married, just not in the traditional sense.
Aristotle's gem (yes, the purple brooch on his cape is one of the gems) is a magic booster.
This makes Aristotle REALLY powerful; but they're still an axolotl, which means that, despite their magic power, he gets easily hurt.
He's made a name for himself at Dutch's hotel, having tried so many ways to get the wolf's gem. That's why Dutch has wanted posters of the axolotl everywhere, making them enemies. Ari doesn't know which gem Dutch has.
Ironically, Ash ships them as an "enemies to lovers" kind of thing.
Katie and Ash want to include book extracts that Billie can collect during the game, and one of them is a book wrote by Aristotle and Arthur, titled "The ABCs of Magic Casting". This suggests the two of them wrote books about magic together.
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And as you can see, they shared a last name together.
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Aristotle likes eating worms.
The symbol on Ari's forehead is meant to be an infinity symbol. Specifically, it's meant to represent the iridophores that axolotls have on their skins, that create a sparkly effect when exposed to the light.
In the fandom he's officially known as "Rad Magic Dad"!
In the first concepts, Aristotle was supposed to be calmer and more reserved; the devs made him more akin to goofy yet fun dad since he came off as too boring. Also, apparently he used to be a crow before Ash officially made them an axolotl.
He also used to constantly float in a bubble.
On Mario Kart he'd choose Luigi because they'd feel sorry for him.
His favorite Halloween treat is chocolate covered crickets.
Aristotle is autistic, and he stims by swinging his hips from side to side while waddling the finger, and tends to walk by keeping his hands inwards.
When overwhelmed, he tucks at his gills as if they were hair.
Apparently one of the characters who inspired Aristotle was none other than Pikachu!
He's also inspired by game characters like E.Gadd from "Luigi's Mansion" and Toriel from "Undertale".
He's very talented in magic, and can make magic spheres he'll juggle with.
Apparently he's never met Barnaby.
He loves food and cooking; apparently the devs had in mind to have a cooking minigame with him, but I don't know if that's still going to happen.
Despite being powerful at magic, Katie believes he'd have slow reflexes.
He'd love ice skating!
He's also definitely ticklish!
Will happily recieve hugs, very soft and squishy!
Despite his calm and friendly nature, he's got flaws too: as in, he can be petty, overly confident and sometimes rash. He's been compared to Pearl from Steven Universe, and Ash thinks it's a pretty accurate comparison.
His name is a reference to Ace Attorney!
His go to instrument would be a concertina.
Would be friends with Glamrock Freddy, according to Ash!
He can stand on an orb made of magic, just like Raz from Psychonauts with his levitation orb.
If he owned Pokémon, he'd mostly have a Fairy Type team.
He'd never swear; he's the kind that would go "LANGUAGE!" if he'd hear someone say a bad word.
His way of speech has some Weird Al elements to it.
This is what I have, for now! 💜
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ga-yuu · 6 months
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I Love You, Even If You Forget Me Part 2 Akihito Story Summary
WARNING! Sexual content below because I also included the epilogue
Story starts with our beloved Yoshino going to the woods to pick up some medicinal herbs. Due to her bad luck, he encounters an almost dying low-level demon. The demon sees her, says something weird, breaks and disappears. At that moment, Yoshino also loses her consciousness.
Then we get Akihito's POV. Akihito hears that Yoshino was found unconscious and was brought to Yasuchika's mansion. When she woke up, she didn't recognize Akihito, who was siting next to her futon.
Yasuchika comes in and Akihito explained what happened. Yasuchika analyzed Yoshino and traced magic around her. Yoshino recognized Yasuchika because they met in the prologue of the game. She also remembers her Shogunate friends and also making contract with Tamamo. The only things she doesn't remember were her relationship with Akihito and Ibuki. Yasuchika was about tell her their relationship when Akihito immediately stopped him. Akihito at first was confused as why he stopped Yasuchika but he soon realizes that it was fear. Right now, Yoshino doesn't remember anything about Akihito, so he is a complete stranger to her. Once someone's memories disappear, emotional connection also disappears, so if Akihito were to tell her now, there is a chance that Yoshino will feel confused and she might reject him. It's like having a unrequited love. Akihito was scared of Yoshino's rejection.
Akihito also notices that Yoshino was acting very formal in front of him. He smiles and takes her hand. He tells her that she lives with them as their pharmacist and is also their friend. Yoshino relaxes and tells him that she was feeling awkward because Akihito looked like a high-rank noble. Akihito was relieved to find out that Yoshino was acting formal because he was a noble and not because she's scared of him or anything.
Both Yasuchika and Akihito leave the room so that Yoshino could rest. Yasuchika explains what happened to Yoshino to Akihito (Same thing in Kurama's route) the demon died so the only way to bring back Yoshino's memories is through time. Akihito looked very sad and felt a pain in his heart.
Next day, Akihito visits Yoshino and takes her to the garden. While showing around the garden, Yoshino started feeling more comfortable around Akihito. But still there was distance between them emotionally. Akihito was craving for that intimacy. For example, he wanted to pull her soft cheeks and kiss her and hug her tightly etc. But he had to hold back from doing that or else it would literally freak out Yoshino.
Then Yoshino asks Akihito about his bracelet. She tells him that the bracelet looked odd on Akihito who looks very elegant. If you don't know, the bracelet Akihito is wearing was made by Yasuchika to seal his curse and demonic powers. Both Akihito and Ibuki wears this bracelet. When Ibuki wears it, he turns into a child. At the end of Akihito's main story, his curse breaks and he becomes a regular human being. Even though he no longer needs the bracelet, he still wears it as a lucky charm. Now coming back to the story, Yoshino asks if she could touch the bracelet and Akihito was surprised for a second because it wasn't like her. He does allow her though. While touching the bracelet, Yoshino started to smile bitterly and tells Akihito that she no longer thinks the bracelet is odd. Then she timidly looks at Akihito and she started to feel something. She asks if they were actually friends or not?
Akihito wanted to reveal their true relationship but he still feared about getting rejected. So he smiles and tells her that they're close friends. He walks away, leaving behind a confused and sad Yoshino.
Later that night, Ibuki comes to see Akihito and asks how Yoshino was doing. But he could clearly make out from Akihito's expression. Akihito was super depressed. He wishes that he could die right now. Ibuki advices Akihito to be more selfish. He tells him, if he wants Yoshino to remember fast, just tell her the truth and have sex with her right away.......which is rich coming from this bastard because he didn't do it in his story event when she forgot about him.
Of course, Akihito says no because it will only make Yoshino hate him.
Ten days pass by, and Yoshino still didn't regain her memories. One day, she invites Akihito to her room and asked him if he would allow her to make house calls. Since her service in the mansion will only be needed if an emergency arises, in the mean time she wanted to work outside. Akihito says yes and Yoshino's face lit up. While looking around her room, Akihito notices something. There were so many medicinal herbs and her tools and in between was a note. He asks what the note is and Yoshino shyly takes the note. Without meeting his eyes, Yoshino started blushing and tells him that someone proposed to her and that the note was a love letter asking for her reply. Akihito was smiling......because after hearing that, he actually wanted to commit genocide. He asks who gave her that letter and she tells him that it was man from a certain store she visits frequently to buy medicinal herbs from. The man said that he had crush on her for a long time.
Now Akihito was actually pissed because Yoshino remembers this random man very clearly, but not him. He becomes super jealous and suddenly remembers Ibuki's words. Akihito knew that his actions would hurt Yoshino but he couldn't contain himself. He kisses and Yoshino froze. She tries to push him away, but Akihito holds her tightly. She wasn't able to resist because Akihito knew all her weak spots.
Akihito really wanted to have sex but stopped himself. With a painful expression, he apologizes and leaves the room. Again, leaving the confused and sad Yoshino behind.
Later that evening, Akihito goes to visit Yoshino again and this time he is fully prepared. He decided to reveal all his feelings for Yoshino, apologize to her once again for what happened earlier that day and tell her about their relationship. This time he didn't care if she rejected him. On his way, Ibuki calls out to him. From Akihito's face expression, Ibuki understood where he was going. Ibuki tells him that Yoshino isn't in her room right now and that he asked her to buy him alcohol. Akihito was worried about Yoshino because it was about to be night time and she's alone. Ibuki tells him the liquor shop from which he told Yoshino to buy alcohol from and Akihito leaves the mansion to bring back Yoshino.
Akihito quickly found Yoshino in a deserted alleyway. She was walking in front of him and suddenly stopped. She turns and sees Akihito, who also stopped walking. They both stare at each other for few moments awkwardly and then suddenly they both hear a rusty noise. When they look up, they see some wooden planks of a house which is in-process of completion, were about to fall on Yoshino. Akihito runs to pull her towards him but he wasn't able to make it in time. He saves her head and body from getting injured by hugging her tightly. When Yoshino looks up, she sees Akihito bleeding from one arm. It didn't matter to Akihito because he was able to save Yoshino who is more precious to him.
Akihito smiled and wiped her tears and suddenly Yoshino started to faintly remember the past. She then smiles and tells Akihito that she is starting to remember who Akihito is. Akihito was so happy that he hugged her tightly. They both go back home hand-in-hand.
That night, in Akihito's room, Yoshino was tending to Akihito's injuries. Yoshino fixes him in no time. She tells him to rest and was about leave the room when Akihito stops her. He asks her if she's actually going leave him now that she has regained her memories. Yoshino smiled and leans forward. She whispers to him that as a pharmacist she wants to let Akihito rest but when seeing Akihito reacting to her touch, it makes her want to touch him even more.
Of course Akihito doesn't let her go so Yoshino decides to take things in her own hands. She shyly tells him that she is his pharmacist, so she will be one serving him tonight. She gets on his lap and removes her kimono. Akihito found her very cute when she tries to take in charge. She starts kissing him everywhere. Akihito couldn't sit simply watching her so he started rubbing her nether region and Yoshino moans loudly. Yoshino couldn't wait any longer and she immediately lowers her body onto Akihito's phallus before any foreplay. Akihito could see that Yoshino's movement were very clumsy because she was super shy. But Akihito wasn't able to control himself when watching her orgasmic face and flushed naked body bouncing on his lap. So he held her hips tightly and pushed in even harder. Both of them were sweating and breathing heavily from the intense pleasure. Yoshino suddenly leans forward and whispers to him 'I love you'. Akihito then begs her to keep saying I love you again. Yoshino kept moaning I love you with Akihito's name over and over again and she smiles at him saying that she will say it as many times he wants. Akihito thought that Yoshino's smile was so innocent and pure that it's hard to believe that she is smiling it the middle of doing such a lewd act. He bit her lip and they have sex all night.
