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harrysmimi · 1 year
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Synopsis: One where Harry admits to have a girlfriend on a talk show
CW: Smut. Unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kiddos)
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YN's never been this happy in her life before!
She didn't know how a year and half went by with Harry. Obviously it's not been all rainbows and sunshine and unicorns and cotton candy but whatever it came her wat she cherished with her life. Because almost half of the time Harry was on tour all over in US and Asia, she gets to attend few of his shows as well.
Now she's got someone who shows her respect and love her for who she is!
Harry's recently released his third studio album which she helped write a few songs for. It was a swift process as he had his muse by his side, he said to her. And god has it been breaking records after records!
Alas, Harry was back in London but for a few days before he heads off to Manchester and tour all over Europe.
It was his birthday and he requested they spend it at home together. YN had baked him a little cake which was chilling in the fridge as they lounged in her living room, half dressed from their morning shenanigans, him sat there just in his boxers. A nice Sunday afternoon.
"Are you coming to the show tomorrow, love?" Harry asked. YN was sat in front of him on the sofa of her flat which have become a home for him from past couple of months now, as he painted her nails to match his.
"Yeah, I've taken the day off for tomorrow." She nodded watching him so concentrated that he doesn't get anything on her cuticles. "Your mum has called me over for lunch with your sister, a girls day in she called it."
"You know sometimes I get jealous how well you get along with my mother." He shared, his curls flopped down on his forehead. She'd somehow convinced him to not cut his hair.
"Awh! That so sad, isn't it?" YN cooed teasing him.
Anne has been nothing but sweet to YN since day they met on Gemma's birthday. Though that was very early when YN met her but they bumped in getting dinner at the same restaurant. Harry was taking his sister out on a nice dinner with his mum and Gemma's boyfriend tagged along. YN was there with her friends.
Totally unplanned for but everything went by smoothly. And what was there to love about YN? Harry wondered. He honestly doesn't know how and why fell for her. He just did. It just happened.
"But that sounds fun," he added quickly. It wasn't the first time YN has shared about hanging out with him mum or sister and it honestly warmed his heart to see and hear that. Especially when either of the women in his life has been so open to accept anyone he's dated in their lives this much.
"Mhmm. Gemma suggested we should all go get our hair done, she's been wanting to change her hair colour but she is confused. I was thinking about getting a hair cut too." YN shared.
"Yeah?" Harry glanced at her with a grin on his face, "what haircut are you planning to get?"
"I don't know, I kinda want to get bangs again. But it's too much work." YN contemplated. "I'll just get a little chop."
"Don't cut off your hair!" He exclaimed, "been begging me to not cut mine, you can't do that either!"
"You look cute with long hair!" She defended, "and I'm talking about just a little trim." Harry was done with giving her a nice manicure, looking proud of the little green heart he'd drawn over off white base. "That's so cute! Thank you Harry!"
"You're welcome, baby." He smiled, started putting away stuff on the coffee table.
"Oh, oh, oh, I forgot." YN got up and ram to the bedroom which they now share leaving him confused. She came back with a small paper bag in her hand. "A little birthday present for you."
"I told you to not get me anything, love." Harry gasped.
"Mhmm I did the same but you still got me present last year." She reminded him, "open it, open it!"
"What is it?" He took the bag, there was a little ring box in it. "YN, you really didn't had to lovie!"
"No, shush! Just open it!" She scolded him and did just that. There was a pretty signet ring with a gorgeous purple stone and silver band.
"This is so pretty." He pulled out the the piece of jewelry, "what stone is it?"
"Amethyst. Do you like it?" She beamed at him watching his reaction.
"I love it, sweetheart, thank you so much." Harry cooed, his voice soft.
"Wear wear it on your third finger, left hand." She shared.
"Any specific reason?" He slid the ring on the exact finger she said.
"I don't know about that. It's just that Amethyst just helps with creating like a good and zen mood, and like help with anxiety and stuff - I wear it too you know - basically it's calm you down." She started explaining, "my parents got me this ring when I was teenager." She showed him the ring he'd always seen her wear, "because I was starting to lash out on everyone, they thought I was like possessed or something. Our family astrologer said to get one made for me with silver to help with that. But anyway, that's not why I got it for you. I thought it might help as you said you get a little anxious before your shows. And a new piece to add to your collection. And it's also your birth stone!" She ended her rambling with a sheepish smile on her face.
"Awh!" He chuckled, "thank you so much, darling, I love how much thought you put into this. We can match now!"
"Oh, yeah!" She realised looking down at her own hand.
"Aren't you the sweetest little thing!" He pulled her in a bear hug cooing to her. "You're my own Amethyst, this is just a little cherry on top." YN was too shy to say anything so she resorted to just giggle. He'd managed to get her straddling his lap. "I love you."
"I love you." She pulled away to give him a kiss on his mouth. "So much. Thank you for being constant in my life that I've been looking for forever. I can't imagine myself without you."
"I'm not going anywhere," an adorable smirk creeping up on the corner of his lips, "you don't have to imagine that. I'm here with you for as long as you'd like to have me. You've given me a ring and now you're stuck with me."
"That doesn't sound bad."
"No it doesn't." He agreed, "would you like it if we move in together? We can get a place of our own somewhere a little private, I know my house has become a tourist attraction now."
"Or we can stay here." She suggested, "we've basically been living together. For now, we can stay here no one really knows where I stay. We can get a place maybe in future?"
Even thought gave him butterflies. He had never lived with anyone before. Thought of making it more legit and move in with her all together made his heart jumping in his ears. To finally and openly call her flat their home which has always felt like home to him.
It isn't as grand or as big as his own property, YN says, but he could say otherwise. It was just perfect for two people to live together which also had enough room to give each other personal space. That's more than enough.
"Yeah?" His cheeks were starting to hirt from how much he was smiling, "maybe when we're married?"
"Yeah." She nods. "When we're married!"
"You want to get married?"
"Of course I do. Why wouldn't I?" She shrugged, "do you?"
"I don't see myself not doing that." He admitted kissing her tenderly, "it's good we're on same page."
"Okay, now stop we have a cake waiting in the fridge." She stopped whatever he was trying to lead on.
"Come on it's my birthday." He looked at her with faux-puppy eyes, being sneaky with his wandering hands. Stroking his hand on soft of her bare thighs, slipping under her (his) sweat shirt she had threw on after their post-breakfast shenanigans. "Do you want to stop?"
"No," she nodded.
"Just as I expected," he smirked sitting straight with his hand on the back of her neck pulled her down slotting their mouths together. Cutting to chase, his tongue slipped past her lips getting the taste of her. His moan was lost in her mouth at gentle rut of her hips against his own. "God you're gonna be death of me!" He groaned pulling away from her mouth breathing out another moan.
"It's your birthday we wouldn't want that." She teased him.
"If you don't want that you should definitely take this off, it's only fair." He suggested, already tugging the piece of garment of her. He almost managed to get her sweatshirt over her head before her phone started ringing in the other room. "Were you expecting a call?"
"No," she shook her head getting off his lap after he'd adjusted her clothes properly letting her go.
YN saw it was face time from Alec, upon answering she found Brielle was on a conference call. Alec went on about his video, Brielle calling him weird names for bragging about it their usual shenanigans. All fun and jokes continued for next ten minutes before Brielle talked about sharing something.
"Before she goes on, we know it's your boyfriend's birthday but she just can't keep it in her stomach for a day longer." Alec gave YN a disclaimer.
"What is going on?" YN asked.
"I am engaged!" Brielle screamed showing YN her ring.
"What the fuck?" YN squealed.
"Yes! Ben proposed last night!" The blonde shared.
"Oh my god, Brielle! I am so happy for you!" She couldn't contain herself. "What!"
"Wait, wait, wait, there is more!" Alec butted in, taking YN by surprise.
"Oh, Hi Harry!" Brielle said making YN look behind. Harry was there with a shirt on. "Happy Birthday!"
"Hello, how are you? I heard squealing here, everything alright?" Harry said.
"I got engaged last night!" Brielle gave him the new as well.
"Awh! Congratulations, darling!" Harry cooed. All the YN could feel his hard on pressed to her lower back. He got worked up, hasn't he, YN wondered.
"And..." Brielle said picking up something from in front of her. "I am pregnant!"
"Oh my god!" YN gasped, "slow down girlie!"
"No, no, that was her surprise for Ben. But little did either of them knew both of them called me up before to help with the surprise." Alec said, "it was like two birds with one stone!"
"You sneaky little shits, didn't even tell me about a thing!" YN huffed.
"Yeah? You were seeing Harry Styles behind our back for months before you told us!" Brielle pointed out.
"Touché!" Harry agreed with her just to tease his girl.
"Anyway, I have to go I'll talk you all later." Alec said, "Harry, Happy Birthday to you bestie!"
"Yes, yes, I have an appointment. Happy Birthday, Harry. Bye bye!"
"Thank you!" Harry smiled. YN hung up the call with her friends and put her phone back on charge.
"Oh god!" She squealed watching Harry towering over her, taking steps back.
"Left me hanging there." He pouted but he kept walking forward until she was flushed against the wall behind her, beside her dresser.
"I got a call, didn't mean to." She genuinely got upset for doing that to him.
"No, baby I'm just joking." He rushed, giggling softly he pressed a kiss on the corner of her mouth. "Do you still want to continue?" A cheeky smile over his face.
"Mhmm!" She agreed. "I want."
"C'mon." He walked her to their bed, making her sit back down he took off the shirt he'd put on just so he can could check on her and her friend squealing, it would have been indecent if he walked in on their face time chat just in his boxers. He resumed to do the same to her, waiting for a moment to get her approval. Being careful of the neckline. "Hi."
"Hi." She chuckled watching him keep the jumper close by. Little thing he'd been concious about to not throw her shirt away as she gets cold easily. He approached her with a kiss on her mouth, as he carefully lied her back. Making sure she'd comfortable on her pillow.
"You still want this? You aren't still sore from last night, right?" He enquired.
"I want it," she assured him, "please?"
"You're getting it, gorgeous," he cooed to her. Cutting to chase, he pushed his boxers down as well as her panties. His fingers skimming over her core to meet with her wet fold, that earned him a breathy moan from her in attempt. "You ready?"
"Yeah." His hand still between them, as he grabbed onto his cock slipping through her fold with ease her feel her tightly wrap around him. He felt her shuddering under him just at that. "Move!" She sounded. Enough for him to pull out enough and buck his hips into her in gentle thrusts. Feeling warm and close, pushed him to the edge already if it weren't for how worked up he got waiting for his girl to get off the phone call with her friends.
"Oh my baby," he sighed dropping his head in the crook of her neck, comforting her as he heard her little whimpers, "fuck!"
Harry felt her press a few kisses on his face. "Oh god- Harry. Faster please!" She managed to convey between each puffs of oxytocin in her brain followed by each of his thrusts. He picked up his pace enough for her satisfaction, she wrapped her arms around his middle to find a balance, her nails racking on his skin in attempt.
"Jesus, baby I'm not gonna last!" He punctuated his little announcement with a sigh of his moan, a growl she decided it was rumbling through his chest. "Are you close? Need you to cum with me baby love."
"Getting, getting there." She nodded, stuttering through her speech.
"I can't- fucking christ!- I can't..." He whimpered. Her walls clenching around him making it much harder for him to chase her.
"Cum for me, please, Harry." She urged him. "Please?" With his thrusts getting sloppier and sloppier, he came down on his orgasm hard spurting his cum inside her until his cock softened again. Their mouths pressed together to drown their noises, his cock was replaced by his fingers. "Ah! Harry!"
"Can't leave my baby hanging, can I, hm?" He cooed to her, "been so good to me. Can already feel you clenching around me fingers." His fingers worked faster hitting just her right spot and be knew exactly what he was doing to her, making her squirt as she came down of her own high. Grateful of the towels they had splayed on their bed from last night.
Harry brought up fingers to her mouth, pushing past her kiss lips be watched her suck them clean. Thin sheen of sweat over her face had him groaning, he swore he'd fucked a real angel and now she's sucking their cum off his fingers.
Feeling oh so tired, he plopped on his spot next to her. "C'mere, angel." He coaxed her closer to him so she wouldn't get cold. "You alright?"
"Yeah. Just need a minute." She shared, her head rested on his chest. "Are you having a good birthday?"
"Most amazing one I've had." He corrected her, "thank you for the present, sweetheart, really love it!" She just pressed a kiss on his collar bone.
YN wasn't big on recieving thank yous. Especially from him and her friends. She did the things she did nit expecting a thank you in return, it made her weird she said. But Harry is for sure never going to take off the ring she got him. She draped her arm and leg over him cuddling closer.
"Was it too rough last night, baby?" He enquired, carelessly running his hand down her side to the full of her ass feeling her bare skin. "Are you sore anywhere?"
"Not from last night." She admitted, "and I liked it."
"Yeah, you did?" He smiled, "but you've gotta tell me if it's too much, okay lovie?"
"I will, I will." She agreed.
"Why are you sore?"
"In my joints, it happens when the weather is changing." She shared.
"Did you have an appointment with your doctor recently?" Lately he's been accompanying her to her doctors visit as many times as he could between his schedule. He figured she tends to forget a few things her doctor says, so he took it upon himself to go with her. Or it is usually Brielle going with her when he can't.
"No, it's next Friday."
