#and i miss amethyst so much i wanna kiss her so badddd

[frecklystars]

I’ve been rewatching SU episodes and ughh I miss my Pearl so much 🥺🥺 I really wanna self ship w/ her since I couldn’t back when I was in an unhealthy relationship and I couldn’t self ship openly with whomever I wanted but!! I love Pearl so much!!! She was one of my main F/Os for so long and I never did anything with her. I want to change that, I want to draw things, I just don’t know where to start and I gotta be careful bc I don’t want my robots fixation so suddenly fizzle out bc I’d be focusing on an entirely different franchise and ughghghgguh WHY DOES MY BRAIN HAVE TO BE COMPLICATED --

#I'm letting myself rewatch it since it's like... got some aliens... so maybe #I can associate some human/alien interaction as like? prompts or something #idk I'm trying #I just rly rly rly wanna rewatch it but I'm worried I'll stop thinking abt TF #and I wanna ship w/ Pearl but I don't think she'd even. like my s/i at all #she's so enamored with Rose and I could never be as beautiful as her :( #woof #i got into like 15 episodes in the first season and godddd i miss pearl so much #and peri!!! peri's redemption arc was my favorite thing i'd ever seen!!! ever!!!! #and i miss amethyst so much i wanna kiss her so badddd #pearl and amethyst were two of my first girl fictional crushes I ever had #second to marceline lmao