#and im at the end of the day not that brave

[ferosmorningstar]

defending Lilith? the bad mother and the seems to be villain of the next season? sucks to be you

Not gonna make any drawing on this. cause is pointless and it didn't deserve the time and effort.

*takes a deep breath*

WE DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT LILITH YET. And who the FUCKING hell told you she's just the only one who we have to blame? I really love Lucifer but know he also fucked things up in his marriage. and I was in his particular situation ages ago so I can get it. That makes me think that he have the same amount of guilt as Lilith because that's how relationships works sometimes, not everything would be perfect forever and Im sure as hell you never had to deal with something like this before.. But hey, it takes two to tango. And Lucifer seems to be troubled and depressed for his previous decisions. So this is my thoughts about the situation:

I think Lilith got angry and disappointed of Lucifer for the same reason he said to Charlie ''There's no point in trying to save sinners''. I think Lilith get so discouraged because the person she love didn't grant her the trust and support to help her people and the breaking point was when he maybe said something to Charlie that in the pilot made her said ''maybe dad was right'', and of course that he agree to let the exterminations happen. That's why she didn't let Charlie get close to Lucifer, to not let him discourage her in any way cause Lilith seems to raise Charlie at her image. I want to believe Lilith is not a bad person but she's very fierce in defending what she wants and believes. And of course I don't believe she's a bad mom at all since she seems to enjoy raising, love and caring for her child as in all the pictures they have and how Charlie speaks so highly of her makes you see that Lilith didn't abandon her as a child or anything like that, Lilith left knowing she raise a very brave young princess to follow her dreams . So that's why Lucifer now sees that it is not pointless to care about his daughter dreams even if he doesn't believe in it at first. Trying to reconnect with her because at the end both are big dreamers but he didn't get to know her too much until now. Also believe it was a bad move of Lilith to not let Charlie know her father better but if you think of it, she's trying to make her not rely in anyone but her own courage and conviction to be independent as her mother is. I would love to see the regal queen of hell is also a goofy dreamer who would do anything in her power to make her daughter dreams come true.

Even if the Lucilith ship makes me so happy I will accept if they won't get together again. Cause sometimes being apart for the sake of the other person it's also love. I really hope they get together .. but still I won't blame any of them if that never happens. And also hope they won't make her the villain just for the sake of drama

so stfu hater and have a nice day.

(sorry for my bad english, is not my first language)

#hazbin hotel lucifer #hazbin lucifer #lucifer morningstar #lucilith #lilith morningstar #hazbin hotel

[theseventhveil1945]

Your father is a fool. His attempt to hack the code will destroy the entire simulation. 1.08 | "The Key"

#1899 #1899edit #1899 spoilers #1899 netflix #tvedit #tvfilmedit #i'm really struggling w/ coloring this show but im being so brave about it lol #anyway maura and eyk and are cute and i'm all for it but maura and daniel are giving me codependency vibes and in the end that is #where my heart lies #s2 when?? #daniel x maura #before i wasn't serious about my daniel being ciaran theory but i've thought abt it all day and i've convinced myself so now i'm #dead serious and i want this deliciously fucked up family dynamic

[harriertail]

Zlibrary/b-ok.cc seized by the us gov :/ anyway stop giving states/banks/corporations the power to control the Internet thanks!

#death of the Internet where the sidewalk ends etc etc #appaz tiktok is to blame for this but we all know its becoz people have been allowing rampant Internet censorship for years #but lemme not speak #anyway learn how to use tor i guess becoz all ur fave websites are doomed #the Internet is doomed. one day itll just be little i internets for each region or country #btw u can still access zlibrary on tor so learn!!! get brave browser or smth #also when people are ready to talk about decentralised social media im all ears. stop using websites that dont care about u and ur art #and create ur own gdamn.

