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#and i post maybe 1 in 4 ish poems i actually write on my poetry blog. if i feel like it.
britneyshakespeare · 4 years
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i hate writing poetry & i hate sharing it. hate all of it. it is a curse on my life.
#sometimes i honestly feel like i'm stuck doing this thing no one ever encouraged me to do in the first place#like i was always intrinsically motivated and i love the art!!!! but now that it's a somewhat significant part of my#sense of self for many years now... what do???? i do?????#so much to show and yet i feel like i have nothing to show *for it*#tales from diana#it doesn't really matter it's just perplexing to me sometimes to think about how much time and paper i've... i don't wanna say wasted#used up#in the pursuit of a craft i'm not even sure i fully appreciate#or at least i rarely appreciate#i have moments. i have times where i feel i have written something good and i bask in it for a day or so.#(not even a day more like a couple of hours)#and then i show it to a couple of people and receive positive feedback and well that's just it#and i post maybe 1 in 4 ish poems i actually write on my poetry blog. if i feel like it.#i mostly just have that as an archive for myself i don't actually give a fuck if anyone reads it but it's nice to *have* there#for reference#to keep track of things i've written but i don't even post... everything i LIKE on there because i save a lot#for potentially publishing#(ha)#(publication is the auction of the mind of man)#(poverty--be justifying/for so foul a thing)#and a lot of things i post on there i don't like#but then most of what i don't post i don't like either#like i've written like every day in the last week (i write usually about every day anyway) and i've not been posting much at all really#it's exhausting. like i don't even care anymore.#and my exhaustion is not about any insecurity in my skill or whatever--i'm fine at the physical craft. i can wield a rhyme and a metaphor#i know that. ive known that for a really long time#i need to stop writing so much poetry. i need to go back to reading more poetry and fall in love w other ppl's words again#i haven't had so much time to read in the past few months now that i've somewhat got a social life and it kinda burns me out#i love my friends but i miss my....... *gestures at my bookshelf* other friends#the ones in my head on the paper. i miss those ones i love them a lot.
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lex-certa · 7 years
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How the hell did you study for Irish? Normally for me I just learn things off, but there's so much in Irish I don't even know where to begin. For someone who sucks at Irish, learning off multiple 3 page essays is just impossible. Any tips?
Irish is a tricky one for me to give advice on. I went to a Gaelscoil so Irish has just always come naturally to me. I do have a bit of advice though. Focus on your Oral and Aural. They are two of the easier sections for people who don’t have a ridiculously high level of Irish and on top of that together they make up 50% of your final result. Learn your sraith pictuirs as you go along and get them perfect. Prepare all the different topics that you can think of for the oral and just learn them off. For the aural keep listening over and over again to as much Irish as you can. Watch TG4 and listen to RnaG. They’re not the most entertaining outlets you’ll ever find but you kinda have to take what you get. Listening to these will tune your ear into Irish really well and in the end it’ll help both your aural and oral. 
The next section you should focus on is the Comprehensions. These are worth the same amount of marks as your essay, and they’re super easy to score high on. Do every practice on you can find. Write out words you don’t understand into a separate copy and hopefully you’ll remember them again in the future. Don’t worry too much about the grammar question at the end. Everyone finds these tough. Just try to figure out how to distinguish between the tenses and whether a noun is masculine/feminine and in the plural or singular. That being said though, it’s worth such few marks it’s not worth upsetting yourself over. 
You should however invest in a grammar book. The one I used was this one: https://www.irishschoolbooks.ie/buy-online/secondary-level/junior-cert-1/irish-9/9780714416892-detail but that maybe a bit too technical for someone who’s not great at Irish. Just get your hands on any grammar book that has exercises you can practice in it. It’ll help you out in all sections of the paper. 
Don’t bother learning off essays if you can. My advice would be to practice learning your grammar (as above) and learn lots of phrases and fillers that you can use for every essay. Learn general openings and closings, and then practice doing essays through the year with your general stuff, learning specific vocab for various topics as you go along. The essays do tend to be a bit predictable. 2016-2017 was a very political year and that featured heavily on the exam this year. The 1916 Rising came up in 2016 as well. It’s hard to know yet what will come up in 2018, but pay attention to what’s happening in the world from October-December (that’s when the papers are supposedly set) and it might give you a clue. But all in all, do practice essays on every topic imaginable. Once you learn your general fillers and openings/closings all you really need to do is build up a bank of topic-specific vocabularly for the day of the exam then. I can do another post about what I mean if I’m not clear here. Feel free to ask me!
Lastly, the prose and poetry. Everyone spends a freakish amount of time on these when they’re only worth 17-ish%. That means your studied prose, your poetry and your extra literature is worth the same as the comprehensions. And yet we spend a scandalous amount of time on them! Remember for these your Irish is actually worth very little. It’s more so about how well you answer the question. Just know the general plot of every story and know the main characters. For things like Oisin learn the traits of the Bealoideas and for Gnathrud it’s important to be able to discuss violence in the North. Other than that there’s not much to learn. 
