#and i suck at those big time ;-;

[sluckythewizard]

THEY could give me the surgurey i need (inspired alot by evojellys designs for em. GREAT STUFF)

#THE SUCKENING IS S O COOOOL GUYS VIV N VEX ARE SO FUCKING COOL AND FUNNY... CHARLIES FLAVOR OF DERANGED IS JUST #SO PERFECT FOR THIS CAMPAIGN.. I LOVE HOW HE DOES HORROR AND EVIL AND SCARY AND AAUAUUUGHGHGUUHGHG #their teeht arnt spiked like normal vampires but theyre sharp n smooth like a Beak. in my beautiful heart #ALSO UGHGHGH BIG SPOILERS FOR EPISODE 7 BUT #THAT THING WITH THE MAP. WITH THE DEMONS N VAMPS. THEYRE KEEPING TRACK OF THEM. #'so viv. was that one of mine or one of yours?' IS THIS A PET PROJECT OF THEIRS OR SOMETHING. ARE THEY PULLING MORE STRINGS THAN WE THINK #IS ONE TUGGING AT THE DEMONS AND THE OTHER TUGGING AT THE FANGS? PITTING THEM AGAINST EACHOTHER SO THEY KILL EACHOTHER? #AND THEN ITS EASIER TO TAKE THE BODIES FOR THEIR FUNNY CREATIONS?? IT PROLLY WASNT EASY TO GET SUPPLIES B4 EDWARD CAME INTO POWER #BUT OH MY GOD.. POOR EMIZEL.. THE MEMORY OF HIS CREW WAS TAKEN AND THEN HE WATCHES A BUNCHA THEM GET HORRIBLY DISMATNLED N DISTORTED #HE KNOWS HE CARED FOR THEM AT SOMEPOINT N HE KNOWS THE MEMORIES WERE TAKEN BUT HE JUST. CANT. AUAUUGGUAHGUAHGUAHGUHG #THAT SUCKS SO BAD FOR HIMMM EMIZEEEELL EMIZEL CMERE BABY BOY ILL SMOKE U OUT BOY. GET AWAY FROM THOSE EVIL GUYS I AM BETTER N CAN BE TRUSTE #viv n vex are so cool...theyre fuckin CRAAZYY N SCARYYY BUT ALSO. SO FUNNY... I LOVE A PUNNY JACKASS... 'LOOKS LIKE YOUVE BEEN: DISARMED!' #'IVE MADE THAT JOKE 6 TIMES AND ITS STILL FUNNY EVERYTIME' i gotta draw more of their bullshit... #im already doodling up the 'YOU CAN CALL ME MOMMY!!' bit. i gotta draw more o the monstors n the horrors too... especially emizels sire UGH #I LOVE VILLIAINS THAT ARE SO GENUINELY SCARY BUT SO FUNNY... charlie just does evil ppl like no one else idk what it ISSSS #okayokayoka y im normal im. relistening to the ep n im at the edward part. oh my god. i actually love him. he actually makes my skin crawl #IM DONEthats my rambles for tha day. back into my hole i go. also i have comms open. cmere pspspss i need moneyyy heyyyy cmereeeee #check out my main artblog. GO!!!

[nylesart]

🍜🫤

#gorillaz #my art #artists on tumblr #noodle guitarist from gorillaz #fanart #aesthetic #do they look like noodles idk i cant draw them #this is what watching one 1 colouring tutorial video does to a mf #lile the original one sucked SOO BAD i didn't know where i was going with the colours but thank god youtube exists 🩷 and artists on youtube #not that this js perfect but the original one was atrocious lemme tell you ..... i understand why i stopped drawing for so long now #i hated my art lol #because i didn't study enoughhh but now that im learning its better 🩷 #anyway idk #digital art #illustration #beginner artist #artwork #noodle gorillaz #i drew her so many times shes my blorbo #lgbt #she is bi ! bicon ! #hidden snorlax big plushie hehe #and adventure time posterrr #and and sailor moon snoopy tamagotchi doraemon miffy things ... plus nana akira manga but kinda too hidden #OH AND those sanrio characters i forgot the name tho #and kirby #tiny murdoc 2d and russel 😺 #y2k aesthetic

