#and i might delete this one too tbh

[mothmans-mothballls]

to any mutuals and followers who have been wondering: my account was gone for a bit there bc it was autoflagged as spam. But today I got it back and I hope to stay until tumblr implodes like a star

#mine #i made a few new accounts that all got deleted within days too. it's fine now that i'm back but tbh one of them had a baller name #i've never changed the name of this blog and i might still not but boy i am tempted

[p-p-panda]

Random art vent lol

I get tired of constantly pouring my heart out when asked about my stuff only for it to fall flat. Like why did they even ask me to begin with??? Just to tease me??? 😭 bruh

#this is very different than what I usually post #I don’t really like doing it but tbh this has been bothering me for the past couple of months in different places I’m active in #and it’s starting to become annoying #i listen to everyone’s lore and ocs or whatever the convo is only to end up with like one reply and they die on me. AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING #IN DIFFERENT Group chats #man I’m just so tired of even lore dumping all the time at this point 💀 #it seems like when I actually have the motivation to finally open up that’s when I get ignored the most :/ #I’m probably being a sensitive baby rn so I might delete this later. only wanted to get it off my chest #i can listen to other people talk for hours then the second I speak it feels like bore everyone 😔 #i only have like 1 or 2 people that actually listen to me when it’s my turn but most of the time I’m always listening. which isn’t bad but #man #it hurts and kinda makes me wanna cry lmao #and it makes me just half ass shit at this point when people ask about my ocs/lore since I don’t know if they want a tiny bit of info or #if they’re actually intrigued :/ I just give up now #ok I’m done this is way too long ahaha #vent #it’s not that I constantly want atteion because I don’t and I love listening to other people and sometimes when I ask they don’t talk to me #but will to someone els even when I’m super invested so idk at this point #😞 #i admit I have times when I’m shy but it mostly due to not wanting to wast peoples time anymore #ok I will shut to the up #gn #it’s like 1am for me #and I really don’t want people to ask only because of this post. trust me that’s not what I’m trying to do i swear. only getting out feels

[galactikburzt]

Shout out to my atheist uncle on the Christmas family meeting who saw me feeling uncomfortable with all the christian songs playing in the radio and then noticed that we were both doing the same uncomfortable smiles and giggling while singing all these songs out loud as an attempt to cope with all the discomfort then while everyone was eating he tried to ask me if i was an atheist on english in the middle of the table because no one in the room could speak english so it was like if we were speaking in code to identify each other and singlehandedly made my christmas way more funnier because Woah Same Damn Im Glad Im not The Only One™

#galactikburzt rambling #shout out to mi tio hes a real one #i swear the way he asked me if i was an atheist on english while we were all eating was extremely funny LOL #idk if i would call myself an atheist (im too scared to) but i definitely dont wanna have nothing to do with religion #(my parents are perfectionists) #that was actually very funny #might delete later tbh

[katebeckets]

usually i'm not really one to talk about this but i am in a weird space with all the personal loss happening and with all the ttpd stuff on my dash, i can't help but reflect on the very real but ambiguous grief i've been feeling the last year and i just need to write it down. because it goes beyond the loss of my concept of who she is, but also revealed some things about people in this fandom that made me just as sad (if not more, because i realized how prevalent these things were). also, since this was primarily a taylor swift blog for so long, i feel like this might be worth saying.

i am fully aware that i don't know her personally and i never knew her personally, but she has always acted like someone who really cares and, to some extent, built her brand on it. and it was one thing when i could give her the benefit of the doubt and just assume she was ignorant of a lot of things due to privilege/being out of touch with reality (still not great), but still trying. but a lot of what happened in the last year made it impossible to reasonably draw any other conclusion than that she is choosing to stay in her little bubble. (also, people knew i was a fan and would ask me how i felt about her essentially being the quintessential white feminist).