I’ll actually give you a great tip for the poetry. You only need to learn 2 poems: An Spailpin Fanach and one that isn’t on the course. If Spailpin Fanach comes up do that, but if any of the other 4 comes up do the Optional Poetry question under the poem. It always just says discuss a different modern poem you did for your Leaving Cert so you can use any poem really besides the 4 they prescribe. I always used Treall by Caitlin Maude as it was really easy, but look through the old syllabus (pre-2012 and another pre-2006) for other poems and chances are you’ll find tons of notes on them online. This reduces your workload significantly. 
The last section is obviously a bit tougher. You just have to know your text really well. I did an Triail so if you want me to discuss that more, feel free to ask but I’m not familiar with the others which you might have done so I won’t discuss it much now. My friend opted to do the extra poetry on her own this year though and she found it much easier so that might be something you’d want to look into? 
Finally I have to mention this website: http://www.mccgaeilge.com/page3 It’s fantastic for Irish notes. Definitely give it a look at! Best of luck with your Irish and let me know if you’ve any more questions! Beidh tú go breá!
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obsidianarchives · 6 years
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Black Woman Creator: Afiya Augustine
Hailing from the tropical isle of Trinidad, Afiya Augustine is a writer, freelancer, podcaster, and creator of Pretty Poet Ink, an online handcrafted accessories boutique. Afiya finds tons of inspiration for her work from her love of pop culture, nostalgia, history, science fiction and fantasy. When she is not crafting, she spends time listening to music, tweeting, writing poetry and prose, posting photos of her family, catching a flick, or learning something new. We spoke to Afiya about being a creator, balancing creating with a nine to five, and who some of her favorite Black women creators are.
Black Girls Create: What do you create?
I create quite a few things, actually. First and foremost, I am a writer. I’ve been writing poetry, short stories, and novels since I was twelve and have been a professional entertainment writer/editor for well over five years.
Next, I am the creator and founder of Pretty Poet INK — an online boutique of handcrafted wonders. I both design and create a plethora of things, which (at the moment) includes wearable and useable art otherwise known as jewelry and accessories. With my jewelry,  I often use actual semi-precious stones, crystals, glass and wood beads, in addition to plated and precious metals. My accessories are mostly fabric-based items like bow ties, hair bows, and I’m slowly venturing into things like wallets and pouches. In addition to pieces that are of my own design, I also do custom pieces for others, usually for special occasions like weddings.
Lastly, I host a podcast, called ‘Adult-ish’, which is tackles the everyday trials and tribulations of transitioning into adulthood and all the responsibilities that comes with it no one ever really tells you about.
BGC: Why do you create?
I started creating because quite honestly, I liked it. I’ve always been a person interested in creating. I like to express the way I’m feeling through my various crafts. I use my writings to express my emotions, thoughts, daydreams, and wishes. I used my jewelry to convey a feeling, a connection to a certain aesthetic, imagery. I love the idea of bringing something from my imagination to life. It’s very calming and it's also a feeling of accomplishment to see something start as just a few beads or a thought and watch it come together as a necklace or a poem.
The same kind of goes for my podcast. I record to connect; to share my experiences with others who may have gone through the same things I have.
BGC: Who is your audience?
I create for an audience of like-minded individuals, which at times is a very small group. As it pertains to anything I write or record, I’m reaching out to an open-minded audience, individuals who aren’t afraid to push their boundaries or ask silly questions. With regard to my jewelry, a lot of my pieces are for those who are OK and accepting of something “different,” who can find a deeper meaning in the baubles and connect to them on the level from their inspiration.
For instance, I really love historical content so biographical films or movies set in different decades fascinate me and can be reflected in my work. I also love MCU and DCEU films and books, so you’ll find pieces dedicated to that. Science-fiction and fantasy are genres I’ve been reading since I was a child, so some of my pieces are emblematic of those worlds as well as countries and cultures I’ve never seen but wanted to.
Overall, everything I create is for the nerds, the historians, the world traveler, and those who can find themselves lost in fantasy and wonder.
BGC: Who or what inspired you to do what you do? Who or what continues to inspire you?
I can’t recall when I was first inspired to write. I just remember picking up a pencil and making a story. I can remember when I was about seven or eight years old, I was with my mom visiting my aunt in the hospital. She was dying of cancer and so my mom was there with her speaking to the doctors. I was moving around a lot, so my mom fashioned a little book out of medical tape and napkins. She gave me a pencil and so I wrote a little story with illustrations. I remember my aunt even peaking, asking my mom, “What is she doing?” and I just kept making my little story. Since then, I’ve just kept a pen and a piece of paper on my person at all times.
I was inspired to start making jewelry when I worked in the bead shop of a craft store. It was one of my first jobs out of college back when trying to get a job in editorial was a long shot thanks to the recession. I would glance in magazines like Beadstyle or Stringing and see all these beautiful pieces and think, “how can I inject a bit of myself into this?” I loved the color compositions, the textures, and I wanted to make them expressive of who I was and what I could do. It was about bringing something to life… even though it’s an inanimate object, proving to myself that yet again, there was something I could do. And I’m continually inspired by the idea of being able to make something new. Putting a new object into the world. A sense of pride and accomplishment washes over me with each piece. So much so that I often find it hard to sell them! It’s me saying to myself, “Yes. I made that. I can make it and I did make this.”