[gummi-ships]

Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep - The Land of Departure

#kingdom hearts birth by sleep #khbbs #land of departure #scenery #my gif #man... i really do wish we could have spent more time in this world and learned more about the characters' lives here #it's very beautiful with a big castle but it's also very desolate #almost as if no one else lives in this world #no sight of any towns in the distance even when viewing the world from space #vanitas describes it as a tiny world so i think it's safe to assume there really isn't much of anything past those mountains #it could have to do with eraqus's vehement hatred of darkness so he raises his pupils in such a sheltered environment #as a means to 'protect them' #he does suck as a master honestly #so what's up with this place anyway? #the architecture is reminiscent of scala ad caelum but is it because eraqus modeled it after his home town or is there more to it? #in the fourth gif with the flags there's a bridge that you can't fully see but it's destroyed and doesn't lead anywhere #not that there's any land across from it that it could even lead towards #it raises a lot of questions... #i could be looking too far into things but it's fun to speculate #haha jonathan you read my essay

[codecicle]

ignore how crunchy this is i tried SO hard to get it to look decent im sorry </3

anyway my little goodbye and thank you to @kisser-of-jrwi-characters for running such an amazing tournament!! this was a horrible experience and i would never go through it again thank you so much fr dude :D

#i make yet anothet post just for me 👍 #jrwi #I BLAME MY FRIENDS ON HERE FOR ENCOURAGING ME #THEY LIKED THE JOKE IDEA POST NOW THIS EXISTS #i promise i tried really hard to both get the video to have quality and make it synced/timed right with the music I COULDNT HAVE BOTH #CAPCUT SUCKS </3 #if i didnt credit any artists properly PLEASE tell me i tried to make their handles as clear and big as possible #outside of my shitty little ms paint doodles i made those and dont care if those little guys get credited LMAO #also all of this is lighthearted!! this was amazing :]

[sracha]

they went on a date 🤕

#rosebird #big brown eyes summer again. sorry i cannot work with those high beams looking at meeee #strqrock au #sorry i have neglected to mention a third of this au is their strange and beautiful situationship #while they work at Maria’s music store. its great they only break up three different times🫶 #they went to that deftones sandwich shop. someone is still hungry i guess 🫣 #summer like I’m sending you subliminal messages to come in so i can suck you in an interesting and peculiar way. is it working. #i hate writing dialogue. psychic blasts my keyboard. goodbye.

[alsojnpie]

dishes are forever

#I MISSED HAVING A TABLET!!!! #ht papyrus #a gentle touch when you're sad #a menacing touch when it would be funny #he can do it all #LITTLE PRO TIP LIFE HACK THOUGH: IF WASHING DISHES MAKES YOU WANT TO LIVE ON A DIFFERENT PLANET #MAYBE YOU HAVE TOO MANY DANG DISHES #BEING IN A SITUATION WHERE I HAVE 80% FEWER DISHES THAN BEFORE MEANS I DO DISHES MORE OFTEN BUT IT'S SO EASY #AND NOT SOUL SUCKING AT ALL #JUST MY EXPERIENCE!!!!!! THAT'S ALL #I'm sure when i am reunited with my other dishes i will languish in bed staring at this psyching myself up to the task #but i like keeping random jars from food i bought and dishes that i picked up in different places. #they physically remind me of everywhere I've been and sometimes i just look at them and remember where I've been #my favorite is the old ratatouille jar i bought at carrefour in Chengdu #that jarred ratatouille was the nastiest food to grace this earth #i bought it in case it would make a quick easy meal (you don't really find those at the grocery store in China at least not back then) #but even my cheap lazy self couldn't eat it #so no one ever consumed that ratatouille but the jar was pretty big so i put other stuff in it and now it's my dish #and somehow the label is glued on PERMANENTLY it has never washed off after all these years #actually idk maybe it eventually did it isn't here for me to look at but it lasted a long time i know that

[abirddogmoment]

