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cryptidclaw · 2 years
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Shriketail! Aka. Longtail in my AU! I've made a Longtail design before but I changed stuff about him in my au, aaaannd I just wanted to update it bec I wasn't completely pleased with it!
I gave him one floppy ear and blue eyes from his mom Downnose, and I made him look more like Down overall. I made his brown a bit paler and gave him more white to reference Down as well, plus I think it looks better. 
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Info about him in my au below! warning it is very long (as usual lolol) v
-First off he is trans masc and Gay! He eventually ends up mates with Firestar and he is best friends/ in a queer platonic relationship with Sandstorm who is Firestar’s other mate! 
-his mother is Downnose! Down had a short affair with a kittypet, which resulted in Shrike!
-Down was extremely exited to be a mom, despite the fact that it would definitely cause some questions ... but I think that Shrike's kittypet parent (who was the one to birth him since Down is trans) didn't want a kid like Down did, and had just been enjoying a dumb affair, so they were perfectly happy with letting Down raise Shrike in ThunderClan.
-Down took Shrike to ThunderClan once he was weaned. Her showing up with a child caused a lot of drama, but Downnose refused to say who the parent was stating "I am a molly and this is my kit, Queens don't have to say who the other parent is, and that should be no different for me." The clan begrudgingly moved past it bec they knew how stubborn Downnose was and that she would not budge.
-Down looooved raising her kit, and absolutely adored Shrike, and after a while most of the clan just tried to ignore the mystery of where he came from. Though the main theory was that he was from that kittypet Down was always caught talking to (which was correct)
-when Shrike became an apprentice things went downhill, Darkstripe was his mentor and was a strong follower of "outsider bad, kittypet weak" and with all the rumors about Shrike being half kittypet, Dark was harsh on him and was determined to train the kittypet out of him. As a result Shrike became very insecure, and that took its from as anger, he chose to conform to Dark (and Tigerclaw)'s ways of thinking to prove himself and to keep himself separate from the strong possibility of his kittypet blood.
-during this time he grew apart from his mother, feeling anger and resentment towards her for having a kit with a cat outside the clans. This hurt Down a lot and she tried to get closer to her son again, but that just pissed him off more.
-he eventually became a warrior, and soon after Rusty, soon to be Firepaw, was taken to ThunderClan. All of his resentment toward kittypets caused him to start his fight with Fire, and he was only more angered when he lost that fight.
-and so began his animosity towards Fire, caused by his indoctrination to Tiger and Dark's xenophobic beliefs as well as his internalized hatred for his kittypet blood.
-over time however, Shrike started to grow to like and respect Fire, this was a very slow process, and he refused to admit it to himself or others. This process was helped by his mom constantly telling him off for being an asshole though.
-after Tiger was revealed to be a traitor, it really started to hit Shrike that maybe the things he was taught weren't something he should be believing. He stopped hanging around Dark as much and even started speaking to his mother more.
-and once Dark was revealed to be a traitor too? Shriketail came to terms with the fact that he had been wrong and an asshole, and really he always knew that deep down, he was just insecure. 
-after Swiftpaw’s death, Shrike started to grow closer to Fireheart. Fire had apologized to Shrike, stating that it was his fault that Swift had died, because he had been unable to convince Bluestar to make him a warrior. But Shrike told him he was being dumb and that Fire had done everything he could. 
-After this Shrike admitted to Fire that he didn't hate him at all, and apologized for how he had acted in the past. Fire forgave him, and they started hanging out as friends, and Shrike took it upon himself to tell others off if they said something rude to Fire, or chose to undermine his commands. 
-Shrike also became besties with Sandstorm, both having similar personalities (and they both could bond over their crushes on Fireheart) 
-Shrike was also close to his mother again, apologizing for how he had acted, and wanting to make up for the time he had been an ass to her. Down was just happy to have her baby back, though she would be sure to keep knocking sense into him if he ever acted stupid. 
-After the battle at the end of the first arc, Shrike was deeply wounded in the eyes by another cat, and would later completely lose his eyesight due to infection. 
-During this time Fire admitted his feelings for Shrike and they became mates, Fire is poly in this au, and is mates with both Sand and Shrike. 
-It was extremally hard for Shrike at first after being blinded, he had to give up his apprentice, since he was going to have to recover for a long while, he had and extremely hard time talking to his mother at first since Down is deaf, and he was unsure if he could ever be a warrior again. 
-But Shriketail’s support system came to help him! Down was determined to talk to Shrike despite their barriers, she learned how to better her speech, so they could understand each other. Down along with Fireheart and Sandstorm were determined to help Shrike learn to be a warrior again, and after a while Shrike was able to be just as good of a warrior as ever!
-Shrike helped raise Squirrelflight and Leafpool being like another parent to them, and it is often joked that it was the combination of having BOTH Sandstorm and Shriketail as parents that caused her to have that strong snarky, stubborn personality, and it doesn't help that her dad Fire is just as stubborn! 
-Shrike would later train Jaypaw, though Jay would choose to be a medicine cat, right before his warrior ceremony. Shrike and Jay have a very close relationship, Shrike basically being Jay’s grandfather, and them both having similar snarky personalities and both bonding over being blind. 
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bathroombreaks · 3 years
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toujoursmiraculous · 3 years
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Thoughts and Reaction to Gang of Secrets!
I'm very late today at writing this because life ;-; You know it's a bigger episode when they start off with a problem. Ladybug doesn't want to detransform so she's desperate to find reasons to remain Ladybug. I love how the entire time, Chat Noir knows something's wrong and wants to get her to talk about what it is, but she just tries to pretend she's fine. If anything, Chat Noir would probably be the best person to talk to considering everything he's dealt with too both with Kagami and his responsibility as Chat! She could mention that she was seeing someone but they broke up because of her secret, and she could tell him how much being the Guardian's having an affect on her. All perfectly well and good without exposing any identities or things like that with questions for details asked. Instead she puts up a front with him and pretends she's okay in front of him and it's just so sad. :/ I understand why she doesn't, probably because she doesn't want him to know how much she's struggling. But ugh my heart hurts for her. Chat: I know where we can go where we won't have to talk! Ladybug: Yes, take me there Chat! *in the theater* Ladybug: You lead me into a trap. I MEAN HE'S NOT WRONG THOUGH! Not many places you can go where it's okay or encouraged to not talk without there being an awkward silence. But that cracked me UP. Also that casual attempt to wrap his arm around her lolol still hasn't give up, I see. I also find it simultaneously hilarious and extremely depressing that Ladybug's ranting like that in the theater because of a romance movie. When your heart is broken, that's probably the last thing you want to be doing. And Chat Noir yanking her down asking that she be quiet 😂 Literally just rants her entire love life out for everyone including Chat to hear in that theater. CHAT NOIR, YOU BETTER BE LISTENING BECAUSE SHE'S TALKING ABOUT ADRIEN HERE "She takes a long time to tell him and stutters and blah blah blah" lol sound familiar, sunshine? If anything please have him recall this later and be like, wait, didn't Ladybug say girls stutter around a guy when she likes him? BAM. Then he's off on his path towards Marinette. I can dream. Ladybug: And how do you know if he loves her? IMPOSSIBLE. Adrien: No, Marinette couldn't possibly be in love with me. *eyetwitch* But at the end of the day. This is Marinette ranting to Adrien about how she had to give up on Adrien and then couldn't make things work with Luka because of her secret. Ooof. And poor Chat having to apologize for everyone because Ladybug's disturbing them XDD THE GIRL SAVES EVERYBODY'S LIVES PRACTICALLY EVERY DAY AND THEY'RE PISSED SHE'S RUINING A MOVIE THEY CAN JUST REWATCH? 😂 She's clearly having a hard time right now, c'mon people! Chat can tell she has a broken heart. This boy is so sweet. He wants her to at least admit that and talk about it so she can feel better but you know, Ladybug's stubborn. I WANT TO GO SWIMMING LET'S GO SWIMMING CHAT, WOO HOOOOOO! Ladybug acting like Chat to hide her pain just like how Chat acts like Chat to hide his pain. YOU KNOW WHAT, IT'S FINE. :') It doesn't matter how much pain she's dealing with, those pictures mean too much to her to remove them. x3 Thanks Juleka for showing us how sad Luka is now, that's very helpful. Marinette's been going into the bathroom at school to cry, and then had planned stupid looking glasses to hide her tears so people wouldn't have to know she's cried because wearing a ridiculous pair of glasses that's embarrassing is better than being asked what's wrong. Because the pain I feel for her wasn't already enough. Ugh I adore Trixx. Trixx being the voice of reason when Tikki's not there, trying to help and letting her know that Tikki may need to rest too when she's so upset it doesn't cross her mind. And the tears in her eyes when she apologizes to Tikki for not thinking of her like she should. ;-; SO MUCH PAIN. OH DANG Alya was literally a second away from seeing a detransforming Marinette lol But she did say DETRANSFORMATION or well in the English dub it'll be "Spots
off" I love Rose, she's really sweet. and considerate But she also shouldn't be touching things in others rooms like that. I never liked it when my friends went around my room touching stuff. Also didn't help that a couple of them stole from me... but it's just not a cool thing to do. Would've probably ended up much better had she not had to desperately hide an exposed Miracle Box. But then we wouldn't have had what happens so it's all good c: Marinette saying she doesn't want to be friends with the girls anymore
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It hit Alya deep. Everyone else is like *le gasp* but her eyes all shrunken like that, you can tell it really got to her hard.