i'm not saying that it's a celebrity's job to be an activist and champion every human rights issue, but i think what's so painful for me is the fact that a lot of her behavior indicates that she doesn't feel any sort of responsibility to use her massive platform to talk about anything but things that directly affect her; everyone knows how incredibly influential she is, including her. that can feel like a burden since it's not something she asked for, but it's still true. so even things like choosing to announce ttpd at the grammys while overshadowing so many other artists and Annie Lennox's call for a ceasefire... like sure, she can do what she wants to do. but i guess what makes me sad is the progression from "maybe she doesn't know" to "there's no way she's unaware." I am a random person with virtually no influence in comparison, but there's still a feeling of responsibility that weighs on me.

and before anyone argues by saying "what about this person," of course this is not exclusive to her. this mainly is just coming from a feeling of loss because it's learning things about people I really love (not just her, but friends too) that you just can never unlearn (and it's exacerbated by the new album being so close).

i'm going to listen and i know i'm going to enjoy and be excited about and deeply care about the new music, but it's also weirdly heavy because it reminds me of how many things i miss about swiftie tumblr prior to last year.

#there are some feelings about joe too tbh but i KNOW no one is ready for that #idk might delete #but also i feel like im always grateful when i see these posts and i know who i can talk to? #lol we'll see

[5eraphim]

out of the merc's parents shown in cannon, who do we think would be most likely to hold onto old baby clothes "just in case" the might get passed down to their child's child?

(i really wanna put engie's parents here bc i just got the sense they would, but unfortunately- not shown in canon so :/)

#poll #delete later? #idk maybe maybe not #i was just think abt engie's parents doing this #and like he seems like the sentimental type- and maybe his folks are too #but enough about him #i feel like most would say scouts ma #but technically scout's stuff was passed down from his big brothers and not exactly 'his' clothes #i wanna say sniper tbh #hes so only-child coded to me #and hes so independent and lives freely they keep everything hes left behind #.txt #i literally have no guesses or headcanons regarding medic or spy or soldier #pyro might be the one who kept a lot of old stuff from childhood #they kinda give me packrat vibes? i dont know why but i feel like they like to hold onto little trinkets nd stuff to remember old times

[ggukkiedae]

unfollowing everyone who supports lucas.

um hi? i dont know what brought this on when i dont think ive written him into my story-form content since 2020 or 2021? but hey im not judging, i understand

i honestly kinda just stayed away from news about him for a while. a few weeks ago when i heard he had a documentary, i tried to watch, but i found it made me uncomfortable seeing him, so i decided then to completely stop watching him or waiting for updates about him and decided not to include him in my writing since others may feel the same way i do

#i also kinda hope no one else will bring him up anymore on my blog #i would appreciate it if we keep my blog an ot6 wayv space #this is kinda why it's taking longer for me to write timeline stuff for hannah too #trying to figure out a way to write without including him #i might actually just not write about her time in superm at all and just mention it in passing tbh #probably deleting this in a bit because even talking about this kinda makes me uncomfortable

[dandyshucks-moving]

woah rare other system part sighting lmao, here's a Guz drawn by not-Juno

#I was working with the base they laid out so I had to fudge some shit because they'd laid out the neck and shoulder weirdly RIP #like the head is too far over to the right lmao but I didn't feel like erasing a bunch of it to fix that #the hand behind the wrestling box corner thing is also goofed lmao #turning rbs off but Juno (Dandy is vaguely a cross-system name so it feels weird calling them that) might post the art later better #I don't know how they edit their photos but I think I maybe got close lol #this guys fun to draw tbh love a rough n tumble boy lol he's got the same body type as one of my OCs except Stasis is mostly a robot LMAO #dandyshucks #dandy doodlebugs #<- I'll add these just in case ig ?? idk Juno do what u want with this even if it means deleting it lol hope this is fine for me to post #ALSO THIS WONT BE A REGULAR OCCURRENCE LMAO I was just super bored tonight and happened to switch in during Juno drawing this guy #probably won't ever happen again lol #our drawing styles arent super different I think but also this is using a base they laid out so I would've done it differently lmao #maybe it is different though - apparently I'm not a good judge of shit like this bc they say I write and play accordion differently somehow #but I thought I was doing a pretty good job the other day of doing it like they do lmaooo but nah they said it was all noticeably different #I'm chatty tonight sorry lol been a hot minute since I've had any time in front but I'll scoot off now #💜so good at being in trouble