I uncovered an archival Maverick photo from messenger chat files this week ❤

#dogblr #maverick #mav memories #my face #oh my god i miss mav #there arent really words #its been three months and its a little easier #but it still cuts straight through me like a knife #he deserved so many more years and so many more adventures #we deserved so many more adventures #big ones and little ones and life changing ones and ones that kind of sucked #its not fair that we didnt even get five years #but we stuffed a lot into those almost five years #a lot of adventures and a lot of accomplishments and a lot of love #and that has to count for something #every time i unconver an archival mav photo its a delight #but i also sort of dread it because i know theres going to be a day where there are no more archival photos to uncover #and thats a whole different unfairness that i didnt expect

[coconut530]

AN. EPISODE. 🎸🪕🎻🪈🎺🎷🪘🥁🪇

#Malevolent #Malevolent Podcast #WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY #Okay but like real talk can we applaud Harlan for this ep? Bc it’s beautiful #The first like POV shift we’ve had #And it was very cool #But also kinda disorienting bc John does help me see the surroundings better but Mr. Collins here doesn’t have a John #He just has his orchestra #When he was mentioning working usually in pianissimo but using fortissimo this one time that was SO dang clever #And it makes sense why he uses the piano wire usually.. so he can hear his orchestra crystal clear #It was very good writing #But as the ep went on.. ESPECIALLY after he killed the cops whenever Peggy Gordon played I flinched #I heard one 🎵 and then AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #Evil song #But it sucks I’m scared of it and now it’s stuck in my head 😑 #Anyway the conversation between Arthur and Butcher was interesting #This ep really makes you realize how Arthur is on the outside; how all those taxi drivers and clients see him #Idk why it’s fun when Collins brings up his eyes #And the big thing #LARSON IS COMMMMMMIIIINNNNGGGGGGGGG #LET’S BEAT HIM UP FINALLY PLZZZZZ #AND LIKE OH MY GOD DON’T KILL DANIEL PLEASE BUTCHER #JEEZ HEARING ARTHUR PLEADING BEHIND THE DOOR NEARLY MADE ME CRY HE’S SO DESPERATEEEEEEEEE #HE CAN’T LOSE HIS ONLY FAMILY #And then it ends how it began: 🎵🪇🥁🎸🪗🎺🎷🪘🪕🪈🎶 #This podcast is so gooooooooood

[glamrock-freddy]

Hmgnhm coughing up an au. Have some undercooked doodles

#vanny is supposed to have that carpet sample fursuit vibe yk #ok um. whats the deal with silly willy. well he's still fucked up and kills children but he cares about his own in this au!! #he doesnt regret any of the murders his only regret is involving his kids #so hes still stuck in ultimate hellscape #um. mike burning his dad for the first time is a big misunderstanding #cause at this point he's like oh fuck my dad is out there and he murdered all those kids and killed my sister hes gonna kill m e #so he burns down the place and goes about his day #and vanny is like #inspired by his crimes but not like ooo possessed by an ai #cause i hate that it feels like its bringing up unnecessary sci fi shit to the table #anyway she is the one who creates glitchtrap #its basically bonzi buddy if it was on steroids and also made your animatronics aggressive #fnaf au #ill make up more stuff jts almostidnight for me hello #oh yeah i forgot about glammike #uhhhh #charlie is the one to bring mikey boy back #cause a he can atone for killing his little brother by not sucking and helping this kid who's about to get his kidneys chewed out by monty #and b . so mike you know what's a computer right. well you gotta hit a bootcamp cause you gotta dismantle that bonzi buddy shit #and maybe stop vanny from killing anymore kids

[guardevoir]

Fiber arts update: we have achieved ~hat~

Bonus: WIP, and Hat, as modeled by my trusty assistant Yorick

all of this is handspun; the grey is "Polarfuch"/fine icelandic wool, the colors are superfine merino.

I honestly don't particularly enjoy crochet, but it feels good to have made a piece of clothing, however small, from scratch. Might try to add fingerless gloves, but I don't think I have enough yarn left.

/EDIT: slightly more info - the yarn's all spun worsted and as a 3-ply; the Icelandic was plied from singles, the Merino was chain-plied because I only had 10 grams per color. It's stuff meant for wet-felting, very fine and quite expensive, but it was still cheaper than paying for shipping, and the colors are really nice too. The "Polarfuchs" on the other hand is quite cheap, and something I intend to work with a lot more because it's just such a nice, rustic option. Spinning took me a couple of days, plus two or three more for crocheting. The hat is worked as a rectangle in back-loop only single crochets and sewn/cinched at the top. Could've turned out a bit longer tbh, but that's the risk of following standard patterns I guess.