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This entire exchange right here. Alya's glance at her in the first picture is piercing, like I can feel that OOF feeling in my chest when I see it. The new music dramatizes it so well that a lot of people probably didn't pay attention to it the first time around. Can we just appreciate how these animators got all these emotions so right and did such a good job animating everything for us? And those that work on the music too? Everything's so spot on. Marinette's red-rimmed eyes is so well done. "No, it can't end like this!" Awww Alix getting super upset too x3 I honestly think Alix could be the next one.... you know what I mean BUT I'll wait until the end to talk about it. Trixx pulling a Plagg and rescuing Marinette! x3 I seriously love Trixx, I really do. I know the other Kwami's got mad, but if he hadn't done that it would've been disaster, probably. And the episode wouldn't have ended how it did! And Plagg knowing it was Trixx who caused the Eiffel Tower to be all weird xD Why do I get the feeling the relationship between Trixx and Plagg would be like that of Chat Noir and Rena Rouge? And I want to point out, we got 7 whole seconds of Adrien again! Aren't we lucky? The last time we got so little of Adrien in an episode was when we had his parallel episode Lies. I don't think that'll happen this time but I do hope it means more Adrien later on. Ladybug: They're after Marinette Dupain-Cheng. Chat Noir: Okay but remember everybody likes her (so don't go thinking she's a bad person for causing their akumatizations) Yes, I read between the lines. Ladybug being able to get through to Lady Wifi and have her deakumatize herself was absolutely amazing! I know Chloe was the first to fight off being akumatized but once you're akumatized it's obviously extremely hard to break. That says a lot about Alya. "Because you're an incredible friend, Ladybug." One, AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW Two, did you notice the little jerk of her head, gesturing to Ladybug like that when she said it?? It's the little details guys that make this so good. 😍 "Chat Noir, nooooo!" Guys, we got our tiny little Marichat scene! It's not actually real, but still! (okay but why do I also get this really weird feeling like something like this may end up being real later?) Alya giving Ladybug that hug 😭 Marinette has such good, supportive friends. I love them all. x.x YES THANK YOU. Alya's finally realizing there are more things going on with her than just boys. One of the things that's always irked me since Chameleon is that any issue Marinette has, be it with Lila or otherwise, she always assumes it has to do with Adrien. Of course, at the time she didn't know she was Ladybug but she should've still listened and realized there's something else up. But now she finally is noticing and I love how she was going to respect her regardless and not push. Pushing has always been one of Alya's characteristics, but she knew whatever it was was something too big and serious to push her on. "Marinette, I'm your best friend, and I always will be." 😭😭😭 This episode brought me so close to tears so many times. Marinette admitting she's keeping secrets, lying to everyone. Admitting that that's why she draws a line between her and Adrien, and why her and Luka didn't work out. Alya saying however heavy it is, they'll carry it together (MY HEART) And then Marinette saying "If I tell you, things between us will never be the same. It's going to destroy everything, change it all." It sounds like this girl is thinking about Chat Blanc and oop there's the sound of my heart breaking again. So much paaaain. "Je suis Ladybug." YESSSSSSS Why they had to leave it off on a cliffhanger But YESSSSSSS First, the expressions she had flash on her face, the gasp 😮, then the expression like she's trying to get her mind to process. Then if you notice, Marinette gives a little nod, as if letting her know that it's true. Then the way her eyebrows furrow and pulls her into the hug as she understands all that she has on her shoulders as that music plays. I'm getting
emotional just writing this. 😭 This episode is just so amazingly good in so many ways, I don't think I can actually cover it all. I'm very impressed. I've loved nearly every episode this show has put out, even those that a lot of people seem to hate. But this one, I don't see how this could actually be hated if you're trying to think of everything that happened from Marinette's point of view, her thoughts, feelings, struggles, depression. I will say, personally I hoped Chat Noir would learn who Ladybug is first. He's been such a good partner, very thoughtful, always putting his life on the line. He's also been dealing with a lot of the same struggles. I felt like he deserved to know first. However, this isn't about who deserves what, it's about what Marinette needs. It's not that she doesn't want to tell him who she is! Don't misunderstand. There are many times throughout the past 3 seasons where she wants to or regrets not being able to. But now, Chat Blanc's in her mind. She knows what could happen if she tells him with Hawk Moth still there, so she can't do it. So instead, she tries to pretend in front of him that she's fine even though talking to him about everything would help and fix so much. In her mind, that's not an option. I just hope that when he finds out she told someone else first, he doesn't think that she doesn't trust him enough to tell him. Next I thought maybe Alix. That way it'd be more understandable to Chat that she'd know, after all future Bunnyx clearly knows and said to Ladybug that she chose her because she's capable of keeping secrets (notice how Alya said that to Ladybug in the alley? I bet Alix will find out in the near future. Maybe not this season, but she'll find out.) But that's for another time. But now Alya knows! Her best friend, the one to have her back and will no doubt have it even more so now! Watch out, Lila. Alya doesn't hold back so I can imagine how vicious she could be to her (and I can't wait). And that brings up a very interesting thought. Alya will realize Adrien has been the only one to have her back in Lila situations. Why would he do that, hmm? When everyone else was so sure Lila's an angel and Marinette must be bad for saying anything negative about her. Journalist Alya, incoming! There's also the matters of Alya bringing up Marinette's feelings for Chat Noir because duh, everybody can see how much she loves him! There are even photos of them kissing, one of which happened in front of Alya's own eyes! Though affected by an akuma, they all know that kiss didn't happen because of it. And of course, Alya has brought up twice in the show so far that Adrien and Chat Noir could be the same person. And last time Alya said that neither of them could be Ladybug and Chat Noir. Except, she's now found out that Marinette is Ladybug. So maybe Adrien could after all be Chat Noir. I look forward to seeing how their new dynamic is. I wonder how this affects their relationship with the other girls. And I'm most curious about how Nino and Adrien may react to this change. I thought during Truth and Lies both that their best friends were going to find out about their breakups. Gang of Secrets was Alya finding out. Even though I feel like another parallel episode is just wishful thinking, I can't help but think it may be a possibility. Nino and the boys are going to wonder what's up with Adrien too. They're going to wonder why he's not with Kagami anymore so suddenly. So what if i the end, Chat Noir ends up telling Nino? I could see it, if this takes place shortly after Gang of Secrets, where she tells Chat that she's confided her identity in a very close friend and somehow they agree that he can tell someone too that he trusts to make it fair. It'd be an amazing way to exercise Ladybug's trust in Chat Noir too. Then we'd have both Alya and Nino in on it, keeping their best friend's secrets for them without knowing about the other one. Oh that'd be so beautiful! And also let them keep their Miraculouses too after the charms are given to them and Alya has the ability to break
free after being akumatized. I adore Rena and Carapace so much I'd be ecstatic if they kept them. 😭 Anyway, so much potential can come out of this episode and I honestly cannot wait until episode 4!!
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ouma-kichi · 3 years
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Heey! Everything fine..?
I hope! Can you do Shuichi with a male S/O who always get in fights for him? (Like, to protect him 4 bad people) I don't know if you get it, i'm awful at explaining... And my english is terrible, sorry..
awwww babe dont be ashamed of your english, i totally understood it! it’s perfectly fine i PROMISE you !!!! and i love this idea sm aw boyfriends
Shuichi Saihara getting into fights to protect a Male!Reader
Info/Warnings: no warnings really, some cursing bc its me lolol, reader is male with he/him pronouns!
EDIT: OMG BYE IM SO DUMB YOU MEANT IT THE OTHER WAY AROUND AOFJUSHFSKJF I’LL DO THIS REQUEST AGAIN FOR U BBY
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shuichi does NOT like to be confrontational whatsoever, but fuck man
he just looks at you. your hands, your eyes, your (gasp!) lips, the freckles and birthmarks and scars, everything about you. you’re just so handsome and cute and pretty and sweet and and and
and he just has this overwhelming urge to protect you
and he’s barely willing to fight for himself, he’s so unsure and anxious but it’s so different when it comes to you..
he’d fight for you till the end of time or walk to the ends of the earth to protect you, it’s like he becomes a different person when he sees you get hurt by someone
if he ever hears someone disagree with you for no reason or undermine your intelligence, he immediately uses his lil detective boy brain to prove exactly why they’re completely wrong and why his bbyboy is right
(this is bouta be so ooc bc i can’t script shuichi dialogue byeee) “no, THAT’S WRONG! you’re uneducated and uninformed, which is why you can’t respond in any meaningful way without making him feel bad about himself. you made your arguments with no trustworthy proof, show me your proof !!” yknow ? class trial type beat
he just. he cant help it... how could someone try to make you feel shitty ? you’re so good and you’re so sweet to him and he’s so happy you’re his boyfriend and HE’S YOUR BOYFRIEND WOWOW
his love for you is so BIG, you make him feel smart and you trust him so much, he almost feels obligated to protect you and prove your intelligence
he listens to people argue with you, and he observes them, and he knows when they’re making shit up
it’s kinda part of becoming a detective that, to an extent at the very least, he needs to understand body language. he understands nonverbal cues, and he is extremely observant! so when people are just pulling shit out of their ass, he KNOWWSSSSS
and it gets him into trouble bc he sees all their nonverbal cues
its like his brain keeps going “the uptick in their fidgeting and itching can be indicative of anxiety, irritation, or deception
their voice’s pitch hiked up when they started their claim, meaning their nervous
their volume raised after my boyfriend responded to their argument, indicating their getting defensive
their eyes keep flicking from him to the floor during important parts of their argument, common unconscious behavior of lying”
and fuckkkkk if he knows this bitch is lying why would he NOT point it out? why would he NOT fight for you????
so he just says EVERYTHING, not because he’s not thinking, but because he’s thinking so much and so fast
and it makes you kinda nervous bc what if !! someone gets super mad at him !! and tries to hurt him not even just verbally but physically !! you get super super scared for your lil boyfie bc what r u gonna do if he gets into a fistfight !!!!!!!!!
but he just keeps reassuring you that he’ll be okay, and that he can’t let you get hurt by some fuckin idiot like that ! you’re both flattered and anxious bc wow this guy REALLY LOVES ME hes willing to fight for me but... oh god hes willing to FIGHT FOR ME.....
his stupid gay ass just cares so much for you, he could never watch you be sad bc it would just make him so upset !!!! so he tries !! everything in his power !! to make sure !!! you never get hurt !!!!!!!
so he keeps fighting people with no remorse
so he can make sure his boyfriend and his baby and his love and his darling and his honey never feels unsure or unsmart
don’t worry lil babie bc shuichi will fight for you, not with fists but with his argumentative skills and psychological observations !
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jihyuncompass · 4 years
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RFA+V+Saeran seeing MC wearing their Clothes
Hello! I hope you all enjoy these as they were pretty fun for me to write. Reminder that my requests are open and I’d love to see what ideas you guys have!
Zen/Hyun
Zen had to stay long at rehearsals.
The cast was struggling to get the blocking down so the director made them stay late as a result. 
He sent you a quick text letting you know he was going to be late getting home. You weren’t upset with him at all but he still felt bad. 
Once the director finally let everyone go home he was ecstatic to finally come home to you. 
He comes into the bedroom where you’re asleep and?
You’re wearing one of his shirts. 
The Beast Awakens 
Mostly he finds it cute, probably takes a photo, not to show off no, no, this one is for him.
He’ll definitely tease you about it a little, but in a way that makes it clear that he wants you to keep doing it. 
He absolutely gets a little bit of an ego boost knowing that you miss him that much while he’s gone. 
Yoosung
He was playing video games when you got home. 
He had finished his classes hours ago and even managed to get a little bit of studying done too. 
He deserved some LOLOL after being responsible for a little while.
He had greeted you when you got home but didn’t pay too much attention while you went into the bathroom to change into comfy clothes. 
When you came out of the bathroom he glanced over at you and noticed you were wearing his blue hoodie. 
His favorite blue hoodie, the one he wore almost all the time. 
This boy is overwhelmed to say the least. 
He knew that it was a common thing for people to wear their partner’s clothes but seeing you??? in his clothes??? 
He’s a mess honesty, he’s so happy and dorky about it, no matter how hard he tries to play it cool. 
Seeing him so flustered and happy you decide to start wearing his clothes more often if only to see his face.  
Jaehee
It started when one day she noticed you wearing one of her dresses. 
She immediately thought you looked incredible of course. 
She thought maybe it was an accident? The two of you don’t really separate your clothes a whole lot in the closet so maybe you thought it was yours?
And then you do it again the week after, with another dress. One she definitely knows you know is hers. 
At this point she realizes what you’re doing and it makes her pretty happy. 
As an experiment one day she decides to wear some of your clothes, just to see how you react. 
She notices how much you love it but more surprisingly she realizes how much she loves it. 
She suddenly understands why you liked wearing her clothes. 
Your clothes smell like you and wearing them kind of feels like getting a warm hug from you. 
Eventually the two of you just share everything, there isn’t your clothes and Jaehee’s clothes its just your shared clothes in your shared closet. 
Jumin
To be frank, he doesn’t understand why.
Why would you want to wear his shirts to bed when you have perfectly good pajamas? 
He got them custom made for you? His shirts aren’t your size? 
Maybe you don’t like the ones he got you, maybe he needs to get you another set? Is it the material? The cut? What’s wrong with your-
You have to explain it to him. 
“Jumin I like wearing your shirts because they’re yours, wearing them makes me feel closer to you.”
Oh.
He still doesn’t 100% get it but your explanation definitely helps. 
You go into your shared closet one day and notice that a few of his shirts are hanging on your side of the closet. 
It’s a small gesture, but it means the whole world to you.
Seven/Saeyoung 
The first time is during one of his super intense all nighter work periods. 
He has a deadline and Vanderwood is getting on his ass about it so he has to work. 
He wishes he could just spend all his time hanging out with you, but he has to make money somehow. 
He was several hours deep into his work when you brought him something to eat besides potato chips. 
That’s when he noticed you were wearing his hoodie. 
He tried to hide how hard he was blushing. He looked at his work and then at you. 
He stared at the time trying to figure out how long would it take before Vanderwood would get back.
Work can wait for a few minutes. ;)
Loves seeing you in his clothes though, you are definitely allowed to wear his clothes whenever you want. 
Even if it usually means he’ll get a bit distracted. 
V/Jihyun
He had to go on a trip. 
He had a gallery opening overseas and he needed to be there for the opening. 
You wanted to go with him and he wanted you to come with you too!
But your schedule was a nightmare and so it just couldn’t work out for you to go. The two of you made sure to talk often though, sending photos and voice messages back and forth when phone calls weren’t possible. 
It was super late when he finally returned to your shared apartment. 
He knew you were probably asleep so he tried to move about quietly. 
He stopped when he got into the bedroom and saw you asleep in bed wearing one of his sweaters. 
