#and im like acc stressed abt it

[mangostar]

might make a flightrising acc tmr..

#i forgot the details on my old acc #just in a dragon mood....maybe ill draw some tmr aswell #well. i gotta go to bed j have a headache #just needed this one thought oit #out #hopefully i remember tmr #i keep forgetting stuff and its making me kinda depressed/stressed #i forgot a bowl of leftover lasagna....i feel like shit Garfield would kill me #it was sitting in the fidge for a week dude .... i just forgot abt it #i hate mental illness i feel like shit #ohhh its spelled fridge .... no wonder it looked weird #ok goodnight yall im tired as fuck and my head hurts have nice dreams

[rookieseasons]

good fucking god im so anxious

#RANT TIME ! #anyway t*rf in the year above me at uni is no longer in the year above me bc they failed a year ! and now theyre joining my class next week! #and im so anxious i feel slightly ill about it. thing is like. shes very outspoken ive read her twitter before + have today read a lot more #bc im bad at protecting my brain lmao #and like. shes not a quiet person she tweets a Lot and ik she caused some issues in her prev class w arguments etc #and i am just anxious i Love my class i really dont wanna start feeling uncomfy in every class bc someone is passive aggressive or acc #argumentative or whatever #and ik ill be backed up by my class #and i spoke to my lecturers abt it + they were so nice + will def back me up but i dont WANNA be backed up i wanna feel safe in my class #and i dont really think i will and im just beinh dramatic #but i hate that feeling of being in front of someone u know is nitpicking ur existence #like can i really openly have sh scars in a class w someone who keeps talking about how trans men are depressed women #its just. agh. aghhh i hate it im stressed ik i have all the support but its just shitty and im anxious !! #and i gotta just. stop hatereading #and chill #but agh !

[bbibbirose]

gays I went hiking for the first time yesterday and I almost didn’t make it

#im ngl that was so stressful but the day felt so long after waking up before 7 #and not being at school #like I was acc doing stuff I wanted #and I had a good time weirdly #my friend brought donuts and I’m sad no one ate them #I ate a munchkin but that’s abt it #also we went golfing #And I didn’t lose 💪 #also also #there were cute rainbow heart stickers #And I took a few bc they’re adorable #and ppl made fun of them after I took them #and I was sad #then someone said “why have so much pride propaganda it seems so superficial” #“where’s the decor for minorities 🙄” being gay IS in a minority #and aapi month was just a few days ago anish .. #irls being homophobic continues 💪 #.text

[draculasbane]

🤔

#ignore this cos its abt art parties again Lol #ive been wondering like. if i could have used my twt acc i have now for art parties but 1. ppl recognize my art #2. i dont want to be recognized and 3. my twt isnt made for that now and its been ok on there like its not stressing me out #like literally i could! post drawings but i dont want to interact with ppl in that community more than i have to so nah im just thinking #then id have to follow ppl back then see the constant discourse drama and racism again and i dont have the patience #unlucky perks of still wanting to be a part of a community but its not serving you in a positive way in thr slightest #i like art parties i don't like what they've become + i dont like being noticed ingame at all

[chailovesu]

⋆⋅introduction⋅⋆

hii im chai i am a submaker who is 17 and i have been in the manifesting community since i was very young (i use she/her pronouns only)

"what is this blog for?"

well i never planned to make alot of posts for this account it was just gonna be a repost blog for loa/law of assumption but sometimes ill make posts abt my success stories or helpful posts and asks

what is your preferred ways to manifest?

i really like affirming and listening to subliminals any method works but those 2 are the ones i do often

are your asks/dms open?

honestly answering asks and dms are kinda stressful i want to help but sometimes i dont know how to respond and it makes me feel bad... so 50/50? if u want to be friends or have a subliminal request u want me to make ofc u can send a ask/dm but if u need advice for something like the void for example itd probably be best to ask another acc :)

what is your channel called?

my main channel is called chai and there's the link :)

what are ur personal beliefs?