Next day, Yasuchika and Ibuki visits their room and congratulates Yoshino for regaining her memories. Yasuchika looked very relieved because he knew how depressed Akihito was. Ibuki also smiles and asks Yoshino if she bought his alcohol and Yoshino apologizes and says no. Akihito tells Yoshino to ignore him and that he is just play with her. Yasuchika then decides to throw a party and tells Ibuki to leave because he isn't invited. All the three of them laugh and Akihito watches him happily.
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mostlymaudlin · 1 year
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ooooooh ok juicy sfc posts happening !! i rly honestly truly love to see it. here's my unasked for two cents, as someone who did find the story really hopeful. im posting this not to like, discourse or disagree or discount what im seeing, but to just maybe offer a different pov for ppl who might be trying to file this story away in a less devastating way.
i, of course, think baz deserves better than what he gets from his family. we all deserve to have families that love us unconditionally, and so many of us DONT have that -- including baz. that hurts !! i also think simon didn't deserve to lose his magic, and penny didn't deserve to take on the sole responsibility for keeping simon safe, and agatha didnt deserve to be shoved into every princess/damsel role ppl cast on her, etc etc. 
what i like so much abt this series is that ppl dont get what they deserve, but theyre still okay. its why i also love the end of awtwb -- simons LICH ER ALL Y crying lol. he got a whole mega-bucket of extra trauma dumped on his plate that he hasnt even started to process. but its still so clear that he's got the support he needs to live a good life alongside this terrible knowledge. the mage fucked him over even more than he knew, but he doesnt have to define himself by these terms anymore -- we've seen his growth in this regard.
bazs main arc in the series is about how he sees himself -- in crudely simple terms, he rly wants to be a Good Guy (you know, not a vampire, straight, a good pitch etc etc) but sees himself as cursed with that impossibility. this continues as his idealized Good Guy self develops over the course of the books into something that actually feels more achievable to him and is less reliant on the shit his family put on him growing up. 
the cool thing about snow for christmas is that -- just like when simon finds out abt the mage at the end of awtwb -- we get to see baz's new sense of self tested. we get to see what he's using to draw the lines of morality. and we get to see that while of course he still cares about what his family thinks, and it still causes him anxiety and trauma and all the shitty things that he doesnt deserve -- he has grown from that place where their value system can make him hate himself.
and moreso on the hope part -- the grimms value, above all, the ability to fit into the roles they think theyre supposed to hold. its bullshit, and they've both caused themselves problems and absolutely are fucking up their children. daphne fully had to be saved by a cult bc of it and shes still not over that mindset -- these ppl need therapy lol. so it's def sick n twisted that they're celebrating baz being able to hide better rather than celebrating who baz is, but is this not the utmost sign of love that they're capable of? baz gets to fit in better -- that's all they've ever wanted for him, whether we agree with that or not. baz seems to recognize the balance of this in the story. he narrates the rest of the dinner with a sort of dry, relieved, disbelieving tone. it’s like hes huffing a laugh, shaking his head, thinking, “did i really used to pin so much of myself on this stuff? how silly.” he is not distressed bc he understands his parents, and he has, again, divorced his sense of self from their expectations. so much so tht he says fuck it and gives simon the lil kissy at the end, because THIS is his new value system: he ALWAYS kisses simon goodbye!
so, is this a step forward for the grimms being more supportive parents? yeah, maybe not. maybe it never gets better than baz hiding his fangs at dinner and everyone doing the bare minimum to accept simon's role in baz’s life. that's not what baz and simon deserve. but it could be enough, because simon and baz have different ways that they measure their happiness by. they have each other and penny and shep and ruth and agatha and niamh and every other person they'll meet in the many, many years ahead of them whose opinions they can choose to make important to them, or reject. i love this for them! the true queer hope story imo. thats what i want for myself and for the people i love. 
to be clear: this story made me sob so hard i scared my cats. (im not rly a crier, they did not know what to do). i had to put it down in the middle because i couldnt see the page. any queer person who has Family Shit is bound to get whammied lol. but! i personally find comfort in the idea that we can coexist with people who are important to us but also very difficult to be around, even if its not totally what we deserve. its a very quiet, somber hope -- but that only makes it feel more real to me. 
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randomgentlefolk · 5 months
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CPC CHAPTER 158
With each chapter updated, the more I sob to my cat (while wearing my plaid clothes of course)
Also this post is going to be long because I love psychology so much.
Tw: mentions of un-aliving oneself
Lorzanna fighting alongside each other....... that is the most badass way to say "we're girlfriends"
Lorena using the chains as whips and Suzanna doing fencing style!! THEM. I NEED MORE OF THEM.
Medic Syrah! It's like one of those I things I never know I want until I get it.
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Aww Orson and Monika holding the portcullis together <3 they're so strong???
Frederick telling Syrah step by step on how to do first aid <3
Also, Frederick using his strategy skill!! He can finally show his talent for Leland to see >:D or, uh, not really since Leland is not currently in the room but ANYWAY
Beckett..Beckett, Beckett, Beckett.... Man got snitched and I'm having second hand embarrassment 💀💀 well he won't be Pastel Top 1 guard but at least he can be with Maria. Oh yeah finally!! He knows who the real Maria is!! I hope he won't forget when he's back conscious tho.
Fellas, let's give appreciation to our guard homies Horace and Old guard (he still needs a name)
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Also may I just say Maria looks GORGEOUS in this panel?? HER HER HER??? Also her starting to wonder why Frederick is against the Plaid kingdom?? IT'S ALL COMING TOGETHER Y'ALL.
I went from "Lance!! :D" to "Lance :'(" because damn...DAMN??? Bro tbh I'm relieved the gala foreshadowing is him getting hit on the head and not gettint CHOPPED but on the other hand DAMN. The commander did NOT have to do that DAMN. The blunt head trauma??? What if he hit head when he fell?? "So he won't hurt himself" my foot BRUH. I just checked again and HE HIT HIS HEAD. Bro is gonna get a concussion.
Also his face is still bleeding out. In case someone, uh, forgot.
Go Lorena and Suzie go help him! I know what he did was horrible but he's trying!!
Confrontation Time Yayyy...
Blaine. Blaine bro. Stop. Just. Okay there is a lot of childhood issues to be unpacked here. But you know what before talking to him before telling him what he should do maybe we should all just. Let him relax, for awhile. I mean ngl he looks awful, and I'm not trying to be mean here but he and Frederick clearly needs professional help. But let's unpack them one by one. Let's start with the pianist.
(Disclamier: I am not a professional. I am simply telling you my opinion in this post)
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Holy shit. Someone give him a break. Give him lots of sleep. Anything to make this boy relax. Let me just say this right away, golden child syndrome. I'm blaming all of these shit on Leland. Y'all our lesson today is: don't put too much pressure on a child, don't compare your children to each other, and accept your child however they are. Please y'all this has happen too much. A child is smart and they achieves lots of things, then makes that their only reason of living, the only reason they are loved. That's horrible. In Blaine's case, I think he feels as if those achievements, those trophies, are a way to validate his life. It's like he cannot fail because if he fails automatically he disappoints everyone including himself.
We know that he has been 'thriving' since he was child. Let's say approximately since he was uhh 9 years old? That would be 12 years of intense hardwork hell sugarcoated by the paradise of 'winning'. Once again, not exactly the best childhood ever. Not to mention, does he even have any friends? We have never seen him mention any. So we can say that he doesn't have any support outside of him being 'perfect' (well, until Maria at least, but that was pretty short-lived :')
At this point I won't even be surprised if the reason he has been doing self care is only so that he looks good as a model and so that people love him.
Man, he needs intense reality check. Also I'm like 99% sure he definitely doesn't want to kill Frederick. The event of him and Lance beating the shit out of the bullies still live in my head rent free. Bro is VERY confused with his life right now and needs help.
Let's move on to the youngest now
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Right of the bat I'm going to say:
Scapegoat child, self esteem issues, possibility of depression, and uh we're gonna have to add this now... possibility of being suicidal. Alright.
What is a scapegoat child? A scapegoat child is the child who is pretty much blamed for everything and takes attention of the center of the problem, if that makes sense. As far as I know, this is the child who recognize the actual problems in the family, and is the one to break the cycle of abuse. These children are the opposite of the golden child. And you know what it makes sense that both of them are in the same household. If there is a golden child to praise and give attention to, then there is the scapegoat who is blamed and left out. That is what Frederick is in his family.
Self esteem issues. This boy has been told he is pathetic, weak, useless, and all of those words for his entire life, to the point he actually believe that those words are his entire personality.
Now, I'm not gonna straight up say he is suicidal, though we have an evidence in the panel here. But if we look at the past chapters, he doesn't exactly actively try to die. Those moments where he fell of the Pastel hills are accidents. But we can also say that the suicidal thoughts just came recently. Especially considering what is happening lately. Being trapped in a deep hole with little to no socialization can really do some things to you...even if you're an introvert. We are social creatures. As much as we say we hate chatting with people, we also don't want to be alone with no social communication our entire life now, do we?
Anyway, I'm going to suggest this, there is a chance that Frederick probably has what is called passive suicidal ideation. He doesn't actively try to die, but he wouldn't care if he die. But I'm a little conflicted on this one. Maybe someone else who is better at this field of study can help me?
We can also assume that Frederick told Blaine to kill him out of desperation. There are lots of possibilities that I hope Lambcat will explore more in the future.
Also his coping mechanism of escaping reality is something to watch out for since he has shown signs of not being able to differentiate between reality and fantasy
Now, I just want to say that there is a chance that I'm heavily wrong here. But I'm just stating my opinion and I'm not trying to offend anyone. If there is something wrong in what I wrote please do tell me.