"You want me to go with you? Can come back from Manchester." He suggested.
"Yes, please." She lifted her head up to look at him, "I want to take a warm bath now. Join me?"
"Lay here, okay? I'll go run us a bath then."
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YN's day out with Anne and Gemma was amazing.
They were talking about the videos YN sent in their group chat of Harry decorating his own birthday cake and struggled every moment of it. Getting frosting everywhere, dressed in his purple bathrobe. Gemma was having a field day making fun of him in the group chat.
The girls got their hair done. Gemma finally deciding to dye her hair with blue highlights and getting curtain bangs getting inspired by YN. Anne just got her hair trimmed and styled, she looked stunning!
YN could really see how much Harry resembles to his mother. It was creepily adorable to her how look alike they were, knowing very well that's how genes work. The way they both talk and behave are just so similar, Harry just got a little lazy undertone to his voice.
"Oh, YN did you see Harry's fans have been suspicious about him seeing someone in secret?" Gemma asked, "I know you're not on Twitter and Harry doesn't go online much, just wanted to give you a little head up. People online can be brutal. But honestly his fans loves you even though they don't know you yet."
"Mhmm, I saw those too." Anne chimed in, "there are pictures of you two from Louvre last month."
"Hmm?!" YN couldn't believe it. The few Harry update account she'd been following for ages haven't posted any of those on their feed. She didn't know about that.
"Yeah." Gemma nodded, "we're going to show after this. And anyone says anything mean to you, you tell me about it!"
YN chuckled, "I will, I will."
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Before the show started the girls headed to the Wembley stadium. It was jam packed with Harry's fan screaming to the show opener's songs and even pre set playlist.
Waiting for Harry was a bore honestly, Gemma said. So they took many selfies and pictures. YN gonna show each one of those Harry later tonight when they get back home. But alas he got up on the stage, ten minutes late!
The back of the pit was open, just a few guards stood around. Especially next to Anne, Gemma and YN and other of Harry's friends visiting. He'd also invited YN's friends to the show.
"YN!" Brielle squealed.
"Bri!" YN hugged her, "oh my god I missed you so much."
"I missed you too," the blonde cooed hugging her best friend back.
Gemma was YN's date as Harry was literally working and ber friends were accompanied by their Fiancés. Yup, both her friends are engaged. Alec proposed his girlfriend of five years on their graduation day. YN couldn't be happier for both of her best friends. But Gemma kept her company as they danced to Harry singing.
Just just Harry climbed on the sound box during Medicine making his fans go crazy and his family and friends stood in the back laugh. YN just hoped he doesn't hurt himself, he didn't so that was good.
"Oh my, he is going to hurt himself someday." Gemma said. YN's sure she's planning to give him some scolding.
"It's okay, he's fine. He just needs a wired mic." YN assured her making her laugh out loud.
After the show like planned they all went to have dinner. Harry have been meaning to do so, to get to know her friends better. They had an amazing time to say the least, apart from little threats he got from her friends if he hurts YN in anyway. They were both mostly joking.
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Harry was finally done with his tour for the hear, he was home. YN got home from work, Harry had begged her for attention and cuddles. Having her pinned to the sofa along with him.
"Brielle is already showing a tiny bit, she said she's having twins she told her!" YN shared, as she showed Harry pictures she took with ber friends at Brielle's little gender reveal. They looked through the posts on Instagram and Harry's fans making fun of him for the way he was being a little monkey on stage on his last show with a wireless mic. "That's insane!"
"Yeah? Identical or Fraternal?" Harry found her excitement pretty adorable. She was lied there basically on top of him with her back pressed on his chest, he held her tightly.
"Fraternal, I think she said but both are boys." YN wondered not remembering what Brielle shared.
"What do you want for dinner? I wanna cook something for you." He smiled, she lifted her head to look at him, "I won't burn down our kitchen don't worry."
"I hope you don't," she nodded.
"Babe that happened once!" He defended himself. When he went to make YN and himself some tea and accidentally let the tea simmer off all over the stove that the flame went off. "You can supervise me."
"We have some pasta, you can make that." YN suggested, "spaghetti maybe? I think there is some spaghetti sauce or we can order a jar if not."
"You really keep me humble, really need that." He chuckled, she really doesn't want him near the stove. Just as she was about to say something the door bell went off.
"Yeah, and your wired mic back." She commented before getting up to go check the door but she wasn't quick enough before she felt a smack on her bum.
"Cheeky!" He exclaimed.
YN laughed. She opened the door to find her neighbour there. "Oh Hi, Deniz, how are you?"
"I'm good, I'm good." He said. "My roommate and I made some Pide, thought to share with our neighbour." He offered her a plate china plate with delicious food.
"Hmm, thank you." YN accepted, "what is Pide?" Looking at what she can make is a boat shaped pizza.
"It's Turkish dish, like a, uhh, pizza you can say. This one has eggs and this one has sausage on it." Deniz explained. "Hope you enjoy them."
"Yeah, thank you." YN nodded.
"Bye."
"Bye." YN waved at him and shut her door after he got in his flat.
"Who was it darling?" Harry called from kitchen, he was looking at things in the fridge.
"The new neighbour." YN said, "we are offered some Turkish delicacies."
"Oh, our neighbours are pretty nice. Except Mrs. White at front." Harry smiled, "what is it?"
"He said it's like a Turkish pizza." YN shrugged. "And I get her, we were being too loud that day!"
Harry didn't liked the old lady who lived in the flat right across from YN's (now their home), she knocked on the door the morning after he can came back from his Asia tour scolding them for being loud. Even threatening to call the cops as it was the second time. Since then they've been very tame with their sexual activities.
"Yeah, like she didn't when she was younger."
"Oh my god Harry, give her a break." YN laughed. "You go at it like a freaking rabbit."
"I go at it like a rabbit? Like you don't participate." He scoffed, "you're the loudest one, which I don't mind."
"Oh my," YN rolled her eyes because there was no denying on the first part of his argument, "she'll move out in three months after her lease is over."
"How do you know that?"
"The day I moved in she came in to deliver her set of rules, there she told he how long she's been living here and stuff." YN explained, "and she said she doesn't have the energy to deal with my shenanigans if I were to bring home people every night like every other college student who live on the floor." Though YN never brought anyone home with her, except her friends a couple of times and now Harry.
"Oh, she's exhausted then." Harry giggled picking up A slice of Pide from the plate. "There is enough to make the sauce from scratch in the fridge, would need to go grocery shopping. This is not going to be enough for us."
"Okay." YN nodded. Harry got to preparing to make the sauce for the pasta.
"You know I was thinking," he started.
"What are you thinking?" YN asked as she washed up few dishes in the sink from lunch time.
"Maybe we should go on a vacation?" He suggested, "need a little break before I start filming for Eternals."
"Vacation? Where?"
"Wherever you please," he shrugged. "We can do it for your birthday."
"I, ehm, I am sorry I don't know if I can really afford a vacation right now." She explained.
"Baby," he dropped the knife on the counter before he walked upto her, "you don't have to worry about it, yeah? I said I wanna take you somewhere for your birthday." He hugged her from behind.
"I'd feel too bad!"
"Why would you feel bad? I am your boyfriend, I have the right to take my girlfriend out."
"Exactly, I'm your girlfriend not your sugar baby, so you don't have to pay for my vacation." YN placed the last dish on the drying rack and turned around to face him.
"It's not that, sweetheart, I promise." He assured her, "usually I go alone out somewhere for sometime after tour. But I'm not alone, am I now?"
"No you're not," she smiled sheepishly.
"Yeah? Then will you think about it?" He asked, feeling excited already.
"Yeah." She agreed.
"Though I wouldn't mind to be your sugar daddy." He teased, tickling her sides
"I'll need a Versace bag and the new Louis Vuitton collection for that to happen." YN said, of course adding to his teasing jokingly.
"Thought you'd say you want something from Gucci!" He acted hurt.
"Not everyone is obsessed with Gucci like you, Harry." She booped the tip of his nose with her pointer finger.
"But I am obsessed with you!" He corrected her, making her chuckle sheepishly.
Harry just laughed watching her blush dipped his head down to place a tender kiss on her mouth before they both got to making dinner.
He had put on her dance playlist on her phone, they laughed when the Spotify add started playing interrupting their fun. But none the less they danced around the kitchen. Harry singing along to Elvis as they waited for the water to boil to cook the pasta, he pulled YN closer to him with his arms snaked around her waist swaying them both to the soft tunes of Can't Help Falling In Love because he really couldn't.
"I love you so much." He mumbled to her like they weren't home alone, as it if it were his little secret, as if he wanted to be selfish and keep it to himself. His forehead rested on her, noses skimming close into soft kitten kiss.
"I love you too."
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Another day at work YN was having a fairly good day. Excited to go back home and watch new season of the show with her boyfriend. She had been holding off to watch the show for Harry. Just as she was about to wrap up her shift by taking the last order, her older brother walked in.
"Hello." He said, smiling.
"What can I get you?" YN smiled back, keeping it professional.
"It's bit late for coffee, if you're done can we talk?" He asked politely.
YN nodded, "wait outside." She quickly wrapped up for the day amd clocked out. Walked out to see her brother stood there waiting for her. "What do you want?"
"Hey, be nice." He whined, "I came to see my sister, can't I?"
"What do you need help with?" YN trued to cut to the chase.
"You think I'm like Mumma and Baba, don't you?" He sighed, "look there are few things I want to you to know about, it's important. It's better you know from family than anywhere else."
"What is it then?" She asked.
"Come on let's go get dinner and well talk about it." He suggested. YN contemplated and hesitated but agreed.
"Okay, I'll drive there. Need to inform my boyfriend."
"You've got a boyfriend?" He chuckled not believing. YN just kept her head down and walked to her car sending a quick text to Harry explaining that she won't be coming home for dinner, that her brother came to see her. To which he sent a quick okay and a little Enjoy baby!.
Harry at home, took time to himself. Cleaned around the flat a little and picked up the dirty laundry he tends to leave everywhere and annoy YN. He did both their laundry and cooked dinner himself as she won't be joining him.
Though it made him a little anxious for his girl when she mentioned that she's going to get dinner with her brother. She didn't mention which brother it was. As far he knows her little brother is a complete asshole, he'd seen him a few times, calling YN up to lend him cash or pick him up from somewhere and whatever he might need help with, throw tantrums like a little toddler when YN refuse to help him.
She had told him so much about her family, that they all lived in a big joint family — a typical Indian household she expects —, with both her grandparents, her parents and all of her siblings. Before her older sister got married and though his older is married too now, he still lives with their parents with his wife. It was a pretty common custom he reckoned.
YN was the middle child in between two sets of twins. An older sister and brother and younger sister and brother. And essential like every stereotypical middle child she was neglected. If not neglected then always looked down upon. Why? Because her older siblings were much mature and listen to everything her parents asked them or told them to, and her younger siblings? Well, they're always excused and as they're young and dumb.
Growing up YN felt pressure to be good enough to make her parents proud and be a good example for her younger siblings who don't give a crap about her. She never listened to anyone talking shit about her, even behind her back, she clapped back unlike her other siblings. She rebelled against the shitty rules.
And oh boy did she dared to choose her own career path and don't go to be a doctor, or an engineer or a fucking lawyer or even a teacher for the matter of fact. When she told her parents she is not quitting her job at the cafe because she loves it, they just lashes out on her. Because well, it isn't well reputed job, is it?
Harry waited for her anxiously at home. When he heard that click of door opening he walked up to go greet her, she looked all tired and run down. Before he could say anything else their neighbour greeted her.
"Hey YN."
"Hi," she said after glancing at her boyfriend.
"I was wondering if you were free this weekend, my friends and I were going out for drinks." Deniz said, Harry looked taken back.
"No, I have plans with my boyfriend here." She quickly and politely turned him down, "Harry this is Deniz, he's our new neighbour."
"Nice to meet you..." Harry said, he didn't mean it though, "Deniz was it?"
"Yeah, nice to meet you too. Sorry about that." The blue eyed man said, "never seen you around here."
"I was on tour recently so I wasn't home." Harry shared. Deniz just smiled awkwardly and walked into his flat. YN walked in herself and shut the door behind her. "You've got a quite a few admirers, eh?" He teased her earning an eye roll from. "I don't blame him honestly, I've got a quite crush on you too."
"Oh, I really hope you do." She warned him, taking off her shoes. "I'm sorry about that, I didn't know why he asked that."
"Don't be sorry baby, I trust you," he assured her as he pulled her in a big bear hug. "God I miss you too much when you're off to work."
"Just six hours Harry," she giggled holding onto him tightly as he lifted her off her feet and walked in the living room with her. Sitting down her placed her on his lap.
"It's too much!" He whines burying his face in her neck.
"I'm all sweaty, lemme go shower and we can cuddle." She suggested.
"Shush!" He sounded, "I don't mind."
"Did you eat dinner?" She asked.
"Mhmm," he nodded, pulling back enough to look at her, "how did it go with your brother?"
"He shared a few things." YN started, "for first he was asking if I was ever going to move back in, I told him I'm living with my boyfriend now to which he reacted like, meh, I don't know how to explain it. He just looked taken back."
"Mhmm, and?"
"And he said that Grandma is sick from past few weeks, but they had to take her to hospital a couple of days back." She said, "and all that. And a couple more things."
"You want to go see her then?" He asked.