I believe we create everything from our thoughts, state and assumptions and that anything is possible.. even if u have been told something your whole life it could literally change in a millisecond nothing is set in stone (besides the fact that u can have anything u want) things don't just happen out of nowhere everything has a cause and effect and the cause is always u

more info abt the asks

what u can send in my asks! ♡

any type of question u have

requests for a certain subliminal or affirmations

questions abt me (ex. what my favorite color is)

any info u would like to share abt ur loa journey

what u CANT send in my asks ♡

any type of hate towards me

limiting beliefs

trauma dumping/vents!! (this is most important one i just feel like i wouldn't be any help and i would HATE to be like “just manifest”)

any type of racism/homophobia

i think this is all i have to say byeeee

sincerely chai <3

#law of assumption #loa #loa blog #loassumption #non dualism #introduction

[okkos-ferrum]

lazy drawing of my current brainrot au

with and without silly doodles

that one time i wrote a fanfic but orphaned it teehee

but anyway this is like the one au im obsessed with LIKE THE FACT THIS GUY IS JUST FOREVER STUCK CHASING AFTER CARMEN NO MATTER WHAT SIDE HE IS ON

anyway some misc thoughts since i did write half a story with this au once:

my personal hc is that graham is a 16-17 year old stuck in a 20-something body. since vile took all memories regarding vile+criminal instincts and gray was a criminal as a teen, thats a good chunk of his life he has slivers of (yes ik the show said 1 year but idk the timeline feels wonky to me on how that works also i just think its a funny idea). tho mature/independent even when he was a teen so he is pretty well adjusted, but stuff like driving and talking to older adults still are foreign to him

speaking of driving, chase would try to have graham be a way for him get driving privledges back but obv graham has no clue how to drive on acc of memory and living in a city. so after one disasterous attempt at a driving lesson, both are stuck being taxied everywhere

was too lazy to have drawn it but yeaah his "crackle" side would come out in times of stress/fighting, and chase probably would have to go after him lol. but the further along it goes, "crackle" will become less of a split but a second instinct for graham like how we see in the show.

graham still isnt a fan of nicknames so he doesnt like being called "agent calloway" and insists upon graham

whenever forced to do boring paper work or whatever acme agents do whenever they're not failing to catch carmen, chase just gives graham all the paper work he doesnt like doing since graham doesnt have too much of a problem with boring work (gray def did lol)

graham is the early bird to chase's night owl

graham often worries abt morality of acme due to having a more positive view of carmen (he only joined to get to the bottom between why he remembers carmen and what that has to do with vile) and vocalizes his doubts often to chase. this becomes a issue since chase is a very act first, think never person ... until recently due to the vienna caper

anyway if anyone has any acme gray hcs or stuff ill happily eat them all up

#carmen sandiego 2019 #graham calloway #carmen sandiego #cs crackle #chase devineaux #art

[neuvistar]

im gonna combine them into one post bc i lwk feel bad for spamming ANSIDNDJ also these are hella self-indulgent gn

1) papa blade comforting his daughter for failing her exams first time and said it doesn’t matter bc grades aint the end of the world

2) papa blade having to think of a way to lie when his daughter asked how children are made LMFAO

it’s alright i acc want ppl 2 spam me abt this 😭 dw abt it knock urself out! feel free 2 spam !!

AWWW NOOO i feel like she would come home all tired, teary eyed :(( blade would probably notice this very quickly no matter how hard she tried 2 hide it n i bet he would begin to overload her with questions

“what’s wrong? did someone hurt you, who was it? was it that boy? was it your friends? what did they do?” 😭😭 hes so cute, he’s a lil worried guys! he would have his hands on her shoulder, crouched down and tryna read her facial expressions, she would slowly explain that she failed her exam n NAURR I BET SHE WOULD APOLOGIZE TOO, apologizing 4 not reaching high expectations n passing but papa blade would pull her into a hug, patting her back :( “who taught you how to think this way, princess? i don’t remember teaching you that grades mattered. atleast to me they don’t, don’t stress yourself over some paper you won’t be writing in the next few years. come, i’ll take you out so you can calm down, does that sound good to you?” HESSSSS SOOOOOO. oka…y! he’s always so firm w his advice, always tryna help ur daughter out n it’s so nice to see <33 bc he loves her sm

UHMMM hmm tbh panic would probs rush through blades veins when he heard his daughter ask: “daddy, how r babies made?” cue the flashbacks of him absolutely ruining u that one night LMFAO but MM i think blade would tell her that babies were made as stars at first, the aeons blessing them and gifting them upon each human <33 it’s such a sweet way 2 tell her

“well.. you were once a star, highhh up in the sky.”

“really?!!”

“mm. blessed by the aeons above, your mother was one of the few to inherit this special gift, she was a lucky one. and then, you were in mommy’s belly, a little star. our little star.” MMM :(( his daughter’s eyes would watch him in awe, eyes sparkling aaaaa

“maybe that explains why you’re the brightest star in the universe, darl. you’re me and mommy’s greatest gift, to us you shined brighter than any other star there is.” AAA HES SOSOSO SWEEETTTTT <33 sobs sobs

atleast he saved himself from embarrassment!