#hand spinning #handspun yarn #crochet #guardy's fiber arts tag #The WIP is draped over a flower pot because I use those for plying #and as a yarn bowl #because cheap #and Yorick helps me not fuck up lighting in portraits #and yes; weaving in the color change ends sucked big time

[detransraichu]

broooo not my ex making posts abt how hard it is to come to terms with being conventionally attractive while having low self-esteem issues and how wild it is to get compliments randomly on their appearance when they go out and how they're worried that their new transmasc boytoy is only into them bc they're hot -_- i'm tired... meanwhile i'm just seen as a gremlin now that i'm not hyperfem... they truly have the biggest issues in the world lol

also they were like "omg turns out i'm not ace i just needed a bf lol" and i'm like yeah. i know. you've been lusting after male characters for years. you were horny as fuck just not for me bc i didn't transition. you only made moves on me when you were bored, lonely or drunk. i always asked if that was the case and you were like no baby it's just your insecurities i don't need you to transition uwu. for 5 years. my trust issues are thru the roof now yayyyyy /dies

#lay text #i'm being mean and petty ugh #my heart kinda hurts but talking w my counsellor abt it helped #it rly helps to have a neutral third party to vent to #also i still think my ex is a good person i don't actually hate them i love them as a friend. but i do hate what they did to me #i hate that they went along w us dating bc they're too much of a doormat. i hate that they thought abt breaking up w me for years #but never told me bc they were worried i wouldn't survive without them financially or emotionally #feels so fucking infantilizing #now i'm so much better off without them despite being broke #that was my first and only real relationship my first time my first everything. i'm so embarrassed wtf i was RIGHT i was right all along #i was right it wasn't just insecurities they straight up never wanted me they wanted future transitioned male-passing me #it was all lies!!! from the get-go!!! meanwhile i did so much romantic bullshit and i was wearing rose colored glasses!!!! #and i was a big dyke. being with a woman who identified as a woman would've made me 2000x happier anyway. we could've just stayed roommates #i'm so bitter guys. i feel so jaded but i'm trying not to be :/ #and now they have so much luck in their love life #and i'm just a lonely gremlin dyke who only attracts polyam/casual girls who only want me on the side #where tf is my love story :'( i've been trying SOOO FUCKING HARD to gain my ex's affection for 5 freaking years i was the most loveydovey g #i deserve a love story i think i've really earned it by now!!!!! #so much love to give #now they have it so easy wtf. feels unfair ngl. i'm happy for them obviously they deserve happiness too. but i am still bitter >:/ #trying to process these feels instead of repressing them for once. i have a tendency to bottle up angst bc i think i'm bad for being mad #but nope those r healthy emotions!!! i can work thru this #it just sucks #if you read all of this bs i give you a cookie 🍪 <3

[rosenfey]

ok updated 1st day impressions (pc): i gotta say that the performance issues of dda2 really are noticeable, for someone who meets the recommended specs it kinda ruins my full enjoyment of the game. i wouldn't mind lower fps overall if it was stable, unfortunately, its quite frequent for me to get 10fps drops in the wilderness and even 20+ in the villages. and I haven't even been to the city yet (I'm so afraid to go there actually lmao).

however, the game itself is incredibly good. it really feels like a dragons dogma game to me. the vibes are here. ddda is so incredibly important to me and this game really matches that feeling of nostalgia. its like. i know this game, you know? it feels like home to me. i really, really hope they will improve the performance issues because I spent half my play-time just trying to fiddle with the settings without any real effect. its currently the only thing that keeps me from fully enjoying the game.