[siixkiing]

...kind of scared to check my other accounts right now with what I've seen has been sent to a few people

#Loss of Powers | {OOC} #The Scrolls | Mun Menu {Post} #Mainly fastfists since THAT would be the one to probably get it... #I haven't really gotten those types of anons on this one or iimexpensiive; with iimexpensiive is fairly new & a bit of a niche account tbh #So I don't expect it to get any strange message or such... #Buuuut Knuckles on the other hand??? Yeeeeah... #IDK; I might check just to block whoever is sending it and delete too cause whomever is sending that? #Not cool man; not cool at all

[waywardsalt]

ok since tears of the kingdom is coming out like. insanely soon i figured i’ll just dump how i’ve been feeling abt it here. i wont tag for them and i dont intend to share any but because i have been actively seeking out spoilers i will vaguely reference them here so… idk really long musings on this game and my feelings abt it

(im just writing this out mostly for myself since i really kind of just. want to really figure out how i feel about this)

i… am not excited for totk?

i’ve figured out a bit ago that my severely waning interest in botw and general anxiety and discontent surrounding totk is just that… these games arent for me. i dont enjoy open world games with half a million things for you to do like it’s basically a sandbox. i struggle to really enjoy singleplayer minecraft. the space stage in spore gives me genuine anxiety, both when i played it as a kid and again when i reached it as an adult.

botw and totk are not games for me, and that’s cool. i’ve figured that out.

so why am i getting so damn anxious about this new game?

i am getting totk- not entirely of my own volition, i live with someone who is very genuinely excited for it, so it’s pre-ordered digitally on our switch. i am going to play it and complete it at least once.

the gameplay and world of botw never really got to me, and even what snippets of gameplay i see for totk dont really entice me. it just makes me anxious to think about the sheer amount of new stuff i’ll be dropped in the middle of and how i really dont care about this version of link or zelda or anyone else in botw’s hyrule

and some of the story spoiler stuff and general direction this game is going in has me just worried that the zelda series is moving away from what it used to be into an entirely new direction, that being a direction that it seems like i wont enjoy as much as everyone else seems to

so then i guess my main worry outside of totk is that i just end up struggling to really feel connected to the rest of the community about this? being a contrarian is fun until everyone is enjoying something you for some reason can’t get yourself to

i dont have a lot of hope in the story of totk to harken back to… ANYTHING of worth that past games have built up and made to be so important and interesting. hype is a dangerous thing for a not-yet-released game, and while i think the insane amount of speculation and theories and hype around totk will cause a lot of people to be disappointed with the final story, i dunno if i really wouldve liked it even if the story actually piqued my interest

maybe totk’s gameplay will really hook me. maybe i’ll enjoy the massive open world and gmod-ass gimmicks. but what ive seen of the story makes me less interested and the snippets of gameplay i see just make me remember how bored i now am with botw

at the end of the day this is just a video game with tags on this site i can blacklist and videos i can ignore and lore i can brush aside because at this point loz canon is a suggestion more than anything

i just cant shake the discomfort of once again being an outlier as everyone i see loses their mind about this new game while i just feel overwhelmed by it. i have played botw for a long time and have long since worn it out. i played age of calamity to completion and have not touched it or cared for it beyond the music since. i am not excited about totk and i feel like i am in the wrong due to my opinion