#ᖭི༏ᖫྀ rysetalks (꒰ঌ ๑•́ •̀)໒꒱ #ᖭི༏ᖫྀ maryse answers ૮꒰ྀི∩´ ᵕ `∩꒱ྀིა #hsr papas talk with maryse #hsr : papas ! ♡ #hsr papas : blade ! ♡ #blade fluff #BROOO THE SECOND IS MY FAVV #he’s such a dilf #the second bro.. how did i come up w that i’m so smart #maryse big brain! <3

[snazzilystoopid]

GUYS WAIT JUST HEAR ME OUT...

What if I started a series about an AU where every ninja has a little sister? (So yes Nya and Kai "have a little sister")

OK YES

IM GONNA DO IT

STARTING WITH COLE OBVIOUSLY 🤭

(tw for sh!)

This gif makes me so sad I cant-

Libble "Lilly" Brookstone

Named Libble after her mom's best friend, Libber

(Yes I hc that Cole's mother and Jay's birth mother were besties)

Nicknamed Lilly because she looks exactly like her, they're basically identical apart from the fact that Libble has her dad's eyes

Her family sometimes give her the nickname "Libs" or "Libby"

(Most people acc call her Libby now)

She was the "naughty kid" and she ran away alot

Gave poor Lou lots of stress 😭

The moment Libble turned 13 (abt halfway through Possesion) she started to bunk off school and do stupid things (smoking, dr*gs, that sorta stuff)

She grew up WAY too fast

Like she rly didn't gave a shit abt Cole turning into a ghost or any of that until Day of the Departed

After DotD she had a much needed wake up call (still just age 13 at this point)

She didn't go and visit her home for the holiday and she realised just how much their family had suffered bc of Lilly's passing

So that night Libble cried herself to sleep in the crappy apartment she and her friends were camping out in

a) bc she missed her dad and big bro and b) because she knew she had seriously messed up

The next day she went back to school and finally started making an effort

She realised she really loved sketching and she also had a passion for programming/machinery/tech

She decided she wanted to pursue a career at Borg Industries before she mustered up the courage to go back to live with Lou

She apologised profusely and sobbed and begged for his forgiveness

Lou welcomed her back with open arms

Cole was skeptical of talking to her for a few days but after a week he ended up going back to visit

and he was the happiest he had ever been when he saw his baby sister had truly changed <33

They had a family dinner the following night catching up on things

During the one year gap after Hands of Time she continued to go to school and actually got an education, and regularly stayed in touch with Cole (since he was with Jay looking for Wu)

She met all the ninja just after March of the Oni and decided that Nya was her favourite (after Cole ofc)

After MotM, once Cole returned from Shintaro, his veins up his wrist/arms would sometimes pulse a faint orange. Libble liked to trace them and would always say she wished she was the one with elemental powers as a joke

By the end of Crystalized, Libble is 16!

Aaand that's her story!! Moving on to random facts abt her:

Unlike the rest of her family, Libble can't sing or dance to save her life

She'll stay up all night sketching and sketching and sketching

Cole often calls her "Libbler the Scribbler"

Whenever Lou and the Royal Blacksmiths have a performance, she always makes sure she's on the front row

She used to sh as "punishment" once she returned home, because she couldn't forgive herself for leaving her dad like that

Her classmates called her a freak because of the scars up her arms and the minute Cole found out he was PISSED

She hangs around Chen's Noodle House a lot, and she always orders the same thing: PUFFY POTSTICKERS

She smashed the TV in the monastery of spinjitzu once, because of Kai and Cole beating her in a video-game

Shes usually quite a calm and collected person, but she can also be really loud

Simillar to Lilly's locket, Libble owns a silver locket which pictures her and Cole in one photo, and Lilly and Lou in the other.

Thats all hehe, but I feel like I could've picked a better name, I had literally no ideas 😭😭

(Just to make things clear, each sister doesn't exist in the same universe, these are all gonna be seperate AUs!)

Hope yall enjoyed and I think I'll be doing either Lloyd or Kai + Nya next! <3

#lou brookstone #master of the mountain #lilly brookstone #lego ninjago #cole brookstone #cole hence #cole ninjago #lloyd garmadon #ninjago #ninjago fanart #ninjago fandom #ninjago fic #ninjago headcanons #lou ninjago #lilly ninjago #ninjago au #ninjago motm #motm

[wishmemel]

