#and him were completely platonically cuddling but it's like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa anyway

[pabotofus]

*head in hands and screams*

#emma rambles #i think its so ridiculous how nice it is to sleep but like. we don't get to ENJOY sleeping at all like wtf is up with that #sleeping is so COMFY like u are literally relaxed asf on a soft surface w stuff to cuddle with and you have fun/interesting dreams but like #it goes by SO QUICKLY you don't even get to enjoy it in the moment because next thing you know you're awake and that's all gross #i suppose that defeats the purpose of like. being unconscious while sleeping. because you wouldn't feel as well rested ig??? idk #i also think it's so interesting how dreams like. flow into each other. like there were three separate plots in the dreams i had last night #and somehow they all merged together in my memory to create one jumbly incoherent mess #but it all made perfect sense at the time i dont remember being confused?? and now im wondering how much time those dreams actually took #like what if there were like 2 hr breaks inbetween those dreams where i was just deep sleeping but i didn't realize it because i was. yknow #deep sleeping. anyway #man i had this one dream that was so nice i just remember cuddling with this guy who just rly liked me and his hair was really floofy ahwles #n it kind of kept getting in my face but theres something so *chefs kiss* about being big spoon to someone who is physically larger/taller #like yes let me wrap myself around you like some weird starfish #half of it was the physical sensation of being able to hug someone like idek who the guy was but it was just COMFEY (im so goddamn touch #starved hello its not even funny) and half of it was like the affirmation that he just. liked me. :pleading: im fairly certain dreamscape me #and him were completely platonically cuddling but it's like aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa anyway #this is so embarrassing lmao