Okay, let's move on to the next scene now—
NAH BLAINE SWINGING THAT SWORD 💀💀 Bro is clearly so stressed istg. C'mon Blaine the curse tattoo doesn't look THAT bad. It looks aight if you ask me. I would even say it's unique.
Yeahhh! What Whitney said! Lmao I'm so sorry but this scene reminds me of Steven Universe and Spinel. Whitney just wanna talk it out :') he has changed so much from his old self.
YOOOO ALL THE ELDEST SIBLINGS ARE GIVING BLAINE A REALITY CHECK. Maria, Whitney, Calpernia. Snap outta it Blaine please.
"I'd like to cut in" Goals. I do also want to start my battle by saying a pun. I can't wait for Prez vs Blaine!! It's going to be sick.
THE MAIDS. HOLY MOLY (haha get it?). Of course they also have weapons. It makes sense considering how protective Jack is! Also
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Was. Was the cleaver not enough? Lol 💀
I am even more hyped for Leland vs The maids!
Well, that's it for now. That was a long ass post lmao. I'm gonna go back to class.
Mono out! (But still in to hear your thoughts)
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mikkokomori · 1 year
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Here is my new au proposal:
Sunny is getting extremely tired of practicing. He almost, *almost* shatters after he makes another mistake, but through some miracle he gets through it. (This might be ooc idk keoqwokwpq) eventually, the siblings finally land on perfect run. Mari is relieved and is just blindly cussing out Sunny at this point for finally pulling himself together for once or smth, and unfortunately Sunny isn't zoned out and takes all of it in directly to the heartThe recital happens.
It is how it went in the duet (not quite perfect but absolutely beautiful I think), and everyone is proud. But not of the both of them, but of only Mari. She gets all the praise and love back home while Sunny just looks at his cut up hands and bloody violin. This neglectful moment will be internalised in him forever.
And even though Basil, Aubrey and eventually Kel and Hero approached him, it meant nothing to him by then.
And thus begins: Sunny's downward spiral!
At first he just doesn't talk to any of his friends anymore. Not even when they're hanging out.
Then, he stops going to the hang outs and stays inside, spending time with Mewo and his thoughts. Of course he still goes outside and to school, but he doesn't exchange any words with his parents or his sister.
Everytime Mari tries to talk to him he just turns away or stays quiet. Also he put the violin away forever, blood coated and sealed away.
He has completely cut ties with everyone, even Basil. His best friend.
The only people he talks to really are Mewo and in headspace, Abbi. The other two great ones too, but mostly Abbi. And despite her wisdom, Sunny doesn't take her words on seeing his friends again. After all, why should he? They don't care.
Abbi wants to convenience him because she knows deep down he still feels the same he did about them before, but to no avail.
Now, how do his friends feel about this?
Aubrey, first and foremost, is extremely miserable, because the one person she could trust to talk to is gone. Out of her life. And right as her family fully fell apart. She stopped being as cheerful and is now mostly just tired. The hair dying still happens with Mari, but she never got to show it to Sunny, so she feels pretty let down. Also stopped bickering with Kel because tiredness (probably ooc but I'm dumb so).
Basil is not having a happy, to say the least. Much like Aubrey, he has no one to vent to or just talk to about flowers who actually listens. So he becomes less social and often doesn't show up to the hang outs. He has tried talking with Aubrey, but he finds that two people venting at the same time isn't too good so they both agreed to not do that.
Kel is still mostly Kel, but he feels ever so slightly more sad because the one person who always went along with his wackiness is gone. Aubrey doesn't want in on, Basil is too scared and Hero and Mari are just busy.
Hero is pretty unchanged. He had the weakest connection to Sunny after all. And he is studying to be a psychologist or smth so he can help Mari and the others n stuff.
Mari is, upset to say the least. At first she was angry with Sunny for not coming along, but then she started to think about why this could be. She didn't fully get it until one day while looking for something she found the violin with dried blood on it. The realization hit her like a truck and she was destroyed. She did this to him. She is the reason why the friend group is barely held together and why Aubrey and Basil are depressed. She failed as a friend, but most importantly:
She failed as an older sister.
Thoughts?
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A certain someone wants to vomit
One day, I want the color of my feelings to fade...
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bengiyo · 5 months
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Theory of Love Rewatch Ep 11 Stray Thoughts
Last time, we picked up from Khai's confession at the party as he bared his heart to Third in front of a crowd. Khai apologized to Un, and he decided not to whip Khai's ass because they now share a warrior's bond. Third and Khai talked about what happened and Third eventually gave in to peer pressure to give Khai a chance. Khai pulled out his moves and Third started to fall again. Things were going well, but we have a jealousy bit developing with a new hot girl who seems into Khai. In Khai's defense, he doesn't seem that interested in her and is aware of his own reputation. Meanwhile, Two started seeing Lynn but he was confused about Un, and Lynn now knows about it. Bone and Paan were about to kiss because Paan's fiance is cheating.
I am relieved that Bone and Paan didn't kiss.
Okay, Lynn. I get that you walked in on a gay as hell moment between Two and Un, and also that you were still in just a talking stage, but he was right there in front of you. You can't text message breakup.
Oh, Ching Ching, why does your interference feel intentional?
Ep.11 He's Just Not That Into You
Khai must be serious about this promise to go with his friend to the beach. He would never lie over the PPL.
I will credit Khai on admitting he probably forgot to mention a party to Third. Previously, he'd just be hostile and blame Third.
Khai, you in danger, girl.
Okay, I like them putting this bar scene where a guy hits on Third, only for Third to soundly reject him, before he heads upstairs to Khai.
So they let Gun kiss someone else in 2019 since it was only to piss off Khai, but they were COWARDS in 2021 during Not Me.
I feel bad for this guy. He has this twink suddenly sucking his face before getting decked. Now they're in a screaming match.
"You saw?" is such a bad response. Going into this relationship Third said he didn't want to hurt anymore. Well, here it is.
Third is a mess, but the timing of his drinking in response to being told not to by Two was great.
Oh this fight is uglier than I remember. They're both getting cut on glass, and it definitely looks like Khai is forcing himself on Third.
Mm, Third is regressing, and Khai is not making things clear.
I get Bone's choice here, but I don't want him to fail this class.
I think Bone makes a very classy choice to just observe Gap and then tell Paan earnestly that he thinks Gap truly loves her without taking that conversation from Gap.
See, and this is why I wanted Khai to make it clear to Third on his own. Finding out through Two from what he learned from Te about Ching Ching is not ideal.
Third has watched seven films in a row? That is exhausting. The most I've done is six.
Not this show making me feel bad for Khai because he feels abandoned by all of his friends based on what they misunderstood.
Goddammit, they got me. I am not immune to a promise between men.
I think this episode works fine for the breakup portion required in all romance, but I really don't like Khai's fidelity to Third happening through others. This is how Khai is a lot, so it's within his characterization. It's also in Third's characterization to go running to Khai when he gets worried about him. The train station sequence lands well because it's the kind of big movie moment that Third would have always wanted, but he got there organically because he genuinely cared about Khai. Bone was very classy this episode, and so I have no idea why I remembered him so negatively.
As always, this rewatch is sponsored by @lurkingshan with support from @waitmyturtles and @neuroticbookworm. Tagging @twig-tea by request.
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fugos-lil-fork · 1 year
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Some Random Mista Headcanons! (Some r kinda NOT SFW)
Has definitely thought about getting a navel piercing
I wouldn't say he's really clingy?( At least not in the level i hc Nara to be where he'd definitely want/need to know where his s/o is at, at all times in fear of them suddenly abandoning him-) But like, Mista does like it/feels relieved when his s/o updates him on where they're at/what they're doing just bc of y'know, mafia- And he's been left a bit traumatize by witnessing what had happened to the woman he saved, that he's afraid anyone he loves could suddenly have that happened to them and he, or someone like him, wont be there to save/help them.
Bc of that, I also think he absolutely hates ppl that get too handsy immediately. It's not jealousy, he's just genuinely afraid of his loved one being taken advantage of/being forced into do something they don't want to do.
Mf turns every game between him and s/o into a stripping game 💀
Absolutely adores PDA- (obviously I mean, I hc that mans has a thing for fucking in public so why wouldn't he love PDA?-)
I hc that this boi grew up with multiple siblings- Which is a reason why he's so over his stand. They just remind him of his siblings and bc he has younger siblings, he knows how to take care of them.
He loves the beach... Just that-
Mista keeps condoms in his boots. He sometimes accidentally pulls them out instead of his bullets 💀
The pistols always snitch on him, how he's feeling, and embarrassing shit he's done/said.
Definitely owns thongs-
He definitely has a playlist for when he wants to get down and dirty either with himself or someone else-
Ik this man's gropes his s/o on a regular basis 💀 Just a quick grab, squeeze, or smack of certain areas 😭
I ACTUALLY GIVE CREDIT TO MY FRIEND FOR THIS ONE- He hc that when Mista's desperately lonely and depressed about his s/o being away for so long, he goes as far as fucking his own pillow 💀 (that poor innocent pillow, #JusticeForMista'sPillow)
Kinda rare for him to call his s/o by their name. He absolutely prefers to use pet names/endearing names.
Man's jerks off twice a day, maybe three if wakes up to morning wood-
Definitely owns porn magazines (mf stole them tho-)
He owns two tube tops-
He has a BIG family. Aside from having a couple siblings, his older siblings have children. Has quite a bit of aunts and uncles as well as cousins. Yet, no one knows about his "profession". He simply tells them he works for a company that requires his to travel quite a bit. And whatever scars they're able to point out on him he shrugs them off as scars from guys trying to mug him.
He has a genuinely wholesome relationship with his family. The only reason they hadn't been able to bail him out of jail when he was thrown in it was because they didn't have the money to do so. However, they're all extremely proud of him for saving the woman.