OMGOMG SAFI congrats on 100 ml !! hihii im here to participate in your cute slumber party event ! (i even brought my fave pillow and totoro plushie)

okok soo yk i'm dria 🩵 black / caribbean, around 5'1 (i promise im so close to 5'2 don't @ me haters will hate i drink my milk and eat my veggies) i have huge hair!! like very big hair, too many curls!! it's alot! i love reading, i write plenty of poetry, which is what i use most of my time to do — i lovelove r&b and early 2000s rap music. however, if u open my spotify rn and shuffle my liked songs it would go in order of hip hop, rap, afrobeats, classical music bcus my taste is all over the place. (i also keep a folder of edit audios for my own maladaptive daydreaming purposes lmao)

im rlly a baby blue girlie, fave flowers are tulips (idk my brain js thinks they look yummy), fave season is autumn ofc bcus rainy weather and i have an excuse to stay inside under my blankets 😭 fave animal would beee a black panther or a tabby cat! (my bby bella is a tabby lmao) i love vintage shows (rlly old noir films of all types of genres) i love cinema and visual art it stimulates me sm (im autistic btw i forgot to say mb) i've watched almost every wes anderson film in existence i love soft color palettes in film so bad <3

i enjoy watching old cartoons to relive my childhood nostalgia, jewelry (esp rings i never go anywhere without one or two on), rainy days, late night car drives, baggy shirts, scented candles, afrobeats n anything astronomy related.

im very much a social science n humanities junkie - yearning to be a clinical psychiatrist or complete my dream of teaching literature / psychology. i cry very easily (im js a crybaby istg) - in general im just very very emotional and more often than not i forget common sense and instinct are a thing bcus wtv i feel i just go with it - though i am extremely introverted and freak out when overstimulated in huge crowds and whatnot.

for the event im picking toji bcus that man is the love of my life bye ☹️ the epitome of sunshine and sunshine protector - tiny human and big scary guard dog ! in terms of our compatibility, we're so opposite it's insane! but we balance each other out well. sometimes i have to serve as toji's brain bcus this man is spending money he does not have on all sorts of things for me js cause i looked twice (my sister hced that he'd go below bankrupt buying me sanrio plushies and rings) he works mostly off instinct where i go completely off emotion so we butt heads alot in terms of decision making but he does not know how to tell me no, all i do is sigh once and HES DONE FOR.

i stress this man out like hes my full time babysitter pls

we acc spend alot of time having deep talks about the world and life in general, (i told him ab the backrooms lore and it messed w his head for weeks) which is a side of him he rarely shows to anyone (also he listens to me rant abt daily pop culture developments bcus he lowkey loves the celebrity drama) he's rlly protective, and even moreso bcus of how my anxiety gets. in a crowd this man is standing in front of me and blocking my view of everyone (he also subconsciously pulls me into his side when we're walking in public bcus my autistic ass will see one thing and wander off never to be found again) im always talking like talk talk talking and he pretends he isn't listening but he's literally able to repeat today something i mentioned two weeks ago - he's attentive, shows his love through actions rather than words. if i even make a face that gives away that im uncomfortable being somewhere, or my social battery is dead, hes taking me home no questions asked not a care as to who says what.

im an affection junkie - physical touch is my thing ! and hes so big! so im always pouncing on him for bear hugs and he acts so unimpressed and cocky abt it like "oh you missed me? im not goin anywhere relax" but he acc melts bcus when was the last time someone gave him affection?? he prob thinks im a figment of his imagination lolol

days off / dates would mainly be : window shopping, grocery runs, sitting in the park at sunset, indoor ramen dates n movie marathons and cuddles !!

AHHH sorry if i ranted way too much omg i can't wait to see what you do safi, i'll love anything u write ily so baddd <33

note: hihi dria, thanks for bringing your fave pillow and your totoro plush to the slumber party.

dria x toji — ꒰ tojria

“in this space right here that we have made for each other, you can say anything and i will not abandon you. unwrap the worst things you have done. watch me hold them up to the light and not even flinch.”

height differences, cinnamoroll x badtz maru, protective touches, 3 am conversations about life, romantic picnics at sunset, shopping together, opposites attract, shy x protective, princess treatment, introvert x introvert, buckling your seatbelt for you, tired bf x hyper gf, teasing remarks, day x night, accidental eye contact, blushing, midnight walks, late night phone calls, giddiness, sunshine x sunshine protector, stealing his clothes, late night drives, deleted texts, holding hands under the table, "mean to everyone but her" bf, head pats, she fell first, he fell harder.