"Yeah, I'll go tomorrow." She nodded, "you want to come with me? We can go after your interview?"
"Yeah." He agreed. He'll get to meet her family.
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The very next morning Harry had an interview at Graham Norton show but he is nervous. He's certain he's going to be asked about the pictures of him and his girlfriend at the interview. He has been contemplating whether to just dodge it or answer it truthfully. Honestly he would but he doesn't know how YN feels about it.
"Baby, would you help me pick a suit?" Harry asked.
"You should wear the pink one from suits Lambert sent pictures of." YN suggested.
"Oh the with embroidered flowers?" He was already pulling up the exact pink suit on his phone.
"Yes, that one. And wear the baby pink shirt underneath it."
"Nice choice baby love." He gave her a forehead kiss, "I'll go get ready to leave now."
"Yeah," YN nodded, pressing a kiss on his shoulder she walked out.
"Baby, what's wrong?" Harry followed her out, she was in the kitchen.
"Nothing, just worried about my Grandma." She shared, a pair of tattooed arms wrapped around her stopping her from moving around much as she prepared for a nice breakfast.
"I thought you didn't like her?"
"Harry, she's still my dad's mother." She sighed, not liking his joke which weren't entirely wrong.
"I apologise baby," he pressed a kiss on her shoulder, "we'll go see her after my interview today, yeah?"
"Mhmm." She nodded.
"What are you making?" He asked watching her resume mixing flour in the went ingredients.
"Pancakes, I'll be getting late for work so, something quick." She shared.
"I'll make us coffee and tea." He got to making himself coffee and her a cuppa. Like everyday, they had a breakfast together. It was their thing to eat at least one meal together whenever Harry's in town.
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As expected Harry was now being asked about his secret girlfriend.
Now Harry has been dying for the commercial break so he could tell this actress sitting next to him that his girl is a huge fan of her. She's literally made him watch each one of her movies with her. But he wasn't expecting for the pictures of him and his girl being asked about now, though he knew it was going to inevitable to avoid.
"What are you even doing here?" Graham asked showing a picture of him at the Hyde Park on one of the many picnic dates with YN. He was chasing her for something cheeky did that day. He has been caught in the action, with a very funny face.
"Running." He shrugged leaning back trying to act casual and not nervous. Graham proceeded to show a few twitter memes of him on the pictures.
"Oh, this is a new one 'I would be filing an restraining order if someone looked at me the way Harry is looking at this girl.' I mean, you do look creepy there!" Graham laughed.
It was a picture of Harry and his girl at Louvre museum not too long ago. He didn't even know he looked creepy just admiring her talking about something she found amusing or interesting. He can still remember seeing her eyes sparkle there, looking at the stuff she has been researching for days when he told her about the little trip to france even though just her back was to be seen in the picture. He just laughed awkwardly.
"May I ask, who is that you're with?" The host asked, taking him by a little surprise.
"That, ehm, that's my missus." He confirmed making the audience scream in awe, "yeah, that's my partner." He nodded, shyly running a nervous knuckle under his nose, an attempt to hide his blush.
"You've never talked about your romantic life before!" The host exclaimed in surprise, "well, apart from confirming your situationship with Barak Obama."
"Stop, it still hurts!" Harry covered his eyes dramatically making everyone laugh.
"How long have you been together? And how didn't we know about it?" The other comedian actor sitting on his other side asked, confusedly.
"I don't know really." Harry stuttered, "a pretty long time, yeah." He smiled shyly. He's clearly never talked about being in a relationship with someone. And he was being vague about the status for a reason there, to protect her from the internet cruelty. People can really feel free wonder what their relationship setting is.
He knew this was going to make a huge buzz in the media and on internet. But Harry did talked to YN's favourite actress about her, even make FaceTime call after wrap up.
He went home to see an excited YN there who tackled him with the biggest and warmest hug.
"Ah! I can't believe you actually met her!" She exclaimed, "thank you telling her about me!"
"Of course my baby," he cooed, "I love talking about you!"
"I love you so much!" She gave him a last squeeze before she pulled away to press firm kisses on his mouth.
"I'd go hunting down your favourite celebrities from now on." He mumbled in between her sweet little kisses. "I love you too, baby."
"You are my favourite celebrity, I don't know what you're talking about." She shrugged.
"I can agree to that." He nods, "are you ready to leave to see your grandma?"
"Mhmm, I packed a little over night bag." She shared, "it would be too late to drive back. Do you want to get a change of clothes?"
They were going to have to stay overnight as the visiting hours in the morning are very limited. Driving in the morning made less sense, in case if they got late they'd have to wait another day. YN managed to get just one day off of work. Also she wanted Harry to meet up with her family finally!
"Of course, do you have room in your bag?" He went in their bedroom to get a change of spare clothes, he was already in a pair of sweats and a hoodie.
"Yup!" She sounded following him around like a little puppy.
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On the car ride to Kingston, YN was driving when Harry decided to tell her that he'd confirmed to be in a relationship.
"Graham showed a few pictures of us at the interview." Harry started, "I gave a vague answer that you're my girl."
"Oh, really?" She asked, being taken aback by the accent she put on unknowingly, "I sounded super British there! What have you done to me?!" She fake screamed making him laugh out loud, his head thrown back.
"Being a good influence, eh?" He teased her, "I don't know if you were fine with it or not. I can still call in and ask them to cut the segment off for you."
"No, it's fine." She shrugged, "it was going to be out anyway." She seemed very chill about it. "Though your fans still come over at the cafe asking what time you usually come in."
"They do?" He was surprised.
"Mhmm, I just tell them there is no fixed time you come over." She answered. "Oh shit! I forgot to book a damn hotel, I don't want to stay at my parents!"
"I can do that baby, don't worry." He pulled out his phone without any questions. He knew how weirdly complicated her family is.
It was going to be a fum field trip for him and her for the day. But he was ready for anything. Because he just loves so much!
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HSupdates: "That, ehm, that's my missus." Harry talking about being seen with a girl at Louvre museum."yeah, that's my partner."
Replies:
User1 ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!?!! HE HAS NEVER TALKED ABOUT HIS PARTNERS BEFORE! I'M GONNA GO THROW MYSELF OFF A CLIFF. BRB.
User2 He's literally so sick for doing this! 😭 I love him!
User3 He actually seems so happy 🥺 makes me so happy that he can openly talk about the person he loves.
User4 She must make him so happy that he actually talked about her. I'm gonna cry!
mamatwist ❤️❤️
User6 WHO IS SHE?!! WHERE THE FBI HARRIES?!
User7 OMG! She works at the cafe Harry has been seen visiting almost every fucking day he's in London. GOD! he's smitten like a kitten with her! 😭
User8 no because I go to her cafe, she's literally so sweet. Such an agel she is. Sadly there were some rude Karens when I was there last time I couldn't talk to her cuz I didn't wanted to make her more upset. But she's literally so sweet!
User9 What the fuck? Harry likes to degrade his options? He went from Taylor to Kendall ro Camille to now some random ass barista? My mans need a serious wingman!
User10 SHUT UP! That's why he's been visiting the same cafe from past two years??? They've been together FOR TWO FUCKING YEARS??
User11 Watch this man get married, have ten kids and three grandkids and we wouldn't know. Love that for him!
User12 Isn't it the same girl who have been Credited on every Harry's House song? 🥺
User13 Fucking hell! She's the rudest person I have ever met. She messed my perfect order on purpose when I went to her outlet.
User14 Don't listen to the rude and nasty people in the replies y'all. She's very sweet and kind. No wonder why Harry is so happy lately. She was there at the last London show with Gemma and Anne, they both looked so happy with her too. 🥺
User15 My baby is finally happy! 🥺 I am so happy he found someone!
User16 So happy she's not from the industry. He needs serious humbling!
HSupdates: "I don't know really." Stutters, "a pretty long time, yeah." Harry on being asked how long he's been with his partner.
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User17 He might have told us he's taken but he will never give out any details.
User18 People better not bully the girl who makes my baby so happy 😤 I'll literally burn down cities!
User19 No because he got all blushy and shy. I love that for him!
User20 This is seriously a PR to hide ykw 👀 she's been literally credited on his album. Lol
User21 User20 stfu if you don't know anything. Let Harry be happy for once! Not everything have to a PR to hide anything! Grow tf up!
User22 God she's so fat 🤢 wtf Harry sees in her!
User21 User22 Good! Sk now we're gonna body shame the person you don't even know the name of? Go get a job at a McDonald's or something pls.
User23 Harry we love that for you!
User24 God I feel bad for the girl already. I hope fans respect this girl now. She seems so sweet by reading the few nice comments about her. 🥺
User25 No one bully my Husband's partner 🤺🤺 I'll literally hunt you down!
User26 *Sneaky Pictures of YN working at the cafe" I saw her today! Ew she's so ugly!
User27 User26 WTF? Literally delete this now! This is so disgusting of you, leave her alone!
User28 I literally love her for making Harry so happy!
User29 I hope Harry settle downs now. 🥺 Anne seemed so happy with her at the Wembley show.
User30 No but how lucky is Harry to have a person HER in his life now? He deserves it!
User31 stfu everyone! Harry_Styles can you fight? Because I am gonna steal your hot gf from you!
User32 NO SHE WAS IN MY MUSIC HISTORY CLASS! NO WONDER WHY SHE HAS BEEN CREDITED ON HARRY'S HOUSE!
User33 No literally. Harry you should go learn Karate or something because she's so fucking gorgeous. Like BI PANIC IS REAL!
User34 No he took her to Museums for dates 🥺 that's so Harry of him
User35 They frequently go to Hyde Park and have little picnics. I see them almost every second day Harry is back in London when I go for my everything walks.
User36 No because the way Harry and Her go to the Hyde Park. I literally see them everytime Harry's in town. They cuddle up in a corner looking through the phone kr Harry reads to her 🥺
User37 SOMEBODY NEEDS TO TAKE THEIR PICTURES FROM THEIR PICNIC DATES!
User38 User37 Uhmm... No? Because that's very effing creepy. They deserve their privacy. So stfu with kindness 🥰
User39 That's the same girl I saw at Harry's Wembley show at the salon with Anne and Gemma. She's literally part of the family now 🥺❤️😭
User40 Her hair is so fucking pretty 😭 I wanna see how pretty she looks so badly!
User41 Imagine the next post of Harry is that he's engaged or married to her. It's over for you bitches 🤧
User42 User41 I doubt he'll post anything about it but that would shut down many fucker out here! I so badly want him to post about her.
User43 I can't. I am heartbroken at the same time so happy for him.
User44 "My Missus" ?!?!? How British can he get 😩
User45 She's so hot irl dude. Harry is literally to lucky to have get her! I am jealous 😭
User46 so cute!!!
User47 I want to be Harry so bad! I am so jealous of him for a getting a girl that hot!
User48 The way we're all collectively thirsting over Harry's partner 🤧 this has never happened before but I'm here for it.
User49 No because why is her back so pretty? Like, imagine how pretty she's be from the front
IndianHarrie Harry finally getting some spice in his love life 😤 (pun intended cuz she seems Indian to me lol)
User40 IndianHarrie NOUR! STOP! 😭🤣
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OKAY OKAY... i'm gonna talk a bit under the cut here about my thoughts on the eggs' return, the latest qsmp things in general, and why i'm really not vibing with either of those things that much. Absolutely feel free to scroll on by. or don't. Fuck it we fucking ball no matter what!!!!!!!
bros i love qsmp. and i recognize that qsmp is an extremely ambitious project, which i think can be both a benefit to its impressiveness, and a massive detriment to the story it's trying to tell. So like... i just really don't like how the eggs have been returned and feel kinda strange about almost Everything that's happened recently? Also this got so fucking long😭 SORRY!!
because think about it. the eggs were gone for TWO MONTHS without a SINGLE clue being given out as to what could have happened to them. through purgatory we got those cutscenes that gave us little glimpses into what happened, which i really liked, and then in the purgatory finale we saw them for the first time And were left on a cliffhanger as to their fates.
and i had mixed feelings on the purgatory finale too, but at this point i think it was alright. i actually really like what it set up with the eggs' fate as well as with the characters like cellbit and baghera who chose to stay behind. obviously none of them were Dead, but we knew something bad Could've happened to them, and it actually had good Stakes! them choosing to stay behind because they knew their eggs were there was really impactful and cool.
it set up a lot of intrigue on how the eggs were going to be eventually rescued, especially because we had no idea what happened to them after the nuke went off. when we first saw the eggs in purgatory there, my first thought was that was the BEGINNING of a sequence of events to get them back, likely with the help of the characters who stayed behind. And i love the eggs and wanted them back too, but that was still an idea i quite liked! It couldn't have been THAT easy!
but then. THREE. days later. with no buildup and no intrigue and in a complete deus ex machina CUCURUCHO of all characters shows up and saves the eggs AND brings back. three fucking more. watching that live i was seriously like. What? Is that seriously All? that's ALL we had to do to get them Back???