He "worked" at a small family business growing up. (Worked, in quotes, bc he mostly goofed around or just lounged around in the back lmao-)
Has a family tradition where his entire family meets up at one of their homes just so they can all see and bond with each other. Obviously, he always goes, and has dragged the Bucci gang to it before. (Fugo and Abbacchio agreed that never again- Narancia loved how sweet and fun everyone was- And everyone demanded for Bruno return next time-)
He isn't sure if he wants children or not (biologically or otherwise) because he, obviously, loves the energy his big ass family brings. But, he also understands the reality of his line of work. Though, his family constantly pressure him to have kids one day.
✨Bi King✨
He's never out right said he's fruity to his family- He's heavily implied it to them. Some of them understand and actually accept him (bc they been knew ever since he started dressing himself up-) but others still don't get it and think he only gets pussy- (those who don't understand r actually the ones that pressure him the most to have kids 💀)
His mom and dad have known since day one that he also liked dick-
His siblings bet on whether he's gonna end up marrying a guy or a girl (some bet he's gonna stay a hoe and never get married-)
Spoils his family thanks to Mafia money
Sweats SUPER easily, that's the real reason he gets rlly stinky
Despite being naturally really warm, he loves warm clothing even during the summer (another reason as to why he gets stinky so quickly/easily)
Has absolutely no clue how to match outfits- He just throws on the first items he sees and since he considers his clothing nice/attractive clothing, he figures it all matches/goes together (it doesn't.)
Man's sleeps ONLY with boxers (or butt-naked-) and no blankets. Only uses the thinnest blanket known to man in the winter-
Absolute sucker for men in fancy ass suits. He somehow finds them as sexy as lingerie
Y'know how u fall asleep one place then wake up in your room? It's him. He's the one carrying you to bed whenever you fall asleep somewhere else-
He gossips a shit ton. But he's slightly better at keeping secrets than Narancia- The only reason he'd tell is if he's bored and wants to start up ✨drama✨ or the person who the secret came from pissed him off and he decides to expose them
Pretends to be in serious pain when he's not just so he could hog his s/o's undivided attention and they can shower him with physical affection-
He owns a motorcycle but only uses it on his days off when he goes out and to show it off
He's a soar loser- If he loses at a game he'd definitely start being like "Yeah... This game isn't really fun. Let's do something else"
Loves to leave bite marks on his s/o's thighs, neck, and shoulders
Needs to take at least one nap a day with his s/o, doesn't matter how long it is. He n e e d s it-
Can and does stick other stuff into his pants when he gets tired of holding them instead of using his pockets like a normal person
One of his favorite animated movies is definitely Sausage Party 😭
Every time he has sex in a multiple of four, he gets an STI 💀
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Ikemen Sengoku (JP)
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Kicho's Main Story Chapter 3 Part 1
JP Spoilers under the cut
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No one believed me when I told everyone back in Honnoji that I came from the future.
(Of course. If someone said that to me, I’d also think they were being crazy.)
(Time travel isn’t something you experience very often, and it sounds like a made-up story, but一)
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Kicho: “...........”
I stole a glance at Kicho, walking in front of me.
(I didn’t expect to see a fellow time traveler, and I can’t believe he believed my story.)
After only two days of being a spy, I was transferred the next morning from the position of a maid to that of a secretary.
After repacking my bags and leaving the room I was using, he took me down the hallway of the building.
(Where the hell is he taking me?)
(He showed me the key he took out of the drawer yesterday, but does that mean he’s going to lock me in?)
(Yeah. There's a high chance of that happening.)
To him, I was probably a suspicious person who liked to move around as she pleased.
I wouldn't be surprised if he decided to lock me up in my room.
Kicho: “Mai.”
Mai: “Yes!?”
Kicho: “Why are you surprised when I just called your name? We’re here.”
Mai: “Here?”
(His room is next door.)
Kicho: “It would be more convenient for me to monitor you if we were closer.”
Kicho: "I don't want you slipping out at night on your own again."
He said that and opened the door with the key in his hand.
(Whoa!)
The room he showed me was different from the room I had been using until yesterday. It was furnished in a Japanese-Western style with imported types of furniture.
Kicho: "This room was used by the secretary of the previous director."
Kicho: "It hasn't been used for several months since they left, but I had it cleaned yesterday."
(True, there's no dust anywhere. It's so clean and beautiful.)
Kicho: "I've put in enough furniture, but if you need something, just let me know."
Mai: "Okay, got it. But I think it's enough already."
Kicho: "Really? You don't feel inconvenienced?"
(Why? Because I'm from the future?)
I shook my head, a little surprised at his unexpected concern.
Mai: "It's okay. But if I need something, I'll tell you."
Kicho: "Yeah. Well, I'll leave this here for now."
Kicho placed the room's key on a nearby table.
Mai: "Are you sure? If I have that, I can open the door and go out as I like."
Kicho: "That's what a key is for."
Mai: "Yes, but you said you would monitor me."
Kicho: "Yeah, that's what I said. But there's no need to restrict all your movements if you're with me during the day."
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Kicho: "Also, if you suspiciously go out at night, I'll hear the door open."
(He's right.)
I was relieved I didn't have to worry about being locked in.
(Surprisingly, he's not that strict.)
(I wonder if I can sneak out and report to Mitsuhide.)
And so, my new life began again.
A few days later
(I was so naive!)
Kicho: "Mai, hurry up. Let's move on."
Mai: “C-Coming!”
Kicho: "Actually, wait. What's with your head?"
Kicho: "Who would wrap a cloth around their head when they're going to a business meeting?"
Mai: "No one."
(As I thought, wrapping it around my head to hide my bed hair was a dumb idea.)
As Kicho had said, he didn't restrict all my movements. However, I was so busy with work that I always fell asleep after returning to my room.
(So this is what he meant when he said he doesn't have to restrict my actions.)
(I don't think I can contact Mitsuhide in this way.)
Mai: "Sorry. I fell asleep with my hair wet yesterday."
Mai: "On top of that, I overslept, so I didn't have the time to style it."
Mai: "I thought it would be rude to come in looking like a mess."
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Kicho: "Turn around."
Mai: "Whoa!"
Suddenly, he untied the cloth on my head and pulled my hair up.
(Is he tying my hair?)
Kicho: "Okay. That should do it."
Mai: "Thanks."
Kicho: "Well, let's go this time."
He walked away, and I hurriedly followed him, gently touching my hair.
(There's something attached to it. It's probably a hairpin.)
(He's so well-prepared, carrying all this stuff around.)
He was probably even busier than I was, yet his clothes and hair were spotless.
(Sometimes I wonder if he's not in the same era as I am.)
(Maybe he's a great guy after all.)
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Kicho: "Yo lo haré." [I'll do it.]
Foreign merchant: "Vaya, eres muy tierno, gracias!" [Oh my, you're so thoughtful, thank you!]
(I wonder what they're talking about. The guy he's talking to seems very happy.)
My role now is to watch them quietly, so I keep smiling beside Kicho as he speaks the foreign language fluently.
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Kicho: "Mai."
Mai: "Yes, here."
I took out the contract, written in a foreign language, I had prepared and handed it to Kicho.
(Things worked out again this time. He's really great at his job.)
(It's too perfect that it's almost scary.)
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Kicho: "The next business meeting is in an hour. Before that, I'll make a final confirmation of the items' number to be purchased."
Mai: "Okay."
Kicho: "And about the other merchant一"
Kicho's subordinate 1: "Lord Kicho, excuse me for interrupting. May I have a word?"
Kicho: "Sure, what's wrong?"
Kicho's subordinate 1: "Actually, I was just in town..."
He listened to his subordinate, who came to him for advice. Then, he immediately began to give instructions without hesitation.
Kicho: "This will settle the matter. If you still can't get things under control, bring them here. I'll handle it."
Kicho's subordinate 1: "Understood. Thank you very much. Now if you'll excuse me."
(That's one clever solution.)
As I watched in awe, another subordinate came toward him.
Kicho's subordinate 2: "Lord Kicho, you're here!"
Kicho's subordinate 2: "I've summarized all the information I mentioned the other day, so please check back here later."
Kicho: "No, let's check it now. It must be urgent."
Kicho looked down at the document and immediately pointed something out.
Kicho: "This part is not correct."
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Kicho: "As I recall, the same transaction happened last month. There should be a record of it in the storage room."
Kicho: "It'll be easier to tell if you refer to it. Check it and fix this."
Kicho's subordinate 2: "Yes, sir. Thank you."
(He's quick to confirm and precise.)
(I noticed that he's very popular since we started working together.)
His business partners are always pleased by his response, and his men always rush to him as soon as he's in the trading post.
(I heard that he took over this trading post, but it doesn't feel like he's controlling his men by force.)
(Maybe because he's talented and an irreplaceable part of this place.)
(He's the opposite of me.)
Kicho: "What's wrong? What are you dawdling about?"
Mai: "I was just thinking that you're the kind of boss I'd like to have."
Mai: "I thought you were charismatic and amazing. Anyway, I'm sorry for interrupting your work."
Kicho: "No."
Kicho: "..............."
Kicho's sudden silence made me a little uneasy.
(Did I just say something bad?)
Kicho: "Is something bothering you?"
Mai: "Huh?"
Kicho: "No, of course, there is. The norm here is different from the one you're used to."
Kicho: "For example, you could talk to me like this, but you couldn't read the letters of this period."
Kicho: "Compared to what it was in the future, it's totally different."
Mai: "Yeah. I can't read it."
(The document he checked earlier was also probably written in Japanese, but I couldn't understand it at all.)
Kicho: "If you want, I can teach you."
Mai: "Are you sure!?"
Kicho: "I never say something I don't mean."
Kicho: "Besides, that'll help me with my work, and there's no harm in teaching you."
Mai: "Then, by all means!"
(I'm already swamped with work, but I'm sure it'll come in handy.)
(This is a perfect chance for me, so let's go for it!)
Then I began to study the kuzushiji characters in my spare time from work.
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(I know it's difficult, but I feel like I'm learning a foreign language.)
As I read the book he had prepared for me, someone suddenly knocked on my door.
Mai: "Come in."
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Kicho: "Looks like you're on it. How are you doing?"
Mai: "It's interesting. And the book you gave me is easy to understand."
Mai: "I wonder if someday I'll be able to write a letter to someone from this period."