being with toji is not always as seamless or easy as you make it look. He's gruff and protective and difficult and incredibly stubborn. like that time you two fought because he was ignoring what you were saying and he flat-out refused to acknowledge your demand when you called him out on it. to be fair, he'd come home after an eight-hour shift and you'd started talking his head off, but it wouldn't kill him to listen. he wasn't paying attention when you were talking about that new hello kitty cafe with the fun milkshakes and the mini donuts that you wanted to try. hell, he ended up falling asleep on your shoulder after brushing off your argument and as much as you wanted to remain angry at him, you'd softened immediately upon seeing his tired face, all eyebags and troubled frown. and he did make it up to you later by taking you to said cafe and proving that he had been listening, though when you brought it up to him, he pretended not to know what you were talking about. but deep down he cares for you and he's trying — you know he's trying and you don't want to make him feel bad for things he can't control. a lot of the concerns you should bring up to him, you don't — you want this relationship to be easy and safe. you want him to feel comfortable with you the same way that you feel comfortable with him. even if sometimes he comes home with a busted lip and bloody knuckles and sends your heart skidding against your ribcage. but what matters is that he comes to you first and he comes home to you. so you know that no matter what, no matter how he's feeling, if he thinks he can talk to you or not, he'll always come home to you. and even if you doubt his commitment sometimes, he knows that you're home to him and he'll do anything to keep it that way.

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[thevirgincherry]

cherry sos im thinking abt dog hybrids again. like the sporadic ass grip they have on me is acc so sick and twisted wth 😭 but lately i’ve just been thinking abt like an older hybrid leon that essentially gets surrendered every year. literally has never known stability or comfort. n for a sec you make him think he’s finally found it, you let him warm up just enough at home to convince him he’s safe. ears unpin a little, tail wagged once.

but one day you decide to completely fucking unload on him. i mean, you have a stressful life, and he just gets to sit at home — it’s not like he’s not used to getting knocked around. you go in to pet him one day and he snaps at you on instinct. but it’s been such a hard day, and you’ve been waiting to take it out on something for a while — so you practically knock his jaw loose. make sure his nose is good and broken before he does smth like that again. and after there’s blood dribbled across the floor you put on the same sappy, coddling bullshit, act like you really didn’t mean it, like you didn’t adopt him just because you knew you could get away with beating on him. he doesn’t believe it, not for a second, but the other owners that did this to him weren’t even half as nice after… maybe he could convince himself that it was normal again.

(i would so turn this into a fic if i weren’t scared of getting death threats LMAO)

— silly anon

OH ohhh I love.. doggy hybrids omg so much they’re my fave idc!! old dog leon is a fave cuz .. he really just is like a droopy fucking bloodhound LMFAO but he’s also. to a certain extent problematic like!! he’s defensive and also very. has specific needs sometimes and he’s aching all the time and flinchy ugh he needs to build a lot of trust :3 also kind of love.. like idk it’s so wrong bc hybrids are like to me always more animal than human their brains are so small like he’s stupid!! wary but trusts too fast even after all he’s been through

probably was so like nervous around you when u first got him! but you draw him into safety and you’re so much nicer than his old owners and you take care of every part of him :3 but leon still gets jumpy when you move too fast and he didn’t mean to hurt you! but then you hit him and he’s so stupid and stunned.. like just blinks at you until you hit him again :( break his nose and grind it into the ground and he’s strong like objectively so but he’s slow.. like he’s so stupid and old ACK and he probably cowers away from you for the rest of the week but you let him sleep in your bed and groom him so sweetly that he just.. is too tired to not trust you!!

#tw abuse #tw domestic abuse #inbox 💌 #silly anon

[chryzure]

ohhh who are chrysi and azurs fave wei members and songs. extremely important. any thoughts abt their azure idol au actually bc im obsessed. very normal about idol aus smiles!!! what songs would azure sing..

chrysi’s fav member is 100% yongha 🫢 second fav is daehyeon!!! the too bad mv is very important to her because of how daehyeon jumps into yongha’s arms 🫶🏻

azure WOULD like yongha if he were not the bane of his entire existence. esp in the idol au, azure’s annoyed that chrysi has so many yongha pcs when she has a kpop boy RIGHT next to her. please. take him out of your phone, honey, i can give you a catboy pc i took 5 years ago instead….. otherwise, azure rlly likes seokhwa !!! then donghan is his second fav 🫰🏻 but both chrysi and azure are ot6, so nobody is truly being left out!!