His heart is racing at a million miles an hour. He feels so happy seeing you, he missed you so much and there’s a sense of validation knowing that you missed him too. 
He presses a kiss to your forehead as he gets into bed next to you. 
He doesn’t say much about it, but you notice that he starts to offer you his clothes a little more often. 
Saeran
You did it kind of on a whim, you just noticed one of his jackets lying around and wanted to wear it. 
At first you don’t think he notices, but then you notice him staring at you. 
His face is bright red but he’s trying to hide it. 
He’s also trying not to make it obvious how truly happy he is.
Saeran has never been in a relationship before,  nor has he ever really seen any examples of a healthy romantic relationship to look up to in his life.
So the concept is kind of strange to him. One thing he does know is that he absolutely loves it. 
When he sees you wearing his clothes it only serves as a reminder that you’re his. And despite all the bad and traumatizing stuff that’s happened you still chose him above anyone else.
As much as wearing his clothes may feel like a comfort to you. 
It’s an even bigger comfort for him.  
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marveloussupernerd · 3 years
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champagne problems - Yoosung
Back to my evermore inspired series :) hope y’all like angst
Warnings: angst, mentions of mental illness, stressful situation, rejection, language
Summary: Yoosung had everything prepared for the perfect night to propose to you. But he wasn’t prepared for you to say no
Yoosung had really gone above and beyond for your birthday. He had planned a large party with his family and the RFA in one of Jumin’s large summer homes. He invited your family but they were too far away to attend. They did wish you happy birthday though!
Everyone came other than your family. All the RFA members, even V. Yoosung’s mother and father and sister. The party got started relatively quickly. Yoosung’s sister splashed open a bottle of champagne for you all to make a birthday toast, Zen pulled Yoosung’s mother to the dance floor, you were in awe by it all.
“Yoosung, this is so sweet!” You held onto his arm and gave him a kiss on the cheek. “Thank you. This is great.”
“I’m happy you like it,” he smiled. “I know you aren’t big on giant parties or anything, so I tried to keep it smaller... I hope this is okay?”
“It’s perfect.”
“Will you dance with me?” He asked eagerly. You took his hand and let him lead you to the dance floor. You danced for a couple of songs until your heels started to hurt your feet; then you led him back to sit down on one of the plush couches in the room.
“My feet are killing me,” you complained, taking off a heel to make sure you didn’t have any blisters.
He chuckled. “I told you you don’t have to wear heels! It’s not like I’m tall or anything.”
“I know. I just like them. Sorry I had to take a break,” you apologized.
“Nah,” He grabbed hold of your hand, turning to smile to you. “This is fun too.”
“You’re so great.” You flushed. He was. This was all so perfect. “I really don’t deserve you Yoosung.”
And you didn’t. He could do all of this for you. Set everything up perfectly. Got your favorite flavor cake. Got all your closest friends together in a way that wasn’t overwhelming. Every song that played was a song that you liked. He thought every single thing through.
“Of course you deserve me,” he rolled his eyes playfully. “You make me so so happy.”
“But this? For your birthday we ordered pizza and stayed in playing LOLOL.” You had thought it was a good idea at the time. But in comparison, wow, your birthday party for him was awful.
He squeezed your hand. “And I thought that was great. Hey, you wanna do cake now?”
“Of course I wanna do cake, you kidding?”
He had gotten you a fancy looking two-tiered cake. It was absolutely stunning. He even had candles for each year placed on top, perfectly spaced out. When Yoosung committed to something, he made sure it was perfect.
You hated when people sang happy birthday to you. It was so awkward. What would you wish for? For things to stay exactly like this. For things not fo change. This, right here, was perfect.
The thinking helped you ignore the song. You blew out the candles in one try (since they were all concentrated so close together) and the room cheered. Yoosung cut your piece of cake first. It was good luck.
The cake was as delicious as it looked. It was so perfect. Everything about tonight was so perfect. The light chatter as everyone talked about the cake. The lighthearted questions Yoosung’s mom asked, like if you had the next party date picked out and if Yoosung still stayed up all night playing games.
Yoosung quickly steered off that topic with present time.
Zen had gotten you a spa day. The two of you went the other day and got mani/pedis and facials. Jumin had gotten you a new fancy dress for the RFA parties. He gave it to you early so you could wear it tonight though!
Jaehee got a pair of noise-cancelling headphones, for when Yoosung was too loud playing and was distracting you from your work. Yoosung’s sister got you a bottle of wine. His parents got you a scrapbook filled with your memories together. It was adorable. V got a gift card, Classic V. Seven got you a new modded laptop. You weren’t sure what it did, but eh, you’d figure it out later.
“Thank you all so much,” you said cheerfully, gathering up the wrapping and tissue paper to throw away.
“Wait! Uh, I have a gift for you too,” Yoosung announced. His voice started off loud but became more timid.
You smiled, moving over to him to cup his cheek with your hand. “You didn’t have to get me anything. This party was everything I could have wanted today.”
“No, please.” He covered your hand with his, taking it off his cheek and holding it tight. “You are so amazing. From the moment I met you... yes, even over text, I knew you were special. You remembered the little things I talked about, sympathized with me when things got hard, and showed me how to be brave and responsible. And that’s before we even started dating!”
You giggled. He wasn’t wrong.
You didn’t expect him to continue speaking. “And since we’ve been dating, my grades have gotten better, I feel like I know what I’m doing with my life and I’m confident in it. You make me feel confident in myself. And proud. And when I’m not feeling good about myself, you’re there for me.”
Why was the room silent?
Your heart was pounding in your ears.
“And I want you to keep being there for me. Forever and ever more.” He... got down on one knee? He reached into his pocket and pulled out a ring? Was this really happening? “Will you marry me?”
It was.
You couldn’t breathe. You couldn’t hear anything but ringing in your ears. Time seemed to stop. What would you say? You had wished for things to stay the same; this was the exact opposite of your wish.
You dropped his hand. And ran up the nearest flight of stairs. Through the hall. Turn to another hall. Pick a random door on the right. Lock yourself in there. A bathroom. You couldn’t breathe.
But now you could hear. At least, you thought you could. It was hard to tell; everything was silent except for the humming of the bathroom fan.
You weren’t sure how long downstairs was in silence. How long you stood in the bathroom, staring at your reflection, asking yourself for an answer. Why had you run away? You were happy with him. Why didn’t you say yes?
His whole family was there. His sister was splashing champagne. Your friends were there. He wanted to share the happy moment with everyone. He wanted you to say yes, get so excited you couldn’t help but pull him into a kiss in front of all your friends. He wanted them to applaud. He wanted his sister to ask you if she could be a bridesmaid way too early. That was his mom’s ring. You knew them well enough to catch that. She had given him her ring. She had known it was going to happen.
Why hadn’t he ever asked you about marriage beforehand?
You couldn’t blame him. It was all your fault.
You were stupid. Why wouldn’t you marry him? You loved him. You had no reason.
Were you that broken that you couldn’t even accept this? Were you unwedable? Did you think somebody would make him happier? You had said earlier that night you didn’t deserve him.
How would you leave? Would you break up? Would you be kicked out of the RFA?
Your choices were to either jump out of the second-story bathroom window and try and direct an Uber to this place without getting caught, or face them downstairs.
The first almost sounded better.
Technically you could hide here. There were plenty of rooms.
He had planned everything so well. He had never planned if you would say no.
You sucked it up. You had to do something. You had to apologize. Had to explain yourself. Had to try and mend the pieces of broken glass that had been Yoosung’s heart. Being gone probably was making it worse. You left the bathroom and walked through the halls that you had earlier ran through, approaching the stairs.
“I’m sorry.” It was V’s voice.
“No, I’m sorry. I’ve embarrassed myself... and her... and I don’t even want to think about the secondhand embarrassment you’re all going through. I just, thought I had it all planned out.” Yoosung’s voice was nasaly. That’s how you could tell he was going to cry.
“Oh Yoosung.” His mother. You forced yourself not to get upset and cry.
You shouldn’t be eavesdropping.
“You can come home and stay with us for a while. It’ll get better.”
“Maybe she wasn’t ready! Did you ever talk about it beforehand? She’s probably just overwhelmed,” his sister said, trying to keep some optimism in her voice.
“I don’t know... I thought we were ready. We live together. We spend almost every waking second together.”
He was right.
“What are you gonna do?” Zen asked. His voice was hushed.
Yoosung sniffled. “What can I do? It’s clear she doesn’t want to be with me.”
Your heart was cracking, beginning to splinter.
“Well. She would have made a lovely bride. It’s a shame she’s fucked in the head,” Jumin commented, his voice as even as usual. “There’s nothing you can do about it though. Someday you’ll find the real thing. And it’ll be worth it all in the end.”
Your heart broke.
Not just for Yoosung. But to hear your friends speak of you that way.
How would you leave this house?
The room fell silent.
“I’m going to go talk to her,” Yoosung whispered.
Shit. What do you do? Where do you go? Maybe you should have jumped out the window after all. You treaded to the first room you came across. He’d find you regardless.
“It’s okay,” his mother comforted. “We’ll go if you want. Feel free to come home anytime.”
The front door opened, then shut after a moment.
Footsteps made their way up the stairs.
You were crying.
He knocked on the doorway. You hadn’t bothered to close the door.
You turned to face him. His eyes were red. His nose was running. It seemed like he had done a good job not crying in front of them, but you could tell he could break at any moment.
“I’m sorry,” you whimpered, tears falling down your cheeks quickly. You wanted to hug him. You couldn’t.
His own tears began to fall. He walked closer to you, then took a seat on the bed. His tears fell. He sobbed. You couldn’t hold him. You had always held him when he cried. He had always done the same for you. Now you were both a few feet away, crying, unable to comfort one another.
“I don’t even have a reason,” you cried. You sucked in a big breath of air. You could feel yourself near-hyperventilating. “I’m just an awful person. I’m just not ready for that. I don’t know.”
He shook his head vigorously. “I should have seen the signs, wherever they may have been.”
“I don’t know if there were any...”
His hand reached out and grabbed your arm, not a tight grip by any means, but one firm enough to make sure you knew he was there. “No!” His voice rose shakily, tears still evident in his voice. “I know you best. I should have found the signs. This is my fault.”
“It’s not. It’s mine. You did everything right, Yoosung.”
You both were quiet, aside from the sniffles.
“What are we gonna do?” You asked quietly. Were you even allowed to use that word anymore: we? After everything you had put him through?
He sighed. “You can take the car home. I’ll take the train and find somewhere else to stay for the night.”
You wanted to sob out no. That you needed him, especially right now. You had no right to. Your body wouldn’t even let you say it.
“We can talk about it another time... I just, need to sit on this for a while.” He explained. He fished around in his pocket, taking out the car keys and setting them on the bed next to you. Then he stood. “I’m gonna go...”
You couldn’t speak. You could only sniffle and look up at him, fresh tears still forming.
“Listen, don’t drive until you calm down. And... I know everything is fucked up but text me when you’re home. Please.” His eyes were watery, glistening, begging you.
You still couldn’t speak. You nodded.
He left.
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i-think-i-luv-ya · 4 years
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Gunshot - KARD M/V Review Rant
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I’m at it again with another so called review, when in reality its just a whole essay on my thoughts of my favorite artist’s comebacks, aka a rant lol. If you haven’t seen Gunshot, GO WATCH IT! I promise it’s amazing and this is one of their best songs/videos/comebacks etc. I have attached the video so no excuses! Also this is a lot of spoilers so don’t read this first it will ruin the shock and awe that is this video. And putting the “keep reading” to contain said spoilers and so ya’ll who don’t wanna read this don’t have to scroll endlessly to reach the end of my rambling.
Hi! Hello! Thank you for continuing reading! Lolol my Taemin 2KIDZ review actually got notes which was surprising, so hope you guys like this. I have a lot to say so here we go...
So first I wanna start on the meaning of the song. On his VLIVE BM said the song is about verbal abuse and how detrimental it can be to your mental health. Considering many pop songs, especially kpop, are all very cheery and upbeat I applaud them for covering such a serious topic in a way that’s not sad and slow. PLUS BM is creating new merch called healers where everything will be donated to an organization that fights against bullying (including homophobia and racism) which is incredible so be sure to check that out when it’s dropped. 