The podcast came out of a conversation with a friend who thought our random, off-the-wall chats would be fun to listen to and so, after meeting with a few people interested in our chatter about turning into adults, a podcast was born.
BGC: Why is it important as a black person to create?
It’s important for Black people and especially for Black women to create because there aren't many of us who can have our voices heard. It’s very endearing to hear or see another Black person creating, whether it’s a book, a comic, a clothing line. I feel like we, as a community, have a super strong purchasing power and are always hungry to consume new things and as such, we should be investing in one another. Why not lift up those who can relate to you? Who can create items for you — that not only speak to who you are, but what you are? As a Black female entrepreneur, I’m trying to reach other Black people with similar interests to let them know 1. You are not alone and 2. Here’s a way that allows you to express yourself.
For me, I feel it’s important for us to create to connect to individuals like ourselves and to do so with our creations.
BGC: How do you balance creating with the rest of your life?
Terribly. LOL. I work a full-time job that requires me to travel upwards of 4 hours a day (and 5 hours on a bad day). But I do my best to think of creating. During my commute, I might jot down an idea for a design, write down combinations of colors and shapes that I like, or brainstorm ideas on how to sell or pitch a product. I’ll spend my downtime at work scrolling through websites for ideas, tips, supplies, etc. Maybe put some in a shopping cart and save it for later.
In the past, I used to commit to writing at least one new piece of prose a week, usually about something I observed on my commute home. But that’s when I used to get a seat on the trains. Now, if I have a thought for a story or a line for a poem, I may either jot it down in the Notes section of my phone or post it on Twitter.
On the weekends, I try to record an episode with a co-host one day and craft the next day. The only thing that sucks is that I have to limit my time when the ball starts rolling because I can find myself creating well into the midnight hour. And Lord knows I need all the sleep I can get to have the energy for work.
BGC: How do you balance creating when you feel drained or exhausted?
It’s very trying to balance creating when I’m drained or exhausted because when I’m in that mood, I really want to do nothing but relax and recharge. Sometimes, I will give in, but when I realize I’ve done for too long, I will put music on and sit in front of my table. Often times, touching my supplies, organizing materials, and going through my bins with all the little goodies, brings me back.
BGC: Do you have advice for young creators or ones just starting?
The first bit of advice — learn more about your craft. Next, take your time getting into it. Find a good teacher or mentors who can help you through it. Take a class here and there and see if you really like it or not. It’s OK if you realize it’s not for you.
In the very beginning, I was so excited about jewelry crafting that I spent a ton of money on beads and didn’t know what to do with them. I was also self-taught and found myself constantly looking for tutorials on the web to guide me through. Several years in, I’m still asking the pros questions and learning new techniques as well as understanding there are just some aspects of crafting that aren’t for me.
My writing is OK, but it can always be better. To improve that, I do my best to read one of the many books I haven’t cracked open yet on my bookcase. In seeing some of the different styles, vocabulary, structure, etc. I can better find my own voice.
BGC: Who are some other Black Women creators you admire?
Well, one is definitely my mom. She’s a seamstress and has been working a sewing machine for as long as I can remember. She’s also pretty handy with a glue gun when she’s ready, though I’ve probably surpassed her in that area. Other women I know include Tandeka Fable of Fabl Design and Shirley Blanc of SincerelyMe Sweets, both of whom are crushing it with their startups.
Women I admire from afar include Lorraine West of Lorraine West Jewelry, a handmade luxury brand based in NYC, as well as actor/writer/director Issa Rae because she’s hella dope. I’ve been admiring this woman since Awkward Black Girl on YouTube, and she even gave the OK for me to send her some of my jewelry pieces! Who doesn’t love her, like seriously?!  (Holla at me if you want more pieces, Issa!)
BGC: What are your future projects?
My future projects include expanding Pretty Poet Ink into several brands. As I previously mentioned, I do custom work for special occasions and am looking to bridge that into a bridal brand where I will be making custom bridal pieces and accessories — veils, bouquets, brooms etc.  In the not-so-distant future, I’d like to venture into home decor. It’s my dream to have people not only wearing but living with Pretty Poet Ink around them.
Also, I would ultimately love to finish and publish at least one novel, and a chapbook of poetry. And when it comes to podcasting, I’m hoping to land a spot on HBO or Showtime like some other famous podcasts out there. If not that, at the very least a live recording at a little bar with our few faithful fans.
You can shop Pretty Poet Ink here and subscribe to the brand on Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram as well as find all her editorial work on her blog. You can also listen to the Adult-ish podcast on Google Play, iTunes, Spotify, iHeartRadio, Soundcloud, and Spreaker. Check out Adultish on Twitter as well.  
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