Kicho: "If you do, you can send it to the people who took you in."
Kicho: "Let them know you're okay so they can rest easy."
(He's right. But if I did that, he would know about everyone in the Oda army and my true identity.)
Mai: "Though, it's better if I write the first one to you."
Mai: "So, as my sensei, please check this."
I handed him a piece of paper on which I had written a brief greeting in practice.
Kicho: "Sure, no problem. It looks like all your hard work is paying off."
Kicho: "Well, that's enough for today. Take a short break until the next business meeting."
???: "Kicho!"
(Whose voice is that!?)
A voice echoed from the other side of the door.
Mai: "I think he's calling you. Is it one of your men?"
Kicho: "No. It looks like someone took their eyes off him."
Kicho: "I have to catch him before he runs outside. Who knows what he'll do next if we let him do what he wants."
Mai: "What?"
(Is he dangerous!?)
I hurriedly followed him as he left the room.
Mai: "W-Wait! I'll help you!"
Mai: "I can't catch him, but I can do something else."
Kicho: "No need."
Mai: "But it's dangerous. The more help you have, the better."
Kicho: "Dangerous? You got it all wrong."
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Kicho: "The voice just now..."
???: "Kicho!"
Mai: "Whoa!?"
My heart skipped a beat as something jumped into my view and stopped at Kicho's shoulder, shaking its head happily.
Mai: "A parrot?"
Kicho: "Yes. Meet Fuku."
Mai: "Ehh?"
Kicho: "He's in a good mood. He's just saying the words he learned. They don't mean much."
Mai: "I see. He's very talkative."
Mai: "And very cute, too."
Fuku: "Cute!"
Mai: "Hehe, yup. You're such a good boy."
Kicho: "You like him? Then, stick your index finger this way."
Mai: "Um, like this?"
I did as I was told, and he transferred Fuku from his shoulder to my fingertips.
The round blush pattern on his cheeks and the way he stared at me were so adorable.
(I guess it's still very young. It's pretty tiny.)
Fuku: "Kicho!"
Mai: "Hehe, Fuku really likes you."
Mai: "If he misses you this much, does that mean you're the owner?"
Kicho: "Yeah. I mainly take care of him."
Kicho: "When I first became the director of this place, my business partner brought me this bird as a souvenir."
Mai: "Heh. His name is pretty nice. Fuku is very fitting for a trading post."
Kicho: "That's what I thought when I named it. I hope it'll be good for this place."
Kicho: "As the name implies, his appearance sometimes makes business meetings more pleasant, and Fuku seems to be enjoying himself."
Fuku: "Fuku!"
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Kicho: "Yeah, I'm talking about you."
(He looks kind of gentle.)
(I don't think I've ever seen him look like this before.)
Gently reaching out, he stroked Fuku's head with his fingers, and Fuku happily rubbed his head and beak, repeating the words he had learned.
(If he misses him this much, he must be very attached to him.)
(Speaking of which...)
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Kicho: "Don't smoke in here."
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Mai: "Is Fuku the reason you asked Motonari not to smoke before?"
Kicho: "Oh, that. I've heard that smoke irritates parrots' respiratory tract and has adverse effects."
Kicho: "Basically, Fuku spends most of his time in the cage in my room, except when he's free."
Mai: "I see."
Mai: "I can understand why Fuku loves you so much."
Kicho: "I'm just doing what I'm supposed to do as the owner."
(I'm sure that's the reason why Fuku likes him.)
(Even though he's keeping an eye on me, I feel like I've seen more parts of him after spending time together.)
A few days later
Mai: "Please check this!"
I bowed deeply and held out a sheet of paper to Kicho.
Today, I wrote a thank-you letter on behalf of a business partner to check the results of my study of kuzushiji characters.
(Although, he wrote an example for me first since we're sending it to someone else.)
I raised my head and glanced over to see his reaction, and our gazes collided.
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Kicho: "Mai."
Mai: "Y-Yes?"
Kicho: "We're going out. The sooner we can thank them like this, the better."
Mai: "So, I passed?"
Kicho: "Yeah. It was worth the practice. You've done well in such a short time."
Kicho: "If you continue this, you'll be able to read books from this period."
Mai: "Thank you very much."
(It's still nice to have a sense of accomplishment no matter how old I am.)
(Also, he's a good teacher.)
(Come to think of it, Mitsuhide taught me a lot of things on the way here too.)
(I know they’re cousins, but maybe they're a bit alike in this way.)
Kicho: "I'll prepare a few more challenging books next time."
Mai: "Few more books!?"
(And like him, he's a bit of a Spartan, too.)
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We went through the town in the afternoon to deliver the thank-you note.
(I think several stores near the port sell more unusual items, and the people walking here are dressed interestingly.)
Among them, foreigners dressed in Western-style clothing caught my attention.
Suddenly, I saw a woman in a dress, escorted by a man, walk past me.
(The dress she's wearing is so elegant and lovely.)
(The design is simple, but the lines are beautiful. It suits her very well.)
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Kicho: "Something on your mind?"
Mai: "I just thought that their dresses were so stylish."
(I feel like they were tailored to fit their size.)
(I wonder if it's custom-made. I want to make something like that and make the customer happy too.)
I pretended not to see it, but greed inevitably showed its face.
(If I could go back to the future, I wonder what I would be doing now.)
(I wish I could've been a designer.)
Kicho: "..............”
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bokettochild · 2 years
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Okay! Thoughts!
I'm literally living for Time being called Ancestor, responding to it! I've wondered for a long time what they call him, he calls Wild 'Cub' and Twilight 'Pup', but I've always wondered what they call him. Ancestor is...odd, but beautiful, almost regal? I love it
And Twilight's gracefulness with this. He cares a lot, it shows him at his best to show how the only reason he's upset to die is because he wanted to do so much more for other people, and that's why, when Wild urges him to keep fighting, he does. It shows so much of who Twilight is; it shows that he lives a truly selfless life, a hero among heroes; someone who lives life for the sake of others more then he ever could himself, and that's beautiful (and sad, because Twilight clearly doesn't value himself nearly enough)
Also, Warriors commending and scolding Wild in the same breath? Twilight interjecting that no, Wild doesn't listen to anybody? Their little pained laughs at that?
And Time's gentle pride. Twilight's concern that his death would be cause for Time to be bound to the mortal world for so long. The gentle and kind way they all speak to him, it's so heartfelt and touching!
And Wild's speech! I was almost afraid, as I was reading, that JoJo really would end it here, but Wild's speech would mean nothing if it did, so I know that it's got to continue!
And the others' reactions to that speech! They say so much about the boys! Wind is showing his heart on his sleeve, determined to encourage and help however he can. Warriors is that playful sort of challenge; he's teasing Twilight, because they're the sort of brothers who never lay off each other, but he's also showing his support and trying to encourage. And Legend's gentle comment about fishing, I think it shows a lot about him, about how he values the otehrs as more than heroes but as people. Being a hero has taken up so much of his life that I think he's just glad to be able to see things outside of that eternal fight, but see the others as brothers, and reminding Twilight that he wants to spend time with him outside of battle and travel, doing something mundane and quiet, I think it shows growth in their relationship and bond.
And then there's Sky. Sky whose words speak to himself and Twilight both; they have kingdoms to watch flourish and they both need to make it to the end of this adventure to see that happen. They both have so much yet to do, and I think Sky sees a bit of himself in Twilight right now, can understand, perhaps better than them all, what Twilight wants and why it matters so much. And I think that JoJo's choice to have him say that is absolutely perfect.
Also, there's a few little things here that I love. I love Warriors' hand on Wild's shoulder, gentle and assuring, but also firm and grounding. i love that Legend holds his hat instead of wearing it: a common sign of respect or mourning that I think is awesome to include. Their faces, the gentle expressions; Legend's expressiveness is really showing through this time, and I find it interesting that the only two we see crying at all are himself and Wind, the two who were previously called "young heroes" a couple updates ago.
That little thumbs up. iyt shouldn't have made me laugh, but it just seems so out of place with all the drama here, yet so perfect for Twilight! Just like him actually saying 'y'all' (it's cannon now, you hear!), it just suits him so well.
Lastly, I want to point out: Wild is smiling weird again, and this time it's not for the others to see. Now it could be a smile of "I did good, we're okay" but it isn't relieved, not really. it makes me wonder what's going on inside his head.....
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Okay, but the exciting Willow and jasper murder bonding episode:
They all find out what happened with vee and are properly horrified, and that night Willow goes to sneak out of the house to kill him. She has decided that this man is willing to dissect a child alive and he can't be allowed free but he can't be brought to justice of any kind either without endangering vee or the rest of them. She makes the decision that it has to be done and she won't put this on anyone else's conscience and she also doesn't want anyone to stop her. So she's sneaking out when a voice in the darkness stops her like hm, where are you off to? And shes like ACK totally caught. And she doesn't think to ask why jasper is also lingering about fully dressed at three in the morning, but she is brave and deviant and she stands up straight and tells him the truth. She's going to kill Jacob.
Jasper is like hm. Interesting. Well I suppose murder requires adult supervision, how about I tag along. And she's like ?????? But he is not stopping her so she's like uh. Okay. So they're off on their little adventure. They don't know where he lives so they go to the historical society first to track him down and all that fun stuff, and as they're doing all this theyre chatting away. They talk about hunter and jasper promises not to tell him about her crush and she gets all flustered and embarrassed. He shows her some neat plant magic tricks to like pick a lock with a vine. She misses her dads like hell and he's being A Comforting Paternal Figure and he promises her that he's sure they're fighting with everything they've got to make sure they're still there when she gets back, and that even if they don't know where she is they'll never give up hoping she makes it back. It's all very emotional!
And then of course WHAM! we find our guy. They break in and kick his butt and now he's on the ground and Willow has her staff pointed at him and a hard look in the eyes and she's like okay. Do or die moment. Its time to kill him.