So on that note I wanna get into the song itself. Let’s start with lyrics. The song starts with the words “LOVE damn 4 letters” like what a perfect way to start a song. Also the way they blend a lot more English into this song is something I love as a non-Korean speaker. Plus the parts in English are so powerful? Well so are the Korean lyrics. Like KARD you guys just went hard with this whole song. The chorus is literally “You words are like a gunshot, I’m bleeding love”. Just wow. That definitely describes verbal abuse perfectly, especially coming from those you love because it’s those cruel words from loved ones that hurt the most. I mean “the words you spit out kill me like bullets”, how else is there to describe that pain because it fucking sucks. Other lyrics that just show the words are coming from the one you love: “As long as you love me, the good or the ugly, everything is okay” as well as “I won’t surrender my darling”.  And this relationship is obviously toxic with words like “Selfish I will never be enough even when I pour out all of myself” and “It’s like you control me, without you I’m lonely” and “So far you’ve concealed the true color” and “Without you dying slowly”. And they clearly have had enough with this abuse with lyrics like “Need to drag myself out of there, remove you from my life, take off the tag you” and “They hit me like a gunshot, I’ve bled enough”. 
Now into the sound of the song. It has all the classic KARD elements: it has a powerful sound with the instrumentals, it’s faced paced, it’s something you can dance to, and it has that chorus that slows down then just picks up again. But this song just sounds very different than anything they’ve released before? Not in a bad way, since this is probably one of their best songs. Between the lyrics, the vocals, and the overall sound where the music just doesn’t completely take over like in some of their other songs. Don’t get me wrong I love songs like BOMB BOMB, but it was very loud and a lot happening in the song at once. Which isn’t a bad thing, cuz that’s like the perfect club song. But with this song (and the whole album really) it shows them refining their sound. Also they had a lot more involvement with this song, especially BM who did everything from lyrics to producing which probably has a lot to do with it. The music itself just goes perfectly with the vocals. Just the flow is really nice, and the beat is fun, and them gun shots really just add to it. And can we talk about that breakdown when BM is like “1 shot, 2 shot, 3 shot, 4″? Like what??!! Those sirens and everything just ramps up just before it ends, like yaasssss. 
Now the music video! It starts with Jiwoo zipping up a body bag...which just sets the tone for the video cuz it’s like ok this is how it starts lets see how tf we got here. Then you find out at the end it Jiwoo zipping up the body bag of...well Jiwoo lol like WHAT THE FUCK?! (I’ll get into this here in a sec). Anyway in terms of the video it also has some classic KARD elements like the choreography that’s very intense and dramatic, the bright colors, the flashes and lasers, some crazy stuff happening, and some really cool props and visuals (not just the members lol). Other common stuff is the piles of technology surrounding them, especially J.seph. Like in Red Moon, there’s cameras and old televisions around them. This time the video starts with them being surrounded by cameras and J.seph has a pile of old computer monitors. There may be some meaning with this, but I don’t get it but think it’s an interesting theme. Perhaps its an analogy for them being constantly watched and put on every screen, like showing a darker side of being a celebrity (also will get into this in a minute when I talk about interesting interpretations and theories). 
Also this video gave me suicide squad vibes. Like Jiwoo with them pony tails and the way her makeup was done resembled Harley Quinn. And idk BM gave me Joker vibes (may be due to the coloring of his teeth), BUT he also gave me Harley vibes with the blue and pink coloring of his blonde hair (which is just an amazing look for him). Then BM was just covering everything in black, Jiwoo is just fucking shit up, Somin is ready to cut a bitch, and J.seph is burning shit up as usual (just like BOMB BOMB, so another parallel). Everyone looked good in this video...like they are all such great visuals. Somin looked like a queen as always with the jewelry and everything (they always do that and she looks stunning). Jiwoo pulls of that outfit with those threads everywhere, like that would drive me crazy yet she looks amazing. Blonde BM is truly a look. And J.seph? I think this was the best he’s looked in any video...maybe its the dark hair and clothes paired with those light contacts that just make his eyes stand out. Idk but looks good, all of them! Even with all those slashes to their faces! Also this video is a lot less sexualized, especially with the girls but that’s a whole other topic for another day.
So we know this song is about verbal abuse. I talked about how it could be from someone you love. Obviously the cuts on their faces are caused by the words and pain inflicted on them, until eventually its more than just lashes but a full on gunshot killing them completely. An interesting theory I read is this is a song to their fans, or really people just leaving hate comments. Again you can draw from the cameras and screens how their whole life is recorded, and how they are trying their best pouring their heart and soul into their music when they get all this hate and criticism. So these “shots” hurt the most when it comes from their fans. Also going with this concept, Jiwoo shooting herself could be killing who she is to be who they want her to be. Although there’s so many interpretations, especially to the ending. Like it could be her killing the weaker and darker part of herself (like the part of herself willing to put up with the abuse out of love), so by killing that part of her she is free. BUT, could this “winner” be that dark part of herself killing who she used to be? This could also be killing that pain, but by embracing it and letting it morph you into something darker like a person embracing that evil and using it to make themselves stronger and protect themselves. OR she is causing this pain on herself, it’s her own words are the insecurities and lack of love to herself that is affecting her until she ends up just killing herself (not literally but figuratively). Idk so many ideas and interpretations to the ending alone. Plus we have them all just spreading this darkness and anger (like BM literally painting everything black, which is symbolic into spreading darkness). But ya this video was amazing, the visuals were stunning and the song is just great.
The rest of the album (all 2 songs...hope they release more) was just as incredible. Hold On is a farewell to J.seph who will be enlisting soon, and omg that made me cry. So J.seph you better keep your promise and return soon because we’ll be holding on and waiting for you babe! This song was also really slow (at least for a KARD song) which just shows you they can be diverse in their music. Plus just the contrast of the verses (which are just super powerful) with the chorus (which is very melodic) was great. And with AH EE YAH, like that was so nice to listen to and its a cool mix between old music with that beat it starts with, to newer music especially with the way they rap. So, shows they have a lot of influences and it also shows a different side to KARD. 
Overall I think it’s a great comeback (idk what else they have planned but hoping for some new stuff because I’ve missed them so much). Please go show support and stream Gunshot and listen to the mini album! They are so talented and deserve so much more recognition. They have such hope with this comeback, but yet they still are like “we’re never gonna be number 1″ and that just breaks my heart. So show your support, hopefully they can get a win this year or just something big happen for them because they deserve it!! So that is the end of my rant...back to watching this video for the 100th time we go!! 
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She's my Oc!! (Me but with a nose job :'^)
In-game her name is Opeli but that's bc I had just finished watching TDP haha...
She comes off as serious but that's because she often gets lost in her daydreams(she may unintentionally have a resting bitch face but she's super smiley during interactions).
Loves to cuddle and hang out with Asmo (he steals her human world makeup). Mammon and her are total idiot partners in crime (she may be book smart but is actually a fucken bafoon outside of academics, a cowardly bafoon who wants to do the stupid shit Mammon suggests but is scared of consequences). She likes to have intense gaming sessions with Levi where she always loses unless she's on his team and retorts to his normie insults with otaku insults(she relates to him with the secluded nature a lot). Satan and her are chill, she enjoys the occasional book talk and looks to him and Levi for new shows to binge watch. She loves Beel so much, but has to keep it lowkey because, "reputation." He can be found in her room eating her "secret" stash of candy.
There's a weird tension between Lucifer and her. She wants to enjoy his presence as much she does with the other brothers but feels awkward since he's so hard to approach. Everyone thinks she hates him, including Lucifer himself, but she just wants to be friends (totally not crushing on him lolol). She feels all sorts of ways throughout the tasks until after 14, when she sees him in a definitive way.
Belphie makes her uneasy and a bit annoyed but that's because of what gets revealed later on. She still feels very bad for what happened to him though and hopes everything can get resolved.
Legit can't wrap her mind around the fact that THE SEVEN PRINCES OF HELL act like they ALL share a brain cell. She thought they'd be more majestic and super unapproachable and scary. She's glad they're not.
She's the type to enjoy loneliness but not for a long time. She also gets attached super quick.
So, here are characteristics I consider are good: Can get the fucken memo of when to stop (unlike Mammon), academically gifted, polite and cordial, open minded and very understanding, easily forgives and forgets, self aware.
And some detriments: this bitch can say some cringey shit, she has trouble admitting she's wrong, knows when she isn't supposed to be doing something but still does it, nosy(the game perfectly captured this), blunt, can be an attention seeker, judgemental and passive aggressive when you ruffle her feathers(lol). Likes to purposefully piss off those who pissed her off previously.
She feels bad for Luke and even more when the dog jokes make her laugh. Solomon and her have an unspoken rivalry when it comes to grades (although she wants to start learning magic to make a competition out of that; competition is her motivation). She finds Lord Diavolo suspiciously nice and does NOT believe that his intentions with achieving peace or what led to them are pure at all. Simeon is her role model.
She makes human world references and stupid memes and revels in the fact that the brothers are too clueless to understand (boomers). Doesn't like spicy food and is always worriedly mumbling about how her Mami is going to react when she comes back home
"My mom's gonna beat my ass for disappearing for a year!"
"Aren't you an adult in human years?"
"I live under her house, I live by her rules. Her sandal print is gonna be on my ass cheek for eternity!"
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Hi saw your post yes frozen two is amazing and I love how it actually addressed Elsa's anxiety and Anna's need to have the people she loves nearby and how they both learn to care for themselves and oh my gods dude show yourself and the next right thing are such fucking boppppsss (imagine frozen but oiks is Elsa and suga or akaashi are anna. Bokuto as christof and maybe iwa as honeymaren)
Hello omg yes!!! Thank you for reaching out!! Don’t get me wrong I liked the first frozen (it didn’t deserve all the hype it got but it was still relatively good) but like it felt like there was something missing and like frozen 2 just completes it all so perfectly?? Like everything comes full circle!! I was living for the explanation of her powers cuz there was a LOT of grey area there in the first movie. It was just the right amount of cheesy that was funny and didn’t make you wanna kill yourself.
The SONGS. Show Yourself makes me cry. I’ve been belting out Into the UNKNOWWWWWNNNN and putting the Brendon Urie version on repeat. Also quietly humming the fucking lullaby. 
I can’t listen to the Next Right Thing because it makes me SOB. 
IT WAS JUST SO FUCKING GOOD AND ELSA IS FINALLY WHERE SHE BELONGS AND SHE’S HAPPY!!!
Also the backstory??? With the parents??? Cliche? Perhaps. But was it GOOD? Hell fucking yeah!!! 
Olaf going through an existential crisis was also such a mood in the prime time of finals week like. It was everything I needed. 
And also I was thinking a lot about a haikyuu!! crossover on my drive home. I feel like if your endgame is BokuAka and IwaOi then one of the more serious ones needs to be Elsa. Tbh I feel like the role of ice queen fits Akaashi perfectly. So then Bokuto is the singing siren voice that brings him out into the forbidden woods and they just become magical boyfriends together. Oikawa is Anna cuz he hates rules and wants to have fun and fall in love and see the world and then Iwa could be Kristoff lolol. 
