#and idk

[corruptlabyrinth]

if the parallels between tma and tmagp is the beverages. tea and coffee, i just kinda wonder what would be the signature beverage for a 3rd one.

its probably not going to happen but im just imagining a alternate universe where they're so done with the fears or whatever is plaguing their universe so they just drink wine and whiskey while cataloguing the said unspeakable horrors beyond human comprehension.

I call it The Magnus Law Firm

#is this funny? #I just finished how to kill a mocking bird for school #i dont understand law firms anyway #and idk #funnier in my head than in a tumblr post? #eh #tma #the magnus archives #tmagp #the magnus archive #the magnus pod #the magnus podcast #the magnus universe

[thebibliosphere]

Whenever I talk about the medical neglect and ableism I've encountered as a victim of the healthcare system, there's always some cockwaffle who feels entitled to come into my inbox and make the argument of "not all doctors" while talking about how "people like them" (because it's always someone in a field of medicine who does this) are doing their best and it's really hard because so many people fake being ill to get on welfare (Yikes), but like, yeah, obviously #not all doctors, because if all doctors were negligent, bullying scum bags, I'd be dead.

But here's the thing: while I truly believe that the majority of doctors are doing their best in a system stacked against them and their patients, their presence does not negate the mass harm caused by the bad ones. And there are far more bad ones than you realize.

Fuck, John Oliver literally did a segment on this last week:

Yes, the truly bad, malicious doctors are in the minority. Most are just horrifically burned out and fighting a losing battle against a system, killing both them and their patients through a lack of funding and resources and profound overwork.

But the malicious ones do exist, and they will go out of their way to harm patients who don't kowtow to them.

I almost lost my life because when I was in my early twenties, I told a doctor I didn't think she was listening to me, and I disagreed with her assessment of my mental health (she was not a mental health doctor, and I was there for heart palpitations and chronic pain). She retaliated by putting "non-compliant" in my file.

There was also a fun little "doesn't show respect" note too that lives rent-free in my head because I know I wasn't rude. I was polite. I just didn't agree with her, and my refusal to accept her off-handed comment that "you probably have bipolar or BPD" (again, I was there for heart palpitations and chronic pain) meant I was "refusing care."

I wasn't. I just refused to be slapped with a mood/personality disorder when I was there because I kept fucking fainting when I stood up.

(Spoiler alert: it was dysautonomia)

That "non-compliant" marker followed me around for years. It followed me across an ocean and effectively ensured that any doctor I saw was going to treat me like absolute dogshit because no one wants to help Difficult Patients. It wasn't until I was so undeniably ill, literally on the brink of death, that anyone helped me.

I'm alive because of a good doctor. And all the good ones that came after him because of him.

So, I know they exist. You don't have to tell me that.

But I really fucking need you to acknowledge the bad ones and that you're part of a system with a long, long history of abusing minorities and vulnerable people. I need you to acknowledge that because it's the only way we're going to survive this godforsaken nightmare and make things better.

So yeah, #notalldoctors, but if you feel the need to say that because someone talking about being literally left to die by the medical system hurts your feelings, I'm going to have to ask you to take a step back and ask yourself if you're going into medicine for the right reasons.

Namely: do you want to help people, even the "difficult" ones?

Even the ones who might disagree with you?

Even if they're on welfare?

Even if they'll never get "better" in a way that means "cured"?

Just a thought. But hey, what do I know. I'm just someone who experienced hemolytic anemia because doctors kept telling me I was anxious and needed to exercise more 🤷‍♀️.

#chronic health tag #medical abuse #medical neglect #medical #ableism #to all the good health care workers who follow me and leave supportive comments: I appreciate you so much #but you need to come get your fellow drs #and idk #give 'em a shake or something #Youtube

[pynkhues]

There's something to the picture that all this season and the release of the first three seasons' scripts have painted of Logan and Caroline's divorce not as one of maternal abandonment, but one of maternal dislocation and suffocating abuse that's ruining me right now.

The way Caroline tried to take her children and flee in the dead of the night to Morocco, the way Logan took meetings with every worth-its-salt law firm in the city to cut off Caroline's access to them, wielding the legal system like an axe to an umbilical cord, the way Caroline's one recourse was to try and keep their position in the company, to keep them with something even if she gave it away later as they rejected her in adulthood. The way she stayed for their adolescence in New York even as Logan froze her out, the way she had to bargain for Christmas even in their adulthood, the way she sat in the pews with the rest of the women Logan loved and hurt and discarded while her children cried, with no tools or ability to comfort them, the way she sat as her son wrote her out of her own motherhood as he gave their father sole credit in creating them, stood opposite her daughter as she told her she wouldn't see it, i'm just gonna do it the family way like it was on Caroline and not their father, that she never got to see them.

