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#and just like. getting a deeply personal answer akdjshjdjdjjdhhsjd
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#the really funny thing is that my behavior didn’t change at all once I started thinking I was bi. other than going on a few dates which#like truly the main difference between the genders for me is that women are far more terrifying#because men could kill me but women could make me feel like shit like#dating a man would be like trying to be American Ninja Warrior Champion#it’s still impossible for me physically mentally spiritually emotionally and I would not make it to the end#but it’s full of recognizable obstacles that I have seen many other people take on before and sure most of them have failed#but like. I know what the obstacles are#whereas dating a woman seriously would just be like asking a magic eight ball#“for what reason do I not deserve to be loved today#and just like. getting a deeply personal answer akdjshjdjdjjdhhsjd#no I’m serious bi people only but if anyone is reading this which I’m half hoping somebody is#do you ever feel this way too?#that a man deciding you weren’t lovable would hurt your feelings but you’d be over it in a few months#but a woman deciding you weren’t lovable would cripple you emotionally for like the next entire decade#every now and then I see people who know a lot about adhd talking about rejection sensitive dysphoria#and obviously I am a know nothing child but like. that’s how being rejected by a woman would feel#I swear that the one woman I went on multiple dates with like. I just felt like I was doomed to disappoint her and she was always kind#but I still feel guilty for even wastin her time by asking her to go on dates with me#guys. not to overshare but since this is tumblr and you’re in MY tags this is clearly content you want#you ever just sit there thinking I’ll never get married and I’ll never even be a bridesmaid because there’s nobody within two decades of me#who like#cares???????#*bangs on the glass of my enclosure*#god. god you Bastard. come in here. I just want to talk#to delete
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