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Can I request a scenario where MC is deeply in love with Vanderwood but he hates MC at first but ends up falling for her? And where he is too scared to admit his feelings? Angsty with a happy ending please ❤
Ah, I’m so sorry this is like months late! I really hope you enjoy. ~KennedyRequests are still closed!
he hated this so much
he hatedhaving to protect someone 24/7
dealing with Saeyoung on a dailybasis was already enough..but now he had to babysit her? ugh..howridiculous
and worst of all, she was so nice??
he couldn’tfathom the thought that someone could be this nice without havingsome kind of evil intentions
she would make meals for him,constantly ask if he needed anything
she had always been doing itout of the kindness of her heart
but she never realized she likedhim until Saeyoung jokingly teased her about it
now self-consciousabout everything she does around him, she began to avoid him
stillmaking him meals and giving him water, though running away into herroom after she gave it to him
Saeyoung had to tell him that sheliked him, and that, that’s the reason why she’s avoiding him
whichpissed him off because 1. how can he be that oblivious, 2. Saeyoungnoticed before him?? and 3. how does that make any sense? If you likesomeone, shouldn’t you want to spend more time with them?
hebrushed it off..but the more he was around her, the more he noticedlittle things that she did
repeating herself in a whisper aftershe’d say something to make sure she didn’t say anything wrong,checking the ingredients and directions over and over when baking tomake sure she didn’t miss anything..though always managing to miss acouple things somehow, scrunching up her face when she focuses reallyhard..little things like that
“Fuck..she’s adorable. No, what amI thinking? I can’t have these kinds of thoughts..I’m here to protecther.”
scared of his growing feelings, he began to avoid her aswell
and in an attempt to push them away, he started trying topush her away
he began teasing her more often, buying his mealsinstead of eating hers, ignoring her..
it was working perfectly,he thought, as she became quieter and attempted no interaction withhim
until one night she disappeared
she had called Saeyoung andhad him take her to his place
Vanderwood looked down at his phoneas he had received a text from Saeyoung
“yo what the heck didyou do to MC? She’s been crying since we got here”
“None ofyour business. Bring her back here.”
“lolol I can’t even if Iwanted to. she locked herself in my room. you gotta fix things withher”
“Ugh, well if you won’t bring her here, I’m coming overthere.”
next thing Saeyoung knows, Vanderwood is banging on hisbedroom door
“MC!! Open the door damnit!”
“NO! Leave mealone! If you didn’t like me, why didn’t you just say so instead oftreating me like shit?”
Vanderwood was at a loss for words now,he’d never heard her cuss before this
“You know how much itfucking hurt for you to just ignore me and throw away the meals I’dmake for you? I’m staying here with Saeyoung. Just go home so youdon’t have to worry about “babysitting” me anymore.”
“No-it’s not- ..it’s not like that MC, I do like you, actually..”
“Wellyou sure have a damn funny way of showing it.”
“Yeah..I know,I’m a dumbass and an asshole. I was just..scared. My occupation mayput you in danger and-”
he was cut off by MC’s screaming
“Don’tyou think I know that?! Does it look like I care?? I love you. I wantto accept you for who you are, agency and all. I’ve thought about itall, Vanderwood. I’m serious.”
Vanderwood was speechless as MCopened the door and stared at him
“I’m not fucking around,Vanderwood.”
he didn’t say anything..he couldn’t at thispoint
he just threw his arms around her and held her to hischest
“I know that now..I’m-..I’m sorry. Can you please forgiveme? Can we start over..?”
MC gave a slight nod and tightened hergrip around him
“I love you, Vanderwood.”
“I love youtoo, MC.”
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HELLO LADS I HAVE LISTENED TO LOVER A MILLION TIMES SO HERE’S SOME THOUGHTS:
Just overall as an album here: HOLY. SHIT. that one vanity fair article that said this is gonna save pop music???? THEY’RE RIGHT OK?? this is just a solidly GREAT album all around. It’s lyrically smart, incredibly catchy, heartfelt and vulnerable and empowering. And the best part?? You can tell that Taylor is so genuinely, sincerely HAPPY and IN LOVE and it is downright INFECTIOUS. Even the songs that sonically I didn’t like as much, I couldn’t help but like since you could just feel her palpable joy in every note. I saw someone say that Rep was her finding her voice and Lover is her finally being able to use it how she wants and I couldn’t agree more.
I Forgot That You Existed: soooo catchy!! and god if realizing you forgot about That person ain’t the best feeling! this song perfectly shows that freedom, that joy. the laugh! the “…so yeah”! i live! a strong start
Cruel Summer: A MOTHERFUCKIN BOP THIS SONG MAKES ME SO HAPPY AHHHHH!!! (recommend it at full volume, in the car. really helped my commute today lol) the chorus is just such a good melody. HE LOOKS UP GRINNING LIKE A DEVIL!!!! MURDER ME THE DELIVERY OF THAT LINE WAS SO GOOD can’t wait to scream it on tour
Lover: perfect. perfect. perfect. see here. oh god she’s so in love. I see you Speak Now Taylor, I see you. this song is acoustic folky perfection and i want it at my wedding
The Man: ok moral of the story: fuck men lolol. THIS IS A JAMMM! look, I understand the critiques people are going to have for the message of this song. Without getting too into it, it’s true the song certainly doesn’t cover everything and there are areas of feminism and social awareness she (especially as a successful white woman) can continue to grow and make more of an effort in. HOWEVER, to say that Taylor Swift has not been affected by sexism is just untrue? Her whole reputation was defined for a long time on the double standards that society had for her that she lays out in this song, she went through a sexual assault trial with grace and dignity, she still is put in the pigeon hole of being “overdramatic”, “the victim” etc etc which perpetuates double standards. Taylor Swift has something to say about her valid experiences as a woman in this industry, and we DEFINITELY should not be trying to silence the voices of any women in this day and age. And the song’s simple sentiment of MEN HAVE IT EASIER is something that lots of her fans can relate to, so why not write something relatable, ya know?? idk man i support it, rant over, don’t fight me plz
The Archer: oh boy the ATMOSPHERE. OOF. the perfect 3 am-lightening skies-melancholy soundtrack. and my god if it doesn’t hit every late night insecurity I’ve ever had, like any good track 5 should. “who could ever leave me darling, but who could stay” hits like a sucker punch, by the crescendo at “all the kings horses and all the kings men” I’m screaming the lyrics or sobbing or both. one of my fave track 5s aside from All Too Well and Delicate
I Think He Knows: a BEAT hot DAMN. go GET that man tswift, we stan a confident queen!! BOY I UNDERSTAND?!?!?!? GET IT BITCH YOU’RE HOT SHIT!!! a solid bop!! i wanna dance!!
Miss Americana and the Heartbreak Prince: this is a MASTERPIECE. holy FUCK. its. there’s just so many LAYERS?!?!? it’s a like a freaking meta analysis of her past image, her current self and today’s fucked up society. I could write a paper about this. I’m endlessly impressed by how she can continue to surprise me with her lyrical skill even after all this time ahhhhhh. also the go! fight! win! cheer is so clever, i love it
Paper Rings: HELLO STAY STAY STAY AND OURS’ POP ROCK LOVECHILD. SOOOOOO INFECTIOUSLY HAPPY OH MY GOD. it’s a romcom come to life, idk i get love, rosie vibes, no idea why. but god i’m 22 full years old and i just danced around my room using a hairbrush as a microphone to this. I’m smiling ear to ear ahhh @ taylor and joe get married rn PLEASE
Cornelia Street: for some reason I didn’t love it at first, but it’s growing on me!! i think “i get mystified by how this city screams your name” sounds so great how she sings it though like that part is incredible. and it’s such a fragile message, that love that you fear might go away at any second and take all the happy memories with it. a sad bop
Death By Thousand Cuts: also growing on me!! I think most people can relate to this so i think it’ll do well. the “trying to find a part of me you didn’t touch” part was also good
London Boy: AHAHAHAHA I LOVE IT it’s cheeky, it’s fun and damn she wants you to know how much she loves her london boy and everything about him!! i also love that motherfucking IDRIS ELBA IS HERE?!?!? “DONT THREATEN ME WITH A GOOD TIME” so. good.
Soon You’ll Get Better: hoo boy. wow. I can only imagine this is about Andrea’s cancer diagnosis and my god my heart goes out to the whole Swift family. I’ve been there with my grandfather and watching him loose that battle in front of me was one of the hardest thing’s i’ve ever done. it’s surreal, the insistence that they HAVE to get better, it’s the ONLY way, that’s how it’s going to be. and now that I’m a nurse and I’m on the other end seeing families go through this, I just…god I don’t think this is going to be one I can listen to often. I said I was “sobbing” during The Archer, well here I actually, physically was. It’s been a long week, nurse-wise :( oh god the sigh right before the last chorus oh god. my true only complaint here is the underutilization of the Dixie Chicks, cause i love them :)
False God: THE SAX. THE SEX. AMAZING hahahaha. this is just a whole ass VIBE, it’s so smooooooth. I’M NEW YORK CITY, damn I love that!! GOD I DON’T EVEN HAVE SPECIFICS THIS IS JUST SUCH A FUCKING GOOD SONG!!! def in my top 5 from this album.
You Need to Calm Down: HEEEEELLLLLLL YEAHHHHH BOP OF THE SUMMER!!!! the chorus makes me SO SUNSHINEY HAPPY!! And I’m glad Taylor is being so vocal about her support for the LGBT community and sending this message of love/renouncing people who spread hate! CAUSE *screams from a mountain* SHADE NEVER MADE ANYBODY LESS GAY!!!!!!
Afterglow: i think this song is absolutely lovely! It takes so much maturity to be able to admit you’re wrong or that you hurt the one you love but that you’re going to continue to fight for them and I love to see Taylor explore that
Me!: ok honestly?? I have never liked the first song Taylor’s released from all of her albums Red and after. BUT they’ve all grown on me! that said, this is probably my least favorite song on the album WHICH IS SO IMPRESSIVE THIS IS STILL A REALLY GOOD SONG!! the me-e-e-e makes me unreasonably happy (similar to the sunshine vibes of yntcd). I just can’t get past the spelling is fun WAIT SHE TOOK IT OUT I’M ABSOLUTELY SCREAMING
It’s Nice To Have a Friend: SIMPLE. BEAUTY. this feels like an interlude of sorts and I love it. it’s first 3 seconds reminded me of the Big Little Lies theme song lolol. this is such a perfectly visual song, it’s like a tumblr list of aesthetics. i REALLY LOVE this one, in ways I can’t put into words
Daylight: ohhhh baby a GOOOOD ENDING. STEP INTO THE DAYLIGHT AND LET IT GO FINALLY MADE ITS DEBUT I’M SO HAPPY. and her words of wisdom at the end, wow. you are what you love. wow taylor truly has come through all of her experiences, good and bad, processed and grown, let it go and is thriving and in love in her own daylight
AND IM SO SO HAPPY FOR HER @taylorswift ILYSM
BRING ON THE LOVER ERA, SEE Y’ALL AT TOUR
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daehwifi · 6 years
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dating is like ⇀ min yoongi
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genre: fluff/head cannon member: bts/min yoongi word count: 1, 401 s/n: hmphphph that’s right i’m writing for yoongi because i want too & because i watched this video and i’m soft- // highkey unedited, i can’t be bothered- 
↳ warnings: none
prompt:  what’s it like dating a giant cold marshmallow 
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right off the bat, i’m just gonna say how yoongi is the type to care for someone on the lowkey 
by that i mean he overall pays attention to little detail
say for example you’re sick and needed to take medicine every 5 hours... every 5 hours, yoongi would remind you or like bring medicine for you and scold you if you didn’t 
lolol he’s deadass a tsundere lemme just get that out of the way- 
now how did you two become friends to lovers? 
definitely a lot of trust and common interest 
i honestly don’t think yoongi is the type to venture outside of his comfort zone if it’s not something he’s familiar with 
for example: he’ll like try a new genre of music because he loves music or try new pieces of clothing because he likes clothing but i don’t think he’ll 
a lot of laughing together and probably just overall knowing each others  backstories and the ups in downs in each other lives 
i feel like that is a big thing with yoongi he’ll appreciate a lot about if you knew that sort of stuff and still loved him for it 
you’re would be someone who’d yoongi trust a lot when he’s comfortable enough to cry in front of you
everything would just be calm? like the day you two officially a thing would be like you two sitting at the edge of a curb or something at night just talking about whatever 
and you look to your side and meet his eyes 
then yoongi would just place his lips against yours and everything would be warm and soft 
lots of hand holding at first 
a lot of clinging onto each other as well 
but not the annoying type?? 
like the type who’d pout whenever you can’t hug him or hold his hand but you two are still perfectly fine from being restrained to do so 
if you ever borrowed his clothes, he’d actually like it a lot 
but if it was something expensive he’d be like “make sure not to spill anything on it though” 
on the inside, he’s dying over how cute you look
actually, he’d love it a lot if you borrow any of his casual clothing like his hoodies, t-shirts, flannels...