[spritespi]

i open tumblr i scroll for a few minutes there is a distinct lack of goku i close tumblr many such cases

#underwent an immense test of strength today to stop myself from talking about speculative biology to my coworker the whole day #i broke a bit at the end. for just a minute or two. but i got control of myself #im being so brave and strong #soda chats

[pepprs]

my mom isn’t letting my dad go back to his office bc him being out of the house stresses her out and makes her have a flare up and it’s like kind of insane. like i understand why the idea of him doing that would make her panicky and angry as someone who also struggles w separation anxiety and abandonment shit / has physical symptoms from that kind of stress (though not to the same degree ofc) but also he is a grown man. he should be allowed to go to his office and not have to shape his entire life around her needs. and she keeps guilt tripping him out of it and it’s impacting his quality of life a lot and the whole thing is kind of… hm

#purrs #delete later #also she’s guilt tripping me into coming to the stupid fucking potluck on sunday bc she needs the extra help and it’s like… what are you #gonna do when i move out. like i am a grown woman and i should be able to choose how i spend my two precious weekend days. and my dad is a #grown man and he should be able to choose where he works. like is that not a little bit insane. i get it but also….. i do think it s kind of #fucked ip that it’s her way or the highway and her needs take priority over all of ours and she’s asking us to bend to what she wants when #she wants it. like i get it bc she’s sick but it’s not fair for her to expect that from my dad especially. particularly when me and my #brother are back at work / school in more high risk environments than my dad who would be in a private office alll day. and the thing is no #one is brave enough to all her on it bc if we did it would be the END of the world. she even threw a fit on my dads bday and complained bc #the things he wanted to do were things she didn’t want to do like all the man wanted to do was go mini golfing and when that wasn’t good #enough he just wanted to go on a walk and my mom complained the whole time and also scoffed the movie he wanted to watch and said it was #boring and it’s like… wtf it’s HIS birthday??? but what do you expect from the woman who (and in fairness her friends got her these as gifts #but still) has TWO kitchen items that say some variation of ‘a marriage is when one is always right and the other is always the husband’ 💀 #i look at that little plaque every night bc it’s in front of the sink when im doing dishes and it makes me so fucking angry. like my dad is #a whole fucking person and he can be right too and he deserves to make choices and be happy and not have his wife put him down all the time. #idk. and she puts down his family all the time too and complains when he wants to do the most reasonable things for his own enjoyment that #don’t align with hers and criticizes his interests all the time and it just sucks to see. he never shows hurt or anything so idk how he #feels about it but it makes me so angry and sad and when i tell her to stop she just lashes out at me so. 🤪. like how do we get her to stop #making her needs more important than everyone else’s bc… she may be our mom / his wife / whateger but that doesn’t make her queen. no one is #(andalso this has only gotten worse bc of covid / her being sick. like this has been a lifelong thing it’s just it’s a lot worse now bc the #circumstances gave her room / forced her to have to take up more space. and it’s just so frustrating. i get it. but none of us are pawns or #dolls or subordinates or anything. there’s 5 adults here and we should all be able to make choices and not be guilt tripped by her. lol #)

[estbela]

Me thinking about the fact that during the 19th and 20th centuries there were several proposals to unify romania and bulgaria, mostly made by bulgarians: alrighty, now how can I make this angsty

#Just talking recreationally #Hetalia #Bulgaria #Romania #Aph #Hws #Yeah im feeling brave today and maintagging my random thoughts XD #Ro/bul is like my main ship when im looking for angst and shit. The opportunities are endless #I like that they werent always allies yknow? #Ill be honest I also like unrequited/one-sided ro/bul(at first) with bul being in love. Like head over heels for Ro #While romania seemingly is not. #And like. In my hc romania has commitment issues and trust issues(i will elaborate on this one day haha) in general so like. #He might care about bulgaria somewhat(and might even love him?) but the proposals for an union kinda Scare him. #And even if they were allowed to unite. He has so many fears about that. Most of them boil down to: #“What if we are incompatible. What if we ruin our friendship. What if it ends badly.” #I mean. They last time they were sorta united was during the second(and maybe first?? Idk at the moment) bulgarian empire. #And they didnt always get along even then. Etc etc #Im tired atm so sorry if some of these dont make sense. My hcs and ideas are actually a bit more complex but I dont feel like really #Explaining them at the moment. Also if I messed up some history sorry. Also a lot of ideas for their relationship I didnt even mention haha #Do people even read the tags

[lonesomedotmp3]

rizzle kicks YEAH YEAH roaring 20s DONE NOW you can find them in all major retailers, yeah? itunes, hmv (possibly. still not sure about that 🤔). alternatively, you can find facebook, arm-book, shoulder-BOOK, myspace, your space- our space 😁🫶🫂 we're all friends, yeah? instagram, twittergram, cinema-gram, all the grams, bebo, share the love ❤️ OLD SCHOOL. find them on the internet, see them 👁️👁️ on your telly 📺 HEAR them 🔊👂 on the radio 📻 BUY. MERCHANDISE. look at pictures. they might come on. in the club. if you're looking for a girl at the club use the opportunity to dance 🕺WITH girl 💃work on your jive :)

#no one is fucking brave enough these days to end their hit singles with a thirty second seemingly entirely #improvised ad. no one. #sorry im done now. i miss u rizzle kicks #.txt

[aria0fgold]

I've gotten braver, yall! I'm so happy, I'm finally brave now! (says the person who had only been playing rpgmaker horror games).

