#and it's... harder than I remember

[imperfectcourt]

Despite having more teammates, Neil still regularly plays full games bc he knows he can and likes to. Wymack let's him bc it's one of the only sure-fire ways to get that boy worn out enough to chill. His stamina is out of this world by the time he goes pro and his team doesn't know how to handle him bc pros have way bigger teams and there's no way a rookie is going to get that much play time (not to mention, you just don't do full games that's ridiculous)

But like

What are they supposed to DO with him

He runs circles around them at practice despite being there long before and after official times. He's been caught multiple times by himself late at night. And when he's not on the court, he's on the bench running his mouth.

His coach reaches out to the coach of another team, one he thinks might be able to give some advice. But Kevin's coach just says "oh god i was going to call and ask YOU wtf to do he's going to decimate my team"

They conference in a third coach who is not much help bc the only thing David Wymack says after laughing himself breathless is "good fucking luck" and he hangs up

#this is STUPID let me HAVE IT #all exy coahes have each others numbers #but really i want neil so nervous about his first pro team bc he remembers acclimating to collegiate exy this MUST be harder than that #but during his first scrimmage he runs literal circles around his teammates #aftg #neil josten #kevin day

[ajwahoocrowley]

#heres some data from my rewatch of good omens #i definitely had to draw some lines between which instances I counted and which I didn't and it was harder than I thought it would be to do #Anyways the lack of “Aziraphale” references in s2 compared to “Angel” is crazy! #lmk if you disagree or have suggestions #Crowley invented using “Angel” as a term of endearment #remember this is not everytime they say eachother's names #its every time they say eachother's names when talking to eachother... not to other people #pet names #good omens #data #numbers #aziraphale #crowley #ineffable husbands #pie charts #aziracrow

[meatlessmcmuffin]

stop thinking so hard about it dude ur gnna get a headache

#breath of the wild #loz #tloz #link #zelda #in general i dont think of botws story so much as others but i also have this idea in my head of link regaining his memories but never #never quite being able to remember her face or even who exactly she was to him . like he sees how they interact in his memory but #he cant remember his own feelings. and maybe he remembers at the end when he sees her but maybe its more complicated than that #like in botw you can make the most of a wartorn world and have all kind of adventures and sidequests and build a home and a town and meet #new people and you cant do all of that on top of the 100 year sleep without coming out of it a different person. #which isnt bad. but i just imagine some things could get harder and harder to remember #' i dont think of botw's story as much as others ' maybe i do actually #meat art

[furiouskettle]

finished Cult of the Lamb. It’s fun!

#kiwidoodles #cult of the lamb #cotl #cotl spoilers #cult of the lamb spoilers #it makes me think of this one cute flash game i used to play soooooo much where it was like #an island of bunnies #i remember nothing else abt it other than it being very chill #anyway im gonna try cotl again sometime on a harder difficulty and with more murder #hopefully i can pace myself better now that ive actually finished the game

[yepthatsacowalright]

#ow #this show hits harder than i remember sometimes #😭 #the smell of success #1x07 #pushing daisies

[whaliiwatching]

in a queer way, right??

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sunny brown belongs of course to @brown-spider <3

#spider man: into the spider verse #spider man: across the spider verse #spidersona #spider scrawl #sunny brown #damn drawing skates is harder than i remember #such good colors tho……. #halloween core >:) #hope i got the details right i always seem to miss a few when drawing ur concepts lol #ill finish the rp thing eventually i will i will #just occurred to me theyre totally at odds bc sunny cant deal w multiverse/meta shit and scrawl is All About That #but in my heart of hearts they will become friends. eventually #after scrawl learns to dial back their constant deadpoolian references to The Story #…… next we put our noirs on a playdate

[nigelgraz]

First time sketching on paper in 3 years <3

#it's somehow harder and more fun than i remembered lol #i missed it so bad #art #my art #traditional art #studies

[prostocupoftea]

okay im a bit more proud of this one

#silli fella in our puters #animations are harder than i remember #kinitopet #kinito fanart #kinito the axolotl #kinitopet fanart