it just shows possession on how your his and like you look good in them too so- 
yoongi would probably love to spoil you 
he’s the type to know a lot of little details such as your habits, your taste in clothes, foods, or like sizes in such clothing 
so sometimes he’ll come home with a bag and it’ll have like a classy simple dress in it 
couple items wouldn’t be really out there 
it’d be more like a promise ring you two would wear often or a necklacke
matching earrings could be a thing too or matching hats 
oof that’d be cute 
comfortable silence is a big Y E S from yoongi 
sometimes he’d just come home from work, hug you and place his chin at the top of your head and just stay like that for a bit 
talking can require a lot of energy at times and yoongi drains himself from working a lot 
so the fact that you two would be able to share comfortable silence would be really perfect to him 
a lot of aesthetic selcas of each other or like just you two being memes- 
yoongi would probably have his wallpaper of the two most important things in the world to him
you and holly- 
arguments wouldn’t pop up too often
mostly you two arguing over something stupid 
but if it is something serious, he wouldn’t want to talk for a few days 
and that’s because he’s too scared he’ll say something he’ll regret
so he’d rather cool off, come back to it with a clear mind and forgive each other 
members would sorta use you as his weak point
like jimin would be complaining of something
“yoongi won’t let me borrow his jacket i’M COLD-” 
yoongi would faintly chuckle as he’s scrolling through his phone 
“i bet he’d give it to y/n though,” jimin muttered and oHHH BOY
he honestly couldn’t hide his smile no matter how hard he’d try
“alRIGHT HERE YOU BROUGHT OUT MY WEAK SPOT” 
also if their arguing over something stupid and yoongi knows he’s in the wrong but still puts it up
keep in mind, it’s over something stupid so it’s most likely being taken as joke 
they’d bring you up like “DO I NEED TO CALL Y/N-” 
and he’d just surrender 
BUT BUT 
sometimes they’d actually call you and he’d think you’d side with him
sike you side with his members and he’d be all defeated about it and whine to you when he comes home 
on the cases where you do side with him, he’s all giddy and lovable hehe 
long cuddles and long silences as all 
like yoongi could be talking and he’d stop his sentence midway and you’d still understand exactly what he was trying to say
like you could finish off his sentence if you wanted too 
loves calling you 
i feel like yoongi lowkey hates texting because he can’t hear your voice 
so if he’s overseas he’d call you at night until you fell asleep 
on rare occasions, he might even face time you?? 
sharing songs you two like is also really important 
i can imagine him having a playlist filled with songs you two jam too and it’s overall really adorable and soft 
his heart also melts a lot if you know the lyrics to his part in a song
yoo if you knew his part in cypher four he’d bE SO GUMMY ABOUT IT AND JUST UWU
likes doing stuff for you
like one day he’d just sit beside you and be like 
“hey, can you teach me how to braid hair?” 
and you’re like what your hair isn’t long enough and he’s like nono
“i wanna braid your hair”
and ouu boy he was terrible at it 
whenever he was bored he’d probably practice or something and it’d be really cute 
as time passes on, he’d slowly get better and better !!
he’d sacrifice his own happiness for yours 
say for example you had to do something and it was giving you major anxiety, yoongi would take time out of his own schedule to do it for you 
probably like saves you concert tickets if you wanted to go to one of their concerts hehe
when he spots you in the crowd he’s all gummy like and it’s uwu 
gives the performance 110% because he wants to impress you 
likes feeding you or being fed LOLOL I JUST HAD TO GET THAT OUT OF THE WAY-
enjoys sharing his inner thoughts with you
long conversations of purely anything
truly just being comfortable with anything and being with each other for a long time 
highkey so soft for you
when asked how was it spending like 7 months away from you he’d say it felt like hell or something
but when asked the same question for holly he’d probably be like i’d wanted to die- LOLOL
getting tired of doing simple things 
like the boy can get up and be like “ah thats enough for one day-” 
him sleeping on your shoulder in public 
asking you to fix his hair up all the time or if he looks good 
but when you ask the same questions he’d be like “why are you even asking? you always look good” 
as yoongi’s s/o i feel like he’d feel bad for you a lot 
because he’s an idol and everything and sometimes he’ll be super duper busy and won’t be able to contact you
and although you understand and you trust him completely with that, he’ll still feel bad as a boyfriend and would be sorta homesick because of that
especially when you two are catching up in each others lives and you tell him everything he missed while he was away, he’d feel like utter shit since he missed out on memories of you being happy 
that’s where you sorta have to come him and just love him with your whole entire hearts, letting him know that it’s okay and you’ll still love him the same 
cough anyways
you know those dorky couple ulzzang pictures? 
yeah, that’s basically your relationship with yoongi in a nutshell- 
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ellygoesnyooom · 6 years
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May I ask for the RFA's + Minor Trio's reaction to an MC with superpowers? O3O
Sure! I did a similar one earlier, with an MC who can shapeshift (if you want, you can check it out here!), but for this one, I switched it up and gave MC a different power for everyone. I had a lot of fun writing this one! I’m sorry it’s so late, matchups drowned me. I hope you enjoy, though!
Yoosung*super power: invisibility*
He is fascinated with your ability to turn invisible
Sometimes you just,,, poof? Gone???
The first time you showed him was as a prank during halloween
You two had gotten back from a costume party, and you were waiting for him to finish getting changed
He came out, and you were gone
“MC? Where are you, honey?” When you didn’t respond, he started to get worried
You were following him, and would occasionally knock something over, or close a door behind him
He was actually freaking out when you finally snuck up behind him, still invisible, and wrapped your arms around him
He screamed, and you finally returned to visibility, whispering, “boo” into his ear.
“Wha-you-MC-gone?” You were dead from laughter, and he was just plain scared
After a while, he learned to love it, but sometimes didn’t like when you used it against him, lol poor yoosung
Zen*super power: healing factor*
He thought he could heal fast
That is, until he met you
You would cut your finger on a knife, and within minutes it was healed
He was surprised, to put it mildly
One morning, you fell and broke your ankle, and he tried to rush you to the hospital, but you declined, insisting on splinting it yourself
After a long argument, he finally gave in and helped you splint it
You stayed off it the rest of the day, but that night, you took off the split and just walked away like normal
Zen is just so confused. Like how????
Finally he makes you sit down and tell him, and he is shook
It’s because you have superpowers???
I could see him bragging about how fast you heal, he’s just so amazed by you
Jaehee*super power: superhuman strength*
You two were in the cafe working
It was after hours, and she was moving around furniture to make room for a new table she found
She was struggling to carry it, so you just stepped in and gripped the side of the table
“Let me take care of this, Jaehee~” and then you just carried the thing like it was made of feathers
She was just staring at you, amazed and a bit confused and scared
“How did you do that?” “I work out a lot!” “No, you don’t, I’ve never seen you nor heard you talk about working out, or seen you go to the gym. How did you do that?” “Well, I have super powers. It’s superhuman strength” “No way”
You just went over to her and gripped her around the waist with one arm and lifted her high up above your head
“I belive you I belive you put me down please!” poor baehee
From then on, she always went to you to help her lift heavy things
She was also lowkey scared to piss you off so she made sure to stay on your good side 
Jumin*super power: animal telepathy*
He was always so curious of how you could tell what elizabeth wanted so easily
You would just look at her and say exactly what was wrong with her or what she needed
“Jumin, Elizabeth is thirsty. Have you refilled her water today?” “Of course, darling, Elizabeth should be good.” “...no, dear, she is thirsty. She drank it all earlier today. I’ll go refill it for you.”
“Elizabeth wants to play with you, Jumin. She wants to play with a ribbon.” “Elizabeth is sad that you haven’t played with her much today. I’ll go play with her, since you seem busy!”
To say he was perplexed was an understatement
Finally, he sat you down with elizabeth and asked you how you could tell what she needed or wanted
“Well, I can read her mind. I have superpowers.” “Seriously? MC, I understand you like fantasy and such, but this is real life. There’s no way-” “Elizabeth is going to jump out of your arms if you don’t let her go soon.” “She wouldn’t, MC. I know...her.” Elizabeth jumped out of his arms at that moment, and you just sent him a smug grin
“...So you were saying, superpowers?”
From then on, he always asked you what Elizabeth was thinking, just so that he could tend to her needs properly
Your powers also opened his mind more to the seemingly impossible, and made him love you even more
707/Saeyoung*super power: teleportation*
He was always so confused when you would show up in places so quickly
You were on one side of the room, he would look away, and when he looked up again, there you were beside him
You were constantly teleporting around the bunker, and he was always amazed by how quick and silent you were
But, he started to really wonder, so one day he told you he was going to work in the office and shut himself in
He wasn’t doing work. No, he had the security feed up, and was watching you
You were just sitting on the couch alone, on your phone. Occasionally you would laugh at something, but other than that, everything was normal
But then, you just set your phone down and disappeared???
He was freaking out, and frantically flipped through the other cameras, only to find you in the bedroom, on the other side of the bunker.
There was only one way you could have done that
“Teleportation! That’s how you do it!” He just burst into the bedroom, where you were looking for a blanket because you were chilly
You just stared at him for a second before grinning. “You weren’t working, were you?” “Nope. Is it true?” “Yeah, you caught me. I can teleport.” Then, you just disappeared from your spot across the room, and were in front of him in an instant, covering the both of you in the blanket while laughing he also took advantage of that and kissed you lolol
You didn’t hide it from him from then on, and sometimes while hanging out with the RFA, you would teleport around to mess with them. He loved being in on it finally
V*super power: weather manipulation/atmokinesis*
The first time you did it with him, it was because he had planned a lovely date outside, but it was raining, and raining hard
V was so sad that it fell through, and it hurt you to see him so upset over this
So, you quietly changed the weather so that the rain went away, and the sun came out
He was so shocked, but didn’t complain, and the date went on
Towards the end of the date, you just couldn’t hold it in anymore, and told him you were responsible for the change
“Of course, dear. Your bright smile can clear even the darkest clouds.” “No, Jihyun, I physically changed the weather. Didn’t you see the weather report? It was solid clouds and rain for the next 24 hours.” “...That’s true… so you did it?” “Mhm.” “Interesting.”
I can see him totally asking you to make it storm at night during the summer. He loves to open the windows and listen to the rain/thunder with you while drawing, it relaxes him
Saeran*super power: omnilingualism*
You and Saeran were sitting in the bunker together, flipping through the tv
You stopped on a channel that was speaking in spanish
He seemed confused and wanted you to change the channel, but you didn’t
Instead, you started translating perfectly the words
You heard the words spoken and immediately spoke it out to him
“I didn’t know you knew spanish, MC.” “I don’t.” “Well, obviously you do, if you are reading this off to me perfectly.” “No, I’ve never spoke spanish in my life, nor heard it spoken. First time is right now. I have omnilingualism.” “Omni what?”
You took a little bit to explain what it was, and he decided to test it via the web
He would look up phrases in google translate and have you read them off after copying the words to a document, and he was blown away when you read them off fluently.
“Huh, so I guess you can understand many languages. Cool.”
He found it came in handy when trying to get into the bunker, as Saeyoung had started to switch the languages up
He’d just ask you to answer the question, and you could easily. He loved it, but wouldn’t admit it right out
Vanderwood*super power: pyrokinesis*
The power had gone out from a storm, and you two were fumbling around to find candles and matches
He usually had a lighter on him, but for some odd reason, he had set it down and now couldn’t find it in the darkness
He had found the candles in a cabinet, but neither of you could find the matches or his lighter.
Plus, it didn’t help neither of you could find your phones
He was getting mad, starting to curse and kick things in anger
“Hold on, Vanderwood, give me a candle. I got this.”
When he handed the candle over, you just looked at it for a little bit, and he was starting to worry about you, as your face was starting to scrunch up
Finally, a flame shot up from the wick, and you let out an excited cry “Yes! Knew I still had it!”
“What did you do? Did you find a match or something?” “No, silly. I have pyrokinesis, I can control fire, though I haven’t done it in a while.”
He usually had a snarky remark to shoot back at you, but he was at a loss of words, something you rarely, if ever, saw
You took advantage of the moment, to grab the other candle in his hand and light it with your own. “There, now go find the reason why our power went out, thanks Vandy!”