#salty talks #kinda personal? just angsting abt totk and being a lil negative abt it #at this point im not expecting it to blow me away. i no longer have fun playing botw. i do not care for the story or characters #this if anything is to soothe my nerves and is for the sake of my own wellbeing to articulate how i feel about this #it is cool to like. put your feelings into words. this is a lot more eloquent than ‘i miss linebeck’ #it feels kinda selfish to bitch abt a game thats not out yet and complain abt it not seeming enjoyable to me #but it looks like a genuinely good game. but its not for me. and thats what im ruminating on here #like i love linear stories games that limit you and fun little gimmicks and characters with complex arcs and all that #i played a little bit of skyward sword earlier and was finishing up the cistern dungeon and was so delighted to see the main statue lowered #i love the dungeons with gimmicks that flip everything around and force you to really think abour your next move #im excited to reach the water temple in oot again to swim around and tinker with the water level #i cant wait to finish oot and move onto mm and its wonderful gameplay and areas #id love to revisit albw and get back to playing ph (and maybe finishing triforce heroes idk abt that one i just want the linebeck outfit) #i played botw for like ten minutes a few weeks ago and then put it away without a second thought #so. if anyone wanted to know how i feel abt totk. its a bit alienating #i might blacklist every variation of ze/ink tbh. sayonara you weeaboo shits and your bland fucking milquetoast ship thats kinda irritating #i may delete this bc it errs on the side of being too personal but i really just need to write this stuff downh #anyways. going back to writing my thing abt my oc n linebeck hanging out and being gay

[eeveearoace]

my friend and i just sang the phineas and ferb love song to each other and i borderline think i might be falling in love with her

#might delete this later #we also joke-flirt with each other 24/7 #i think she called me “babe” today and we keep saying “i love you” “i love you too” #but she's straight and i'm androgynous-femme presenting #and i think she also joke-flirts with all of her friends #(she calls one friend “friend-y poo”) #anyway. tfw you keep platonically telling your friend you love them but it's starting to not feel entirely platonic #tbh i might also be experiencing alterous attraction

[viiisenyas]

It's a little weird how Carver mentions Leliana in Act 1 when you go into the chantry, but Hawke doesn't recognise her when you see her in MOTA. Granted, I've never heard this in-game before but still. She was in Lothering for a while before the Warden showed up.

#joey goes through 36k audio files #Shoot I just might have Val and Leliana meet for the hell of it #That ought to shake things up a bit #I mean I have a whole deleted scene that's being restored of Val and Reggie going into the village for supplies anyways #it wouldn't be too far-fetched for Val to run into Leliana while Reggie is talking to his old flame #lol #How funny tbh considering what I'm writing ahead now XD #only one person knows for now but you'll see

[rottingsick]

ro full first name reveal when. yes if u come from that one server to my blog u already know but shush HSJDHDJ

#text #misc #no rb #mine #might delete later #I am havin speed run thoughts rn and am loosin touch w reality so my response is to naturally spam posts on tumblr #ro feels too stiff for my vent blog tbh #but I had an identy crisis a while back and literally was 'do not refer to me ever' so yeah #I still have this one nickname that feels highly personal. lmao u know what I could make a joke like #names [redacted]. ro for short. [also redacted] for long. #itd be so funny #but also hdjdhdjdhdjdj idk #love how tumblrs glitchy tags mostly glitch on my keysmashes so they duplicate the first few letters 3 times but it just makes it easier to #keysmash n move on. auto keysmash. lmao #the most annoyin is just the slow reponse from key to output n the autocomplete glitchin out but eh

[ectoplasmer]

SIIIIGHS pulls up homestuck

#i’m on like three different cold medicines right now i might as well subject myself to this again #don’t do that btw bad idea but i had to be in public today so #i cannot ensure that i will be Normal upon seeing dave and jade again….. #delete later #whenever i’m reading something i always imagine one or two of the boys reading it with me #so i think ryou is the most likely one to enjoy hs or get into it #especially since it’s kinda longwinded and has a lot of fantasy aspects and darker parts while also still being a silly webcomic #i think marik would like it too for those exact reasons but i don’t think it’d hold his attention until like. act four lol #they’ll get to listen to me ramble about certain characters while poorly and just barely avoiding spoilers lol </3 #i think it’ll be fun though i like reading stuff like this with them #still can’t make up my mind on if ryou would be a space or doom player……. #jade vibes from him tbh. anyway