Two months of the eggs being missing with no clues as to what happened and fucking cucurucho just shows up and they're all back. plus three more cause. i fucking guess. that sucks. Like guys that sucks. the eggs being returned in such an unceremonious and absolutely Lame way for Two!! Months!! Of Buildup!! is like The worst way they could've gone??
what was the point of the two months of angst and of attempted searching if this was gonna happen? what was the point of how much every character suffered for them, and what was the point of cellbit and baghera and anybody else Staying behind on purgatory if they were going to be returned Completely out of Every Character's Control 😭😭?? like. It's bad!! That sucked!! it's so extremely unsatisfying and lame, it comes out of nowhere, And it makes so many things the characters did prior to this completely meaningless!
i know some people have expressed the sentiment that on a story level, the parents were never supposed to rescue the eggs because the other entities in this story are so powerful. and that's genuinely reasonable—But i kind of don't care about that when the story fumbled all the buildup it's set up for MONTHS so hard. i don't really care about what the in-story precedent is when it sucked so bad to watch as a viewer who's Invested in these happenings.
i agree also with what some other people have said about qsmp in present times seems to be losing the part of its narrative that was character driven. like, What is the point of those players making those impactful personal choices for the eggs. if they meant absolutely Nothing?? What's the point of trying anything at all if the greater story is completely unchangeable?? it's just so Lame and Not fun to watch!! What's the point of the threat of the nuke if it meant Literally Nothing?? Hell, What was the point of dapper being the sole egg to make it back to the island IF THE OTHERS WERE GONNA COME BACK 3 DAYS LATER ??
need i say, also, how things are just moving so fast. Like, seriously, the eggs returning in the dumbest way possible already sucked but it happening Three days after purgatory 😭? Literally each of the new eggs only had like. ONE fucking parent online to even meet them. Couldn't that have waited? i would've gladly waited a week or two especially when so many people are recovering from the fucking monster that is purgatory. like. A break would've been really nice. Like really nice. why do we immediately need to burst into the Next Big Thing. build up and build up and build up to.. Nothing! isn't fun to watch...
man. mannn. i'm leaving out many of my other thoughts on Many Thangs so this doesn't actually become 500000 paragraphs long but yeah. feel free to debate me but if you want to insult me you have to send me at least 3 paragraphs of qjaiden analysis first. [pitbull image] Hope everyone enjoyed it
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minevn · 2 months
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(sorry for mistakes) You wrote about how the LI would react to a meeting with the MC parents, but how would the LI’s parents react to the MC?
Minato: Well, since Minato doesn't have parents, we'll settle for grandparents, this will be in game! Anyways, they absolutely adore the MC, as long as you treat Minato right. They love teasing Minato about his feelings towards you, it reminds them of their youth when they had fallen in love with each other. Very supportive and easy to talk to, after the first meeting they love inviting you over any chance they get!
Haruto: Depending on your MC's story you could meet Haruto's and Kage's mom when you were younger or not at all(grade 12 is when their mom died) Canonically though! She met the MC through your parents in grade 1, so there wasn't a super big need to make yourself formal, you were just being introduced by your parent/s and were going to play with Haruto and Kage. Mrs. Kobayashi didn't really have much of an opinion, you were her new friends child and you were the same age as her oldest. She still doted on you of course, but you two didn't interact that much at first, you were there for Haruto and Kage, not her. As you started coming over more and growing up, you two would gradually get close and she ended up being like a second mother to you.
Jun: You met Mrs. Imai after she accepted a play date with you and Aki. Mrs. Imai didn't particularly care for you, she still doesn't. She's a woman with high standards and she doesn't like you if you don't meet those standards. Just play with Aki and Jun, don't talk to her, and she doesn't mind. She still took care of you though when you'd come over, of course she'd always push Aki and Jun over to your place afterwards to make up for having to take care of you. As you've gotten older, she still doesn't care for you but that's better then if you met her when you were an teen or adult. Chances are you would not meet her standards and therefore she doesn't like you. She'd even consider you a negative influence on Jun and Aki for their "behavior" and why her kids aren't perfect like how she wats them to be. Long story short, she tolerates you if you met her when you were younger and she hates you if you met her when she was older. Their father just goes along with whatever his wife wants.
Hoshi: I'm gonna talk about their dad with Hoshi. You met their dad when you applied to the restaurant. He seemed like a really nice guy until he defended his sons behavior's. There was definitely a rough patch between you two when it came to the twins. Depending on your ending though you can build a close relationship with Mr. Kikuchi. He can become close to a second father to you. I've seen people make their Mc's not work at the restaurant though so I wanna write about that too! I think things between you and Mr. Kikuchi would actually be easier if he wasn't your boss. Mr. Kikuchi would just no bring his sons to where you work often, he KNOWS that his sons behavior is an issue but he can't bring himself to scold them, so he just wouldn't bring them near you after he witnesses them being rude to you.
Habiki: I'm gonna talk about their Mom with Habiki. You will meet Mrs. Kikuchi as well in game! Realistically, I think you'd only meet her on holidays or family events that you've been invited too, but some stuff happens canonically that she's just too excited to wait until Christmas to meet you. She's already heard so much about you and she's not really one to like formality either so she's a very easy person to be around. You two get along quickly. Whenever her children are rude to you she scolds them and then gets on Mr. Kikuchi's case about letting them talk to you like that. She kind of feels like another friend. Whenever her and Habiki have duets she likes to invite you to join. She's also like a wing woman for you and her sons, she just wants everything to go well for you, she doesn't want your relationship to end up like how hers did.
Kage: Depending on your MC's story you could meet Kage's and Haruto's mom when you were younger or not at all(grade 12 is when their mom died) Canonically though! She met the MC through your parents in grade 1, so there wasn't a super big need to make yourself formal, you were just being introduced by your parent/s and were going to play with Kage and Haruto. Mrs. Kobayashi didn't really have much of an opinion, you were her new friends child and you were the same age as her oldest. She still doted on you of course, but you two didn't interact that much at first, you were there for Kage and Haruto, not her. As you started coming over more and growing up, you two would gradually get close and she ended up being like a second mother to you.
Kei: No, he does NOT want you meeting his parents and therefore you wont. They KNOW you're the reason he abandoned his original career, they saw the pictures, they saw the camera, they saw the footage, they HATE you without even meeting you. No matter when your mc meets Kei, they hate you for ruining his career path that they had set out for him.
Yani: 0̸1̶0̵1̷0̸1̶0̸0̸ ̵0̸1̶1̶0̶1̵0̸0̴0̴ ̵0̴1̷1̵0̵0̴1̴0̶1̴ ̵0̷1̷1̷1̸1̶0̸0̴1̴ ̸0̸0̵1̷0̶0̸0̴0̷0̷ ̶0̵1̶1̵0̸0̷1̶0̵0̵ ̵0̸1̴1̸0̸1̴1̸1̷1̴ ̸0̶1̶1̶0̸1̶1̵1̴0̵ ̴0̶0̶1̴0̸0̶1̵1̵1̷ ̷0̷1̷1̶1̵0̴1̴0̵0̶ ̸0̷0̵1̵0̴0̸0̷0̷0̶ ̴0̷1̴1̴0̴0̷1̶0̵1̷ ̴0̵1̴1̸1̷1̸0̷0̴0̴ ̵0̴1̶1̴0̷1̶0̷0̵1̸ ̴0̴1̸1̶1̶0̷0̵1̷1̵ ̷0̸1̴1̸1̴0̶1̴0̶0̷ ̴0̶0̴0̵0̷1̷0̶1̸0̸ ̴0̶1̶0̶1̷1̶0̴0̸1̶ ̵0̵1̵1̷0̷0̵0̷0̵1̷ ̴0̵1̵1̷0̶1̷1̷1̴0̴ ̸0̷1̵1̴0̷1̶0̷0̷1̸ ̵0̸0̶1̶0̶0̴0̵0̴0̸ ̴0̸1̷1̶0̶0̴1̴0̴0̴ ̵0̷1̸1̸0̵1̸1̸1̷1̶ ̶0̸1̷1̸0̸0̸1̸0̷1̷ ̵0̴1̵1̶1̷0̸0̴1̷1̸ ̷0̷1̵1̴0̷1̷1̷1̶0̸ ̶0̷0̸1̶0̵0̶1̸1̶1̷ ̷0̶1̸1̴1̵0̶1̷0̵0̵ ̸0̷0̸1̶0̸0̷0̴0̶0̷ ̵0̶1̶1̷0̵0̶1̶0̶1̵ ̴0̵1̵1̸1̸1̴0̷0̶0̷ ̷0̷1̴1̶0̸1̷0̵0̵1̸ ̶0̵1̶1̶1̵0̶0̸1̴1̶ ̶0̶1̴1̷1̵0̷1̵0̶0̵ ̸0̴0̷0̴0̴1̶0̷1̴0̴ ̸0̶1̸1̴1̵0̴1̴0̷0̵ ̵0̶1̶1̶0̴1̶0̶0̸0̸ ̷0̴1̸1̵0̵1̶0̴0̷1̷ ̶0̵1̷1̴1̸0̶0̷1̸1̸ ̷0̵0̶1̸0̷0̸0̶0̵0̴ ̴0̷1̵1̶1̶0̷1̵1̵1̴ ̵0̵1̵1̴0̸1̶1̷1̵1̵ ̴0̴1̶1̷1̴0̶0̴1̸0̶ ̴0̵1̸1̸0̶1̶1̶0̶0̸ ̸0̶1̶1̷0̶0̴1̸0̷0̵ ̸0̵0̸1̶0̶0̸0̸0̴0̵ ̶0̶1̵1̸0̵0̶1̴0̵0̶ ̷0̴1̷1̶0̶1̵1̶1̴1̶ ̴0̴1̵1̶0̵0̴1̶0̴1̸ ̵0̵1̷1̷1̷0̷0̸1̴1̴ ̵0̶1̴1̵0̸1̷1̵1̸0̶ ̷0̵0̵1̸0̸0̷1̷1̶1̶ ̷0̴1̴1̶1̴0̶1̸0̵0̶ ̶0̶0̵1̵0̵0̵0̴0̸0̵ ̴0̸1̷1̷0̵0̷1̷0̵1̷ ̴0̸1̷1̵1̴1̴0̵0̴0̶ ̵0̵1̴1̷0̴1̵0̶0̷1̴ ̵0̵1̶1̶1̸0̸0̶1̶1̷ ̸0̶1̷1̸1̴0̷1̸0̶0̷ ̶0̸0̷0̴0̷1̸0̶1̷0̸ ̸0̵1̸0̵0̷1̶1̷1̷0̴ ̸0̴1̷1̶0̴1̴1̸1̴1̵ ̶0̷1̷1̷0̵1̴1̸1̶0̷ ̴0̴1̷1̷0̷0̶1̵0̸1̶ ̵0̴0̶1̴0̸0̴0̶0̷0̴ ̸0̵1̶1̸0̸1̸1̶1̶1̶ ̵0̷1̷1̶0̸0̵1̵1̴0̴ ̵0̶0̴1̷0̵0̶0̵0̸0̵ ̵0̵1̶1̶1̵0̴1̵0̴0̵ ̵0̷1̴1̷0̵1̸0̷0̷0̵ ̷0̵1̸1̶0̶1̴0̵0̵1̸ ̴0̶1̴1̷1̴0̵0̶1̸1̷ ̷0̸0̷1̷0̷0̴0̷0̴0̶ ̴0̷1̴1̸0̸1̴0̷0̸1̵ ̵0̶1̸1̶1̸0̴0̸1̷1̴ ̸0̸0̴1̸0̶0̶0̶0̵0̷ ̸0̷1̵1̶1̵0̴0̷1̸0̸ ̶0̵1̴1̵0̴0̶1̷0̴1̴ ̴0̶1̵1̴0̶0̵0̴0̵1̴ ̷0̷1̸1̴0̸1̵1̵0̴0̸ ̵0̴0̶0̶0̵1̶0̷1̵0̵ ̷0̸1̶1̴0̶1̶1̶0̶0̶ ̶0̴1̴1̸0̵1̴1̶1̴1̶ ̴0̶1̴1̸0̶0̵1̵1̶1̵ ̶0̷0̷1̷0̵0̵0̴0̷0̸ ̴0̶1̶1̵0̴1̸1̶1̶1̵ ̶0̵1̴1̴0̷0̴1̸1̴0̴ ̷0̷1̸1̸0̷0̷1̸1̶0̸ ̴0̸0̸0̴0̶1̴0̸1̴0̵ ̷0̴1̴1̷0̴0̵0̸0̴1̷ ̶0̶1̴1̷0̷1̸1̴1̵0̶ ̴0̸1̵1̶0̷0̶1̷0̷0̷ ̴0̴0̶1̵0̷0̸0̶0̷0̴ ̷0̸1̷1̴0̶0̸0̶1̵1̸ ̵0̸1̵1̸0̸1̴1̶1̶1̴ ̷0̴1̵1̶0̸1̵1̷1̵0̶ ̵0̴1̷1̵1̷0̸1̵0̷0̵ ̴0̷1̵1̴0̶1̴0̷0̵1̶ ̸0̶1̷1̸0̵1̵1̶1̸0̸ ̷0̶1̸1̸1̴0̶1̷0̶1̴ ̵0̴1̷1̴0̷0̴1̵0̷1̶ ̴0̴0̴1̵0̷0̵0̵0̴0̴ ̸0̴1̴1̵1̸0̴1̵1̷1̶ ̴0̴1̵1̸0̷1̵0̴0̵1̷ ̶0̶1̵1̵1̸0̷1̸0̵0̶ ̶0̶1̸1̵0̶1̸0̸0̶0̷ ̸0̸0̷1̴0̴0̵0̷0̵0̸ ̴0̴1̷1̷1̵1̴0̴0̴1̸ ̶0̴1̸1̴0̶1̴1̶1̷1̸ ̵0̶1̷1̸1̸0̸1̸0̶1̷ ̶0̸1̶1̶1̵0̸0̴1̵0̴ ̶0̴0̶1̷0̵0̸0̴0̴0̶ ̴0̸1̵1̷1̶0̶0̴1̸0̸ ̸0̴1̷1̴0̶0̵1̶0̵1̷ ̷0̸1̸1̷0̴0̸0̷0̴1̵ ̷0̵1̵1̶0̷1̴1̵0̴0̸ ̵0̶0̸1̶0̶0̷0̶0̴0̶ ̸0̵1̵1̷0̸1̴1̴0̴0̸ ̷0̶1̶1̸0̸1̸0̶0̴1̸ ̶0̶1̵1̸0̶0̸1̴1̸0̶ ̴0̴1̴1̷0̴0̴1̶0̷1̷ ̴0̴0̵0̴0̴1̶0̷1̶0̵ ̶0̶1̸1̷0̷1̸1̵0̷0̴ ̴0̴1̴1̵0̸0̶1̸0̴1̷ ̵0̷1̶1̶0̷0̷0̷0̷1̴ ̴0̵1̵1̵1̷0̵1̴1̴0̶ ̸0̵1̷1̶0̵0̵1̴0̷1̸ ̷0̶0̷1̶0̵0̶0̴0̴0̷ ̴0̴1̴1̸0̵0̵0̴1̴0̷ ̵0̴1̷1̴0̸0̴1̵0̷1̴ ̵0̷1̵1̵0̸1̵0̸0̸0̷ ̵0̶1̶1̴0̴1̷0̷0̶1̸ ̸0̸1̷1̵0̶1̸1̷1̷0̵ ̴0̷1̶1̸0̵0̷1̸0̵0̸ ̶0̷0̴1̵0̵0̸0̶0̶0̶ ̶0̷1̵0̷1̶1̶0̵0̵1̸ ̴0̵1̴1̸0̵0̸0̷0̵1̸ ̶0̷1̸1̷0̵1̶1̴1̸0̴ ̵0̶1̷1̵0̸1̴0̶0̴1̵ ̴0̸0̴0̴0̸1̶0̵1̸0̵ ̸0̵1̷0̷0̴1̶1̴0̶0̶ ̵0̵1̵1̶0̸0̷1̶0̸1̷ ̷0̶1̸1̴0̴0̷0̸0̵1̶ ̵0̸1̷1̶1̵0̷1̴1̶0̴ ̴0̶1̶1̵0̸0̷1̶0̶1̶ ̴0̵0̶1̶0̶0̷0̶0̵0̵ ̷0̸1̵1̷0̵0̵0̴1̶0̴ ̶0̴1̸1̵0̷0̸1̸0̶1̴ ̴0̴1̷1̶0̸1̸0̴0̴0̷ ̶0̵1̴1̷0̸1̶0̶0̶1̷ ̵0̴1̵1̷0̴1̵1̵1̵0̴ ̴0̵1̴1̷0̴0̸1̷0̵0̶ ̶0̶0̴1̵0̶0̸0̴0̴0̵ ̴0̶1̴0̴0̷1̸0̸1̷1̵ ̷0̶1̷1̴0̴0̴1̷0̵1̷ ̴0̸1̷1̸0̴1̴0̸0̸1̶ ̵0̶1̷1̵0̵0̷1̶1̸0̴ ̷0̶1̴1̵0̸1̴1̷1̴1̶ ̴0̶1̶1̷1̴0̵0̵1̴0̷ ̵0̷0̷1̴0̸0̴0̵0̴0̸ ̵0̵1̸1̵1̶1̸0̸0̸1̶ ̶0̵1̴1̶0̴1̸1̶1̷1̴ ̸0̵1̴1̶1̴0̵1̷0̴1̷ ̷0̴1̸1̶1̷0̶0̸1̷0̵ ̵0̴0̵1̸0̴0̴0̵0̵0̸ ̴0̵1̶1̸1̸0̷0̴1̷1̷ ̵0̷1̷1̶0̴0̸0̶0̷1̴ ̸0̷1̷1̶0̴0̶1̴1̷0̴ ̶0̷1̴1̸0̶0̷1̷0̸1̴ ̶0̸1̶1̷1̸0̷1̸0̷0̷ ̶0̵1̷1̷1̶1̷0̶0̸1̵