#aria rants #its an achievement for me. who had been dodging playing any type of horror game cuz i make myself so tense #id end up scared before the actual scares happen in the game #remembering the first time i played ib. which is also the very first horror game i actually played #and how every single time i enter a room id be so scared ill be squinting my eyes and my hands were legit sweating #its actually funny thinkin back on how much of a scaredy cat i was like id be sweating buckets at the beginning of a game bro #game begins. no scares happening at all. past me: ohmygod im so scared #dont worry past aria you are now brave #trust me the horrors got nothing on us now (says the person that struggled sleeping after a day full of horror videos) #im brave :D

[computerpeople]

sometimes i just want th epeople in my life to validate that my life fucking sucks

#txt #like thats all i want man and thats all i wanted as a teenager #and i get it now. that im an adult and i get treated in bizarre ways #but just in the past few days its made me remember like oh yeah i really hate it when people act like my life doesnt fucking suck #people go noo its okay! itll all turn out in the end. youre brave and strong youre such a fighter :) your dad is a bad dad and so its ok #that you dont text him anymoer. #but its like im so tired of people saying such empty words of im sure its because of xyz! its not as hard as it seems its in your head <3 #im tired. im tired #my life is hard. its hard and it sucks and no matter hwo many times people tell me that im being a baby or that thyere holding my hand t #they need to know its bad. my life is bad. i have lvied a bad life and i have to work very hard to make it a good one #and i am trying. but you implying the bad never existed in the first place makes me want to give up making it good at all

[steelycunt]

got caught in torrential rain with my copy of the goldfinch it was absolutely fucking pissing it down...incredible what an effective substitute 864 pages of paper welded together with rainwater can make for a cement brick in the bottom of a tote bag </3

#she has just dissolved into. one big block of excellent literature </3 #i think once she dries she will be okay but i can also see the glue holding the back cover on has sort of? started melting off? #so i think i will lose end up losing the back cover with the picture of ms donna on it...unfortunately... #tote bag girls are so brave till the rain comes arent we. i may as well have laid each of my possessions down in a puddle one by one #ANYWAY worth it. my friend from wales came down 2 see me today because i have been lonely and it was the best day honestly!! #we spent all of it wandering around bookshops and the christmas markets and primark windowshopping their christmas range <3 #i dont get to see her often so. was very lovely im very happy :-)) #(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again #reading tag

[dirt-str1der]

Literally cant care about anything other than majima haruka bonding

#Yakuza loveblog #ohhh together ... this is less of a kiryu sickfic and more like harukas little city adventure #kiryu got sick because he was just not taking care of himself and keeled over like a victorian lady and haruka was like okay . im #cooking dinner tonight ojisan if i catch you out of bed i will be very angry with you !!! #sorry for using ojisan and uncle kaz interchangably theyre both just so fucking cute ... uncle kaz lets fuck hookers #haruka where is the methy . in my nose ojisan. uncle kaz get it twisted gamble you will win you understand you will break even #you wont lose. you wont go into debt. you will win. millions. get it twisted gamble and thats it. #majima ends up having to drive her home because he doesnt want her out on her own anymore .. which is funny because haruka yelled at him #because he joked about coming over to visit kiryu while hes sick and she was like NO !!! and he was like sheesh okay okay ... #and then shes like oh turn left here yeah this is where we're staying .. . you can come in if you want :) (she trusts him now) #i think harukas jacket also got ripped up and covered in blood so majima bought her that stylish puffer jacket she has in yk2 #little girls WILL wear black singlets by the way just trust me on this kiryu also wore one when he was younger 'source?' just trust me #its like a staple of the wardrobe you need a black singlet and a jacket to wear over it plus its super cute and sensible #i like to make people straight up stab and hurt other people in front of haruka she doesnt care shes already desensitised #because she follows kiryu around every day and hes always caving skulls and making people spit out bloody teeth so seeing majima splatter #blood everywhere was nothing to her shes always getting splashed with blood every single day she doesnt mind #shes very brave to keep wearing white after that but a girls gotta do what a girls gotta do #hmm wonder if i should have a proper writing tag so i can consolidate all this shit ... #well it would mostly be for keeping track of what ive already posted because i can never remember and i keep writing the same thing #over and over again ... i only have one brain you see .. #majima comes into kiryus house immediately makes a beeline for his bedroom and sees him all sweaty and feverish in bed too weak to move #and she starts panting like a dog and kiryu looks at her with fear in his eyes #guy whos about to get his shit rocked like crazy and knows it #sorry haruka look away !!! <- thats the header i have for this fic look away from the rest of the document !!!!