(honorable mention: both looooove dari. what a good kitty 🥰)

chrysi’s fav wei songs are thriller, doremifa, too bad, overdrive, and spray! also fake love, but she can’t tell azure that because he gets super annoyed. again. she has a pretty kpop boy sitting next to her. stop looking at yongha!!!

azure’s fav wei songs are starry night, ocean, white light, winter,flower, and timeless!! also diffuser <33

SO MANY THOUGHTS ABT IDOL AZURE AU… okay okay, so essentially, the way he wound u; in that industry was because around the time he was …. oh, i want to say 12? his parents had a rlly messy divorce (their marriage was purely out of a sort of contract.. they never loved each other, but azure’s mom was OVER IT once azure was 12, esp since mordecai was rlly pushing azure to be his witch heir to the detriment of azure’s health. while i’ve only recently decided on azure’s mom’s backstory, she’s always been protective of azure & wants her son to be happy..).

after the divorce, his mom moved back to south korea & brought azure w her. unfortunately, of course, mordecai is rich and powerful AND has magic. so azure’s mom is constantly stressed abt azure being taken away / otherwise harmed by his father. it was azure’s idea (after a year of watching his mom be constantly looking over her shoulder) to go into training to become an idol. he figured if he became famous & had fans, it would be hard for his father to do anything to him. he’d be a very public figure!!

azure finds out that he’s actually super passionate abt it + the others he trained w became super protective and close to him. when they debuted, azure wasn’t very popular (on acc of him not speaking much. not because he didn’t know the language, like fans were guessing, but because azure is king of not saying anything he finds unessential 😭), and they all insisted on shining a spotlight on azure.

anyway, azure wound up finding chrysi in her first horror film when he was ~20 and immediately became super obsessed w her. like he started tweeting abt her all the time & posting abt her movies on his insta 😭 all of his fans started getting into horror purely to understand what the fuck azure’s damage was & whoops! now all of them Also have crushes on chrysi 🫰🏻 going all according to plan… also all of the other members have been forced to sit down and endure american horror movies purely because azure cant tear himself away from the fanboy grind!!! he even makes them watch movies chrysi mentions offhandedly in interviews 😭

(aurora is a huge fan of azure—always had been—and when he started becoming obsessed w chrysi, she kept bothering her abt it 💀 it all became white noise to chrysi, so she didn’t even recognize azure when he first ran into her!!)

azure as an idol is like. very quiet?? he has a bunch of cutesy pcs (giving this man the ability to take interesting photos, on account of his interest in photography 😭 i’m jealous of his fans..) and he likes romantic songs, which is why it’s funny when fans see him in vlogs or lives jst standing there. always wearing horror merch because of chrysi 💀 it’s jst funny because everyone knows that this very popular kpop boy is a loser abt some random horror movie actress :))

i feel like azure’s emojis are 🖤🐇🌙.. yeah..

he specifically goes into acting so he can eventually meet chrysi, then they accidentally run into each other at an airport. chrysi—again—does Not know who this guy is, so she gave him an autograph and went on her merry way. aurora doesn’t end up hearing abt that particular event until she sees ppl going crazy abt it on twitter and she’s like MOTHERFUCKER, YOU SAW MY BIAS AND DIDNT GET ANYTHING FOR ME?! it’s not like chrysi KNEW..!

anyway ummm.. yeah! chryzure act in a horror movie & they start to fall in love. and azure finds out chrysi’s also a witch and they bond over that ☺️ all of azure’s bandmates are happy that he’s finally achieved his dream . mostly because now they are freed from watching horror movies 😸

i feel like azure would sing songs like starry night & winter,flower by wei… those are the ones i’m most strongly associating w him!!

#s.chryzure #.asks #m.moon🎀 #azure is genuinely so annoyed that chrysi got into kpop and then ended up liking a completely different group. fuck offfff #so annoying 😕☹️

[sexisdisgusting]

I saw a woman making a misandrist account with "all men are like this, " men just want sex", "men don't see women as human", " this is universal truth about men" posts every single day multiple times over and over again for months and months while getting a Nigel at the same time who was your moid friend for years… And saying "all men want maids but my nigel is a genuine man and helps me clean"… I saw her tweets and always thought that she sounds naive, childish and mentally disabled because all nigel havers come off as that, I thought "nigel havers are twice as stupid as other women because they believe their moids to be some godlike exception". She got pregnant after two months and continued writing rageful " all men" tweets with a baby in her stomach, stressing it out with all the anger and getting *uwu congratulations on your nigel and baby" replies from other misandrists like… You can expect what happened next. She confessed that he took a condom off a few times behind her back therefore I know that this means that he never saw her as a human and just "conspired" against her like she's a meat or a toilet for his cum. She didn't even notice it. She's still with him and he is her fiance, still a "Nigel". I really think I was born with superior awareness because why I fucking knew she sounds weirdly dumb like they all? Hello what do I know? So I'm not a bitter hater making schizo accusations in my mind and it's just women who lie about their uwu romantic genuine equal relationships? What other horrible assumptions of mine are right… About issues like this they all turn out to be true no matter how insane and disgusting they were and made me sound like a gross person making up things...I got shit for it sooooo many times