Aki: You met Mrs. Imai after she accepted a play date with you and Aki. Mrs. Imai didn't particularly care for you, she still doesn't. She's a woman with high standards and she doesn't like you if you don't meet those standards. Just play with Aki and Jun, don't talk to her, and she doesn't mind. She still took care of you though when you'd come over, of course she'd always push Aki and Jun over to your place afterwards to make up for having to take care of you. As you've gotten older, she still doesn't care for you but that's better then if you met her when you were an teen or adult. Chances are you would not meet her standards and therefore she doesn't like you. She'd even consider you a negative influence on Jun and Aki for their "behavior" and why her kids aren't perfect like how she wats them to be. Long story short, she tolerates you if you met her when you were younger and she hates you if you met her when she was older. Their father just goes along with whatever his wife wants.
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siriuslytamlin · 2 months
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What do you think about tamlins red flags or toxic behavior in book one? I think he absolutely displays it but people react disproportionately towards him considering the other relationships in sjms books and and a lot of romantasy in general.
I've read ACOTAR only once and only reread some scenes so I honestly could be wrong but I think his red flags are the whole lying about the curse thing and the refusal to talk/communicate clearly in many occasions. If there are others please tell me?
Personally the curse thing made sense and I could sense him actually feeling guilty about it too in some scenes. So I don't think hes horrible for trying something for Prythian's sake, and he sent Feyre back so I think that absolves him from the lying. As for the communication, it was def a problem lol. One example is the ritual night when he didnt explain to Feyre and Lucien had to. I however also think that as High Lord, dude never had to explain himself much. People listen to him so he assumed telling Feyre to stay put is enough, along with feeling weird about telling Feyre that he's gonna fuck someone and please don't show up or I might want to fuck you 🤣
I personally was also annoyed at the scene the day after he bites her because he didn't apologize but reread the scene and saw he was angry it the scene, which is valid in a way coz considering the fantasy aspects of the scene, Tamlin never consented to seeing her that night at all either? But the next scene while they don't go into detail, does mention that they apologized so that's good.
Idk, this isn't a perfect book and Tamlin isn't a perfect character but I'm in way too deep to see any other red flags lol so please elaborate anon.
And yes, I do think a lot of actions by other characters are way worse that Tamlin's. Eg: Rhysand drugging Feyre for weeks every night UTM like wat even is that and getting Clare killed.. like dude Rhysand was genuinely evil in ACOTAR.
But Tamlin is the scapegoat in this series, he's anything SJM wants him to be. Once a writer decides a character's integrity doesn't matter, anything can be pinned on them. The narrative keeps pushing that he's a dick, mostly from other people's perspective, when he's not really that bad in comparison and is in dire need if therapy.
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(🔴) ... [ NOW PLAYING ] [SKZ CODE] EP.43 - 44 환승 아일랜드 (EXCHANGE ISLAND) !
💞💭: for the sake of the chapteres , who ever she ends up with pretend their partner went with someone else.
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♡... her outfit for the video !
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"hey." she waved to the camera , smiling. "It's been two years since i didn't get pick by anyone." she laughed , remember the christmas office episode. "and it's winter time, and its lonely." she shrugged. "who wants to be alone for christmas and the new year?"
[ she doesn't mean it , she's actually happy to be here ]
"hi." she walked into the cabin , unzipping her jacket. "how old are you?" han immediately asked. "im 22." she responded. "ah pretty." chan praised. "thank you." she smiled.
"sit right here." hyunjin offered her a seat , next to him. "thank you." she sat down , taking her jacket off. "here." chan gave her pillow to cover her stomach.
"how have you all been after leaving the company?" han asked. "i opened up a clothing store." she said. "ah you must know a lot about clothes?" felix asked. "no , her parents opened it up for her , she's rich." seungmin said.
"let her talk." han played along , since he and seungmin were supposed to exs. "neither of you speak." she laughed at their bickering. "it's new so i don't have many people." she continued. "come by and I'll give you a discount, thank you."
she listened to the rest of them answer. "then everyone enjoy your selves." seungmin pointed out the drinks on the table.
chan handed her a drink , taking a sip , watching the couch argue back and forth with seungmin. "anyways , help yourselves." he said once they were done.
"we'll be looking for new partners here today , i've completely forgotten my past pain." she gave him a thumbs up. "good job , you should never get back with and ex." she said.
"never?" felix asked. "never , no."
[ baby tiger is adamant about not rehashing old memories ]
"why are you here?" chan asked her. "because it's sad being alone , it's hard out here." he pouted. "so sad , i know how you feel." "plus i have to do everything myself if i have a partner i wouldn't have to do that."
"then get a maid." seungmin said. "i'd still be lonely , and my bank account isn't set up for that , i am broke."
"so you want someone to do things for you?" felix asked. "yes."
[ EXchange island / mini heart kids room ] [choose an anonymous answer to a question , if you pick each others answer , you're partners ! ]
"we had you all write answers to some questions in advance, should we take a look?"
hyunjin ended up guess her which ended up making them partners m, which everyone was really no shock from by anybody. "of course , he has the guide book of kaia." han made everyone laugh , the boys ears turning red.
she got into the front seat since hyunjin was the one who was driving. changbin and chan in the back seat.
"you've looked out the window whole time." hyunjin said. "why?" she shrugged , he held out his hand. "seriously?"
he nodded , she grabbed a hold of his. "look at her ears turning red." chan squealed , reaching in the front to squish her face. "ah cute!"
"i want to wat tangerines." she playfully gasped at him. "yah hwang hyunjin." he kept his eyes on the road , muttering another what."
"she's allergic to tangerines , if your partner can't eat them , then you shouldn't eat them either." changbin scolded. "would you stop eating tangerines for me?"
he laughed nervously , "i-i really like tangerines."
"they're having trouble already." changbin teased.
[ they're just joking , he can eat as many tangerines as he wants. ]
"i wont eat them around you , so you wont feel bad , okay?" she laughed. "okay!" chan shook his head , "compromise , thats whats it all about."
they finally arrived at the spot, finding all their seats , sitting down facing each other — laughing as soon they made eye contact.
"w-why?" he smiled. "it feels so awkward." she scratched the back of head. "am i too handsome?" he easily flirted back making the girl even more nervous. "mhm." this made his ears red.
"why'd you choose my answer?" she asked. "i wanted to choose you." he said. "ah with me?" he nodded , she laughed. "you're too flirty today." she said. "let's take a walk." he said. "okay , let's go." she stood up , and they started on their walk.
[ kaia: he's normally not flirty , he's normally shy .... i kinda like it when he's shy , i don't really like it when he's flirty *laughs* ]
they walked down the paths , looking at all the flowers and other things , talking and joking about random things , before she stopped. "let's take some pictures."
she stood in front of the flowers , while he took a bunch of photos. "ah , pretty!" he said. "come on , let's take one together." he held out her phone , standing next to him. "1.2.3" he snapped the photo. "great!" he said handing her the phone back. "they came out good." she said.
making their way up to the spot where seungmin and felix were , sitting down next to felix.
[next episode]
she sat down at the table , taking a sip of her drink. "so." he started. "let's break up." she said , his eyes widened. "what?" he said. "let's remain friends, okay?"
"why?" he asked. "do you like someone else?"
"no i don't like anybody else." she tried not to smile. "okay." he said. "let's be friends." he held his hand out , she took it, shaking it. "friends."
"let's go downstairs." she stood up. "okay."
[ like a scene from a kdrama ]
they all met back up downstairs. "did you all enjoy your dates?"
"i felt like that they werent the one." she rolled her eyes. "whats up with you." she laughed watching him put his arm over i.n. "i didn't dislike them , but they didn't feel like the one."
"hyunjin, could you take your arm off of him." jisung said. "it's been 5 minutes she said. "you're not partners yet."
for their next partner, she ended getting paired up with seungmin. "yah kim seungmin." she said. "let's be friends." he said before she could, everyone was shocked. "already , you guys didn't even leave?" they laughed.
[ please don't be mistaken kaia and seungmin and get along just fine ]
"can you even drive?" seungmin sat in the passengers seat. "you can't drive so how would you even know." she got into the drivers seat. "sit back and put your seat belt on."
she pulled out of the parking lot driving off. "you aren't that bad of a driver as i thought."
[ kaia: we don't really click like that , it's just no chemistry ]
she pulled into the parking lot. "is it enough room?" he looked out the window. "yeah i cant get out."
they made their way into the place after meeting up with everyone. she sat down at the table where they had placed the food , everyone digging into the different side dishes.
"how was your drive here?" felix asked her and seungmin. "boring." they both said. "we've declared our friendship but i don't even think we can be friends." her mouth dropped open. "im sorry." He said putting a piece of meat in the bowl. "don't be sad , okay!" she smiled, taking a bit of food.
"is it good?" chan asked her putting another piece of meat on her place, she smiled , nodded , he chuckled. "cute."
"who did you go on a date with." she pointed to hyunjin. "was it fun?" she shrugged. "it was okay, he flirts too much." she said. "i get flustered easily, and he flirted a lot it made me nervous." she said.