Something about the way it feels like Logan trained them how to bark at her scent, to make sure she stayed away from the door.

#this is not to say caroline is a good mother #she's not #but she's a victim as much of the rest of them are #and idk #maybe i'm just particularly attune to this at the moment as my ex bil has been using the legal system to abuse my sister and their children #all of it's just #right there #caroline collingwood #hbo succession #succession 4.09 #succession spoilers

[theslimeologist]

can we take a moment and ask what happened here? like what did they do to her??

oh.

#THE FINGERS THE FINGERS #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUH #cuphead #suddenly very salty after looking up the dev history of this show #i haven't watched it btw i had no idea what the animation was actually like #i squinted at it for so long and realized it isn't hand drawn and my heart sunk like a stone #like i had literally assumed it was hand drawn but idk why i thought so #it so clearly isn't #says a lot that three seasons of this show were shat out in ONE YEAR #i think i would defend cuphead the video game tooth and nail to the death #because of it's dedication to hand drawn animation #which i'm unreasonably passionate about #and idk #seeing the dlc for the first time is like... WOW. #looked up ms chalice to get a funny gif and here i am #i saw those shots side by side and screamed z;slkdjf;lasdkj

[stiffyck]

I love bad art so much. I love when people just scribble and do random brush strokes and I love seeing artists just not care if the end result looks pleasing or good. I love when people do art just because it's fun.

#ive been seeing some ppl go “um i could do that” #and “my 5 year old child could do it better” #like! do you guys not understand art? #ive seen some tiktoks where people make bad art on puprose because its fun! #and people in the comments just arent understanding #“i dont understand art” #thats fine! but dont go around ruining the fun people are having while making their art #literally just saw a dude haphazardly draw a cat on a piece of cardboard #its clear hes not trying to make it perfect and its clear he doesnt care if it doesnt look like a cat #hes just doing it for fun #and idk #i really liked the drawing

[a-sirens-melody]

With the post Clown made today and other people’s responses, let me make it abundantly clear:

If you think that Clown setting boundaries is bullshit bc “ppl will draw nsfw in fandoms, it just happens and creators should just accept that” and that they’re being dramatic or ungrateful-

Do me a favor and block me. My blog is not for you, you ungrateful proshippers. It’s very easy to- oh what’s that?- not draw or write nsfw if someone doesn’t want it!! That’s all you have to do!!!!

And Clown, I’m really really sorry people haven’t been kind to you. Thank you so much for letting us experience Welcome Home. I want nothing for you but safety and space. Take all the time you need, we won’t rush you.

#welcome home #siren sings #I don’t normally make posts like this #but I’ve had to block some ppl #and idk #it’s such a basic concept #we gotta do better #there’s a human behind that screen

[incelq]

femcel4incel tntduo 🫧💗🐰

#haiiii urmmmmm i deleted my other tumblr Bc #i went mental #i just wanna post my doodles and go tbh #i wanna draw them more this eats up 70s au #tntduo #quackbur #tntblr #alex #wilbur #and idk #so take this #doodles #qsmp #dsmp #incelqbur

[thesunlikehoney]

Seeing some pretty gross posts about Miguel, and... It's actually pretty important that Miles, an Afrolatino character, is both making friends with the younger generation of POC and in direct conflict with the older generation of POC. Like yeah Gwen and Peter B. are still important figures in his life for good and now also bad reasons, but it is Miguel and Jessica who he has an ideological conflict with. It is Hobie who in some ways takes over as a mentor and guide. Margo helps him escape. Pavitr is someone Miles himself helps and gives advice to. The antagonist is not Latino because they wanted to use stereotype shorthand to make everyone understand how dangerous he is, he is Latino because Miles is Latino. And surprise surprise this movie has a lot to say about-- not generational trauma per say, but community trauma. About what happens when shared trauma starts to define the boundaries of who is and who isn't a member of your community, rather than shared passions and shared dreams and shared missions.

