#and it'll soon just pounce on me and swallow me whole

[weuschoiceheart]

Welcome to another episode of “what the fuck am I doing with my life.”

#i'm cramming for a test tomorrow #gotta study an entire unit in a few hours #i'm now having doubts about becoming the vice president for my school's dance club #i still have hw to finish #i'm so fucking tired #i still need to shower and eat #i'm questioning myself and the future again #why do i feel like the future seems so far but so near at the same time #and it'll soon just pounce on me and swallow me whole #and there's nothing i can do abt it everything's just an endless cycles #same shit same same shittier night #nothing changes and i want it to change but i don't have the willpower nor the mental capacity to change #gosh i feel like a failure #i am a failure #everyone having their life together and i can barely keep mine from falling apart again #it already did #junjun stuffs #rants