But it gets worse, he pays the bills and works, she stays at home... He saw her misandrist acc and lectured her for half an hour... She sounds like her mind is underdeveloped but all het partnered women sound like this to me thats just..... So trippy, she calls her child a bean and a fool she's gonna dress up like it's not human but... A doll lol ykwim like its so childish "omg uwu I'm gonna have a little doll to dress's in cute clothes" wtffff

I was always so abused for making these assumptions abt het relationships... For 8 years now my prophecies were turning out to be true, no matter how misandrist, misogynistic, degenerate I sounded.. No matter how much of a lower people thought I am. This much time also allowed me to observe certain relationships for years and see what happens and you guess what. Worst blackpilled assumptions. Sometimes I sounded like a porn sick moid making up things but they always ended up being true also... What is my brain like this? I was always uncomfortable with womanhood.. Its like im not naive enough to let a moid impregnate me or date one but other women brains work differently. I'm so horrified and disgusted with life and uncomfortable with everything in general, I have access to the awareness women have no access too and I see male pov and I can't ignore it.... I how men conspire behind women backs but women pov brainwashed me to think its not true since they dont see what men see when they are behind their backs literally or not.... I'm terrified wtd everything is so filthy. I can't even call myself different than other women without attacks but I swear I was born with awareness they dont and can't have, I gaslighted myself about it multiple times because of the insults and attacks I got anytime I said that

my jaw fell multiple times reading this holy fucking shit

i really have no words to say

it is weird when you feel everyone around you is blind to how disgusting men are, wilfully too

makes you feel crazy

#asks #anon asks

[neotrances]

one of the reasons i got my tubes removed was bc i was worried abt having a disabled kid and i dont mean it in an eugenicist way but im also disabled and the role of caretaker isnt viable for me. ive always wanted to adopt and id love a disabled child that fit my lifestyle but avoiding the possibility to risk dangering another kid was important to me. i dont know why these people arent more responsible for the life they give, almost as if they just really want content farms

yeah i totally get u, i myself wouldnt be able to handle it either bc of my autism and psychosis i wouldn’t respond to stress well and it wouldn’t be good for me or the child so i’m never having kids, and seriously like a lot of those accs treat their kids like content farms it’s usually a mix of rage bait or begging for sympathy from others and shoving the camera into the face of the kid that never even asked to be here it’s a disgusting practice, ppl need to know their limits i hate how it’s just considered a natural progression to have a kid when u reach a certain age instead of a serious commitment

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[maiverie]

( ୨୧ ) ── ꒰ update ! ꒱

hi hi everyone !! just wanted to share a super quick update <3 i know this account hasn't been properly active in a month so i firstly wanted to apologise for the inactivity and also keep u all in the loop abt what i have planned in the future :>

( note : it's kinda late here so i'll answer asks tmr :0 <3 )

ㅤㅤ↳ the reason for my inactivity is quite multifactorial but boils down to a lack of motivation to write / be on tumblr + many commitments irl !! ive been working + studying a lot, which has kept me busy :(

ㅤㅤ↳ i don't have plans to deactivate this acc or anything so don't be concerned about that!! not that anyone would even care saslkddjsj just wanna put that out there!! i still very much have a passion for writing, though admittedly my motivation has taken a bit of a hit. nothing really to do with you guys / tumblr,,, i think i just have a tendency to overthink things and sometimes writing can be stressful when ur brain literally mf hates itself :’>

ㅤㅤ↳ a few months ago i reached a new milestone (4 digits!!! that is literally so effing slay IM CRYING) but didn't get the chance to say anything soooo THANK U ALL SOOO MUCHHHH AAAA im seriously in awe at that number because tbh i really don't feel like i've achieved much w this acc T_T sometimes im super embarrassed that my masterlist is so puny and i've only got the one completed fic,, but reaching such a cool milestone is more than enough for me to be utterly grateful. in saying that, i'm so so so sorry abt how horrible my updating schedule is :’’> i'll definitely try to work on it and be more consistent :( in the meantime, if anyone has any idea on like milestone ideas then pls pls pls lmk *-* <333

ㅤㅤ↳ anyways, if you're wondering what my plans are next, the first thing i want to do is update & finally complete triage !!! i have about 2-3k written so far but the final chapter will probably reach 7k+ (kms) :’’> i have sm wips i want to publish and start, but i probably won't do anything about them until my other ongoing fics (misconduct and doublespeak) are on a somewhat steady trajectory to getting finished (i.e. i have a good understanding of where they're headed).