[dayurno]

basically

#THIS WAS HARDER THAN IT LOOKS #i moved jean from butchy femme to butch because of peer pressure #but i guess its still true #and thea for a moment i thought she could fit in futch but then i remembered her one scene had her wearing a pastel skirt so #riko high femme i know is controversial but i feel like hes kind of fierce like that sorry #soft butch jeremy felt very correct no notes on that one #lets see. i had kevin in high femme but actually i think he wouldnt be so far in the scale #i feel like hes respectably on the femme side but not like. insanely high femme like myself #as in i dont wear pants and i buy wedding veils to use in my daily life #AND RENEE i wanted her in butch i really did but i dont think thats true for her in canon #i think actually in canon renee is really like a normal pretty girl which im obsessed with #remember when even neil said her smile was pretty. yeah #and jean's thoughts coming to a halt when he saw her face <3 #so yeah. we need a real butch in aftg and andrew doesnt count #wheres the alvarez butch prayer circle #alvarez boy shorts and white tank top prayer circle #txt #foxes

[b0tster]

playing armored core last raven on my psvita with dual stick controls, as god intended

#armored core #last raven #this game is harder than i remember lol

[zaacoy]

but what if he was fluffy tho,,,

#That's it's that's the post it's just him #Why is pigsy like the only animal demon that doesn't get to be fluffy? #Dbk? Fluffy. The monkeys? Fluffy. The new S4 demons from the intro? All fluffy (I think) #Fluffy pigs exist too why he no fluff!!?! !! #They did him dirty fr #Lmk pigsy #Pigsy #pigsy lego monkie kid #Lego monkie kid fanart #lego monkie kid #pigsy lmk #Doodling on phone is harder than I remember but it works yahoo #Zaacoy art💫

[howlonomy]

Does clover prefer being a monster more, or a human more?

ive been sitting on this question bc ive been trying so hard to think it out and my final answer is: i dont know!

it very much depends. there are upsides and downsides to both; human clover is just what theyre familiar with. its their skin, their body. they were sturdier and didnt have to worry about overworking themselves because of their soul or their now low hp

but monster clover is allowed to be alive. they wouldnt be, without this body. and they can do new things; summon attacks, have cool new limbs like a tail and wings, and they dont have to worry about injuries so much

i think it wavers. some days they’re grateful to their monster body for the new life it lets them live. some days they curse it for its weakness and fragile nature. they miss being human too, of course. they always will. but they live as a monster now, and theyll learn to love that too

#monster clover au #asked and answered #GOT PROSEY AGAIN #cant help myself. something about reflection of the self really gets me u know #and it helps that cloverhas their family to help them thru everything #even if they dont really understand they can help clover love their new body #as they get older i imagine they become more and more comfortable and used to being a monster #eventually theyre a monster longer than they were human #and it becomes harder to remember what it was like as a human so they lose that longing of going back #mcau lore

[vellichorom]

hypothetically, how would someone go about 3d modelling thierry, particularly his hair. Hypothetically.

GOOD QUESTION! oh god i don't know. he used to have sensible hair,

COME BACK..... SOMETIME TOMORROW & i'll have a mental breakdown & then i'll try & give the best Actual breakdown of his hair that I can manage to give you as someone who tried to download source filmmaker once & did not get anywhere. did not even get the program working. not even on the computer if i remember correctly

joking aside you Scare me with your hypothetical creativity & kindness. thank you

#anonymous #inbox #MY GOOD FRIEND MARY hi mary if you're reading this ily #MADE A CHIBI 3D BLENDER MODEL OF HIM ONCE !!! FUCKED GREATLY. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT DID IT EITHER #honestly it probably Looks harder than it is if I apply some realism question mark? #+ i HAVE tried to apply more realism to his hair as i'm tweaking his design gently so hold onto those horses #& REMEMBER THAT IF CRAZY BITCHES ON SFM CAN MODEL H@ZBIN H0TEL CHARACTERS & MAKE THEM LOOK. DECENT THEN THIERRY WON'T BE SHIT COMPARATIVELY

[art-the-f-up]

I have to admit i had that massive urge to write a fic for your Palestine AU, but i feel like i couldn't do it justice. Like, one mistep and the message will be ruined and i will only disgrace the martyred Palestinians. No words can ever describe the horror that's going on there.

On the other hand, i want people to be hopeful as well, and writing is the only way i could do that.

Idk if I'll actually do it. But if i do, I'll let you know. Hopefully, no matter how the fic gonna go, it'll give people hope, even if just a little.

I understand where you're coming from.