Only for dear jasper to interject, like, are you sure you want to do this? And she's like I have to. And he's like you don't have to do anything. You're choosing to. And she's like but it's the right thing to do! And he says it may be the right thing to be done, but that doesn't mean it's the right thing to do. And she hesitates and he tells her that once you kill someone, you're different. It changes you. From that moment on you have to live with the fact you have taken someone's life away, that you have been the arbiter of life and death for someone else. You decided their future held no value, that whatever they might have been, good or bad, is gone forever, because of you, and you can't ever take that back. And she's like I know. I can handle it. And he says he knows she can, but that doesn't mean she has to. It's just as hard to walk away as it is to pull the trigger. They're both decisions. And she has to decide who she wants to be, who she wants other people to know she is, what change she wants to put in her heart. Eventually he talks her down and she backs up and says she doesn't want to be a killer. She wants to see the best in people. She wants to believe people can be good, that people can change. Jacob is cowering on the floor begging for his life and she doesn't want to be the kind of person that kills someone in cold blood like that, even if he deserves it.
Jasper says she's very smart and very brave. He looks down at terrified Jacob and says he won't be a problem anymore, right? He knows that if he ever hurts anyone again that there won't be any mercy this time, right? So he's going to be good. And Jacob nods rapidly and says yup uh huh I've turned over a new leaf I am going to be soooo good and jasper says and you're also going to pack a bag, get on a train and never come back to graves field, right? And Jacob is like Yup uh huh whatever you say scary man. And Willow is like visibly relieved because The Adult Is Handling It and he tells her to go home and get back to bed before anyone notices she's gone. He will make sure Jacob leaves town. And she's like okay. Thank you. And she leaves.
And Jacob is sitting up like haha okay. Um. Thanks for that, I-- only for jasper to immediately shoves him back down with a boot to the chest like if you really thought that you could put a little girl in a cage and that I would let you live then you are more stupid than you look. Willow is a good person and she hasn't had to live in a world where she has to sacrifice her innocence for her safety or the safety of those around her. Unfortunately for you, that is not the world I have lived in. A little more blood on my hands won't change me a bit. And we just see the terrified realization on Jacobs face before we cut away with a scream. Dun dun dun.
We fade back in to the hustle and bustle of the Noceda household in the morning, Luz getting ready for school, vee making breakfast, Camila getting ready for work, all the kids laughing and yelling. Jasper walks in and yawns talking about what a good morning run that was, and Willow gives him a grateful smile before she notices like. A splatter of blood on his shoes he missed cleaning up. And you just see her frown like... Not quite sure if that means what she thinks it means, before hunter is like hey, Willow, are you okay? And she's just back to her sunny disposition like pfft! Of course! Now hand me the maple syrup dummy stop hogging it all! Jasper just ruffles vee's hair as he steps past her to grab a box of Cheerios and like. Willow knows. But she's not going to say a word. Cut away to the outside of the house and then cut to black. Ba ba BAHHHH
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THE SECOND TRIAL IS OFFICIALLY OVER. YIPPEEEEEEEEE 🎉🎉🎉 i was about to type "are we ready to see them suffer even more" but ykw. ykw. some characters actually are going to get better :) and some relationship dynamics are going to become a bit more wholesome. some other ones though...
Hinode: So, Miki-san, are you ready to start?
Miki: ...
Hinode: If you want, I can do the talking instead.
Miki: .. N-no, I'm fine. I don't want you to waste your energy on this, so..
Hinode: Haha, you're too kind. 
Miki: I just.. I don't get it. Why did they choose you as a guard? It's too hard for you to even walk and they're making you go through all of this..
Miki: A-ah, it's not like I'm saying you're weak or a burden or anything like that-
Hinode: Well, Eiji-san's arms and legs are covered in bandages and he's in a constant pain, but he still was forced to become a guard, so..
Hinode: It looks like they don't really care about things like that.
Hinode: I'm fine, Miki-san, trust me. Please don't worry about me, okay?
Miki: .. O-okay.
Miki: S-so, the second trial has ended and all prisoners know what verdicts they got this time.
Hinode: I imagine not all of them were satisfied with the result.
Miki: .. Yeah. Definitely. 
Miki: So, um, let's start with the first prisoner, I guess.
Miki: Prisoner 001, Miyagawa Akio. 
Miki: If we voted him guilty, even though Eiji-san is not able to do the punishing himself right now, we'd still have to do something to him and..
Miki: Considering his condition, that would simply kill him. 
Hinode: Also, from what I've heard, his accomplice really was responsible for most of the work. 
Hinode: I agree, it does sound like him just trying to shift the blame, but also.. 
Hinode: For some reason, I believe him. 
Miki: *nods* S-so, he was voted innocent this time.
Miki: Um, Hinode-san, if it's okay.. Remember those questions you made everyone answer?
Hinode: Right. You want to know everyone's answers?
Miki: Y-yes, please. If you don't mind, of course.
Hinode: I have all of the papers with me. Let's see..
Hinode: I can tell by Akio-san's handwriting just how hard it was for him to write. He really was in pain.
Hinode: He talks a lot about his accomplice here. He really misses him a lot, haha..
Hinode: Sorry, that was a bad joke.
Miki: No, no, I.. think he really does miss him.
Hinode: According to Akio-san's answers, his accomplice was responsible for most of the "dirty work" related to their murder. He was the one who did the "physical" aspect of it, but Akio-san was the one who came up with everything.
Miki: H-he admitted it himself?..
Hinode: Yes. I guess this is what happens when someone's in so much pain: they start telling the truth without even noticing it.
Miki: So.. For some reason, Milgram saw Miyagawa-san as the actual murderer?
Hinode: I think it's because, again, he was the one who planned everything. Also, it was his wish to see Chise-san dead that motivated him to murder the boy. If it wasn't for that, it's possible that Chise-san would still be alive.
Hinode: .. I have my doubts though.
Miki: Hm? About what exactly?
Hinode: About Chise-san still being alive. I think it's possible that someone else would've still killed him even if it wasn't for Akio-san.
Miki: .. You're talking about Miyagawa-san's accomplice, aren't you?
Hinode: Yes. I think he would've still tried to kill him even if Akio-san refused to do it himself or join him. 
Miki: May I ask why you think so?
Hinode: You can read Akio-san's answers later, if you want. 
Hinode: I wonder how he reacted to hearing about his verdict.
Miki: He looked shocked at first, but then he sighed loudly and actually looked relieved for a moment. Before I told him that he was forgiven, he was.. shaking. It's like..
Miki: It's like he thought that we're going to punish him again.
Hinode: Haha, well, it's good to hear that he's happy about his verdict. 
Hinode: I hope his condition gets better too. I hate seeing people in pain.
Miki: "Hinode-san sounds like a very nice person.. Maybe he will go easy on the guilty prisoners?"
Miki: "Actually.. I'm still not sure who exactly should punish the guilty prisoners this time."
Miki: "It used to be Eiji-san's job, but.."
Miki: "Never mind."
Miki: N-now.. Prisoner 002, Hanasaki Aimi.
Miki: Even though Eiji-san and some prisoners found her relationship with Miyagawa-san suspicious..
Miki: And her second video was darker and scarier than the first one..
Miki: We still voted her innocent.
Hinode: She had to go through so much, I can't imagine how she would react to getting voted guilty right after she found people that she thought she can trust.
Hinode: I can't help but feel sorry for her. Her problems just feel so.. 
Hinode: .. I just know a person who had to go through a similar thing, haha.
Miki: ".. Is he talking about his brother?"
Miki: Also, even though we still don't know some details of her murder, now we can say for certain that the murder took place at the amusement park that Hanasaki-san's family owned and Hanasaki-san had an accomplice.
Hinode: And her accomplice was..
Miki: .. I think it was her older brother.
Miki: It wouldn't make sense for a classmate or someone else to help her. It also took place at her family's amusement park and of course, a family member would know at least something about how it works. I doubt it would be a parent or a grandparent, so..
Hinode: Also remember what she said during that one interrogation?
Hinode: "Oh well, he's dead anyway".
Hinode: So, her accomplice is definitely a man and.. he's also dead.
Hinode: And her video even shows her killing her accomplice in the end.
Miki: .. So, Hanasaki-san is at least partially responsible for killing her classmates and she also killed her accomplice with her own hands..
Miki: And that accomplice was her own older brother..
Miki: S-she has a reason for doing that, right, Hinode-san? I mean, she has to!..
Miki: If she doesn't-
Hinode: That means you won't be able to forgive her?
Miki: .. I don't know. I-I don't want to think about it.
Miki: It's just.. I can understand why she would want to kill her classmates. I really do feel sorry for her. But her own brother?..
Hinode: Actually, judging from what she wrote here, her relationship with her brother was.. a bit strange.
Miki: Really? But I thought they were close..
Hinode: Oh, Miki-san, being close with someone doesn't always mean you have a perfect and healthy relationship with that person.
Hinode: A-anyway, how did she react to her verdict?
Miki: .. She smiled and ran to give me a hug and said that she knew I will forgive her this time as well. 
Miki: "Because we're friends, after all"..
Miki: .. Prisoner 003, Ishizu Shun.
Miki: He looked like he really wanted to attack Eiji-san and even enjoyed seeing him terrified. And his video showed him killing his victim..
Miki: W-well, victims. 
Hinode: Even someone like you couldn't forgive him this time, huh?
Miki: .. I don't want him to try to attack Eiji-san when he comes back. 
Miki: And.. I just thought that my forgiveness won't save him this time.
Hinode: So, let's see..
Hinode: He claimed that he only killed his ex-girlfriend's new boyfriend, correct? 
Hinode: But his video clearly showed him killing both his ex and her boyfriend. 
Hinode: Do you think he knows she's dead as well and he's just in denial or lying or he genuinely doesn't remember killing her?
Miki: .. I feel like he doesn't remember killing her and whenever he does remember it, he just tries to deny it.
Miki: When Eiji-san asked him if she's still alive, he refused to answer and just stared blankly at us and asked which girlfriend he's talking about.
Hinode: Speaking of Shun-san having multiple girlfriends.. What can you say about that?
Miki: Um, I don't know much about that topic..
Miki: But I guess they weren't real?
Miki: Judging from his video, it looked like Ishizu-san used video games and other things as something that could help him escape from his real life problems.