#across the spiderverse #miguel o'hara #miles morales #across the spiderverse spoilers #media analysis #it's about the Themes #because. the reason my grandpa doesn't consider himself mexican is because he got out #he did the right and proper american thing and converted and worked his way out of poverty and married a white lady #so he's not mexican anymore he's american. because he doesn't live with the same trauma that the rest of his mexican family live with #and idk #i just think about that a lot #my grandpa is so proud of the way he assimilated #i've never heard him speak spanish #and i know there was a lot more too it and probably i'm reading too much into it #but for miles to say that he can be spiderman without having to suffer for it #that this is his identity not necessarily because he chose it but because he embraced it #and it doesn't have to be bathed in blood to matter... #hm #yeah #good stuff

[asavt]

Nezha Sketch

#Nezha #LMK #Lego Monkie kid #Lego Monkie kid fan art #LMK fanart #LMK Nezha #Lego Monkie Kid Nezha #my art #digital art #fanart #idk if I'll finish this one #I needed a rest from comic making #decided to draw this guy #because one of Yama's song from my Gay Thoughts playlist started playing #and idk #it made me think of the guy #anyways #have a good day #asadraws

[disc80s]

watching the wolf of wall street last night kinda rekindled my hatred for men

#and idk

[ratcula]

Threads is silly but it sucks! Tumblr is eternally where the weird hot bitches hang out. and its splendor never fades

#threads #and idk #twitter

[tblsomedoodles]

Donnieverse wip b/c i'm really excited about this next bit and cannot wait for it to be done : )

(EDIT: i just realized that Donnieverse turn a year old on the 17. which was a surprise. I did not expect for it to become something this big from the one ask about what the Dee and Donnie would think about Webs's coat. so thank you!)

#tmnt #rottmnt #donnieverse #wip #i'm really excited #i'm going to finally be able to show you some things i've been planning for months! #like i got a doodle from the end of august that i've been sitting on #specifically so it wouldn't spoil this part #and idk #this part is just looking extra nice already? #and i'm not even done with the sketches #(it's amazing what happens when i actually do thumbnails instead of just winging the sketches) #(It starts looking like an actual comic) #anyways! #this was the least spoilery panel i have #and probably the silliest #Just future webs and future webs!leo being dumb lol #hoping the update will be out friday #but there's still a lot of work to do between now and then #so we shall see

[uhbasicallyjustmilex]

tbh+c era alex performing you’re so dark is special to me for reasons i can’t articulate

#it’s just #it’s something okay #i’ve always had a soft spot for the irreverent snark and seduction of that song #and idk #there’s just something about post eycte era slightly jaded and angsty alex singing it that really hits the spot #maybe it’s just me 🤷🏻‍♀️ #but yeah #things i’ve been thinking about when i should be editing #lulu posts

[sh-0-w-1-sh]

He is not very nom nom

#miles tails prower #sonic the hedgehog #tails fanart #tails the fox #tails and sonic #sonic #sth #sonic fandom #knuckles the echidna #since I’m struggling with art I decided to do a different art style #and idk #sometimes when I look at it I think it’s good #and next I think it’s bad #uhhhhh #sucks anyways I have like 4 hw I have to do #not gonna sleep for awhile yayayyayaya #knuckles Is Honarary mention on this post

[nwarrior777]

a little bit oc content!

they are members of that Queer Commune setting which is basically my comfort setting and sometimes i play jpegs in my mind about them

this drawings a little sad, but! 1) these ocs helping each other in rough moments and all of them get suport and love

and 2! tomorrow i will give you some cute funny lovely surprise for Halloween ^W^

#tw ed mention #oc #original character #ocs #queer commune setting #i still don't have tittle for the story ahah #because it's just characters vibing #bodypositive ocs #also: chelsea is in sporty outfit #but she isn't doing it for loosing weight and she will not loose any :) #she is just love work physically before going into spa. work harder - better chill! #and idk #she has a lot of energy and love physical activity so #so yeah don't worry the girl is staying big deal

[popcornsalty]

Anyway my tip to the youth and not-youth about online friends is: appreciate what they bring into your life. sometimes they stay sometimes they go sometimes they make you nauseous to think about and sometimes they make you happy. but it's most likely not gonna last forever, so try to appreciate 'em while you have 'em, and tell them so, and if you really want them in yr life make an effort

#poke post #been like #really tired this past year or so #in a way that means i both cant- and have lately come to want to cultivate stuff outside of online relationships all the time #in ways that are a bit healthier for me #and yknow just being mindful of that i have to exist in meatspace #and idk #i appreciate what all the friends I have and havent spoken to in a while #if weve chatted before and we havent in a while btw: hi i hope youre doing well!! #anyhow bedge time maybe ill wax poetic tmrw