ㅤㅤ↳ to any moots that are reading this (but tbh blr literally looks so dead that i wouldn't even be surprised if nobody sees / reads this HAHAHS), i will defs catch up on all ur updates <33 i really wanna be active again on this acc so ill probably be reaching out sometime soon to say hi :’>

ㅤㅤ↳ lastly, i noticed some people are recommending my fics and asldk;fjl;kjew im literally crying like it genuinely makes me so happy that people are even reading my shit like?? hello?? yall got some questionable ass taste but tysm for enjoying my fics :< i gen love yall sm u !! don't !! even !! know !! sooo yeah thank you so much for all the likes, comments, reblogs, recommendations, or any other sliver of interaction bc yall are the best and i love writing and i love enhypen and i love u all MWAH MWAH MWAH !! anyway i'm probably gna sleep now but tysm for reading this long ass post aksjjadjss ill answer asks tmr!!!

ㅤㅤ— lots and lots of luv from mai <333

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[henriiiii-1001old]

16 with murder files BUT WITH LIKE EVERYONE SINCE IK A FEW ALREADY HAVE TUMBLR I THINK

LMAOOOOOOO NOOOOOOO JAJAJAJAJJAJA

okokokokok this might take a bit hold on FVGBHNJMK

char is easy bc they are the social media nerd, and theyd try and just. be themself. they probably are a more meme focused blog but would DEFINITELY vague the whole "i have to hide my qpp's brother's death bc their twin killed it".

mikah would be a more like. aesthetic centered blog, compiling little boards of different aesthetics, preferably more dark ones and stuff. under the "murder-files" acc he'd try and replicate char's very enthusiastic typing style they set up. he has no idea how to use tags probably and has char proofread all his shit.

vannie would be the same as mikah tbh but will probably post a lot abt women bc she's a raging lesbian CFVGBHN. she's probably posted on the murder-files blog once before in secret LMAO (and i will say no she would not have posted the audio leak post, she'd do smth else that i' have to think of LMAO)

sammy would be a fashion guy i'd say!!! probably rbs a lot of like rly cool clothing that he'd probably wanna wear someday LMAO. and he'd probably wanna stay SO FAR from the murder-files blog that he would like. full on block the account LMAO

jaime would be an art blog!!! most of their art is on the darker side but he enjoys it! it's stress relieving, and he just wants to share his love!!!

alex would get cancelled for reclaiming slurs DCFVGBHNJ but he'd be a meme person i'd say. probably likes gaming content too bc he deserves it

john would be a lurker ngl he wouldnt do much

ryan... if the story were set like now, he'd have an onlyfans im ngl DFVGBHNJ but it's not so if anything he's like a horny poster

hyaki would never get an acc LMAO

#murder files #殺人ファイルズ #ocs #ask game #friend tag #station interviews #i love the concept of them all having social media they'd all be so bad at it except for char and vannie #thanks for the ask bro B))))))

[ao3feed-irondadspiderson]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/44711281

twitter wreaks havoc by lisaimais_lover yes im actually him @spiderman this is so fun. like actually. yk when one of my friends told me to get a spider-man twt acc i told him that its stupid and i’ll get doxxed but then he convinced me saying that tony will probably take care of that. so yes im now on the dreaded bird app You Know Who I Am. @TonyStark Yeah except it’s going to be a PR shithole yes im actually him @spiderman do i look like someone that cares abt pr You Know Who I Am. @TonyStark No. But you should. Words: 440, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies) Rating: General Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Categories: F/M Characters: Peter Parker, Tony Stark, Pepper Potts, Sam Wilson (Marvel), Steve Rogers, James "Bucky" Barnes, Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Clint Barton, Michelle Jones, Ned Leeds Relationships: Peter Parker & Tony Stark, Michelle Jones/Peter Parker, Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Michelle Jones & Ned Leeds & Peter Parker, Pepper Potts/Tony Stark, Avengers Team & Avengers Team, Avengers Team & Peter Parker Additional Tags: Tags May Change, spontaneous updates, meaning i might update 5 days in a row then disappear for 3 months, i should be focusing on a 50k word&gt; fic rn but im using this as a stress reliever instead, Not Captain America: Civil War (Movie) Compliant, Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies, infinity war and endgame NEVER HAPPENED, everyone gets along, Crack, Crack Treated Seriously, potentially, everyone (?) lives in the avenger's compound, Humor, hopefully, Twitter, Social Media, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Tags Are Hard, far from home still happened though, i just want it to be canon here

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #iron dad and spider son #spider son #iron dad #peter parker #tony stark