"she flirted back." he said. "ah so feelings were reciprocated?" changbin said. "i did , but im naturally like that." she explained. "he isn't like that, so it was a shock." she said. "ah so it was so hard for you to adjust." she nodded. "yes , exactly."
"let's play never have i ever." they all held there hands up. "hold a finger up if someone made your heart flutter." she put her finger down. "put a finger down if you changed your mind during this dinner." she put her finger down. "ah really?" jisung asked. "yeah , my heart was persuaded."
[ kaia: i choose chan , throughout the whole day he was caring for me and it made my heart flutter , i like when people are caring ]
they finally reached the point where they found there final pair , they played a game to decide who would go in order.
it was her turn so she stood up. "Im actually curious , because who could it be?" han said. "if it wasn't hyunjin then who?"
she walked around the table once , before circling back around her elders arm. "me!" he exclaimed. "mhm." he stood up , hugging her. "this is so surprising." he said. "let's go."
he ended up driving , she sat in the passengers seat , putting her seat belt on. "why did you choose me?" he asked. "because you cared for me a lot today." you said. "you fed me, you got my pillow to cover me , i like that." she said. "yeah?" she nodded. "i do."
[ bonus behind the scenes ]
filming one of her confessions. "yah! why are you saying i flirt too much?" hyunjin shouted. "stop interrupting me." she pushed him away. "stop fighting." he hugged her. "hyunjin stop it." she laughed.
sitting in the car with chan. "yah , kaia , did you choose channie hyung because felix was too caught up on changbin." I.n shouted. "Kaia , im sorry." she stuck her head out the window. "i don't want to hear it , that's why channie hyung is better than you!"
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grapejuicegay · 8 months
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Thai BL Favorites List Tag Game
I was tagged by @feralmuskyscentedhoepran @casualavocados @waitmyturtles (look guys! I'm actually getting to a tag game relatively fast this time!)
Favourite bl:
Could it be anything but Bad Buddy? It's my first ever bl, it changed my life, I met some of my favourite people on here because of it and it just destroys me every single day just be existing. It got me with a flying kick in the chest and I have never let go since
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Favourite pairing:
I joined at such a great time in bl and I've had an absolutely wonderful amazing 2 years with so many great pairings. But I love Ink with my whole entire heart and I love both of them and just their very existence as a pairing is Such a Big Deal in the industry as a whole that it can't be anything but
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My girls!!!! I have nothing more to say
More underrated actor:
I think it's a toss up between Sing Harit and Aou Thanaboon. I'm excited every time Sing has any sort of role in any show I watch. He's brilliant and SO good. Just like with Neo, he's great at comic relief and effortlessly funny but also SO GOOD in a serious role. And Aou just showed up like a year ago and maybe I'm biased because I'm obsessed with Mes and I love him as Max but I just want to see more of him.
Favourite character:
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Feral. Musky Scented. Hoe. Baby Boy. King of Repression. Menace. Dimples. Pran Parakul Siridechawat. I love him so much.
Favourite side character:
Wat "you are what you eat. what you take builds who you are" Wasuwat. Just making movies and looking out for his friends and being their voice of reason in the face of the impossible pressure on all of their shoulders.
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Favourite scene:
The Eclipse ep 6 beach scene!
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Not just because it's such a good scene but also because it's the reason @casualavocados and I finally started talking after months of lurking around each others' blogs. Julian ily never forget the big meta 💖💖
Favourite line:
I've already yelled with @dribs-and-drabbles and @dimplesandfierceeyes how absolutely insane "I'm tired of pretending to hate you while your face has taken over my heart" is.
But also, "I can't change the world but the world can't change me either"
It's such a powerful line delivered in the sunniest of settings. It's validating and empowering and comforting. It's as big a hug as Uncle Tong gives the boys when they say goodbye.
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Most anticipated bl and why:
Only Friends and 23.5 Degrees. I don't think I need to explain
Healthiest relationship in a bl:
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They snipe and snark at each other constantly but the only reason it works is because they know each other inside and out. They look out for each other, they fight but they figure it out, they talk about everything. They love each other not despite of their flaws but because of them (it's literally canon!). They make me want to tear my hair out with how much they love each other.
Most toxic relationship in a bl:
I've been very very lucky so far to have watched only great to average shows. I know they exist, but not for me they don't 🥰
Guilty pleasure series:
I don't think I really have any?? Largely because guilty pleasure is usually assigned to shows that are cheesy and/or pulpy shows that you don't like to admit to enjoying because you don't want to admit to watching them at all. I just enjoy enough objectively bad media (fast and furious franchise my beloved) to not really feel guilty over anything I like anymore.
Bonus! Most underrated series:
Agreeing with both @casualavocados and @waitmyturtles on Triage and He's Coming to Me. Both of them absolutely fantastic and DEFINITELY need more attention.
This was fun! I don't know who to tag that hasn't done this already! I guess I haven't seen one yet from @dimplesandfierceeyes @respectthepetty @lost-my-sanity1 @jemmo. If anyone else wants to do this, consider yourself tagged too!
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Flake's podcast - Talking / Reden
podcast 2023-04-11
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Flake's topic this month is talking, and as talking takes up 70% of the time Rammstein spend together (or something to that extend was mentioned in a making of) (Pussy?), i had secretly hoped Flake would have fellow chat-enthusiast Paul as a guest this time but that didn't happen 😄
Flake right at the start explains his topic, he is of the opinion that no wars, violence, murder etc would happen if people would just talk to eachother. He gives an example (doing both persons), and because it's typical Flake-speak (which i ❤️) so i'll try to translate somewhat literally):
"Hi"
"Hi"
"Sooo....what are you?"
"Well, I believe so and so.."
"Oh, interesting, i believe this and that...and do you have a God?"
"Yeah, we do, but not a guy with a white beard.."
"Ah okay, yeah that would be silly.."
"And here with you?"
"Yeah we have something similar.."
"Oh, how nice.."
"Say..i heard you have this Paradise..do you believe in that?"
"Well, to be honest..not really, but i always think: you imagine something nice, and if it turns out it isn't, at least you had the fun of looking forward to it...and you guys, with those 40 virgins? Where are those supposed to come from?"
"Well yeah...i thought about that too, and well, you know...it can't hurt to wait and see...and maybe by that time i'm old anyway...and then with all those virgins.."
Can't you just imagine a Rammstein bandpractics going exactly like this 😊🥰
Anyway, for a podcast about talking, Flake actually doesn't tell many stories at all unfortunately. A quick mention of his dad at 1h07 when playing Daliah Lavi. Describing himself at 0h13 "Ich denke nicht nach, ich Plappere nur" (I don't think, i just chatter). At 0h46 mentioning the Rammstein technicians who talk tech-talk all day. But no longer stories from those..
Only one slightly longer childhood anecdote at 1h04 of young Flake listening to the radio before school, with his taperecorder at hand to record stuff he liked (i used to do the same, that was the time when you never knew if a song that was played would be played again...ever...i remember hearing a tiny snippet of a song once and managed to record only 10 seconds of it, and i never ever heard it again...until recently i found one of those 'guess your tune' website and when i hummed the few bits i knew, the website actually got to the right song 🤩 but okay...enough about me 😄). This one time Flake recorded a band who played Yiddish songs, because he thought this music was so moving. He played it for his parents that evening, and his mum asked Flake's grandmother, who could travel to 'the west' to buy an album for them. But the recordstore at the Kurfürstendam didn't have it and grandma got a record catalogue instead and that became Flake's favorite book. He read it many times and imagined which records he would buy if he could. The song he plays after that is the one he heard back then "Zog nit Keynmol" 🥰
After talking a bit more about how people should talke more, at 0h33 Flake realises that sometimes it's better not to say something, because when you say something nasty ('Wat Fieset' a phrase Paul also likes to use on occassion), you can never take it back. What is said is said. When you crossed a line in saying something nasty like "you're just like your mother" (Flake chuckles 😊), it's out there. So either say nothing, or something nice. 🌺
Music wise we *don't* have Die Ärzte this time, but we do have a Rammstein song: Du Hast at 1h36. This is about asking people things that are making them uncomfortable and have difficulty answering ("Du hast mich gefragt und ich hab' nichts gesagt", you asked me and i didn't answer). After the song Flake gives us his interpretation of the song: Do you tell your partner when you've cheated.. Flake thinks (after some consideration) it's always better to tell, at least that way your wife hears it from you and not through someone else. But whatever you do, if you cheated, don't out of a guilty conscience buy a big bouquet of roses for your wife, because all women are smart enough to see through that 🌺
Some other songs with a little something worth mentioning: at 0h05 Olaf Schubert with a dialog between a man and a woman in which Olaf does both parts. Olaf currently stars in a new movie 'Olaf Jagger' and Flake has a cameo in that movie 😊. At 0h29 another of Flake's favorite Berlin bands 'Icke und Er', and at 0h57 Shaban & Käptn Peng with 'Sie mögen sich'. Käptn Peng's real name is Robert Gwisdek and Rammstein fans may recognise that name, because he is the director of two recent Rammstein videos: 'Zeit' and 'Angst'.
At the end (1h51) Flake says goodbye, concludes that talking is good, because he has been talking the whole time and nothing bad happened to him 😊 Flake thinks everyone should try it, he knows people who haven't talked to their family in 8 years because someone once said something nasty, but Flake thinks you can make life difficult for yourself that way, when you could also just call them on the phone, have a little chat, whether it's kids, parents, grandparents, brothers-in-law, relatives, or uh..bandmembers huh-huh (Flake chuckles 😄)
It's the end of the show, but Flake will still be talking and so should you 🌺
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More of my takes on Flake's podcasts
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blacktinnedpeaches · 3 months
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ok im gonna just talk about it anyway :D
he announced earlier that next year he's gonna push me more, and i was like ? wat? why? and he was like i think we're both undersocialised atm and i was quite annoyed by this and also a bit hurt bc i feel like that's more untrue in the past 6 months thn it's been sice the pandemic (and maybe before - bc most of our friends now are people from discord we ended up becoming irl friends with)
maybe *you* feel undersocialised ben but *i* actually find basically all social activities something to endure rather than enjoy
also don't forget that ana is my soulmate and I feel very happy just hanging out with them and Ben
i feel like he has still this shark feeling of gotta keep moving or ill die :) like he is doing much better than he was from sept-nov but yeah i think he doesnt need to make that an Us problem lol like i dont share that feeling at all lol like if you want to do more things than i do you can do some stuff separately, and some stuff with me! as is normal!
i did feel quite frustratedand annoyed with the way he brought it up , which he did apologise for later bc he agreed we're doing the right things etc and he didnt really mean he wants to push me MORE just that he doesnt want to BACKSLIDE. which is fine i guess but it was a bit annoying to hear anyway bc i am not planningon going intoi a big isolationist hole
like the implication that next year some REAL change is gonna happen and totally ignoring the fact that we got married a few months ago (objectively the biggest social event either of us have ever done), that we hung out with Boops and yuka at an art installation, that we've had clare over a bunch of times, that we've had boops over, that he's done a few irl dnd sessions w/ lucas clare boops, that we've been ice skating a few times, that we've done escape rooms together, that we've done some family trips, we did that ceramics class, we've done a LOT of pokemon walks - all of this in teh past 2 or 3 months apart from the wedding - im just like god damn how much stuff do i have to do to satisfy you lol like i simply dont find the same kind of drive to Do Things that he has and I have still done all this shit REGARDLESS
i was also annoyed i think by the implication that he's the one who needs to push me when actually half of the above shit was my idea!!! the ice skating was me! the wedding was my idea! the escape rooms were my idea! i was the one who restarted teh pokemon go! i was the one who created the server in the first place, where he found his friends!!!! these are all my friends i let him share!!! i was the one who arranged the halloween party w/ boops and clare literally bc he was so sad i wanted to do something nice for him
i do read him charitably - as i legit think is important to do in all relationships with someone you like and respect on a very basic level lol - and i dont think he meant to suggest that im massively inadequate lmfao (i mean - i know he didnt) and he apologised for coming in too hard about stuff, and i know he's traumatised by covid (who isnt?) and is terrified of going back into that tiny world where it was just us and we didnt see anyone else for 2y. but that's not on the cards anyway so i felt a bit wrongfooted by the whole talk
also i was so cross i went mute and under my blankets until he sort of to put it bluntly fucked me back into communication lmfao !! me hissing "im cross with you" while he was actively fucking me </3 looool (this is 100%% fine by the way, just for the record, i was way less annopyed by the sex than the conversation, the sex cheered me up even and it was the right move)
anyway whatever. i think we're actually on the same page in terms of not wanting a particularly quiet 2024 (we're planning on going to Iceland in the winter and also there will be a chess meetup abroad somewhere) so we move. i was just annoyed by how he framed it but he did apologise anyway and i know he didnt really mean anything!! but it was annoying lol like omg I try sooo hard. so fucking hard!!!