When we create characters and storylines and show their grief and their motives it helps us understand them better, but I've also come to a point of how much is too much? I admit most of my motivation for creating this AU was because I got completely obsessed with the beautiful Palestinian culture so much so fast that I just HAD to create an AU for it, but how do I show them suffering, some silly little fictional characters, when we can't even begin to imagine the horrors that are actually happening to the people in Palestine?

But then I think about the Palestinians, and they are just such utterly optimistic people who try to find the good in everything. They grew up learning to smile in the face of difficulty. They basically find something inspiring in what may seem devastating to the world.

I can never, ever, do justice to the real heroic stories of Palestine. I know there's artists out their who are drawing the actual martyrs and their stories with their family's permissions, but I could never actually just cut and paste the actual story of a real Palestinian onto a fictional character, you get me?

However, what I did realize is that I'm a miraculous fan artist who draws AUs of everything, and since everyone is showing solidarity for Palestine in whatever way is possible for them, I personally think showing heroes of someone's favorite show representing their culture could help so much in boosting their mood.

In conclusion, the entire point of solidarity with Palestine is to show it through whatever you're good at. And hell yeah, we're going to show it through fanworks too.

It's free Palestine til it's backwards.

#palestinian heroes AU #palestinian heroes #anon i have thought long and hard about this #but remember we're working smarter AND harder #any solidarity is better than no solidarity #thank you so much for the ask and also portraying my exact thoughts #asksss

[zebratimw]

Spirit animal SQH

#svsss #shang qinghua #but mainly I'm just here to vague post LMAO I don't like to vague post its not very effective in terms of venting but #but basically I guess I'm becoming hyperaware of my like... cognitive dissonance codependency and derealization ee #also my general laziness ig and where it overlaps into executive dysfunction or whatever like I may genuinely have some issues but #I am also a lazy son of a bitch jfjfkgkg and i need to figure out how to figure it out so I can work on both in more effective ways hhggg #oh yeah but basically the thing to remember for later is the silence in the call and the immediate unmute and chat activity once I left #I should remember this and stop interacting I think? I should try to give em space I think I'm being too clingy or something #or maybe my own silence is too awkward and dampens the call? I was kinda just spacing out and not doing anything so I get its kinda weird #LMAO so I should just like try not to be in call for those times mm #I just like being in call with my friends jdhfkg but I suppose its not very good either #I overindulge I suppose another friend pointed it out to me before too haha but fjfjjt its just easier than facing bouts of dread by myself #eehh and that's why I gotta do something about my Metnal Ailneses hfjfj but ngl I don't really know how to go about it... #I get embarrassed looking stuff up djfnfkg and half the time I don't even know what to look up I just draw ?s and I give up #I suppose I also have commitment issues too but that ones not new which is an issue of itself aaaaaaaa #man idk idk I just don't really get it I guess djdjfjf and I've got existential dreads and think maybe it doesn't really matter whats wrong #cause there's no point to fixing them because ultimately I'm gonna die alone and a failure anyways? so like ehfjgkg idk #its depressing and I know its like sabotage cause my brain is being a little silly a little goofy and its not a shared sentiment #with the better half of me and the entirety of my friends but yknow its just ee harder sometimes to believe in the optimism ig #and i can talk about it somewhat normally and without like having a ✨️break down #but yknow djfjgkg I'm very emotional a person ya? I think sqh is relatable for gods sake 💀 #irrationality sentimentality nihilism and existential dreads... wanting to die because living is too hard despite all my hopes for living... #just the ol regulars yknow? #and another thing... do I talk to my friends about these things? I vent them out here a lot but what do I really want? #I'm not strong enough to keep it to myself clearly but I'm also too proud to share these thoughts? I dump them out in the open and for what? #whenever someone reaches out with concern and care I don't respond in kind and refuse to elaborate? #so like what do I want with this? I guess I want someone to know I'm going insane half the time I'm awake? but not do anything about it? #that's pretty unfair I guess... and stupid I think I do want to share my thoughts with someone but I'm too scared of the ramifications #and that my pride can't stand the fact I might be looked differently by my friends even tho the image they have of me is already quite silly #man.... idk.... I'll come to conclusions myself and do nothing about them so I guess that'll happen again aah idk idk idk

[chaoticrystal]

DRAWCEPTION QUARK

bonus odo

#star trek #ds9 #deep space nine #quark #odo #fern draws #drawception #AWW MAN I HAVEN'T USED DRAWCEPTION IN AGES #it feels good but Its Harder Than I Remember To Make Something That Looks Decent #also. yeah he's talking to odo