Miki: And because of his mental health issues, he wasn't able to tell which one is fiction and which one is reality and started to believe the connections and relationships he formed in those games were real.
Hinode: .. *laughs*
Hinode: Oh, sorry, sorry. It's just..
Hinode: You know, there could've been some kind of twist, like, imagine him actually having so many girlfriends and not remembering him killing them..
Hinode: But no, he was just being delusional.
Hinode: I guess we expected too much from him.
Hinode: But I wonder just how he met that girl. To be honest, I feel like they weren't in any kind of relationship and he just made that all up and started to think that his fantasies are actually real.
Miki: .. You're saying he started to stalk a random girl and believed that she's actually his ex-girlfriend?
Hinode: It's possible.
Miki: ...
Miki: "W-why do I feel so disgusted whenever I think about Ishizu-san?"
Miki: So, when I told him about his verdict..
Miki: H-he didn't take it well.
Miki: He started panicking and mumbling something about it not making any sense and..
Miki: He tried to attack me, haha..
Miki: But he still wasn't able to touch me, so.. I'm okay.
Miki: "I still don't understand why the prisoners can touch Eiji-san, but they can't touch me.."
Hinode: Hmm..
Hinode: It looks like we've made the right decision, but this guy will definitely cause us a lot of trouble.
Miki: Right..
Miki: Prisoner 004, Chiba Naomi.
Hinode: She was a hard one.
Miki: May I ask why you voted her guilty, Hinode-san? I thought you'd sympathize with her..
Hinode: Well, you see..
Hinode: I hate seeing people in pain, I really do. And I don't want Naomi-san to end up in even more pain. However..
Hinode: First of all, her victim was a child. A ten year old. Who knows how long his life could've been if it wasn't for her.
Hinode: And second of all, her motive. Didn't she reveal that her killing that child was her "fighting for independence"?
Hinode:*laughs* God, this sounds so weird. 
Hinode: She just got tired of that kid and got mad at him for calling her out. 
Hinode: Don't get me wrong, I'm not saying that kids can't be.. "evil", but so far I haven't seen any serious threats in her videos. It was just him laughing at her and "bullying" her in a way.
Hinode: But isn't she 30 years old? She's a teacher. She should be able to handle this. It's almost like she got so used to all of her students being so nice and polite, she completely forgot that kids can be annoying.
Hinode: And.. I think adults like that deserve to be punished.
Miki: .. Maybe you're right.
Hinode: Also, I read her answers and she seems to really dislike Asahi-san. Just what is her deal with kids..
Miki: .. C-can I also read that later?
Hinode: Sure. 
Miki: "Why do I feel happy that I agreed to vote her guilty now?"
Hinode: By the way, how did she react to her verdict?
Miki: .. She wasn't happy about it.
Miki: It took her a moment to realize what happened and then she just started laughing uncontrollably. And then she sighed, looked at me and said..
Miki: "Well, you're the guard. Who am I to say that your decisions don't make any sense?"
Hinode: Doesn't sound like something a prisoner who truly wanted to be voted guilty would say.
Hinode: Who knows, maybe she was pretending to be nicer than she really is.
Miki: I feel like it's more complicated than that.. 
Miki: "It's like Chiba-san really does think she's guilty, but deep inside she wants someone to say that they forgive her.."
Miki: Prisoner 005, Sanada Kei.
Miki: .. Watching his video was.. hard.
Hinode: And painful.
Hinode: Just what did those women do to him?
Miki: .. I think it's related to those scars Eiji-san had mentioned.
Hinode: .. But why would they do that to him?
Miki: There was this moment in the video, when one of the women found some of the photographs made by Kei-san and she looked.. disgusted.
Miki: Maybe you already know about.. uh.. Kei-san's job.
Hinode: I do. You think she found those particular photos?
Miki: .. I think so.
Hinode: I find it interesting that Kei-san got so scared. I thought a person with a job like that would be more careful and would have a plan in case something like that happens.
Hinode: Maybe he believed that he would never get caught?
Miki: I'm just trying to understand..
Miki: Did those women try to.. 
Miki: Attack him, maybe? Did they think that he was going to do the same to them and that's why he invited them?
Hinode: But hey, why else would he invite them? 
Miki: W-well..
Miki: ...
Miki: Actually, you're right. Why did he invite them to his house?
Miki: He had so many photographs of those women and it looked like he had some kind of plan..
Hinode: .. Perhaps he was already thinking of murdering them?
Miki: B-but why would he do that?! What did those women even do to him? I mean, before attacking him and all..
Hinode: From what I remember, those women also appeared in his first video and if I'm not wrong, they were dating his friends.
Hinode: Maybe.. something happened between him and his friends? 
Miki: .. I feel like I might have an idea.
Hinode: Really? Please share.
Miki: I-I'm not so sure right now and I need more time to figure this out, but..
Miki: Kei-san's.. "partner" played a big part in his second video. And he also appeared in the first one too.
Miki: I have a feeling that it's not just because he's important to Kei-san, but it's also because he played an important role in Kei-san's crime as well.
Miki: Some lyrics of his song were also.. strange..
Miki: "Do I wanna be seen as strong? Do I wanna be seen as weak? I don't know, but just hug me already".
Miki: Or "Maybe I should accept that this world won't accept me".
Miki: Just what could those lyrics possibly mean?..
Miki: Oh, and when I told him about his verdict, he got really surprised and when I confirmed that it's true and he was forgiven, he laughed and asked..
Miki: "Just how does the guards' thought process work?"
Miki: H-he probably asked that because of us voting him guilty that last time. He looked happy, though he asked me about Eiji-san's condition.. 
Miki: And I couldn't give him an answer.
Miki: Prisoner 006, Yoshioka Eiko.
Miki: .. Both of us agreed that she should be voted guilty. 
Miki: She's a bad influence for both Ishizu-san and Kei-san and she also doesn't feel any remorse for what she did.
Miki: I feel a bit.. sorry for her though. 
Miki: I mean.. What if her victim really wasn't a good boyfriend-
Hinode: Does that mean he deserved to die?
Miki: N-no! No, of course not!
Miki: But.. I don't know. I can't say that Yoshioka-san is a bad person, but she clearly treats some of her fellow prisoners horribly.
Miki: And she doesn't feel any regret and thinks it's completely okay to do those things.
Miki: And also.. Her reaction to Kei-san hurting Eiji-san worries me.
Miki: She said that if anything happens, Eiji-san should tell her.
Hinode: .. Hey, wasn't it Yurika-san who broke Eiji-san's arm?
Miki: *nods*
Miki: .. Oh no.
Hinode: I think we should keep an eye on both of them, just in case.
Miki: When I told her about her verdict, she just rolled her eyes and said:
Miki: "Don't know what you saw in that video, but I guess it's understandable". 
Hinode: .. At least she's chill when it comes to that.
Miki: She did ask me about Eiji-san and her eyes looked a little bit darker than usual, so.. 
Miki: M-maybe restraining her a bit wouldn't hurt.
Miki: Prisoner 007, Yano Asahi.
Miki: We decided to vote him innocent.
Miki: He.. he didn't look so well when me and Eiji-san interrogated him last time.
Miki: I don't know if he would be able to calm down if it wasn't for me. 
Miki: Ah, it's not like I'm bragging or anything-
Hinode: No, no, you should be proud of yourself. You've calmed him down and comforted him when he needed it. You did a good job.
Miki: .. Ehehe~
Miki: His video was.. one of the hardest ones to watch.
Hinode: It clearly showed him as not the best person and he was more than okay with taking advantage of his adoptive mother's money. 
Hinode: However, we should also remember that these videos are not only showing us the prisoners' extracted memories, but also their thoughts and we can see everything in the way the prisoners themselves saw their crimes.
Hinode: Do you think it's possible that Asahi-san feels guilty for his murder and the way he treated his adoptive mother?
Miki: .. I think it is. I doubt he would have reacted in the same way if he didn't feel anything. He was panicking, he refused to talk about it and he clearly looked traumatized. If he didn't feel bad about his murder, he wouldn't show any of those emotions.
Hinode: It's almost like you're speaking from experience, Miki-san. 
Miki: .. W-what do you mean by-
Hinode: Or maybe you just understand children really well, haha.
Miki: .. Ahem.
Miki: And also.. he tries really hard to forget about what happened.
Miki: He never calls her his mother, only "that woman", not only because he doesn't see her as his mother, but also because it's almost like he's trying to push those memories away. 
Miki: She's not his victim or anything, she's just.. "that woman".
Miki: "And also.."
Miki: ".. I can't believe I had to see him again while I was watching Marito's video."
Miki: "I almost broke the screen when I saw him, haha.."
Hinode: Miki-san, is everything alright? You look.. pale.
Miki: I-I'm fine, I'm fine.
Miki: .. Hm, come to think of it..
Miki: I'm not sure if you know about it, Hinode-san, but Asahi-san used to have..
Miki: Um.. An "imaginary friend" based on his mother. Or maybe his "idea" of a perfect mother.
Miki: And I've just realized that he kinda.. stopped talking to her or about her.
Miki: Maybe something happened-
Hinode: Maybe it's because he has you now?
Miki: .. Huh?
Hinode: O-oh, don't get me wrong! I don't mean it in a "he sees you as a mother figure" way.
Hinode: I mean it in more of a "he's not alone anymore" way.
Miki: .. Oh.
Miki: .. When I told him about his verdict, he looked really happy.
Miki: He even ran to hug me and thanked me, haha.
Miki: ".. I wonder if he will remember who I am one day. But I don't want to tell him yet, I'm afraid I will make him remember we had to go through.."
Miki: Prisoner 008, Maruyama Yurika.
Miki: .. Guilty. She's guilty.
Hinode: She broke Eiji-san's arm, threatened to start hurting the other prisoners, is definitely capable of doing that, considering that she had attacked Asahi-san in the past and almost attacked Kei-san and her video was.. 
Hinode: Even worse than Kei-san and Asahi-san's videos combined.
Miki: But I still don't understand anything. I still don't know how her crime went and we're supposed to judge them based on their crimes!..
Hinode: Not necessarily. We can judge them based on anything. 