ETA: fucking. also. he wasn't even making ANY comment on this stuff and he's fully been my biggest cheerleader lol but I've also been so busy work-wise (my "chess career" is reaching new heights after all) and taking care of him these past few months and doing my doll job as well I think I just want someone to be like omg cham you are actually soooo impressive I'm soooo obsessed with you !!! don't worry you don't need to find anything else inside you you are doing sooooo well!!! (Ben is actually usually like this but I want him to say it now as well) like I've been working on job stuff AS WELL AS doing loads more shit with him lately and I feel like I should get extra credit for that
all this to say that this would be a good time to send me a message with how great you think i am. lol
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heretherebedork · 2 years
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The idea of how teenagers relate to their parents and other adults in their life permeates The Eclipse.
Dika was a freeing influence, one of the few, an adult who supported Ayan, Akk, The World Remembers and likely other students we haven't yet found out about. Dika was kind, open minded and supportive, open to teaching and open to learning and honest with them about what he wanted. He found loyalty and helped them discover themselves in the process.
Chadok is a locked influence but a very powerful one. He has control over both teachers and students and pushes his own agenda and his own ideas. He does not listen, he simple tramples over them as he creates his own ideal idea of what they would be like. He sees nothing but the traditions and the traditional way to be and anything that is not is dismissed. His leadership of the other teachers has lead most of them to a negative place as well because his will is powerful and he has the authority to back it up.
But I really want to talk about their parents and how they relate to them. Because it's such a huge variation that exists in them and such a spectrum of parents in general.
Ayan's mother is loving and kind but she does not see the world the way her son does. She wants peace, she wants to wait, she wants to let the world be quiet and calm. She asks him to back down, to stop fighting, to just let it all go. And Ayan does not hesitate before disobeying her. Although he is hurt she disagrees, he is not going to change because of her. His relationship is distant and though there is love, you can tell that she doesn't understand her son.
Thua's relationship with his mother is warm but distant. He knows she loves him, he knows she supports him, but he also knows that no matter what he says his stepfather is the one in charge and his stepfather is a caustic abusive man who hates him for who he is. Her love doesn't matter in the end because her love can't help him, can't protect him. Her love only hurts him more, in a way, because she might love him but his voice still doesn't feel important. And being made to feel small by the person you know loves you and that you love in return makes it even worse.
Wat obviously loves his parents and wants to please them but also wants to be himself. He's torn between the parental loyalty that his culture and life have taught him matter most and the individual urge to be his own creation, to be his own person, to have his own dreams and follow them. He is loved and he knows he is loved but he doesn't know how to risk that love for the sake of dreams.
We don't know a lot about Kan's parents. Akk says they spoil him and I've seen talk about if his reaction is to what Akk says or to his thoughts about Thua's parents. I lean towards Kan knowing that his parents cannot accept his sexuality and knowing that though they love him with material things and support in school that he also knows that coming out or accepting himself would leave him alone and unloved. He is hurt and scared by the very idea of losing them but also hurting himself to try to be who he thinks he has to be to please them. Kan is just this aching wound covered with a car and tutoring and money but still bleeding because none of that can help.
Akk is the one we truly know the least about. We know he loves his hometown and his rural upbringing, we know he loves his parents and is loved in return, we know he is a scholarship student. But we haven't really heard him say anything about them or anyone else comment on them either. So... I can't say much, honestly. We just don't know yet. I suspect we will soon.
They are all from parents that they know love them but do not love some aspect of them or would not if they knew. All of these boys are trapped in places where the support is limited or non-existent and it shows in their pain and their fears and how they withdraw and get angry and want to disappear and regret falling in love and fear their own dreams.
And a lot of this reflects in how the love each other as well. Ayan loves Akk with joy and amusement and he is not afraid of his love, he is not afraid of what he feels. Akk dislikes what he feels but does not deny it to himself in the end. Kan lives in constant denial and fear and anger, pushing away his feelings even when the pain is evident on his face and in his body. He hates himself and who he is even as he wants nothing more than to act on his urges. Thua shuts down, pulls away, hides himself and puts everyone before himself.
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pyritewitch · 5 months
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TGAA Role Swap AU DRABBLES 3
Part 1. Part 2
Ryunosuke Bits Part 1
So the original plan was to go thru wat would change in the series from chronological order, case by case, but well 1: I got bored and 2: I realized, especially in the 1st game, I don't have any real plans to change any major story beats in the 1st game. Like maybe in case 1-5, it's Kazume that ends up dragging the Skullkin Bros to jail and got shot in the process, but besides that, not much. Hopefully, that changes in the future, but for now, I'm gonna switch gear and talk about how our boy Ryuunosuke suffers in the meantime.
Realized real fucking quick that I wrote I lot more than I thought I did so... the Ryuunosuke bits will probably also be in multiple parts. Fuck me, let's see how long my hyper fixation will last this time!
So our boy wakes up in a coffin.
No name, no memories, just a pounding headache and a sense of dread as he tries to figure out why he's being buried alive. He pretty easily gets out of the coffin and realizes he's on a docked ship in Shanghai. Few memories start pouring in, he remembers being pushed, and hearing hushed, angry and scared voices talking over his body in Russian. He also remembers that he promised someone he would go Britian. After sneaking around the ship, Ryuu realizes that most of the crew on the ship is russian and fears that they may drag him back into the coffin, so he makes the decision to jump ship and see if he can survive in Shanghai and find a way to get to England.
During his time in Shanghai, he mainly takes on odd jobs, either manual labor or doing clerical work for cheap, just trying to get enough money to survive in England and stowaway in a ship traveling there. He gets caught and probably brought before Stronghart after Souseki's 2nd case, but before case 1-5, I'm too lazy right now to check the timeline. Stronghart sees the Yumei University Pin and puts 2 and 2 together and realizes he's probably the stowaway who "died."
Seeing an opportunity, Stronghart makes a proposal. It just so happens that he is in need of a legal secretary. In exchange for doing some legal grunt work (ie typing legal reports and filing paperwork) he'll provide Ryuunosuke with food, shelter, and payment (and also you know not get him deported or worse). Not really having any other option, Naruhodo agrees and does his best to fulfill his end of the bargain.
And he does so, as in a little less than a month, he exceeds Mael's expectations. He's able to pick up and learn Britain's legal system quickly, and his reports on past cases are impeccable. Stronghart then decides that instead of working for him personally, he will instead have Naruhodo work in Scotland Yard as The Reaper's legal assistant. Like Kazuma in the original timeline, Stronghart also forces him to wear a mask and hide his voice. The reason he gives Naruhodo, for the secrecy, is that not only is Van Zieks... adverse to his kind, but that he took on a lot of risk hiding a foreigner w/o any papers, and if someone were to find out, there would be grave consequences.
Again, with little choice, Naruhodo agrees with the terms. At first, everyone at Scotland Yard is a bit put off by the masked mute man, but the results he produces are undeniable. He adjusts quickly to crime scene investigation and has a knack for picking up what the other bobbies missed. He also shows off his skills in reading people during interrogations. Mind you, he's not the one doing the talking but gets around his limitations by writing down his thoughts and theories and having someone else read/ act-on them.
This has gotten him some praise from the higher-ups, even from the likes of Gregson and Van Zieks, but his rapid rise in the ranks has also earned him a lot of ire from others. Rumors concerning the reason he hides his face range from being Lord Stronghart's illegitimate son to a known crime lord that as a plea deal has to work for law enforcement and help capture other criminals. The mystery surrounding Naruhodo's identity reaches fever pitch when one day he is all but assaulted by a gang of the more disgruntled bobbies demanding he reveals his face. Van Zieks is able to interfere and stop them from revealing his face, but news of the incident makes it to Stronghart.
Almost immediately, a notice is put out, and those involved with the assault and their supervisors (whether they were involved in the incident or not) are immediately fired. This would have left The Yard severely understaffed, but "thankfully" Stronghart also quickly filled in the supervisor positions with some...friends of his. The whole fiasco left most of the workers feeling tense. The fact that such a punishment was handed out immediately and even affected people who had nothing to do with the incident made everyone realize that Naruhodo's place in Scotland Yard was a special one. Not wanting to risk getting caught in the crosshairs, most simply chose not to interact with Naruhodo unless absolutely necessary; some going so far as to ignore him entirely.
No memories, in a foreign land, and no company, this event leaves Ryuunosuke more isolated than ever. The only friendly relations he has right now are with Stronghart, Gregson, and Van Zieks. Even then, 2 of those relationships come with caveats. Gregson is friendly enough but won't really stick out his neck for him. He's developed a great banter/ friendly relationship with Van Zieks but is under no illusion that if Van Zieks were to find out about his origin, his attitude would immediately change for the worst. The only person Naruhodo feels like he can talk to face to face like a regular person is Lord Stronghart.
This lonely existence continues for Ryuunosuke until about a month or so after case 1-5. An article about said case, with details of those involved, makes its way into his hand. As soon as he sees a photo of Kazuma (with his gloves ❤️) all his memories comes flooding back. His name, his relationship with Kazuma, and why he came to Britain in the first place. Naruhodos 1st thought is too ofcourse contact and meet up with Kazuma. So he goes to Stronghart to tell him that that is just he is about to do.
Except Mael Stronghart immediately disagrees. His reasoning is that Ryuunosuke can't afford to be distracted now. Stronghart claims that he has been interacting with a lot of London nobles, with powerful connections, and has been doing so for Naruhodo's sake. He got his name out there and raised his reputation. After all that he's done for him, he's heartbroken that at this crucial time, Naruhodo would even consider abandoning him. Ryuunosuke, feeling extremely indebted to Stronghart, concedes and agrees to delay his reunion with Kazuma for the time being.
At this point, Stronghart inquiries about his relationship with Kazuma and seeing no reason to hide that information (and still feeling guilty) tells Stronghart everything. From the fact that they had really only been friends for a little over a year to telling him about how Kazuma even risked his overseas program to defend him in court (ie case 1-1). Learning about this Stronghart makes a not so subtle suggestion that Kazuma may have had a more nefarious motive for defending him. Irked at the implication, but not really in a position to argue, Naruhodo simply keeps quiet and makes plans to try to convince Stronghart that whatever suspicions he has towards Kazuma is probably just a misunderstanding.
To be continued...
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destinyc1020 · 7 months
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I really like yr dissertations so ur fine lol i b writing novels as well wen i comment 😭
Yea honestly Kaias book club is good n she has great quesions for her guests n seems passionate about it. With her being so young and just the ignorance she has about nepotism/her priveldge it just makes her seem out of touch. Shes nt as bad as other nepo kids bt it dnt help her that shes moving away from the skill shes good at (modeling) and the thing she seems to want to do (acting), shes nt currently good at. This was the art comment: https://www.buzzfeednews.com/article/ellendurney/kaia-gerber-said-nepotism-isnt-how-art-is-made. i remember ppl clowning her for it cuz she def got a starring role in AHS cuz she auditioned with her mom and her unintentionally calling her acting "art" is just 😬 (n like u said prob due to her being naive she mignt nt even realize her being ignorant). JE n Kaia looked miserable going to that Academy Musuem thing lmao bt they seemed fine IRL most of the time
Welp Kaia learned wat NOT to do after dating Zs ex lmaoo talking about loving that man wen they only lasted a yr.. gurl 🫣. She eems to b a fan of Z now so good for her lol
W/Austin i def agree Kaia seems like a safe choice. Theres a difference between a older woman (or just a woman around his age) who is prob established in her career and mayb wanting the nxt steps in her personal life (marriage or kids) vs a 21 yr old who is still figuring out wat she wants bt has the financial means to hang out with her bf a lot more and prob isnt thinkin bout her future rn. Austin is the best bf Kaias had so far based on how her parents seem to really like him so i think their all relieved in that aspect. i think Austin dsnt like to b single for too long either tbh. i really dnt know how this relationship bout to go lol
Thnx Anon! 🥰
Glad you enjoy my dissertations lol.
Yea Kaia's book club seems great. I've seen a couple of them over the years actually. I'm all for ppl enjoying whatever hobbies make them happy, and reading seems to be an avid hobby of hers.
Her mom Cindy is actually pretty smart. She graduated with honors and had a full scholarship to attend university for Chemical Engineering if I'm not mistaken. So maybe Kaia takes after her mom's intellectual side.🤷🏾‍♀️
But, like you said, she's still very young, naïve, and basically been living in a wealthy, southern CA bubble her whole entire life imo.
Granted, she's had some life experiences that many young women her age have never had, but she's still been pretty sheltered and just comes off as a little out of touch with the "real world" if you ask me.
Again, it's not a huge slight in itself, but more so just a testament to the fact that she was born in wealth, and she's only 21 lol 😅
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I'm sorry Anon lol 😅 I couldn't with this article you linked. See, yet again.... You can tell that she's a sweet girl, but very naïve..... just in MY opinion lol.
I don't think she realizes that her mom doesn't have to call in to beg people to put her on the runway or in films. I don't think she realizes that just by being Rande and Cindy's daughter, she automatically has a leg up just due to her name ONLY.
And ummm.... according to what I've heard... 👀 Supposedly, some hard-working actresses who've come from nothing and have had to WORK their way up, have complained about losing parts to Kaia Gerber, even though they are better actresses. 🥴 Again, sip or spit, but that's just what I've heard. 👀
So yea, some people aren't happy that she's been getting a lot of opportunities (even in the modeling world) just for her name and familial background only.
Re: Austin....
Like I said before, I REALLY don't seem him settling down anytime soon. I'm not getting those vibes from him. I'm sure he loves her and her family, but he seems more focused on his career rn imo. 🤷🏾‍♀️
Plus, they haven't even dated each other for 2 years yet. Idk why some fans are pushing marriage on them, or trying to make it seem like she's "the one".