“Don’t call me Vandy, MC, I will tase you and you know it.”
He was low key amazed, but of course he would never ask to see it again, that would be showing too much interest
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mysticdrabbles · 6 years
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hi, could i get RFA/V/Saeran when they find out MC is jewish? maybe they come home and she's preparing for shabbat (sabbath) or something? recent antisemitism (*cough cough* the "are jews people" segment from CNN) has been really getting me down and making me nervous and i'm just so tired lol i'm sorry if you want me to elaborate on shabbat i totally can, i don't mind
Eyyyy guess who’s a year late to this T_T I hope every Jewish person reading this is having a wonderful day. (Also, I learned all I know about this stuff via Google so if I got anything wrong please, please feel free to correct me!)
Happy Hanukkah! ^^ 
Zen: 
The first time it comes up is about a month into your relationship.
Once you reach the point where you’re spending practically every day together because his day isn’t complete unless he gets to see your beautiful face~
(insert Zen wink emoji)
You’re a little nervous the first time he comes over on a Friday evening
Not that you’re ashamed of your religion, of course! It’s just that the news lately has you kind of worried that he might be… you don’t know, but you’re worried.
When he gets to your place after his rehearsal is over he finds you cooking.
“What’s the occasion, babe?”
“Just preparing for shabbat.”
The word sounds kind of  familiar but he can’t quite place what it is please don’t be offended by his ignorance.
You explain to him that it’s the Jewish day of rest.
He’s basically kicking himself now, because he knew that. 
(He played a Jewish character once, he can’t believe he forgot!)
He listens respectfully to the rest of your explanation 
And he’ll be as involved with this and other traditions as you feel comfortable with. 
He personally isn’t religious but he has nothing but respect for you and your religion.
His own ignorance has also made him realize that he doesn’t really see much of the Jewish faith in films and musicals?
Congrats, Zen is now an official advocate for proper Jewish representation in media!
If ever he’s in a play or film where a character is Jewish, he’ll run everything by you to make sure it’s both accurate and non-offensive.
And when a director refuses to change something after you explain that it’s a not only a false stereotype but a harmful one 
He quits the play on the spot.
His agent warns him that it’s not a good idea to get publicly involved in any kind of political argument, but he doesn’t care
“There’s nothing political about whether or not to be a decent human being and respect others.”
Yoosung:
When he cooks a meal for you, he doesn’t think to ask if you have any dietary restrictions, religious or otherwise.
And of course, tonight he decided to try a pork bulgogi recipe he found online.
Which is… sweet and all. 
But unfortunately, you have to explain to him that you’re Jewish, and you don’t eat pork.
He immediately regrets the oversight, 
He’s sorry he didn’t ask first.
Honestly, he didn’t even think to ask you about your religion.
He isn’t really religious himself and he just doesn’t think of this stuff most of the time?
Now that he knows he asks you a bunch of questions to make sure he doesn’t do or say anything wrong.
(boy’s sitting on his computer googling “how to not offend my Jewish s/o”)
He looks up Jewish recipes and practices them until they come out perfect.
He also makes a list of the foods that you don’t eat.
He’s sitting at his computer taking notes as though there’s gonna be a test or something.
It’s not just fear that makes him want to learn about your faith though. He also actually likes the religion?
Jewish religion and traditions all sound lovely? You sound like such great people? And he already knows you specifically are a great person, so that’s one point in their favour.
He’s absolutely terrified to meet your family.
Are they going to hate him because he’s not Jewish?
Should he convert? 
(You assure him that he doesn’t need to do that.)
He’s also super fast to jump on anyone who makes anti-semitic comments, both online and in real life.
Someone on LOLOL makes a gross, offensive comment and he gets his guild to literally destroy the guy
The jerk can’t go anywhere without Yoosung’s guildmates immediately killing him
Yoosung and his guild are savage and they do not tolerate this kind of hatred and disrespect.
Jaehee:
Jaehee has come in contact with all kinds of people from various parts of the world during her time working for Jumin.
So she respects all faiths and all cultures.
Your faith in particular  comes up one morning, when she hears you praying.
She asks what it is you were just reciting
(She waits until after you’re finished, of course. She would never interrupt you.)
You tell her that it’s a Jewish morning prayer.
Unlike the last two guys, Jaehee doesn’t need to ask many questions. As mentioned before, she’s met with other Jewish people before.
She doesn’t know everything, of course.
Just the basics.
And she’s more than willing to ask you about the details and things she’s not sure about. 
Not because she’s worried about messing up or getting anything wrong
She just wants to know more because your faith is a part of you, and she takes interest in every part of you and your life.
And despite her being Catholic and you being Jewish, there won’t be any conflict. She has nothing but respect for your religion.
She finds devotion to faith admirable regardless of what faith it is. 
Each of you follows your own traditions and beliefs and you respectfully support each other.
She’ll accompany you to the synagogue if you’d like, and she’ll invite you to her church as well though it’s certainly neither an expectation nor a requirement for you to go.
Basically she just… understands 
And engages in healthy communication whenever possible.
Because Jaehee is like a pro girlfriend.
Jumin:
Like Jaehee, Jumin has come across people of all cultures thanks to his work. 
He’s even been to Israel on a business trip before, so he knows a bit about what Judaism is.
Actually, Jumin finds it quite fascinating to learn about other cultures and beliefs. He loves meeting different kinds of people with different ways of life.
He honestly finds everything about your faith interesting
And you can bet he’s going to ask tons of questions.
He wants to know everything.
He wants to know about all of your traditions and ceremonies and symbols…
Everything.
He’s not trying to interrogate you, or be intrusive. 
He just wants to know, both because of his personal interest in other cultures and his personal interest in all things related to you.
He offers to hire you the best cooks he can find to prepare you meals for shabbat
But you tell him that you’d rather do it yourself because it’s more meaningful to you.
He nods thoughtfully
“I see.”
He then calls Jaehee to clear his schedule for the day so he can stay home and help you personally
He’s not the greatest help
Read: he can’t cook for shit and he somehow set the deep fryer on fire
But he can do menial tasks and keep you company while you work.
He just wants to be with you and be part of your life.
Of course, he can’t take a day off every week.
(Jaehee would die of stress)
But he tries to at least come home early enough to help if you need him.
He doesn’t interfere or anything, especially if you don’t want him to.
Mostly he just sits with Elizabeth the 3rd and watches you.
He also likes being present during the Kiddish, when you say prayers over wine.
(He likes anything that involves wine.)
His father might be a little concerned at first about him being in a serious relationship with you.
(He has nothing against Jewish people. He’s just worried there will be conflict since you’re Jewish and the Hans are Christians.)
But you win him over with your respectful attitude and your love for Jumin.
And if anyone else comments on Jumin Han having a Jewish significant other, Jumin is cold and savage.
(“How can you be dating someone who believes that?”
“You shouldn’t speak about others beliefs as absurd when you’re the one who has the ridiculous belief that I care at all what you think.”)
No one messes with his love and gets away unscathed.
Seven:
Literally the first thing he says to you when you tell him you’re Jewish is “that makes sense, I always thought you Israeli great.”
(*finger guns*)
There will be cheesy jokes whenever he can fit them in 
(When he finds you cooking in preparation for shabbat he comes up and kisses you. You ask why. He grins. “Just wanted you to know that I like you a latke!”)
And then there’s the sweater he buys for the holidays that features a menorah and the words “It’s Lit”.
But in all seriousness, he absolutely respects you and your beliefs.
I know it might not seem like it, since he’s so nonchalant and joke-y about his own religion sometimes
But he actually has a huge amount of respect for all religions.
Well, all religions that aren’t cults.
After all, he lived a pretty miserable, hopeless life before he found his religion. In a way, that church saved his life.
So he definitely understands how important religion can be to people.
And honestly, Saeyoung loves hearing about other religions and beliefs?
He thinks that every religion has valuable teachings. 
He’s not the type of person who’s going to argue the details of which religion got everything right. 
For him personally, identifying as Catholic is more a show of loyalty to the church that saved him as a kid. 
Not that he doesn’t believe in Catholic beliefs! He does, for sure. 
He just personally believes that it’s unlikely any one religion got every detail right.
(But he respects people who do believe in their religion 100% too! Again, his beliefs aren’t law. Maybe he’s right, maybe you’re right. He’s not going to argue about it.)
Also, can you speak any Hebrew? He’s not perfectly fluent but he’s decent and he always loves finding foreign language buddies. 
(And let’s be real he could become a master at it if he wanted to just give him like a week or so he really likes languages)
If you can’t speak much, maybe he could teach you if you want?
He’s also pretty excited to celebrate Hanukkah with you.
(He’s super excited because he was planning on building you something for Christmas but since Hanukkah has eight days that means that he can build you eight things!)
“Saeyoung, no.” “SAEYOUNG, YES!”
This is after checking with you that you wouldn’t be offended or uncomfortable if he does, of course.
If you don’t want him to participate at all he will politely and quietly sit on the sidelines until you’re finished with your prayers and ceremonies. He’ll follow whatever rules you chose to impose on him.
And as for antisemitic news stories…
Whenever a headline like that appears he hacks the tv station to change the words to say things like “New Study Finds that Jewish People Are 70.7% Cooler Than News Anchors”
Saeran:
Saeran walks in one day to see you putting out candles around the room.
“What are you doing?”
If it comes off as a bit snappy, it’s just because not knowing things makes him nervous sometimes. He’s not annoyed, he’s just confused and curious.
You explain to him that it’s shabbat tomorrow and you have to prepare.
He’s heard you say that you’re Jewish before but he doesn’t really know what it means other than the general fact that it’s a religion?
It’s never really come up in his incredibly sheltered life
And he hasn’t gotten an opportunity to ask you yet, until now.
You explain the concept of shabbat to him, and answer his occasional questions
(Things like ”What are the candles for?” and “Why Saturday?”)
Saeran is…
Wary about religion, to say the least.
Unlike his brother, he has no positive associations with religion. Definitely not enough positive associations to outweigh the negative ones he had with Mint Eye.
Don’t get me wrong, he heard nothing but nice things about it from Saeyoung when they were younger
But even that might have also caused a bit of jealousy-based resentment?
So organized gatherings of religion are a pretty hard no for him. The very idea of churches (or synagogues) scares him.
He’s sorry…
And… he’s not sure about big family get-togethers either. He doesn’t know if he’s ready for something like that yet. Or if he’ll ever be.
He’s sorry he’s sorry he’s sorry
He won’t stop you from doing anything, of course.
And he’ll help out around the house as much as he can with any cleaning and cooking.
And once he stops panicking at the thought of being surrounded by people considered “believers” again
(He knows it’s different, he’s sorry again)
He finds the whole thing… calming?
He sits quietly while you light candles and pray and just… soaks up the positive atmosphere.
As long as he’s not expected to participate in everything and you respect that he might not always be up for joining you for things
Then he’s perfectly fine with it.
V:
V has mostly positive memories of the holiday season.
And the negative ones he as are mostly only negative because they were the years he spent alone. 
The years that everyone he loved was too busy working to celebrate with him.
But for the most part, he associates Christmastime with good memories
Having a rare sit down dinner with his father
Sneaking out to exchange gifts with his mother (she would usually buy him art supplies, of course)
Attending mass with Jumin and his family
Exchanging gifts with Rika…
So of course he wants to share those positive memories and make new ones with you as well, no matter how new your relationship may be.
So he asks you what you usually do for Christmas
(Jihyun it’s October.)
(Yeah, but he has to start planning now if he wants to find you the best gift possible ^^;)
And he asks if you would be interested in celebrating it with him, maybe going to mass together?
(He’s slightly ignorant, yes, he grew up in a Christian neighborhood, he’s used to just being right with this assumption.)
You take this as a perfect opportunity to tell him that you’re Jewish
…oh. Oops.
He feels like he’s messed up or offended you.
That was never his intention, he swears.
Has Luciel invented a time machine yet because he could use one right now
The invitation to go to mass with him is still open, of course, and in return he could join you in attending your synagogue if you’d like. 