#ambie.txt #ambie plays dd2 #im jealous of ppl who have like. super powerful pcs and no issues. but I've read that a lot of those still struggle #i think its gotta be some cpu / memory leak problem. its quite jarring sometimes #it can be buttery smooth out in the forest only to drop horribly whenever there are npcs around #its kinda making me anxious because um. otherwise. i can feel this game being one of my top fave RPGs of all time #which makes me worried cuz im afraid I wont be able to actually enjoy it without constant low-key anxiety :o) #even though i should. because my specs say I should. oh well #not gonna talk abt the microtransactions either. those suck ass #but you can get the items for free super early in the game anyway so its not that big of an issue for me

[hearty-an0n]

The bottle is so hard to open and the pills are so tiny, but i did it. (Aren’t you proud of me, big brother?)

#<3 #poetry #siblings #ask to tag #this is not a regular thing you should do. do not stick your fingers in someone’s mouth if they’re having a seizure #i was giving him prescription medicine #guess what!!! another poem about my brother!! who could’ve seen that coming!!! #the teeth marks have already faded i feel like ive lost something integral to who i am as a person #but whatever #also those pills ARE SO SMALL!!! i almost dropped that mfer a million times before i got close to his fuckin mouth #anyways. this one is about feeling like a small child who needs their big brother to save them and fix things #but big brother is the one that needs to be saved. so the world sucks.

[a-passing-storm]

Those were the big things, but I--OH MY GOD WAIT! Also, the way The Last Wish very plainly but not obnoxiously talked about toxic masculinity and how it’s good and okay to be vulnerable with other people and ask for help and be scared. Like! Oh My God!

#puss in boots #the last wish #puss in boots: the last wish #puss in boots spoilers #ngl it also... stung a little personally bc the obvious thing the whole time was like 'tell your friends that death is trying to kill you!' #and puss was having a panic attack and shit and it reminded me so much of me with my trauma and seeing my abuser everywhere #except that for me when i told my friends they didnt give a shit and left me alone with my abuser and told me that its a 'you problem' #it didnt really make me mad at the movie though it just made me pissed at my (ex)friends #its so frustrating that at a time when i needed support from the people around me those people sucked #anyway i also liked that it showed how perspective can... how for puss he was just running from death and fear #but to his friends it looked like he was running away from them #i felt that it both acknowledged that how his friends felt was valid and reasonable and also that his reaction was valid and reasonable #and that giving people second chances is good and healthy and you shouldnt cut them off after one mistake #idk i just felt this movie had a ton of nuance and talked about big emotions in a very good and productive way

[charrchan]

RC9GN FANS!!!!

EDIT: They removed it from their shop!

(ﾉ◕ヮ◕)ﾉ*.✧

Once again my art has been stolen and is being sold on Ali Express.

That chibi Julian that I drew years ago is only available via my RedBubble shop.

Anyway, I'll deal with this in the morning. I lost 2 sales to AliExpress last time this happened so please don't buy from them.

#rc9gn #randy cunningham 9th grade ninja #rc9gn julian #my art #my post #i feel like a famous artist getting my work stolen twice in the span of a couple months #still it sucks big time lol #please ali express i need those sales on My Shop!!! #lucky for me no ones bought one from them yet #but ppl were buying the pin badges of the ninja art they stole RIP my 50p profit id have made #anyway its nbd i will sort it in the morning

[un-pearable]

HE KNOWS. PENDERS

#THE ARCHERY COACH. WHAT #perils of living with 2-3 hours of every major con and the coach having a job in the industry (he works for disney) #this is surreal i was making friends with someone new bc she had a sonic shirt and i mentioned i was a big fan of knuckles #and we talked about archie being good and a lot of fun bc i love worldbuilding #and then coach came up and bc i’ve talked with him about DC comics before i made a joke and he said OH YEAH I KNOW THE GUY WHO WROTE THOSE. #WHAT. WHAT. HES APPARENTLY FRIENDS WITH SCOTT SHAW (first guy who drew sonic comics in US) and that led to PENDERS HIMSELF #he’s not friends with ken but knows Of him and mentioned the lawsuits . from kens POV . he said he was surprised i’d heard about it and all #i could say is that he’s ‘notorious’ . the final punch in the gut was THE GIRL I WAS TALKING TO SAID HE WROTE THE BEST PARTS . #I. WHAT. 💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥💥🧍 #<- my brain for the last two hours #anyway i moved to a further distance and sucked the whole time. then i fucked up my last shoot and missed all 6 arrows </3