I personally would not advise someone (especially an ACTOR) who travels a LOT for a living, and works away from home for months out of the year, to go and put a ring on a girl he's barely known not even two years yet. 🥴 Could it happen? Yes. But I wouldn't advise it.
I know he doesn't like to be single for too long (a lot of ppl don't lol 😂), but if he and Kaia do break up one day, my advice to him would be to take a sabbatical and just be SINGLE for a few months lol.
Based on what I saw during the awards season, I'm sure he'd have PLENTY of female options (young AND old! 👀) if he and Kaia were to ever spilt up rofl 🤣 So he doesn't have to worry about not having any options.
Idk how the rlshp will go, but they seem happy, and I can't hate on them. 🤷🏾‍♀️
I don't get the vibe that they're endgame though. Idk why, but as of right now, I'm just not seeing it. Plus, Leo DiCaprio has dated a ton of young, pretty models all his life. If they were really what they're cracked up to be, wouldn't you think he would have married one of those women by now, or at the very least, made one of these models his life partner by now? Leo's longest rlshp has been Gisele Bundchen, and they were together for 5 years. He to this day has not been in a rlshp longer than that. So, obviously, dating models isn't really the endgame for him either! You would think that after all these years, he would try smthg different since the young, 25 year old model thing hasn't been working out lol 😆
Anyway, I just hope Austin is staying smart in his decisions. Kaia's family has always kind of made me give them the side-eye.... Supposedly, female employees from Rande's business have accused him of sexual harassment.... 👀 I remember the days when Kaia looked like she may have had an ED 👀..... The son, Presley, has been giving signs to me that he's been crying out for help for years.... 🥴 They've allowed their daughter to date grown men ever since she was a teenager.... 🥴👀
Idk... part of me wants to tell Austin: "Austin run! Please run.... there's smthg off with this family!!!!" 😬
But hey, it's not my life lol 😆 And who knows? Maybe one day she will be Mrs. Kaia Butler. 🤭
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silly-demon · 2 months
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Saw the get to know me thing and idk how that works but I wanna know abt u so I think I'm supposed to send an ask? (correct me if I'm wrong)
🧡 🍋 💌 🎤 🎵 🔍 ❤️‍🔥🧚🌝🌹🥀🌊❄️🍀
🧡 I'm queer, Im aro/acespec and I don't really do labels
🍋 fantasty, sci-fi (especially older sci-fi) and realistic queer fiction
💌 I wanted to be able to talk about my interests, and just, be kind here
🎤 Yes! My first concert was Why Don't We, then I went to an AJR concert and I'll be going to a Pierce the Veil & Blink-182 concert this summer!!
🎵 MCR, Pierce the Veil, Sleeping with Sirens, Lord Huron, Queen, Bowie, Billy Joel, Ke$ha, IDK HOW, The Amazing Devil, KNOWSO, Set it Off, Pitbull, Steely Dan, Gum Disease, ICP, Get Scared, and many more!!
🔍 Vampires Will Never Hurt You-MCR (On Vinyl while cleaning room a bit)
❤️‍🔥Beetlejuice I'm absolutely obsessed and I love him <3
🧚 Beetlejuice, Magnus (mine), Shaggy (Scooby Doo), Jo March
🌝 Currently young sheldon (I don't watch a lotta TV but I'm really enjoying Young Sheldon)(It's better than tbbt, because tbbt makes me feel uncomfy at times (the romantic aspects are a lot, and awkward at the beginning))
🌹 I don't write horny shit? I'm mostly focused on my musical where there's little romance and the protag is aro/ace
🥀 most of them ig? I once again don't really write horny shit, or read much of it either
🌊 yeah once again, don't really do kinks atm
❄️ Beetlejuice is transmasc, and in the play, Jo March is very transmasc (I watched a version where he was played by a transmasc) literally every character that I relate to is queer and sometimes transmasc
🍀 All of Beetlejuice media, mostly the cartoon and the musical, because Beetlejuice is just such a fucked up goofy guy who needs affection n atterntion (like me!) and he's funny as shit, wat a giggler. Also young Sheldon just because I find it funny
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dadzawa004 · 7 months
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(is anon wif da gf trubles) (tw vent, sh mention )
Is hards cuz host has strong connection wif his gf an he relly love her so he no wanna break ups wif her, I no relly like her, she seem scary :( an one da protecter no like her either, but host say is good, say she helpy him hurt body less an da she make him happys an stuffs bu protecter tink do more harm den good :( ben lot fighting in headspace lately :( dey always lot fight between host and da protecter, cuz host no do good mently an he do lot thinks da hurt body, he also get rid of us stuffs :( cuz he say da we no real :( bu is real :( I reel girl no fake peoples, has split lot recently so sum thing definly no goodds, is stressful, just not kno wat do :( host say no tell her is system cuz is probly fakeing its an no wan her kno bouts it, I tried front earlier bu host just scream an said bad words to me :( was no fun
Vent reaponse// TW (long post.)
Hey anon. it's nice to see you again, despite the bad circumstances
Please let this be a reminder. You ARE real. You are real, You're here and you're a real person. So is everyone in your system. I know how hard it is, considering the host is having troubles coming to terms with such. No matter what, you're real either way. I'm sorry to hear about the stress the sys is going through at the moment. I'm sure that the host isn't the only person going through denial
As I am apart of a system myself, I can find myself often wondering if its just me or it's really happening. Which is a valid feeling, please don't feel guilty about it (this includes the host and everyone who may feel this way)
I fear that if this is going on, the front may not be safe to front into. I'm not in charge wether when you decide to front or not. But if you want my personal opinion (and maybe something I did when we were in a similar situation) take front breaks. It's okay to take breaks if you can, and it can be extremely healthy when the stress is off your chest.
The most important thing right now is trying to remove the body itself into a place which feels more comfortable to you and the others. So if you want a place to start, start there (safety is your main priority, always remember that)
Like I said before, we had a host who was very similar to yours. And the situation was a huge.. ball of stress to get through. But I promise, eventually (and hopefully) the host and maybe anyone else who has similar mindset will start to understand their situation and how to cope with it
you have the same power as the host, so please don't feel like you're being shut down or kept quiet. Communication is key, but safety is the main focus before proceeding into hot waters like this
It might take hours, days, or weeks, even more. But no matter what the host will come in terms at some point. They can't ignore something that cannot be ignored. And even if being a system is rough, and it's "easier" to try and doubt your situation; it just isn't healthy. Not for them, not for the system or it's alters, not for the body. The most important thing is to find a way to get along, Live with it, and live with your lives. And I'm hoping that terms and realization will come soon
And please remember that there are resources to take if it's an emergency. Wether that he hotlines, therapy, and others (again, if safe to do so). But remember resources are there to help, so whatever the case, please turn to it if you're in a state of emergency. You aren't alone and you shouldn't do this alone.
I hope this helps. If you need more advice or.. just to talk, I'm here for you. So Is the CGS who run the blog. My messages are also open, so if you'd like to continue to talk, you are free to do so. (no pressure, but the option is always there)
I wish you the best of luck, kid. And I hope this reaches out ok
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I really don't see the difference tbh 🤷
Hello! Well I dont see it either xD SS tend to glorify what the last epigraph of gaiden said that wat was there was "the real deal: Love" And they take it as if "Family Uchiha" (A total disrespect to the uchihas) are the Ingals family¿ lol they take it as if Sasuke was in really mad love with Sakura and he cant spend a second without thinking of her or her eyes¿ or having sex with her (bc that's how they also portray him and wish him to be, a sexual machina kind of Christian Gray who only becomes soft for this sensual woman lol) But what i see there is a total dynamic of a divorced couple. I could say of a divorced couple in good terms who know that the child is not to blame of their failed relationship, and who know they must work together for the sake of the child. As Sasuke here says, "because we have you" In fact, this is the only only moment in the whole series that we saw SS fighting together alone, all other moments were team7 moments or SNS being the power couple as they always are. But SS fighting together, just a tiny moment but anyway, just proves what i say because they need to work together somehowe for the sake of this child (whom, i may repeat, was born in very suspicious conditions) not for the sake of the couple or their love as soulmates or partners. In fact, this is what my mother and father always say to each other. Despite all the differences and shitty moments, they are divorced, they must work together sometimes because of their only daughter (me) no matter what age i am. Also, Naruto was the one who happens to talk about LOVE and Bonds to sarada, in fact...that should have been sakura who should teach and have a deeper conversation with her daughter cause...the gaiden is SS isnst it???? XDDD Concluding...Divorced-in-maybe-good-terms-couple. Nonetheless a kid is never enough reason, and its a burden for them, for a couple to last or stay together. Old marriages and traditional ones use to do this because of what society could say, or for the children sake, but what you get are repressed feelings and unhapiness in the end.
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kai-wanted-doa · 11 months
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i feel honored. we recently went to go to LA to hang out with our friends. I am the newest person to this group, and there's a pair (calling them jack and jill) who we all know have dated for a very long time but we are all hazy as to wat their status is now but also who gives a fuck if we're all vibing.
Jill says to me "Jack's sisters have talked about who's his favorite -girl- friend is and it's you" that was so embarrassing to hear considering how much we annoy/make fun of the other. On this trip he literally made a video of himself with a sparkler casting a spell on me and saying "DIE DIE DIE" LMMMMAAAOOO it was a harry potter reference because he mentioned universal studios and how we all should go and I mentioned how I went last month, rode the Harry potter ride, was blown away, and finally binged all the movies and enjoyed it.
How true that statement was and what his real thoughts are, its ok whatever it is. I don't hang out with these friends very often at all and truly we don't all know each other well at all either (my bf may know them better since they've all been friends longer), so it's hard to believe I would even be considered as a close friend. Jack knows many people as well and has tons of friends I'm sure. But the thought that I could possibly be a fond friend of his is nice because from my end & my pov, my friendship with him is something that I actually cherish.
I've talked about this on my blog before a few times. I talk about it often and relive it because my troubles from that time still haunt me, but also because i was so happy to have jack's help. Awhile ago, my bf and I went thru a rough patch. It was very rough for me. My bf probably couldn't give a damn lmao he was chilling. He didn't know. I was the only one really hurting. To this day I am traumatized. It hasn't let up. Jack is the blunt type. I'm sure all our friends could see what was going on, but Jack was the only one who talked to me first (I wouldn't have spoken about it ever to anyone otherwise. I dont talk about my relationship problems with anyone but my blog lolll). Altho Jack can be a pain in the ass and loud mouthed and inconsiderate with how he teases, pushing boundaries and stepping on toes! He handled the situation very gently. He owned a game shop and a few of his friends were there playing games, and I was there waiting for my bf. Jack mentioned the elephant in the room, the rough patch in my bf and i's relationship. Before I knew it, I was bawling crying sobbing (while Jack's friends were just a few feet away from us playing games lmaooo!!!) We were playing tic-tac-toe while talking and he purposely lost every round because he knew a bifch couldn't take another L that night LOOOOL. After that night I finally had the guts to tell my bf what was bothering me. My bf listened and changed up, and our relationship got better.
I am still a very shy girl and I don't like to confront issues that will make matters uncomfortable, but Jack encouraged me that night to speak up. Since then, I've been trying trying get better and better. I still have trouble being more assertive, but for sure I made a leap and a step forward that night. If I hadn't gone through that and if jack hadnt talked to me, I'd still be several paces back.
So yeah, that's why hearing Jill say that I was possibly a good friend of Jack's made me feel so embarrassed, because I think of him as a decent friend too. So, to know that the feeling is possibly mutual, that was cool.
I don't know much about jack and I don't know how to respond very well to people when they are in need of comfort or direction, but I just hope I can be supportive of this friend in some profound way like how he did for me if he ever needed it. It's owed.
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Random thought but I absolutely love the duality of wwx like he’ll say to peoples faces “I’m better than u sorry or whatever maybe u should try harder to do better :/“ but as soon as lan zhan is like wow ur actually really smart/talented he’s like “omg what no that’s sooooo not true ur so much better wat are u talking about like u better stop before u catch me 😳”
you know I actually have to disagree with you on this one. idk how it is in the novel but in cql that is very much not how wei wuxian behaves around lan wangji and I'm honestly pretty tired of that perception of him. the only time we see wei wuxian say something like that is at the second seige when he's like "won't hanguang jun protect this fragile, feeble man?" and I think that it's understood by both of them that he's not actually saying he's incapable or that lan wangji is More capable and he's certainly not trying to be... "flirty" or whatever. they both know that wei wuxian is incredibly powerful even after being resurrected without chenqing or the stygian tiger seal, it's just that he has no golden core (lan wangji doesn't know this yet but he Does know that Something is up) and his physical flesh and blood body is more susceptible to. you know. death
in fact wei wuxian spends the entire show either a) showing off to lan wangji, or b) insisting that he's perfectly fine when he's actually rotting from the inside out or being cursed. their whole fighting style as a pair is that lan wangji makes sure wei wuxian doesn't get Stabbed while wei wuxian wreaks havoc with demonic cultivation. for that to function successfully, which it does, they need to acknowledge to each other their own abilities and talents
at least in cql I don't think that wei wuxian has ever put down his own abilities in front of lan wangji or denied a compliment from him About his abilities, and this idea that he does is weirdly out of character at best and holds some very.... Uncomfortable implications at worst
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