[thelastwarriornun]

not me going back to re-read the whole fic to get ready for the "10 k of absolute nonsense". i'm so happy rn!! 🥹

I may or may not have also reread the entire fic prior to writing the 10k of nonsense. I'm so flattered you're going to revisit it! I actually edited/rewrote some of chapter 1 so there's a few hundred extra words for your read through!

#it might be closer to 15k-20k of nonsense by the end of it #im gonna try and get it done this week so fingers crossed #asks #anonymous #a moment to be brave au #additional note these types of anons make my entire day #my brain just absolutely panics so I have about 3 preset responses but internally i am losing it in the best way

[hhawkeye]

why does Tummy Hurt more at night time :(

#i was sooooo brave all day #just kidding i slept most of the day. But still #i have some hell virus from HELL and im ready to scream #it has been. 48 hours. When will it end

[divinefaultline]

my work schedule is insane from wednesday to sunday this week please keep me in ur thoughts

#40 hours. not counting my unpaid 30 minute break each day 😵‍💫 #AND I ONLY GET ONE DAY OFF ON EACH END. THEY ARE NOT GIVING ME TWO DAYS OFF AFTER THAT #im normal. i am going to be so brave about it #kells.txt #fr i need to yell at my manager and demand that i get officially classified as full time because all this for no paid vacation? unreal

[hearties-circus]

I!! Hate!! Random!! Hunger spikes!!!

#gamer txt. #its fucking worse because some of them arent random of fucking course theyre not and it sucks shit #i do not need these responses anymore how can i communicate that to my body? #i mean i never needed them in the first place i couldnt fucking respond to them whether or not i ate was out of my fucking control #it just seems incredibly cruel now that my body is just. continuing. like the punishment never ended #its not my fault i struggle to eat properly around my family ok!!! take it up with them its their fault for taking me to a buffett alright? #it just. it feels like a mean reminder that were still only partway through month 2 of the anniversary and that theres another to come #i know my body is trying to look after me is trying to make me eat i know its a trauma response but g-d fucking dammit #im not there anymore ok!!! its been nearly 3 years since it stopped!! were fine were good!! yes were scared but were brave cmon! #just. stop it with the hunger spikes. it hurts so fucking bad #its legitimately counterintuitive it hurts so much that i cant actually move like. how am i meant to get food like this huh? #its less often though certainly. im happy about that #im just. arrgrhhghhgh i just need it to be a little less often than this #and not happen the day before my last exam. that. that one is quite rude im not gonna lie #man.. i wish it were easier to tell between the real hunger and the phantom starving because they keep mixing together and i cant tell

[birbfeeder2artisticboogaloo]

ye baiweek day 2 - spicy/second chance

please allow me to humbly recommend this fic, Falling (With Style) !!

in which ye baiyi does indeed get a second chance, thanks to rong changqing inventing cross-dimensional time travel bc he misses his grumpy old friend so much ;A; it's really funny and sweet and i made a lil fanart for it lol

ANYWAY i'll stop pushing it on u lot now~ but it really is very good so pls do give it a chance!!

#it actually DOES fit the theme for ye baiweek day two as well so i can't pass up the chance to mention it #and im nOT just saying this bc my irl bff wrote it #but she really is very good at writing and someday i hope she'll feel brave enough to go off anon #let grandpa have a happy ending pls ;A; #yebaiweek #ye baiweek #ye baiyi #fic rec #im sorry i promise i wont crack on about it anymore #i WILL BEHAVE #for REALS #im glad my contribution is just somebody elses hard work i rly love that for me /sarcasm #ILL MAKE SOMETHING NEW #SOON #IM JUST #A BIT BUSY RN