[cyberm4n]

HI I LOVED UR HYPERSEXUAL FEM READER HEADCANONS UR WRITING IS SO GOOD

Soo I'm here to request the vees (mainly vox but idc) x hypersexual Fem reader pleasee 😭🙏

if not that's okay and I hope you have a nice day/night!! feel free to delete this lol

-xoxo, Ari

THANK YOU <3333 i love the vees and ive been looking for an excuse to write them so this is perfect

vees with hypersexul reader

going with the same scenario as last time- you've just finished a round and (char) is spent but you're already ready to go again

《— vox —》

■ he seems like a 2 rounds kinda guy so after that second round and yall are just laying there he is SPENT

■ so when you roll over to lay on his chest like "one more time?" with a little smile on your face, as if yall did not just violently fuck it takes him a moment

■ he's spent, so spent. but he really wants to please you

■ he'd get used to it tbh. like he's mentally prepared everytime now but maybe sometimes he can do a round 3

■ he'd resort to toys i think, only the best for his girl <3

■ there's also something he loves about getting to hold you and watch you writhe in pleasure and he just gets to watch

■ he'd always take your preferences into mind with toys too. like if you want smth specific he's got it for you

■ i feel like he might prefer if yall are spent at the same time so the foreplay goes CRAZY

■ like it's not just foreplay it's actual rounds of getting you to cum before the main event yk

■ or sometimes he'll just ask if it'd be okay to be done for the night when he is

■ he doesn't mind either way but he'd definitely want to communicate about it

■ so yeah it might take him a little bit to adjust bit he'd be just fine!

《— valentino —》

■ okay let's be real this man fucks A LOT so he can probably do like. 3 or 4 lengthy rounds before he's tapped out

■ it's making me giggle about it but like okay val is a kinky guy, and like especially if the first time yall do anything it's a little bit rougher he is SHOCKED when you're down for more

■ he's prly into something like overstim where normally you kinda gotta reel from it after so when he's done and it takes you like. a minute or two to be like "do you wanna do it again?" he judt looks down at you so confused

■ he takes a moment, blinking. he'd definitely ask if you're kidding or smth and then finding out you're not he has to take a moment

■ like, he finds it fucking awesome but jesus christ he's finally met hsi match

■ he might use toys on you or go down on you, depends how he's feeling tbh

■ i think he'd lean towards going down on you, idk he just seems like he'd be a bit of a munch.

■ and if you're okay with it when yall fuck in the future he's constantly just seeing how far you can go before you're spent

■ long story short he's totally chill abt it when he gets used to it and thinks it's fucking great

《— velvette —》

■ okay im literally giggling and kicking my feet while typing this

■ she seems like a 2 or 3 round kind of gal

■ idk femxfem sex doesn't really go in rounds ime but like. yk.

■ so after she's spent, she's like so ready to cuddle up and sleep. but then you're caressing her cheek, nuzzling into her neck. "again?" you murmur and she has to take a moment

■ cause like, she's just super surprised you're still ready for another.

■ she'd ask the most questions abt it. like she'd want to just know more so she can support you better

■ she'd go down on you tho! anytime! she definitely has toys but she seems like the type to be more inclined to eat you out

■ if she gets tired of that she'd use a toy on you. but she stays engaged the whole time, super attentive.

■ she's a service switch so like getting to keep you pleased like this makes her feel good and she doesn't mind at all

■ once again, all of them would embrace it and they do not mind at all!

■ if you guys with the poly hc for the vees i think it just makes it so much better for them to know it's really hard to burn you out

■ i loved this request ty <3

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