Hinode: And her being dangerous for us and other prisoners is most certainly a valid reason to vote her guilty.
Hinode: As for her video..
Hinode: I wonder just what kind of job she did while working at a maid cafe.
Hinode: It definitely doesn't seem legal.
Miki: If she has experience with torturing people and kidnapping them..
Miki: .. Huh.
Miki: T-there's this scene in her video where Maruyama-san and her.. manager, I assume, are filling everyone's buckets with some kind of liquid. And she says that "Everyone has their own needs and it's our job to satisfy them".
Miki: I think we should think about that scene more to understand what kind of job she had.
Miki: And I feel like her crime is related to her job too..
Miki: Ah, but that's just my opinion though-
Hinode: You know you sound like a real detective right now? *laughs*
Hinode: Seriously, Miki-san, you're really smart. Sorry for just sitting and listening to you like this, but I really am impressed.
Miki: .. Haha..
Hinode: W-why is your face becoming so red-
Miki: A-anyway, just as I've expected, she got mad at me when I told her about her verdict.
Hinode: Did she try to-
Miki: Yes, she tried to attack me just like Ishizu-san, but I just knocked her out. It's fine.
Hinode: .. Knocked her out?..
Hinode: Miki-san, you're stronger than I thought..
Hinode: .. We will definitely have to restrain her, huh..
Miki: Prisoner 009, Kuroki Riku.
Miki: .. Hinode-san-
Hinode: Yes, this is my brother. Yes.
Miki: .. I'm sorry. 
Hinode: It's fine. I voted him guilty myself.
Miki: B-but why?! Why would you vote your own brother guilty? Do you want to see him in pain?!
Hinode: It's because I know everything about his crime, Miki-san.
Miki: !
Hinode: When everyone started talking about Yue-kun's death, I knew that Riku had something to do with it.
Hinode: Riku told everyone just how much he loved Yue-kun, but he was honest with me and even when he didn't say anything, I could see in his eyes just how much he hated that guy.
Hinode: He wanted him dead, Miki-san. And he would do anything to achieve his goal. 
Miki: .. But why didn't you stop him?
Hinode: .. When even waking up is too physically painful for you, you don't have enough time and energy to talk your brother out of murdering his best friend.
Miki: .. May I ask what was your first thought after you found out about Shiozaki-san's death?
Hinode: I just turned to Riku, who was watching TV with me and quietly asked him if it was him.
Miki: And what did he do?
Hinode: He smiled and left the room.
Hinode: Listen, I don't want to see him in pain. I don't want to hurt him. But I want Riku to understand that even though he really was a victim in a way.. 
Hinode: Murder isn't an answer.At least it definitely wasn't the right answer for him.
Hinode: He really could've just talked to Yue-kun. Maybe Yue-kun wouldn't like it, but at least Riku could say that he tried.
Hinode: But instead he decided to abuse his popularity and turn all of his classmates into loyal dogs that followed his every move and listened to his every command. 
Miki: So what you're saying is..
Hinode: Yes, Miki-san. Riku made his entire class and possibly other students bully Yue-kun into committing suicide.
Miki: .. B-but do you think his death really was-
Hinode: I doubt it. Especially considering the way Riku's first video ends.
Miki: .. When I told him about his verdict..
Miki: .. He just asked me to bring him some hair dye later.
Miki: He said he wants to dye his hair black before he gets punished, haha..
Hinode: Are you planning on doing that?
Miki: O-of course! Even if we voted him guilty, I still want to fulfill his request before..
Miki: Well.. you know.
Miki: And finally.. 
Miki: Prisoner 010, Himura Reina. 
Miki: .. We voted her innocent. Again. 
Hinode: She didn't like that, did she?
Miki: She has to accept that it's the only way she can be saved. I don't think Himura-san deserves to be punished. 
Miki: If Himura-san can accept that she deserves to be forgiven.. I think everything will get better for her after that. 
Hinode: We never see her killing someone directly. It's always her witnessing a murder or hiding the body.. 
Hinode: No matter how much she tries to portray herself as guilty, her videos can't lie. 
Miki: And.. Now we know that her "victim" was her little brother. 
Miki: But I still don't understand what happened to him. If Himura-san is somehow responsible for his death, but she's not the murderer, then.. 
Miki: Who is? 
Hinode: Maybe his death was an accident, but it could've been prevented if Himura-san was there? 
Miki: If that's the case.. 
Miki: ... 
Miki: "I wanted to say that she doesn't deserve to be here, but also.."
Miki: "Marito running away was an accident too. I didn't mean for that to happen."
Miki: "So if we're guilty of doing almost the same thing.."
Hinode: Hey, Miki-san.
Hinode: When you say that she doesn't deserve to be punished, does that mean you think that somebody else in this prison deserves to be punished?
Miki:... 
Miki: I-it's okay. 
Miki: When Eiji-san was punishing them, he was.. I have to say that he was really cruel for no reason. 
Miki: I really do respect Eiji-san, but he punished them not to save them, but to torture them. 
Miki: But when I punish them.. I do it because I love everyone here. 
Miki: Uh, even Maruyama-san. 
Miki: I really do want to save them. I want them to get better. 
Miki: So if punishing them will help them understand that they've done something wrong and they will try to change for the better..
Miki: I don't see any problem with it.
Hinode: .. Heh. I see. 
Hinode: It's actually a good thing though because I was worried that you might not like the new punishment method.
Miki: .. The new punishment method?
Hinode: Well, since it used to be Eiji-san's job, now we're the ones who have to punish the guilty prisoners, right?
Miki: B-but what about you not wanting to-
Hinode: I hate seeing people in pain, Miki-san.
Hinode: I hate seeing them in physical pain.
Hinode: I feel like punishing everyone physically is just so.. tasteless. Everyone can cry and suffer if you hurt them too badly, what's so special about it?
Hinode: I've spent my whole life in pain like that. I know what it's like and I hate it when it's used as a punishment.
Hinode: But this method isn't about the physical pain. It's more about..
Hinode: Here. Do you see this little thing?
Miki: It looks like some kind of.. remote, maybe? It's pretty small though..
Hinode: Yes, you're supposed to keep it in your pocket actually. Make sure to always have it on you. 
Miki: But what does it do?
Hinode: Well, you need everyone's memories to see their videos, right? Otherwise their videos simply can't be created.
Hinode: And this thing.. 
Hinode: This thing extracts everyone's memories, but doesn't turn them into videos or whatever. It simply keeps them inside.
Hinode: You can also give those memories back if you so desire.
Miki: ...
Hinode: I know, this might sound strange, Miki-san, but considering that we have a whole music video machine, this shouldn't be surprising.
Miki: .. And.. Why exactly do we need this machine? What are we going to use it for?
Hinode: I have one with me as well. There's two of them. 
Hinode: So, uh.. You see, Miki-san.. *laughs*
Hinode: I was planning to kind of.. play with the guilty prisoners' memories a little bit.
Miki: !
Hinode: For example, maybe we can take the memories of their childhood and see what kind of people they would become without them. Maybe we can take the memories of their murder and see how they would act. 
Hinode: We can't actually watch the memories we've taken from them though, which is a shame.
Miki: .. And.. How will they-
Hinode: Ah, the physical side effects may be.. 
Hinode: *takes a breath* Dissociation, dizziness, headache, anxiety, depression, nausea, mood swings, even bigger memory loss in the process..
Hinode: But at least it's not cutting their fingers off or beating them up, right?
Miki: .. Can't we come up with a better punishment?
Hinode: But I thought you wanted to save everyone, Miki-san.
Hinode: It's not going to hurt. They're not going to feel any pain. They're just gonna forget some things, actually, it might make them happier.
Hinode: And if anything goes wrong, we can just give those memories back to them.
Miki: .. A weird question, but where did you get this machine?
Hinode: Oh, uh..
Hinode: The rabbit thing from earlier gave it to me.
Miki: ...
Miki: I have a bad feeling about this.
Hinode: Come on, Miki-san, you know we have to do something to the guilty prisoners. 
Miki: Can't we just restrain them?! Can't we just lock them up or something?!
Hinode: You will be in control, Miki-san. 
Hinode: You can always adjust the settings. You can even choose how many memories you wish to extract. 
Hinode: You can go for a small memory loss or a big one. 
Hinode: It's your choice. They don't have to lose all of their memories and they don't have to lose them forever.
Hinode: It's not like they're going to turn into mindless zombies and their brains are going to melt.
Miki: ...
Hinode: .. Are you ready to give it a try?
Miki: .. I-I'll go pay a visit to Ishizu-san. 
***
???: It seems like the third trial is going to start soon. Are you excited?
???: Hm?.. I don't know, should I?
???: It's like.. I want to know how all of this ends, but at the same time..
???: These guards are way too slow. They're not even trying to uncover this place's secrets.
???: But.. Isn't that actually good for us? I mean, that would be a pain to deal with.
???: True, but it also would be more entertaining.
???: These guys just feel like lab rats to me. They're so obsessed with their morals, they don't feel like real people to me, haha.
???: "Everyone is guilty!" "No, everyone is innocent!" A bunch of clowns, that's who they are.
???: *sighs* Well, at least the future guards should be more fun.
???: Ah, have you already made your choice?
???: Yeah. Here, take a look.
???: ...
???: .. O-oh. U-understood.
???: Sorry about this. I know it sounds like I don't care, but..
???: No, no, I.. I understand. 
???: I will-
???: Woah, this tea tastes really good!
???: Oh, sorry for interrupting you. Anyway, can you tell Jackalope to bring this to, uh.. you know, that girl?
???: S-sure, but.. Sorry if this sounds rude, but why can't you do it yourself? 
???: He's taking a nap right now. Getting enough sleep is very important. 
???: S-so you're just telling me to sit there and wait until he wakes up? 
???: Yep.
???: ...
???: Y-you really love him, huh..
???: Okay. Well, if you'll excuse me. 
(sounds of footsteps that become more and more quiet)
???: He's a good guy. 
???: But sadly, good guys like him either don't live long here or just get taken advantage of.
???: I'll prefer it to be the second option-
???: Huh?
???: What's that noise..
???: .. The third prisoner.
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