But if you’re not comfortable with that, that’s fine too! He can go to church with Jumin and meet up with you after.
He offers provide you with anything you need.
Ingredients for food, the nicest wines he has, the most ornate and beautiful menorah money can buy, literally name anything you want and it’s yours.
He’ll also buy you small gifts for each day of Hanukkah. 
A book he thinks you’ll like, a puzzle with a picture that reminded you him of you…
Nothing too big.
Until the last day of Hanukkah, when he hands you a large frame-shaped gift
As you’re opening it, he tells you that it’s the first major painting project he’s completed since becoming a professional photographer and trading his paints for a camera. 
“So bear in mind that I may be a little out of practice.”
(He’s nervous)
“Not to mention I technically specialize in landscapes and scenic paintings. I haven’t drawn something like this in a while, let alone painted one.”
(He’s so worried it’s not good enough, you want to open it faster just so you can assure him that it’s great, whatever it is.)
And boy is it great.
It’s a portrait of you lighting a candle on the menorah
And it is beautiful
The expression of pure peace on your face, your slight smile softened further by the gentle glow of the candlelight
The warmth that both your skin and your expression radiate
The reflection of the flame dancing in your eyes and making them sparkle
It’s incredible. 
He calls it “Faith”
Aside from the obvious reason, he says it’s because you restored his faith in both love and himself.
He’s actually debating making it his first public painted work, if that’s something you’d be comfortable with.
If not, then you can keep it and do what you like with it.
He just wanted to capture the feeling of happiness and… well, faith, that he sees in you when you practice any of your religious traditions. 
Because it’s beautiful.
And so are you.
Vanderwood:
Vanderwood isn’t really religious
But they also couldn’t care less about what other people believe 
(As long as it doesn’t hurt or otherwise negatively affect those around them, of course.)
So when they come home to find you lighting candles and praying they’re not really all that concerned?
(Well, their first thought is “where do we keep the fire extinguisher again?” but that’s mostly just an instinctive reaction to seeing fire after working with 707 for so long)
They listen to your explanation about shabbat because they respect you and therefore respect your beliefs
And they will absolutely make sure they don’t do anything that could offend you
(Not that they would say offensive things in the first place.
Mostly they’re worried they might misunderstand something or read false information.)
They actually kinda like the whole shabbat thing?
It’s nice to have something that’s a guaranteed fixed schedule. 
It makes them feel… stable.
In their old life patterns like that could be a weakness, since they make you predictable.
But now it comforts them to know that every Friday night and every Saturday they know  where to find you and what you’ll be doing
Oh, but there is one thing that they definitely need to discuss
They read that you’re not supposed to do certain chores on the day of shabbat.
Does that apply to them too? Is it rude if they do those things? What if they only do it when you’re not in the room?
They absolutely will refrain from all cleaning if you would find it disrespectful in any way
They’ll sit down with you and make a list of the things they are and aren’t supposed to do.
Even if you say you don’t mind if they do it as long as you don’t do them yourself, they’ll still try to get most of the cleaning out of the way on Friday night
And it becomes a weekly tradition for them to come over and help you by cleaning up while you’re preparing and cooking
(They’ll help with cooking too, especially if you’re not good at it. They’re not a chef or anything but they do know the basics.)
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The 39th Norigusuri radio (2017.12.26)
Watching Norigusuri radio (hosted by NORISTRY & Ichouyaku) with Yorukichi as the guest (THIS) over and over again xD 
Ichou and Yorukichi have known each other for a long time but that is the first time Nori and Yorukichi have a conversation so these two seem to be a little bit worried at first (but I’m excited to death ‘cause Nori is also one of my most favorite utaites along with Ichouyaku, nory and Denchigire xD).
Ichou starts by telling Nori that Nori usually has really great harmonies in his utattemita and Yorukichi is referred to be the god of harmonies too www
I wonder if Yorukichi’s name is hard to spell as Nori keeps calling “YoruCHIKI” instead of Yorukichi xD Confidently and loudly, he misspells the title of the radio. When Ichou says sorry, then Yorukichi begins to giggle, he still can’t realize what's the wrong lol.
Next, they talk about food, hot spring in Hokkaido (where Yorukichi lives) and much more interesting things but I’m not really confident in my Japanese, so xD.
Let’s talk about the speed xD  Nori (Asking Yorukichi as he does everything himself from recording, mixing to mastering and encoding, etc): “How long does it take when the recording begins until the mix is finished?” Yorukichi: “About that, usually one day” Nori: “Ehhhhhhhh!!!” Ichou: “That’s too fast!” Yorukichi: “I start to record at noon then mix and post at night.” No wonder how he can post new utattemita video EVERY WEEK.
Not really understand why the topic is changed to THAT but they also talk about high-priced stuffs on Yahoo and end up suggesting using Amazon instead ww.
Yorukichi doesn’t have many pictures showing his face. But Ichou mentions that about three or four years ago, he met Yorukichi at a Nico event. At that time Yuzuru Hanyu was really famous and when Yorukichi appeared, Ichou had the feeling like “Ehhh is that Yuzuru Hanyu?!”. Yorukichi is tall (yeah of course he is 1m78) and Ichou describes Yorukichi as an ideal man www Nori keeps “ehh” and “woww” when talking about the similarity between Hanyu and Yorukichi and says that he want to see (Yorukichi’s face?) when the broadcasting ends xD.
And Yorukichi makes me laugh really hard in the question corner www For each answer he has to think for a long time www Nori: “If one morning you wake up and are born again, what do you want to do?” Yorukichi: “Sleep” Nori: “What do you want to eat at the end of your life?” Yorukichi: “Meat” Nori: “What do you want to be received?” Yorukichi: “Money” Nori: “What’s your favorite scent?” Yorukichi *think for really really longgg time*: “Pass” lol
Btw there is a joke about money on Yorukichi’s twitter. I don’t remember when it started but he keeps mentioning that he wants 5000 trillion yen so badly. He suggested followers to give him 5000 trillion yen wwww He said that his ideal types of lover is someone who’s willing to give him 5000 trillion yen wwww Someone cannot get the joke and he has to tell that he has no financial problem. He just want to play with money lolol
Then there is a corner where the guest has 18 seconds for announcements about his work or live performance but Yorukichi starts with “I have 18 seconds to announce something but in particular there is nothing to talk about” www And about an event that may happen, or may not. He talks slowly and it fits 18 secs perfectly lolol
When it is 10 mins left till the end of the radio, Nori asks: “How was Norigusuri?”. I expect the answer to be “It was fun” but actually the answer is “I’m worried!” w
Yorukichi doesn’t broadcast and talk much (at this time but he used to broadcast a lot). Nori “hehhhhh” and he must be surprised because he broadcasts veryyyyy often xD It’s rare to hear Yorukichi’s speaking voice, even in his cover as he replaces all the speaking part by his own melodies (so I’m about to cry when he joined the radio). Other Yorukichi’s fans call this 39th Norigusuri “the precious broadcasting” lolol.
And just end this post with Ichouyaku’s conclusion: “Yorukichi-san’s fans must be so lonely.” Can’t agree more.
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Heey! So I saw one of your latest asks about RFA reaction to an Arabian girl and I was thinking of getting some similar HC of the RFA+V to a muslim girl with an outgoing personality? Thank you in advance
Yesof course !
Igive some extra reaction points to muslim mc with a hijab, since Idon’t know if you wear one, but I’ll add that for the muslim MC´sout there that wear one.
IfI missed something feel free to tell me and I add it.
SorryI had a writer block on V, I will add him later *if I remember it*
Zen
Heis not much into religion.
Hehas no knowledge over Muslims at all.
Thefirst time you meet he is really confused that you won’t drinkbecause of your religion.
Zenrespects that of course, he learns all over the thinks you can’t eat.
Hemakes sure you have space to pray, or he brings you to a mosque *ifthere is one*.
Youare more outgoing than he first expected but you are strong in hisopinion anyways, so it makes sense.
Ifyour family happens to insist on him converting to your religion hewould think about if is right for him or not.  
Hewould do it if it’s the only way they accept him as your boyfriend.
Healways makes 100 percent sure the food he buys is halal.
Zenhas a list and everything.
Ifyou wear a hijab he is always proud when you show him your hair,since it’s sign that you are extremely close to him.
Willget you the latest hijab fashion, he loves the ones with cutepatterns on it.
ifanyone talks bad about your religion he will fight them, same withppl making bad comments over your hijab.
Zenis offended about that more than you are, like this hijab is so cutewtf ppl.
Yoosung
Hehas a bit more knowledge than Zen.
Evenwhen Muslims in Korea are rare.
Hefeels like everyone around him has this fancy religions and now evenyou !
Yoosungreads up on what he has to know, to make sure he not offends you inany way.
Hepressures himself so much that he is extremely stiff the first timeyou meet.
Youjust tell him to relax and that everything is good.
Younot want Yoosung to feel uncomfortable with you and you tell him it’sno big deal if he not knows everything.
Yougladly teach him.
Thatrelieves Yoosung, you can see the tension leaving his body.
Yougladly teach Yoosung, but he does fine anyways.
Sometimeshe becomes a bit paranoid while cooking, like was chicken halal ? *hejust not wants to screw up*
Youever tell him everything is good, and it really becomes less and lesssomething that Yoosung thinks about.
Whenyou wear ahijab, he finds it a bit strange at the start, mainly because it’s sorare.
Hewill find a way to dress a lolol char in a hijab.
Yoosungfinds sometimes one that he just ends up buying for you, mainlysomething extremely cute.
Jaehee
Sheis not really outgoing, in some aspects she is but when it comes toromance she is really holding back.
Toher your religion not matters so much, working for Jumin taught herhow to deal with all kinds of people.
Sheis interested in hearing your perspective on everything, includingyour beliefs.
It’sno issue for her to make sure you only eat halal food, you never needto even think about it.
Ifyou pray she makes sure that you have the space to do so.
Ifyou want to talk about anything with her Jaehee would always listen,specially if your family have issues with your relationship toJaehee.
Shereally loves you so your religion is only an aspect of you to her,your beliefs matter to her religious or not.
Ifyou wear a hijabshe fully supports you in that.
Jaeheewould probably prefer more plain hijab, or something with a simpledesign.  
Jumin
Outof the RFA h has the most experience with Muslim.
Hehas a lot of business partners in that area after all, so he canperfect prepare himself.
Noneed to explain anything, he won’t need to ask
Wouldbuild you a mosque or at the very least make you a room were you canpray, if you wish that.
Juminmakes sure that the cook knows what he is doing.
Henot cares that much that your religion is different from his, as longyou respect his believes he will respect yours.
Maybeit will become an issue for your wedding, since everyone expects youto marry in a church, but Jumin just gets annoyed with that and booksa private island for your wedding.
Helikes the fact that you are more outgoing than the wives of hisoversee business partners, it makes a lot of thinks easier for him.
Juminwould never accept anyone talks anything bad over his love, you neverneed to worry over racist comments.
Hegladly corrects anyone that makes wrong assumptions of you, becauseof your beliefs.
Clothingwise, just as you would expect, he gets´s you perfect outfits thatfit your style.
Onlythe best for his beloved partner.
Hewould let you design your own hijabif you wish so, or he gets´s you something that fits you perfectly.
Ifhe finds one with a cat design you can bet he will buy it.
707
Heis a catholic, but he definitely not minds other religions.
Heis more curious than anything.
Ratherthan looking everything up he just bombards you will all kinds ofquestions, mainly if you can eat chips, what you can since they aremade with plant fat.
Forhim your religion is a more nice fact than anything, if you want topray and do your holidays, he is all for it.
Henot has good memories connected to holiday anyways, so celebratingsome of yours sounds really interesting to him.
Yougladly show him some of your regional food, he really ends up likingit a lot.
Assilly as he sometimes can be he would not mock your religion, unlessyou are okay with it.
Ifyour family is more on the strict side he would do all to make surethey know that he is 100000percent devoted to you.
Ifyou wear a hijab he would want to try one too, you show him how towear it properly, and he feels really pretty * posts a selfie of thatand pretends he is your sister*.
Hewould like flashy designs for his own ones, but he would get you whatever you like.
Differentlyone with a star design.
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